20 Dec, 2009

lgyuftuydetyu

fuck

11 Oct, 2009

...

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go. Darling, I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. Always find my place among the ashes. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, ...stay in love with me. I'm gonna let it go.

04 Oct, 2009

grrrr

I look at my wrist It has not a single eye If it even had one My wrist would cry I pick up my razor Look at that too It reflects my face I shed a tear, boohoo I think back at my life All the painful years In front of the mirror I broke out in tears My mom knocks on the door She asks what is up I pray to the heavens I don't **** this up I put the razor to my skin Will it hurt a lot? I start cutting... Damn, I forgot! I recall a phrase A meaningful load Go down the street Not across the road

04 Oct, 2009

grrrr

Why should I keep living another day, When no one else knows what to say? My heart is still so broken, My old wounds have been torn open. Don't cry for me. Your tears are useless. I've been cursed by this lie of a life. And yet here I lay holding this bloody knife. I'm not sorry for what I've done. Just be thankful I didn't use my g**. I'm leaving now so do not cry. It's just my time to die. For too long have I kept up this lie. My soul was ripped from the beginning. It slowly deminished to nothing. Now I'm gone, and I'm glad. And I do not feel remorse if you're sad. I do not regret what I have done. This was a battle that could not be won. I've slipped away from this world of lies. And I still hear your cries. Do not waste your tears on me. I'm now where I should be. The time will fade and so will I. And now it is time I bid thee goodbye

04 Oct, 2009

:/

When i finally fell for you you left me hanging you broke my heart... i dont think i will fall again

04 Oct, 2009

:/

When you look inside a girls heart, you see the struggle it takes to get through all the crap in her life, you see all the lies, the bulls***, and the times she wished she was dead. But most of all, you see how hard it was to let go of the a**hole who accted like he actually cared

04 Oct, 2009

:/

It hurts to be alone... But it hurts so much more when someone leaves

04 Oct, 2009

:/

She is a forgotten soul... [He doesnt talk to her anymore] She is bleeding internally... [He peirced her heart with a blade] Shw is dead menatally.... [He killed her with one word] She was in love... [He is the reason] Love Hurts

03 Oct, 2009

lol

J:Everyone loves you A:a damn good kisser D:you have one of the best personalities ever E:you have a nice a** A- damn good kisser B- You fall in love quickly C- You're wild and crazy D- You have one of the best personalities ever E- You have a nice a** F- People totally adore you G- You have a very good personality and looks. H- You never let people tell you what to do. I- Love is something you deeply believe in J- Everyone loves you. K- You like to try new things L- You are cute M- Success comes easily to you. N- So Hott O- You are one of the best in bed. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- fxckin Maxy S- You're loyal to those you love. T- damn s**y U- You are really chill. V- You are not judgemental W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for Z- You like it in the b*** very very hard...

02 Oct, 2009

sad

Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, " You deserve to die You worthless pest! " The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She grabbed her bear And again started crying Police showed up At the small little house The quickly barged in Everything was as quiet as a mouse One officer slowly Opened a door To find the sad little girl Lieing on the floor It must have been bad To go through so much harm But at least she died With her best friend in her arms PASTE THIS ON YOUR PAGE IF YOU FEEL STRONGLY AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

20 Sep, 2009

llll

A poem about Child Abuse My name is Lucifer I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I werent ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now Im starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "Im sorry!", I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While i lay there motionless Brawled on the floor My name is Lucifer I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me Now i roam the underworld, to help those in need. I may seem evil, but i'm not. And if you read this and dont pass it on I pray for your forgiveness Because you would have to be AOne heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because you are effected, Do something about it! So all i ask you to do pIs pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

16 Sep, 2009

yup

Dont leave me here, i wont last, bleeding here, dieing so fast...

01 Sep, 2009

yup

if you knew how much i loved you maybe you would have stayed if you knew how much you hurt me maybe you would have cured this pain but now im lost deep in thought im lost because you didnt care you never did and thats not fair i really loved you do you love me to? you had to think about letting me in your heart you drove something threw my heart,a dart?