19 Apr, 2011

On fire

Yeah, ya know? Critics man Critics never got nothin' nice to say, man You know the one thing I notice about critics, man? Is critics never ask me how my day went Well, I'mma tell 'em Yesterday my dog died, I hog tied a ho, tied her in a bow Said next time you blow up try to spit a flow You wanna criticize dog try a little mo' I'm so tired of this I could blow, fire in the hole I'm fired up so fire up the lighter and the 'dro Better hold on a little tighter here I go Flows tighter, hot headed as ghost rider Cold hearted as spiderman throwin' a spider in the snow So ya better get to blowin in flow rider Inside of a low rider with no tires in the hole Why am I like this? Why is winter cold? Why is it when I talk, I'm so biased to the h**s? Listen dog, Christmas is off, this is as soft as it gets This isn't gob this is a blister in the salt Those are your wounds this is the salt, so get lost Shit dissin' me is just like p***in' off the wizard of oz Wrap a lizard in gauze, beat you in the jaws with it Grab the scissors and saws And cut out your livers gizzards and balls Throw you in the middle of the ocean in the blizzard with jaws So sip p*** like sizzurp through a straw Then describe how it tasted like dessert to us all Got the gall to make Chris p*** in his draws Ticklin' him go to his grave, skip him and visit his dog You're on fire That's how ya know your on a roll 'Cause when you hot it's like your burnin' up everyone else's cold Your on fire Man, I'm so f***in' sick, I got ambulances pullin' me over and s*** You're on fire Ya need to stop drop and roll 'cause when you say the s*** To give the whole hip hop shop the blow You're on fire, yeah, you're on fire I just wrote a bulls*** hook in between two long a** verses If you mistook the for a song, look This ain't a song it's a warnin' to Brooke Hogan and David Cook That the crook just took over so book Run as fast as you can, stop writin' and kill it I'm lig

18 Mar, 2011

Hi

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14 Mar, 2011

25 to life

Too late For the other side Caught in a chase 25 to life Too late I can't keep chasing it Caught in a chase 25 to life I don't think she understands The sacrifices that I made Maybe if this b**** had acted right I would have stayed But I've already wasted over half my life I would have laid down and died for you I no longer cry for you No more pain Bitch you took me for granted Took my heart and ran it straight into the planet Into the dirt I can no longer stand it Now my respect I demand it Imma take control of this relationship Command it And I'm gonna be the boss of you now goddammit And what I mean is that I'm will no longer let you control me So you better hear me out This much you owe me I gave up my life for you Totally devoted to you Why I've stayed Faithful all the way This is how I f***ing get repaid? Look at how I dress Fucking baggy sweats Go to work a mess Always in a rush to get back to you I ain't heard you yet Not even once say you appreciate me I deserve respect I've done my best to give you Nothing less then perfectness And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left But you keep treating me like a staircase It's time to f***ing step And I wont be coming back So don't hold your f***ing breath You know what you've done No need to go in depth I told you you'd be sorry If I f***ing left I laughed while you wept How's it feel now? Yeah funny ain't it You neglected me Did me a favor Let all my spirit free You've said Got a special place for you In my heart That I have kept It's unfortunate but it's Too late For the other side Caught in a chase 25 to life Too late For the other side Caught in a chase 25 to life I feel like When I bend over backwards for you All you do is laugh Cuz that ain't good enough You expect me to fold myself in half Till I snap Don't think I'm loyal All I do is rap How can I moonlight on the side I have no life outside of tha

23 Feb, 2011

No apologies

In my mind I'm a fighter, my heart's a lighter My soul is the fluid, my flow sparks it brighter But a***nic writer, often with arthritis Carpel-tunnel, Marshal with start s***itis Hard-headed and hot-headed, bull-headed and pig-headed Dick-headed a brick, a big headache I'm sick Quick with it for every lyric spit it There are 6 critics who wait, for me to slip with it So quit this dynamite stick, bury the wick It's gonna explode any minute, someone will tick Lit it and its not Nelly, do not tell me to stop yelling When I stop selling I'll quit so, stop dwelling I am not failing, you f***ers are not ready 'Cuz I got jelly, like j**zin on your pot belly This is destiny, yes money, I'm off running, so get off of me I'm not slowing the softening No apologies, nah s***ers I'm not sorry You can all sue me, y'all could be the cause of me No apologies, y'all feeling the force of me No remorse for me, like there was no recourse for me No apologies, not even acknowledging you at all Till I get a call that God's coming No apologies, laugh f***ers, it's all funny I can spit in your face while you're standing across from me No apologies My head hits the pillow, a weeping willow I can't sleep, a pain so deep it bellows But these cellos, help just to keep me mellow Hands on my head, touch knees to elbows I'm hunched over, emotion just flows over These cold shoulders are both frozen, you don't know me I keep saying it, I can't stress it enough So keep playing it and stand next to the subs I choke mics like affixation When I'm strangling my own throat masturbating Fuck yeah, I'm a basket case And I mastered this rap s*** till my a** gets wasted Till my a**assination Till I'm slain 'cuz of some f**s infatuation .44 Mag's fascination A taste for disaster and if that's the case then No apologies, nah s***ers I'm not sorry You can all sue me, y'all could be the cause of me No apologies, y'all feeling the force of me No remo

14 Jan, 2011

everything

When I'm out on the road Going from show to show Told my homie Romeo How much I miss you so I don't know how much longer it will be I'm missing you, wanting you And I really want to talk to you Oh no I left my 2-way at home Still sitting on the charger Oh no my battery is dead on my cell phone And I really want to call ya J-Boog let me use your phone Gotta call my baby girl back home Let her know what she means to me Cause we gotta be Your my (your my) angel (angel) Your my (your my) heart girl Cause your my everything (your everything I want in a woman) Girl your my everything (your everything I need in a woman) I got cha on the phone You're sayin you wish I was home But then you flip the script To put me in the wrong And you think I'm lying when I been trying all day to talk to you Juggling videos and photo shoots Baby girl don't think that one minute goes by and I don't really want to call ya Don't think that I'm screenin my calls or checkin my caller ID tryna dodge you girl I'm tryna be all I can be A young man in this industry You mean the world to me You are my everything, my... Girl I want you to know Nothing will come between you and me Girl I want you to know That you will always be My everything Baby girl I'm missing you Can't wait to get home so I can hold you Pain is love when it comes to you Faithful and true is what I stay to you Your my homie when I chill with you Throw on some sweats with some Nike shoes Or get sididdy for me Louie skirt with a mini tee See times has been hard for me Being on the road without my wifey Lookin at my watch the time goes by Lookin at the skies the days goes by Wishing on these days you could fly Til the next time to be by my side For you I ride For you I lie Me and you girl Bonnie and Clyde

14 Jan, 2011

lol

you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! (itz worth it ) mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "biitches" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a biitches and a b******?" and the mom says "well, a biitch is a lady and a b****** is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your p**** in my v*****!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a p**** and v*****?" His moms says "Well Billy, a p**** is a hat and a v***** is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shiit" and billy said "Dad, whats shiit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shiit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says fuuckk" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuuckk?" "Well billy fuuckk is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hello biitches and b******s, may i take your p****'s and v*****s, my dad's upstairs wiping shiiit off his face, and my mom is in the kitchen fuuckkng the Turkey" Post This... 1 hour- You'll be single for the next year :[ 20 min - Your crush will kiss you 15min - Your crush will tongue you 5-10 min - Your crush will ask you out under 2 min - You will stay with your crush forever

23 Dec, 2010

45

Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply so absurd In these times of doing what you're told Keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45) Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life) No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrell of a .45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high upon a shelf Left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sewn up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me Nobody knows what I believe I believe And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45) And I'm swimming through the ashes of another life (another life) There is no real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrell of a .45

23 Dec, 2010

if you only knew

If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating Heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that wen't wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go, Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I Spent, nights we shared, Or letters that I sent If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn

23 Dec, 2010

i dare you

Hello, let me introduce you to The characters in the show One says yes, one says no Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive Even in madness, I know you still believe Paint me your canvas so I become What you could never be I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire wear my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire I dare you to tell me I dare you to Hello, are you still chasing The memories in shadows Some stay young, some grow old Come alive, there are thoughts unclear You can never hide Even in madness, I know you still believe Paint me your canvas so I become What you could never be Hello Hello... I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire Brand my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire I dare you to tell me I dare you to Hello... Hello... I dare you to I dare you to I dare you to I dare you to

25 Oct, 2010

your never over

If Proof could see me now, I know he’d be proud Somewhere in me deep down, there’s something in me he found That made him believe in me, now no one can beat me now You try, it’ll be them doors, Andre (??) believe me clowns That means suicide homie, you’ll never throw me Off of this course, blow me Bitch I do this all for the sport only But I want it all, I’m not just talking (??) And the balls in my court and it’s lonely On top of the world when you’re the only One with the balls and your shorts To leave them jaws on the floor with no re- Morse, remember that when they get to doggin’ you boy homie So y’all can just get to bloggin’ about bologna I’m not gonna stop the saga Continue, no stoppin’ the force Obi, I’m moppin the floors With them, I keep tryna pass it, but they keep on droppin’ the torch And it won’t be, long til this sport is O-V- E-R, just blazin’ and we knockin’ them doors and no we Ain’t pumpkins on Halloween but we’ll show up on your porch, so be Careful what you say, there ain’t no punks over here so follow me Through the fog like I’m S-N-double-O-P Let me guide you through the smoke G If only I wasn’t travellin’ down this road by my lonely No one who knew me like you will ever know me I don’t think you understand how much you meant to me The days are cold livin’ without you The nights are long, I’m growing older I miss the days (??), thinkin’ about you You may be gone, but you’re never over And it don’t stop (oh) And it don’t quit (oh) And it don’t stop (oh) And it don’t quit (oh) And I miss you (oh) I just miss you (oh) I just miss you (oh) Homie I’ll never forget you (no) For you, I wanan write the sickest rhyme of my life So sick it’ll blow up the mic, It’ll put the dyna in mite Yeah it’ll make the dopest MC wanna jump off a bridge and s*** hisself Tap dancin’ all over the beat, it’ll jump off the page and spit itself Yeah it’s the best thing I could do right now for you Doodi is to rap SO Imma f*** til

13 Aug, 2010

sing for the moment

These ideas are nightmares to white parents Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings Like whatever they say has no bearing, it's so scary in a house that allows no swearing To see him walking around with his headphones blaring Alone in his own zone, cold and he don't care He's a problem child And what bothers him all comes out, when he talks about His f***in' dad walkin' out Cause he just hates him so bad that he blocks him out If he ever saw him again he'd probably knock him out His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back Talkin' black, brainwashed from rock and rap He sags his pants, do-rags and a stocking cap His step-father hit him, so he socked him back, and broke his nose His house is a broken home, there's no control, he just let's his emotions go..{C'mon}, sing with me, {sing}, sing for the years {Sing it}, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears, {c'mon) Sing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away...Entertainment is changin', intertwinin' with gangsta's In the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctum Holy or unholy, only have one homie Only this g**, lonely cause don't anyone know me Yet everybody just feels like they can relate, I guess words are a mothafucka they can be great Or they can degrate, or even worse they can teach hate It's like these kids hang on every single statement we make Like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum Now how the f*** did this metamorphosis happen From standin' on corners and porches just rappin' To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' a** But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you Fans turn on you, attorneys all want a turn at you To get they hands on every dime you have, they want you to lose your mind every time you mad So they can try to make you out to look like a loose cannon Any dispute won't hesitate to produce handg**s That's why these prosecutors wanna convict me, s

08 Aug, 2010

far away

So far away Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore ? It would be so fine to see your face at my door And it doesn't help to know You're just time away Long ago I reached for you And there you stood Holding you again could only Do me good Oh how I wish I could But you're so far away One more song about moving along the highway I can't say much of anything that's new But if I could only work this life out my way I'd rather spend it being close to you But you're so far away Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore ? It would be so fine to see your face at my door And it doesn't help to know You're so far away So far away, yeah, you're so far away Travelling around sure gets me down and lonely Nothing else to do but close my mind And I sure hope the road don't get to own me There's so many dreams that I've yet to find But you're so far away Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore ? It would be so fine to see your face at my door And it doesn't help to know You're so far away You're so far away

05 Aug, 2010

lol 34

95% Of teens would break down if miley cyrus was bout to jump the same skrayper,4% would stand there shoutin "Jump b**** jump!",im the 1% who would push her off and stand there laughing Copy and paste if u r wit me

04 Aug, 2010

lol

I need to tell you a secret LO0K AT 5 [2] The answer is L0OK AT 11 [3] Dont get mad L0OK AT 15 [4] Calm down don't be mad L0OK AT 13 [5] First L0OK AT 2 [6] Dont be that angry L0OK AT 12 [7] i just wanted to say i love you [8] What I wanted to tell you is...THE ANSWER IS ON 14 [9] Be patient L0OK AT 4 [10] This is the last time I'm going to do this L0OK AT 7 [11] I hope you're not mad when I say this L0OK AT 6 [12] Sorry L0OK AT 8 [13] Don't be getting a hype L0OK AT 10 [14] I dont know how to say this L0OK AT 3 [15] You must be really mad L0OK AT NUMBER 9

20 Jul, 2010

talkin 2 myself

Ayo Before I start this song man I just want to thank everybody for being so patient And baring with me over these last couple of years While I figure this s*** out Is anybody out there? It feels like I’m talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? It guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I’m going insane Am I the one whose crazy? So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I’m on my own Is there anyone out there Who feels the way I feel That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one(?) I went away I guess to open up some lanes But there was no one who even knew what I was going through Hatred was flowing through my veins On the verge of going insane I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne It’s like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin’ I felt horrible about myself He was spittin and I wasn’t Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it Almost went at Kanye too God it feels like I’m goin’ psychotic Thank god that I didn’t do it I would of had my a** handed to me And I knew it but proof wasn’t here to see me through it I’m in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it Are you stupid? You gon’ start dissin people for no reason? Especially when you can’t even write a decent punchline even You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help you’re no longer the man, that’s a bit of a pill to swallow All I know is some wallowin(?), self-loathing and hollow Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe I’ll hit my bottom tomorrow But I must be talkin to the wall though I don’t see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself) But all these other rappers s*** is all that I know I’ve turned into a hater, I’ve put up a false mavado(?) But Marshall is not a egomaniac that’s not his motto HE’s not a desperado he’s desperate it’s startin to bot

20 Jun, 2010

shes everything

She's a yellow pair of running shoes A holey pair of jeans She looks great in cheap sunglasses She looks great in anything She's I want a piece of chocolate Take me to a movie She's I can't find a thing to wear Now and then she's moody. She's a Saturn with a sunroof With her brown hair a-blowing She's a soft place to land And a good feeling knowing She's a warm conversation That I wouldn't miss for nothing She's a fighter when she's mad And she's a lover when she's loving. And she's everything I ever wanted And everything I need I talk about her, I go on and on and on 'Cause she's everything to me. She's a Saturday out on the town And a church girl on Sunday She's a cross around her neck And a cuss word 'cause it's Monday She's a bubble bath and candles Baby come and kiss me She's a one glass of wine And she's feeling kinda tipsy. She's the giver I wish I could be And the stealer of the covers She's a picture in my wallet Of my unborn children's mother She's the hand that I'm holding When I'm on my knees and praying She's the answer to my prayer And she's the song that I'm playing. She's the voice I love to hear Someday when I'm ninety She's that wooden rocking chair I want rocking right beside me Everyday that passes I only love her more Yeah, she's the one That I'd lay down my own life for. Everything I ever wanted And everything I need She's everything to me

14 Jun, 2010

angels cry

Should´nt have walked away I wouldve stayed if you said We could have made everything ok But we justThrew the blame back and forth We treated love like a sport The final blow hit so low I'm still on the ground I could'nt have prepared myself for this fall Shattered in pieces curled on the floor Supernatural love conquers all Remember we use to touch the sky And lighting dont strike the same place twice When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry True loves a gift but we let it drift in a storm Everynight I feel the angels cry Bring it back and we gonna make it right Bring it back and we gonna make it right One of us is trying to survive, as the angels cry Here I am on disgrace kind of love Couldnt have guessed It would just up And disappear in a whirlwind Here I amWalking on this narrow road Wobbling but wont let go Waiting for a glimpse of the suns light Bring it back is all that I want Definitly we can just blow Im willing to live and die for our love Baby we can get back that shine And lighting dont strike the same place twice When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry True loves a gift but we let it drift in a storm Everynight i feel the angels cry

13 Jun, 2010

whiskey lullaby

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until' the night He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said, "I'll love her till I die" And when we buried him beneath the willow The Angels sang a whiskey lullaby The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years, she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until' the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength she had to get up off her knees We found her with her face down in the pillow Clinging to his picture for dear life We laid her next to him beneath the willow While the Angels sang a whiskey lullaby

13 Jun, 2010

nobody

The number one question is how could you ignore it And drop right back in the cut over bas****t tracks Rap stack got you back in the sub black Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm Rise from the ashes of stylist division With these non-stop lyrics of life living Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes (Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me) Told you everything loud and clear (But nobody’s listening) (Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me) Told you everything loud and clear (But nobody’s listening) I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress Head full of anger, held in my chest And everything left’s a waste of time I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more I’m riding on the back of this pressure Guessing that it’s better I can’t keep myself together Because all of this stress gave me something to write on The pain gave me something I could set my sights on Never forget the blood sweat and tears The uphill struggle over years the fear and Trash talking and the people it was to And the people that started it just like you I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress Head full of anger, held in my chest Uphill struggle Blood sweat n tears Nothing to gain Everything to fear

13 Jun, 2010

papercut

Something in here’s not right today… Why am I so uptight today? Paranoia’s all I got left I don’t know what stressed me first Or how the pressure was fed / but I know just what it feels like To have a voice in the back of my head It’s like a face that I hold inside A face that awakes when I close my eyes A face watches every time I lie A face that laughs every time I fall (And watches everything) So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin I know I’ve got a face in me points out all the mistakes to me You’ve got a face on the inside too and Your paranoia’s probably worse I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is I can’t add up to what you can but Everybody has a face that they hold inside A face that awakes when they close their eyes A face watches every time they lie A face that laughs every time they fall (And watches everything) So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin The sun goes down I feel the light betray me

13 Jun, 2010

when you love someone

you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but your lonely nights - have just beg** when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you need someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'd risk it all - no matter what my come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone

10 Jun, 2010

afriad

I'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road Yeah, It's been a ride... I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one Now some of you might still be in that place If you're trying to get out, just follow me I'll get you thereYou can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn What you think, I'm doing this for me, so f*** the world Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still s*** and Whether he's on salary, paid hourly Until he bows out or he s***'s his bowels out of him Whichever comes first, for better or worse He's married to the game, like a f*** you for christmas His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge To pull his d*** from the dirt and f*** the universe Ok quit playin' with the scissors and s***, and cut the crap I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap You said you was king, you lied through your teeth For that f*** your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh" Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground

05 Jun, 2010

wishin

You know that I've been wishing for you some day I know your coming back, (I know your coming back girl) baby (Someday) tell me why you went away (why you went away) And left me lonely (left me lonely) I'm wishing on a star, (I'm wishing on a star) To follow where you are, (to follow where you are) I'm wishing on a dream (I'm wishing on a dream) To follow all my dreams (to follow all these dreams) If I could take every moments every second that we spent, Erase it from my life and start over again, I wouldn't do it I couldn't even try, Cuz even if the pain and the tears never dry, At least I know I had my days with you, Remembering when it was jus me and you, I closed my eyes and wished it was a dream, That I could wake up and you would be next to me, Did you love me did you lie to me, Why'd you make a promise that you knew you couldn't keep? You got me twisted and I'm losing my grip, If I never met you girl love wouldn't mean shhhh, So I aint never giving up on you, I built my whole world and it was all around you, I made a promise and I'm keeping it true, So I'll never love again if I can't have you If I had a wish baby it would be this, Take you back to the days were we first kissed, You had never been touched we loved each other so much, Holding you tight until the moon at night, I was yours you were mine every thing was all right, A wish upon a star most precious of all, Can't image being without you with all we've been through, There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do for you, Now I sit here alone never knew I could cry, All I have is painfully memories and wondering why, Why you left me cold rip my heart from my soul, Every day I pray I'll see your smile once more, Come back love I need you cant take it no more, Dying inside life means nothing no more, Don't wanna say goodbye but I gotta let you know, If you ever change your mind my love is all yours. Now when I had you I loved you, A

05 Jun, 2010

one more day

I stare at the TV And I can't believe my eyes There's no place to run And no place to go There's no place left to hide I can see their faces I can feel their pain Our lives will never be the same soForgive me if I laugh It's just to hide the tears Sometimes I wonder if I've wasted all those years For all the things I felt But forgot to say Would you give me one more day I sit here and wonder Now what if that were me If I'd lost my life Left behind my wife And the child that I'd never see If I could look down on her How would she explain That daddy had to go away SoForgive me if I smile It's just to hide my fears And in a time of dying Our life becomes so clear They say the good Lord works in such mysterious ways I just hope he gives me one more day One more day To look into her eyes, yeah, yeah One more moment to say goodbye, goodbye One more night to feel her touch Just one more chance So that I can tell her How much I miss her And tell her I love herSomeone to love And someone to hold me Before I fall from grace Someone to need me Someone to believe me Before I lose my faith For all the things I meant But forgot to say I hope you give me one more day Forgive me if I laugh It's just to hide the tears Sometimes I wonder if I've wasted all those years For all the things I felt But forgot to say I hope he gives me one more day

05 Jun, 2010

every rose has its thorn

We both lie silently still in the dead of the nightAlthough we both lie close togetherWe feel miles apart insideWas it something I said or something I didDid the words not come out rightThough I tried not to hurt youThough I triedBut I guess that's why they sayChorus:Every rose has its thornJust like every night has its dawnJust like every cowboy sings his sad, sad songEvery rose has its thornYeah it doesI listen to our favorite song playing on the radioHear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and easy goBut I wonder does he knowHas he ever felt like thisAnd I know that you'd be here somehow If I could have let you know somehowI guessChorusThough it's been a while nowI can still feel so much painLike a knife that cuts you the wound healsbut the scar, that scar remainsSoloI know I could have saved a love that nightIf I'd known what to sayInstead of makin' loveWe both made our separate waysBut now I hear you found somebody newand that I never meant that much to youTo hear that tears me up insideAnd to see you cuts me like a knifeI guess

05 Jun, 2010

forgiveness

He works two jobs now just to pay the billsHoneymoon is over seems love has lost its thrillHe blames her and God knows that she blames himLoves not about killing time this ain’t no way to liveJust can’t up and walk away Knows that wouldn’t be rightInstead he hangs out at the local barDrowns his problems every nightHe says forgive me, (forgive me) forgive meI think I’m losing youforgive me, (forgive me) forgive meCuz I don’t know what to do He comes home late falls into bed and closes his eyesHe pretends to sleep while she lies there and criesSometimes she gets so angry she just wants to scream A prince no longer charming it wasn’t like this in her dreamsSomeday she wants a change of lifeGet in that car and leave but deep down she loves him and the kids She’s got them mouths to feedShe cries forgive me, (forgive me) forgive meI think I’m losing youForgive me, (forgive me) forgive meCuz I don’t know what to do It all seemed so simple thenWhere the hell did it go wrongWhere’s it start and where’s it endLets both keep holding onOne day it hit him hardLayed his head in her hands Looked up said, I don’t want to lose you I hope you understandSo he looked into her eyes said this is what we’ll doIf you give a little bit baby then I’ll give a little bit tooAnd they said forgive me, (forgive me) forgive meI still believe in youForgive me, (forgive me) forgive meLet love pull us through Forgive me, (forgive me) forgive meWe’ll take it day by dayForgive me, (forgive me) forgive meCuz I’m a never gonna walk away

05 Jun, 2010

raine

When I hold you in my arms, I can feel you breathe When I look into your eyes, makes me believe In a God, in a place, that brings me hope, gives me faith Before our time is done, I want to be the one to Give you love, give you strength Get you through your darkest days When you cry I’ll dry the tears for you Through the years, through the pain Times of heartache, times of change I’ll be your sun you be my Raine If I ever let you down, I didn’t mean to do that If you need me and I’m not around, I am sorry for that Sometimes life is strange, some days it pulls me away from you But on my soul I swear, for you I will be there to Give you love, give you strength Get you through your darkest days When you cry I’ll dry the tears for you Through the years through the pain Times of heartache times of change I’ll be your sun you be my Raine You are my flesh, you are my blood And I will always stand by you, I will And should the sun go down, give me your hand I’ll pull you through, I will, you know I’ll be the one to Give you love, give you strength Get you through your darkest days When you breathe I’ll be the air for you Through the years through the pain Times of heartache times of change I’ll be your sun you be my (Raine

05 Jun, 2010

princess

Will u b my princess? Can I love u lady? pretty eyes, u always drive me crazy. Will u b my princess? Can I love u lady?(Can I love u girl) pretty eyes,(Can I make u my princess?) u always drive me crazy, I think I met about a million girls before I saw your face. And now I know I never ever be the same. Must be your smile, maybe eyes and lips maybe all just wrapped up into one Cause girl you got me breathing fast and thinking slow making plans to never let you go and if we make a promise, girl I never lie be together till we 95 maybe you never had a man that understands, the things to make you happy---girl But I can be the one to change it all cause see to me you just so beautiful So when you ready for somebody who can really love you right give me a call, and I can be the one to love you girl until the morning light. Will you be my princess? Can I love you lady? Pretty eyes you always drive me crazy. Will you be my princess? Can I love you lady? Pretty eyes you always drive me crazy. You drove me crazy from the 1st kiss to the first touch to the 1st time that we made some love and now im giving you my heart my days and nights Like music girl you changed my life Whenever whatever you need you can count on me just sprinkle me with all your ecstasy Eres princessa de los cielos y por eso yo te quiero I know I'll never find another girl like you cause I aint lookin Baby im tooken you dig? Play this once again, show it to your friends tell em you and me we riding till the end Cause you my girl, keeper of my world on top of this the most beautiful My heart and soul and all my kisses for you, My princess.

05 Jun, 2010

lost in love

How you doing sweetheart? hey ah you know these last few months we've been Togetha, have been so right and I'm just so happy for what we share, I've been Wondering how do you feel? I wanna get lost in love with you (oh yeah?) And do all the things you want me to Caress your body, touch your softly Cuz boy I love you sooo (and I love you too baby) The love we share is something so especial Estar contigo is all I wanna do every night Ever since el primer dia, the first day I knew we'd last foreva if I had it my way So the days go on, no hago otra cosa, but dream about the moments our hearts Will come closa Holding tu mano, and your face tan bonita, never met another young lady Senorita And that is why I gotta say that you're the best A million and one ways just to express Mi amor, I know that we will be togetha, so sing to me baby and sing foreva I wanna be with you always Together forever 'till our ending days Hold me baby don't let go Making love like never before Making love in the night time Walks and romance I'm telling you hermosa My heart is in a trance They say that true love is so hard to find I thank the man up above For making you mine Talking on the telephone sending you kisses A dozen of roses just to say that I am missing The warmth of your body right next to mine Eres tu la mejor like a toast of fine wine Out to the movies maybe sharing some ice cream Si estoy dormido, don't wake me from my dream Todo lo que quiero, all I need is your affection My life was fine, but you brought perfection Now we sit here just holding hands Whispers in my ear tell me that I'll be your man Today, manyana, in a paradise for two I feel the same way cuz I'm so in love with you I love the way you make me feel My love for you is oh so real Embrace my body, touch me soflty Love me 'till the morning You know that love we share is just something so special The tenderness, I just don't know what to say girl What you say to me? One

05 Jun, 2010

everytime i think of you

Staring in the night light an angel while im sleeping I feel your arms around me, but sadly im just dreaming I stare into the darkness and hope to find you waiting, but I know that is useless I'm just allusinating And i swear that love is addictive I give up my world, for you i come running And i swear that i have it all, tell me why cant i stop thinking of you UhhhhhIts your voice that i hear Its your touch that i feel that your love comes to me everytime i think of you When i dream, im so real and i know that your real and youll see what i feel everytime i think of you of you, of you Veo cada estrella, en el brillo de tus ojos Veo primavera, en medio del otoño Veo lluvia fresca, luz de luna llena Veo que mi vida, sin ti estaria a medias I swear that love is addictive i give up my world, for you i come running and i swear that i have it all then tell me why cant i stop thinking of you Its your voice that i hear Its you touch that i feel that your love comes to me everytime i think you When i dream, im so real and i know that your real and youll see what i feel everytime i think of you Uhhh Then tell me why can't i stop thinking of you its your voice that i hear Its your touch that i feel that your love comes to me everytime i think of you when i dream im so real and i know that your real and youll see what i feel everytime i think of you Cada vez que pienso en ti Of you everytime, everytime i think of you yeah, uhhh Everytime i think of you

05 Jun, 2010

until i die

Until I die, until I'm gone, until I can't see light no more. I'll be your queen, your everything, 'cause you've been so good to me Until I die, until I'm gone, until my last words have been told C'mon Until I die, until I pass, 'cause our love was meant to last Yeah yeah check it I remember when I met you couldn't get you off my mind even when I close my eyes All I could think was you gotta be mine There's no replacement for your smiling pretty eyes The way you never cursed at me, even when I made you cry We've come a long way, since that very first day Skipping class to be together in the hallway You made me feel like I've got reason to live My pride, possession, my medallion, my best friend Through the drama, pain, funerals and family fights Not for one second, did you ever leave my side That's why I love you girl, Te quiero de verdad And if I lose you girl, asta la muerte voy a llorrar Until I die, until I'm gone, until I can't see light no more [Gemini] I'll be your queen, your everything, 'cause you've been so good to me Until I die, until I'm gone, until my last words have been told [Gemini] Until I die, until I pass, 'cause our love was meant to last Before my eyes close and my soul goes home These were words that I never told you You were everything to me, my last hope, my last dream And on my last breath, I will tell you this You are my sunrise and my sunset, my best friend Who I would share my last dollar with, you were the last of my faith In these last days and please let it be you to kiss away these Last tears too, fall from my face until my last hour, I'm yours My last hug my last kiss the last smile on my lips But my last regret was this that I never even got a chance to Tell you this tell you this In the blink of an eye, I'm a meet my demise And live only as a memory deep in the mind But until that day comes when I breathe no more Just know who I lived life for I used to walk in the darkness with no real purp

05 Jun, 2010

runaway

I would give my life for you You mean the world to me Baby baby baby baby You know I love you And I wanna be together we can runaway Just me and you Just you and me Will you runaway with me The day I wrote these words for you I cried Could of died that day a happy and complete man Cuz in the palm of my hands Everything that I dreamed for and more And you know that I'm down for yours Forever in life the reason why I made you my wife is because You see me for me the real me and love me unconditionally And even with the circumstances that I had you still gave me a chance And that's why I live and breathe for you and the kids And you give me more than what this thing could ever give to me And now my life is satisfied and complete visions are coming true Yea of me and you placing rings on each others fingers saying '€œI do'€ You stuck with me through my thick and my thin to go back and live life over Again Nah this is my destiny it was worth the agony to get the ecstasy. We can runaway and spend some time I'll always be the one right by your side Tell the whole world you belong to me You are my everything (oooooh) I wanna run away with you Do do do do do do do do I never ever met a shorty that was quite like you And even though it was wrong I fell in love with you Now we sit here not really knowing what to do But I'm sure that you know I'd give the world for you If I could runaway with you I wouldn't even think twice(nuh uh) I promise girl I'd put it all on the line I know forever seems to be a long time But that's what I'm seeing when I look into your eyes And it don't matter what your friends might say Cuz I know deep inside you feel the same way You could tell me what u want but I could read your mind So quit lying to yourself and put ya hand in mine I get excited everytime you come close And being right here with you is what I love the most So any time your feeling lonely inside We could runaway together and leave this

05 Jun, 2010

puke

There I go.. thinkin of you again You, don't, know, how, sick, you, make, me You make me f***in sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke! You, must, just, not, know-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you, I puke! I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But off of the dome would probably be a little more More suitable, for this type of song - whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I can think of Sixteen bars just ain't enough to put some ink ta So f*** it I'ma start right here, I'll just be briefer Bout to rattle off some of the reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you on my arm, but what do I go and do? I go and get another one, now I got two, ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooh I'm sittin here, with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid s*** again My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim, shiii-iii-iii-iit If you only knew, how much I hated you For every m***********in thing you've ever put us through Then I wouldn't be standin here cryin over you, booo-ooo-ooo-ooo-hoo I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter But I thought a song would probably be a little better Instead of a letter, that you'd probably just shred up - yeah I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta A stupid piece'a - paper I'd rather let you see how much I f***in hate you in a freestyle You're a f***in cokehead s*** I hope you f***in die I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye I hate your f***in guts you f***in s*** I hope you die, die-ie-ie-ie-ie-ie-ie! But please don't get me wrong - I'm not bitter I'm mad It's not that I still love you, it's not cause I want you back It's just that when I think of you it makes me wanna yak, aaa-aaa-aaaak But when else can I do, I haven't got a clue Now I guess I j

04 Jun, 2010

one last cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart Are mending on the shelf I saw you holding hands Standing close to someone else Now I sit all alone Wishing all my feeling was gone I gave my best to you Nothing for me to do But have one last cry One last cry Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of my mind this time Stop living a lie I guess I'm down to my last cry I was here, you were there Guess we never could agree While the sun shines on you I need some love to rain on me Still I sit all alone Wishing all my feeling was gone Gotta get over you Nothing for me to do But have one last cry One last cry Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of my mind this time believe lie I know I gotta be strong Cause round me life goes on and on and on and on I'm gonna dry my eyes Right after I end my one last cry One last cry Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last time Been living a lie I guess I'm down I guess I'm down I guess I'm down... to my last cry

03 Jun, 2010

one last time

times up game over you lose i win bout to show these nuckleheads how to do this here. to bad ur off the map radar cant even find youwe stay on the grin u slip we out run u you let ur anger out we play the violin behiand u. lets bounce tonight and if they dont let us thoght the front we will come though the side. cuz i never want to lead a gang without sayin goodbye so all my people on my left all my people on the right swing one last time

22 May, 2010

bye

Aww look at daddy's baby girl That's daddy baby Little sleepy head Yesterday I changed your diaper Wiped you and powdered you. How did you get so big? Can't believe it now your two Baby you're so precious Daddy's so proud of you Sit down b**** If you move again I'll beat the s*** out of you Don't make me wake this baby She don't need to see what I'm about to do Quit crying b****, why do you always make me shout at you? How could you? Just leave me and love him out the blue Oh, what's a matter Kim? Am I too loud for you? Too bad b****, your gonna finally hear me out this time At first, I'm like all right You wanna throw me out? That's fine! But not for him to take my place, are you out you're mind? This couch, this TV, this whole house is mine! How could you let him sleep in our bed? Look at Kim Look at your husband now! (No!) I said look at him! He ain't so hot now is he? Little punk! (Why are you doing this?) Shut the f*** up! (You're drunk! You're never going to get away at this!) You think I give a f***! Come on we're going for a ride b**** (No!) Sit up front (Well I can't just leave Haley alone, what if she wakes up?) We'll be right back Well I will you'll be in the trunk [1] - So long, b**** you did me so wrong I don't wanna go on Living in this world without you You really f***ed me Kim You really did a number on me Never knew me cheating on you would come back to haunt me But we was kids then Kim, I was only 18 That was years ago I thought we wiped the slate clean That's f***ed up! (I love you!) Oh God my brain is racing (I love you!) What are you doing? Change the station I hate this song! Does this look like a big joke? (No!) There's a four year old boy lyin' dead with a slit throat In your living room, ha-ha What you think I'm kiddin' you? You loved him didn't you? (No!) Bulls*** you b**** don't f***ing lie to me What the f***'s this guy's problem on the side of me? Fuck you a**hole, yeah

18 Apr, 2010

would she hear me

would she hear me if i called her name would she hold me if she knew my shame. the visions left inside me are slowly fading. can anybody help make it better. this battered room ive seen before the broken bones they heal no more with my last breath im choking. will this ever end im hopeing my world is over one more time her coscience calls the gulity to come home.

19 Aug, 2009

gone

we are goin to washington

13 Jul, 2009

with out u

without you theres on change mynights and days are grey. if i reached out and touched the rain it wouldnt feel the same i can face a mountian but never climb alone i could start another day but how many just dont know. your the reson the sun shines down. but without you without you