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My name is Mina, im a rainbow. no not gay. im mixed with different things. I am bi tho. Talk to me, don't be a creep. Add my myspace. I never use MFG anymore anyway. Ciao
Username : | XxXMinaXxX |
First Name : | Mina |
Gender: | F |
Country: | US |
Member Since : | 04 Jan, 2009 |
25 Jun, 2009
Lalalalala :]
I wish that I could keep you in my pocket, So I could play with you all the time, Wrap you up in a little blanket, Chocolate, Raspberry, Lemon and Lime! Cause you're mine My dreams are tropical icy cold, I'll shake you up from the top of the bottle, Wake you up in the middle of the night, Wrap my fingers around you from left to right, Cause you're mine
24 Jun, 2009
Ice Cream :]
there are people who are pushing me on the train screaming from the top of buildings "youre gonna get whats coming" and i dont know how to react or if i should fight back he could have a knife stab me in the gut bleeding on the floor shoulda kept my mouth shut and i dont know how to react or if i should fight back ice cream is gonna save the day ice cream is gonna save the day, again i dont need a number i just wanna dance with my shirt off and i dont want no other i just wanna dance he could have a knife stab me in the gut bleeding on the floor shoulda kept my mouth shut and i dont know how to react or if i should fight back ice cream is gonna save the day ice cream is gonna save the day, again i dont need a number i just wanna dance with my shirt off and i dont want no other i just wanna dance
18 May, 2009
I Figured Something Out
Jealousy is a disease, love is a healthy condition. The immature mind often mistakes one for the other, or a**umes that the greater the love, the greater the jealousy -- in fact, they're almost incompatible; one emotion hardly leaves room for the other. Both at once can produce unbearable turmoil...
13 May, 2009
Love And Hope :]
There's a man, on the corner, with His hands holding tightly to his Hat so it wont blow away. With a girl, with her hands in her Pockets, holding tightly to her Money, so she wont blow it today. Its all the same. Every day. When he gets home from work Theres his children already in bed Without seeing his face today. And the girl with empty pockets Spent her money She might as well just throw her wallet in the fireplace. And she is the L and he is the O For us, liars out there And she is the V and he is the E For the violence in everyone. And we might spell you, but we're Nothing like you. When his kids grow up old and have Children of their own, they swear They'll never wear the same size hat their father wears. And the girl, now a woman, says Shes happy and thanks god for Jewelry and single millionaires. And she is the H and he is the O For us, humble orphans. And she is the P and he is the E For potential in everyone. And we might spell you, But we're nothing like you.
09 May, 2009
These Silhouettes - Surrender Your Heart
I've talked to the angels, they can't make it out tonight, they crossed there hearts and hoped we make it out alive. That dress is perfect for, this dance on the ballroom floor to bad it ends in tragedy, please tell me what your thinking or are you as scared as me? Were going down there's nothing that can stop this now. Captain captain we are sinking can't you see that everyones screaming? we're going down were going down. When I die will you close my casket make it glass so I can see who cared. you knew this all along; to little and to late. these seas wont stop us now tonight we both go down. Cover your eyes! Captain captain we are sinking can't you see that everyones screaming? we're going down were going down when I die will you close my casket make it glass so I can see who cared
05 May, 2009
<3
Today Hurt Me Tomorrow Regret Me A Week Later Miss Me A Month Later Find Me A Year Later Im All Done With You
04 May, 2009
How To Kill A Monster-I am the navigator :3
The sound of waves going through my head and i was late but i cant forget the way we felt just lying in the ocean just lying in the ocean dont tell me your afraid of the water dont tell me your in to deep dont tell me theres an anchor on her feel the ocean on your feet dont tell me your afraid of the water dont tell me your in to deep the ocean is not that far away darling look outside your window the ocean is not that far away darling look outside your window darling look outside your window darling look outside your window the ocean is not that far away darling look outside your window the ocean is not that far away darling look outside your window
04 May, 2009
Dot Dot Curve :)
Ahhh, Today Was Pretty Hackin Amazing. We Should Talk :] Txt,Watever. Im Just In A Really Good Mood
01 May, 2009
Haha :3
Such amusing fiction, these stories they tell. It always comes to this. If they really had a desire to live, they would've been more aware of how easy it is to die, would've chosen their actions more wisely. In these moments, you can tell they're not regretting having hurt you. They regret doing it to your face
25 Apr, 2009
Rawr
This could be good So I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you You can be shady... Whatcha goin' through? Maybe you're not a very honest person You say you're sure that you love me How could that be when you keep so much from me Turn the tables 'round, 'Round and 'round we go Right now you're sure that you love me But are you really ready to know more about me Up and down and down, 'round and 'round and 'round Where do we go
24 Apr, 2009
So The Hurt Girl Said....
Right now you're sure that you love me? But are you really ready to know more about me? Up and down and down, 'round and 'round and 'round Where do we go
24 Apr, 2009
Ugh
Ever get that feeling of "god,when the fuuck is my happiness going to come?" well that's how im feeling :/
20 Apr, 2009
FUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!
i really need some comforting, my week just got worse by each second!!! ugh i wanna cry T.T
19 Apr, 2009
Ugghh!!!! My Day Sucked,Care To Help? <. <
I Had A Pretty Bad Day, My Best Friend's Mom Hates Me With A Passion So Now I Can't See Her I Ran Into A Fuucking Parked Car On My Skateboard I Lost My Bracelet That My Dad Gave Me Before He Died :/ And Everything Just Keeps Getting Worse
18 Apr, 2009
Bi-Atch :]
lol im kinda tired of all the players :] looking for some oblivious girl to take advantage of then throw her away like a used tissue when he's done kinda mental :] rawr im bored
17 Apr, 2009
Playeeeer :]
Yes You Have A List Of All The Names Of All Your Friends Right From A Through To Z,Couldn't Help To Think About Where You'd Buy Me You Are So Oviously P-L-A-Ying Me Oh The Way That It Feels Kind Of D-I-R-T Your So Obiviously P-L-A-Ying Me,Oh The Way That It Feels Your A Different Breed Of Congrigation In All Your Various States You've Undressed Yes You Keep That List Of The Prospects Close To Your Chest Am I High,Am I Low Do I Get A Yes From You Or Do I Get No? You Are So Obviously P-L-A-Ying Me,Oh The Way That It Feels Kind Of D-I-R-T
15 Apr, 2009
Wooah :]
You've Ment More To Me Than I Can Imagine But For Some Reason I Think Your Completly Useless You ARE!! xD hahahaha you amuse me with your stupidness :]
12 Apr, 2009
Your Wiring Is Fuucked :]
Your Waisting My Time I Should Tell You. Honest To God You Make Me Endure Your Apathetic Conquest For Self Infliction. It's In Vain. The Things You Do And Say To Make Yourself Seem So Unorthodox And Helpless Has Made Your Mind Depend On Your Actions More Than Matter Of The Heart You Depend On All These Rediculous Modifications Only To Sooth Your Own Self Rightious Doings Oh,How My Head Hurts From All Your Irrational Thinking
12 Apr, 2009
Anachronism :]
Now That I've Actually Understood Your Aloof Ways Im Finding It Interesting More Or Less So I Would Have To Say Then Again,More Or Less Wouldn't Really Answer My Real Desire It's Not Like I Have Time For Your Antics And Misleading Conversations I Understand Quite Well Your More Of A Distant One Than Commuticating Amongst Those Who Actually Favor Your Words I've Thought Of You More As A Friend Than A Pass And Go But,I Have Forgotten Your Name Which May Make Me Seem Indifferent If I Had To Say That I Haven't Had A single Person Make An Idle Remark Aggainst Me I Would Have Been Lying But I Do Lie To Much For Your Rational Thinking You,The One Who Put's So Many Desiring Thoughts Into My Head You,The One Who I've Admired And Some What Hated You,Who I've Never Wanted To Even Look In The Eyes In Your Mind Your So Perfect Tho I Would Have To Remind You Of Your Narccisitic Mentality Let's Go And See Another Way
10 Apr, 2009
You Make Me Hate You
Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb, belligerence, Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all its decadence
10 Apr, 2009
Let's Get Textual :3
Hahaha jk jk :] i don't wanna get textual deseases xD lolz anyway im boredy :3
09 Apr, 2009
ohh dear :/
All my friends ditched out and can't hang out with me For my birthday :/ Awww
09 Apr, 2009
Weak and Powerless :]
Tilling my own grave to keep me level Jam another dragon down the hole Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren One that pushes me along and leaves me so Desperate and ravenous I'm so weak and powerless over you Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of china White as Dracula as I approach the bottom Desperate and ravenous I'm so weak and powerless over you Little angel go away, come again some other day Devil has my ear today, I'll never hear a word you say He promised that I'd find a little solace and some peace of mind Whatever just as long as I don't feel so Desperate and ravenous I'm so weak and powerless Desperate, ravenous I'm so weak and powerless over you Over you
08 Apr, 2009
King Of The World- Porcelain And The Tramps :]
My painfilled drama queen is always screaming at your bed Getting ready to buy you out Push me under, what gomes around coes around Should've known what was all about Do not test me Keep your head down Untill I tell you may speak And now giving me the run around When you fall back Unto my coffin No you shouldn't stay on my way Dare you, Test me 'Cause I'm the f***ing king of the world Get on you knees I'm the f***ing king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you what it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the f***ing king of the world Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Get on you knees 'Cause I'm the f***ing king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you what it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the f***ing king f***ing king of the world of the world Do as I place I'm the f***ing king f***ing king of the world of the world Get on you knees I'm the f***ing king f***ing king of the world, yeahh
07 Apr, 2009
Disregard :]
Help me if you can It's just that this, this is not the way I'm wired So could you please, Help me understand why You've given in to all these Reckless dark desires You're lying to yourself again Suicidal imbecile Think about it, put it on the faultline What'll it take to get it through to you precious Over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this Such a mess. I don't want to watch you.
06 Apr, 2009
Sick Muse :]
Did the tell you to grow up When you wanted to dream Did the warn you, better shape up If you want to succeed I don't know about you Who are they talking to They're not talking to me I'm higher than high Lower than deep I'm doing it wrong Singing along Did I ask you for attention When affection is what I need Thinking sorrow was perfection I will wallow til you told me There's no glitter in the gutter There's no twilight galaxy Go higher than high Go lower than deep Keep doing it wrong Keep singing along I'm alright, come on baby I've seen all of the demons that you've got If you're not alright, now come on baby I'll pick you up and take you where you want Anywhere you want I'm higher than high Lower than deep I'm doing it wrong Singing along I'm higher than high
05 Apr, 2009
Bleeeeeeeh
Haha, m seriously can't breath haha. stupid allergies. Im so bored. and next week is my birthday muaha :]
04 Apr, 2009
Still Alive :]
You have changed I have changed Just like you Just like you For how long For how long Must I wait I know there's something wrong Your concrete heart isn't beating And you tried to Make it come alive No shadows Just red lights Now I'm here to rescue you Oh I'm still alive I'm still alive I can't apologise no So silent No violence But inside my head So loud and clear You're screaming You're screaming Cover up with a smile I've learned to fear Just sunshine And blue sky That's just how it goes For living here Come fire Come fire Let it burn and love come racing through
04 Apr, 2009
wow... :/
Wow I've never been this sad before :/ And I haven't had a guy yell at me for no reason and make me cry :/
03 Apr, 2009
What's Wrong? Can't Get It Up If The Girl's Not Breathing? :]
Now Im Here To Rescue You, Woooosh! :] Haha im so bored :]
03 Apr, 2009
Rofl :]
YOUR REAL NAME: Mina 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.) Min-izzle 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and favorite animal.): Purple Panda :3 4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number): Sora Rawson 5. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink): Red Dr.Pepper 6. GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets): Black Troy 7. YOUR HOOD NAME:.(first 3 letters of your first name and add -iqua) :Miniqua Rofl hahahaha
03 Apr, 2009
In depth :]
When they say promises,they mean promises They say that's ok, long as we can celebrate My uncle would say things would change when he's dead Meet me in the bathroom,that's what she said,I dont mind It's true Never was on time,yes I once was mine But that was long ago,and darling I don't mind Yea we were just two friends in lust And that just don't mean much Yea you trained me not to love after u showed me what it was Now she's staring wide eyed can't close her eyes Say what? Anywhere is fine just don't waist time
03 Apr, 2009
Somedays Dreamers
As I sit in a room filled with the scent of disaster Your all I can think about Yes,Your the only one Stop making me dream of what we could have had Try and make me feel whole again Don't stand in front of me and smile like you always do I tremble,their going to eat me alive if I stumble Can you hear my heart beating? Help,my heart keeps beating like a hammer Hard to be soft,tough to be tender Help I'm alive. My regrets of you. If my life is mine,what shouldn't I do?
02 Apr, 2009
Heartbeats :]
My Heart Only Beats, My Expresions Only Show, My Mind Only Thinks,My Words Only Remain, My World Only Turns, But My Love Will Always Be Yours :]
02 Apr, 2009
mmm harder faster! Hahaha :]
did u know that when u sneeze u have 1/8 of an o*****? Lmao random but funny :] I'm so bored :]
01 Apr, 2009
Good Luck Making Your Life Fuucking Fantastic :]
Im so bored meow :] Yea that was so totally random haha :]
31 Mar, 2009
Desire On Repeat
it's all the same s** in the air your promises all the same you'll be the one who will always care but how can you promise the world how can you promise your heart when it's always searching but i'm just like you i don't want to deny my heart its chance to feel i don't want to deny my soul something real is there anything else in this world that can satisfy me do you really love him they'll say your second chances are scribbled in the rules but i think the consequence is just something more feels so exciting and this black romance is so enticing this desire is worth the fighting but is it worth deciding that i am just like you and it keeps repeating and we keep believing disrupt the part of me that needs some space repeat that look i see in your face remid me of truth, remind me of the reason of existence
30 Mar, 2009
Unzip Your Pants And Take Me :]
Im So Fuucking Bored Haha, I Have Been Listening To Technologic By Daft Punk For Like 10 Minutes :]
29 Mar, 2009
Alas (The Knight) :]
Alas, my love, if I could make you live And from the page step forth and sit beside me Or better still, bestride the steed I gave you Wrapped close within the cloak I lent to hide thee Perhaps I’d venture forth to ask thy name Since while thou liest underneath my pen That honour given which the poorest claim Unjustly was withheld. But if again I held thee captive as I did ere now Stalling to pass my fingers through the last Of midnight tendrils, or peruse thy brow In fear of sending off what heaven cast Too early for my insufficient mind To grasp the fullest detail and retain The presence that your image left behind That thou in all thy glory should remain I fear my oversight I would not mend For now upon reflection I confess That secretly I never did intend With t**le long or surname rich to bless But rather let in my imagination Run wild the thoughts of who perhaps you were Before your soul demanded your creation And deigned my mind and willing heart to stir For such a noble and impassioned face Could well be but newborn unto this sphere But sure among a distant beauteous race Thou hast known more than all who dwelleth here And could tell much of places thou hast seen And battles fought for honours won and lost And how each service done a faerie Queen Becomes a brighter jewel than it cost The ladies of your world, you may impart Desire to be neither over-graced Nor underrepresented in the art Of living, where their lips were meant to taste A sort of feline stealth they wear about them And while a flame of innocence they hold In forests dark you fear to be without them For knights of maler kinds are ne’er so bold Yes, in thy orb a maid may be a knight (Thou knew’st a friend would make upon this news) Without a whisper loud or censure slight For lords are not afeared their stock to lose Where no stock may be taken or be kept No property be granted, nor no bride No maiden may be stolen while she slept Nor robbed of her
28 Mar, 2009
Can't Get It Up If The Girls Not Breathing? :]
Come Up And Try My New Parts :] Haha, Im So Fuucking Bored :]
28 Mar, 2009
Psychosocial :]
How did you get this number? I can't get my head 'round you Of course you're not coming over Snap out of it You're not making any sense You couldn't be more wrong, darling I never gave out these signs You misunderstand all meaning Snap out of it I'm not falling for this one If love is surrender Then whose war is it anyway? Do just what I tell you And no one will get hurt Don't come any closer 'Cause I don't know how long I can hold my heart in two If you think that it's so damn easy Then what do you need me for? Just look at the state of you, babe Snap out of it You're not listening to this And just for once could you Let me finish a sentence? Make no sudden movements And no one will get hurt You're making me nervous If you know what's good for me Why would I be leaving you? Now, I've had it up to here Don't ever try that again Why are you so quiet so suddenly? Go on, have it You're just dying to try me So, what do we do now?
28 Mar, 2009
FUUUUUUUUCK!!!!
lol it's hot as hell :] and some bi-atch stole my new glasses. fuucking A man, i need them to read lolz :]
27 Mar, 2009
Go Suck A Cock :]
So Im Fuucking Bored As Always, It's Hot As A Fuucking Biitch, And There's Nothing To Do lol :]
27 Mar, 2009
Save You
How do I save you from a fate so sweet As being torn to pieces by a loving hand How do I save you from a voice so soft As that which acquiesces to your each demand How do I look upon the eyes I love And send them down this path, I know it isn't right How do I make you realize my love That there is more to fear than strangers in the night How do I save you How do I set you free Behind the curtain waits a darker world If I can't make you leave How can I save you from me I think you've had enough experience To differentiate between a heart of gold And what you cradle in your gentle arms Can you not recognize a soul already sold How do I save you from the things I've been I can't deny the past, it's written on my face How do I save you from the mess you're in When I can't make you leave this torturous embrace
26 Mar, 2009
Tender :]
And So I Stare Thinking About Your Ego Honestly I Wouldn't Trust You With My Life Though,My Life Isn't Worth Trusting With Mark It Up I Would Hear Them Shout Knowing You Has Been More Of A Surprise Than A Delight Your Adiration Hurts My Ears Hearing You Speak Of How Great You Think You Are Laughing Isn't Enough To Make You Realize Then Again,Lets Laugh And See How This Saga Turns Out
26 Mar, 2009
Alyssa <3
Lyssa is Ah-May-Freaking-Some :] She's like the cheese to my diritos. She's Like a Friend Everyone Wishes The Had :] She take a pickle and make it seem fun Ask her a random quizille (question) and she most likely won't know the answer :] But that's ok! :] haha <3
26 Mar, 2009
Shock You Like You Won't Believe :]
Like An Haha You Shock Me Electric Eel :] I'll Turn You On With My Electric Feel :] Hahaha Funny
26 Mar, 2009
Alex English :]
Stop! The first one to hit the cop wins his death was so obvious Make up the things that you did I hid in the bushes, I was tripping on thizz Description, of no sir you can't ignore The lights they are blinding, and you man are such a bore Please smash the target, please smash the target, please smash the target, right where the heart sits whoever said we had to stop this from happening? my plans changed abruptly and you chose to flee this unstable setting. and I'll only survive in this life... I got that necklace, I got that watch I copped that blow torch, off your front porch I'll only survive if it's you by my side... and I'll only survive in this life... I got that bottle of jack, I got five on that sack If this fails then I'll bail you out of jail It's so obvious you're constantly blocking me from rational thinking Maybe I look good in leather In my bed I pluck your feathers we should f***ing be together now look alive and say you've gotta go Well don't it feel good? you got what you paid for Maybe I look good in leather In my bed I pluck your feathers we should f***ing be together now look alive and say you've gotta go Brace me honey I need friction, if I slur my words correct my diction, it's not always fact or fiction, I made the plan ill make my own plan. Period colon grammar a***nal, I think we need some brand new barstools, A new decor, oh man that cars cool, I change the plan, I bought my own plan the night was innocent but she'll never believe that I was alone the night was innocent! Reciting words I never meant to write You want a piece of my mind that's fine that's fine that's fine, You want a piece of my mind, that's fine Just keep your arms around me, and I won't let your body touch... I won't let it touch the ground just keep your eyes on me, and let me be your gravity until you can, can sleep sound until you can, can sleep sound Your right I am addicted The point I guess I misse
26 Mar, 2009
The Relationship Between Heart
Make this hurt! Your words were spoken loud tonight, Just to hear the faintest whisper in my ear. And that's all I needed, To get my heart and head on track, To sort through all these things I needed to rid of, To get where I belong. Ohhh! This mind will never be captive again, I swear this, that I'll take your stoney, useless heart of sin. You'll take my stoney, useless heart of sin. I can't wait, I won't wait. Oh God you know what I've done. I got no place to hide, And nowhere to run. Wandering lost and alone, You're running the truth, That you so clearly know, But won't commit you're life to. Standing three feet from the door, Key in hand held tight, Your feet glued to this floor, So take a step of faith. Screams. A step of faith! Ohhh! This mind will never be captive again, I swear this, that I'll take your stoney, useless heart of sin. You'll take my stoney, useless heart of sin. I can't wait, I won't wait. Oh God you know what I've done. I got no place to hide, And nowhere to run. MAKE THIS HURT! I won't be there next time, To watch you fall face first, Onto the floor again.
26 Mar, 2009
How To Break A Heart :]
How to break a heart It is not difficult Anyone can do it So could you, if you tried Just find a light And switch it off As easy as blinking That's what I was taught When I was too young to ask By ladies in white nightgowns In dripping weeds and black ribbons A girl's best friend is a small handg** The question was useless For I could say yes But you've got to ask my army And they are not inclined to grant favours just now
26 Mar, 2009
Caviar :]
Is trust really that f***ing hard? You make it sound when you let go within the circle everyone knows what you wear that face of doubt to live without You speak of awe it's not enough and take every word from me fighting everyone that I see learning when and where not to be And make every word taste sweet Why don't you just let me live my life? I've given you more of my self It's hard to give that back Go and make me believe that I feel complete There is a difficult process defense
26 Mar, 2009
Reprogramming Mental Preprogramming :]
I drink the blood of the fortunate ones Closing their teeth right on top of their tongues Innocent children are asking for blow All of my sources say you oughta know Take out the scissors Rip up the clothes Green light means go Tell me what you know Run for your life Judas survived Crack? towards your neck tie Open the blinds People outside Ready to die Is this a lie? Take out the stitches Back off the b****es Me and my friends Who has the time anymore since yesterday? Alone in this place, and I feel comfortable, I seem to always hold on for too long. I always hold on too long When we are, it complicates and isolates, between fear and bravery is it inside of me? When we are, it complicates and isolates, between fear, and bravery is it inside of me? Run for your life, Judas survived You are, you are, you are.... Back off the b****es Pull out the stitches Needless to say, I ?flake? We are all freaks, living in recession If we don't move on I'll forever be stuck When we are, it complicates and isolates, between fear and bravery is in inside of me?
25 Mar, 2009
:]
Years... It's been so many years Resenting the years In my heredity. Oh, I have hated and loved you. I have hidden behind you. But I finally see... You I've mistaken for destiny, But the truth is my legacy Is not up to my genes. True, Though the imprint is deep in me, It will always be up to me. Up to me. Ohhh.... free at last.
24 Mar, 2009
Rofl :]
So The Other Day I Dyed My Hair Pink All In The Back But I Was Laying On My Hand And It Turned Bright Pink Haha :]
22 Mar, 2009
In Reality
If I take your time Would you think that I'm A little anxious for a friend If I ask your name Try to play that game Would you be willing to pretend 'Cause in reality This informality Is really not my style But I'll Force my fears aside Though they're justified 'Cause I'm too tired to be this strong So if you say its alright I'll share your candlelight Even if it seems all wrong But in reality This technicality Is really not important anyway You could say I never wanted you before And honey you'd be well within your rights To tell me where to put my care But I'm not searching for a cure So if you turn your back I'll find somebody else To whisper my despair to But somehow I can't bear to Leave this crowded room So if I a**ume That you'll be careful I'll be kind And tie my hands behind my back And hope you'll give me what I lack 'Cause I don't want to change my mind But in reality My personality Just won't suit yours at all So if you should ever call I'll let the phone ring like I always do And you'll be better off If I brush you off And you can say you always knew But in reality In actuality This really is the best thing I can do So it will never be But in reality I loved...
21 Mar, 2009
Rofl :]
Sara: So Mina Wanna Go To The Party? *drops my soda" Me:Awww Hell nooo!! Sara: You Don't Wanna Go? Me: No, I Just Dropped My Soda :/
19 Mar, 2009
Fizz-Pysch :]
ugh im so bored haha :] im so bored im watching sailor moon. how sad :] haha
18 Mar, 2009
Coverse :] Love This
I Can't Give You Much Cause The World Has Moved On And I've Lost Touch But I Can Write You A Song, With Words That Stay With You All Day Long And No I Can't Be Him And If That's What You Want Well,He's Right There I Was Never Built To Win But When Things Go Wrong I'll Be Right There. Be MY Allaby, I Will Love You As Hard As I Can Until The Day We Die I'll Love You As Hard As I Can He Seems Just Like A Poster Of Dispair. A Brand New Fragrance Just Released, But See If I Fuucking Care. One Day I'll Wake To Find That You've Chnaged No More Endevered By My Loose Change But Until Then I'll Sew Everything You Wear With My Bare Hands So When We Dance Your Clothes Will Always Tear In All The Right Places. They'll Be Exchanged Fuuck Faces. Till Every Waking Hour,In The Back Of Your Mind. Your My Allaby,I Will Love You As Hard As I Can Until The Day We Die,I Will Love You As Hard As I Can
17 Mar, 2009
It's Fa-REEZING :]
it's really really cold haha. im writing this out of sheer boredom :] haha, :]
17 Mar, 2009
Soo Today :]
andrew: if this say's "disc read error" im gonna have to fuucking kill somebody. me: what? andrew: im gonna hack this one dude who i hate. me: well use your own computer not mine! D:< andrew: man im so evil i p*** bats. me:......rofl hahahahahahaha wtf xD
16 Mar, 2009
Room Of Angels :]
You lie, silent there before me. Your tears, they mean nothing to me, The wind howling at the window, The love you never gave, I give to you, Really don't deserve it, But now, there's nothing you can do. So sleep, in your only memory Of me, my dearest mother... Here's a lullaby to close your eyes. [Goodbye] It was always you that I despised. I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, Goodbye So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me, Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers, Maybe flying high, in the clouds? Perhaps you're happy without me... So many seeds have been sown in the field, And who could sprout up so blessedly, If I had died I would have never felt sad at all, You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry' Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere? Here's a lullaby to close your eyes. Goodbye It was always you that I despised. I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, Goodbye.
16 Mar, 2009
Go Fuuuck A Goat Haha :]
Me: What The Hell Are You Doing? Andrew: Playing With Your Stuffed Animal. Me:By Rubbing It Against Your Diick? Andrew: Look Why Don't You Go Fuuck A Goat! Me: Hahaha Looks Like YOU Have Already!! <3 Andrew Is My Besty :]
16 Mar, 2009
Smirking Girl :]
If you turn the pages of the past you'll often find a story without an ending no 'Amen' to say it's over all you have is a name you would rather forget but it isn't over yet not when you've built your castle out of barricades to guard against the fools you beat so long ago long before you even knew they were fools but even longer since you saw a god in anyone and for such an independent soul you sure wanted to believe in someone else can you blame them that you hate them smirking girl, you ask too much who said anyone would show you the way who said anyone would care what you'll do someday You're all alone here you can't buy what isn't there You're all alone here you can't change what isn't fair how obstinate you are you can't forgive the mall they did was make you cry on every day that passed you by how wise they were to know you didn't like them how foolish they should have to ask you why
15 Mar, 2009
Goodbye :]
Goodbye And so I've said too much and not enough And so the play is finally at an end You never had the care to call my bluff, and so I must be pleased to be your friend But what then was the purpose of this game? I never really had a chance to win It's true, I rather like who I became But what am I to do with who I've been? For I may wish to meet myself someday among the ashes of a fire long dead To see my shadow there and hear it say that it was happy with the life it led What emptiness awaits me? This I fear Far more than any peril I might face My purpose in this world became less clear When you were taken from your cherished place Within my wishing heart and went your way So willingly it almost makes me ill To think it never crossed your mind to stay Pushes the dagger deep, completes the kill And yet how much of this was done by me? Had I the courage would you still have flown? How sad to think this was not destiny But my mistake, yet how could I have known? Now here is my dilemma, as it seems Do I accept the score that fate has set, And calmly watch the passing of my dreams Or do I dare to place another bet That where the curtain falls another rises If I am wrong then strike me for my sins But I believe our acts and thin disguises Where but a prologue to what now begins
15 Mar, 2009
I Didn't Mean You :]
I didn't mean you Spent my whole life telling everyone to leave me alone Don't touch, don't look too close But I didn't mean you And now you've gone Because you saw the forbidden sign above my head And you didn't know, I didn't mean you You went to an open door, instead of knocking harder at mine I would have let you in But you didn't know, I didn't mean you You didn't see that I cleared the path and left the walkway free For I told myself that I'll only be tread on by you But now I look with love upon someone And no one else matters but him But still, you fool, You think I didn't mean you
14 Mar, 2009
Ghost :]
Did you know sometimes it frightens me when you say my name and I can't see you will you ever learn to materialize before you speak impetuous boy, if that's what you really are how many centuries since you've climbed a balcony or do you do this every night with someone else you tell me that you never leave and I am almost afraid to believe it why is it me you've chosen to follow did you like the way I look when I am sleeping was my hair more fun to tangle are my dreams more entertaining do you laugh when I'm complaining that I'm all alone where were you when I searched the sea for a friend to talk to me in a year where will you be is it enough for you to steal into my mind filling up my page with music written in my hand you know I'll take the credit for I must have made you come to me somehow but please try to close the curtains when you leave at night or I'll have to find someone to stay and warm me will you always attend my midnight tea parties as long as I set your place if one day your sugar sits untouched will you have gone forever would you miss me in a thousand years when you will dry another's tears but you say you'll never leave me and I wonder if you'll have the decency to pass through my wall to the next room while I dress for dinner but when I'm stuck in conversation with stuffed shirts whose adoration hurts my ears, where are you then can't you cut in when I dance with other men it's too late not to interfere with my life you've already made me a most unsuitable wife for any man who wants to be the first his bride has slept with and you can't just fly into people's bedrooms then expect them to calmly wave goodbye you've changed the course of history and didn't even try where are you now standing behind me taking my hand come and remind me who you are have you traveled far are you made of stardust too are the angels after you tell me what I am to do but until then I'll save your side of the bed just co
14 Mar, 2009
Blink Blink Im Thizzin??? :]
Haha, You know what? I Have No Fuucking Idea :] Well Other Than That. Uh, Bored? Well Who The Fuuck Could Guess :]
14 Mar, 2009
Suck My Non Existant Cock :]
Im So Friggin Bored. And watching Blood And Chocolate just isn't cuttin it. :] Rawr Biitch
13 Mar, 2009
Make My Heart Melt :]
You Ask Me How Hard Is It To Say I Love You. If You Ask Me,It's Pretty Damn Hard. Life's Only Living Rival Is You. And I Should Not Be There Of Course. Then Again,You Must Have Done Something. For I Have Not Gone Into Desolate Meaning. You Have,Or Should I Say "Did" So Take Me Now Or Take Me Never. I Won't Wait Your Already Late. For This Farewell I Had Hoped To Be Less Grim But,As One Cannot Cling To Another. Im Letting Go.
12 Mar, 2009
Don't Blame Me :]
The sun goes down the same as it did before The roses die as their petals fall to the floor The opera was always an awful bore So don't blame me Your poetry was never in vast supply So if you're less than inspired, I wouldn't cry Your broken heart is hardly the reason why So don't blame me You weren't as good at dancing as you evidently thought You swear that you were charming once, I promise you were not So if you're treated badly now, I'd scarcely be surprised You're seen for what you really are, it's time you realized If you feel you're finally going gray You were a long time ago, that should make your day Your dog was never your best friend anyway So don't blame me You've never thought of anything original before So why should you be startled if you can't think anymore And getting out of bed is now a challenge on its own And eating's even harder, I don't care, leave me alone I know a woman's power is undenied And if I ruined your life I'd be filled with pride Yet I could not harm you even if I tried So don't, don't, don't blame me Don't blame me
09 Mar, 2009
Shallot :]
She's looked up with a spinning wheel She can't recall what it was like to feel She says "This room is gonna be my grave and there is no one who can save me" She sits down to hear coloured thread She knows lovers wakening up in their beds She says "How long can I live this way Is there someone I can pay to let me go 'Cause I'm half sick of shadows I want to see the sky Everyoner else can watch the sun goes down So why can't I And it's raining And the stars are falling from the sky And the wind And the wind I know it's cold I've been waiting For the day I will surely die And it's here And it's here for I've been told That I'll die before I'm old And the wind I know it's cold" She looks up to the mirrored glass She sees a handsome horse and rider pass She says "that's man gonna be my death 'Cause he is all I ever wanted in my life And I know he doesn't know my name And that all the girls are all the same to him But still I've got to get out of this place 'Cause I don't think I can face another night Where I'm half sick of shadows And I can't see the sky Everyone else can watch as the tide comes in So why can't I But there's willow trees And little breezes, waves, and walls, and flowers And there's moonlight every single night As I'm looked in these towers So I'll meet my death But with my last breath I'll sing to him I love and he'll see my face in another place" And with that the glass above her Cracked into a million bits And she cried out "So the story fits But then I could have guessed it all along 'Cause now some drama queen is gonna write a song for me" She went down to her little boat And she broke the chains and began to float away And as the blood froze in her veins she said "Well then that explains a thing or two 'Cause I know I'm the cursed one I know I'm meant to die Everyone else can watch as their dreams untie So why can't I
09 Mar, 2009
Jeez-US! :]
Haha, Once upon a time there lived a little girl. The end. Pretty Fuucking stupid :]
09 Mar, 2009
Today Made Me Smile :]
When The Sun Comes Out It Always Puts Me In A Good Mood :] haha, bored
08 Mar, 2009
Meow :]
Means "what the hell are you talking about" in kitty kat :] Haha jk. It means "your my bestest fwend" :]
07 Mar, 2009
Heard It All :]
I heard a story It's too hard to mention I heard a thing once I can't even say I had a moment Of doubtful suspension But it's almost forgotten It's been pulled away By too many hands Touching where I stand And I can't fall Because you'll try and catch me Never let me go You don't think I know I've heard it all And so you'll never scratch my skin I heard a boy say It's all my invention A fictional statement It's all in my head All I can tell you My only pretension Was in thinking you listened To me when I said I've heard your paltering and your lies And it won't go away when I close my eyes Do you think of me when I'm no where near When you shut your mouth tell me what you hear I've heard it all I've heard it. Somebody called me A paranoid angel From on the other Side of the wall You might be special But it's too late to change now 'Cause it isn't the first time I've heard it all For too many years To relieve my fears So I'm advising you To get away and fast If it's my mistake Then the blame I'll take You're not the first And you won't be the last
05 Mar, 2009
Let The Record Show :]
Turning tricks with absent guile Reeling in your crooked smile Why did I turn to you? I only wanted a hand to pour my heart into And now I'll bump my grind through another night Lose my mind in another fight Why did I turn to you? I only gave you a chance to prove the rumors true And now I'm paying with my Paying with my life I'm paying with my life My life My life So let the record show That you murdered me In your coldest blood With your own two hands Don't think no one understands It happens every day Working life like a burlesque show Get them off and they'll let you go Why did I turn to you? I only turned out to be just one more girl you slew And now I'll bump my grind through another Lose my mind in another Why, why, why, why? I only gave you a chance to prove the rumors true And now I'm paying with my Paying with my life I'm paying with my life My life My life So let the record show That you murdered me In your coldest blood With your own two hands Don't think no one understands It happens every day You're jealous, oh You're jealous, why? It's a simple excuse For a complex crime So write this on your soul But don't waste my time If I'm going down Then I'm doing down good If I'm going down Then I'm going down clean If I'm going down Then I'm going down The prettiest broken girl you've ever seen If I'm going down Then I'm going down good If I'm going down Then I'm going down clean If I'm going down Then I'm going The prettiest wretched w**** you've ever seen But while I breathe I've got no evidence to prove my end And so you'll walk away? Nope, wrong again So let the record show That you murdered me In your coldest blood With your own two hands Don't think no one understands It happens every day You're jealous, oh You're jealous, why? It's a simple excuse for a complex crime So write this on your soul And let it show That you murdered me In your coldest blood With your own
05 Mar, 2009
The Day You Love :]
Remember and tell me, the day you love Behind a veil of tears How dreams as these you dreamt not of And thought to pass your years More peaceably than others do Devoid of common pain Your own company pleased you And as you heard complain Of those small hurts that never heal And scar their victims deep You oft’ proclaimed your heart could feel No love and sought to keep Your perfect brow untarnished by The sorrow you would save Your perfect lips unvarnished lie To kiss might thee enslave Protected are thy limbs. No fear Of deeds unseemly grasp thee Directed by thy perfect ear No words could hope to clasp thee Indeed thou will not be enshrined Will honor no man’s name But in disdain you are, you’ll find Enshrined all the same In your defense, you say not so When standeth thee accused Of hatred for mankind, but O How hast thou been abused That such a mortal fear could frighten All your nature wills So much so that what might enlighten Passion, pity kills And cannot bear to look upon A soul you have enraptured With cruel haste you bid begone The fools you have encaptured Mistake me not. It is unjust For every lovestruck squire To claim a heart he hasn’t won But what of your desire? Can’st thou pretend within thy breast A beat was ne’er misplaced And lost somewhere? Dost thou but jest To say thou never traced With trembling fingertips the image Of a foreign shore Embarking on a pilgrimage To where none touched before? The most deluded eyes could see Thou harbor’st in thy frame A store more rich than most should beIn every sense’s flame That thou dost feel I know it well That thou dost weep I’ll swear That thou dost love I’ll live to tell If thou would only dare Remember and tell me, the day You love beyond all this What truth within my counsel lay And thank me with a kiss.
04 Mar, 2009
Ahhh Baby Harder Faster Ahhh! :]
Haha. Tonight Was Fun :] Let's Get Textual! hahaha :] jk
03 Mar, 2009
Gothic Lolita :]
How old are you? I'm older than you'll ever be I've been dead a thousand years And lived only two or three I don't mind telling you My life was ended by your hand The kind of murder where nobody dies But I don't suppose you'd understand Call off the search We've found her If I am Lolita Then you are a criminal And you should be killed By an army of little girls The law won't arrest you The world won't detest you You never did anything Any man wouldn't do I'm Gothic Lolita And you are a criminal I'm not even legal I'm just a dead little girl But ruffles and laces And candy sweet faces Directed your furtive hand I perfectly understand So it's my fault? No, Gothic Lolita Thank you, kind sirs You've made me what I am today A bundle of broken nerves A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say I don't mind telling you Now that I'm old enough to love I couldn't begin to even if My pretty life depended on it And funny thing, it does Call off the search We've found her If I am Lolita Then you are a criminal And you should be killed By an army of little girls The law won't arrest you The world won't detest you You never did anything Any man wouldn't do I'm Gothic Lolita And you are a criminal I'm not even legal I'm just a dead little girl But ruffles and laces And candy sweet faces Directed your furtive hand I perfectly understand So it's my fault? No, Gothic Lolita I am your sugar I am your cream I am your anti-American dream
03 Mar, 2009
Accident :]
Three hundred and six In only six years If it was an accident Where are the tears? I am still unidentified Behind the cathedral Is where my body hides But I'm not inside Just one of sixteen In early one day If it was a game Why couldn't I play? I am the abandoner But still I remain And my frozen pulse quickens As the black plot thickens Like the story I heard A lifetime ago Where a girl (and this is funny) Took her life And what she doesn't know Is how long it takes for the water to rise And the breath to stop fighting And the cold to close her eyes Morality plays On stages of sin The easy way out Or the easy way in I am still overglorified My reasons to live Were my reasons to die But at least they were mine Now I'm freedom unbound Cut the laces of life The pistol The poison The noose Or the knife I have chosen my instrument And said no goodbyes And my frozen pulse quickens As the black plot thickens Like the story I heard A lifetime ago Where a girl (and this is funny) Took her life And what she didn't know Is how long it takes for the water to rise And the breath to stop fighting And the cold to close her eyes
02 Mar, 2009
God Help Me :]
God help me, I don't see how I can live this way And I don't know why he's touching me Won't you shine in my direction and help me? Won't you lend me your protection and help me? God help me Believe me, this wasn't what I wanted But no, I can't leave, he's got me Won't you shine in my direction and help me? Won't you lend me your protection and help me? Am I guilty or am I just waiting around For the tide to come in so the truth can come out If I had a dollar for every time I repented the sin and commit the same crime I'd be sitting on top of the world today I'd be sitting on top of the world today God, God help me Just maybe I'll learn to help myself Speak to me, don't leave me, he's burning me Won't you shine in my direction and help me? Won't you lend me your protection and help me? Places, everyone, this is a test Throw your stones, do your damage, your worst And your best, all the world is a judge But that doesn't compare to what I do to myself When you're not there And if I had a dollar for every time I repented the sin and commit the same crime I'd be sitting on top of the world today I'd be sitting on top of the world today Don't make me choose, I've got too much to lose Don't make me choose, I've got too much to lose Don't make me choose, I've got too much to lose Don't make me choose, I've got too much to f***ing lose! For I am with you, and also with You I am with you, and also with You
02 Mar, 2009
Posing Biitch :]
It's Funny How Ppl Are SO fake :] haha, s*** my non existant cock :] for all i care it's your business. But don't make the whole world your pimp. :D posing s***s! hahaha <3
28 Feb, 2009
Rawr? :]
I know The sickening thoughts that slither around your head I know The gluttonous guilt that buried me in your bed Manipulate me if you can Go on and fool me like your biggest fan I know The arrogant pride that poisons the truth you hear I know The bigoted tongue that tears away all your fear Pontificate you faded star Go on and show me who you really are Oh my god Oh my god I touched you I can never live it down I can never live it down God save the queen I love you I can never live it down I can never live it down Oh, oh I f***ed you I can never live it down I can never live it down I can never live it down I know the sickening thoughts that slither around your head I know the gluttonous guilt that buried me in your ...shh!... bed You can lie to the papers You can hide from the press You can fake it on stage You can run from your cage You can search and destroy You can kill and depend on it I know your tainted flesh I know your filthy soul I know each trick you' played Whore you laid Dream you stole I know the bed in the room in the wall In the house where you got what you wanted and ruined it I know the bed in the room in the wall In the house where you got what you wanted and ruined it I know the bed in the room in the wall In the house where you got what you wanted and ruined it I know the secrets that you keep I know where you sleep I'm wishing you the best of luck And by the way (Your poetry s***s) I'm wishing you the best of luck And by the way (Your poetry s***s) I'm wishing you the best of luck And by the way (Your poetry s***s) I'm wishing you the best of luck And by the way
28 Feb, 2009
Opheliac :]
I'm your Opheliac I've been so disillusioned I know you'd take me back But still I feign confusion I couldn't be your friend My world was to unstable You might have seen the end But you were never able To keep me breathing As the water rises up again Before I slip away You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way You know the lies I tell when you've gone through hell and I say I can't stay You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me When everything and everyone becomes my enemy And when there's nothing more you can do I'm gona blame it on you It's not the way I wana be I only know that in the end you will see it's the Opheliac in me... It's the Opheliac in me... Im your Opheliac My stalkings prove my virtue I'm open to attack But I don't want to hurt you (hurt you) Whether I swim or sink That's no concern of yours now How could you possibly think You had the power to know how to keep me breathing as the water rises up again Before I slip away You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way You know the lies I tell when you've gone through hell and I say I can't stay You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me When everything and everyone becomes my enemy And when there's nothing more you can do I'm gona blame it on you It's not the way I wana be I only hope that in the end you will see it's the Opheliac in me... It's the Opheliac in me Studies show intelligent girls are more depressed Because they know That the world can lie I don't think for a bit they sit around and think every things gona be alright They know who: sides, shadows; shapes, a devil, an angel; no in-between She speaks in third person so that she can forget that she's me Doubt thou the stars on fire Doubt thou the sun doth move Doubt truth to be a liar But never doubt Doubt thou the stars on fire Doubt thou the sun doth move Doubt trut
27 Feb, 2009
Dead Is The New Alive. Haha. :]
Dead is the new alive Despair's the new survival A pointless point of view Give in, give in, give in, give in You play the game You never win Dead is the new alive Life's only living rival A casket built for two Give in, give in, give in, give in You play the game You never win So take me now or take me never I won't wait You're already late So say goodbye or say forever Choose your fate How else can we survive? Dead is the new alive Dead is the new alive A gothic play revival The last act of the show Give in, give in, give in, give in You play the game You never win So take me now or take me never I won't wait You're already late So say goodbye or say forever Choose your fate How else can we survive? Dead is the new alive What is a day without a blessed night? And what is peace without a blessed fight? What is a day without a blessed night? And what is peace without a blessed, blessed, blessed fight? A quick taste of the poison, a quick twist of the knife When the obsession with death The obsession with death becomes a way of life A quick taste of the poison, a quick twist of the knife When the obsession with death The obsession with death becomes a way of life
27 Feb, 2009
:]
I spilled the ink across the page trying to spell your name So i fold it up and i flick it out Paper aeroplane It wont fly the seven seas to you Cause it didnt leave my room But it awaits the hands of someone else The garbage man Got to say mmm mmm mmm So he opens it up and reads it out to all his friends Amongst the crowd a heart will break and a heart will mend He walks on home tired from work The letter falls from his hand He reaches out only to catch the sky Its gone with the wind I spilled the ink across the land Trying to spell your name Up and down there it goes Paper aeroplane It hasnt flown the seven seas to you But its on its way It goes through the hands Then to someone else To find you girl Got to say mmm
26 Feb, 2009
Suicide :]
The art of suicide Nightgowns and hair Curls flying every which where The pain too pure to hide Bridges of Sighs Meant to conceal lover's lies Under the arches Of moonlight and sky Suddenly easy To contemplate why Why... Why live a life That's painted with pity And sadness and strife Why dream a dream That's tainted with trouble And less than it seems Why bother bothering Just for a poem Or another sad song to sing Why live a life Why live a life The art of suicide Pretty and clean Conveys a theatrical scene "Alas, I'm gone!" she cried Ankles displayed Melodramatically laid Under the arches Of moonlight and sky Suddenly easy To contemplate why Why... Why live a life That's painted with pity And sadness and strife Why dream a dream That's tainted with trouble And less than it seems Why bother bothering Just for a poem Or another sad song to sing Why live a life Why live a life Life is not like Gloomy Sunday With a second ending When the people are disturbed Well they should be disturbed Because there's a story That ought to be heard Life is not like Gloomy Sunday With a second ending When the people are disturbed Well they should be disturbed Because there's a lesson That really ought to be learned The world is full of poets We don't need any more The world is full of singers We don't need any more The world is full of lovers We don't need any more...
26 Feb, 2009
My Milkshakes Bring All The Boys To The Yard :]
Hahaha, So Many Falvors!! That Song Makes Me Laugh :] "Damn Right Its Better Than Yours" Hahaha :]
25 Feb, 2009
San Francisco! :]
I Love Living Here. There's No Discrimination. Everyone Loves Each Other. Life's Fun In The Cit.y Lot's Of Raves. A Whole Area Dedicated. To Gays,Les,And Bi's. :] Called The City Of Love. :] I Just Love It Here.
24 Feb, 2009
Im Yours- Jason Mraz :]
Well you dawned on me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some But I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing We're just one big family And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate, our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do But do you want to come on Scooch on over closer dear And I will nibble your ear I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer But my breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face and I laughed I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue But I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Come on and open up your mind and see like me (I won't hesitate) Open up your plans and damn you're free (No more, no more) Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours (It cannot wait, I'm sure) So please don't, there's no need (There's no need to complicate) There's no need to complicate (Our time is short) 'Cause our time is short (This is our fate) This is, this is, this is our fate I'm yours Oh, I'm yours Oh, I'm yours Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours You best believe, best believe I'm yours
16 Feb, 2009
Im A Pimp Haha :]
Lyssa AKA xXxBroken-WingsxXx is my h** :] she doesn't work that much so yea :] haha, lazy h** <.<
16 Feb, 2009
You Turn Me On Like A Lightbulb :]
Haha, Today Is Really Cold. Fuuuucking A It's Cold! Anywhoha, Im Bored :]
14 Feb, 2009
Surprise Me :]
Your name in my chest, I'm loving you to death Thrive from your breath, relishing my flesh You woke me up I'm screaming for your touch Runaway with me We'll make love- oh we'll feel something real, nothing is this real Your making my lips numb I know you want it This is getting better Pull me in close- you know how to get me Wrapped around your finger, got me singing this song Hey! Hey! Hey! I've been waiting for so long Unorthodox and s**y- what's next? Why don't you surprise me? In my caring arms, I gently touched her lips Her hands grasp my spine; my fingers found her hips My heart stands proud; frantic, thumping, loud Lips stuck together Hot like southern weather Pull me in close- you know how to get me Skin so soft- I want to feel your heart beat Squeezing tight- burning from your body heat We lay in affection, the world at our finger tips Don't ever ever let me go
14 Feb, 2009
Black and White Radio :]
You make friends with ugly people So you stand out in a crowdYou keep it PC and street legal Turn it up but not too loud Notice her sleep walk dances? Gets her moves from the MTV Clubs filled with pimps and gangstas DJ spinning that RNB Report to the dancefloor Go go go go Kids all tune in to The black and white radio And did you notice her sleep walk dances? It's just a question without and answer The kids all log on The kids all download The kids all tune in to the black and white radio go go go go
14 Feb, 2009
This Heart Attack :]
I’m going away to be alone I’m coming back with answers Don’t try to call my telephone it’s disconnected And I don’t know where I’m going but can you guide me But if I find love where I’m going will it survive me ‘Coz in your own space you’re disconnected and in your own mind you’re not affected And in your own time you’re still attracted but in your own life This heart attack I’ve gotta get away not coming back I want some downtime so call me when you can and I’ll be fine I’ve found the time to be alone I don’t know what you’re asking I’m waiting by the telephone and you’re still barking My heart stops it isn’t going could you revive me I think I’m lost without knowing so come and find me ‘Coz in the same space we’re disconnected and in your own mind you’re not attracted But in your own life over reacted and in your own time This heart attack I think I’ll go away not coming back I’m off the line so call me when you can some other time This heart attack I’ve gotta get away not coming back I want some downtime so call me when you can and I’ll be fine Sometimes if we don’t go sometimes you don’t know You don’t go I don’t go I don’t go you don’t go I’ve got your back but you don’t got mine This heart attack then I’m feeling fine This heart attack I’ve gotta get away I’m not coming back I’m back to flying so call me when you can some other time This heart attack I’ve gotta get away not coming back I want some downtime so call me when you can some other time I’m going away to be alone
13 Feb, 2009
Addicted Romantic
Handbrake, mistrust, disbelief Give me the emergency exit key Bulwer juice bottle and chief I'm calling this a state of emergency I never had the chance not to drink I tell you that I'd given you anything You gotta love the one that you're with To come and stop me giving you everything Because My love's for sale I don't need it anymore And if I fail, and if I fail You'll hold my face back from the floor Heartbreak at the hands of the thief Is killing me with some kind of urgency They told me you'd be out in a week And i'm thinking that i'd owe an apology Help me, are you feeling this heat? Yeah, we can lie and join the academy Go and love the one that you're with I'm calling this a state of emergency Because My love's for sale I don't need it anymore And if I fail, and if I fail You'll hold my face back from the floor If it's all down hill from here Then it's all, all down hill from here
13 Feb, 2009
Walking On A Dream :]
Walking on a dream How can I explain Talking to myself Will I see again We are always running for the thrill of it thrill of it Always pushing up the hill searching for the thrill of it On and on and on we are calling out and out again Never looking down I’m just in awe of what’s in front of me Is it real now When two people become one I can feel it When two people become one Thought I’d never see The love you found in me Now it’s changing all the time Living in a rhythm where the minutes working overtime Catch me I’m falling down Catch me I’m falling down Don’t stop just keep going on I’m your shoulder lean upon So come on deliver from inside All we got is tonight that is right till first light
13 Feb, 2009
It's Almost Love Fest Day :]
Hahaha Even if you don't have anyone. Don't be sad haha :] It's a day of love and eating as much chocolate as possible! Rawr! :]
12 Feb, 2009
:] Love
If you go away, oh I will know My feelings are nothing but a curtain Hiding me from what I should know That I'm a pilot and I'm steering low We discussed life in the back of my car, the back of your van You know the psychic said that, you should be my man We exchanged words and we acted old... We both knew the wine was cheap. And I'm a pilot, and I am steering deep. And when I say that you should stay. Remember what I'm drinking's cheap. And I'm a pilot and I am steering deep. And oh... And I'm a pilot, oh I'm a pilot yes Oh I'm I pilot, I am steering deep.
11 Feb, 2009
FUCKIIIING A!
getting a contact high isn't fun. It's gone within like 10 seconds. Ugh i need more!!! Hahaha :]
05 Feb, 2009
Meet Me In The Bathroom :]
When they say promises,they mean promises. They say "thats ok,long as we could celebrate" You see my uncle would say things would change when he's dead. "Meet me in the bathroom" that's what she said. I don't mind. It's true. Never was on time. Yes I once was mine. But that was long ago. And darling I don't mind. Yeah we were just two friends in lust. Oh,baby that just don't mean much. Oh yea you trained me not to love after you showed me wat it was. Now she's staring wide eyed Can't close her eyes. "Say what?" Anywhere is fine,just don't waste my time.
04 Feb, 2009
Don't Dare :]
Im Alone If I Know It, Im Alone If I....I Show It. Oh,Don't Dare Cry. Cause Tears Are Selfish And You Aren't Anymore. Oh,Don't Dare Cry. The Abbsence Of Gratitude. We All Feel Alone. We All Become Prisoners In That Disgusting Formitable Road Oh,Don't Dare Cry. Im Alone If I Know It Im Alone If I...I Show It. Oh,Don't Dare Cry. Cause Tears Are Selfish And You Aren't Anymore.
04 Feb, 2009
Hello Seattle- Owl City :]
Hello Seattle, I am a mountaineer In the hills and highlands I fall asleep in hospital parking lots And awake in your mouth Hello Seattle, I am a manteray Deep beneathe the blue waves Ill crawl the sandy bottom of Puget Sound And construct a summer home Hello Seattle, I am the cresant moon Shining down on your face I will disguise myself as a sleeping pill And descend inside of you Hello Seattle, I am a cold seahorse Feeling warm in your sand I sing about the tide and the ocean surf Rolling in the evening breeze Hello Seattle, I am an albatross On the docks and your boats I sail above your inlets and interstates Through the rain and open wind Hello Seattle, I am an old lighthouse Throwing beams of bright lights Red in the morning, blue in the evening sun Taken heed from everyone Hello Seattle, I am a mountaineer In the hills and highlands I fall asleep in hospital parking lots Take me above your light Carry me through the night Hold me secure in flight Sing me to sleep tonight Take me above your light Carry me through the night Hold me secure in flight Sing me to sleep tonight
03 Feb, 2009
Bro,Ashley's Here- Attack Attack <3
As I stare through these tears, I see your lips start to turn. This world is so un-perfect, This love is so un-worth it. Won't be mistaken for another love song, I won't go away, I won't be done wrong. Tell me, tell me to, to live like you, Tell me, tell me, and I'll follow through. Get up, get up, He's calling your name, You don't have to be something you're not. Someday came suddenly and now I'm standing here. Get up, get up, He's calling your name, You don't have to be something you're not. Someday came suddenly and now I'm left standing here. As I stare through these tears, I see your lips start to turn. This world is so un-perfect, This love is so un-worth it. When you're here I don't need all the things I had, Once before I was someone but that's not who I am. I'll be the best I can for you, I'll take this chance you will be true. Tell me your reason why, Tell me why you're alive. To give to you my sin, To give myself again. And this is my call to the faithful, I'll be for only you. Doing what you, have called to me, No one could ever understand, My shame you took with those nails in your hands. Get up, get up, He's calling your name, You don't have to be something you're not. Someday came suddenly and now I'm standing here. Get up, get up, He's calling your name, You don't have to be something you're not. Someday came suddenly. Here's to selfish living out the window, Here's to the Holy Ghost, I will be faithful. Here's to you I bring you new life. Here's to you I bring you new life.
03 Feb, 2009
Wat The Blank?!
hahaha my little sister almost said the "F" word :] so i made her say wat the blank :]
02 Feb, 2009
Sing In Silence :]
You were daddy's girl nice and sweet Never in trouble mommy's honey Little child who just couldn't see The pressure from her so called friends Was simply too much The monkey slowly climbed on her back Offering an aid for her pain Giving love and care No-one cared, no-one cared... Fragile like a rose on the snow Eating all your strength and your money Living in the shade day and night Never letting sunshine in your eyes like before Cannot shake the monkey off your back Did I see a spark on your eye Was it just the last light of hope That died, hope that died "Forgive me, Father, my daily sin..." How can I forgive you, never leave you You know that if you live like, you will die like Haven of Emotion, Mournful Ocean Heiress of the Evening Sings in silence "I need to have now, my daily sin..." For all your life I prayed for time To show you where the light lies Now this is the end One rose for the memory of the innocence "I know, my Father, I cannot win..." Never will forgive you, never leave you You know that if you live like, you will die like How can I erase your pain and aid you When Death wants to kiss you and you want kiss Him back...
01 Feb, 2009
In Your Apartment
i noticed i've been looking all around still hoping that we'd work out but my authority on the subject has been long out. so la, ladi dadi da. ladi dadi oh. in your apartment we were together. hours as well, (ours? as well) it was like this but it wasn't. was he it (wasn't it?) i take deep breaths around you, watch the clock that's not the kind of girl i am so la, ladi dadi da. ladi dadi oh; OH. in your apartment we were together. hours as well, (ours? as well) it was like this but it wasn't. was he it (wasn't it?)
30 Jan, 2009
Alyssa :D
She's like a supertastic friend.I love love her she's awesome!Puddin Pop ish her nickname :]So Get Ta Stepin Bitches :] Wat more could a friend ask for?Cheetos!That's wat!But i won't ask :]
30 Jan, 2009
Ex-Girlfriend Syndrome
am a dull to your head tracking quietly from the door slammed it straight i yelled "why'd i even come here?" but still i stay for a while check every drawer that i can find saw your calendar on the floor you're not very organized are you? i said to myself i said to myself you should go you should leave please stop pulling on my sleeve i stood there, i stood there with a note for my head asking what my heart said i should not be here, ya know. i should not be here. i went through all your dirty laundry even those smelly socks and underwear where those even came from saw everything you had lying around from your decker cards should the way you feel about me just laying on the ground i said to myself i said to myself you should go you should leave please stop pulling on my sleeve i stood there, i stood there with a note for my head asking what my heart said i should not be here, ya know. i should not be here.