01 Sep, 2013

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Peace Love Happiness :)

05 Jul, 2013

Five Finger Death Punch- Hard to see<3

I'm growing so distant nothing makes sense to me anymore I'm learning to resist becoming more than you ever were Can't explain, whats come over me (come over me) Can't explain, why its so hard for me, so hard to see your side. Projecting all my anger I can't seem to get this through to you The walls are closing in I dare you to walk in my shoes Can't explain, whats come over me (come over me) Can't explain, why its so hard for me, so hard to see your side. YOUR SIDE I WON'T SEE YOUR SIDE Can't explain, whats come over me (come over me) Can't explain, why its so hard for me, so hard to see your side. Can't explain, whats come over me (come over me) Can't explain, why its so hard for me, so hard to see your side. I WON'T SEE YOUR SIDE your side...

01 Jun, 2013

YOU :o

follow me on instagram :) Ashley_mcdizzel and talk to me on kik^ same usernamee

20 Aug, 2012

:o

b!tches aint sh!t but h**$ and tricks :p

15 Aug, 2012

:'D

CHECK OUT MY WEBSITE ON MY PROFILE<3 :')

05 Aug, 2012

:')

Had a amazing day with him today<3

30 Jul, 2012

:o yeaaaa

1. Name: Ashley McDowell 2. Birthday:July 4th 3. Birthplace: Lakewood  4. Current Location: California  5. Eye Color: Blue and green 6. Height: 5'8 7. Right or Left Handed: right  8. The Shoes You Wore Today: barefoot 9. Your most Overused Phrase:  10. Thoughts First Waking Up:  11. Your Best Physical Feature: idk o.o legs maybee 12. Your Bedtime: skool time 10 13. Your Most Missed Memory: idk  14. Your Fears: doctors 15. Your Weakness: tattoos<3 16. Perfect Pizza: cheese, pepperoni  17. Thoughts Before Going To bed: everything 18. Your Cravings: regular food right now 19. Single/Taken?: Single 20. Pepsi or Coke: coke 21. McDonald or Burger King: mcdonalds 22. Single or Group Dates: both 23. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: None 24. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate 25. Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee 26. Do you Smoke: yep 27. Do you Swear: like a sailor 28. Do you Sing: yes 29. Do you Shower Daily: yess 30. Have you Been in Love: yepp 31. Going to College?: Hopefully  32. Going to get Married: yupp 33. Believe in yourself: yes 34. Get Motion Sickness: not really 35. Think you are Attractive: I think so ;O 36. Are you a Health Freak: hell no 37. Get along with your Parents: sometimes 38. Like Thunderstorms: yess 39. Play an Instrument: nahh 40. Drank Alcohol: yea 41. Smoked: Yeaa 42. Been on Drugs: Yeaa 43. Gone on a Date: yeaa 44. Gone to a Mall: yeahh 45. Eaten a box of Oreos: every night  46. Eaten Sushi: never had it 47. Been on Stage: yeah 48. Been Dumped: yea  49. Went Skinny Dipping : Nawh 50. Stolen Anything: yea xD 51. Favorite Song: I have a lot

30 Jul, 2012

Lol

My legs feel like a cactus xD

28 Jul, 2012

;(

Had my tonsils removed yesterday :((

23 Jul, 2012

Yeaaa

All of u think its ok to be emo and suicidal It's just a trend. All of u say ur emo, u have it in ur name, watever, but u don't have anything to show for it. U are all posers. Trying to be something ur not. Ya i used to have problems and I used to be that little "emo" kid at skool, cuz I just naturally had major issues. U guys try to hard to be the outcast Ur just posers And it's annoying And if u say ur emo and gothic, ur stupid because those are to different things. And its not called "screamo" it's hardcore.

17 Jul, 2012

(:

Make it nasty.

04 Jul, 2012

yay

wow this birthday really fhucking s***s >.>

04 Jul, 2012

Finally!!

i am now 16 ;D<3

26 Jun, 2012

;o

no u didnt have to stoop so low have ur friends collect ur records and then change ur numberr guess that i dont need that tho now ur just somebody that i used to know.. :/

26 Jun, 2012

well u_u

After my very firstt bf that i fell in lovve with and then he screwed me over i cant seem to have a bf for more then a few montths... idk what i want anymore and it upsets me. i have a bf right now and hes sweet dont get me wrong but seeing everyone elses relationship i always want theres its hard for me to find a bf cuz im so tall and ive never had a bf where i can stand on my tippy toes to kiss him, like ive always wanted. idk what to do and i just got with my bf a few days ago and i dont want to end it now... :/ i need help

17 Jun, 2012

grr >.>

people are boring on here!...

14 Jun, 2012

<3

Aww the guy I like has been sneaking into my skool to come see mee ^-^ hopefully it will make the days go by faster Just 4 more days left of skool!(:

10 Jun, 2012

http://www.flickr.com/photos/[email protected]/

posted pics^ c:

07 Jun, 2012

GAUGES<3

if anyone has gauges ill love them forever xP<3

09 Mar, 2012

O.O you!

Someone message me I'm soooo bored >.<

30 Jan, 2012

Hiii people

Not tryin to be a b|tch but if ur gonna message me Try to at least start a convo I hate wen ppl just send ya, that's cool, ohh It's really annoying and I won't message back soo ya(:

02 Jan, 2012

HEY U THERE(:

who would like to skype?! ;D

28 Dec, 2011

>.>

itd be coool if someone messaged me

28 Dec, 2011

HEY YOU THERE!!

new pics on playlist!<3 :D

26 Dec, 2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWgz0ROdTr8&feature=BFa&list=HL1324880458&lf=mh_lolz

another cover >.> not THAT great but i was trying to stay quite check it out :D<3

26 Dec, 2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL!!!<3

HI EVERYONE HOPE ALL IS WELL NEW PICS ON PLAYLIST!!!<3 CHECK'EM OUT

15 Dec, 2011

:D

Fhuck ya it never rains in California But it's raining now :D so happy! Sitting here staring at the lightning with the window open to hear the thunder(:

15 Dec, 2011

Fhuck Trent xD lol

I think next time Trent gives me^ a hug my rib is gonna break and puncture my lung >.>

14 Dec, 2011

Ima monster haha! ;D

Haters make me famous ;D

14 Dec, 2011

u____u

>.> f*** skool man I wanna stay home I already know it's gonna be a bad day >.> and I'm not gonna put up with my 1st period teachers bullsh!t

14 Dec, 2011

;( FHUCK!!

I like how everyone is shocked I don't have a bf But wen I like someone it's either they have a gf, they don't like me or some other excuse And the guy I like sent a message saying I cant see us working out and I kept asking why and he says let's just stay friends ok? Like WTF man >.> I'm so tired of getting my heart smashed

13 Dec, 2011

Fhuccccck!

What did I do to deserve this D;

13 Dec, 2011

SWAG

WTF swag is the stupidest sh!t I've ever heard stfu

13 Dec, 2011

<3

Aww it's trents birffday!!!<3 happie birffday Trent ^O^

13 Dec, 2011

>.>

I guess I'm not good enough for anyone Forever alone :(

12 Dec, 2011

Ha!

Emo is sooo over rated now >.> it's all about skaters and bikers(;

10 Dec, 2011

:33

uploaded new pics ^-^

08 Dec, 2011

See this is how u greet a girl, NOT hey sexy >.> (annoying af!)

From: =Devin Date: Dec 8 2011 11:24PM Subject: Hey Hey there gorgeous

29 Nov, 2011

>:o

WTF is wrong wiff my playlist?!

23 Nov, 2011

U_U

Today ended badly So ima knock the fhuck out PEACE!! >.>

23 Nov, 2011

D;

Holy Sh!t Annoyed as fhuck!!! u_u

23 Nov, 2011

>.>

Bitches.on my sack!

22 Nov, 2011

<3

New pics on playlist!!!(:

21 Nov, 2011

Hewroo :3

Message me I'm bored af!

20 Nov, 2011

:D

playing MW3<3

13 Nov, 2011

:D HEY YOU!!!

ohaii! well i have new pics on playlist(: check'em out!

31 Oct, 2011

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN!!!! X)

posted new pics of me in my costum(x check'em out ;D

31 Oct, 2011

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!<3

Hehe well it's Halloween yay! Dressing up at skool xD Ima be Alice in wonderland! I'll post pics on playlist later!(: Kaybye<3

26 Oct, 2011

YOU THERE!!!

IF U HAVE A FACEBOOK INBOX ME FOR A ADD :3

26 Oct, 2011

^O^

talking to gibby on the fone xD

24 Oct, 2011

HEHE HI!

WELL IMA BE GETTING MY SEPTUM PIERCED AS SOON AS I GET $10 IM KINDA SCARED BUT EXCITED :D

21 Oct, 2011

OHAII :3

DAMN i havent been on in forever it feels like :O WELL i posted new pics and message me peoples :D

27 Aug, 2011

Best lyrics vie heard ;D

Morte et Dabo Morte et Dabo So he came forth and said unto me Son you are forsaken Condemned for the sins that you live I offer you forgiveness  Bow down before me Bow down before me I'll never bow to he who claims to be divine I'll tear down your gates with my bare fhucking hands And burn the world that you rule over No matter how convinced you are you're not a god of mine You're not a fhucking god of mine I never believed in you From what I see it was justified I never believed in you, in you This power over the masses is a gift you don't deserve When your blood spills, I'll drink from your skull You can run but you can't hide B!tch, I'll fhucking find you!  I'll tear your eyes right out of your self-righteous face  Lord, I'll fhucking find you!  I'll tear your tongue out of your rancid fhucking mouth Heaven will, burn to the fhucking ground Your world will crumble, and fall from the skies Blood will spill, and rain upon the earth Your reign is over, and I'll wear your crown This is your demise I know you can feel it in your chest This is your demise It's getting closer This is your demise I'm creeping from the depths of hell This is your demise I know where you sleep I never believed in you From what I see it was justified I never believed in you, in you What a way to end the world,  With false hope in a false god. What a way to end the world,  With false hope in you.

23 Aug, 2011

BUTT NUGGETSS?

post new pics on playlist :D

18 Aug, 2011

xD ahhh!

WELL... im changing my look everyones just a liddo emo poser >.< just GTFO xD

18 Aug, 2011

WELL

not sure if i should do my Septum D:

14 Aug, 2011

@[email protected]

im high as a motha f***a!

29 Jul, 2011

hehe

going to the Xgames

16 Jul, 2011

:D

Max and Violence!!!(:

13 Jul, 2011

:)

Answer to my inbox you + me You + Me + A room alone?? 1.movie 2.s** 3.fight 4.talk 5.party 6.cuddle 7.make out How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Slick [ ] Maxy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuhhhccckk [ ] Kiss Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - - ) <-----leave ya numba [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No

11 Jul, 2011

<\3

F*** u I'm soooo done with u and ur bulls*** u fat b****** U can go s*** some d***s in hell!

04 Jul, 2011

Woot woot!

Yay! Ish my birffday!!(:

29 Jun, 2011

:D

crazy a** party last night pics on playlist didnt really have time to post them all but i will(; got buzzed tho and had to go O.O i was terrified xD haaha but i didnt get taught cuz ima G

25 Apr, 2011

Hey u kids!(:

More pics on my playlist :O Remember don't talk to strangers(; hehe

21 Apr, 2011

Happy day

Happy 4/20!!!(:

21 Apr, 2011

RaWr!

Message me I don't bite(; Well maybe But not hard(:

18 Apr, 2011

XD

Eatin some cap'n crunch yo! :D

27 Feb, 2011

Guys these days

No offense to the guys but... Damn guys ur getting less and less sweet and romantic each day Unless I'm not talking to the right ones idk It might just be me But all guys want r nasty pix or cyber I'm just so sick of guys asking me things like that They use us and then treat us like sh!t I might be the only one but thats pretty much how it goes and it's so Fu~king annoying! Ya so that's wat I had to say goodbye :D hope u guys change Please god P.s. Maybe if u guys actually stay in a good long relationship then ask us about cybering or pix then maybe just maybe we'd do it Ash lay! ;)