05 Jun, 2010

>:) who likes my kitty

....?l? ???? ? ? <-----he names ish sherbert? l?? ~? ???f_, )? This is Kitty. Copy Kitty to your profile to help her achieve world domination i stole DJ kitteh now it mine and he no haversh backers sho HA! xp

17 Apr, 2010

###!!!!

CALL MEH 740 777 3546!!! or leave yewr numbres and i'll call yew kaeh? kaeh! x3 ~$m00cH3$~

15 Feb, 2010

V-daeh or Lover's daeh?

People saeh that Valentines day is for the people who are in love, soooo what about the people who aren't? That's why Valentines daeh AND Lover's daeh are both created. Valentines daeh is the daeh for lovers tew beh with thier mate or w/e and Lover's daeh ish for the singles and or loners and or the people who just hate Valentines daeh :T lolz tadaeh's the daeh tew sho yewr heart tew everehone heh x) happeh Lovers daeh everahone! x)

07 Feb, 2010

mi amor x)

I wrote your name in the sky and the wind blew it away. I wrote your name on a piece of paper and someone threw it away. I wrote your name in the sand and the sea washed it away. I put your name in my heart and there it will stay. Put this in your blog if you really love someone<3

10 Jan, 2010

Now I'm broken

singer: me artist: me I was so alone He showed me a way I was afraid to walk that way and listen to what he say Yes I trust him enough to risk Everything I have to be in love and break my sheild just so that I could be held in his sweet hugs Everything he did to me was right Only made one mistake only one I forgave him but he knew I wouldn't forget it was wrong what was done But we sticked through it Made it through the rain Now that he's gone I can't take the pain He held my smiles Made me laugh Listened to my crys My heart I let him have Now I'm broken I'm left without a scar to see because he mend my heart And gave it back to me I can't be alone Those midnight phone calls they haunt me in my dreams Watching our future on the walls Its all caving in on me I can't just be alone I wish I was stronger Or even a little more time I just wanted to be his a little longer Now I'm shattered and nothing's bringing me back I've lost the way I've lost track Where were we Where'd you go? How's it up there? The thing's I did, do you know? But we sticked through it Made it through the rain Now that he's gone I can't take the pain He held my smiles Made me laugh Listened to my crys My heart I let him have Now I'm broken I'm left without a scar to see because he mend my heart And gave it back to me (2x)

10 Jan, 2010

Can someone please answer this!?

What do you do when you can't do anything?

10 Jan, 2010

Taylor

I never got the chance to even say goodbye, perhaps I never wanted to. But I do know that I honestly to god did love you and I'm so so sorry for the things that I said to you. I know now that I won't even be able to take them back. Taylor I should have known when we first started talking that it wasn't going to be long till you were gone from me. Your a Taylor :\. Your an angel. Your not my angel anymore. Sometimes I could feel as though your with me, I remember waking up in the mddle of the night because of you. But now itsbecause I'm crying. I've never really cried about someone's death but this, this wasn't just "someone"......it was you. Of all people! Why you?! I can't go one just hating myself, but no one said I shouldn't cry, or even blame myself for what happened....Taylor I'll never forget you and I pray to god that you never forget me...maybe even save me a little spot in heaven. I'll be there soon, then that promise we made about our family it won't be a lie......we could have little angels of our own.....up there......God taylor I'm going to miss you so much. I don't know what I'm going to do without you.....I knew you'd be gone but I never thought permanently......You knew me, and I mean the real me,and you accepted me for all my flaws. I'll see you soon, i don't know when....but I bet you do.....I love you ~Gabe~

10 Jan, 2010

omg

what have i done? :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

08 Jan, 2010

? IF U LIKE SOMEONE READ THIS?

Honestly ... If u really like someone right now, and miss them at this moment, and cant get them out of ur head, and you think about them ALL the time, then repost this t**led "? IF U LIKE SOMEONE READ THIS?" within one minute. They will surprise u ...

01 Jan, 2010

Song: Ever

Written by: me Singer: me Ft Tatiana Have you ever Lived in the freezing cold Have you everhad to walk 6 blocks cause yo' car got towed Have you ever Felt alone in your own home The you never Knew what it was like to be like me to be lost in this world To see what's blind and what's right To me I'm just one girl With a wish for right sight No you never Felt a true heart break No you never Wanted life to end for your sake No you never thought it was over when the world shake So have you ever just wanted it to end To be lost in this world To see what's good today To me I'm just one girl with a wish for things to stay So if you ever want to walk this way So if you ever want to be followed by gray So if you ever Wish the pain away Then you never knew what it was like to be like me To be lost in this world To see ifthings are always To me I'm just one girl With a wish for things to go our ways Ohh have you ever Ohh have you ever Oh ohh woah never never...

01 Jan, 2010

Song: New Year

Written by: me Singer: me Ohh ohh woah we used to be enemies now we're one big family there's no more problems We don' fixed them You left me now your with me everything's okay the sky's aren't always gray You told me to wish That I'd find my golden fish now that it's here I wish on this new year Yes I'm wishing on a new year Ohh ohh yeah a new year You were that part of me that made me strong to see what's right in my life Oh can you tell me why... You told me to wish That I'd find my golden fish Now that it's here I wish on this new year Yes I'm wishing on a new year new year New Year woahh woahh ohh New year New Year Where everything Okay Yes I'm wishing on a new yew....

29 Dec, 2009

2008-2009

Theres been more problems and even more resolutions on here then I can count. I've meet friends and even best friends on here that I will never forget. I even found love, something I know i should cherish though I don't know how. I'm still willing to learn. I haven't heard from Taylor and yet I'm okay with it now. I almost lost Taytay and yet she stayed with me. She doesn't know why she stayed, neither do I but, God I'm grateful that she did and I'm sure she is to. I have another sister hehe her names Destiney, but I call her Des, i love her to. Then there's this one special girl, she's my bestest friend and closes friend ever, her names Alissa but I call her Alish. We share everything, pain, tears, jokes, everything. I love her for holding me together through it all. There's also all these random guys popping out of nowhere which at times I don't remember there names, but I do remember there faces. They're cool too. There's this guy, I'm not going to mention his name because he knows who he is, he changed me and also let me help him and in return he helped me. He's my best boy best friend and i love him to. Though we call eachother brother and sister -which i think is kind of gross but funny - we sure do fight like them thoo. It's crazy how only 12 months can change you in and out, maybe you know that feeling. But see it's a new year now and I'm going to spend this year with the ones that care most about me. Happy New Years everyone :) Love, ~Gabe~ ~♥~

25 Dec, 2009

hehe

MERREH CHRISTMAS EVEREH BODEH!!!! :) :) :) :) ;) :) ;) :) Oh i forgot tew shay keep dancing even if shome one tell yew tew stop DONT! dance till tha end of time hehe I'm j/k don dew that that would beh funneh though hahaha

23 Dec, 2009

ons and offs

Is taller than you - on Is shorter than you - on Wears braces - don't care Has blue eyes - on Has green eyes - on Has hazel eyes - on Drinks alcohol - dont care just not tew much xD Wears glasses - DONT CARE Smokes -OFF Plays sports - don't care Compliments you - On Shaves her legs- on Wears jewelry - DONT CARE Has facial hair - OFF Smiles when you walk in the room - On Has brown hair - On Has black hair - On Has blonde hair - On Has red hair - on Makeup - off Can make you laugh at any given moment - On Loyal - On Laid back - On Plays guitar - on Plays drums - on Sings - on hes buff-on shes skinny - dont care he has abs - on she can draw - on Doesn't eat meat - dont care Does Mugs - OFF Is bi - ON has a tattoo - dont care Has a lip ring - on Has snake bites - on

23 Dec, 2009

Stop saying I can't

I can't change I can't be pure I can't be an angle I can't be with you I can't be loved by you I can't be the one that hurts you I can't let you fall for me I can't be the one to protect you I can't be the one who hurts you anymore I can't be the down fall for you I can't be the one to call it fair or pay back I can't be the person to admit what I did I can't be the one to tell you I can't be the one to love you I can't be the one for you I can't be the one there for you, but i am I can't be the one stuck in loves obsticals I can't be the one to bring you down I can't be the one to stop the rain I can't be the weak one I can't be the strong one I can't be the right one I can't I can't I just can't! Los seintos

23 Dec, 2009

EMO pothead with a hot boyfriend/ girlfriend. now shee why dew i gotah beh a pot head, not nice :'(!

What color of shirt are you wearing? Red = silly Brown = cute Green = gorgeous Blue = s**y white = Muscular Aqua = freaky Yellow = innocent Purple = a little TOO happy Black or dont remeber = Orange = funny Gray = dumb Pink = preppy light pink = sweaty Multicolored = tree hugging Other = hott none = s**y beastly What kind of pants are you wearing? short shorts =cheerleader Skirt or Skort = llama Corduroy = cagefighter skinny jeans = pothead Ripped Jeans = skater Camo = hillbilly jean short shorts = w**** jeans = prep Cargo = clown Sweats or basketball shorts = gangster soccer shorts = runner Shorts = bum Pajama Pants = s*** Nothing = mother banger What is your NATURAL hair color? dark brown =with a broken heart auburn = with a hot boyfriend/ girlfriend red = with a hot b*** black = with a nice smile blonde = with a hott body brown = with beautiful eyes dirty blonde = that flirts tooo much strawberry blonde = that is to much to handle light brown = with amazing eyes

22 Dec, 2009

That type of friend

I'm the type of friend that will think empty bottles are chew toys I'm the type of friend that will wait for a stop sign to turn green I'm the type of friend that falls up the stairs to fall down them I'm the type of friend that will bump into a person and say they hit meh I'm the type of friend that laughs about something that happened a year ago I'm the type of friend that will laugh if someone gets hurt for like 5 hours then ask if their okay I'm the type of friend that watches vegetales 8 times and still says "I don't get it" I'm the type of friend that will throw rocks at a cadapult because they're evil I'm the type of friend that argues with cookie monster because he stole my cookies I'm the type of friend that blames a fart on an elevator on another person...when theres only 2 people on the elevator I'm the type of friend that thinks the sky is just one giant rainbow I'm the type of friend that thinks an hot air balloon is a balloon that blows fire I'm the type of friend that drives around a statue 15 times and then notices that I've been going around in a circle I'm the type of friend that thinks aqua is a type of igglo name I'm that type of friend AND YEW LOVESH ITS =^.^= hehe x)

20 Dec, 2009

Awful

I blamed you for my mistakes I was scared, I didn't mean to I'll stay with you for what ever it takes I never wanted to hurt you I feel so awful for what i said I didn't want things to turn out this way I never thought of the things I did But now there's so much stuff I have to say and I feel awful for what I did... Los seintos papi :(

16 Dec, 2009

[email protected]

I believed you gave you my trust gave you my heart gave you my fear and gave you my secrets and you do this to me i know i'm not perfect but.... [email protected] i didn't mean that to you did i? You didn't love me I knew that...... didn't want to believe it not until i got hurt and now i wish i never even fxcking met you [email protected]

27 Nov, 2009

proton

If yewr gonna beh Emo, it doesn't fxckin mean that yewr bi, or even gay, it doesn't have shyt ta dew with what or fxcking who yew fxckin date yew dumbassh and if yewr gonna try ta tell people what they are, I sujest yew learn yewr facts first, ya feel meh?

25 Nov, 2009

how may should i put up to tell :T

Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, " You deserve to die You worthless pest! " The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She grabbed her bear And again started crying Police showed up At the small little house The quickly barged in Everything was as quiet as a mouse One officer slowly Opened a door To find the sad little girl Lieing on the floor It must have been bad To go through so much harm But at least she died With her best friend in her arms PLZ PASS THIS ON IF U R AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

25 Nov, 2009

I promise my love

I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

23 Nov, 2009

:T

i'm fine

20 Nov, 2009

wow

people like to dance i like to wiggle people like to sing i like to giggle people like to draw i like to scribble hahaha I'M AWSOME AND YEWR NOT! x) lolz hahaha

17 Nov, 2009

madiane name :)

yay my name ish now Gabriela Karrisa Ruggles, oh yeah thats meh :p jealous much??? /:)

09 Nov, 2009

wanna kno

A - AVAILABLE: No B - BIRTHDAY: October 27 C - CRUSHING ON: soda cans lolz D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: apple juice E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: My sister F - FAVORITE SONG: Besame Fuerte by Baby Boy G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummeh bear bear H - HOMETOWN: Puerto Rico I - IN LOVE WITH: Tay :) J - JUGGLE: ??? whats that mean i can't juggle but i can throw things at people lolz haha K - KILLED SOMEONE: Does a teddy Care Bear count? O.o L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 48 hrs M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Vanilla or cookie dough :) N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 sisters, two brothers and me :T lolz O - ONE WISH: Ta be with tay :T P - PERSON YOU TEXTED LAST: my taylor R- REASON TO SMILE: because of him :T S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Supergirl by Kyrstal T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6:00 U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Pink and black poka dots lolz V - VEGETABLE(S): sweet potatoes lolz W - WORST HABIT: having slow moments lolz X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: 1 Y - YOYOS: lolz none they like tew attack meh :( Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio :p

08 Nov, 2009

A younger you

Me and my sister were having a talk justa few minutes ago. I didn't notice how much of her is like me and how much I fear of that. We cried together that moment. She's only a younger version of me and I'm scared for her. Almost risked my life because my old home, it wasn't a home. A house isn't a home, a home is a place you can get rid of stess and stuff. Never was a home suppoed to be where all your pain is made from. The only true home i have is my heart but its not going to give me shelter. if you want to know more go ahead and msg me. If you know someone like this then repost this with the person's name at the bottom. Jesssica

07 Nov, 2009

msgs

i accidentaly deleted all my msgs, message meh if we were talking :T

07 Nov, 2009

help me

Everyday when I'm alone, My cusin is here with me. He touches me where no one should touch me. Threatends me not to tell anyone. Makes me do bad things to him I don't want to do. I'm scared of what he might try next. You said you'd protect me, but your gone. And I'm stuck at home.......alone with him. Help me :T

06 Nov, 2009

Don't depend on you

I don't need no one's sympathy, I'm strong I'm super girl when ever anyone needs me, I'm a therapist I'm the one everyone chooses ta love, I'm cupid I am the only one everyone can spot out through the crowd, I'm the outsider I am the one to save anyone from suicide, but who's gonna save me?

29 Oct, 2009

Birthday Wish

this wouldn't be the first time you left me alone every broken promise you made to me I shield all the pain so you'll never see all the little times you called my phone How is the love in the air When there's really nothing there How can you say that you care When telling you me the things i don't want to hear You left me sitting in the chair on my birthday Hoping and wishing you'd be on with something to say But its like you forgot, even though i'm your only kid So i think back on everything you never did How is the love in the air When there's really nothing there How can you say that you care When telling you me the things i don't want to hear When the dry tears start boiling through me I wished that you could just see How the angel you left at three Is growning up into what wasn't mean't to be How is the love in the air When there's really nothing there How can you say that you care When telling you me the things i don't want to hear Every year you went away Farther and farther whats there to say?? When there were no goodbye But i wanted to ask you "why"? Why would you leave me in the pouring rain Why did you look at me with all the shame As if it was all true When you had a face full of blue How is the love in the air When there's really nothing there How can you say that you care When telling you me the things i don't want to hear

25 Oct, 2009

forget you!

You always say i love you like that fixes everything your so used to winning but i wanna say forget you you left my heart out in the rain forget you you turned your back on me when i needed you the most forget you you left me crying in the rain forget you but I STILL LOVE YOU

24 Oct, 2009

CHILD ABUSE SUCKS!!!!!!!! pt2

man the freaking poem made meh cry :( :( :( :(!!!!!!!

24 Oct, 2009

CHILD ABUSE SUCKS!!!!!!!!

A poem about Child Abuse My name is Lucifer I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I werent ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now Im starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "Im sorry!", I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While i lay there motionless Brawled on the floor My name is Lucifer I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me Now i roam the underworld, to help those in need. I may seem evil, but i'm not. And if you read this and dont pass it on I pray for your forgiveness Because you would have to be AOne heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because you are effected, Do something about it! So all i ask you to do pIs pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

24 Oct, 2009

what can i say lolz

Girl: Did I ever cross in your mind? Boy: No. Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really. Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No. Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No. Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No. Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No. Girl: Choose - Me or your life? Boy: My life. The girl runs away in shock and pain, and the boy runs after her, then he says... The reason you never cross in my mind is because you're always on my mind.. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.. The reason why I don't want you is because I need you.. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.. and The reason I choose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE... If you would say the same thing (being a girl or boy), copy this and put it on your profile

21 Oct, 2009

why

1#why is love so confusing you say you love me, but your never on so when yew get on you'll get this msg its over and thats that 2#you keep things from meh, i thought we were bff's since when did yew start hinding things from me and i bet yew don't even care, you think i only want yewr pitty but really i want yewr love 3#I truely thank yew for being by my side through it all and i kno its going to be hell where yew stand at This is truely a journey to the finish And a battle for my heart So who will win...?

20 Oct, 2009

Las estrellas del cielo

¿Alg**a vez piensas en mí   La forma en que pienso de ti?   Ver Mirando hacia el azul   Pensando en lo que ha sido un Través de   Como las lágrimas de mis ojos less'in   Como las estrellas del cielo   Conocer su bless'in un ángel   Cuando usted abre tus alas y volar   Una manga nunca Revelo   Sellada una amistad   Pero el amor que ocultar   Porque siempre estoy de tu lado   Como las lágrimas de mis ojos less'in   Como las estrellas del cielo   Conocer su bless'in un ángel   Cuando usted abre tus alas y volar   Nadie nunca me dijo   De que estar tan cerca de alguien como usted   Que hace que mi corazón quiere ser libre   Sin embargo, nunca se sabe Lo Que Debe hacer   Como las lágrimas de mis ojos less'in   Como las estrellas del cielo   Conocer su bless'in un ángel   Cuando usted abre tus alas y volar

20 Oct, 2009

star in the sky

Do you ever think of me The way I think of you? Staring out to the blue see Thinking back on what you've been through As the tears from my eyes less'in Like the stars from the sky Knowing your an angel bless'in When you spread your wings and fly A crush never revealed A friendship sealed But the love to hide Because I'm always on your side As the tears from my eyes less'in Like the stars from the sky Knowing your an angel bless'in When you spread your wings and fly No one ever told me that being so close to someone like you Would make my heart want to be free Yet you never know what you should do As the tears from my eyes less'in Like the stars from the sky Knowing your an angel bless'in When you spread your wings and fly

17 Oct, 2009

blogs

mainly and mostly everyone of my blogs were of corse writting and made by meh so ......lolz

17 Oct, 2009

DARN IT!

Stop looking at my page grrrrrrr i'mma bites yew xD lolz LMAO! haha J/K J/K i not bites yew i promises :) but yewr making it hard to tell people how many profile views i have if you keep looking at my profile ya'kno, :\ but it kay cause i gets more :)

16 Oct, 2009

5984

WOOT 5979 5979 5979 5979 5979 5984 wooot bet ya can't guess how many veiws i haves :) lolz

16 Oct, 2009

Confusion (who would care)

Long long time ago 2 months its been sense i cut everyday harder and harder to say no my perfect angel tells me she loves me she cant seee these scars that are made new loathing my person wanting to end it all as i walk down this soulless hall not knowing what will happen just wanting the faces and the screams to stop who would care if i die who would care if i end my life i may be missed by 1 or 2 but remembered by none i look down at the loaded g** slowly quivering shaking and wondering will she miss me if i pull the trigger will any one care theres one less "emo" to deal with longing to be touched longing to be kissed by the one that moved away the one that fixed my heart the one that stopped the heart one that found me on the floor almost lifeless bleeding out i pull the trigger i feel at ease god will be pleased thank god revolvers i must live but what would happen if russian roullete's destiny had chose otherwise would i be missed???

15 Oct, 2009

Invisible Girl

: tears in my eyes : my fears alive : dreams where lost : hopes were dry : all alone : breaking of my heart : no longer wanting to be alive : to play my part : my family hadn't a care for me : my friends barley spoke a word to me : I feel left out : not a soul cared that I exist : and was actually there : but as times flew by, memory of me disappears.

15 Oct, 2009

Crimson blood and poison tears

Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don’t need you anymore… Is what I think while tears pour. I hate you like I hate my life; But love is what cuts like a knife. Love is death and death is you; Its pain stains like a black tattoo. Those memories come back again And bind me in the ropes of pain. Crimson blood streams down my head Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread, To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull… ...Now just a memory that’s faded and dull.

13 Oct, 2009

Amiga-Amigoz

Todos mis amigos y mi amor Nosotros siempre estaremos juntos para siempre Así que sólo quiero darle las gracias por todo Y por la mierda que ha pasado, Por mi lado tú estabas allí, El dolor y las lágrimas que compartimos Yo sabía que podía contar contigo, Por eso sólo quiero darle las gracias por todo Y todo lo que no ha ocurrido todavía Porque yo sé que usted estará allí para mí Y a cambio de esto usted elegir nada Tu siempre felices, incluso cuando su malestar Sabías que soy ciego para no ver Que tu aquí para mí y estoy aquí para ti Así es como va a ser, una amistad que es VERDADERO

13 Oct, 2009

friend

All of my friends and my love We'll always be together forever So i just want to thank you for everything And for the s*** you been through By my side you were there The pain and tears we share I knew that i could count on you Thats why I just want to thank you for everything And everything that hasn't occured yet Because I'll know you'll be there for me And in return for this you choose nothing Your always happy even when your upset You knew that I'm blind not to see That your here for me and I'm here for you Thats how its going to be, a friendship thats true

12 Oct, 2009

tell me in comment or message

why IF I LET U GRAB ONLY 1 PART OF MY BODY WAT WOULD U GRAB AND Y??? REPOST DIS 2 SEE HOW MANY PPL WANT 2 GRAB U IF U DNT REPOST IN THE NEXT 30 SECONDS SUMTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN 2 U!!!!!!!!!!!

12 Oct, 2009

Autumn Times

Autumn breeze frigidly touches ailing dreadful lives Harshly darkness quietly surrounds the broken souls Mellow serenades that once played between hearts Pathetically have transformed into bitter sad songs Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds Cupid has lost his romancing arrows Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts Howling chilly wind blows through the mist Sounds of sorrow spread allover the place Fuzzy humid air submerges the inner lust Lives decay slowly as the autumn leaves fall...

12 Oct, 2009

Your Lies

Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off s(rewing her My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one And I let myself believe I know that you are using me But you'll never let me go I know that you don't love me I know I'm just for show I don't know If I can stand To see you love another girl You know that you broke my heart You know that your my world But while your standing by my side I'll believe your lies forever Cause everything seems so perfect When we are together

12 Oct, 2009

Falling Away

I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying

12 Oct, 2009

our love

Loves memory has traced our outline in this place. But will the spider remember, or the sun? Did the water capture our faces in permanence? Does the wind create us anew as it blows? Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them? Our secret been revealed. Yet I have told no other. I write these words in silence, in mute testimony To what once was. But our image remains alive in this place. It can not be removed. You, me, We then, Were here. We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow. We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise. We were not liars, But thieves of time. For now time has now forgotten us, Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers This place that was ours.

12 Oct, 2009

quotes

The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone. I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away? Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions Why do people tell you to believe in what you want to but then tell you not to believe in the one true thing you do believe in? Times a precious thing to waste, but friends are more precious Kiss me im emo! The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil. The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge faster than society gathers wisdom. Do not a**ume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

11 Oct, 2009

you

you always knew what to say, you always knew what to do. So what now? What am I supposed to do. I can't tell anyone and it hurts, me to think of what happened friday but do you even want to help me. Will you? I'm in tears and and I'm scared but do you care? Do you even want to hear what happened? I'm not the weak person but right onw I have no other choice but to cry, knowning that i should dtop but i can't. It hurts to much, to live with that day replaying every second of my life but what can I do? NOT a [email protected] thing! And I hate this!

11 Oct, 2009

why

i uhmm.......nvm

10 Oct, 2009

colors

Pink dark #CA124F Bright red #FA0F0F Dark red #972424 Bright pink #FC0584 Bubble hot pink #FC05C7 Purple #D805FC Dark purple #811893 Purple/blue #910BFE Dark purple/blue #6107A9 Blue #2808FF Navy blue #1C0C84 Light blue #08C0FF Lime green #08FF23 Dark green #2B9737 Dark yellow #929A15 Orange #FFAD0C Dark orange #FF810C Red #FF290C Burg**dy #971C0B

01 Oct, 2009

colors

i was so bored yesterday, i wrote all the codes to get different colors for in chat lolz haha

25 Sep, 2009

xD

From: ♥Jomo♥ Date: Sep 25 2009 4:59PM Subject: RE: xD ~Runs into a wall~ ITS NOT WORKING!! ~Keeps running into thw wall~ ITS STILL NOT WORKING!! ~runs into it 50 more times~ Owwieee!! Nother Hella Funny Blog XD

25 Sep, 2009

SISH IS SILLEH!!!

From: ♥Jomo♥ Date: Sep 25 2009 4:37PM Subject: RE: xD xD ~Washes hair then puts more pudding on it, then puts some skittlez and chocolate chips on it~ :O I FORGOT ICING!! ~puts on Icing on~ This would be a hella funny blog XD

25 Sep, 2009

Long Lost Love

The girl and the boy were in love They went behind everyone's back The girl hated how things were So she told everyone She wasn't allowed to talk to the boy for 8 months Its took her a min to realize she still loved him And those 8 months, she cried Realizing what she messed up Since then she's been regreting everything she said at that time, And wished she never said any of it It was hard for her to move on Because no one could satisfy her the way he did No matter how hard she wanted to try It was no competion who she wanted and loved And so dreadly missed so much :T

25 Sep, 2009

September 10, 9:57PM

Okay so she says she isn’t trying to be mean to me but yet she points me out every time someone else dose something little wrong and when I eat…What kind of stupid s*** is that? But hay she tried to f***ing kill me because I finally do what she tells me. I mean she’s constantly telling me to fight back fight back, stop being a push over, ya-da ya-da ya-da and when I finally do step up for once because I was getting sick of her hitting Me every time she was p***ed of or what ever. That’s not my fault she doesn’t know how to f***ing deal with her anger and b****y attitude, now is it? No! So now when she ask me something I only say sure and okay to her. I don’t talk to her like I used to. I come home everyday and say that school is fine but really its hell. I’m learning something that I completely don’t understand, and when I try to ask for help: one, the teacher doesn’t give me her full attention, and two, I get attitudes from the other students. I’m so sick of being a good kid. At least I’m f***ing trying damn can I get some f***ing help every once and awhile? Please! The rest of the teachers are fine though, and I guess you can say that I’m glad I got basically the only classes I’m good at and S.S is like majorly easy. I just need to get the project finished though. Not very sure when I’ll do it, my aunt says that we will get it done at the library. But like the project is due on the 21 of September! Dude that’s only in like ten days, basically two weeks! I can do it like now, all I have to do is draw. And hay I looove to draw so.. ugh I’m tired and my eyes burn kind of. I love daddy Yankee though!! Haha I’m silly. I’m bored like seriously I’m bored dude. My cousin and auntie are watching “BEWHITCHED” and my mom is searching through the kitchen cabinets. Yeah that’s how bored I am I just told you everything everyone is doing. Oh wait, and I’m typing this to an imagine nary person. Yeah I got problems hah! Now my mother and auntie are going loca with the phones ha

24 Sep, 2009

Date: September 10, 5:40PM

Do you know how it is when no one understands you, no one wants you. What its like to wake up everyday and dream every night that nothing is going to get any better then this. Having marks all over your body and don’t even know where there coming from? No, you don’t know what its like to feel useless, used, and ignored, all at once. That’s why you don’t get me, why you don’t understand me. Everything is always handed to you. You never have to work for anything you need. You have everything I wish I could have. And you don’t even deserve it all! But do I say anything to you? NO! You are just a spoiled little thing that whines when you can’t get what you want! Do you know what your doing to MY mother?! NO! Do you even care? NO! You ungrateful disrespectful little b******! I hate it when I’m mad, I end up just saying how I feel when I write or type. And this typing thing is starting to make me lazy on my writing. I didn’t notice till I tried to write what was on my mind and I couldn’t even write it. My writing has changed and its not even like me to write like that. I just want the old me back. The old me that knew what to do at a time like this. But right now I’m just speechless, and I hate it!

22 Sep, 2009

who wants to know?!

who wants to know how i've been anyone, anyone, well who cares i'm gonna tell yew anyways! hehe :p

22 Sep, 2009

stay

Touch Laugh Play Sing Enjoy Smile Hug Hold Anger Fury Kill Cry Yell Hit Runaway Hate Don’t leave me alone Don’t let It run you away Don’t go and cry Don’t be sad anymore Don’t hate me anymore Please, just please don’t leave me Promise to love me forever Promise to stay by my side Promise me that this is real That this is true upon how I feel That you’ll stay for this crazy ride Because I’m tired of being alone I don’t want to wait everyday for the phone I want to be with you always I don’t want to be mad at you I want you to want me forever Please, just please just stay.

22 Sep, 2009

hehe

i ish funneh , hehe and realleh wantz a kookeh :( SOMEONE GIMMEH A KOOKEH PLWEZZ I DEW ANEHTHINGZ!!!! :( i wannah kookeh :s

21 Sep, 2009

Hehe

I ISH BAQERZ SORRY FOR THA LONG TERM ABSENCET AND BOY DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU!!

09 Sep, 2009

:) ♥♥ :)

~~~~_~~~~ ~~_( _ )_~~~ ~(_ (@) _)~~ ~~~( _ )~~~~ ~~~~~ | _~~~ ~~~~~ |/_ /~~ ~~~~~ |~~~~ ♥ ~SENDING FLOWERZ FA YEW~ ♥

09 Sep, 2009

MOTHERS!

I'm EFFIN GROUNDED I'VE BEEN GROUNDED FOR EFFIN 3 dayz...I DON'T LIKE THIZ AND YESH I SNEAKED ON :P lolz

30 Aug, 2009

lolz i got tew personaz lolz

? Post this on your page if you love god and you aren't ashamed of it. Don't back down now because since God knows that you read this and you didn't repost this, he will punish you. Remember, all you do on earth is counted, and theres no one to stop you, but when God is deciding whether or not to punish you or reward you, since you didn't copy and paste this, and you are ashamed of it, he will frown at you and punish you. God forgives all that are worthy of it. If you don't copy and paste this in the next 10 minutes, that means that you are ashamed of God, and he will punish you. This is not just a meaningless chain letter, this is a test whether you are a believer, or someone who is not worthy of a reward.

28 Aug, 2009

new

KALL MEH THA NEW EVALE DR.PHIL! DA DA DA DAAAA xD hahahahahahahahaha

28 Aug, 2009

Friends-Love-HELP!

What can i do? Its not like I can speak out! What just happened here!? We were talking about us and our past, the laughter and the song and everything in between....but then turns out you like her wth!?! I mean hell i don't blame you but WTH! Thats just kinda fxcked up ya'know! I mean we were so freaking close I mean really!! REALLY! ughh ~sighs~ I don't want to let go.....I can't let go......and especialy not for her and she's everything to meh......man this just isn't fair! what am I going to do I don't want this but I do want her to be happy and I do know you'll be right for her but I just don'- ~sighs~ go with her >.> I'm going to have to let you go sooner or later.....and hay why not....she deserves you :T los seintos

28 Aug, 2009

:)

hehe ALSIH ISH MEH BESTIE FA EVE AND ALWAYZ!!

28 Aug, 2009

PEOPLE CAN BE SO RUDE!

[XxElmozxX ]: sorry, back, had to do something -_- [ x**Emo_Sweetx** ]: lolz its okay [ XxElmozxX ]: Hmkay. [ x**Emo_Sweetx** ]: im kinda doing somethin in the mean timeee =P [ XxElmozxX ]: Lol Hmkay =D [ XxElmozxX ]: My Sister Had To Wrap My Foot Again =/ [ x**Emo_Sweetx** ]: aww hope it gets better =] [ XxElmozxX ]: Yeah, It'll Be 8 Weeks Til I Can Walk Again And Another 8 Weeks For My Other Foot -_- [ x**Emo_Sweetx** ]: omg =[ [ XxElmozxX ]: Yeah... I Had Surgery.. And Gonnah Have Surgery Again -_-. [ Xx_prettypink_xX ]: los seintos [ x**Emo_Sweetx** ]: omgzz =O i hope it goes ok =[ [ XxElmozxX ]: Yeah, I Hope So Too. Im On Crutches Now.. And Will Be Til After 16 Weeks Or So. [ x**Emo_Sweetx** ]: ={ thats saddd [ XxElmozxX ]: Yeah. BUt I'll Be Okay.. Hopefully I Won't Have To Wait 15 Hours And 30 Mins To Eat And Drink -_- Like i Did Last Week.. [ x**Emo_Sweetx** ]: awwz ={ DID YOU SEE IT I SAY SOMMETHING AND SON'T EVEN GET ACKNOWLEGED! they are so rude! >.> j***s -.-

19 Aug, 2009

Mood:

confused, loved, in pain, hot wondering, up-set spyful, p***ed okay, fine in pain, slow i feel blueish green :T

17 Aug, 2009

Mood:

fine, sad, bored, depressed, angry, worried, hungry, full, bytcheh, pizzed off, like crying, confused, apathetic, i feel like red taday, i'm not pink anymore, my mood is rojo, A.K.A red :-T

17 Aug, 2009

I don't wanna know

Somebody said they saw you The person you was kissing wasn't me An i would never ask you I just kept it to myself I don't wanna know If your playing me keep it on the low Cause my heart can't take it anymore and if your creeping please don't let it show Oh baby, I don't wanna know! oh baby i think about it when i hold you when lookin in your eyes, i can't believe I don't need to know the truth Baby keep it to yourself! I don't wanna know If your playin me Keep it on the low Cause my heart can't take it anymore And if your creepin please don't let it show Oh baby, i don't wanna know Did she touch you better then me (touch you better then me) Did she watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep) Did you show her all those things you used to do to me (do to me baby) If your better off that way (better off that way) Baby all i like to say (all that i can say) Go on do your thing and don't come back to me (stay away from me baby) I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you moving i know when your in the house or when you cruisin its been proven, my love you abusin I can't understand how a chick got you choosin (yeah) Undecided, i came and provided ma My undidvided, you came and denied it (why?) Don't even try it i know when your lyin (i know when you lyin) Don't even do that, I know why you cryin ( stop cryin) I'm not applyin no pressure just wanna let you know I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go) And i don't wanna let you leave Can't say I didn't let you breathe Gave you extra cheese (c'mon) put you in a SUV You wanted ice so i made you freeze Made you hot like the west indies (thats right) Now its time you invest in me, cause if not, then its best you leave holla, yeah I don't wanna know if your playin me keep it on the low cause my heart can't take it anymore and if you creepin please don't let it show Oh baby, I don't wanna know!!

16 Aug, 2009

i wish he would

• Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her b***/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's a** am I kicking babe?" If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will : •Call you. •Kiss you. •Love you. •Text you

16 Aug, 2009

FIGHT!

Street fight on my street, yeah ya'll didn't know mami got hansd like that!! aw it was AWSOME!! my fam kicked thier ASS!!! but chexk this the other people had more people then us though :-T but we kicked they a**!! :))

14 Aug, 2009

BLOG!

okay when i write a blog sure you can read it JUST DON'T ASK MEH QUESTIONS ON IT! PLEASE!!

14 Aug, 2009

On my mind taday

School here might be starting in two weeks, not sure if i'm readeh My sister has a stalker bf they won't let her break up with him, he threatened his life :T My neice is growing up so freaking fast its unbelieveable!! I really hate guys right now so I'm just going g**for a week and see what happens, ya'know But.....I am in love thats a Fact, but I'm just hoping this time it'll be different ya'know what i mean :T My mother keeps taking her anger out on me, not sure why which truely s***s T.T But I'm strong and I know i'll make it through what ever she puts in my way I haven't really cried in like three months so I'm going great, but people say I should losen up a little (i'll try) But every single one of you people on my friends and fan, love you all in many different ways lolz j/p oai? :p ~Gabe~

12 Aug, 2009

Side by Side

As we sit on the porch, We're side by Side When we're walking home, We're side by side As we talk on the phone, We're side by side As we make eachother smile, We're side by side As we grow old and gray, We're side by side As or children grow up and have some of their own, We're side by side As our life clock stops, We're side by side... REPOST THIS IF THE ONE YOU LOVE IS GOING TO ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE,

11 Aug, 2009

The right one :T

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now. I don't care if you are a guy or a woman. Just read this, it will make a difference. If only everyone could see this and understand it. When she stares at your mouth Kiss her When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you Grab her and dont let go When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough Kiss her and tell her you love her When she's quiet Ask her whats wrong When she ignores you Give her your attention When she pulls away Pull her back When you see her at her worst Tell her she's beautiful When you see her start crying Just hold her and don't say a word When you see her walking Sneak up and hug her waist from behind When she's scared Protect her When she steals your favorite hoodie Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night When she teases you Tease her back and make her laugh When she doesn't answer for a long time reassure her that everything is okay When she looks at you with doubt Back yourself up When she says that she loves you she really does more than you can understand When she grabs at your hands Hold her's and play with her fingers When she bumps into you; bump into her back and make her laugh When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold When she looks at you in your eyes dont look away until she does When she says it's over she still wants you to be hers When she reposts this bulletin she wants you to read it - Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her -Treat her like she's all that matters to you - Stay up all night with her when she's sick - Watch her favorite movie with her

04 Aug, 2009

People i knows

a is for Alish b ish for Brittney c ish for Chris d ish for Dre e ish for Erwin, f ih for Franklyn, g ish for Gabe, h ish for Herman, i ish for Ikka, j ish for Jamal k ish for Kert, l ish for Leanna, m ish for Mark, n ish for Natile, o ish for Omar, p ish for Patwick :), q ish for Quan, r ish for Raymond, s ish for Sish, t ish for Talor, u ish for Uniqe, v ish for Veanna, w ish for William x ish for Xavier z ish for Zack

31 Jul, 2009

TONIGHT!

i went to the indians game of coures and guess what....... WE WON and it was the best day of my life it was soooo fun i swear i mean wow i was amzing but guess what i couldn't even see the FXCKING GAME! thay freaking s***ed terribly!!

29 Jul, 2009

blog!

God i hate this blog thingy it keeps cutting half off!

29 Jul, 2009

welcome to my life

Si tu siempre sientes Como caes Si tu siempre sientes Que estas fuera de lugar Como si de alg** modo tu Simplemente no pertenecieras Y nadie te entendiera Si tu siempre quieres Huir lejos Si tu te encierras En tu habitacion Con la radio encendida A todo volumen Para que nadie Te ogia gritar No tu sabes lo es Cuando nada Se siente bien Tu no sabes lo que es Ser como yo….. Estar herido Sentrise perdido Sentrise excluido En la obscuridad Sentirte pateado Cuando has caido Sentir como tu Fuiste empujado Estar en la edad de fallar Y nadie esta ahi para Salvarte No tu no sabes lo que es… Bienvenido a mi vida Sientes que quieres Ser alguien mas Estas enfermo de Sentirte tan abandonado Estas desesperado Por encountrar algo mas Antes de que tu vida Se termine Estas orgulloso de un mundo Que por dentro odias Estas harto de Cada uno a tu alrededor Con sus Grandes sunrises fingidas Y estupidas mentiras Mientras por dentro Tu estas sangrando No tu sabes lo es Cuando nada Se siente bien Tu no sabes lo que es Ser como yo….. Estar herido Sentrise perdido Sentrise excluido En la obscuridad Sentirte pateado Cuando has caido Sentir como tu Fuiste empujado Estar en la edad de fallar Y nadie esta ahi para Salvarte No tu no sabes lo que es… Bienvenido a mi vida Nunca nadie miente Directamente en tu cara Y nadie alg**a vez Te apuñalo en la espalda Tu podrias pensar que Soy feliz Pero no estare bien… Todos siempre te daban Lo que tu queries Nunca tuviste que trabajar Todo estaba siempre ahi Tu no sabes lo que es no sabes lo que es Ser como yo….. Estar herido Sentrise perdido Sentrise excluido En la obscuridad Sentirte pateado Cuando has caido Sentir como tu Fuiste empujado Estar en la edad de fallar Y nadie esta ahi para Salvarte No tu no sabes lo que es (lo que es) Estar herido Sentrise perdido Sentrise excluido En la obscuridad Sentirte pateado Cuando has caido Sentir

28 Jul, 2009

What if....

What if what she said was true what if thats what i really feel what if you really do feel the same way what if i still think about you what if you do the same What if you really do still love me What if i really do still love you What if we really do need each other what if you only knew? Or What if you still hate me What if you don't want to think of me What if you've really moved on What if i'm just stuck in the past What if what she said was all lies What if you really are scared of me now what if theres no more chances what if we really are finished What if there really aren't anymore "We" or "Us"? What if I only knew? Then what if we pick the wrong side what if we really let things just do away what if we can't forget eachother what if we try to find a love that could replace us each what if thers just no forget us what if things be better then they were before what if things just be the same what if your willing to take that chance what if i'm willing to make that move what if we willing to love eachother again what if you were always on my mind what if i'm always on your mind what if we feel the same what if we feel completely different what if its all in our head what if its all in our heart what if you can't decied what if you walk away what if i regret tellign you how i felt and feel what if you don't care what if you do care what if?

27 Jul, 2009

you belong with me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset She's going off about something that you said She doesnt get your humour like I do I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like And she'll never know your story like I do But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along so why can't you see? You belong with me You belong with me Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself Hey isnt this easy? And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down You say you find I know you better than that Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that? She wears high heels, I wear sneakers She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along so why can't you see? You belong with me Standin by, waiting at your back door All this time how could you not know that? You belong with me You belong with me Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me. Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you? Been here all along so why can't you see? You belong with me Standing by or waiting at your back door All this time how could you not know that You belong with me You belong with me Have you ever thought just maybe You belong w

27 Jul, 2009

some boys

are just so freaking slow: -you fight with them -then they stop talking tou -they see your on -they message and say haven't talked to you in a while -then your left think ( you dip s*** we stopped talking for a reason!)

27 Jul, 2009

Quiz #3

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? I look funneh 2. How much cash do you have on you? 6 cent 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?" PINK! 4. Favorite planet? PLUTO 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? pedro 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? i want candy 7. What shirt are you wearing? my green crop-top 8. Do you "label" yourself? WTF is that?!?! 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? well chucks 10. Bright or Dark Room? well its pink and black so i'd say both 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? NO YOU MORON DON'T DO IT NOO!!! 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? watch a movie 14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? your not slow you rjust stupid! 15. Where is your nearest 7-11? near 6 and after b4 12 16. What's a word that you say a lot? hola 17.Who two people told you he/she loved you last? taylor and mama D q: 18. Last furry thing you touch last? my pillow 19. How many Mugs have you done in the last three days? none. 20. How many rolls of film do you need developed? for what? 21. Favorite age you have been so far? -7 month 22. Your worst enemy? TOEFOOD! 23. What is your current desktop picture? pink and black g**. 24. What was the last thing you said to someone? i'm going to kick your a** 25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be? i'mma take the money and then jump off a cliff and fly off with it :P HAHA I WIN!! 26. Do you like someone? 27. The last song you listened to?

27 Jul, 2009

XD lolz lmao haha fofl rofl haha

FUNNY 16 things to do in wal-mart 1. Get 24 boxes of open soda and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling g**s in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme. 12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look". 13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!" 14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, a**ume the fetal position and scream.. "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!!" 15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while; and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here! 16. Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "go, pikachu, go!

26 Jul, 2009

O.O it knows.... lolz XD thats sooo not true.... (ahem)

G- You always want some action A- You always want some action. B- You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. R- You are social. I- Love is something you deeply believe in. E- You are popular with all types of people L- You are always smiling and making others smile. A- You always want some action. A- You always want some action. B- You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. C- You definitely have a partier side in you. D- You're Super cool. E- You are popular with all types of people. F- Fantasic chracteristics you brighten the room of everywhere you go. G- You always want some action H- You have very good personality and looks. I- Love is something you deeply believe in. J- Everyone loves you. K- You like to try new things. L- You are always smiling and making others smile. M- Success comes easily to you. N- You can be very "fun"...in bed O- You love foreplay. P- You are very friendly and understanding. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- You are social. S- People think you are so s**y, especially your bf/gf T- You have an attitude, a big one. U- You usely r hella tight. V- You are not judgemental. W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let people tell you what to do. Y- You always make every experience Great. Z- You have trouble trusting people. Repost this with the t**le "Wats ur name mean???" in 3 minutes or something bad will happen to you at 1:00pm tomorrow MAKE EVERY EXPERIENCE GREAT

24 Jul, 2009

HOTEL

I'M'A BE AT THA HOTeL HOLIDAY INN WON'T BE ON TILLWHO KNOWS WHEN Gabe Offical te amo all :* lolz haha j/k only my peopl got my love :P haha i'm mean chatcha laterz!!

18 Jul, 2009

inbox only, well really idc where JUST DO IT! haha lolz

How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Slick [ ] Maxy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] **** [ ] Kiss Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - - ) <-----leave ya numba [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No

22 Jun, 2009

Man damnz

I so hate love right now its just so f***in irrateting like seriously its p***ing meh off I mean i rather just be told I'm cute and leave it at that. I don't even want to be with anyone i just want to be alone really :( i hate love and that I never thought I would have to say in my whole life I never expected to hate love so much :(

22 Jun, 2009

why.........

I can't even look at you. I miss everything but I can't even say anything to you. I don't get it anymore everything is just so different now. I don't want to put us through the same thing we've been through las time I just want my friend back. Is that to much to ask for? I miss you so much but nothings the same anymore I'm not even allowed to talk to you. I'm so sorry I said anything to them now and I wish I didn't I would rather feel used then lose the one thing that meant the world to meh even if you didn't appricate meh I just want you back to being my best friend. Who can I turn to now?

22 Jun, 2009

OH MY GAWD!

I just got back from swimming but GUESS WHAT! while meh and my cusin was at the pool and these 6th and 5th graders was flirting with us and then on our way home like three lil LIL kids was flirting with us now still walking home these guys was sitting on they porch and was flirting with us we was a little happy because they was our age BUT STILL i mean WTH why is these little kidsd messing with us man today was the funnest day but my cusin kept trying to untie my swim top THATS NOT FUNNY hahaha XD but still!!! haha

19 Jun, 2009

"La la land" ~yours truely~

Stuck in la la land Where there’s nothing but sand And everything you every dreamed Was true like the beautiful stream Of crystal blue Periwinkle too This place is amazing Like the dream you keep chasing The more you believe in this place The longer you can chase After your one true wish Only you know what that is, mines a dish A full dish of food Awww come on dude My brother ate it

19 Jun, 2009

“Farewell in spring”

My little bird, I know That you must fly -as birds in spring Are wont to do-and I Must set you free To go where you must go And be what you must be. My little bird, I know The universe Is calling you, and I Must be as strong As I can be, and must not cry. For though I long to fly With you, my little bird, And you to stay with me, We know that I must let you Go. My little bird, we Know the universe Is calling you -as it, in spring Is wont to do-and I Must set you free.

19 Jun, 2009

"Space out" ~yours truely~

Space out No more time Nothing to doubt Nothing to rhyme Just in that little corner Will you find light But that corner is for mourners And people in fright Tic tic tic tock Goes the time From the broken Clock Sealed in the human mind Where the hate lies And where the innocent were lost Watching how everyone dies Then the innocents have to pay the coast To have one love returned And one love to hell And left to burn And a body to sell Then feud against each other The thought of a feast On the innocent’s mother Slowly everyone turns into beast Creeping and crawling Through the cities and sewers Some were bawlers Others were brewers None of the creatures cared Not even for their own young child’s Not a chance was food shared They wouldn’t even share a mild Life as one of them is what you don’t want to be But closer and closer the world ends and we turn And your just to blind to see That you’re the next to burn…….

19 Jun, 2009

“A Masked Ball”

Behind the castle, from a deepening sky, Two crows in old tuxedos slide down The breeze like down a ballroom banister. They dance alone, to the tune of their own Rough noise. They peck, they scavenge Sticks and strings for toys. Black ribbons. Worthless shiny things. Do you think in heaven they have set aside A room for crows like you and me to whom The world is only a museum of masks A rumpled souls ready to be shaken Out and tired? And will we like what we Have seen, when our curiosity is satisfied? Will we like who we’ve become behind our Capes and masks and sad lone ranger Eyes? ~By yours truely~

19 Jun, 2009

I wanna **** you at a gas staion, ....hahah XD

Jan. - i WANNA FEEL YOU Feb. - i WANNA SEX YOU Mar. - i WANNA **** YOU Apr.- i WANNA DANCE WiTH YOU May.- i WANT YOUR BODY Jun. - i WANNA KISS YOU Jul. - i WANNA BITE YOU Aug. - i WANNA liCK YOU Sep. - i WANNA lOVE YOU Oct. - i WANNA TOUCH YOU Nov. - i WANNA RUB YOU Dec. - i WANNA TAKE YOU TO SEX HEAVEN 1- iN THE STATiON WAGON 2- iN AN ElEVATOR 3- iN A BLIZZARD 4- IN A STREET. 5- ON THE STAiRS 6- ON THE COUNTER 7- ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL 8- iN A ClOSET 9- ON ViDEO CAMERA 10- iN THE BATH TUB 11- iN THE SHEETS 12- iN THE BASEMENT 13- iN THE BACK OF A CAR 14- WHilE WATCHiNG PORN 15- iN THE DOG'S CAGE 16- iN THE SHED 17- iN THE HOT TUB 18- ON THE ROOF 19- iN THE SWiMMiNG POOl 20- WiTH STRAWBERRiES 21- iN THE DRESSiNG ROOM 22- oN thE ToiLeT 23- AT A GAS STATiON 24- iN THE RAiN 25- iN THE ATTiC 26- iN THE lAUNDRY ROOM 27- ALL NiGHT LONG 28- AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE 29- WiTH KiWi 30- AT THE POST OFFiCE 31- AT CHUCKiE CHEESE -A FUN WAY OF LETTiNG PEOPlE KNoW YouR BDaY

18 Jun, 2009

Mi amigo

Usted le conoce no siempre tiene que sentirse sólo que usted puede justo ron a mí yo estaré allí para usted, usted no necesita para llorar solo usted tiene el hombro para inclinarse en, por qué se siente espantado y yo me siento que usted sacudiendo cuando no hay necesidad para que yo le protegeré mi amigo su seguro conmigo juro que el corazón está a salvo conmigo parada que escapa ¡Quizás pueda justo decir quién fiarse de y de a que no! ¡Usted justo no les puede permitir su exposición de temor a todos ni a usted siempre tendrá miedo para adorar alguien por eso el corazón están con usted siempre!

18 Jun, 2009

Its over

four voices perfectly blending right from the start Oh i'm afraid thats ending and my world is falling apart Its over and I feel so alone this is a sadness i've never known how did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away and i'm afraid the hurt is here to stay promises are made not ment to be broken from a long time ago Oh so many words still unspoken Tell me how was I to know Its over never thought it would be why in the world did this happen to me? how could I let the sweetest of dreams slip away And i'm afraid the hurt is here to stay I go round and round and round in my head wanting to take back what ever I said no one was right we all make mistakes I'm ready to do what ever it takes Please please please Don't let it be over and this is not how it ends I need my sisters, my family My friends, don't want to let the sweestes of dreams slip away cause if it's over then the hurt is here to stay don't let it be over please don't let it be over please don't let it be over...

17 Jun, 2009

>.> so

so what are you going to do with this painful confession........?

17 Jun, 2009

I CANT DO THIS!

Whats the point of begining things like that if it was going to end out like this. Why be so happy when you know your going to get hurt, Why say you love someone when sooner your going to yelling you hate them, Why cry to meh when sooner your just going to be runing away crying about meh, Why take that risk when you know your heart will get broken? why did I love you anyways?

17 Jun, 2009

Haha quiznos haha

Who do you love: People Who knows your name: Taylor Who do you cry to: Andrew && Taylor Who do you trust: Taylor Who trust you: Chelsea who's your bff:Alis Who's your lover: uhmmm >.> Who's your sideline: hah my s** toy >.< haha Who cares for you: People If you were broke who would lend you money: Devon Who's your pimp: n/a Who's your prostitute: Andrew lolz Who's your teddy bear: Taylor What are you going to name your first child: Crystal Who do you want to kiss in the rain: (who wants to?) idk lolz Who's the 23 person on your friends list: brendin367 Who do you think will repost this survey: people

16 Jun, 2009

“Farewell in spring”

My little bird, I know That you must fly -as birds in spring Are wont to do-and I Must set you free To go where you must go And be what you must be. My little bird, I know The universe Is calling you, and I Must be as strong As I can be, and must not cry. For though I long to fly With you, my little bird, And you to stay with me, We know that I must let you Go. My little bird, we Know the universe Is calling you -as it, in spring Is wont to do-and I Must set you free.

16 Jun, 2009

Where'd it all go?

Where'd it all go how we shared every minute together Where'd it all go When we said we'd be best friends forever Where'd it all go How we said we never leave eachothers's sides Where'd it all go when we said we wwould stay with eachother on that life's ride Where'd it all go? Wow we used to be so close so believeable so trustworthy, but now we don't even speak we're not allowed to, but no matter how much we don't talk i think of you more, your song is on my playlist and it hurts to listen to it now, the last thing you sent meh is now the heading for my new story, I miss you but times like this I just hope I can forget you, We know this is for the best so why dose it feel like for the worst, I ever wonder do you think of meh but I hope you don't, I'm not going to say any names because you should know who you are and that this was mean't for you \/...\/

14 Jun, 2009

[email protected]@ 3M0

???????? Put this on your ???????? page if you are emo ???????? or support emos xx

14 Jun, 2009

I jumped with a hot girl because i love to party

Pick The Month You Were Born In: 1 (Jan) - I stabbed 2 (Feb- I Robbed 3 (Mar) - I Smoked 4 (April)- I shot 5 (May) - I kissed 6 (June) -I ran shirtless with 7 (July) - I hugged 8 (Aug) - I jumped with 9 (Sept)- i slapped 10 (Oct)- I banged 11 (Nov) - I killed 12 (Dec) - I ran naked with Pick the day (number) you were born on: 01 - 02 - a tooth brush 03 - a mexican 04 - a homeless guy 05 - Barney The Dinosaur 06 - a teletubby 07 - the one that i love 08 - a w**** 09 - a bowl of cereal 10 - a gangsta 11 - my boyfriend 12 - a hottie 13 -c******addict 14 - condom 15 - my "boo" 16 - a ninja 17 - my crush 18 - a s**y B0Y 19 - an Easter egg 20 - a snowman 21 - a spatula 22 - cookie monster 23 - A Hot Girl 24 - yo momma 25 - Paris Hilton 26 - a pimp 27 - a mop 28 - the Trojan man 29 - my h** 30 - my ex-boyfriend 31 - a bag of weed Pick the color of shirt you are wearing: White - because im s**y like that yellow/black - because i love weed Pink - because i love to party Turquoise - because i like to snort c****** Polka Dots - because I am a tranny Graphic - because I'm g** Grey - because I have amazing b***s. Other - because I'm r****ed Green - because i like shoelaces Orange - because i am a Mexican Red - because I am crazy like that Blue - because that bum stole my taco Tye dye - because Im a ****ing scuba diver Purple - because the gummy bears raped me Striped - Because I am an Italian none- because im a s**y beast

13 Jun, 2009

NOOO!!

MY MOTHER IS TRYING TO MAKE MEH DYE MY HAIR BLONDE!!!! I CAN'T HAVE BLONDE HAIR I'M NOT DINGY !!!! NOOOO I JUST CAN'T SHE THINKS MY HAIR IS WHATS MAKING MEH DEPRESSED SO SHE WANTS MEH TO LIGHTEN MY HAIR!! AHHHH HELP!!!

13 Jun, 2009

.......RANDOM!

AH WTF WAS THAT I JUST SAW A F'IN BAT IN MY HOUSE, BUT AREN'T THOSE SUPPOSED TO BE IN TEXAS AH! GET AWAY, YOU FREAKING JERK I LIKE BATS BUT IT FREAKIN KEEPS MOCKING EVERYTHING I DO -.- I'mma kick it -.- MAN IT THINKINS I'M JOKIN -.- Now its laughing at meh!! my mom just came in yelling at meh she told meh to stop yellin i told her there was a bat in my room and she said its a bat on your head i looked in the mirror and screams someone put bat ears on my head!!! thats what i saw on the wall this morning HAHAHA COOL!!!

12 Jun, 2009

W, W, Y, L? Join the 3H$

Why did you hurt me? Would you do it again? You have to be honest. Leaving meh will be your mistake. oh btw JOIN THE 3H$ ~3M0 H03 $Q(_)@|)~ YOU KNOW WE THE BEST!

12 Jun, 2009

XD haha

HAHA CHAIRLIE BIT MEH, AND THAT REALLY HURT!

11 Jun, 2009

Hahaha!

93% of gurlz wuld cry if they saw Miley Cyrus on top of the Sears Tower in Chicago gettin ready 2 jump. copy nd paste diz if ur part of da 7% who wuld say "JUMP B****!!"

11 Jun, 2009

Deal with it! ♥

♥Gσt A Prσblεm...Sσlνε It! ♥Lσst?...Gεt Fσund! ♥Think I'm Trippin...Tiε M? Shσε! ♥Cαn't Stαnd Mε...Sit Dσωn! ♥Cαn't Fαce Mε...Wεll Turn Arσund! ×♥Lσvε Mε?...Grεαt ♥Hαtε Mε?...Eνεn Bεttεr! ♥Think Im Ugl?...Dσn't Lσσ? At Mε! ♥Dσn't Likε M? St?lε...Dσn't Lι?? Yσur?! ♥Dσn't Knσw Mε... Dσn't Judge Mε! ♥Think Yσu Knσw Mε...Yσu Hαvε Nσ Idεα

11 Jun, 2009

Do you?

Where can I go to hide I can't look back I can't move forwards And no ones on my side Who can I lean on Who can I trust What can I do When I feel so alone What do I do when your home What do I do when all I can do is cry Why do I feel so usesless Why did he have to do this to meh Why am I the one that gets tested What do I do when I love him then But at the same time I love her He never loved meh I hope she dose I hate being alone I just hope she loves meh The way she says she dose. ~Mr.LalA~

11 Jun, 2009

SHHITS

MEH AND CHELSEH SHHITS DOWN DOWNSH HAHA = Meh and Chelseh sits down downsh haha

11 Jun, 2009

el verdadero amor

Chica: ¿Y alg**a vez se cruzan en tu mente? Chico: No. Chica: ¿Está usted como yo? Muchacho: No realmente. Chica: ¿Quieres? Chico: No. Chica: ¿Le grito si me queda? Chico: No. Chica: ¿Podría vivir para mí? Chico: No. Chica: ¿Podría hacer algo para mí? Chico: No. Chica: Elige - Me o tu vida? Chico: Mi vida. La chica se escapa en estado de shock y el dolor, y el niño corre tras ella, entonces él dice ... La razón por la que nunca se cruzan en mi mente es porque estás siempre en mi mente .. La razón por la cual no me gusta que se debe a que Te quiero .. La razón por la cual no quiero que se debe a que te necesito .. La razón por la que no llorar si la izquierda es porque me moriría si te fuiste .. La razón por la que no vive para usted es porque me moriría por ti .. La razón por la cual no estoy dispuesto a hacer cualquier cosa para usted es porque me gustaría hacer todo lo posible para usted .. y La razón por la que elegir, porque es mi vida ERES MI VIDA ...

11 Jun, 2009

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for what I did I'm sorry for us going to far I'm sorry I didn't take the meds I'm sorry Its in the jar I'm sorry to tell you it was a boy I'm sorry I couldn't tell you it was yours I'm sorry thers not going to be any joy I'm sorry theres no more open doors I'm sorry they killed him I'm sorry we're not going to be parents I'm sorry that now my chances on being prego again are slim I'm sorry that you might even be getting the hints I'm sorry I ever told you I loved you I'm sorry I almost came between you rela I'm sorry I just didn't know what to do I'm sorry theres something else for meh to say

09 Jun, 2009

haha my new prayer haha

foregive the unforgiven believe the unbelieveable love the unloveable and beat the stupid b****es a**!

09 Jun, 2009

2nd part

Chorus:] Wah wah wah wah (your a j***) Why you trippin I ain't even do nothin(your a j***) I'm a j*** you ain't neva lie But aye do me a favor call me j*** one more time(your a j***!) I know Your a j***! (I know) [x6] Your a j*** j*** j*** (j***in) Jerk j*** j***(j***in) [x15] Excerpt geeked up I'm j***ed up [x7]

09 Jun, 2009

Jerk! new boys

You're a j***, j***, j*** [x6] Jerk [x6] I'm so cocky with it got my iced out clubs like rocky hit Got your girl on my swagg she lovin them j***in songs Like the new ipod just touch it and turn her on And when the bass start beatin and the waist I'm beatin Done I got on my way I'm leavin she like where your goin I ain't got my shoes and purse I said it's none of your concern and she yelled (your a j***!) So I walked out the door, called Ben J. told him it's a function he said I'm on my way We pulled up to the party ices on my shirt and got geeked up everybody j***in We was j***in to the right j***in to the left then she popped out of nowhere she was still half dressed She like fareal j*** you love it but it's sumthin the whole party heard her but all I could hear was [Chorus:] Wah wah wah wah (your a j***) Why you trippin I ain't even do nothin(your a j***) I'm a j*** you ain't neva lie But aye do me a favor call me j*** one more time(your a j***!) I know Your a j***! (I know) [x6] Jerk j*** j*** (j***in) Jerk j*** j***(j***in) [x15] [Verse: Ben J.] Everything quiet and the bass real hard And I stay geeked up never been a r**** got a new boy swagg And this here for ya'll so we gotta keep it separate like the jim crowe laws I'm a beast I'm a gang and I guess I'm a j*** and I go thru big rounds Cause ya boy here a flirt man you call me a bottle with your lil j*** lines Then you say you brought it up but the j*** is mine You squeezin I'm squeezin but yo **** is wack Why you comin to the front you can push that back got ya girl on the side She talkin sum lil stuff while she textin on the phone Ben J. hit it rough So I did it was good and I quickly got dressed she was like where you goin There's another girl naked she screamed out loud Ben J.(your j***!) And I had nothing to say but sorry that it hurts [Chorus:] Wah wah wah wah (your a j***) Why you trippin I ain't even do nothin(your a je

09 Jun, 2009

si sólo ella lo sabía.

¿Alg**a vez has amado a alguien, pero el hecho de que no se puede tener solo te silvestre o el hecho de que amar a alguien más? Pues bienvenido a mi mundo a esta chica me gusta mucho, pero al mismo tiempo que ella era sólo la mía y sólo tuve que su corazón es mucho que pedir? Si bien su También me encanta un hombre y sé que él me ama a pesar de que sólo hablar cuando estamos aquí, pero hes dulce y lo sabe todo acerca de mí por eso sé que él es el hombre para mí y sé que ella es la niña y para mí, pero sólo si ella sabía.

08 Jun, 2009

Do i even need to say who.......?

A real I love you comes from the heart....is writtin out all the way (I love you/I love u) one of those silly (ily)'s don't mean a thing just a way of trying to get what out want so someone feels better. If you agree with me repost this as "I love you" and something good will happen to you tonight at midnight. if you don't it's your loss, no one will ever love you!!

05 Jun, 2009

WTF AGE DON'T MATTERS!! ((((((((((HELLO)))))))) haha

Girl: nm you Boy: i got my G.E.D. Girl: OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU Boy: yeah thnx Girl: i have to tell you something Boy: go ahead Girl: well i love you. i always have i cared aboutyou and your always in my heart Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 14 and i'm 17 Girl: but i love you, age shouldn't matter Boy: i know u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age Girl: i just thought......(crying she logs off) The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters" The boy then recives a call from the girl he choseand she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love.'' That night the boy hangshimself and writes on the wall "She's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will.'' iF YOU AGREE THAT AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LOVE THEM THEN REPOST THIS AS "Age Shouldn't Matter" and.. A miracle will happen at 11:11

29 May, 2009

wow no offence

Okay we talked and I so played the F outtah you now you p***ed though like come on man you played in the game and you let meh use you how you gone get mad cause you know you love meh and how you gone say you hate meh but last night you kept saying you loved meh? Then you wanna kall meh a b**** but last night you was screaming mami come on yo how you gone be mad cause i let you win a game in chess but when i won you got all mad at meh? Dude i'm confused now .........but when do you want to play NBA 09 ......tommorrows free hbu? haha

29 May, 2009

hot hehe :-)

??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ♥? i Put this on your page if somebody told you that you were hot hot hot hot !!!!!!!!!!!

25 May, 2009

Quiz #2 A Quick Quiz

1: Whats your First name? 2: Whats your last name? 3: What are three of your favorite letters? 4: Do you love someone? 5: Who is it? 6: Are you proud of your life? 7: Do you care for someone(s)? 8: Do they care for you? 9: Have you ever done something you regret? 10: Do you want to say what it was? 11: Whats your favorite color? 12: would you say you have issues? 13: Do your friends say that? 14: Do you believe in the perfect someone? 15: Did you ever cheat on someone? 16: Have you ever laughed at something that happened the day before? 17: Have you ever cried for no reason? 18: Do you have a compoture or lap top? 19: How old are you? 20: Whats with the twenty questions?

25 May, 2009

sweet another Quiz!

SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM .. 1. Clothes 2. radio 3. games 4. computer 5. Desk 6. tv 7. posters SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS .. 1. Do you like anyone?: yea 2. Does someone like you?: yea 3. Last real crush?: yes 4. Been lead on?: yes 5. Been cheated on?: yeah 6. Want a relationship?: Am in one 7. Wanna get married?: Somedaay SEVEN THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT .. 1. mi amor 2. My friends 3. Music 4. ps3 5. love 6. tv 7. computure SEVEN OTHER THINGS ; DO YOU .. 1. Believe in God? at times 2. Had a dream come true? Yes 3. Read the newspaper? sports && comics 4. Pray? once 5. Have a sister? .....yes 6. Had braces? No 7. Wish on stars? yeah SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS .. 1. Fallen in love? yes 2. Kiss someone of the same s**? yes 3. Swam in the dark? yes 4. Been to a Bonfire? yes 5. Ran away from home? yes 7. Pulled an all nighter? haha yes SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU .. 1. Cried? yes 2. Had fun? Yea 3. Been kissed? yes 4. Felt stupid? yea 5. Talked to an ex? yea 6. Missed someone? Yes 7. slip on something? yea SEVEN FRIENDS QUESTIONS ... 1. Any annoying friends? none 2. Have a s*** friend?YESH ( poprock ) 3. Have a good friend? yea 4. Known them your whole life? Some 5. A friend you can't stand? i don't have unloved friends 7. Stayed at your friends house for more than 2 days? yesh

24 May, 2009

No one cares = NOC

Man no one F'in cares about what the hella I try to do for them. You know what F everyone don't come to meh with any of ya'll F'in problems I'M SICK OF IT! Ya'll keep saying no one cares, I CARE! so i'm a no one now?! I am so sick of trying to be there for everyone when ya'll don't even F'in appreicate what I'm doing! I would day I don't care anymore ......but i do, and if ya'll say no one cares....well I guess I'm a someone cause I CARE!

23 May, 2009

The End

Girl: Hola Boy: Hey Girl: ¿que pasa? Boy: What? Girl: whats uppers? Boy: oh nm u Girl: same lolz Later (three weeks later) Boy: hola pie Girl: hola honey Boy: lol whats up? Girl: nothing just thinking of you, hbu? Boy: same lol Girl: awwww thats sweet: Boy: and so are you Later(three days) Boy: we should just be friends Girl: but why? Boy: i don't think you love me like i do you Girl: fine Boy: don't go Girl: no you made your choice so go awa Boy: but i didn't mean it i didn't know please ....i love you Now you see those last three words he said to her well at that time she was thinking of saying Girl: ( how could he possibly love meh if he wants to leave. That fool dosen't even know how much i cared forr him. It hasn't even been 3 mins and he wants meh back, No i'll make him suffer the choice that he has made onto his self!) but no one knew just to as what the girl was thinking, and the boy dosen't know what shes been threw. And she just can't take him back after he's said his good bye....

23 May, 2009

B'itchin

I am such a B'itch but I swear I hate it when people send meh messages saying ( hey, wanna go out) and thats just the first F'in message and they don't know S'hit about meh! That is so F'in irrating, seriously! So thats why i cam up with three ways to say no, but in my own terms how to reject a thirsty boy :P

23 May, 2009

three perfect way to say no haha

one: i go with someone two: even if i wasn't with someone, NO and three: so i suggest you try and ask someone else that stupid question.

23 May, 2009

F the haters :P

meh loves twilight, copy and paste as "F the haters" and copy and paste if u love twilight

20 May, 2009

~.^ i can do magic ^.~

IM A GeNiE AnD IF YoU TeLL Me YoUr WiSh...I WiLL GrANT IT!! CaUsE I LOve YoU!! BWWeeSt FWwiEnNdd :] Copy & Paste If You Love All Of Your Friends :]

17 May, 2009

Well

I got what I deserved, I knew this was going to happen so I didn't even cry because I know that makes meh look vulnerable. Well I am but I am glad that I was with someone like you. So thank you, you proved to meh that there really is such a thing as a Mr. Right, so thank you. I'm sorry I hurt you but thats threw time and I warned you sooo many times that I didn't want you to get close to meh. I knew something would happen it happens everytime I'm with someone. I guess I should've told you the full reason why I'm always getting hurt, Well now you know......I'm sorry I hurt you, and I hope your future GF can love you better than I could. ~Gabe~ ~~♥~~

16 May, 2009

blame me-akon part 2

I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad I’m sorry your life turned out this way I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away I’m sorry that it took so long to see They were dead wrong trying to put it on me I’m sorry that it took so long to speak But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt For the embarrassment that she felt Just a little young girl trying to have fun Her daddy should never let her out that young I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down I hope they manage better next time around How was I to know she was underage In a 21 and older club they say Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame Verizon backed out disgracing my name I’m just a singer trying to entertain Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame Even though the blame’s on you [3x] I’ll take that blame from you And you can put that blame on me [2x] You can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me

16 May, 2009

Blame me- akon

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done And things that have not occurred yet And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for I’m sorry for the times I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I’m sorry for the times that I had to go I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me I’m sorry for the times I would neglect I’m sorry for the times I disrespect I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there Because I am in the streets like everyday Sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best thing in my world And how I'm so proud to call you my girl I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I can apologize for being wrong Then it’s just a shame on me I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me [4x] Said you can put the blame on me [3x] You can put the blame on me Sorry for the things that he put you through And all the times you didn’t know what to do Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad And you would rather be home with all your kids As one big family with love and bliss And even though Pops treated us like kings He got a second wife and you didn’t agree He got up and left you there all alone I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief I’m sorry that your son was once a thief I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad

16 May, 2009

Will it?

From: lbjordan23 Date: May 16 2009 11:54AM Subject: RE: hey ok watever go ahead and trust another guy i dare u it will happen again

16 May, 2009

XxBRITTxX

Britt don't be foolish, I'm sure of it that she loves you but is just scared to tell you. Thats how girls are, just take your time she will tell you sooner or later. It might take time just because she's already with soneone that dosen't mean she dosen't feel the same about you. And defenitly dosen't mean that shes happy with him/her. Just be paicent I'm sure she'll tell you later on...... ~Gabe~ ~~♥~~

16 May, 2009

Three ways a lost soul...

Ya'see, I can't be faithful with someone like you. Even when I'm around you I can't control myself. I want you but I can't have you. I love you but I'm not supposed to. The ways I try to tell you they all just fade away in a flow of hot steamy ahh screaming lust but then again we shouldn't do that. Yes I know what I'm saying now just might hurt you and I'm so sorry I didn't mean to do it. Leading you on this far and then just hurt you. I really do care EXTREMLY ALOT for you and I know what I did is hurting you and I just can't be hiding anymore secrets from you.......We need to talk....

16 May, 2009

S.E.X. = Prego

Man this is crazy how ya'll saying that ya'll havin some dudes baby, are you serious i bet he don't even love as much and he says he do, maybe not even as much as he knows you love him. But look all that s*** aint needed to be proud how old is ya'll any ways?! This aint no type of s*** to be happy about its bad enough i already know two people that were in that situation..but thats a different story! But I know ya'll situation aint got s*** to do with me but, like all I'm saying is that ya'll need to check ya'll man on that because hes love could be a lie but thats what i think. ~Gabe~ ~~♥~~

15 May, 2009

getting out by every avenue

You, you always point the finger at me Like it’s just so easy I, I know it hurts sometimes But I haven’t been myself lately I, I’m getting out Won’t take it anymore Now, I’m getting out Future’s at my door I’m sick of being told what to do Like it’s never good enough for you I never said that this would be easy But I don’t think you were listening I’m getting down to the point that you led me to Get it off my chest, mm, just to listen now I’m not gonna take it anymore I, I’m getting out Won’t take it anymore Now, I’m getting out Future’s at my door I’m getting down to the point that you led me to Get it off my chest, mm, just to listen now (gotta get out) I’m getting down to the point that you led me to Get it off my chest, mm, just to listen now (gotta get out of here) I’m getting down to the point that you led me to (good-bye, I’m so out of here) Get it off my chest, mm, just to listen now I, I’m getting out I, I’m getting out I, I’m getting out Won’t take it anymore Now, I’m getting out Future’s at my door (Four times)

15 May, 2009

Can I get a kiss goodnight

Before I let you go, before I let you go Can I get a kiss goodnight baby, Before I let you go, before I let you go Can I get a kiss goodnight baby, Before I let you go, before I let you go Can I get a kiss goodnight baby, Before I let you go, before I let you go Can I get a kiss, goodnight baby, Lately, I've been thinking somethins goin' wrong Cause u got an attitude and you're not in the mood like you used to Girl I can feel it when I hold you in my arms The feeling is not the same Can I be the one to blame I dont wanna lose ur luv (uummm) I dont wanna say bye-bye (oh no no) Tru luv is so hard 2 find And it's right between your lips and mine..and mine before i let go.. before i let u go away Can I get a kiss goodnite b4 I let u go away Can I get a kiss goodnite b4 I let u go away Can I get a kiss goodnite

15 May, 2009

perfect-simple plan

Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according To plan? Do you think I?m wasting My time doing things I Wanna do? But it hurts when you Disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I?m never gonna be good Enough for you I can?t pretend that I?m alright And you can?t change me ?Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect Now it?s just too late And we can?t go back I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be My hero? All the days You spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don?t Care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I?m never gonna be good Enough for you I can?t stand another fight And nothing? alright ?Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect Now it?s just too late And we can?t go back I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect Nothing?s gonna change The things that you said Nothing?s gonna make this Right again Please don?t turn your back I can?t believe it?s hard Just to talk to you But you don?t understand ?Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect Now it?s just too late And we can?t go back I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect ?Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect Now it?s just too late And we can?t go back I?m sorry I can?t be Perfect

15 May, 2009

SWEET!

...now you know thats sad if your not even allowed to talk to your self your just to SWEET!!

15 May, 2009

STOP IT!

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14 May, 2009

QUIZ1!!!!

What are you listening to right now? weak by SWV What was the last thing you ate? Cookies If you were a crayon what color would you be? PINK How is the weather right now? hot and sunny Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? the T Mobile place Favorite TV show? NCIS && the MENATLIST Have you ever cried for no reason? Yes.. What was the last movie you watched? the slumber party Hugs or Kisses? BOTH! Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla :] Right-handed or Left-handed? Right How many pillows do you sleep with? 3 Last thing you drank? MONSTER, thats the stff idc haha Where was the last place you bought something? Lodi shoe square What are your favorite colors? PINK, RED, BLUE, PURPLE, PINK hahaha The phone rings. What is your ring tone? Gives you hell by all american rejects Do you sing in the shower? sometimes haha Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? Converses low sides How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 17 Do you like Thunderstorms? YES! Where's the weirdest place you have fallen Asleep? on the toilet haha DONT ASK! Do you Swear? when im mad yes haha Ever been Drunk? once Have you kissed someone of the same s.e.x? HELLO IM BI!! HELLA YEA! Do you keep your room clean? usally yes Any stuffed animals? Duh!? Do you get distracted easily? YES What's your last text message say? YOU SONS A BITCHES BETTER STOP TEXTING MEH......i think thats what it said haha When was the last time you yelled at someone? lunch,math,S.S, science,and reading haha all just today

13 May, 2009

nooo

why is everyone so distant from meh? Dose anyone even care? Why do I even try so hard to make everyone happy? When all they do is hurt me in return? I can only do one thing at a time, why can't you just wait? What am I supposed to do? What did I do wrong? I'd like to know, I wanna know And I wanna know NOW~ >:( :'(

13 May, 2009

bored

MAN :* IM :* BORED :*

13 May, 2009

haha j/k

haha j/k j/k only my bay can kiss theses :* lushes :* lips :* haha :P

13 May, 2009

~kisses~

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13 May, 2009

and 20!!!!

GUESS WHAT i lOVE SOMEONE, YES i DO, i lOVE SOMEONE, CAN YOU GUESS WHO? i lOVE SOMEONE, COUlD iT BE TRUE?? DuMMEi STOP SMiliNG!!! it AiN'T YOU!! j/k YOU kNOW i lOVE YOU!! SEND THIS TO 25 0F Y0UR FRiENDS THAT Y00 ABS0LUTELY L0VE T0 DEATH! 1 BACK= SAD U HAVE N0 FRIENDS 3 BACK= Y00 HAVE FRIENDS!! 5 BACK= THEY L0VE Y00 ALot SEND THIS 2 10 PPL YOU LOVE N SEND IT 2 ME IF U LOVE ME LETS SEE HOW MANY PPL LOVE YOU ♥ ( no one said you couldn't send it to yourself hehe :* i love myself) ♥ ♥ :*:*:* ♥

11 May, 2009

♥HE♥LOVES♥MEH!!!♥

Gabe, baby i love you and id never hurt you,im sorry for all thoes times i accuse you(thts just me 4 u)ive always been the 1 that i cant trust someone ive always been done wrong in so many ways.and im scared but then when im around you its like all my fear just disapears all my hate and anger,you make me that better person.before i met you i was hollow and empty,but now my life has meaning again,i feel like i can stand up to almost anything,and no matter what happens,even if i dont make it threw the cancer ill ALWAYS be with you,now i know why god made dreams,i never dreamt before i met you only horible nightmares of death and dispare now i cant fall asleep for day dreaming about you,its all i can think about,hell i am right now,every second im away from you i miss you,you could be gone 5minutes and i could cry from not being with you and my lonelyness,your the only person i love and i always will love ok i could go on and on but i dont think i have the room. I LOVE YOU GABRIELA! P.S.-MY MESSAGE WAS BIGGER! I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART YOURS FOREVER, *-DJ-*

11 May, 2009

G♥U♥E♥S♥S♥ W♥H♥A♥T♥?♥!

I♥A M♥ S O♥ F R U C K I N♥ A M A Z I N G ♥I T S♥ N O T♥ E V E N♥ F U N N Y ! ! ! ! R E P O S T ♥ T H I S ♥ I F ♥ Y O U ♥ A R E ♥ TOO!

11 May, 2009

haha meh meh ~~ ♥

add on 2 this random poem ♥im emo but sometimes i dont like 2 admit it ♥i have anger issues so i dont take anybodys **** ♥i scream for no reason at all ♥i laugh when i trip or fall ♥i hate it when people despise (i think its worse than hate) ♥i sometimes want 2 die ♥only 2 figure out living is better ♥my little sis is a bed wetter ♥im really random people think i have adhd ♥right now i really have 2 pee ♥this poem is meant 2 rhyme thats why it doesnt make sense ♥i love chicken and thats it add on 2 this poem and repost make sure all the lines rhyme.

09 May, 2009

QUIZ!

TIght pants or baggy? tight, baggy when i wanna look like a boy haha Country or rock? rock, country when i'm feeling lonely hiphop or metal? metal, hiphop when aint no other s*** to listen to texting or talking?texting, talking only when i run out of texting haha guys, girls, or both?both, uh, wait damn nothing to say gay, bi, or straight? bi, straigh and g**are to boring haha computer or phone?computer, phone only when im not in the house but my celle has internet :P outside or inside? inside, outside only to go to my aunt house and use her computer haha dog or cat? dog, cats are cool to their FEIRCE! love song or break up song? break up songs. love songs are just the same but its a positive thing, SIKE!

09 May, 2009

which one?

one loves you and misses you eternally the other is scared that they might hurt you and dosen't want to lose you One is the one you were with but the other is the one you are or were with secondly one know hot to treat you right but the other one just wants to learn how to treat you right one knows you better but the other wants to know you better so who will it be?

09 May, 2009

you say........they say....

you say shut up, they talk louder you say get away, they come closer you say i hate you, they say i love you too you say your about to die, they say you are going to live you say f*** you, they say wait till i'm married you say what the f***, they say f*** the what you say your emo, they say you just have problems you say your going to hell, they say they will see you in heaven you say its over, they say its just beging you say you will kill them, they say they will revise you you say your leaveing, they say your staying you say you don't love them anymore, they say then why are you still reading this? REPOST THIS IF SOMEONES EVER DID THIS TO YOU!

09 May, 2009

About meh

1. What's your name? Gabriela 2. Whens your birthday? March 23 3. Where were you born? Purto Rico, in Ohio right now 4. Were you a planned child? no 5. Eye/ hair color? brown eyes black /w pink hair 6. Shoe size? 8 1/2 7. Piercings? tounge peirced 8. Tattoo's ? never 9. Wear any jewelry? ^ tounge ring 10. How short are you ? 5.5 11. How many teeth are in your mouth? hells if i know a full set 12. Chew your nails? nope 13. Hair style? pumped, or straight 14. Do you wear glasses? sun glasses yes lolz 15. Have you ever broken a bone? nope 16. are you vegitarian? kinda [ L I F E ] 1. Do you live with both parents? nopers mom 2. Do you have any pets? a dog 3. How many siblings do you have? 1 4. Anybody other then relatives live with you? nope 5. Lots of friends? yeah kinda 7. Does your family have more then one car? no 8. Where are you located? Ohio 9. Has anybody close to you died recently? my little sister 10. Any mental illnesses? nope 11. Currently sick? no [ L O V E ] 1. Status: broken 3. Anyone you got in mind? Jessica 4. Last person to say I Love You to you? Dj..... 5. Why did your last relationship end? of trust 7. Do you believe in love at first sight? yea 8. Honestly , are you/were you ever in love? with'em no 9. Describe love: painful, hell 10. What do you look for in a relationship? ever lasting and understanding 11. Any one certain thing that would cause a break up? cheating 12. Plan on getting married? not again 13. Whats your dream wedding? im......not sure 14. Love is? heartbreaking, and confusing 15. Have a love story to share? yes...

09 May, 2009

Bad Guy

Why is it that when i'm with you My smile just vanishes away Its like i can't help but be blue Then have not a thing to say I warned you about that And that i was going to hurt you But you just kept leting meh use you as a welcome mat I don't understand what i'm supposed to do I don't even know if i love you or not I can't love you, it just turns to hate Its like getting shot It makes meh scared to date I mean are you sure we should be together Are you sure its mean't to be Now and forever? Thats what i don't see So dose that make meh the bad guy? In your eyes........?

08 May, 2009

never say never

Time hit’s the life Fog covers what’s right The kids can’t see the path And listen to each others wrath They argue They fight But soon there will only be one That will stand tall And clear away that dark fog And help those lost kids Find their way home If only they knew they had a home If only they knew what a home was They would know that they Don’t need to run any longer They’re safe from harm Somewhere in the warm Where the sun shines bright And the moon’s blue light In these arms is where they feel safe With me is where you can stay Trust me and Believe in me I will protect you from harm And from a broken heart Just never look down And smile when I’m around For then I’ll keep my promise For now your name will be loveless And you can call me fearless I’m the one that will clean your mess Of a life that you don’t want to live Any longer but you will survive Even if I have to take my own life I rather it be of my heart not of knife I want to be with you forever So don’t worry because we’ll be together So never say never……

06 May, 2009

Don't Walk Out Yhat Door

think about me before you try to leave if you leave then just call me the Emo Widow because without you, theres no one else to believe then all my confidence and love just gose low you can't go yet, not now please, i need you i'll miss you and i love you but you'll hurt meh more if you just go just think about meh before you walk out that door...

04 May, 2009

I'm Sorry

You know what I may have went to far with what i said but you are really starting to make me mad! I mean to the point i can't even show sypathy for you, you don't deserv my grief. You just don't! You really got the nerv to ask me such a stupid f***in question like that, You should know that if you die your gonna go to hell. You make me sick, its like you don't even care anymore! WTH is with you now, if she mean't that f***in much to you, why would you do something like this to me? I'm sorry but If you kill yourself, than i will just have less of a problem to worry bout. So basically I won't care and i don't care what the hell you do with the rest of your useless life!

04 May, 2009

Like WTH!?!?!?!

Okay yo deal with this check it twice you f***ing miss read then re-read this because its p***ing me off! If you say your alone one more mutha f***ing time, I will kill you my damn self! How many times do I have to keep telling you YOUR NOT ALONE!! I'm with you, I've been with you through it all dude damn!! Kill your self idc anymore. But if you do that than your just going to be another person on my list of hate! You know I can't nor can your friends deal with you being gone! How could you kill your self YOU know i need your help through this!! Come on now, WTH!?!?! Its like you don't even care anymore!! LIKE WTH!?!?!?!?!

02 May, 2009

Dj

♥_♥____♥_♥ Put this ♥___♥_♥__ ♥ heart _♥___♥___♥_ on your __♥ _____♥__ page if ___♥___ ♥___ you love ____♥_♥____ someone _____♥_____ very much

01 May, 2009

Just a little time

All I ask is for a little time with you Just a little of your time and love I want you to jump when I jump But when I want you to stay, you go I love you more everytime see you But miss you more everytime you leave Protect me when needed and Hold me and take me to your land Where dreams come true And no one is ever feeling blue I will always love you For you are my one and only boo Dj

01 May, 2009

Last night

Last night i spoke to her. She said she was okay and that she misses me. I wanted to touch her but she was to far away. She held my hand and walked me throught th e world. Each person and each life. I saw what your going through and I feel the same way. I miss her so much but I know what she wants me to do and i will do it!

30 Apr, 2009

A little letter that made me cry

I found a letter in my sisters room. It was laying under her pillow. What i don't get is its like she planed this. The letter said this: To The people I Love, I'm not going to be here very long and I can feel it. But please don't worry about me, I know where i'm going to be. I will walk through heaven's gate and wait for you. Meet me where you know you'll find me. Soon I will see Alyssa again. And devon and Jocie will be right by my sides. I hope my sister can handle this family on her own. I really don't want my dear Alyssa to be sent to Child services. I really love you all! I will miss you all. But remember this and remember this well, every step you take, I will take that step with you. I will remain by your side and help you out through the worst of times. When I'm gone i will still be here with you. Till then just please help eachother through this. I really don't want anything to happen to you guys really!! You all have a piece of me and each is something different. Alyssa: Mi hija, you have my eyes and soul. Gabriela: You have my helping hand and strong body Devon: mi amor, you have my love and courage Jocelyn: mi amor, You have my strong binding will and ever lasting belief you each have something more than you could ever know of, you all have my heart.... Te amo, Te extrano ~♥Jess♥~ ~♥~

29 Apr, 2009

you say/ I say

You say green I say pink You say Paris Hilton I say Hailey Williams You say Michle Jackson I say eww..Oh sorry go on You say Pop I say Rock you say prep I say emo You say tigger I say pooh bear You say squidward I say what the hell is wrong with you? You say square I say circle You say love I say hate You say peace I say BRING IN WAR! Copy and Paste if You Agree

29 Apr, 2009

Trust you......?

your treating me just like my other bf he raised me so high then just dropped me without an excuse, just left me we took it slow, a kiss now and again but he had my everything, had he opened my heart and tore me apart i'm scared to trust another person after what happened to me that day when he left me like a stray in a dark and grosom, but me just feeling lonesom i'm scared to love you because what you might do.............i'm sorry

29 Apr, 2009

A greater Fear

why is it that everyone thats close to me Gets hurt and all i can do is sit and see that everyone i love is losing their mind and I can't help but feel left behind I used to love you more than you ever knew What was I suspposed to do? When my heart went darker than blue? its a greter fear, nothing new. would you be okay to stay or just leave me to far away from your heart and soul To have you was my goal its something new, i'm not a stray I love you with everything i have but i'm scared to lose someone like you you treat me like i'm your other half and i know your love is true I used to love you more than you ever knew What was I suspposed to do? When my heart went darker than blue? its a greter fear, nothing new. would you be okay to stay or just leave me to far away from your heart and soul To have you was my goal its a greater fear, i'm not a stray

29 Apr, 2009

Dear Lil Sis,

Hey lil sis, you should see how much everyone loves you! Everyone misses you so much! i wish you knew how much we miss you, i miss you. I feel Like my life is over without you. I sorry i couldn't protect you when wewas little. But everyone is helping me keep a smile on my face even though they feel like cring as well. You should see mommy, she is going through hell. All she has been doing was crying. She really dose miss you and so dose our little brother. Yeah mommy just gave birth to a boy. I know how much you wanted it to be a boy. And everytime I see him all i can do is cry. He has your eyes, and he is so adorable. I will be strong for mommy and everyone else we all need you back here! Te Amo, Te Extrano Sincerly, ~Gabe~

28 Apr, 2009

Dear Lil Sis,

Dear Lil Sis, I wish you knew how much i really love you. I miss how you used to play the piano just like me. How you wanted to be just like me. I love you so much, and the fact that your gone. I have no one to talk to. No one to hold. You were my everything and now your just gone. Why did he have to take you now? I didn't want you to go so soon. I remember how you said you wanted to be a vet, but all I did was laugh at you. I should've listened to you. I should've believed in you. But i didn't and now i can't even say sorry. I'm sorry i couldn't protect you from daddy. He did the same thing to me when i was your age. But i never told you did I? I miss you so much, I miss everything about you. I just want you to be with me one last time so I can tell you I love you and that i miss you, Sincerly, ~Gabe~

27 Apr, 2009

1995-2009

~crys~ m sister just died...... she was on here, you mayknow her as jezie_baby i'm her step sister and ~crys more~ i miss her soo much

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