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<3 can be nice blunt as f*** and i dont give a s*** what ppl say about me they just jealous.name ask for it b****es! <3 Taken. Derrick <3
Username : | XxXBabyGirlXxX |
First Name : | Dana |
Last Name : | kitagawa |
Gender: | F |
Country: | US |
Member Since : | 09 Mar, 2009 |
29 Nov, 2013
Derrick.
Well its winter and its -11 right now so f***ing cold and I hate it. Cant wait to move and be with my boyfriend. It will be the best day and glad to finally be with him. I feel like a middle school girl all bubbly and happy. He is the best thing to ever happen to me. I cant see myself with anyone but him. Im glad to be with him. I love him always and forever. He still loves me after everything we have been through and he accepted my issues and is a real man and not leave me because I f***ed up. He has never given up on me and I will never give up on him. He is my definition of perfect.
11 Oct, 2013
ugh
Been so busy working and trying to graduate a year early so hard haha singing is going good never thought I sounded good but I do. wish I had someone to help me through it but whatever
07 Jul, 2013
best day so far
Spending the day with Christina my best friend and it was amazing :) love my boyfriend sooo much. Work is hard but I love it :)
30 Apr, 2013
Oh my god
My dad just told me to fix my hair! What the hell there is nothing wrong with my hair it's amazing he's just freaking out hahahaha
30 Apr, 2013
Excited
Excited today! Just had my birthday yesterday I am now 17 woot I love it one more year till I'm 18 then I get to leave and go to Cali f*** ya b****es!!!
31 Mar, 2013
Ha
Bestfriend dumps me and tells me everyone hates me well that turned around on her. Everyone hates her cause she is a stuck up two-faced lyin b**** and overly cocky and who calls a pregnant 19 yr old a s*** when she had a kid at 15 she is totally f***ed up but sooo funny
05 Jan, 2013
AHHH
IM FINALLY TALKING TO MY BESTEST FRIEND EVER HE IS THE BEST FRIEND A GIRL COULD ASK FOR!
05 Jan, 2013
Well...
Had a s***ty day i can't go to bed till tonight just cause mt sleep pattern is different dont mean it will change my dad needs to get that but whatever i hate my dad anyways.
27 Dec, 2012
Good Day
Today i talked to my boyfriend and it was amazing and he made my day today made me smile alot and he made fun of me and wouldnt make up a happy dance it was sad but i love him all the same :) love you Ethan
27 Dec, 2012
So
I am happily taken so dont ask me out of anything i will say no everytime thanks peace
16 Dec, 2012
Well...
My Uncle died it was pretty sad . Hard to take it when someone so close to you dies and found them dead in their bed. Now i finally let my tears fall i didnt even cry when they told me he was dead but now i cry. why does death take so many people away from us. i hope i can see him before they bury him in our little native village :(
09 Dec, 2012
My New Saying
You are a slave to the things your suppose to hate(aka Mugs) . This is so true tho
01 Dec, 2012
Haha
So me and my home boy loony are gettin it this weekend haha i love chillin wit older guys haha he crazy a** b**** . So i asked him was he a damn player an he like i have been before eim not gonna lie, but understand im a hustla haha that b**** think im stupid cant wait to get f***ed up wit him.
29 Nov, 2012
Excotic hair :)
So i dyed the bottom of my hair hot f***ing pink! so f***ing amazing i love it. I redid my middle part of my ear looks super hot ;) hahaha i look super hott in general haha
14 Nov, 2012
Ha
So i have 5 months till im 17 i cant wait cause then i can get out of this s*** and never come back... Might go to Cali idk yet but i cant wait
06 Nov, 2012
Hahaha
Most amazing weekend/monday went clubbing and hung out wit my home girls f***ing fun. Palmer Bitches don't know how to f***ing party but we know how to shake our a** out there and at least we can f***ing grind unlike them Bitches who cant even grind ha let alone dance. We showed them Bitches we own them haha and there were only 3 of us so much fun!
25 Oct, 2012
OMG!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD MY FRIEND MIGHT MOVE UP TO ALASKA AND I GET TO CHILL WITH HIM AND WE CAN SEE EACH OTHER A LOT MORE! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!
24 Oct, 2012
Fuck My Life!
Im so p***ed off my bestfriend might go to jail cause on f***ing b**** told a f***ing lie and called the cops on him like what the f*** really your such a b**** Emma D. she was so cool until she f***ing messed everything up ugh i wish he didnt go to west high he should have moved out to where i live and we wouldnt have this problem and he wouldnt have to leave cause this f***ing b**** i hate her so damn much she can burn in hell! im so p***ed and sad and i dont want him to leave
22 Oct, 2012
Hell ya
went to the f***ing club soooo fun imma get high an drunk again it was the best time ever me and tina and Jaz haha all them guys be looking at us grinding together these chicks that were there did not know how to f***ing grind they all were so off haha we be the only ones who can do it good. I love going to the clubs on the weekends.
04 Oct, 2012
Hell ya
going to throw a party with all my friends we gonna have a good f***ing time hell ya b****es!
21 Sep, 2012
OH!
I FORGOT TODAY IS MY BROTHERS BIRTHDAY AND HES 24 THAT OLD FAGGOT NEEDS TO NOT BE SO OLD! HAHA BUT I LOVE MY BRO!!!! MUTTERS--STUPID BROTHER NEEDS TO NOT BE A TEACHER---
21 Sep, 2012
ugh!
Up until 2:30 just for my f***ing homework i get up at 5:30 and im tired as f*** and im so glad its Friday might get f***ed up i dont know yet hangin with Justina after school and she gonna cut my hair so excited! and Justina is my bestfriend Bitches! And me and her are big Bitches together so what now Hoe! haha. Well imma go cause im tired as f*** and i wanna go to bed before im up at 5:30 to about 12:00 1:00 tomorrow morning peace out Bitches!
15 Sep, 2012
Wow
Stupid b****es In school need to shut the f*** up like no joke they be callin me a b**** well they r so wrong them b****es looked up my damn skirt and they say I'm a b****. They f***ing nasty girls ugh I know I'm bi but doing that s*** at school is gross like come on people let's not be pervs at school. Ugh I hate b****es some are kool but I don't like most b****es.
11 Sep, 2012
Well
Today s***ed like hell hated school got p***ed but i had some what of a good time found out my friend Alex played with Pokemon soo funny i guess today was okay
05 Sep, 2012
well
had a long day s***ed first it rained then all this bulls*** at school today. only good thing was my best friend Justina and talking/ joking about which guy was hot or not hahaha it was funny when she told me she liked the kid in class so funny
30 Aug, 2012
hangin with friends
Excited get to hang with Justina today and with Ryan on Saturday best weekend ever minght get f***ed up tonight too
12 Nov, 2011
God
God save me take me away from my living hell my life is over without him . im a dead inside and i have no reason to live anymore
28 Oct, 2011
God
God im so mad because someone ruined my relationship with some i loved the most and now i just see no reason to live
16 Oct, 2011
Love of my life
you were all i had and than i let go but now that i am back i have changed to someone different i just want to be with you forever i want to be that girl of your life i know i love you with all my heart you are the love of my life
10 Mar, 2010
omg
Omg me and Cara just took a bunch of random pictures lolz you can look at them on my playlist lolz
10 Mar, 2010
Omg
Omg i stayed up all night three days in a row ugh i need sleep but i dont want to so ha what now b****es!
26 Feb, 2010
Best part
You make me smile everytime i am down you awlays make me laugh I think about you all the time Sometimes i wonder if your thinking of me i have loved you from the beginning We have each other now Thats the best part you stole my heart so i stole yours We love each other and thats the Best part
25 Feb, 2010
idk
Today is the day i choose to make better i feel good inside to know that you are gone i no longer feel the pain you left me with you left me crying but now i am better i am now over you
25 Feb, 2010
As time goes by
As time goes by so does you i have never forgotten you I have gone away forever you waited for me i was a lucky to fall for you i should have known we were meant to be i loved you and you always love me i felt bad for leaving you and now i feel everything for you that poems for you JOSH!
21 Feb, 2010
Cara
Cara i dint copy you, you copied my sisters hair cut but yours is longer and more uglyer then hers so dont even say im copying you cuz im not, you just have to face it. your the one whos a fake and stop gossiping like a preppy . maybe you are preppy ha that would be funni even tho you are a preppy so whatever.
20 Feb, 2010
Wow
Wow i feel really sad right now i just wanna cry right now i feel so alone all my friends hate me thanks to Cara who i hate the most but whatever ill get use to it
13 Feb, 2010
Dana get online
Dana get online im bored and its tyler im okay only said becuz might not be on today much =)
13 Feb, 2010
Hacked Yuh
Its tyler (Singleandlooking) Lol i felt like hacking this chick lol =) Its gonna be a hak war
12 Feb, 2010
wow
wow im crying and i dont no why i guess i just feel like being a sad person today well i am mostly sad all day but i never cry like i am now its so weird oh well
20 Jan, 2010
Let it rain
This is mine and Kaylee's song hehe Let it rain Let it rain From the first day I met ya I notice your style Had that B-Boy swagger not one of the crowd And you talked like you knew me Kept coming around and I fell for ya, yeah Then as time kept going I noticed some things Said our love kept growing Wanted to run away cause the situation's in the past Love never really last Memories just had a hold of me But I had to let go of the pain Let love rain down on me (let it rain) Cause you helped me open up my eyes Show me things I could never see (let it rain) Cause we can fight and we make up Wanna see you when I wake up I'm staying with you only (let it rain) Cause I need you to show me how our love should really be (let it rain) I use to wonder where were going And where I wanted to be Sitting alone all shocked up waiting for my destiny Hearing songs on the radio wishing that could happen to me, oh no Then when you came into the picture then I knew quickly That we could build something so strong Expect the best for the future Forget about what used to be I need you here all life long But I had to let go of the pain Let love rain down on me (let it rain) Cause you helped me open up my eyes Show me things I could never see (let it rain) Cause we can fight and we make up Wanna see you when I wake up I'm staying with you only (let it rain) Cause I need you to show me how our love should really be (let it rain) Cause I see the sunlight whenever we touch All day and all night is never too much (All that were how) Afraid of my feelings and falling too deep But everybody's had this happen one time or another When you need someone to set your heart free But I had to let go of the pain Let love rain down on me (let it rain down down on me) Cause you helped me open up my eyes Show me things I could never see (let it rain) Cause we could fight and we make up I wanna see you when I wake up I'm staying with you only
20 Jan, 2010
Paranormal activity
Omg me, my sister, and my fran cara(thedarkdemon) watched the end of Paranormal Activity 3 times and now im freakedout and scared to deth and dont wanna go to bed tonight lolz and we all screamed so bad and it waz pitch black lolz
18 Jan, 2010
Aww
Awww i miss brandon a lot and brandon i didn't no yuh sleep talk it waz fun listening tew wat yuh said and it waz funni well anywho i love yuh babyz(brandon) and i misses yuh
18 Jan, 2010
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
brandon was here!!! mwauahahahahahahaha. ello love p.s. hi dana... i love yuh baby
17 Jan, 2010
Aww
Awwwwie Tyler is leaving for 4days i ish missin him already i will be thinking of him i will be all alone with out him i ish sadz tew
15 Jan, 2010
Yay
Woot i ish in da hospital i told brandon i would end up in the hospital someday lolz yay meh!!!
07 Jan, 2010
omg
omg i gotz another nickname heres all my nicknames Emmy pooh,emo kid,smexi cupcake, and s**y Emo cupcakes hehe
05 Jan, 2010
=[
omg cara wont be on for about tew or three weeks she went to a hospital cuz of her mom and she cant go to school or anything and she said she misses all of yu
04 Jan, 2010
School
Oh my god i ahve to go to school and i dont wanna ugh and i have to get ready for school soon haha i have to get ready about 6:30am and ive been up for like5 hours lolz well bye
31 Dec, 2009
Sorry
today i might die my dad has been abusing meh all today and im done with it i dont no how much i dont no how much longer i can hold on to so if i die tonight im sorry and i will misses yuh all
31 Dec, 2009
Plz
Bobert let me talk to yuh plz let me explain things to yew i no ive been a w**** and u no wat i really an a w**** and im ok with that i just have things to tell yuh and well they are personal and yea but plz let me have a chance to tell yuh thingz and i dont wanna lie to yuh anymore i wanna tell yuh the truth
30 Dec, 2009
Why
Why Bobert i loved yuh and u hurt meh im just g**na die now you were the only thing that kept me alive and now that your gone i just dont no wat to do i loved yuh sooo much and yuh hurt meh why does everyone like to hurt meh well its time to hurt yuh And Bobert i KNOW YOU NEVER LOVED MEH!!!!!!. I BET YUH USED MEH!
30 Dec, 2009
=[Darren
Well Darren one of the best person i could trust has now left meh and everyone keeps leaving us so if everyone keeps leaving meh well im g**na leave them by killing myself and then they will see wat they did to meh and Darren was a true best friend of mine and well he left meh and im starting to cry over him. now i have no one i can talk to that will help meh like Darren did well bye
29 Dec, 2009
=[
im bak into depression so yea i wont be happy for a while mayb never i havent smiled in two days i dont do anything anymore how well so dont hate meh just cuz im in pression dont mean u can be maen to meh if u are i might as well as die so w.e
29 Dec, 2009
Hanging by a moment
Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now... I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose There's nothing else to find There's nothing in the world That can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you.... I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you Just hanging by a moment (here with you) Hanging by a moment (here with you) Hanging by a moment here with you This Song Goes To Brandon
26 Dec, 2009
OMG
OMG ME AND CARA FEEL SO UNLOVED DAMNIT ZACH AND,WHATEVER HIS NAMES AND ALLEN AND MORRIS!!!!!!! THEY KEEP LEAVING US *CRIES* WE HATE ARE LIFES AND U GUYS JUST MADE IT WORES
26 Dec, 2009
Haha bitc.hez!
THis is Carabear hacking Dana's account. :] I got bored. Haha. -<3 CArabear Oh, and I love you, Twin!
25 Dec, 2009
461
461 plz plz unblock meh i dont even no wat i did to make u block meh but plz i miss talking to u so plz plz unblock meh
25 Dec, 2009
Jake
Jake waz the only reason i lived eveyday and now that hes gone well then im going to im sorry jake and max and everyone i hurt well bye forever
25 Dec, 2009
Jake&Max
Jake (emobyhere)and Max thanks alot for hurting me just like ur brother now im going to go kill myself god why did u guys make me feel so bad i hope i burn in hell!!!!!!!! and i hope ur happy
24 Dec, 2009
Anthony
Anthony ich liebe dich. .u sind mein bestes fran, überhaupt, das ich nicht bin die Freundschaft wünsche, zum. von .u überhaupt zu beenden bin wie ein bro zum meh und ich möchte nicht Sie verlieren. .u bin ein Teil meines Lebens und ich muss Sie für mich buddeh hier ich liebe dich sein
24 Dec, 2009
Love
Bobert sind Sie, also benötigte Bonbon zum meh ich liebe dich mit meinem ganzem Herzen und mir u, mein leeres Herz zu füllen und bald wird er mit ur Liebe für mich ich liebe dich Baby gefüllt, das u alles sind, ich überhaupt benötige
24 Dec, 2009
Without you
This is my fav song search for the answers I knew all along I lost myself,we all fall down never the wiser of what I've become alone I stand a broken man all I have is one last chance I wont turn my back on you take my hand drag me down If you fall then I will too and I can't save what's left of you say something new I have nothing left I can't face the dark without you there's nothing left to lose the fighting never ends I can't face the dark without you swallow me under and pull me apart I understand there's nothing left pain so familiar and close to the heart no more no less i won't forget come back down save your self I can't find my way to you and i can't bear to face the truth say something new I have nothing left I can't face the dark without you there's nothing left to lose the fighting never ends I can't face the dark without you I wanted to forget I'm trying to forget dont leave me here again I'm with you forever,the end say something new I have nothing left I can't face the dark without you there's nothing left to lose the fighting never ends I can't face the dark without you holding the hand that hold's me down I forgive,forget you,the end holding the hand that hold's me down I forgive you,forget you,the end
23 Dec, 2009
well
im going to bed night everyone and jake if u ever get on messsge me i need to talk to u really bad
23 Dec, 2009
When your gone
this song go's to Jake (emoboyhere) always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cried And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left They lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were Yeah, yeah And all I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear will always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you
23 Dec, 2009
BrokenHearted
Jake(A.K.A emoboyhere)has Broken my heart and now i dont no wat to do he waz my everything and now hes not he left a hole where my heart waz *Creis* im so lost without him i cared about him and look at what he did to me he broke my heart maby ill never find love again
22 Dec, 2009
Cara
i miss u so much ..it is my fult she left i hsd sent cara to a hospitsl snd she wont be bak and i just miss her*cries*
22 Dec, 2009
Sad
No that doesnt sound good zach i really care about u and i dont want u to leave me or cara i dont wanna lose u ever i would die for u then i would care about my own life i care abou tu the most zach
22 Dec, 2009
Zach
Fine Zach Just Fuckin Block Me I Dont Care About You AnyMore *runs away and cries*I Try To Be Nice But No Zach Im Done With Your Shit You Always Hurt Me Like This!!!!
21 Dec, 2009
broken
my broken heart will never be fixed only my lover can fix it i bleed out for everyone i loved they are gone now and i miss them i wish them happiness where ever they are my broken heart still bleeds it will never end will it i shall bleed to death for the ones i love the most i love you all but maybe i should be with them oh well bye
18 Dec, 2009
Why
461 why did u block me i didnt do s*** to u and u hurt me for nonting well ur an a** hole
13 Dec, 2009
New Bestie
My new bestie is ***HOTTIE***EMO and she is my new Sissy so dont mess with her or ill mees u up
13 Dec, 2009
No Named Child
I am the no name i have been dead for over 5 years and i had not even one name so i am the no name child I waz lost but not forgotten I waz misused in so many ways But thats wat i get for being the no named child and thats my story of the No Named Child
13 Dec, 2009
No Souls
No souls live forever but they live in us it is who we are a soul is lost but never forgotten
13 Dec, 2009
Rose
No rose lives forever in this world but blooms for eternity in are hearts and memories
13 Dec, 2009
dooododooododododododolololodododoodo
hi Dana....just to let yah know Zachiekinz iz stayin on ur account foreva!!! BLOG BACK :D
06 Dec, 2009
haha mofo!
thiz iz Max hacking yurh account ! did cara tell yuh im a good hacker ? lol . anywayz hi ! im bored . bye ! max waz here m***s!
04 Dec, 2009
Dana
Well, i'm sorry that your family hates me. Goodbye. Sense I cant talk to you. They wont keep us apart forever, Dana..Untill we get to talk again and become friends once more, I miss you, and love you as a twin, and will always care about you. I will never forgive you, anywho, goodbye! *Cries.*
29 Nov, 2009
What now brown cow? xD
I hacked your account! xD. Oh..Uhmm. We were going to Wasilla and the sign said City Of Wasilla which stands for Cow but then I was like.."Oh..Crap if a sign in Palmer said City Of Palmer then it would stand for Cop." xD. It was veryyy weird! Anywho. I'm bored. I just felt like hacking your account at 11:55 PM. :] Have a good day, Twin! --Cara
27 Nov, 2009
=] <3
"I feel so much better, now that your gone forever, I tell myself that i don't miss you at all, I'm not lieing, denying that i feel so much better..Now that your gone forever." --Gone Forever by Three Days Garce :] Anywho. Hello, twin. :]. This is Cara, hacking my aweosme twins account! woo! I can go to Anchorage with you, Twinny! :] *Sighs.* To bad your not on! >_<. Urghs. If anyone messes with you, tell me. 'Cause I'll beat them up! =] <3 I love you Dana! Love..Cara! 11.27.09 8:42 AM
20 Nov, 2009
Hello, Soul Twin :]
This Is Carabear hacking my Soul Twins account :] <3. "I got misty eyes as they said fair well, but I'll know where several are if my dreams get real bizzare,..I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly it's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake then fall asleep 'cause nothings as it seems..When I falls asleep." Guess the song, Dana! :]. Oooooh, my knee still hurts :[. Urghs. If anyone messes with my Soul Twin then you will have to mess with me, beoch! So, leave this awesome girl alone and go fu.ck with someone else! "I"M ON A BOAT! I"M ON A BOAT! TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK AT THE MOTHER Fu.ck.ing BOAT!" xD. Anyways, I love you as a sister Dana. :]. Have a spetacular day! :] <3:]Love,,,Cara [[bear]]:<3
08 Nov, 2009
Omg
Oh my god me and cara p***ed off the ghost again and it made us scream and ugh i hate this house its scary as hell
07 Nov, 2009
Child abuse
my dad hates me and all my frans he hurt me and my fran when we did nothing he almost killed me i just wanna die some one just shoot me plz i hate life someone i loved cheated on me a while bak and i cried and my dad came in my room he beat me till i waz so weak i could hardly get up i feel so left out in the world my dad abuses me everyday but when im with my mom i no that i am safe and thats my f***ed up life for you
07 Nov, 2009
Dana
Hey Dana its me Josh ur buddy haha i hacked u lolz just showing some luv on ur page lolz xD Dana u is the best fran i ever had and i want to ask u something so get on soon -luvs joshy
07 Nov, 2009
As days passed without you
As days passed without you I sit there all alone in my room. Everyday i waited for you but you never came. I screamed and cried for you. I knew that you where dead I was mad at you for leaving me As days passed without you I think about you all the time I ripped out my heart and ii knew i was gone forever Then i saw you walk in. You cried as i laid there dead As days passed without you
23 Oct, 2009
i wanna love somebody like you
There's a new wind blowing like I've never known I'm breathing deeper than I've ever done And it sure feels good to finally feel the way I do I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you. And I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made Now theres just one thing, the only thing I wanna do I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine shining down on me and you When you put your arms around me You let me know theres nothing in this world I can't do I used to run in circles going no where fast I'd take one step forward and look two steps back I couldn't walk a straight line even if I wanted to I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you Whoa here we go now Yeah, Hey i wanna love you baby Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine shining down on me and you When you put your arms around me Well baby there ain't nothing in this world I can't do Sometimes it's hard for me to understand But you're teaching me to be a better man I don't want to take this life for granted like I used to do I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you I'm ready to love somebody, love somebody like you And I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you (yeah) Hey I wanna love you baby
17 Oct, 2009
Dark Iz Here
Dark Iz Here To Kill Me For Wat I Had Done To You I Will Never Forgive Myself I Have Cried My Self To Sleep I Think Of You All The Time I See You Every Where I Went It Hurts To Hear Your Voice It Makes Me Member Us When We Were Together I Just Wanna Be With You forever I Want You To Be Mine You Are My Everything I Cry As I Think About You Dark Iz Here To Take Me
11 Oct, 2009
PainFul Death
As I Die I See You You Watch Me Die I Scream And Cry But You Dont Do Anything You Laugh At Me You Say,"Thats Wat You Get For Dumping Me" And Then You Leave Me Next Thing I No Iz I See Darkness And Then Im Dead It Hurt So Much I Had A Broken Heart To But That Iz Wat I Get For Hurting You I Cried For You I Had Nightmares About You And That Iz My PainFul Death IM SOOOOO SORRY BRANDON
27 Sep, 2009
Ello <33
This is Cara on Dana's account. She passed out. Lol. She is my, Twin. Everyone gets us mixed up. We have so much in common. Well yea. If you mess with her then you'll wake up on a hospital bed. She is awesome. So, fu.ck off haters and leave my Twin alone. Or we'll hunt you down :). Buh byes. ~-<3CaraBear<3-~
17 Sep, 2009
Missing Me
Once I Missed My Friend 's I Went Missing In The Woods All I See Is Blackness I See Black Cats Every Now And Again I Went Missing And I Was All Alone I Was Crying Cause I Missed My Friends And I Missed Him So Much I Missed My Boyfriend And Wished He Was Here I Had Died That Day Had Anyone Missed Me Was I Missed At All I Felt Like I Was Not Missed But I Knew That He Missed Me I Looked Down On Earth Every Now And Then And He Seemed Happy But I Was Missing When I Saw Him Kiss a Girl In School That Made Me Feel Like He Never Loved Me Was I Missing Him To Much Was He Missing Me To Much and Maybe Someday He'll Look Up And See Me Was Anyone Missing Me
16 Sep, 2009
I'm Alone
Im Alone In This World I don't Know Why I Sit Hear Crying And He Does Not Here Me I Call For Him But Still I Hear Nothing I Feel Sad And Alone I Never Did Like The Feeling But I Know I Must Go On With Life Even Tho I Miss Him So Much He Made Me Laugh And I Felt Safe When I Was Around Him I Loved Him So Much But I Had Lost Him Forever I Didn't Know That I Had Loved Him That Much I Am Alone In This World I Am Noting I Am Darkness And Even Tho I Am Dark I Still Have Feelings For Him I Am Alone Forever Without Him =[
16 Sep, 2009
My Wish
As I Die Alone With No One To Care For Me I Feel So Alone In The World That's Why I Am Dieing I Love Some One Who Is Not Here He Is Off With His Girlfriend I Wish I Was His Girlfriend I Wish For A Lot Of Things But I Mostly What To Die With Him Here I Feel No Pain As I Die Slowly I Bleed And Cry For Him I Scream In Pain But Still He Does Not Hear Me I Drown In My Own Blood I Wish He Was Here To Hug Me One Last Time I Hear The Door Open Slowly And My Wish Came True He Was Here To Be With Me And He Tells Me That He Loves Me And Always Will I Know I Will Miss Him So Much He Bends Down To Kiss Me Before I Go And I Tell Him That I Love Him To And Then I'm In Darkness And Know That I Am Dead So I Leave You With A Last Good Bye
16 Sep, 2009
My Last Tear
I See My Tears Fall Down I Know That I Am Dieing I See My Heart Braking I See My Grave Waiting For Me I Know How Much You Love Me I Will Miss You And I Love You Always I See My Last Tear Fall I Stop Breathing My Heart Stops You Just Sit There And Cry I See You Every Day Cutting Your Wrist It Makes Me Sad To See You Do It You Think Why Did She Die Why Did She Love M Why Should I Live Here Without You I Am The Last Thing You think Of Before You Hang Your Self Just To Be With Me My Last Tear Fell As I Watched You Hang Your Self I See Your Last Tear Fall As You Thought Of Me
16 Sep, 2009
Darkness
All I See Is Darkness I Don't Know Who I Am Or Why I Was Born Into A World Full Of Darkness I Was All Alone When I Found You I Knew I Had To Help You You Were Beaten Up You Were About Dead When I Looked Into Your Eyes I Knew I Was In Love But Then You Were Gone And Again I Was In Darkness I Felt Alone And Scared I Knew Some Thing Bad Had Happened To Me I Was Locked Up Inside My Self I Couldn't Wake Up I Couldn't Move I Felt Like I Was Dieing With Out You You Were My Everything I Was A Fool To Think That I Was Not Dead I Was Alone I Was Not Me I Was The Darkness Its Self I Was Not Light But Darkness My Love For You Went Away I Was In Darkness I Felt Unloved Like I Was Dieing Without You I Was Locked Away In Darkness And I Never Loved You Anymore In Darkness You Never Had to Be Hurt You Never Were Anything But Alone So I Was Left In Darkness
16 Sep, 2009
My True Love
My True Love I Have Loved Him Forever I Will Never Hurt Him He Is My Life He Is My Everything I Don't Know What I Would Do Without Him My Love Of My Life Has Been Here All This Time And I Didn't Even Know That And When We Get Married Someday I Will Know That We Were Meant To Be I Know That He Would Never Hurt Me I Think About Him All The Time I Dream About And I Love Him I Miss Him Every Day I Love How He's Nice And Sweet To Me I Miss Every Thing About Him And Some Times I Think That I Don't Love Him But I Do Love Him So Very Much And I Always Will I Will Never Leave Him Alone I Love You
16 Sep, 2009
I Bleed Out In Pain
I Bleed Out In Pain That You Gave To Meh As You Let Me Die I See You Laugh At My Pain I Cry And Scream Out But No One Can Hear Me And One Day You Will Forget Me I Know How You Love Bringing Me Down And One Day You Will Remember That You Loved Meh And That You Just Let Meh Die I Never Knew That You Never Meant To Hurt Meh In A Way That Was Painful I Loved You So Much That I Let My Self Bleed For You In Stead Of Just Letting You Know That I Love You I Bleed Out In Pain That You Gave Meh I Let You Have My Heart Forever And Always But I Was Fooled You Never Loved Me As I Loved You You Just Let Meh Die In Front OF Your Eyes I Locked My Self Up Inside My Self My Soul Was Yours To Keep But You Just Let It Sit There And Die I Bleed Out In Pain For You And I Will Always Bleed For You I Loved You But You Never Loved Meh You Drowned In My Pain As You Cried At Night You Cried Because You Lost Me You Finally See That You Really Did Love Meh But I Still Bleed Out In Pain
16 Sep, 2009
Broken Heart
My Heart Was Broken And It Still Is And If Some Try's To Fix It I Think It Will Brake More And More I Wanna Be With Some One Who Really Love's Me I Was A Girl With A Broken Heart And Still Am I Don't Know Who To Love Any More I Feel Locked Up In Side My Self I Need Some One to Let Me Free From This Death Place I Am In I Feel My Heart Broken As I Die In Side My Self I Feel Depressed And As I Cry My Lover Still Has Never Found Me I See My Self Die As I Wait For My Love To Come And Save Me From My Death I Cry As The Pain Hurts Me My Lover Will Never Come For me I Think I Might As Well As Die If No One Loves Me So I Kill My Self Even Tho I Still Live Inside My Self
10 Sep, 2009
sick
I think im getting really sick or dieing cuz ive had a really bad week and the Doctor. I hate the doctors they give me shots that hurt.lolz hehe but oh well ill have to live with the pain =[
26 Aug, 2009
Dana (Please read Dana part 2) <333
Hey It's Cara again. Umm, Dana, I would actually jump in fornt of a bullet if someone was trying to hurt you..I let cullen hurt meh so you would be safe on Monday..I always help you and that's becuase I care about you and your really awesome and I miss you. Supposedly, your 'missing' but I don't know. If someone did kidnap you, I'll hunt them down and kill them (:, your an awesome friend and no one better hurt you..I know you laugh when Bro hurts meh and that hurts my feelings, knowing that your the only one that doesn't help meh and it feels like you don't care about meh. I know these blogs are long but to bad! xD I really hope your okay and nothings happen..Because if someone hurt you or killed you or something else 9unless it's nice) I'm going to find them and kill them! Well, thanks for being in my life and helping meh through bullsh.it Dana. Your awesome and i love you as a sister. -<333 Cara
26 Aug, 2009
Dana (Please read Dana) <333
Hey, this is Cara. Dana is an awesome friend and were always together. When were together we can be dorks and loud and stuff but oh well. We both have problems that we help eachother with and we always tell eachother everything, <3. Dana is the bestest friend I've ever had! I really care about her and if you mess with her your going to wish you hadn't. Were like soul twins. Yes, we do fight but were still friends. We've been friends for Seven Years now! Woo! Hehe. I give her good advice about anything and help her solve problems and crap like that and she's been through a lot of bull sh.it. She does the same for meh, though. I've also been through a lot of bullsh.it and no one understands us. I understand her completley and she understands meh completley. So, Dana if your reading this I hope you enjoy this (: I love you buddy! <3 Cara
25 Aug, 2009
Dana xD
Your an awesome friend and this is a good blog...Hehe..This is your best friend Cara. Bwhahaha! I love ya as a buddy and your an awesome buddy. Thanks for being my friend. (: -Love Cara.
04 Aug, 2009
at night
AT NIGHT I GET REALLY REALLY HYPER AND IDK BUT I DO AND IM A VERY RANDOM PERSON 2 HAHASHAHAHAHAHA WEEEEEEEEEEEE
20 Jul, 2009
my last breath
hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black
20 Jul, 2009
never too late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late (It's never too late) It's not too late It's never too late
16 Jul, 2009
IM LIKE A VAMPIER
IM LIKE A VAMPIER CUZ I CAN NEVER SLEEP OR EAT OR DRINK.AND I CAN WRIGHT FAST AND SAME WHEN IM ON A COMP,AND IM ALWAYS ALONE.I THEINK THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WIT ME.
01 Jul, 2009
best online family ever
Me and Darren,and Cara are the bestest online family ever!!!!!!! I love u guys
01 Jul, 2009
Darren
Darren ur like family 2 meh. And that means a lot 2 meh.ur like a bro i'll never have(witch is gud).your such a gud friend 2 meh.I Love you as a bro
01 Jul, 2009
wat i think aboout at night
i made this up last nite i have no idea wat i waz doin but oh well As i lay in bed i think about how you look at me. And that you treat me right. And i love you so much. and i miss you alot. and i hate that your not on that much.
26 Jun, 2009
CARA!!!
CARA is my bestest friend ever and if u don't i feel sorry for u cuz shes a gud friend and she will help u wit anything so just ask 2 be her friend
21 Jun, 2009
Broken by Amy lee &seether
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore
11 Jun, 2009
your the only thing
your the only thing keeping me alive and if u stop loving me ill die.
04 Jun, 2009
wat i miss about u
wat ive missed about u is ur hugz and kisses and ur goodbye hugz and ur smile and the way u say i love u and u being on and ive missed u so much and that ive been mean 2 u (which was sadz but fun 2 cheer him up)
04 Jun, 2009
ramdom poem
me and Cara made this up cuz we were bored as hell its so weird tho but funny 2 im tired of living in ur lies and looking into ur hurtful eyes and im tired of being ur wife and ur hateful lies u tell me and i hate that i love u and that u love me bak im srry for hurting u u didnt have 2 hurt me bak and ive miss talking 2 u and i miss ur hugz and kisses and most of all is that I MISS U SOOO MUCH We were being really random and we were hyper. But anyways hope you guys enjoyed it!!! ( HAHA THAT SOUNDED WRONG!)
27 May, 2009
wat makes me happy about u
wat makes me happy bout u is ur voice and when im down u always make me happy and that some day well be together and if u every die ill die with u and when u make me laugh all of me is happy and when ur sad ill be here and ill make u happy just like u make me happy and when i cry u always tell me not 2 and when we talk on the phone u say all nice things and ur laugh is cute i luv u so much i would die for u and i just want 2 tell u tat im always here for u and that ill never leave u
27 May, 2009
MY FEELINGS FOR U
I think of u everyday and i wish u were here with me and i miss u when ur not on i feel lonely at some point and when im sad u always make me happy and some nights i dream of u and some times u make me sad(but its otay) and when i hear ur voice it makes me all happy inside and i love u sooooooo much tat i cant explain it u r my life now and no matter wat happens between us ill always love u and ur the nices person i ever met
06 Apr, 2009
HELL HAS FROZE OVER!!!
WE ARE HAVING TO STAY AT THE WORST PLACE IN THE WORLD FOR A WHOLE GOD DAMN YEAR!!!! FUCK ME UP THE ASS RUNNING SIDEWAYS!!!LOLZ...NO BUT SERIOUSLY...THIS FUCKING SUCKS!!! WHY NOT JUST KILL ME NOW!!! FUCK!!! I'M NOT SURE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO COME ON AS MUCH AS I HAVE...BUT I WILL TRY MY HARDEST...BE STRONG WITHOUT ME...TRY NOT TO CRY WHEN IM GONE. I LOVE YOU ALL...