14 Feb, 2009

To everyone on MFG

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL ^ _ ^ <3 <3

13 Feb, 2009

YES!!!

im finally 16!! YAY ME!!

10 Feb, 2009

OMG!!!

my birthday is in 3 days!!! ^ _ ^ 16 comes soon!!

09 Feb, 2009

my dream in english class ^ _ ^

ok today i dreamed during english class. it started out as me and my bf sam as little kids in elementary school. :) we played all around the playground during recess. we played hide and seek first, i hid, and sam found me behind him :P he then hid, and i found him with his head stuck in a tree :P then we played peekaboo, i closed my eyes, and when i opened them, i saw sam kissing me ^ _ ^ it was a wonderful dream, until my stupid english teacher woke me up!!! :( -sighs- if only that dream were real.

05 Feb, 2009

OMG FUN WEEK!!! ^ _ ^

omg, this week was so much fun!! my girlfriend stephanie slept over few a for nights! ^ _ ^ it was so awesome!! we had a party, we watched movies, we went out to eat, and we played games! omg, it was fun :)

02 Feb, 2009

Me sad

i was just talking to sam on the phone earlier, and he sounds very bad :'{ hes beaten up badly and couldnt be there with him to support him :'{ i feel such an awful girlfriend -tears-

02 Feb, 2009

YES!!! HES ALIVE!!

:D OMG!!! i cant belive it, sams alive!!! ^ _ ^ me is so happy!!

02 Feb, 2009

BIRTHDAY!!!

My birthday is in 11 days!!! ^ _ ^

01 Feb, 2009

SLEEP OVER!!

yay my friend stephanie (who i just got back together with) is sleeping over at my house!! ^ _ ^ woohoo!!

01 Feb, 2009

losing my <3 ?

i think im starting to lose hope in sam coming back. i keep praying, but i just had this awful dream of sams funeral last night. i think its a sigh that he might die :'{ i dont know what to do, im losing my faith, please help me -tears-

01 Feb, 2009

Still have hope????

i still belive sams going to be ok, i still pray for him, but why do i feel that hes not going to make it? why do i get this feeling hes going to die? :'{ i really dont know what to do, i feel so useless :'{ -bursts into tears-

29 Jan, 2009

My prayer to sam

dear god, please watch over sam. i know things are tough for him, but please, show him the right, and show him the mistakes and risks hes making by choosing the choices hes making. i know i dont ask much, but please watch over sam, give him protection, and give him the strength to return home so i can hold him in my arms again. please god, please help him :(

29 Jan, 2009

:) To Purple Roses :)

omg you are such a great friend, and i love talking to you you are such the nicest friend, and you will always be in my heart ^ _ ^

28 Jan, 2009

ANOTHER SNOW DAY

wow 2 days off of school :) i feel so happy

27 Jan, 2009

Sam :'{

i talked to him earlier, and he said he wasnt doing so well. he got out of the hospital today, and he said he wasnt feeling good, well at least not 100%. im worried, and i hope he pulls through :(

27 Jan, 2009

SAM!!!

HES BACK!!! right now, he and me are in the new chat talking!! ^ _ ^

19 Dec, 2008

YAY!!!! ^.^

schools finally over!!! well, for the holidays anyway ^.^ omg, christmas is soon, im so excited!!! today was a very strange day though.......

18 Dec, 2008

hes not coming back........

today, when me and sam went to court, he told me he was done with mfg, and that he wasnt coming back on anymore *tears* i love him so much,but i like coming on here, its full of friendly people ^.^ but its just i miss him when hes not on here, it makes me cry. :( sam, if you are reading this, please come back on, i miss you, and alot of people miss you as well, please :(

16 Dec, 2008

YES SAMS COMING HOME!!

i just got off the phone with SAM!!! he says hes coming home!!! i dont know when, he didnt specifaclly when, but, I DONT CARE!!! HES COMING HOME ^.^

16 Dec, 2008

NOOOO!!!!!!

SAMS IN JAIL!!!! he called me saying hes in jail, but he wont tell me why!!!! and worse......he says he might not get out till after christmas, which is very sad to me!!!! :( god, i feel so awful, i dont know what to do!!! *cries*