09 Feb, 2014

SHE GETS TO LIVE!!!

My bunny gets surgery the vet said he could do payment plans!!!! :) her surgerys on the 21st :) I getta see my best friend again for the first time in forever on Friday! :) it snowed here too its been super windy, and it looked like it was snowing sideways lol it was scary and cold as f***. lol eccpeicailly when your in a thin jacket and yoga pants and slippers -_- im not smart. lol :)

06 Feb, 2014

lol ooppppsyyys...

hey people so I forgot to tell you guys I put black in my hair again, under the blonde:) so its like it was like 2 summers ago. it doesn't look perfect like before but it looks pretty! im also at my dads for my bunny. she somehow popped her entire hip outa place ad if the vet wont let us make payment plans for her sergury then I have no choice but to put my baby down. ive lost all of my animals to sicknesses, now I MIGHT loose my perfectly healthy bunny becuaseher hips popped out. if the doctor says no to the payment plans ima be like "I thought being a vet was to care for hurt animals, not kill the healthy one because ur not getiing all your money upfront, Your gonna kill a completely healthy animal when you could f***ing fix her and get your money in payments every week , you should think about something you love more than anything getting a broken leg, and the doctor says hell kill it, becuas you don't have the money to pay for getting it fixed at that exact moment!!!!!!" I have lost 8 guinea pigs, 4 of them were about 3 weeks old, and the other one was the mommy, I then lost the daddy piggy who looked perfectly healthy to ammonia, then I lost Cupcake, a piggy ive had for over 5 f***ing years since she was a baby I watched her suffer and there was nothing I could do about it, I also lost the last baby piggy the day after cupcake died. Im not gonna watch my bunny die because a VET cares more about money then he does about animals.

06 Jan, 2014

CALL ME DADDY!!!! loll

So my bf came over last night and we watched OWNAGE PRANKS wherethis guy kept telling this girl to call him daddy after every sentence and he kept callin her mama. Well. alex did this.. Alex and I are texting. Alex: I love you baby! call me daddy after every sentence. Me: Go f*** yoself "Daddy" Alex: Oh come on mama don't be like that. Me: I feel violated. Alex: Why???? Mama. (I call him) Me: stop calling me mama!!! Alex: call me daddy!!! Me: have pat call you daddy!!! Alexs friend pat in the background" did she just tell me to call you daddy??" Alex: yes. Me: omg... Alex: whatd you say mama!? ME: stop!!! Alex: okay love you mama! Me: love you too "daddy" ok bye! :) loll were still texting and its just getting funnier!

05 Jan, 2014

broken?

I don't want to live anymore. i cant take this anymore. you guys wanna know why? 1. I got f***ing raped by 2 men in my own bedroom because they said they were friends with my brother. and the cops ARE involved. 2.i lost my babys. (my guinea pigs) They got ammonia and all i could do was watch them suffer and die in my arms because i had no money for the vet. 3. i don't have a family. my mom is gone back with my dad. i live downstairs in my moms apartment. my grandma lives upstairs with y brother in her apartment. my brother and grandma HATE me. 4. my boyfriend doesn't understand my problems. he dumped me twice for being to clingy and because everyone even his parents thought hed be more fun without me. And he f***ing had s** with 3 girls in the 1 week we were split up the worst part is I PARTYED WITH ONE OF THEM!!!! 5. im crying my eyes out right now. and i cant breathe and worst part is. I DONT HAVE FRIENDS.

24 Dec, 2013

soooo

so I use to like try to look super cute...now I just don't give a f*** about doing my hair and makeup everyday lol I barley wear makeup anymore and my hairs either always straightened and poofy or its in a pony tail and im in pj's. lol I mean my boyfriend doesn't seem to mind me not looking all cute all the time he says id be pretty no matter what :) lol I getta spend Christmas at his house.. his mom bought me a buncha stuff :) she bought me a blue sled and that's all I know but apperantly she bought a buncha other stuff :)

24 Dec, 2013

high as fuckk..

being high as f*** in your sweat pants and tight tshirt walking past a big mirror, then backing up and making weird faces at yourself until you eventually make a scary face and scare yourself away O.O also like 10 minutes ago I was watching a funny a** video on tv and I took a sip of pop and starting making cat noises when I was choking from laughing with pop in my mouth and then my brother looked at me and I like spit it all over the floor lol im too high for this s***...

22 Dec, 2013

PURPLE GIRAFFES!!!!!!!!!!

i just don't know...

16 Dec, 2013

CHRISTMAS

i got one thing fr xmas (i dont have it yet gotta wait till xmas) but its a laptop and its a Touchscreen its the coolest s*** ever lol i cant f***ing wait. lol its gonna be amooooziinggg

16 Dec, 2013

Alex and I :)

December 7th was our One year am acctually at his house using his computer to be online lol I Love Him :) im staying the night with him tonight:)

16 Dec, 2013

Soooo my guinea pigs are all dead from ammonia

all i have left is my bunny.. i help my beaitiful baby while she was dyeing after she started hving a seizure at 2 am..i held her from 2am-7:27am.. she died in my arms.. it was sad but shes in a better place the day before she died captain jack died, and a few days ago his son Snowball died.. snowball was Snowflakes sone she had 5 babes.. 3 albino girls, 1 that looked like its calico daddy, and then snowball the albino boy:) but they all died snowflake died for an unknown sickness, and 4 girls died day after day..and now all my piggys are in heaven:( i still have my beautiful white bunny with bright blue eyes who loves me :) she wags her tail like a puppy when shes excted lol and she grunts at me (wich means im her mate O.O) and she humps my leg like a dog.. and shes just my baby :) i also have 2 kittys now both strays i took off the streets cuz one was starving and the other one was always on my boyfriends porch and we couldnt find her a home and it started getting really cold outside cuz winters here and so i took her home and now my two kitttys and my bunny are my babys lol and my bunny likes to mess with the cats and chase em lol its funny but sometimes gotta yell at the kittys and tap their noses and say no cuz they attack my bunny when she irritates them when she wants to play lol

23 Jul, 2013

HEEELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOO

hi people ^_^

17 Jul, 2013

Well

its been 8 months with the most amazing guy ever:)

28 Apr, 2013

fuckthisshit

I can't breath my throats clogged up of hurts to cough and I hate this....

23 Apr, 2013

to all my friends and lonely walrusses

I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS!!! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!

23 Apr, 2013

lol videos of embarrassment

Lol so my cousin Ryan was here and we all sat at a table and he secretly video taped it and this is our conversation.. Ryan: this is a nice table... Me: not now it isn't!(slams my face against the table) Alex: sometimes you worry me.. Me: pfft don't u worry.. Ryan: I worry too..I spent all summer with her.. Me:shudup ryan! Alex: what was she like in the summer? Me: weeeiiiiiinnnneeeerrsssss! Ryan: well...she refused to wear shoes...she spent half the summer playing with her 2 year old cousin, she falls a lot...she's basically like she is now but she wears shoes.. Me: b****.. Alex: yeah she's definitely an odd one.. lol Me: (starts randomly dancing to awkward music). then other stuff happens but let's not talk about it.. lol

09 Apr, 2013

Combination locks..

SO DIFFICULT!!! O.O i want key locks.. lol

09 Apr, 2013

Today..

made my 12 yr old cousin watch 1 man 1 jar, the girl who ate her tampon (i almost puked) and then alex made me watch the BME pain olympics.. o.o dont look the BME pain olympics up if ur a guy..girls i wouldnt look it up either.. o.o im scarred for life!!! O.O

08 Apr, 2013

No makeup..

so... i havent worn makeup for like 4-6 days now :) i feel bootifull :) alex says im pretty without makeup but he still likes it when i do wear it :) hes sweet. :)

06 Apr, 2013

GUINEA PIGGYS!!!AND BUNNY WABBITS!!

So my guinea piggys and my bunny pee all over the place..they stain the carpet, they make messes and they squeeze into small a** places where they know we cant reach them.. lol there smart... they understand our words...they can feel what we feel..my guinea piggys and my bunny are my children.. so if they get hurt in any way ill DESTROY anything that hurts them ^_^ Anywayysss, I cleaned my carpet with the wet soap vaccume thing (hard to explain) and then let it dry and took pinesole and a scrub brush to the places that the wet vaccume didnts really completely clean, i made my bed cleaned out my bathroom clane the guinea piggy cages, all except for snowflakes cage...and then me and alex and the piggys spilled food on the floor the gate was in the middle of my floor xbox and xbox headphone cords were all over.clothes all over the bed, so i just vaccumed and clane s*** up.. looks soo much better now lol :) i still gotta pick up trash so the piggys dont get it.. lol

06 Apr, 2013

GUINEA PIG SEX!!!!!

So.. i have a little calico BOY guinea pig named captain jack ^_^ my female girl Cupcake and my other baby/Alexs baby Snowflake...So i took little albino snowflake and jack outa the cage and jack wanted to uhm.,"mount" her.. so since she tryed to bite his wee wee off i held her and let him do it.. she now will not let him leave her cage... o.o so they did it about 13 more times.. and then i took him out and put him in the cage with cupcake who he then mounted.. hes a h**** little guy... lol and no holding a guinea pig in place so another can "do" her is not abuse and it didnt hurt her.. so if someone wants to message me telling me im a mean person why dont u go get ur wee wee bitten off by a capybara..(if u dont know what a capybara is...look it up ^_^)

06 Apr, 2013

Ok.. Really Alex?

So i was mad cuz he was ditching me to go party.. he left and he just called and said "i might not party tonight ill talk my mom into letting me spend the night at your house" My reaction was "Really? ur not just f***ing with me? i hope youll spend the night with meee tonight" then he told me hed call in a hour to tell me if hes spending the night with me or partying.. im praying to god he comes with me, i hate being alone..im also praying that it keeps raining so he CANT party ;) thats the only reason he might not,so yeah..lol

03 Apr, 2013

OH GOD O.O

that moment when you look outside and see ur bf and your like "HOPE TO GOD HE DIDNT SEE ME STARING!!!" O.O I FEEL AWKWARRDD DUDE!!!

26 Mar, 2013

YAY!!!!

My weekend is. getting my belly button repeirced cuz i accidently took the last one out a week after it was peirced and the whole closed up.(i forgot about it) Going shopping to get new clothes at the mall ^_^ Getting drunk on friday night with Alex and Tori and Randy and some other people.. yeah so its g**na be a fun weekend :)

26 Mar, 2013

Really... -_-

So..... this is why i hate removing my jacket when im wearing a tight shirt... so i have a tight lowcut shirt on and its not like super low cuz i got a shirt on under it and stuff, so me Alex and Tori were in the car while randy was in a store and it was hot so i took off my jacket and all the attention immediatley went to my b***s..-_- Tori said "DUDE ur b***s are f***ing huge and u got a skinny small body!! UNFAIR!!!" i was like "it s***s.. they get in the way of everything!" then ofcourse alex is trying to be all touchy touchy which i bit him for.. lol then we went to the mall and Randy and Alex bugged the s*** outa me saying "whats ur secret Victoria" and i was like "SHUDAP!!" lol i also feel like asains are taking over o.o like seriosly THEYRE EVERYWHERE!!! O.O i mean i love Asains but now there scarin me!!! O.O i also found out im scared of the easter bunny... dude i swear its the f***ing suits... its f***ing scary Alex tryed to make me go hug him but i refused to move until the eastyer bunny guy got up to walk over to us so i ran away lol

26 Mar, 2013

Uhm... i dunno..

my friends were going through my facebook pictures looking at the pics of me with my bright red hair.. and one decided that i kinda looked like the chick from Paramore.. i dont see it but they wont let me deny without a fight.. lol i honestly dont see it.. -_-

26 Mar, 2013

O.O GONNA GET FAT!!

FUCK YOU ICE CREAM!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! O.O ur just soo delicious, i cant resist.. :(

26 Mar, 2013

STAHP!!!

just sitting here listening to my guinea pigs doing there stupid mating dance... either there lesbians, or ones a boy!!! this is irritating!!! they just waddle around eachother purring and wigglin there hips around!! lol

26 Mar, 2013

IF my guinea pigs pregnant heres some names i picked out but i want more!

1: Sweatpea(Girl) 2: Clover(girl) 3: Squeekers(girl or boy thats most squeekie) 4: Sploch(for the boy who has the most spots) 5:Antsy(boy or girl who cant sit still) 6: Tyrone (boy) lol 7: Shrek (the biggest boy) i thought it was cute.. alex hates it.. lol 8. Captain Chuzzles (boy) 9: Tigger ^_^ and thats all i have.. most of em i thought just sounded cute. lol my favorites are Sweatpea, Tigger,Shrek,And Sploch. :) the mommy and possible daddy have striaght hair so the babys will havfe striahgt hair so. yeah.

26 Mar, 2013

ERGEHGAALARGERG

ALEX IS MY BOYFRIEND OK? WEVE BEEN DATING SINCE DECEMBER 7TH!!!

26 Mar, 2013

Guinea Pig BABYS!

So my guinea pig might be PREGNANT!!!! :) I thought the Albino one was a guy but we cant tell... lol he/shes too small down there atm.. we compared to male and female pictures on google and we still cant tell.. lol so i dunno if my triple chinned baby is obese or pregnant.. lol :)

25 Mar, 2013

sexyness..

So.. i have a virgin friend.. and he always asks me questions about girls and how to have s** and stuff like that.. and well i was explaining to him good positions and his reaction was " i have a hardon" so i tryed turning him off by saying "you know im just sitting here strokin my weenie" hes now normal again.. lol

25 Mar, 2013

BATHBEARDS!!!

so i live in apartments with a hot tub and a pool an excersize room, tanning room, and a hangout room, so.. they have rules.... u have to be 18 to be in the hottub but u can BE ANY AGE to use the tanning room and get f***ing skin cancer -_- seriosly people? ive been in hottubs before im almost 18 and ull let me get skin cancer instead of being in bath like water(btw i dont use tanning machines anyways i embrace my pale skin)? dumbys..so me and alex snuck into the excersize room and just played with all the equipment and s*** lol then we got bored so we went back to my apartment and went into my bathroom and made a bubble bath and then got in and it was fun i grew a bubble beard and matching mooostache lol :)

25 Mar, 2013

FUCK YOU CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM!!!!

So... i was at the store today and i was just in Alex's tshirt (wich is big on me) and my skinny jeans and vans, and my mom bought me two buckets of ice cream Double fudge, and Chocolate Therapy(its chocolate pudding, cookies, and ice cream all in one) and well i ate the double fudge and then ate macoroni now im eating the chocolate therapy and holy f*** bubbles, my tummy hurts. :) but itll be fine..i hope.. lol

23 Mar, 2013

Court in April...

might go to juvi....o.o.... now thinking about it i dont wanna go.... the reason im going to court is cuz my mom n gramma were beating the s*** outa me i was screaming at them to call the cops before i hurt someone, i tryed to run, i got pulled back into the house by my hair, i snapped when my gramma slammed my head into the corner of the kitchen counter i turned around and punched her in the face, she told the cops she did NOT want to press charges...later on cops asked me "WHY DIDNT YOU RUN?"..... i told them like 10 f***ing times that i tryed but... they completely ignored it....its me going up against the state...im not in school becuase my lazy f***ing stupid mother has the papers for online schooling filled out but shes too lazy to drive 5 miles to the high school to turn the s*** in.. -_- so im pretty much f***ed..

22 Mar, 2013

What the fuck... o.o

So someone knocked on my door and i wasnt wearing pants.. just a big baggy t shirt and i had my makeup all done and my hair in a messy ponytail and i was like "FUCK PANTS!" and opened the door to a kid with his hands covored in blood.. O.o so i let him in and i found out hes my brothers friend and hes like "wheres ur pants?" and i was like "in my dresser?" and hes like "uhmm okay then" and then i was like "well what the f*** did you do?" and hes like "well... my friends were f***ing around a abandoned house and i hit the window and it shattered and so yeah" and i was like "omg... " so i cleaned the cuts for him and wrapped this little guaze pad thing around his hands.. lol hes now calling me his pantsless boo boo fixer -_- lol

21 Mar, 2013

gotta love bitches.

You talk s*** then block me.. i wanna f***ing beat you, but i wouldnt wanna ruin those fake a** t**s you flat chested h**, youve probobly got so many b*** jobs your b***s are just gonna fall off...i would talk s*** about ur face to but wouldnt wanna bring up that horrific accident that caused it, wich would be your parents :)oops spilledit :) haha.

02 Feb, 2013

truckkkksss

i want a truck..but at the same time i want a suburban.. lol

02 Feb, 2013

AWKWARDD!!!

i was standing on my deck while alex smoked and children wereplaying footbal and te sum kid scrame at theother ad they allooked atme so ilike ducked down slowly and they started yelling "yo blondie!!!" and i was like hey alex is the fat one runing?" and hes like "he cant make itup the hil!" and i ws like "ppfftttahahahahaha" and then i crawled into the house :P lol it washilarious (i like fat people cuz there teddy bears!!!) ^_^

01 Feb, 2013

FACKKK!!!!! o.o

So.. iwent to safeway with my gramma and she was in poke-a-dot pj bottoms well all the "emo" kids hang out there so we walke by and i ACCIDENTLY looked up at one of the guys outa the corner of my eye and gave him the "i want you" look and i didn mean too and so he ran up to my gramma and was like "iLOVEur pj bottoms!!" and then he looked at me and was like "damn" thenhe walked away and i was like "O.O uh damn?" lol i swear for some f***ing reason guys with fippy hair just make me wanna hug the s*** outa them!!!lol

29 Jan, 2013

lol

so... me adalex were talking.. abut guinea pigs.. earlier.. and well, we agreed to get cupcake (my guinea pig) friends.. o.o so we thought of these names Tyrone, Pablo, Carlos,and possibly Curly Fry ^_^

29 Jan, 2013

is it that obvious?

im a heartless b****.

25 Jan, 2013

OOMPAAAAA LOOOMPAAA!!!

lol weiiiinnneeeeeeeerrrr hahaha ^_^

25 Jan, 2013

hehehehehe ^_^

So my moms 36th birthday was today!! so me and Alex and my mom agreed that on saturday night Alex is gonna give my mom money and shes gonna buy us a s***load of alcohol like last time..and were all gonna get s***faced and alex is gonna stay the night again and Tomorow me and alex are gonnago see that one funny paranormal movie.. :P

24 Jan, 2013

Anyone else done this?

So i threw up thismorning...so since my room has a bathroom attached.. i crawled outa bed litarly crawled onto the floor from my bed.. crawled to the bathroom... and threw up in the toilet...staired at my socks..looked at the walll... then crawled back into bed tryed to sleep so instead i made popping noises until my mom woke up and gave me her phone so i could text alex.. lol

24 Jan, 2013

GOD DAMN MINECRAFT..

So.. one day i was stupid and showed alex minecraft..then..he got it for his xbox..hes addicted.. and now hes ignoring my texts...and building sky scrapers... lol

24 Jan, 2013

my awkward/boring day..

1.i hung out with alex and randy.. 2.foundout my moms 36th birthday is tomorow. 3.got slammed against a wall with my arms being held behind my back so i couldnt stop alex from slappin my a** as hard as he could.. wich hurt likea f***ing b****... 4.gave my aminals a bath (bunny n guinea pig) 5.gave alex a piggy back ride around QFC (wich was really hard) while trying to find some huge red bulls lost my mom in QFC.. found her by the icecream and frozen food thankfully lol 6.watched some pewdiepie, drank pepsi, anddd ate cerial...

22 Jan, 2013

lol yesterday wth alex..

Me: fight me!!! (punchs him in the chest) Alex: not a good ideaaaa Me: p****!! Alex: fine.. (pushes me back onto my bed and sits on meholding my wrists) Me: well...this uh... didnt turn out as i thought.. Alex: hah told u it wasnt a good idea! Me: get offff ur hurting my wrists!! Alex: nope.. gotta throw me off.. Me: screw u (i tried to bite his arms) Alex: (leans down and licks my face) haha cant wipe it off! Me: ewwwww!!!!!! ur gross!!! u douche!!! (trys to roll over and fails) Alex: shhh do u hear that?! d-d-do u hear that? Me: DONT DO IT!! Alex: listen do u hear it! Me: DONT!!! Alex: it sounds like the..... Me: ALEX I SWEAR ILL KICK UR ASS!!! Alex: THE TICKEL MONSTER!!!!!(grabs both my wrists n one of his hands and tickels my sides and tummy) Me: (starts screaming and trying to buck him off) Alex: (after like 5 minutes gets off so hecould go smoke) i hate being tickeled.. lol

22 Jan, 2013

omg..

im hungry.. but we has no food.. lol

21 Jan, 2013

what the fuck...

me Alex and my mom were in the car... THEN someone bought up wips and chains and my mom and alex started talking about s** and how itd be fun to tie girls up and eat them... these coversations between them are just normal now. they do itdaily.. lol soo gross..

21 Jan, 2013

SORRY

i havent been online. i havent gotten intrnet i just moved... AGAIN.. and i share a room withmy..mother... sady. lol shes never really home so its cool but yeah im online ill try tobe on more. ^_^ but i has internet now and stuff soooo :P SCORE!

17 Dec, 2012

my granmda and mom..

Grandma: i dont think u and alex should be friendd :) Me: shut the f*** up!! Mom: Victoria dont speak to ur grandma like that!! Me: mom.. alex is my only friend.. -_- Grandma: no i seriosly dont want u to hangout with him.. hes trouble.. i know it.. u guys are gonna have s** ull be pregnant and hell leave you.. Me: DUDE WERE NOT HAVING SEX UR ICKY!! Mom: victoria.. shutup. Me:... mom ur not gonna like take alex away from me right? Mom: no.. Me: (smilesat my granmda) haha.. Grandma: well then why dontu get outa my house!! hes not aloud here and neither are you!! Me: so does this mean i getta live with Alex? Grandma: GO TO UR ROOM U LITTLE BITCH!!! Me: make me?! Mom: VICTORIA!! Me: what?! Mom: *gets up n leaves the room* Me: *goes to my room* Grandma: *gets ready to look at houses and starts talking to her dog* Me: *walks into the liveing room not saying a word or even lookingat my grandma* Grandma: *looks at her dog* Chloe im taking u with me so victoria cant hurt u no more! :) Me: *walks up to my mom* dude grandmas f***ing trying to get a fight outa me!! Mom: whatd she say? Me: all i did was come outa my room not talking or looking at her and she looked at chloe and said she was taking her with her so i cant hurt her anymore.. i never hurt the dog before.. im against animal abuse.. Grandma: *walks in room* I DIDNT SAY THAT I NEVER EVEN SPOKE!!! Victoria just walked outa her room and started yelling at me.. she was hurting my feelings!! Me: Are u f***ing kidding?! I didnt do anything!? Mom: victoria go to ur room.. Me: WTF?!!!! Mom: i said go to ur room. Grandma:*stands there smiling* Me: i hate you.

17 Dec, 2012

DUDE SHUT UP!!

Holy f***ing snowballs.... Okay who the f*** thinks its ok for a 16 year old boy who lives in new jersey to date a f***ing 12 year old little girl that lives like 4-5 states away..shes a f***ing 6th or 7th grader and hes like what 10th-11th? wtf?! seriosly he says when hes 18 hes gonne drive all the way here pick her up and leave.. hes got ONE profile picture.. he threatens to kick my a** if i hurt the little c***.. HAHAHA!! he can try but the second he touches me hes gonna f***ing get his head torn off..i mean dude.. when ur 18 shell be 14 if u come n get her ull prolly be charged with kidnap and get sent to jail... honestly... -_- lol and ive read some of the s*** they sent to eachother.. and when i showed my gramma she litarly started puking.. he got her to sent pictures to him.. dude..it was gross as f***!! and he was telling her to do all kindsa sick f***ing disgusting messed up s***... SHES FUCKING 12!!!! hes disgusting... i mean i wish my sister was f***ing dead but honeslty hes just f***ing gross.. -_-

14 Dec, 2012

FUCKKK MEE!!

Soooo im allergic to chocolate milk.. its just soo yummy tho!!! :o sooo tonight i drank a small cup of it.. and holy f***ing s*** i feel sick to my stomach.. i honestly WANT to throw up.. i shouldnt drink it but its soo yummy but right when it hits my stomach pain f***ing kicks in :( im not the smartest..

13 Dec, 2012

Nightmares.

I wish i could f*** up everyones life..-_- people like to judge me cuz of what i wear or look like.. Seriosly? i cant help thatmy nose isnt perfect or my teefers arent completely straight! :( im sorry were poor as f*** losing our house and im possibly getting put in a fosterhome.. or juvi.. Dont f***ing judge me.. honestly i dont care what u think but when u start tellling everyone.. thats where i wanna f***ing stab ur in the f***ing d***.. :) k thx bye.

12 Dec, 2012

the fuck.

I dont knowwhat to say. lol right now i could lose ALL my friends. and i seriosly would not give a flying f***. i deleted like 60 friends from facebook today cuz they were either b****es,asssholes, or just people who use to pick on me that think were cool now tho i want to see them go through as much pain as they put me through but worse. I was forced to eat mexican food yesterday cuz Alex made me eat. loli only ate like two little slices out of a weird cheesy thing then made him eat the rest lol :P we were also at the mall and he tryed to take my to Santa until he realised i was completely terrified. i forgot wich mall it was but one of the santas got fired cuz he popped a boner when sum kid sat in his lap o.o. lol my mom scarred me last night so me and alex knocked on her room door so he could say hi or whatever and my mom opened it and was only in a tshirt and i foundout her bf was there so me n alex said goodnight he went home and i asked to use my moms phone and my mom was like "im using it right now" lets just say i got what she meant after about 4 seconds and walked away. lol

11 Dec, 2012

Addicted.

Im addicted to the way Alex smells.. and im becoming attached and addicted to him.. my bed smells like him the tshirt he gave me to wear smells like him just like almost everything!! i love it!! :) haha it makes me happy for sum reason! and smelling it just makes me want him here way more. lol but im hanging out with him n meeting all his friends tomorow.. lol thats gonna be fun.. lol ii told alex ONE out of the 4things im giving him for xmas.. lol it was to get drunk with me on christmas day, and we are. and hes giving me my presents early. :) on saturday hes spending the night with me, then sunday hes teaching me how to snowboard so we can snowboard together, and on christmas hes giving me another on of his tshirts :) haha i love him lol its gonna be fun trying to teach the most clumsiest girl ever how to stay balanced lol and i told him imma throw snowballs at him and he said hell push me down sit on me and tickel me to death if i do :P but imma do it anyways then imm run the f*** away lol

11 Dec, 2012

EX BOYFRIEND!!

LOL!!!! omg just ommgg!! i cant even bring myself to stop laughing like omfg!! lolll i looked up this girl from middleschool who was a skankface.. lol In her profile picture is my ex boyfriend with her LOL!!!!! like seriosly? loll!! stupid f***ing little 7th graders.. lol just no.lolll its just not right serioslyt he wears clothes now that look like a f***ing kindergartner with no eyes picked out.his hair is almost to his shoulders and he tilts his head just to see through it but keep it super perfect! lol b**** with me all u care about was ur precious hair! lol!! and nice f***ing new girlfriend whered u get her the f***ing preschool!! lolll!!! i would be jelous but holy f*** im not loll!!!! i kinda feel bad for them and there friends for having to look at them!! lol the girl has parted down the middle hair wish is cut ear length and its striped like dull blue,pink,and like a really like clay colored purple LOL!!! i think its f***ing hilarious!! lolll IM NOT JELOUS ITS JUST FUNNY!! AND HONESTLY JUST OMG!! lolll

11 Dec, 2012

dick in a box.

So today this is what me and alex said. Alex: imgonna give u sumthing youll really like! Me: Please dont say d*** in a box.. Alex: -stops talking and stares at me then starts laughing super hard- How the f*** did u know i was gonna say that! Me: i read ur mind! Alex: oh damn! -pulls out his phone and starts playing the d*** in a box music video- Me: -starts dancing to it- lol god i love spending time with hm lol its always fun! :)

11 Dec, 2012

Tampons.

That akward moment when ur in ur room at 12:52 AM and ur 12 year old little sister opens ur door and gives u a notebook wich a question on it and she stands there waiting for an answer. She asked me "how do u use a tampon? Does it hurt? Wich hole do u put it in?" lol i replied "well i dont really use tampons i use pads.. but you put it in ur vag, and no it doesnt hurt and you put it in the bigger hole down thar" lol and then she just stared at me like wait wtf did u just say?? and so i walked into the bathroom opened a tampons and was like showing her with my hands how to put it in lol i was like "ok pretend this hand is a vag ok?" and shes like "uhm ok?" and i was like "kay so put this thing there a push that thingy up then pull this thingy off" and shes like "uhmm alright ill try and i was like "hehehehehe tampons look like mouses with theres strings heheeh" and shes like "See this is why u dont have friends" and i was like "i have Alex and hes all the friendlieness i need b*****!!" llol then i go to my room and hear "victoria this hurts i dont like tampons!" and i wa slike "k ill make mom buy pads tomorow fet you." lol...

11 Dec, 2012

:) Alex and i

So Today we were in my room listening to Hollywood Undead and stuff and him showing me videos of his friends and he asked me if i wanted to go to Tolo(a dance at the school) with him. i said yeah and he said "okayy and then kissed my nose" lol then i refused to eat dinner so he fed me.. lol he was like "if u dont eat youll get consequinces" and i waslike "haha no!" and he started counting down from 5 and then i ate one potatoe piece so then he started feeding me whie saying "chugga chugga chugga CHOO CHOO!!!" hahaha and i refused one more time he he jumped down and on me and tickeled me till i let him feed me all of my dinner and then we were just sitting in my room talking and wrestling eahcother playfully :) THEN it was time for him to go home wich i didnt want to happen but had to so me my mom and him were on our way to drop him off at his house and he asked if i wanted to meet his parents i was lke "maybe another time..i m not dressed good" and hes like "so? haha they wont care!" and so.. me in my little boots.. short short pajama shorts.. and t shirt went into his apartment ment hisparents who asked me a few questions then he showed me his room and he gave me his black Hollywood undead shirt :) he has his white one. Then he walked me back out to my car where my mom was about to take a picture of us together before i turned around and hugged him really quick to block myself from her camera and when i was pulling back he kissed me.. and told me goodnight.. lol it was sweet.. and this weekend hes spending the nigth with me again :) and Tomorow im hanging out with him at his house ALL day long lol Today was good.

10 Dec, 2012

<3

Hes not just my boyfriend. Hes my bestfriend. and that the best thing in the world!!

08 Dec, 2012

COOL GETTING KICKED OUT!

so Nancy :) Our wondorfull s***face skankbucket f***faced incest russian c*** landlord kicked us out today.. we have 20 days... what a f***ing nice Christmas Present right? being homeless will just be soo fun.. -_- this ladys gonna have karma bite her in the house for making a family that just got away from domestic abuse homeless.. i hope they f***ing turn this place into a meth lab and have this place and the neighbors houses explode.. or i hope that Satan and his little wondorfull demon frineds haunt this place.. or i hope nancy and her ltitle brother/husband get into a f***ing Car wreck and they both burn to death slowly.. :) i want to dump battery acid on them. :) and bleach i just wanna give them a slow and painfull death :) call me messed up but im pretty sure ud do the same if u were me. :) unless ur too much of a f***ing p**** to make sumone suffer with no mercy :) Seirosly we fixed the entire room painted and put flooring in its funny how right after we did everything and fixed this s***hole up we get kicked out :) oh well imma f***ing d*** a hole in the back yard bury all the doorknobs and f***ing take everything we have wich is leaving this houw completely empty :) no washer or dryer no fridge nothing but a toilet and a shower :) lol oh well.. either i go live with Alex like my mom wants.... or i get put into a tiny a** apartment with my bro sis mom and gramma... o.o lol

08 Dec, 2012

TOMOROW NIGHT!

Going camping with Alex, and sum guy and sum other chick.. and when i asked my mom her bf told her to trust me right and they caled me into there room and i thought i was in trouble and then my soon to be step dad handed me amillion condoms said be safe and i was like "O.O i wasnt planning on having s** with anyone" O.O

07 Dec, 2012

Wish

I wish i could tell sumone sumthing.. if i do i die.. :/

07 Dec, 2012

FUCK...

Fuck love, Fuck life, Fuck this. FUCK YOU.

07 Dec, 2012

Replaced,,and Alone

The worst feeeling ever is feeling replaced and alone...i hate the feeling of knowing ur friends only talk to u now when they need sumthing or that ur there last option cuz they cant find anyone else.. u know what.. go f*** urself.. i can replace u too.. No matter how bad i miss you.. i wont cry nor talk to you EVER again..u blew it.. seriosly.. a real friend doesnt replace there friend like a day after she moves.. :( but thanks for nothing. BYE.

07 Dec, 2012

-_- fuck games..

Seriosly.. so i had a guy come over earlier today cuz i havent seen him since 3rd grade and we were sitting on the floor in my room just talking and my mom walks in and says "dont have s** im going to the store." i was like "GTFO OF MY ROOM MOM UR DISGUSTING!!" so she left and when we were on our way back from dropping him off at his house my mom says "dont sleep with Alex no matter how hot n bothered he gets you" i just slowly looked over at her and said "Ok.. ur f***ing gross.. dont ever talk to me about this s*** and if u want to word it diffrently..me and him are JUST FRIENDS!!" and shes like "u know jaun doesnt have abs and oh god hes good at what he does" i was like "dude shut up!!!" and i covored my ears and when i uncovored him.. she f***ing took out her phone and said "look through these pics and tell me wich one of jaun u like best!" i was like "ok" so i start going through them and she takes the phone and goes "oh look at this one" and f***ing shows me his p****!! WTF?!! dude thats my future step dad!!! EWWWW!!! >:( FUCKING SCAR ME!! Thanx!! -_- it was so gross!!! lol

07 Dec, 2012

About to blok my best guy friends number..

im soo annoyed with him..i only have a certain amount of minutes and he keeps f***ing sending me texts like word by word and im like "u know what shut the f*** up.. keep ur texts.. dont fuking text me anymore u f***ing annoying loser. f***." and now hes telling me about how much of a screw up he is.. and i dont give a s***... its just like on here.. i have litarly 20 people on my block lsit cuz the f***ers just sit there and send me like 10 messages since i didnt reply to the first one in like 2 seonds.. -_- its f***ing annoying.. oh look there my phone goes again.. -_- i have f***ing 52 minutes left..-_- Omfg... yeah totally gonna last till the 12th when he keeps texting me -_- f*** this...

05 Dec, 2012

SHTUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I CUT MY HEAD OFF HOLY SHIT!!

Ok im siting in my room doing absolutely nothing cuz im sick with ammonia.. okay? so i get yelled at b****ed out cuz im not up cleaning the dishes, handwashing the floor, giving donna f***ing neck and feet massages, feeding her dog, washing her dog, folding the clothes, and f***ing sweeping the laundrey room.. yeah im a f***ing slave now.. :/ this is f***ed up.. dylan and jordan dont have to do anything and when i dont do what im supposed to.. like today i dont get dinner or food. :/ this isnt fair? im pretty sure this is f***ing child abuse.. so cool i dont get dinner.. :/ its cool.. i cant wait till i can leave.. :/im on the verge of suciide all i do is cry.. i jsut wanna hurt her.. i wanna starve her cut her skin the bottom of her feet with a potatoe peelerand make her walk accross sharp rocks with lemon slices on em wiht salt.. i want to cut her tummy open a little and pour bleach on her.. i wanna f***ing stab her in the eye... i wanna see her die... by being ripped apart litarly.. i wana see her suffer.. :/ ive never hated anyone as much as i hate her... :/ she wants me to go to school and be her slave at the same tiem.. i dont think so oh and if i fight back against her for not feeding me shell threaten cops and juvi and mental hospitals... and im not crazy its just that shell do whatever she can to get me out.. :/ the only reason she hasnt done it yet is cuz she needs a slave.. and cool saturday i have to clean the entire house inside and out.. :/ by myself while her and my family are out at sum persons babyshower.. :/ cool..:(

05 Dec, 2012

HICUPS!

fuck f*** f*** f***!!! SHOOT ME!! lol let a f***ing clown case me threw the f***ing woods at night with a chainsaw while laughing.. O.O i just wanna get rid of these hicups!!! :o

05 Dec, 2012

Lesbian...

So... why am i always asked if im Bi or Lesbian.. i am straight as f***.... loll

04 Dec, 2012

What..The...Fuck..

i cant even explain s*** anymore.. :/ Fucking kill me... honestly i rather f***ing be dead then have to f***ing stay in this world... i know things nobody will EVER understand or know... :/

04 Dec, 2012

Things i Love and Things that piss me off immediatly.

Things i love 1. My mom, Cupcake(guinea piggy), Scarlet(bunny) 2. My "beauty" (i like wearing makeup) 3. Being Alone.( i like the peacefull quietness) 4. Pretending like my life will get better. Things i HATE. 1. Hearing my brother or sister LAUGH, cry, sing, talk. fight. and bully. 2. Loud noises.. Kaos. 3. Seeing my sister and brother get babied.. 4. having people they tell me hey understand.. -_- when they wont understand till they see things through my eyes.

04 Dec, 2012

What ive got left to lose..

if i go to Juvi or get put in a foster home the s*** ill lose is.. 1. my isolation. (i love being alone) 2. my precious things... 3. My babys..(Guinea Pig and Bunny Rabbit) 4. My mom.. 5. My life.... i dont have much but those are the things id die for..

04 Dec, 2012

MY NIGHT!!!

so... tonight i was soo scared/stressed out.. and when im stressed i have a habit of cleaning EVERYTHING so i made my bed.. orgnazied my makeup bags.. organized my tv stand.. and im laying here not wanting to sleep but also looking for my anxiety pills so i can calm the f*** down..even tho there not exactly anxiety pills there sleeping pills that make me not give a flying f***.. lol Soo tomorow imma clean my animals cages.. scrub my floor down to make it smell nice THEN im gonna sitin my room and think about why the f*** im such afucking idiot...i know i shouldnt blame myself for sumthing that i cant control.. but honestly.. its got me.. like its so dumb but for sum reason its like i KNOW its my fault.. i know i couldve changed it but i dont understand how... :/ this is dumb.. i guess.. buhbye..

03 Dec, 2012

RANDOM!!!

So i litarly just ran out into my living room while my family was all watching Christmas Movies and jumped onto the arm of the couch and scrame "SMELL MY BUTT!!" and my mom says "Victoria why do u always stradle the couch when ur out here?" and i was like "dont judge me" then i fell off the couch onto the floor started rolling around and saying "smelll my boottaayyy!!" and now they think im on Mugs ^_^ lollll

03 Dec, 2012

CPS

So found out the day the cps workers are gonna talk to my mom about me my brother and sister is tomorow :((( Are you kidding me?! i f***ing dont wanna deal with this anymore.. :( i dont wanna get punished for whati didnt do!! i didnt choose to live this way my mom and dad chose this!!! :(( this isnt fair!!! :(

03 Dec, 2012

TODAY!!

Today was nice.. i guess.. lol not really sure how.. lol i got in trouble for what my sister did.. went to the store and holy f***!! so i was laughing at my grandma who went to the store with me and sum old guy walked up and like squeezed my a** O.O i was like "WTF?!" and my grammas like "dont f***ing touch my granduaghter" aand i was like laughing so hard cuz he started hiting on my grandma.. lol i got sweet n sour chicken and veggies and now i r eating them and watching nightmare before christmas.. well anyways i found out i could either be put up for adoption.. or im getting put in juvi.. or sumthing... cuz my mom doesnt wanna fight for me.. :/ so she might lose me.. :( i dont wanna go with sum weirdo f***ing rapist child malesting stranger o.o i want to stay with my mom!! ^_^ i told my mom that if she doesnt fight for me ill kill myself.. and her reaction was "oh well" i was like :/ oh.. but i dont care if my mom doesnt love me cuz i will always love her ^_^

02 Dec, 2012

FUCK EVERYTHING!!

Okay im done being nice im done keeping my mouth shut i am soo f***ing done.. so my sister gets ahold of my locket that i got from my cousin who i never getta see she f***ing broke it!!! >:( then she wears my bikini bottoms as underwear.. guess i gotta throw those away now..:( the diffrence is shes a 12 year old who weighs about 400 pounds and im a f***ing teenager who only weighs 102.5 pounds... i hate HER!!!! >:( FOR ALL MY LIFE SHE TAKES MY SHIT IM DONT SHES A MISTAKE I FUCKING WISH SHE DIES!!! >:( im crying right now becuase i was told to basicly let her have my s*** im not aloud to yell im not aloud to leave my room.. im not aloud to touch my animals cuz i might have ammonia..:/i cant do anything.. im f***ing done she went in my room on i think it was monday.. when i left for like 4 hours to babysit... and i come home my perfumes gone, my necklace is gone my bikini bottoms are gone and i have to let that go ivebeen dealing with that since she was about 6 and im soo done!! she wants to ruin my s*** ill go take her special things and throw them out into the cold rain then ill f*** up her little relationship with that thing she calls a bf :) its kinda pedofilish for a 16 year old boy to want a 12 year old little girl whos 4000 pounds and is a total f***ed up s***.. -_-

01 Dec, 2012

MOTHERFUCKING COCKSUCKER!!

BEFORE U TRY TO FEED ME SUM BULLSHIT LIE AND I CATCH U IN IT SO U GET MAD AND SAY "FUCK YOU" AND CUSS ALOT AT ME WHY DONT U THINK ABOUT WHO THE FUCK I AM FIRST... U SAY U LOVE ME.. AND I HATE UR GUTS.. HONESTLY U COULD DIE AND ID FUCKING THROW A PARTY BEING THANKFULL UR GONE.. :) SO NEXT TIME U THINK UR SUM TOUGH SHIT JUST REMEMBER I HAVE A BLOCK LIST U HAVE 2 ACCOUNTS.. :) HMM ULL PROLLY MAKE A 3RD ONE TO CUSS A TME SUM MORE :) OH WEL BRING IT BITCH. :) I LIKE TO BLOCK PEOPLE :) ESSPECIALLY FUCKING FAGGOTS LIKE YOU. :) K THX BYE :)

01 Dec, 2012

BITCHES

cant tell if im about to cry or hurt myself or what i feel right now.. O.O

30 Nov, 2012

unexpected kisses..

so me and my buddy Alex were chillin my room laying on our tummys on my bed wathcing nightmare before xmas and He kisses me and he says "oops sorry my mouth slipped" lolllll the f***!

29 Nov, 2012

best scary movie ever..

they should make a movie.. that has only 6 good characters trying to survive from Freddy Krueger,Jason, Zombies, Leatherface, and Chucky! :o it would be f***ing awsome!!! :O

28 Nov, 2012

Me and my friend..being bored.

Me: im bored! Him: i like ur face Me: i love your.....socks Him: oh really? Me: mhm Him: mmmm.....sock s** Me: wanna make baby socks? Him: yes Me: ok. Him: I WAS LIKE BABY BABY BABY GTFO MY HOUSEE! Me: BABY BABY BABY U HAVE A SMALL WEENIE!! Him: whats wrong with us? Me: our friendship.. Him: yeahhh Me: ur silly Him: ur a beaner Me:what? im white? ur a beaner! Him: CRACKER! Me: MADAGASCAR!! Him: HIIPOPOTTABITCH!! Me: Grumpy the Dwarf. Him: i wanna sleep in betweenur b***s Me: go for it. Him: OH RIGHT!! Me: -stabs u with spoon- Him: -throws catfish- Me: who peed in ur granola? Him: wait what? Me: IM PREGNANT AND ITS NOT MINE!!! :O Him: OMG!!! Me: IKR!! I MUST FIND ITS MOTHER AND FATHER!! Him: lolll! Me: im seriol bro!! Him: seriol killer Me: BAHHAHAHHAA!!! Yep...boredom...

27 Nov, 2012

Hoooopplaaah!!

lol i have weird dreams..

27 Nov, 2012

BABY BABY BABY!!

-_- to everyone that calls me Baby..Im not ur baby.. nor will i ever be.. -_- there are like 3 people who are aloud to call me there baby and they are. my boo..my best guy fiend, anddd my besties .. if u keep calling me baby.. ill start ASSUMING ur my b****.. lol not trying to be mean just have like 30 guys thinking im there baby.. when im not.. :/ lol its dumb to call a girl baby..-_- tbh... is it so u dont f*** up and say ur many other girlfriends names or cuz u dont wanna take the time to remember a name -_-

27 Nov, 2012

EW EW EW EW EWWW!!

so..these are things that have scarred me for life.. 9 years old- walked in on my dad eating out my mom o.o that was f***ing DISGUSTING! 12 year old- hear my grandparents doing it o.o EWWW JUST WHEN U HIT AGE 50 AND UR GRANDKIDS ARE IN THE HOUSE DONT FUCKING FUCK! and jus the other day my mom told me to read her a message from her bf.. well i acidently scrolled up on ur message inbox and there it was clear as daylight my soon to be stepdads d*** -_- Today-my grandma was getting ready for a shower.. well she doesnt care anymore so shes walking around the house FUCKING NAKED!!! O.O it was sooo f***ing gross!!! she wasnt covoring up or anything just wlking around like it was normal until i told her to get in the f***ing bathroom.. lol WHATS BEEN SEEN CANNOT BE UNSEEN!! O.O

27 Nov, 2012

MOMMY MODE!

so my rabbit and guinea pig are sitting with with (next to me) and my rabbits cleaning my guinea pig :o its soo cute lol my guinea pig squeels and hates it and attacks her and then i try to pet my guinea pig andshe bit me so scarlet bit her LOL!!! its not like huge f***ing attack mode bites its like love bites of doom :P lol its cute lol

27 Nov, 2012

ALL THE GUYS WHO THINK THERE COOL!!

ur not.. so stfu and gtfo..-_- lol dont try talking to me if ur gonna try to think ur hot s*** asking for nudes..-_- ur a man w****.. probobly with tons of std's...-_- u must be pretty lame if u have to cyber cuz u cant get the real s*** loll when u treat me like im some prostitute ill slam ur face into the wall and tell u to learn sum f***ing respect.. -_-

27 Nov, 2012

LOL 12 years olds!!

that moment when ur sitting in the back of a car feeding a 2 year old and 2 f***ing LITTLE girls get outa the carand walk over like they wanna kick my a** or sumthing and look at me thinking there bad a** and i get outa the car and sit in the front and look at em like "haha i can ride shotg** but u gotta ride b****" lolll and they walk around like there hot s*** lolll i think its hilarious it happened today.. and there both fat they dont know how the f*** to wear pants.. they sag there pants like guys do... honestly they were fat too.. lol its called wearing tight pants that acctually fit.. lol then maybe ull loook decent lolll god im a b**** today.. lol

27 Nov, 2012

My day today..

1. lay in bed.. 2.get up take a shower 3. get back into bed and watch youtube videos 4. excersize alittle bit. 5. play sims and make them kill themselves. 6. have my aunt drive unexpectdadly here to ask me if i wanna go onto a 2 hour drive to drive little 2 yr old sophie home. 7. gets happymeal for being a good girl 8. gets driven home 9. breaks up a fight between my mom and grandma about sumthing i think i started O.o 10. sit in bed and drink tea.

25 Nov, 2012

Things no one knows about me and why..

1. Im afraid of the dark.. when i was about 9 my mom and dad locked me in my room in the pitch black with the power off and since i didnt have a bed i slept on the floor i had nothing to hide on.. my mom and dad would scratch and bang on my door screaming "the monsters and spiders are gonna get you victoria" and id scream and cry.. 2. i was raped him preschool.. i was also raped by another man that is still in my life and is apart of my dads side of the family when i was 6. kinda explains why i dont like meeting peoples dads.. 3. im afraid of closets...idk why. 4. Im not crazy.. but i can take myself out of my body when im super relaxed and i can go other places.. just not outside my home. :/ its weird. i have nothing more to say.. :/

25 Nov, 2012

SANTA GO TO HELL!!

so yesterday i sat on santas lap cuz of my cousin and his friends.. :/ i cryed... lollll like straight up i cryed and scrame for my mother.. its not him im afriad of its any guys with a beard or big mustache.. im like deathly afriad i cant be around them nor look at them without wanting to cry for my mom.. its wierd..

25 Nov, 2012

Awkwaaarrrdd

so today i toook a shower got outa the shower when i got into my room and shut the door (i dont have a f***ing doorknob cuz my mother f***ing broke it off) and soomy gramma fcking walks in and i didnt have a towel so i grabed my pillow and pushed it to me she left my door open and my incest brother like stood in the doorway staring at me and i wa slike "get the f*** outa here u f***ing incest f**got" and hes like "i dont see why ur covoring urself" and i ws like "ur f***ing messed up oka? GTFO of here or ill f***ing kill you a**hole" annd so he walked away and about 5 minutes ago he came in my room.. i was sitting on my bed watching pewdiepie so i told dyaln so get outa my room so he like grabs a pair of my underwear outa my dresser and i was standin in the doorway by then yelling for my mom to get him to leave me alone and he f***ing walked up behind me and grabbed my b*** so i turned around and kneed him straight in the balls about 4 times as hard as i could he dropped to the ground i took panties and put them back in my drawer while he cryed and iwas like "KEEP UR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME OR I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD ILL KILL YOU" so he was still crying so i grabbed him by his ear and drug him outa my room and pushed him onto the floor and said "cry me a f***ing river a**hole" and so im sitting in my room now feeling violated beyond f***ing anything.. and hes still crying.. it wasnt even a bit harsh... so dont bother messaging me all that "ur messed up" or anything :) cuz ill litarl laugh in ur face.

24 Nov, 2012

Inbox..

ok not to be mean but litarly.. stfu till i acctually type back... its annoying when ur computer lags lkefuck and then ur typing back to one message and once u answer that one 3 more pop up... -_- just STAHP ET!! lol

24 Nov, 2012

HOLY FUCK ME IN THE FACE!!!

O.O ok.. im dreaming.. this isnt real.. i am defffy dreaming o.o my mom planned sumthing for sumone to come over.. not telling me who but i guess i know them... O.o this is weird shes not telling me when threr coming but this is crazy.. O.o

24 Nov, 2012

FUCK MY BIRTHDAY!

-_- my mother forgot my birthday.. my grandmas b****ing becuase i wont let my sister wear my shoes becuas she has foot fungus... and plus my uncles gf bought them for me not donna.. and i get No cake.. No party... Nothing.. my laptops still broken.. im using my grammas.. wich in about 30 minutes shes gonna give it to dylan.. her little f***ing angel...-_- then ill be sitting in my room crying and breaking s*** and tearing things up and making a disaster outa everything while im alone.. -_-happy f***ing birthday to me..-_- the s*** ive already done to my room 1. dumped candy on the floor 2. broke the picture of me and my family. 3. ripped my stuffed animals apart 4. threw clothes everywhere 5. tipped s*** over 6. threw my mattress off my bed frame(threw the beddding EVERYWHERE) 7. ripped the limbs off the baby doll.. my mom got me when i was like 6 that i just found.. :) im pist.. im sad.. im hurt and i f***ing want people to die.

24 Nov, 2012

TOMOROW!!!!!

I LEVEL UP MY FUCKING AGE!!! ^-^ -falls over- ^-^ hehe <3333

22 Nov, 2012

Donna Donna Donna.. -_-

JUST DIE U FUCKING BITCH!!!! >: (!!

22 Nov, 2012

Thanksgiving.. -_- EMBARRESSMENT!!

-_- you tell me to go change my clothes.. i go in my room to change and u send my UNCLE into my room -_- i had no pants on.. that was embarresssing.. unlces girlfriend says she has to pee.. SO mom, donna, jordan and juan all run to the bathroom door for her.. -_- THEN you yell at me for not having my door locked.. -_- i dont know if uve noticed but you broke my doorknob off u ugly c***. -_- I CANT BRING FRIENDS OVER CUZ MY GAY BROTHERS 16 WITH A MIND OF A 9 YEAR OLD? SO guess no boys can come over and play games on the xbox with me... and that thing im suppose to call a sister puts on a bra and panties and goes jumping around them shes like 400 pounds.. thats f***ing gross.. -_- when i bring girls home Donna hates them cuz they dont like dylan or jordan.. becuase there f***ing ugly freaks of nature who should be shot in the f***ing head so that no one has to look at there ugly face and suffer from being blind.. -_- thank god i have my mother.. -_- she can be a b**** but she atleast she doesnt take things i love away from me cuz she knows im good..

22 Nov, 2012

OK U RUIN EVERYTHING!!

BITCH!!!!!! FUCKING STUPID BITCH!!!! It was ur fault my father disowned me cuz you told him i hated him!!!! >: ( Now u take away MY birthday becuase u slammed my fingers in the door and i scrame "BITCH" becuase it hurt..-_- THEN i call u a b**** cuz u threw food at me when i was trying to repair a broken picture frame..-_- SO U TAKE AWAY MY CHRISTMAS PRESENTS?!! WHO THE FUCKING SHIT DO U THINK U ARE?!! U HAVE MY UNCLE AND HIS FRIEND YELL AT ME U GET MY UNCLES GIRLFRIEND TO HATE ME U KICK MY RABBIT BECUASE SHE NUZZLED UR FOOT!!! >: ( you make me wanna die.. end of f***ing story... i hope some guy whos BLACK becuase i know how deathly afriad and racist u are towards black people go in ur room rape u beat u and kill you. slowly -_- just like that time u were raped in a parking lot by 2 of them. :) all u do is yell AT ME? u give my s*** away to my sister.. u ruin my f***ing life!! u dont like my best friend becuase she catches u in ur lies.. u dont like my animals becuase they pee.. this is f***ing stupid.. i hate you go die.. thats my birthday wish is that YOU die Donna....-_- u fat wrinkly old f***face saggy t**ted b****. :) k thnx:)

21 Nov, 2012

<3 :)

Me: heyy! Guy: Hey Baby Me: lol... dont call me baby.. Guy: why???! Me: cuz im not ur f***ing baby!!! im my mommas baby!!! Guy: uh... ok i miss being with you and how u would tell me random things and how ud also turn away when id try to kiss you and then turn back when i wasnt looking and kiss me. Me: yeah.. too bad you cheated ^_^ Guy: i told you i didnt f***ing cheat on u Tori!!! she made me do it! Me: so a girl forcefully held u down gave a boner and f***ed you? Guy:when u put it like that it makes me sound bad Me: lol no really?! Guy: One more chance please Tori? Me: uhmmmmm...:/ no.. Guy: why ill be good to you i promise!! ill buy u things ill respect ur family and ur body!! i just need you im miserable.. Me: You should of thought about me when u were with her that day.. if you loved me the second she put hands on u you woulda thought of me and said no.. you dont love me you loved my body... get over it please. Guy: Tori... i Love you!! Me: One request.. Guy: What? Me: Prove it. Guy: uhh ill buy you flowers and chocolate and ill take you to the movies Me: oh so ur not embarrissed to be in public with me anymore? Guy: :( dont start this again.. gimme a chance Me: not until u prove u love me without habing money or anything involved.. Guy: shut ur eyes and remember the memories.. Me: i cant.. Guy: u can.. just really remember.. like the time i licked ice cream off ur cheek..or the time i kissed you when u put lipstick on me, or the time ur mom walked in ur room when i was wearing ur bra and thong over my clothes.. just remember tori.. Me: Stop...You tricked my heart you tricked me.. okay? i dont love you anymore.. im sorry.. goodbye Guy: Ill prove i love you. Me: k.. have fun..

21 Nov, 2012

Dad

:( u call me to yell at me? the f***? :( to talk s*** about my mom..... it would be nice if u wanted to talk about me for once... :( my birthdays on saturday.. and u say "What gonna ignore me guess im not ur dad anymore child.. i was gonna take u out with ur mother on saturday for ur birthday CANCELED!!!" and im sititng here crying and holding my breath cuz i just got disowned by my father.. :(

21 Nov, 2012

Taya

i miss you bestie.. :(

21 Nov, 2012

my little pony..porn..-_-

ewww ewwww ewwww EWW!! so i was going through the pics on this comp trying to find one of my old dog dutchess who died.. and i come accross about 7 pictures of mu little pony... there having s** in each one.. -_- that is f***ing gross!!!! its my 16 year old brother who puts that s*** on here!! EWWWWW!!!! >:o im sooo gonna show my mom...-_- i hope he gets in trouble.. this is his grandmothers computers thats sooo f***ing icky!!! :o

20 Nov, 2012

GUESS WHAT WORLD!!

My Fudging flapjack humping squirell marrying toilet licking chicken kising birfday is on Saturday!!!! :) <333

20 Nov, 2012

dont relate me to a prostitute..EVER

so i hae a dude friend whos about 24 and hes always had a creepy love for me and i dont really likke him... here our convo on facebook..-_- Him: I did sumthing bad last ngiht Me: uh whatd u do? Him: i was tired of fighting to get u and u turning me down cuz of our age Me: O.o what did u do!! Him: i know this is illegal but i got a prostitute.. Me: uh ew.. Him:she was petite and looked alittle like you, just smaller b***s, and less of a cute b***..and she had brown eyes instead of green Me: uhmm the f***!!! pist me off..-_- Him: i bet if i f***ed u, ud be screaming so much more than her.. why are u mad? Me: O.O dude.. u just compared me to a prostitute.. And sorry i will never ever let u even get close to me with that 2 inch pencil u call a d***..go f***ing f*** urself! Him: i wont give up on us i know u love me victoria!! Me: this is too much..leave me alone! Him: ill get down on u one day!!! Me: have a fun life loser!! *blocked* I hate a**holes like that...-_-

20 Nov, 2012

I WILL DECK U IN THE FACE!!

lol... those christmas ornament commercials where it says "deck the halls without wrecking ur walls" lol its stupid lol

20 Nov, 2012

oh fuck..

lol those moments on facebook where u say hi to sumone it says seen and then they never respond.. it tempting to be alll like"b**** i know u saw that!!"lol

20 Nov, 2012

Rawr..

the one time i sleep for more than 2 hours..im woken up at 3:30 to get water for my sick brother who has one of those stupid boy colds where they think there paralyzed..-_- so i got him water called him a princess and couldnt go back to sleep -_-fucking lovely..thank god im not in school.

19 Nov, 2012

DONNA!

hey donna.. u tell me ur gonna delete my fb? ur not my mom u cant.. u say i cant have friends over cuz theyre black or mexican? u racist b****? u call me ugly cuz i have peircings.. I WANT MY MOM TO COME HOME NOW!!! >:( I KNOW NON OF U PEOPLE CARE BUT I WANT TO DIE!!! OMFG!!! >:(!!! apperantly im not aloud in my own room... STOP trying to force me to love my sister... -__- im gonna kill myself minds made up its happening tonight. im trapped.. im like in prison... :( nothing can save me now.. :) hope ur happy LaDonna Laborde Mills oops did i say ur full name? stupid b**** i hope sumone f***ing kills you.. -_- i want my mom!!!!!! >:( u took away my moms home phone so i cant call for help..dumb b**** i do have a window.. i do have lighter.....i hate you so very much.. i hope u dietonight i will not stay here and be bossed around.. u alredy have cps on ur a** for child abuse.. god no one knows how much i hold back i cant breathe... :( i want my mommy!!! :(

19 Nov, 2012

HATE!!

i hate you gramma go to heaven cuz im busy taking over hell..-_-

19 Nov, 2012

TOOK IT TOO FAR!!

Ok Donna... ur not my mother.. get the f*** over the fact that u cant tell me what to do ur calling me stupid... wtf? u threatenn to sell my animals.. cuz they peed on the floor.. IN MY ROOM.. u try to tell me ur gonna shuv a broomstick up my a**.. O.o the f*** is wrong with u? u f***ing freak.. i hate you.. i hope u die..all u care about is you.. if u dont want me here i have PLENTY of places to go.. :) i have plenty freinds who till take me.. i also have my abusive father.. he may have done terrible things to me but i wasnt nearly as suicidal as i am now when i was with him.. :( i wish u would leave.. u hate me cuz im Satanist u try to hard to make me a chirstian.. UR NOT MY OWNER IM NOT UR DOG!! WHEN U SAY SIT I STAND WHENU SAY EAT I STARVE!!! -_- id tell u to go get f***ed and get happy but since ur sum dried up old prune no one wants to hit it..:) im done with u tryin to take over my life.. i want my mother to come home from the hospital with my brother.. u think cuz shes not here u can go in MY room snoop through my things read my journal wich only has drawings uf my family dyeing in:) wait till my momhears about that. :) ur dead.. id ont care if ur my "grandma" or not i hate u.. i hate how when my moms not here u call her a druggy and talk s***.. and when i standup fir her u push me?! u have no rights to put ur hands on me.. oh yeah BTW so i dont tell everyone about how much of a b**** she really is and what she did to me.. she might take the internet awayy..-_- does she not realise i have a laptop in the shop and i have my moms internet thing to use.. -_- honestly.. she can go s*** a chode (small fat d***)

19 Nov, 2012

alone..

im home alone.. i locked the enttire house.. turned all the lightsoff and started screaming and crying and cutting myself.. it just gets better and betterr...

19 Nov, 2012

WHORE

im a w**** for being me.. SCORE!!! :D

19 Nov, 2012

KILL IT!!

lol so theres this 12 year old thing in my house.. it verbally abuses me.. just like my dad but alot worse.. -_-my parents REWARD her to get her to shut up.. but if i step in and take Jordans stuff im a b****.. i go in that s***s room and find MY clothes, MY makeup, My hair products and my extensions.. my sister got her ears peirced 2 days ago.. she also got new clothes.. and she cut up my shirts and pants.. dude shes lik 400 pounds im 105.. -_- she cant wear my clothes cuz theyll litarly ripp.. she Treats everyone like s*** and im sick of it.. i might punch the thing in the face.. seriosly.. she stole MY earings yesterday and was calling me a w**** and saying "ill tell ur bf u have 3 other ones" i was sitting there like b**** #1 u dont even know him.. #2 ur crazy if u think ull ever meet him #3 i only have ONE boyfriend... and shell sit there and be like "WHORE!!" and ill say "ATLEAST I CAN GET DICK!!" and then IIII GET YELLED AT!!! >:( I FUCKING HATE HER!!! I JUST CANT LIVE WITH IT!! SHE WAKES UP AT 2 AM TO DO HER MAKEUP...EVERYONE RAGES...my grandma for once is about to call the mental hospital and get that thing outa our house.. too bad shestoo much of a p**** to do it.. imma flip out and beat the s*** outa jordan one of these days and ill end up in juvi and shell laugh in my face..-_- i hate her..i will NEVER love her.. or accept her.. all she does is complain about her weight.. and beg for more food..-_- call me names.. disrespect everyone.. get whatever she wants... when she wants it..she told sum like 40 year old guy about my llike personal info.. -_-thats f***ing gross.. i hate her.. i wish i could say this crap on facebook.. but ill get beat for it if i do so i get on here and do it.. i hate jordan.. shes a huge part of the reason i want to die.. so sumthing needs to happen if my mom and grama were real parents they would disipline her instead of me constantly.. and jordan is now yelling at me saying shes gonna hack my mfg and tell all of who im a w****.

19 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REJl3n60rOo

Angels on the Moon- Thriving Ivory

19 Nov, 2012

im done..

You lie, you yell at me, you think u know how i feel.. i try to explain it.. ud seen my scars u know i want to die.. but u dont understand howbad it is.. i cry myself to sleep.. i scream and cryinto my pillow i dont want people to know me.. the only things i love are my guinea pig and rabbit cuz they love me no matter what.. u let my sister throw knifes at me... you let gramma call me names and call me a discrace...you let dylan take my s*** and hit me... u threaten to send me to my dad and when i dare u to do it for sum reason u say no.. -_- i hate you with all my heart i hope u die i hope i get to watch u die tbh.. i wanna see u burned alive and drown at the same time.. slowly.. since u told me those are ur worst fears of dieing u stupid b****... i have nothing but hatred.. u lie to me.. u tell me everything will be ok if i take those pills.. i refuse to take them... u want me to be in a mental hospital becuase of MY attitude.. when its ur fault.. -_- my birthdays in 5 f***ing days and i already wanna die.. the smile i put on is fake... your love for me is too... i hate you soo much.. ALL I FUCKING DAY DREAM ABOUT IS WAYS TO DIE!!! I CANT SLEEP I WONT EAT BARLEY I CANT HANDLE THIS!! HONESTLY!!!!! I WANT IT TO END!!! >: (!!! if i run away ill go to juvi.. if i get arrested again for trying suicide again i go to juvi.. if i get beat and fight back i go to juvi!! WTF AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!! >: ( I cant beleive this.. when i get hurt.. you laugh at me? is it funny? hearing my family laugh makes me pist... i cant handle it.. iget soo mad i break s*** punch s*** and hope to god i break my hands or legs or feet.. i dont care anymore... this isnt a cry for attention either.. its not a cry for help...i dont want sympathy i want to die. i cant stand life anymore.. im gonna end up dead and its gonna be my familys fault.. but they prolly wont care theyll be to busy s***hering my brother and sister in love.. :/ theyll prolly bury me in the woods like i never existed..i hate them

19 Nov, 2012

MY SISTER AND MOM

BOTH HUGE FUCKING SLUTS!!!!!!!!!!! :) i would kill them both if i could. :)

19 Nov, 2012

IM AWKWARDDERR THAN A MOOSE CARRYING THE DEAD BODY OF A HUNTER!!

O.O So i was at Spencers at the mall with one of my good dude friends(Jake) from way back in Elementary school and we were just f***ing around.. cuz hes suppose to be moving to Texas or Arizona or sum s*** like that.. and we were standing there boredd and then he started talking to one of the ladys about how he has his own d****.. loll (hes not gay) and some dude walked in and just awkwardly looked at me so i squinted at him and told him i was a cowboy who got stuck in a time machine and this is how itwent.. Me: Sir im a cowboy!! i got stuck in a time machine!!! Him: Uhm..u realise ur not dressed like a cowboy Me: uh.. yeah i uh changed!! Him: ur pretty Me: ur old! Him: only 23 Me: O.O u look thirty! Him: is that bad? Me: YESH!! Him: im just gonna leave noww Me: SIR U HAVE TO HELP ME IM........A MAGICALLL COWBOY!!! Him: -_- kid thats getting irritating! Me: *pokes his nose* hahah Him: uhm.. Jake: *runs up to me and grabs my arm* LETS GO ME LADY!! Me: haha NO!! Jake: Come on Victoria Me: NUPE!! Jake: *grabs my arm and trys to drag me out* Me: *sits on floor* Jake: *picks me up and walks outa the store* Me: what are u my mother? Jake: no but im sure ur mom will be here in a hour to pick us up Me: BUT WE HASNT EVEN RIDDEN THE CAROSEL!!! Jake: LETS GO!!! both of us: *gets on carosal* WEEE!!!!! ^_^ *rides stops* Jake: eh.. Me: BEH! Jake: lets go find that dude again! Me: ADVENTURE??!! Jake: yup lets go!! ^_^ And so yeah thats pretty much what happened.. o.o and yes theres litarly a carosel at the mall.. one of the big ones not the small ones.. lol its fun ^_^ i rode on the Zebra!!

19 Nov, 2012

am i on drugs that i didnt know i took?!

Ok so im just sitting here.. and Ice Age Dawn of the Dinosaurs come on... and i start laughing my a** off at everything that happens in the movie thinking its the funniest s*** in the world... o.O just makes it worse since im still in footy pajamas and have my hair back with a headband and eating a s***er with a sticker on my forehead.. lollll i cant stop laughingg at all.. o.o whats happeneing!!! loll <3

19 Nov, 2012

FUCK YOU... SERIOSLY?!

STOP SAYING 14 YEAR OLDS CANT DATE 18 YEAR OLDS!! U PROLLY DATED ONE WHEN U WERE 14 SO GET OVER IT FOR FUCKSAKE WHEN I WAS 14 I DATED 19-20 YEAR OLDS!! ^_^ GET OVER URSELF OKAY SWEETHEART?! IM NOT A SLUT FOR WANTING OLDER GUYS CUZ THERE MORE MATURE AND THERE BETTER THEN FUCKING LITTLE BOYS WHO THINK IF A GIRL TALKS TO A GUY ITS CHEATING...-_- you can think its wrong and s*** but really nothing u say f***ing matterss.. we date who we want... ^_^ so just shut the f*** up.. its annoying...<3

18 Nov, 2012

FOOTY PAJAMAS!!!

you know just chillin here in my f***ing foot pj's hahahaha ^_^ im running around my house in blue and green camoflouge footy pj's ^_^ awhhhh yeahhh!! ^_^

18 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHbGt6TDNso&feature=fvwrel

I just laugh-NeverShoutNever <3

18 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ci9An7qt9w&feature=related

^_^!!! <333

17 Nov, 2012

SANTA CLUASE

me and my mom were at the mall..and happened to come accross the pictures with santa place. Mom: wanna go take a picture with him? Me: nopee.. not gonna sit on sum old dude in a costumes lap.. Mom: oh come onn it might make his day.. having a hot teenager on his lap. Me: MOTHER!!! SHUT UP!!! HES SCARY!! Mom: Go just talk to him. Me: mom no.. hes not santa!!! Mom: i dont get why he scares you so much Me: Oh the fact that hes not seriosly santa and hes sum old creepy dude in a costume.. hes not even fat comeon.. and his hair is grey not white.. -_- Mom: fine lets go.. Me: fankkk youuu!!! ^_^

17 Nov, 2012

Breaking Dawn Part 2.

How cute...they need to add more to the series..lol

17 Nov, 2012

Im mad..

when i f***ing say im mad.. its not at you.. its a warning to get away from me before i f***ing hurt people? so dont a**ume s***... -_-

17 Nov, 2012

ANNOYING!!!

sittin in the living room...my uncles playing football on his xbox.. i got kicked outa my room..-_- forced to stay in the living room cuz my bro and cousin are using my f***ing tv in my room... wel.. my uncles chair is squeeky so hes rockingbackin forth in it constantly.. my brother and cousin are loud as f*** like they scream and f***ing yell... i f***ing hate noise// unless its music.. this s*** is kaos im about to f***ing shoot myself.. giving me a f***ing headache... i hate guys who try to make as much annoying noises ast hey can i also f***ing hate guys who yell at the goddamn tv.. its a f***ing game GTFO IT!!!

17 Nov, 2012

FUCK MY BROTHER!!

god damn...-_- he f***ing went outside.. stepped in dog crap... and wiped it on my f***ing carpet.. -_- WTF!!! i waslike "DUDE U WERE LAYING IN MY BED U FUCKFACE!!!" and then i threw all my s*** in the washer.. -_- thanks to himi have to sleep wifout blankeys or pillows...:( i cleaned up everything soo..

16 Nov, 2012

those moments AGAIN!!

sittin in the living room on the comp.. brother and cousin playing xbox, uncle working on my laptop, gramma folding clothes.. and all of a sudden i scream "I WANT CANDY BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM II WWANNATTTTTT CAANNDDYY!!!" then everyone joins in o.o

16 Nov, 2012

My Booo!!

YOU'RE MY EVERYTHINNGG!!!! <3333

16 Nov, 2012

Rainbow Girl- S3RL

All the colors in the sky Remind me of your pretty eyes You'll be with me right now When I look into the sky I see the clouds and wonder why I'm not with you right now Oh be my rainbow girl With the colors in my world And maybe you can see That we were meant to be You take the shades of gray And make them fade away You brighten up my day Oh baby won't you stay I'll be your rainbow girl, like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. I'll be your rainbow girl, like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. I'll be your rainbow All the colors in the sky Remind me of your pretty eyes You'll be with me right now When I look into the sky I see the clouds and wonder why I'm not with you right now Oh be my rainbow girl With the colors in my world And maybe you can see That we were meant to be You take the shades of gray And make them fade away You brighten up my day Oh baby won't you stay I'll be your rainbow girl, like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. I'll be your rainbow girl, like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. I'll be your rainbow Oh be my rainbow girl With the colors in my world And maybe you can see That we were meant to be You take the shades of gray And make them fade away You brighten up my day Oh baby won't you stay I'll be your rainbow girl, like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. I'll be your rainbow girl, like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. like da dee da dee da.. I'll be your rainbow

16 Nov, 2012

MY BOOOOOOOFFAAAAACCCEEE!!!

I love him soo much its almost impossible :) its like im frosty the snow man and hes the magic hat.. i die if hes not there. ^_^ <333 I LOVE YOU BOO!!!!! <333

15 Nov, 2012

why i love my bunny and guinea pig..

they love me no matter what lol :)

15 Nov, 2012

HOLY SHET!!!!

..my day was weeiirrdd!! 1.woke up 2. Did my hair and makeup 3. got dressed 4.Eat like a f***ing pig. 5. looked at my messy room wondoring how the f*** i made the mess. 6. put on music to clean it. 7. Lay down and watch JennaMarbles videos. lol 8. drink some of my moms alcohol when shes not guarding it. 9, PLAY WIF MY FUCKING BELLYBUTTON!! 10. Take a f***ing nap... lol

15 Nov, 2012

BAD COMBO!!!!

So imma prolly throw up later... im drinking hot chocolate, eating tacos.. and eating popcorn soup... -_- im a f***ing dumbass... -_- lollll <33 its just soo yummy tho!! SO WORTH THE PAIN!!! and now im eating applesauce with it.. -_- FUCK MY LIFE!!!! >:(!!! i know i now weigh like 105 pounds... by time im doneeating this s*** imma weigh like 120.... lol gotta keep working out but even more than usuall now... lol

15 Nov, 2012

MEMORYS!!

i remember my last halloween party that i had at my dads house howit was Me, Taya, Eve, Kaitlyn, And Eryn (there were more but im just saying the names of the ones that spent the night and stayed the longest) but we had a cerial fight and covored my room with cerial then watched scary movies, then had my dad ask us if my door was locked cuz we were comparing b*** size and we werent and had my mom and ALL MY FRIENDS talk about s**.. lolllll and how some of them heard there grandparents do it.. i once walked in on my dad and mom when he was DOWN THERE!!! and it was nastty!! i was like 8 o.o lol

15 Nov, 2012

BIRFDAY SEX!!!

9 days.....my life is leveling up in 9 f***ing days!!! :) im just waiting for my stupid extensions to come in the mail so my mom cant hide them then give em to me on my EXACT birthday lol so me and her always race to the mailbox lol :P and i was talking to her yesterday and nothing big but were just sititng in the car at the foodbank (i helped rake leafs while my mom talked to the people inside) and while we were in the car after all that it was quiet n i turned the radio on and it started playing birthday s** and when a car full of guys that go to my highschool pull up and my mom starts f***ing dancing rolls down all the windows and screams "dance victoria!!" and i was like "o.o MOTHER!!!" lol on the way home it was even weirder cuz she brought up s** and for sum reason me and my mom were talking about s** and it was just weird... -_-

15 Nov, 2012

BOOOOOOOO!!!!!! <33333

I LOVE YOU WIF ALL MY HEART!!!!! <3333 :)

15 Nov, 2012

LOL the most weirdest things ive ever said....

so me and my cousin were talking about relationships and i said.. "i think boyfriends are like b***ies cuz they grow on u" nd hes like " o.O uhm..alrighty then.. never heard that before but ok, i was thinking girlfriends were like bunnys cuz there cute and loving" and i was like "AND HAIRY!!!" lol he then freaked out and said ewww!! lolllll i love my convos with my cousin. :)

15 Nov, 2012

I HATE BITCHES!!!

So i was on facebook not buggin anyone just chillin and all of a sudden i get called a w****, b****, and s***.. -_- FOR NO REASON?! I mean wtf? so i told them to go f*** themselves.. they made the most lamest come backs.. and i was laughing my a** off.. like honestly? are u jelous cuz i dont look like a fishface c*** like you and i can get a guy and u cant? lol so u bring up zach...honestly sweetheart bringing my ex boyfriend into it after u knew he f***ing cheated on me beat me and raped me.. and u think thats f***ing hilarious??? would u like it if that happened to u b****?! Before u even talk to me u should go take ur little pyscho pills so ur attitude can be more normal.. :)lol

15 Nov, 2012

MY BROTHER

That moment when u see the girl ur ex cheated on u with so u start bashing on her and ur brother calls her cute... -_-

14 Nov, 2012

MONTY MY CAMP MOOSE!!!

So i went camping at Forte campgrounf or whatever it was and my uncle bought me a moose(stuffed animal) and i named it monty and i have no idea what or where he went i thinkhes at my dads house tho :o

14 Nov, 2012

BUNNY TEEFERS!!

so like i was feeding my bunny and like she bit me and it hurt and i cryed like a little b****.. lol there like razor blades slicing ur skin oppen

14 Nov, 2012

Bellybutton!!!

im getting my belly button peirced on the 21st :)

14 Nov, 2012

MY GUINEA PIGGY!! 3

so at about like 4 am i took my guinea pig outa her cage shes about 4 years old :) i got her when i was 12 for a christmas present cuz i didnt wan anymore fishys lol so so i got her outa her cage and put her on my bed and she gets coumfy and im laying on my tummy and whenever i lay my head down shell do it to and its the cutest thing ever and ill scratch her side and shell roll over and shes just like my best friend ever :) its now 5:22 am and shes falling asleep on my bed next to me :) its soo cute cuz when shes about to sleep her squeaking like goes really slow cuz usually she either purrs or squeks uncontrollably but when she gets relaxed she gets all slow and crap lol her names Cupcake and i love her more than anything in the world :) <3

14 Nov, 2012

WHAT THE SHIT? CRAZINESS!!

so my bunny was chewing on her cage (thts how she lets me know she wants more food) and so i went in there turned on the light took a handfull of the food outa the bag put it in her bowl and she ate it theres also an old leather brown couch in the room and its really dark so i walked by the sliding glass door to turn the light off and as i turned it off i like felt like i was being watched so i looked back at the animals and i s*** u not sumbody was sitting on the couch but when i turned the light on again there was nothing o.o it was creeepppyy!!!

13 Nov, 2012

BOO<3

I love you more than bears love salmon!!!! <3 :)

13 Nov, 2012

O.O MOM NO!!!

my mother is not telling me sumfin!! i think shes making me go to the dentist tomorow :o if soo im gonna cry... lol sure my teef hurt but id rather not go. lol

13 Nov, 2012

PEDOPHILES!!

nothing stranger then a 33 year old man talking to u over fb like "are u laying in ur bedroom with ur legs crossed and ur computer on ur lap and poking ur bellyubtton" and there spot on about it all and ur like "THE FUCK!!" and now there asking you out and hinting on they want in ur pants.. -_- im disgusted... hes like 2 years younger then my dad..my dads 35..moms 34..

13 Nov, 2012

THINGS THAT ARE ALWAYS RUNNING IN MY HEAD!

1. Is a zombie acolypse gonna start? i have to save my animals?!!! 2. I wondor if the house is haunted cuz of the attic door not wanting to move. 3.Lets go into the attic alone like a dumbass! 4.can dead peoples ghosts watch me shower or are tehy forbid from being around bathrooms? 5. What the hell is wrong with me? 6. Why do my feet always feel like there not mine O.o 7. ZOMBIES AAH!!! 8. (at night) i run to the bathroom so i cant be attacked by dead zombies/monsters/ or spiders O.O or flying zombie monster spiders O.O and then i go into the kitchen and listen to my brother yell at the tv my little ponyand xBox games not to end. loll 9. can macorni kill me? SCREW U CHEESE!! NOT TODAY!!! hahahagaaahahahahhaa!

13 Nov, 2012

12:47 AM

1. Get the laptop. 2.Made tea and macoroni (havent eaten for a few days now STARVING) 3.watch pewdie or whatever i want 4.sit in the corner of my roomon my bed and watch and eat ^_^ haha

12 Nov, 2012

Proof That im lazy AF..

I got outa bed thismorning, got dressed, did my makeup and hair, got irritatedwith my face, put my jammys back on, lays on my bed snuggled under my blankys in the dark and watched Pewdiepie. ^_^ hahahaha <3

12 Nov, 2012

I killed my Vans.. ;(

i uh kinda.. lit them on fire in the backyard o.o Dont play with fire. just dont o.o i lit paper on fire with things i wrote on them and i dropped one and it lit my shoes on fire.. o.o ive never ripped my shoes off soo fast in my entire life. o.o lol :( i put the fire out.. dont worry the grass is fine.. :(

12 Nov, 2012

-_- DUMBASS PEOPLE!!

Me: Hey!! Person: Hi. Me: wutsup? Person: Not much im having an awsum day ^_^ Me: oh thats nice.. (NEXT DAY) Me: Hey Person: I feel terrible i saw this thing on the internet called (BLANK) and i know i have it. Me: Uh yesterday u were just fine bro.. Person: I know but they come in waves and i dont wanna die and get burried. Me: -_- (looks up the illness) It says people that are HIV positive get that..o.o Person: O.O uh yeah i uh slept with a girl and like idk she mightve had it. Me: Shudup stupid Virgin. Person: gtg bye! Me: Yeahhhh O.o lol People can be dumbasses thats a thing me and my friend got into over facebook -_- i dont know him in real life just over facebook -_- hes pretty dumb.. LOL

12 Nov, 2012

1:00 AM

BITCHES WAKE THE FUCK UP!! IM LONELY!!!!

12 Nov, 2012

hahaha bubble baths!

Taking a shower and getting all super clean then after getting all clean starting a bubble bath that smells like green apples and giving urself bubble beards lol <333 just did that and now i smell like pure awsomeness!!!

11 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kg33Pg4Pmz0&NR=1&feature=endscreen

:)

11 Nov, 2012

BAH!

I Love My Boo! <3 (:

11 Nov, 2012

Jeydon Wale- Shivers Up My Spine

What can i do to get Through to you That you the one for me There's nothing i wouldn't do What can i do to get Through to you That you be my love forever Because is true (girl) 2x Everytime you say goodbye i can't hang up the phone I think about you all the day i can't leave you alone When i hear your voice i really start to fly Your voice is like a song that i can hear all the time And when i speak your always in my dreams I fallen in love i know thats what it mean I never felt this way for anyone before And the feeling of love is something you can't ignore I wanna hold you tight and never let you go If i had that chance I could never say no You need to feel my love Because i never lie And every lie about love Never telling you goodbye I'm always here for you i want you to know Even if your with me or have to go Shivers up my spine Butterflies in my stomach Everything about you girl i Can't help but love it What can i do to get Through to you That you the one for me There's nothing i wouldn't do What can i do to get Through to you That you be my love forever Because is true (girl) 2x When i feel your touch my heart start to beat Faster than ever my pulse rushing through my feet Everytime we hug it feels so right Before i fall asleep your all i think about at night When the morning comes You are my first thoughts I wonder what your doing if your ok or not I wonder where you are I wonder what your thinking I wonder if is me at night your broken dreaming I ignore you like crazy let me know what i can do Your the one for me i love you and its true If you die i wouldn't last for a minute girl you are my life and i need you in it I dont mind waiting for the rest of my life I have strong fellings it fells so right Shivers up my spine Butterflies in my stomach Everything about you girl i Can't help but love it What can i

11 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=dXidPRluf6Y#!

SWEETEST SONG IVE EVER HEARD!!!!! <333333

11 Nov, 2012

I love you..

Thinking of you calms me down, imagining being in ur arms makes my tears slow, but the pain stays, it just hides.but you make me happy and you make my life bright when we talk.. <3 I JUST LOVE YOU SOO MUCH AND THAT CAN NEVER BE CHANGED!!! <333 promised wed be together forever and i dont break promises.<3

11 Nov, 2012

12 year old boys and there mouths..

HAHAHAAHAHA!!!!! WOWW!!! this is what a 12 year old little boy told me when i told him to go f*** himself and leave me alone.. "You're Always Bitching And Griping At Us, AND You Wear All Black, You're WoW Toon Was Emobabe, And You Sent Me A Text Saying You Wanted To Cut Your Wrist And Kill Yourself So.." -_- 1. goodsir i dont have your number 2. i let my cousin name my wow character 3: how the f*** do u know how i dress u creep 4. get ur s*** straight before u talk s***... 5. HIT PUBERTY AND THEN TALK SHIT LITTLE BOY!!

11 Nov, 2012

U DONT UNDERSTAND!!

no one understands me.. dont even say "shes an attention seeking w****" cuz im f***ing not!!! and u think calling me a w**** is sumthing big? why dont u go get ur f***ing s*** straight, u f***ing c***! So, see if u understand this.. Every breathe i take makes my pain grow, ever time i feel my heart beat i hope its the last, Every time i try to speak my words fail but my tears are loud and clear, I cry till wiping my tears away makes me wanna die even more, I hear laughter from my 'family' and it makes my hate for them grow largerrr super fast.. my wall is paper thin i got a dried up old b**** on one side (gramma and the otehr my loud f***ed up brother screaming at video games constantly, i want them to drown in there blood, i hold back tears till i shuv a pillow over my face and scream and let it out.. that doesnt even help, I WANT TO KILL MYSELF ISHIT U NOT IT WILL HAPPEN!!! buhbye

11 Nov, 2012

FUCKING BITCHES!!

I HATE MY BROTHER MY GRAMMA MY MOM AND MOSTLY MY SISTYER I HOPE THEY DIE A SLOW AND FUCKING PAINFULL DEATH WITH EVER OUNCE OF PAIN BEING FELT CLEARLY. -_- im so done...

11 Nov, 2012

Savage Garden- Crash And Burn

When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone 'Cause there has always been heartache and pain And when it's over you'll breathe again You'll breath again When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild wild heart Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone

11 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmxSk0wZxss&feature=relmfu

lolll twiligghhtt

11 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IW-QQhWETiQ&feature=youtu.be

Lollll

11 Nov, 2012

death,,

the moment when u realise ur own fathers dieing.. and everyone but u gives f***... ihonestly hate him... hitting me for no reason taking away my s*** and locking me up so i cant get help.. threatening me after he hurts me saying hell kill me and bury my dead body in the woods or under our house.... when he dies ill spit on his grave and hope he had a good life making mine a living hell.. it was my fault he hit me.. i always got in the way when hed attack my mom sis and bro.. i hated seeing them hurt.. when him and my mom would fightid sit there and watch the second he raised his fist id be screaming at him to get the f*** away from my mom or telling him to go f*** himself and hed get in my face and scream "u think ur tough s***? u wanna step up to me?!" and id sit there scared s***less and say "fuck you" and then id get either punched.. or slammed to the floor....or when i used to hear him and my mom yelling about how "outa control" i am.. and the second later he walks into my room and wants to "talk" and the second after im out my window screaming bloody murder for help and the neighbors look at me as if im crazy.. and they just look at my dad whos by then draggin me into the house by my hair.. then he brings out his g** sets it on the table in front of me and says "u kno i could do soo many horrible nasty inapropriate things to you..but u know why i havent yet?" and id be like "cuz id kill your f***ing a**" and hed stare at me with all the hatred his eyes would fill with and my mom would be standing there watching like it was nothing? then theres those memorys i have of him chasing me through the house.. i run behind my mom screaming and crying and the b**** moves and pushes me towards him watching her child get hit with belts in the face the sides wherever he wants to hit her at.. he never hit my bro or sis or my mother.. my dad hated all my friends except for my ex boyfriend... Zach.... the abuser.. my dad doesnt have a clue that im not a virgin anymore.. no one

11 Nov, 2012

Feels like a Terrible Day..

well my rooms a mess i look terrible, got no plans as always, every little noise in my house except my music irritates the living s*** outa me.. im prolly gonna get the laptop taken away from me cuz im "addicted" to it when really im not.. or there gonna give it to jordan.. stupid f***ed up obese peice of s*** 12 year old sister whos aloud to call me every dirty name in the book and get rewarded for it -_- and i get punished when i tell her to shut the f*** up// its ok for her to call me a w**** but if i call her a fatass i took it too far.. im seriosly thinking about 1. running away 2.shooting myself in the f***ing face... 3. trying my now 7th suicide attempt.. orr just getting arrested again.. and taken to juvi ^_^ sounds good... -_- god this stupid house is hell...-_-

11 Nov, 2012

13 days!!

COME ON!!!! lol having no sleep and food is hard enough why cant the day go by faster?!!! :o

11 Nov, 2012

Jeydon Wale- Just Another Love Story <3

There's nothing you can do, now she is gone You keep thinking about all the things you did wrong When she gave you all she had and you gave her nothing in return Now the candles are lit so it's time for them to burn You had every opportunity to prove she meant the world But went back on your word like she was just another girl You didn't think much of it cuz you said you were sorry But this is how it goes is just another love story Can't forget her, can't forget her smile She's the sun in the rain, she's the truth in a lie And no matter what you do You know she's never coming home Because the pain is so unbearable she rather be alone You took her for granted And you didn't even know it But now that she's gone everyday begins to show it And nothing makes a difference cuz nothings gonna change it Her mind is made up and that's the way it's gonna stay Everything's wrong and nothing seems right But what about those other girls that you were with all night? She forgave you each time cuz she had a bit of faith But that faith ran out slowly Each and every day With more broken promises and more heart breaks I mean, how much hurt do you think this girl can take? She must mean nothing if you do what you do So why do you do it if you know that's not true? Pause. Stop. Rewind. Lets do a re-take Now all you wanna do is reverse your mistakes You think about her smile, you think about her eyes You think about the truth caught up with all the lies You swore more than twice and she trusted your word But each and every time it's nothing she hasn't heard She never knew the truth, but now she's reassured That she's better off without you though that's not what she preferred No there's nothing you can do, now she is gone You keep thinking about all the things you did wrong When she gave you all she had and you gave her nothing in return Now the candles are lit so it's time for them to burn You had every opportunity to prove she meant the wor

11 Nov, 2012

Jeydon Wale- Bright Eyed, Beautiful Girl. :)

she's a bright eyed beautiful girl in a cold world, but she'll never tell a dim eyed boy like myself her heart's hurt a love never felt She's a bright eyed girl in a cold world a bright eyed girl in a cold world she's a bright eyed beautiful girl her scars show but she'll never tell a dim eyed boy like myself all her pain and what she has dealt She's a bright eyed girl in a cold world a bright eyed girl in a cold world capture me, savour me, won't you lie to me, believe in me cuz i'm falling capture me, savour me, won't you lay with me, stay with me cuz i'm falling for you. She's a bright eyed girl in a cold world a bright eyed girl in a cold world capture me, savor me, won't you lie to me, believe in me cuz i'm falling capture me, savour me, won't you lay with me, stay with me cuz i'm falling for you

10 Nov, 2012

lol

i went from bathing in spagetios as a kid to eating them like a pig ^_^

10 Nov, 2012

<3

thought i would never be truely happy till i foudn youu! <3

09 Nov, 2012

SOMEONE STOLE MY HEART!!!

Keep it forever so we can never lose eachother ^_^ <3 You know who you are! <3 u make my heart melt and my smile bright <3

09 Nov, 2012

Oh bitches..

Haters trying to get to me ^_^ hahahahha funny s*** right there! <3 its calleda block list and ur names on it ^_^

09 Nov, 2012

MY BRAIN!!

Thinking about this makes my brain hurt... What would happen if a g**and lesbian dated? O.o would they be lesbian, or g**O.o or theyre bi o.o there we go. no more brain hurting ^_^

09 Nov, 2012

stupid studded rainbow belt.. -_-

so i sat down wrong and my belt sumhow twisted.. and well it hurt my hip lol

09 Nov, 2012

panda!!

My gramma bought me a new panda hat...she yelled happy f***ing birthday and threw it at my face... ^_^

09 Nov, 2012

LOVVVE

Im in love with sumone and i hope they know who they are!!! <3

09 Nov, 2012

I think i might go all vegatarian..

Seeing any animal dead makes me cry.. deers,raccoons, possums,snakes, any animal!! or creature!! :( i saw a bloody deaddeer and i started crying :(

09 Nov, 2012

PEWDIEPIE did this to me!!

So... i dunno why or how this happens but whenever im terrified in a game.. i.. kinda..tend to scream... "CHAIRMODE NIGGA" or.. i sing "I BELEIVVVEEEEI CAN FLYYYY!!!" or awkward s***...lol pewdiepie..changed my gamerneesss!! my bro got halo 4 ^_^ and i took it and played it before he the chance too lol

09 Nov, 2012

WHATS YOUR ANSWER?

Were at g** point and theres a g** to our heads what would u do to get us both out alive and non a** raped? :o (my extold me hed hide behind me thinking ill kill them first) -_- please be more better than that.. lol

09 Nov, 2012

LOVE

IM IN LOVE AGAIN!!! CUPID GOD DAMNET PUT THE ARROWS AWAY BITCH!!! -grabs g**- NIGGA PUT THAT SHIT AWAY!!! :O!

09 Nov, 2012

harsh ways of dumping people..

1. Tell them ur into same s**. 2. Do a magic trick and disapear from there lifes. 3. Blame them for the breakup.. 4. Trick them into dumping you. 5. FUCK THEM AND LEAVE!! Yeah.... im mean... (never done any of those) EXCEPT the first one.. but i tricked the man i was still datinginto thinkin i was for about a week then told him i wasnt.. lol then i dumped him.. lol

09 Nov, 2012

lol FACEBOOK

So... i went on facebook the other day and clicked all my ex's profiles.. and DAMN THEY GOT UGLY!!! hahaha!!! i see one or 2 of them are little emo wannabes now lolll thats f***ing hilarious!!! <3

09 Nov, 2012

Internet dumping!

uh.. so like i know being dumped over the internet or texts is reallyharsh but.. would u rather look into the persons eyes ur about to destroy? it seems mean and rude.. but honestly id rather get dumped over the internet.. ive been dumped face to face.. many times..i couldnt help but cry my head off and beg them to stay with me..it never worked..and look at me now.. im alone...and ive been dumped over texts and facebook and even mfg... but u know what...it was better then having to look at the person u love as they tear ur heart out..<3 you might think im a b**** but honestly i rather not hurt them more by having them look at me as i do it..

09 Nov, 2012

Ex Boyfriend/Best Guy Friend

Having your best guy friend you use to date treat you like a s***... thats painfull.. happening to me right now.. :( thought he was better than this...

09 Nov, 2012

imsoo powerfull i can...

turnon the sink with my pinky lift up and air mattress pick up a white tiger....stuffed animal.. lol

09 Nov, 2012

Dancing ^_^

Dancing around ur room like a r**** is the most funnest think everrr :P

09 Nov, 2012

PLEASE HELP ME OMG PLEASE!!

Ok im begging you people to help me!! i really need it!! like.. i was sitting here and i felt sumthing.. the BABAM!!! i got the hiccups and they wont go away, ive tried 1. Holding my breath 2. Thnking of scary s*** 3. thinking of a tropical rainforest 4.pluggin my nose and holding my breath upside down. 5. scary pop ups.. NOW THEY HURT!!! >: O

08 Nov, 2012

DUCKS

Pfft Ducks these days.. always b*** raping innocent people...yes this goes for u TheFPSduck!! ALWAYS THROWING URSELF AT CHILDREN! lolll!!! <3

08 Nov, 2012

Oh god..

So i was jumping around my kitchen and the entire house screaming "YEAH UR A CRAZY BITCH BUT U FUCK SO GOOD IM ONTOP OF IT, WHEN I DREAM IM DOING YOU ALLL NIGHT!!!" hahahaa <3 my moms reaction "are u on f***ing crack?" i was like "Nope!" My grandmas reaction (gets out phone and video tapes me) "Yeah..now ill show everyone what ur like on happy pills" i was like "NEVAAAAAA!!!" loll oh that was fun.. lol

08 Nov, 2012

How i knew my gramma didnt like the president stuffz..

(tv starts talking) Gramma: WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING FREE??!! FUCK U!!! Me: Calm ur saggy old t**s!! Gramma: I FEEL IMPRISONED!! Me: How do u think i feel? i have to grow up with this s***! Gramma: yeah but u might die young from ur stupidity!! Me: -_- lol yeah... there was more but it was really bad..

08 Nov, 2012

MY LITTLE PONY!!

my brother was runnning around and walks in my room wearing a my little pony shirt.. -_- holding a bebee g** and he points it at me and i told him if he shoots me ill post the picture of him in a skirt makeup and a tight shirt.. and he almost pulled the trigger lol and like isnt it bad enuf i found my little pony p*** on the lving room computer.. -_- just eww!! i was also in his room earlier trying to get my rabbit outa from under his bed... i happened to just glance at him and omfg he was looking at me and jacking off under his blankys :(!! LIKE WTF!!!!! first he flirts with me after telling me he likes me, then he slaps my a**, and now he jacks off to me IM HIS LITTLE SISTER!! WTF?!! FUCKING INCEST PEICE OF SHITT!!! >:(!!! i want outa this stupid f***ing house..

08 Nov, 2012

AWWWWH!!! MY COUSIN!!

So my 2 year old little cousin sophie was sad so i started making popping noises with my mouth and she stopped and stared at me and started laughing and then i stoppeed and she kept gasping at me lolll andmy cousin put the song Black Dahlia on by by Hollywood Undead and me and sam started singing it and she was laughing her head off and then i fell over onto the floor and fake died and she ran over and started beating me and screaming "wake up towi!!" and so id open my eyes and be like "TICKLE MONSTER ATTACK!!" and shed try to run and sam would get her and id blow rasberrys on her tummy and omgg shes like the cutest little thing ever!! <3 i love her!! <3

08 Nov, 2012

BAH!!

TALK TO ME AND I PROMISE I WONT BE BORING!!! haha <3

08 Nov, 2012

<3

EEP! <3 :)

08 Nov, 2012

SOMETIMES!!

Sometimes i get bored..and i dance around my room to silly music :) sumtimes i write letters and pictures then burn them.. sumtimes i write songs sing them and then hide them, Sumtimes i hope im dreaming..

07 Nov, 2012

Porn magazines and Food..

So i walked into the kitchen to find a f***ing couch O.o dont ask why the f*** theres a couch in our kitchen but there is and i walked past it to get a bagel and saw sumthing on the floor i picked it up a bottle of lotion and a p*** magazine.. O.O i was like "OH FUCKING GROSS!!!" and then threw it on the floor scrubbed the f*** outa my hands and arms and told my mom and my moms like "yep looks like dad bought dylan sum more" i was like "NO JUST NO!!!!!!" lol

07 Nov, 2012

crosses hurt me!!

my grandma was reading her little bible and i walked in and was like "can i has crayons?" and she threw a cross and the corner of it hit my arm and i started crying loll got my funny phone!! and my grandmas like -_- "fucking Satan warshipper" and i was like "DONT THROW STUFF AT ME BIATCH!!" and crawled away lol

07 Nov, 2012

TREE KILLING HOMEWORK!

HOMEWORK KILLS TREES!!! DONT DO IT!! PLAY MORE VIDEO GAMES!!! :o

07 Nov, 2012

FACEBOOK

Honestly... to the people on here that know me on facebook... when i log off facebook and get on here its cuz i really DONT wanna talk..-_- i go on here for games to get my mind off s***.. so dont f***ing log on here and try to talk to me cuz i logged off facebook cuz im either g**na tell u to STFU or ill ignore you.. -_-

07 Nov, 2012

AWKWARD MOMENTS!

when ur taking s*** off ur wall and realise sumhow u got gum on the wall O.o

07 Nov, 2012

Texting

Random guy: SEXT ME Me: NO! Random guy: Why not?? Me: Pedofile Random guy:im not a pedo im only 17 Me: IM 9 YEARS OLF YOU PERVERT!! Random Guy: O.O Me: Now i need to change my pull-ups Random guy: U realise i know you Me: No u dont O.O Him: Yes i do Me: NOPE Him:i swear i do Me: O.O PROVE IT!! Him: You use to sit by the vending machines listening to music alone Me: -_- f*** you. lol LULZ!!

07 Nov, 2012

Lol moments are funnny

My Mom: Are you okay with not getting a huge cake? Me: Yes, Are you ok with me getting older? My Mom: Nope.. your still a 5 year old in my heart Me: Nuuuu!!! Then she gave me a wedgie... -_- lol funn... -_- lolll <3

07 Nov, 2012

Chair humping good time..

lol BLEH!!! CHAIRMODE ACTIVATED *BOOP* haha <3

07 Nov, 2012

awkward

i have to pee.

07 Nov, 2012

BLARGA

i need fweinds....

06 Nov, 2012

What the fuck!!!!!!!!!! Ok honestly..

this hurts.. my dadcame down to wish me a happy early birthday.. my sister started cussing and i heard a smacking noise then my sister crying and my grandma screaming my mom screaming and i ran into my moms room and looked at this all frfrom the window and he drove off.. never even gootaa say hi.. -_-

06 Nov, 2012

broken..

when im in a relationship with sumone i dont like.. i do cry when we break up.. not becuaseit hurts but becuase i know how it feels to be hurt.. <3

06 Nov, 2012

getting high with my cousin.. stupidity..

So i got high off my a** with my cousin.. he then started asking me questions lol my brain hurt.. lol he asked me how words were made and how my evil twins doing.. and i wanted to cry loll i felt stupid lol :P him and his bro were laughing about it tho.. cuz when i get confused or think to hard my cheeks get all red and my eyes get small cuz i squint lol

06 Nov, 2012

Doctors, and new stuffz!

So i went to the doctors for my anxiety..there giving me new meds and holy s*** the doctor like understood me and it was my first time meeting him :P he knows i dont sleep, he knows how hard it is to have bad anxiety and no one who really understands lol it was werid i got a nose spray thingy and it made my nose cold but it protects me from the flu :P and for being a good girl i got a lollipop and a charlie brown great pumpkin sticker! ^_^ i found out im 110 pounds, and im 5'3.4 ^_^ hahaha and my dad gave my mom money to take me to the store and get new stuffs so i got a new jacket and skinnies and my mom stole me a little panda bear with huge eyes and i named him walter :P lol my moms like the best! :) and im talking to her about maybe letting Taya come down soon :P <3 cant go to long without muh bestie. <3

06 Nov, 2012

Sex :)

Now that i got ur attention.. im saying HI!! <3 hahaha <3

06 Nov, 2012

Im not a toy.

If ur gonna play with my emotions Dont bother talking to me.

06 Nov, 2012

Guys die fast..

Guys in my family like relatives and stuff always die first lol i just thought about that and realise almost all but 1 of my grandpas are dead but alll my grandmas are still alive O.o

06 Nov, 2012

fucking creepers..

its f***ing creepy when a 32 yr old finds out where ur hometown is and tells u hes buying a house near you so u can date.. o.o NO! just EWW AND NO!!!! GROSS!! >:O

05 Nov, 2012

Mommy wants to kill herself..

I get called names everyday, i got a knife thrown at me the other day, i got arrested 2 times already cus od suicide attampts and fightting with my family so... honestly i dont care anymore.. the only one in this house who i acctuallly love is my mother. im a mommys girl, and i took a nap earlier when i took sleepy pills or whateves and i woke up to my sister and mom yelling at eachother and i was laying there listening and my mom scrame "jordan stop u make me want to die!!" and my sister sai=ys "ohhh stupid cry baby!" and my mom says "FUCKING GOD DAMNET JUST SHUT UP!!!" and my sister started taunting her.. i like flew outa my bed ripped my door open scrame at my little sister to shut up she started cussin at me. wrong thing to do my mom started balling and i just slapped my sister acrross the back of her head so her reaction was to throw an uncooked bag of macoroni noodles at me lol it exploded and my mom got up and my sister locked herself in my grandmas room and my mom went a got the broom and tryed to clean it up and like this even scared me like jordan opened the door called me a stupid f***ing w**** and my mom f***ing dropped her! lol i was like O.O :O!!! and then started screaming in her ears "DONT FUCKIN CALL UR SISTER A WHORE!! U KNOW I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! YOUVE MADE ME MISERABLE AND WHEN I KILL MYSELF BECUASE OF U AND UR SISTER HAS TO GROW UP LOSING ME NO ONE WILL WANT YOU!!!" at that moment i clane up the macoroni dumped it in the trash, and thenhuggedmy mom and tol dher if she wanted to to call the cops she could and she didnt cuz if they come here there gonna arresst me.. for putting my hands on a other being.. -_- f*** cops.

05 Nov, 2012

my mom suprised me so bad for my birfday

So for my birfday she invited my old friend Raeven to come over :D!! oh and she also ordered 22 INCH LONG FUCKING HAIR EXTENSIONS!! imean damn O.o thats gonna be like down to my b*** O.o lol oh well im cool with it i should be getting them on Wednesday :)i love my mommy and then on the 20th im getting my belly button peirced ^_^ i hear it hurts like a b****.. i hope not i mean even if it does its sooworth it lol :P

05 Nov, 2012

YELLOW FLOWERZ!!

i got flowerz :)

05 Nov, 2012

BITCHFACE!

So im in my room drinking an Arizona and just chillin being quiet, and like i started writing a song and like my grandma walks in and scream "BE QUIET!!!" i was like "Bitch go back to sleep" then i got up slammed my door and sat on the floor huggin my oversized white tiger stuffed animal :)

05 Nov, 2012

BOREDOM DRAWING!!

I have no idea wtf i should draw.. lol sumbody tell me and ill attempt it :P

05 Nov, 2012

meh favorite peopleon youtube so far :P

1. Pewdiepie 2. Shane Dawson 5. Tobuscus

05 Nov, 2012

SCARY FUCKIMG MOMENTS!!! >:(!!

so im scared of the dark.. lol and like i have my light and tv on and im sitting here watching youtube videos and like a commercial for a scary movie came on.....it scared me.. and like so i like sat here and then my light started flickering my tv shut off and i was like "O.O" and then i heard sumthing outside my window so im like "uhhh O.O" so its getting scarier.. then i was hoping to god my light wont shut off.. 2 seconds later BAM lights off.. so im sitting in the dark on my laptop and i calmed myself down and my light and tv came on at the same time and i was liek "O FUCKK YOU!!!" lol :P

05 Nov, 2012

Movie Fails..

When ur watching a scary movie and the powers on but the lights are off and the dumbass is walking around in the dark looking scared and theres a lighswitch in the background lol..when ur watching a movie and the person talks and trys to sound super enthusiastic but really they sound like a dumbass lol or the ones where theyre trying to switch things up and then it looks r****ed lol

05 Nov, 2012

Challenged myself to lick my elbow

lol so i got choclate on my elbow sumhow..so i tryed to lick it off.. Terribly failed.. lol

05 Nov, 2012

What I Do When Im Bored..

I make wishes, then realise wishes dont come true... I dream, but dreams dont become reality... and REALITY SUCKS!! >:(

04 Nov, 2012

ALLERGIES TO METAL!

fuck f*** f***!! got a necklace im alergic to stuck on me... -_- great.. here comes the itching next comes the rash.. then the hives.. -_-

04 Nov, 2012

Hell.

Guys i cant go to hell, cuz i was kicked out, the devil thought i was gonna take over <3 haha

04 Nov, 2012

-_- trying knife me..

my sister throws a knife at me...then my mom trys to take my laptop away and give it to her!! WTF!!!!??!!! I GET A KNIFE THROWN AT ME BY AFUCKING 12 YEAR OLD!!! THEN I GET PUNISHED?!! WHAT THE SHIT?!!! >:(!!!!! GETTING PUT IN FOSTER CARE SEEMS PRETTY FUCKING AMAZING ATM!!! OH AND HEY I MIGHT GO TO JUVI EVERYONE!!! FUCKING FANTASTIC >:(!

04 Nov, 2012

Trojan condoms...-_-

So im listening to music.. it stops and i hear my 12 year old younger sister say "TOJAN CONDOM COMMERCIALS ARE AWSOME MOM" and im like "O.o" lol so now my mom, moms bf, gramma, and sister are talking about condoms.. -_- lollll

04 Nov, 2012

Cady Groves- This Little Girl

You got your keys, but where ya goin'? The third degree just isn't workin' Cause you walked out without asking me to go And if I followed you home, would you be alone? I checked your phone, cause it was b****in' Are you alone? I know you're creepin' Cause you walked out without asking me to go But if I followed you home, I hope you're alone [Bridge:] I'm three steps from the edge, woah Don't push me over it Don't you know, don't you know [Chorus:] Every girl is capable of murder, if you hurt her Watch out you don't push me any further, any further You're not the only one walking 'round with a loaded g** This little girl is capable of murder, cause you hurt her My hands are clean, not yet a killer Ain't I your queen? And did you tell her? Cause you broke down all my shoulda known betters And then I followed you home, throwin' sticks and stones [Bridge:] I'm two steps form the edge woah Don't push me over it Don't you know, don't you know [Chorus:] Every girl is capable of murder, if you hurt her Watch out you don't push me any further, any further You're not the only one walking 'round with a loaded g** This little girl is capable of murder, cause you hurt her Don't you know you should never treat a girl like that? Got a good alibi and my bag's all packed Don't you know you should never treat a girl like that? Cause the next one's gonna have a hammer pulled back [Chorus:] Every girl is capable of murder So watch out you don't push me any further (But you f***ing hurt her) Every girl is capable woah, if you hurt her Watch out you don't push me any further You're not the only one walkin' round with a loaded g** This little girl is capable of murder (Hey!) This little girl is capable of murder, cause you hurt her

04 Nov, 2012

ALMOST DIED AGAIN!

So im dumb.. today was exhuasting, wtih all my fighting, and all the crap that happened so i dont have my insomnia pills so i cant sleep but tonight i was exhausted and was laying down i was watching PewDiePie's videos and had my heater on and forgot about it again..-_- my room was a sealed off oven. i blacked out and like couldnt breath until my grandma came in my room and shut it off and gave me popcorn and i was like dieing of heeat and my body was like shut down and i got up and fell over and then i gto feeling back and made my way to my window and opened it. :P lol

04 Nov, 2012

LIFE PLAN!

1.turn 18 and adopt 3 dogs from the pound that thought they didnt have a chance. 2.have lotsa money 3.get married 4.Destroy all Asains and Gingers. (jassttt keeeddiinngg) 5.grow old and die. lol

04 Nov, 2012

Mayday Parade- The Memory

She is everywhere I go Everyone I see Winter's gone and I still can't sleep Summer's on the way At least that's what they say But these clouds won't leave Walk away Barely breathing As I'm lying on the floor Take my heart As you're leaving I don't need it anymore This is the memory This is the curse of having Too much time to think about it It's killing me This is the last time This is my forgiveness This is endless Now spring has brought the rain But I still see your face And I can not escape the past Creeping up inside Reminding me that I Can never bring you back This is the memory This is the curse of having Too much time to think about it It's killing me This is the last time This is my forgiveness This is endless This is endless [3x] Someone help me 'Cause the memory Convinced itself to tear me apart And it's gonna succeed before long This is the memory This is the curse of having Too much time to think about it It's killing me This is the last time This is my forgiveness This is endless This is endless Someone help me 'Cause the memory Convinced itself to tear me apart And it's gonna succeed before long (This is endless) She is everywhere I go Everyone I see But these clouds won't leave

04 Nov, 2012

All i ever wanted..

All i ever wanted was somebody that i could snuggle and kiss and love.

04 Nov, 2012

Suffocation

if i died today would it matter?

04 Nov, 2012

MEH BIRTHDAY!!

Need it to be the 24th so i can age up!!!!! :P

04 Nov, 2012

Lalalalla

so.. i went to the park today.. o.o its creepy when ur sitting ontop of the slide and ur just chilling and u hear sumone scream "wrong holee" O.O lol

04 Nov, 2012

EVERYONE IM TALKING TO!!

So mfg is acting up i cant see any messages atm..-_- im trying to get the peice of s*** to work soo just like be patient with me! :o

04 Nov, 2012

I just litarly almost died.

my door was sealed shut and locked and my window was shut well i forgot to turn the heater off so my room was like dry and i couldnt breathe and my grandma took my doorknob off and it took her 20 minuteds to wake me up. and when i did she told my mom to get water lol i dont even know how i crashed.. o.O lol eh oh well... atleast i idnt get cooked ^_^

03 Nov, 2012

PewDiePie <3

<333 i loveee him!!!!

03 Nov, 2012

Plug In Stereo- Oh Darling <3

You seem quite nice for a girl with good looks And I’m the kinda fellow that’ll make you feel better when your life gets shook So give it a chance according to your plans I bet I'm not number one on your list to kiss, but please understand You seem quite shy, but you’re oh so cute And I’m the kind of girl that would love to be yours if you'd asked me to So just take a chance, try to hold my hand I swear I’d never let go Just let me know if you’d be my man I really want to come out and tell you Oh darling, I love you so If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that I’ll say no Oh darling, just take a chance please So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze You seem quite right for a boy like me And I wanna know would you treat me well Would you treat me like a queen Cause I’d like to show you and make you see That although we’re different types We were meant to be I really want to come out and tell you Oh darling, I love you so If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that Ill say no Oh darling, just take a chance please So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze So I gotta ask you, I cant be afraid I gotta take a chance at love So what do you say Oh darling, I love you so If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that Ill say no Oh darling, just take a chance please So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze Oh darling, I love you so If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that Ill say no Oh darling, just take a chance please So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze

03 Nov, 2012

Facebook

for everyone that knows me on facebook. my account is being a f***ing peice of s***... im p***sed off.. either sumones trying to hack it.. but it will NOT letme back on.. :(

02 Nov, 2012

<3

You are the Earth that I will stand upon, and You are the words that I will sing. ♥

02 Nov, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=jJ_QH1_mEg8&feature=endscreen

Favorite song<3

02 Nov, 2012

Hate

its in my eyes, under my skin, and filling my heart to the brim. ^_^

02 Nov, 2012

IDK WHAT TO DO!!

im bored..soo imma name all the things in my small a** room posters, pictures, balloon,necklaces, tshirt on my walls, a chair, a 3 drored tiny dresser a toybox with 2 backpacks full of clothes in it, a desk thing with my NEW big tv onit ^_^ and my bed. ^_^

02 Nov, 2012

MY insecurities..

Im short, i have a weird nose..i dont dress like a "pretty girl"..i hate my face, i hate my body..I HATE MYSELF!!! >:( what pointd them out is bullys.. "Victoria u look like a dinosour/alien/avatar cuz ur nose!"" U have weird teehth/ whatss wrong ith ur mouth?" "U should get taller so we can see u better " -_- "Victoria why dont u wear skirts or anything? legs to scarred up and hairy?" "Your face and ur body is ugly, go kill yourself, nobody wants u here anyways".... .. im very suicidal, ive got insomnia, dresses and skirts arent my style... Fuck you.. I wont kill myself, im short cuz im awsome! my two top front teeth are chipped in the middle because i slammed my face into a cofee table when i was little... i need braces, thats why i wont smile..i dont wear skirts cuz they make me feel naked(fyi i do shave my legs EVERDAY).. i wear skinny jeans and t shirts.. my bodys perfect the way it is ^_^ im skinny ive got nice b***s and my face is just f***ing fine ^_^ ive got issues.. i was picked on for 3 years..through 6th 7th and 8th grade..no one liked me in 6th.. 7th i wasnt hot enough.. 8th was "imma pick on her cuz shes pretty" lol i went from ew, to eh, to O.O in like 3 years.. i dont care about what people think about me.. ^_^

02 Nov, 2012

My Dad..

So.. sum guys broke into my dads house and held him at g** point last night.. What the f***ing s***!!!! So.. my dad almost gets killed, my best dude friend/ friends boyfriend get hit by a truck and bleeds to death in front of her, I find out ive been betrayed by my friends.. -_-.. what the f***? i hate life, i wsns justin to come back.. i wanna see him and lyndsie happy again, i wish i couldve died instead of them.. :( i hope this s*** is a big sick joke or a dream..:( i wanna wake up and have eveyrhting back.. :( i really dunno what to do with myself anymore.. :(

02 Nov, 2012

Love <3

love whatever you have while u have it becuase you dont know when you wont have it no more.. :(

02 Nov, 2012

My best friend Lyndsies boyfriend justin died last night..

"baby don't leave me okay. You know we are gonna be together forever i love you so much..we're gonna have an awesome halloween boo! .. Hey walk over here so ya don't get hit by a car, i love my baby and wouldn't want her to get hurt..." and at that moment i felt his hand j*** away from mine.. I ran down to him in the ditch , laid in his warm blood with him.. Cuddled him and told him that i love him and i told him to never forget me.. I told him he was my only love .. And at that moment i grabbed his hand and he squeezed it one last time.. I kissed his lips and told him "Justin Lee.. I love you so much i will never let you go.. I love you." And so we laid there .. Drenched in his blood.. cuddling with him.. Kissing him .. Telling him i love him . Thats what happpened.. i cant even imagine the pain she must be in... they were like the most best couple ever like they wanted to be wiht eachother forever.. :( who knew forever would only be 3 months.. :( he ws s*** by a truck on halloween.. She was dressed as Princess Bubblegum. he was Fin.. from adventure time.. :( i will never enjoy that show again, i will never ever forget Justin and i cant even beleive hes gone.. :( cant imagine a day without his jokes, his hugs, his awwkward bird noises, or just seeing him.. :( <3 i hope Lyndsies doing ok.. :( i wanna be with her and there for her.. :( but sadly i cannot get ahold of her..

01 Nov, 2012

:D YAY!!!

November, 24th. ^_^ my birthday!!! <3

01 Nov, 2012

BURPING

why do sum guys think burping is gross. Ill burp around anyone.. Idc if u think itd gross or not.. i like burping ^_^ and true friends will either laugh at ur burp or have burping contests with u sum of me and my ex boyfriends would have burping contests lol ^_^ lol <3 oh i love my burps! ^_^

01 Nov, 2012

Dont read this if ur religous..

Reasons God doesnt exist. and Satan Does. 1. Some people die from unatural cuases.. 2. Theres alot of wars going on. 3. Theres way to contact the spirits but no way to contact god ...theres more... but eh... If the sky is heaven and hells below.. then we nust being living in it.. if god was as forgiving as everyone thinks im sure everyone would be in heaven. ^_^ If u leave a mean message or sum s*** for me to read.. the second i see its a hate comment ill delete it ^_^ So no point.. i have my opinions u b****es have yours. ^_^

01 Nov, 2012

Funny

the krusty krabs in bikini bottom you can have fire underwater.. you can live in a pineapple.. drive boats underwater... <3 Spongebob <3

01 Nov, 2012

Why...

Tryed to trick me into s*** with you when i can see right through ur litttle badass act.. your just a defenseless peice of s*** ^_^ why do u think im stupid enough to let you use me for my body, dump me cuz your bored, and want me cuz im not yours..its bullfuckings***!! i dont care if u think im pretty or a b****. honestly i dont care about you or ur little thoughts at all.. do everyone a favor and go f*** yourself cuz u know no one wants to f*** sumthing that everyone else has already had.. lol

31 Oct, 2012

MCDONALDS PANDA

so i walked into mcdonalds dressed at a panda..with a light up binky.. and i got a halloween kids mean thing and while i was sitting there a group of teenagers walked in.. they walked over and were like "awwwh how adirble!!" and i was like "rar!!" and there like "O.O" and i was like "BAH!!!" and then i went to a house with a guy dressed as the pedo bear.. instead of running away i ran up and hugged him lol and then sum old dude at a house looked at me and i was alone so i was standing there like "bro wheres my candy" and the f***ing creepy was like "sopanda.. i hear u stole my bamboo stick" i was like "uhmmm???" and hes like "the one inmy pants" O.O i was like "MOMMM!!!!" and then ran up to sumother house lol it was f***ing creepppy!! but ik was the only panda out -_- but i did get over 2 pounds of candy :P lol trick or treating nonstop for about 5 hours is worth it!!! :D except when i saw 4 people 2 boys dressed as cheerleaders 2 girls dressed at football players.. lol i caled them trannys lol BEST HALLOWEEN EVER!!

31 Oct, 2012

HALLOWEEN! <3

Im a Panda ^_^ <333

31 Oct, 2012

:3 Hey Guys Guess What!!!

HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYY BURGER KING TAPDANCING OTTER FLYING TOES EATING HALLOWEEEN!!!!!! <3

30 Oct, 2012

o.o halloween theme song

NO!! JUSTNO!! o.o any guy who wears a f***ing mask and kills children and people is f***ing creepy whenever id trick or treat when i was little id scream and run from the houses playing thehalloween theme song o.o i hate that. o.o hes terriibbllee!!!! o.o i cant stand it lol it makes me wanna cry.. lol like when i went to the haunted house when i was like 12 and the theme song came on i litarly peed myself and scrame for my mommy.. lol

30 Oct, 2012

THIS ISNT FUCKING OK!!

for 3 f***ing years now my mom will not get me into a dentist.. honestly my teeeth f***ing hurt.. they dont stop all my mollars hurt i cant help it.. im starving but cant eat cuz of it.. :( my mom kept tellling me "oh ill make an appointment" and all i did was say ok and she never f***ing did!! shes p***sing me off.. i cry cuz i cant eat.. :(

30 Oct, 2012

FUCKING BITCH!!!

Holy s***.. its always fun 2 stay at the hostpial ALL night and not being aloud to sleep the next day were were there from 10:30 to 6:00 am..i was harrassed constantly by my brother and sister but im too weak or whatever to even yell back and my grandma stuck my stupid dogs in my room so the f***ers started barking and so i started screeaming at them to shut up and they wouldnt so i threww s*** at them hoping that that would shut em up.. so then i got up and put muzzles on em n they started yelping so i took them off and now there good cuz my mom let them out my head hurts my body aches and im tired.. but no im not aloud to sleep and then my grandmas trying to be my "parent" and i keep screaming "ur not my f***ing mother, you dont own me, im not gonna listen to you, you stupid f***ing damned ugly fat old dried up w****!!" and she would cuzzz back and id say "id tell u to go get laid and get happy but since no one wants to even touch u cuz ur a dried up old dusty a** peice of s***" and shed get mad and tell me shell slap me and id be like haha you get one hit..isaid "better make it good cuz the second ur hand comes in contact with my face u better hope im dead cuz ill f***ing kill you" :) lol i dont stand for that s*** anymore... i hate being touched i hate being talked to i hate my family i wish my grandma was dead.. and now shes trying to tell my uncle to keep MY laptop that MY daqd bought for me.. not gonna happen and my uncle sides with me/.

30 Oct, 2012

<3 HALLOWEEN

halloweens tomorow...And my gramma says i can go to ONE house to trick or treat.. i was like lol FUCK U IM GOING TO SAMS!! lol sam will drive me anywhere i want ^_^ its alwaays fun to be favorited by ur 20 year old cousin ^_^

30 Oct, 2012

-_- why are guys such big assholes..

So..My EX boyfriend spread rumors around the school that i slept with him...-_- 1. we were never alone at my house. 2. GROSS never liked him in the first place. 3. I dumped him cuz he was too touchy and too f***ing dramatic and clingy and weird... like hes the type of guy who would hunt my a** down in the future kill my family and rape me.. O.O like its scary!!! lol

29 Oct, 2012

>.>

soo...i like making mud pies.... lol

29 Oct, 2012

Rain

So earlier it was like a rain storm so i ran outside and like sat in it. lolll it was freezing and i was cold so i went inside and grabbed an umbrella and it started hailing so i was running around in it :P but then i fell in mud.. lol so instead of going and wiping it off i decided to have fun and have a mud fight with the neighbor guy mitchell and we got all muddy but it was soo worth the fun!!! ^_^ and so two teenagers were running around the street covored in mud lol it was fun.. i walked in the house and toldmy mom that sumone had exsplosive diareah and shes like O.o was it a f***ing ele[hant ^_^ i said yesh and went and took a shower/ Bubble bath ^_^ heehe

29 Oct, 2012

Been in the hospital 3 times now..

1. attempted suicide 2. got abused by gramma and mom and punched gramma in the face as self defense 3. attempted suicide (again) Hahahaha... funnn....-_-

28 Oct, 2012

Fuck this..

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!! NO JOKE U CAN SAY U DO ALL U WANT BUT REALLY I HOPE U KILL URSELF. :)

26 Oct, 2012

My convo with my cousin Sam.

Sam: Your brothers f***ing weird he tried to get me to walk in on samantah takin a shower Me: haha hes ur problem now s***ah!!! Sam: hey im coming over to ur house tomorow you better watch urself miss!! Me: yeah whatchu gonna do about it!! Sam: member that time on therons birthday when him and his friends tried to give u a swirly cuz u call him a b***face? and i taped it. Me: You wouldnt!! sam: You see ive got u on a leash! Me: IM NOT URBITCH!! Sam: Bitch please you aint no badass b****. Me: :O IM SO BADASS I SHOWER NAKED!! Sam: IM SO BADASS GOD IS MY BITCH!! Me: Im so badass i over power Satan and God. Sam: O.O im so badass i over power your a**. Me: NU!!! Sam: Yesh!!! Me: bring ur xbox here tomorow and ill kick ur a** at all ur games!!! Sam: ITS ON BITCH!! Me: Com at me bro!! :P Yeah.... lol i love him...even tho his brother gave me a swirly... lol

25 Oct, 2012

sum guys are too dumb

lol i was talking on facebook to sumone.. and well he ended up cock blocking himself loll and i just laughed... lololll

25 Oct, 2012

My retarded ex boyfriend

Him: Imiss you Me: Kcool? Him: come to my party? Me: no bro i got better things to do than hangout with you and ur loser friends Him: hah why so fiesty? Me: uhm? Him: What? Me:Nuffin need sumtihng? Him: yeah you!! Me: hah k? Him: Comeon u cant be over me!! Me:Yeah.. i was over you before we broke up haha Him: Your playing hard to get Me: naw bro i just dont like you! Him: i love you!! Me: haha yeahhh k bye! lollll funnyyy right???

24 Oct, 2012

FOUND IT

I FOUND MY PHONE!!!! :D its safe, when i found it i attacked it :)

24 Oct, 2012

What happened thismornningg

..my fish died thismorning.. :( i cryed.. then begged him to wake up and poked him with a spoon hoping he was taking a nap.. and i thought he was sleeping cuz he was at the bottom of his tank... stupid beta probobly ate rocks.. then i flushed him.. and hes gone. lol

24 Oct, 2012

AWkwarrdd!!!!

omg so im in pink short shorts and a purple low cut pajama shirt... my dog was outside.. i had to go get her.. so i ran outisde right when 3 boys were walking..i happened to look at them and there mouths dropped and i freaked out and ran to the door when i was putting my dog down my other dog ran back outside to get my other dog.. and i happened to lock myself outside so ive got a pomeranian in my hands banging on the window to get my mom to let me in... when she didd... the guys were like trying to look through our front window....it was awkward as f***!!

24 Oct, 2012

Last night...

I got arressted after my grandma and mom punched and kicked the s*** outa me cuz i spilled macoroni and told they to stop b****ing andmy grandma pulled my hair and i had had enuf.. so i used all my strength i had left and punched my grandma in the face and punched my mom in the arm :) before that when i was screaming and crying on the ground i was telling them to call the cops... they said :Sorry but you dont get that privelage".. so i said that about 5 times before i punched them and the cops had no problems with me i went everywere willingly i got Tv and food and pop at the hospital... lol and i got let out that night ^_^ but next time they said ill get taken straight to Juvi...lollll ohh and i might go live with my grandma betty!!! who lives with Sam ^_^ My favorite cousin ever! :) soo this weekend ill prolly go live with them :P

23 Oct, 2012

what the fuck!!!!

more updates.... f*** you sims..... -_-

23 Oct, 2012

wtf?!!!!! stupid game!!

so i click on my sims thing after the updates finish and.... ITS FROZE!!!!! Wut the f***ing horse poop eating snail meth!!!!!!

23 Oct, 2012

simmzz whyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stop with the lie 7 more updates come on bro!!!!!! :o

23 Oct, 2012

SIMS

UPDATE FASTERRRRRR!!!!!!! BAHHHHHH!!

23 Oct, 2012

thank god

so while my laptop is in the shop getting fixed, i cant play sims so my moms letting me ut sims oin her computer and my room was spotless until i had to enter its code to be able to dowload it and i ripped up and threw things everywhere to find it O.o lol i found it... sitting ontop of my f***ing tv... wich is like right in frontof me....lol fml.... beter start cleaning...lol

23 Oct, 2012

what i do i sims..

i give my sims the life and dreams ive always wanted and hoped for but never had :P lol

23 Oct, 2012

Pedrotech101 <3 best constipated asain face making person!^_^

Your funny and really cool, you dont doubt me and always find ways to make me smile, and can always make me happy when im down! and always know what to say to bring happiness to me! ^_^ Yur amazing and i love you for it! :D

22 Oct, 2012

REST IN HELL!!!

i regret being born, i hate you, i hate myself, i hate life, i hate the fact i breath and have a pulse, i seriosly have a passion with hate, ihate my family, i hate everything!! dont f***ing tell me its stupid f***ing bulls*** cuz u can go to hell and s***s satans cock stupid f***ing cocks***ing f***faces!!!! >: (!!!! I hate you!!!!!!!!!!! i want death i love death!!! i hate when im hungry and i have no food!! i hate whne u people think u know me or what i feel or what im goin through but u dont know s***!!!! IM SICK OF LIFE!!!! HONESTLY I WANT TO DIE HOW CLEAR OIN THAT CAN I BE!!!!!!! IM SO SCARED TO TRY TO KILLL MYSELF AGAIN BECUASE I FAILED ALL MY ATTEMPTS BEFORE!!! I CAN HIDE MY FEELINGS SOO WELL!!!!!! >: (!!!!! FUCK YOU PEOPLE!!! FUCKING GOD!!!!! DAMNET!!

22 Oct, 2012

Fuck my dreams..

I know my dreams mean nothing to you i know you pretend to care, i know u think ur helping me when u say i can do it.. but ur not ur just giving me more motivation to quit.. i dont like the sympathy people have my life is my problem my problems are stupid i want things that i could never have, i know i dont seem like the person who wants these tings but what i want it i wanna help animals, i wanna help people, i wannabe a singer, i want to be happy, i want a boyfirned who livesnear me!! ?Im done with online s*** im done...im done pretending to be happy!!!!!!!! wanna see who i really am? im a needy teenager who wants nothing but to be held in the arms of sumone who understands! i want to live, but whenu have nothing but an abusive family a dad who only caresa bout ur brother and sister, you have a mother whos a drug addict who uses you for Mugs!!!! and is putting u up for adoption soon cuz u need help so bad tbecuase they f***ed ur life up with the abuse and put downs.. i want to die!!!! ihate being calleda w****, s***, b**** skank in my own f***ing house!!!!! >:( im ashamed to be here i rather get raped AGAIN then live here!!!!!!!!>:(!!!!!!!!! being dead or in hell seems fun rightnow!!!! >:(!!!! i dont know what to do anymore i just want to die.. theres no way to explain my emotions, yeah im a Satanist.. but if there was a god hes pretty damn f***ed up and stupid!!!!!! >:(!!!!!!

22 Oct, 2012

MYSERY!

why should i be miserable to make you happy...

22 Oct, 2012

Seriosly?!!!

i needa earn $200!!!!!! :( my mom wont help me so im on my own to try to find a job, my dads gf is a millionare too bad im not even aloud to talkto him anymore!!! i guess il be a peice of trash and get sum 2$ job that gives me nothing... i wanna babysit.. ill do whatever it takes, i already dropped outa school..i mean i lost my family.. i want nothing now but to die.. i really dont see a point in life, i dont want kids, i dont care about the people wholove me.. i could care less about what u f***ers think about me.. i really dont care anymore!!!! >:(

22 Oct, 2012

FUCK YOU!!!

i wish i had a diffrent nose, i wish i could feel pretty, i wish i could have my own f***ing style with out u f***ed up posers copying me and sayin im copying u... idont copy hair either!! i cut my own, i get inspired by other peoples hair but then i add onto it.. i get sumthing and my b****y little sister gets it too i cut my hair or dye it and sum other c*** does it too?! i mean come on stop trying to be me my style wont look good on u, ur fat, smelly and gross, i mean what u got an obsession over me?! i mean wtf?! come on..

22 Oct, 2012

shut the fuk up holyy shit!!!

IF I DONT REPLY ITS CUZ I DONT FUCKING WANT TO TALK!!!! HOW FUCKING MORE CLEAR CAN I FUCKING BE HOLY SHIT!!!!!!

22 Oct, 2012

WELL THAN!!

most people dont like me cuz of the way i look or the things i do.. apperantly im scary.. lol good ^_^ hahahaha

22 Oct, 2012

cookies and rules..

me: mom can i hs sum cookies? mom: yeah dont eat em all me:promise Mom: *hands me the bag* me: k thx bye! lol *two hours later* Mom:wheres the cooikies me:yeah u see the thing about that is uhhmm :P

22 Oct, 2012

my uncle and his gf

so i went to my uncles and spent the night ^_^ his gf took us shopping!! i got 2 new pairs of really mega ultra super cute shoes and i got all kindsa new stuffs, made cookies from scratch, hugged a clown, (crying in th pic) lol not so fun having a clown grab u at the mall and ur uncle snapping a picture of u crying wigth it.. lolll i had like 3 guys flirt with me.. had no idea they were flirting until my uncles gf nudged me and i was like "ew nooo!!!" loll and now im home layin onmy bed.. myuncle knows sumthings wrong with me cuz he went through alot of the same crap im in.. so i might go live with him soon :P and he finally got the point accross my mom that i need online schooling cuz im kinda just like my uncle i have no problems making friends but there not the friends that people should be around there the people who are stupid,crazy,fun and end up pregnant or n th hospital....i cant stan crowds of people ohh and my uncles getting my laptop fixed!!! ^_^ So i can use it again ^_^ Yayy!!! anyways i cooked for his gf clane up her apartment and me and her get along great!!! and shes asain... my uncle wont date white girls or anyone with like round eyes they have to be slanted or squinty or whatever wich is fine!! ^_^ hehe

22 Oct, 2012

WTF?!

i tell u i dont wanna be with you so u immedaitley tell me "imma go kill myself" and then block me thinking id care lol ur hilarious bro. ^_^ Get over yourself!!!! ^_^

20 Oct, 2012

Silverstein-You're All I Have

I wake up in the afternoon Empty walls make up the room And I'm wishing for one thing To give myself the strength to keep myself alive Long enough to make sure you don't try To turn out anything like me Another fraud, another fake Don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong You're keeping me sane when I'm feeling alone I wield my heart and my flesh and bones Don't leave me to die by myself, I can't live without you Saw my treatment through the blinds Calling me from these confines There's only so many more days Until you're cast away from ever seeing me They won't understand, they'll never see The way you medicate my head Without you here, I'm left for dead Don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong You're keeping me sane when I'm feeling alone I wield my heart and my flesh and bones Don't leave me to die by myself, I can't live without you Without you here You're all I have In a world that judges long before it sees You're all I have In a place that hates me and only wants to Push me down, now I'm forsaken Past the point, you'll bend and break me I won't be fine, you're all mistaken Don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong Don't you pretend it's gonna be okay Don't lie and say it's better off this way Don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong Don't pretend You're keeping me sane when I'm feeling alone I wield my heart and my flesh and bone Don't leave me to die by myself, I can't live without you here Without you here You're not the one who's wrong You're keeping me sane when I'm feeling alone You're not the one who's wrong Don't leave me to die when I'm feeling alone I can't live without you Don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong\",2012-10-20 12:39:29.483 448503,133093,...,ok so like Angel wasn't in class all day cuz field day for ROTC yesterday ndd yeah but like 5 minutes before school was over he came into the class ndd im like ""Angel?!"" ndd he came over ndd he said Hi ndd gave me a hug ndd then when he went to go talk to miss then Vicky came ndd was like ""did u enjoy that? xD"" ndd im like ""enjoy what?"" ndd shes like ""the hug u got from Angel?"" ndd i was like :/ ndd then i pushed her xD"

20 Oct, 2012

Silverstein- Still Dreaming

It's 2 a.m., I lie down deep in slumber Feelings are falling downward I want to forget Waking up, I hear the way your voice sounds My heart starts to pound now To the rhythm of yours You're so angelic, your words so symphonic Touch your lips to my soul, eat this sorrow away How am I so lucky, I found you? Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming It seems like everyday you're always on my mind This is how we stay so connected, so connected Over space and time When we talk about all my old drama You look at me and wonder How I'm not insane Every week the days seem to get longer But you know our love gets stronger With every word we say, stronger every day You know I would do anything for you Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming It seems like everyday, you're always on my mind This is how we stay so connected, so connected Over space and time If you are feeling down, you know I feel it now We give each other strength To make it through the darkness You take me to a place I never want to leave I'm in my deepest dream, I don't ever want to wake up I'll fight till I die, I won't say goodbye And I won't let this pass me by Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming It seems like everyday, you're always on my mind This is how we stay so connected, so connected Over space and time Let's run away, run away, run away now Let's go away, go away to some place safe I want it all, now I want everything This is how we stay so connected, so connected Over space and time

20 Oct, 2012

Brokencyde- I think im going insane <3

Fuck... Ahh... Oh, I'm not addicted to Mugs, I'm addicted to being hurt It may seem berserk, But none of these stress relievers work. Poppin pill after pill, Trying to get my head straight Trying to over power the pain until the next day. But it aint happening I'm an addict that's half asleep, While the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams. My current postion was trippin' on trees of acid casts, until my eyes collapsed and suicide was an aftermath. I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me, I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty. So many Mugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me, 'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy. So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that kills me. I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE) I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING, I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING. 'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain, I think I'm going insane (INSANE) I guess I'm insane indeed, 'cause no matter what the f*** I do you never seem happy. Adapting to stronger Mugs, Larger quantites, killing myself constantly, my eyes start to bleed. The feeling of being alive just isn't enough, serenches I stuff with heroine, I'm feeling the rush inside of my veins, and my brain's fried from filling too much with Mugs, i'm willing to crush my chances of being in love. I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me, I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe. So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty. So many Mugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me, 'cause I don't wanna live my life ins

20 Oct, 2012

Dotdotcurve<3

^_^ PAH!!!! ^_^

20 Oct, 2012

Alexandher-Will you fuck urself tonight

It's been 9 months and 20 days You f***ed it up what can I say I can't believe I trusted you I can't believe I wanted you All your friends they hate my guts You kissed them all you f***ing s*** I can't go on seeing you I can't go on loving you And I hope I hope I hope you feel like s*** Coz I know I know I know I will not forget I have a reason to leave you And a favour to ask you I have so much hate for you I never ever loved you So Grab a blade and slit your wrists Fuck the s*** that you just did I don't give a f*** no more Burn in hell you f***ing w**** Will you f*** yourself tonight? Will you s*** my d*** and die? Will you f*** yourself tonight? Will you s*** my d*** and die? It's been one day since I've seen your face I don't know where your You make me not okay You make me go insane I hope I hope I hope you kill yourself Coz I know I know I know ill find someone else I know I promised but I gotta admit I never loved you, you f***ing b**** I hope he knows you kissed my d*** I hope you know you're full of s*** And you waste my time and tell me lies Going out and f***ing guys Doing s*** I don't know why I hope that m***********er dies Will you f*** yourself tonight? Will you s*** my d*** and die? Will you f*** yourself tonight? Will you s*** my d*** and die? Will you f*** yourself tonight? Will you s*** my d*** and die? Will you f*** yourself tonight? Will you s*** my d*** and die? Fuck I wanted to marry you I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you But you had to f*** everything up Whatever, f*** it

20 Oct, 2012

again bitchfacesaggytits..

my grandma always b****es about how im always wanting my dad and how i act like a baby and cry when she hits me.. -_- who wouldnt cry when uve attempted suicide and still cant get outa this f***ing hell house.. she b****es about how i cant talk things out. i try!!! i seriosly say "Donna can i talk to u please!!!" and its always "I dont have time" and so i get mad cuz she always has time to b**** at me..-_- so then i try to talk to MY MOTHER!!! and omfgggg my grandma wont leave us alone when i try.. or she goes "Jennifer i wouldnt let her do anything, thats a bad idea shes gonna do sumting stupid" And iwa slike "-_- i wouldnt shut ur f***ing stinky mouth before u have a shoe in i" and then my mom slaps me... WHY THE FUCK AM I ALWAYS THE TARGET HERE?!! I ALWAYS KEEP TOMYSELF AND WHEN I DO COME OUTA MY ROOM ITS TO GET WATER!!! :(!!! I FUCKING HATE HER!!! :(!!!! ITS LIKE SHE WANTS TO CONTROL MY LIFE!! AND THATS NOTGONNA HAPPEN!! I CONTROL MY OWN LIFE I WILL KILLL HER NEXT TIME!! >:(!!!

20 Oct, 2012

My grandma wakes me up at 7 am..

IM SICK OF HER THINKGING SHE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!! >:( SHE COMESIN MY ROOM WAKES ME UP AND TAKES MY BED AWAY FROMME SO I HAVENT LITARLY NOTHING IN MY ROOM SO IM SITTIG IN THE CORNER ON THE FLOOR ON YM LAPTOP./ OH DID I MENTION APPERANTLY SINCE IM ON THE COMPUTER SO MUCH SHES GONNA TRY TO TAKE MY FUCKING LAPTOP AWAY... HAHA SHE CAN HAVE FUN TRYING TO PRY IT OUTA MY HANDS, ITS BAD ENUF SHE TOOK AWAY MY DAD MADE MY MOM, BROTHER, AND SISTER HATE ME.. AND NOW I HAVE TO SLEEP ON THE FLOOR IN AN EMPTY ROOM.. I WANT TO KILL HER... I DONT CARE ANYMORE I WANT HER TO FUCKING DIE!!! >:( SHES SAYING "your only mad cuz u were up all night playing inapropraite games!!" and i was like "BITCH U DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOIN!!!" (i didnt play games fyi i was wastching movies and tv shows on my laptop) and she comes in my room while im on the f***ing floor and gets in my face and says "Your friends arent welcome in this house anymore!! and ur not going to theres, NOW GET OUTA MY FACE VICTORIA!!" And i gave her a b****y smile and said "I wasnt in ur face u were in mine, next time u try to make me sound like a bad guy make sure i acctually did sumthing wrong u dried up old c***, u wondor why u cant get a man? haha cuz no man wants a pychopathic controllinh abusive woman:)" and shes like "ATLEAST IDONT GO OUT WITH OVER AGE GUYS AND GET DRUNK!" and iwas like "ITS CALLED HAVING FUN!! BUT I WOULDNT EXPECT YOUR UGLY WIRNKLY STONE AGE ASS TO KNOW WHAT THAT IS!!"... all we do is drink and walk around the cemetary by my house.. or we go out smoke weed and drinkthen go out...anyways all she does is b**** at me took away my doorknob so goodbye privacy andshe keeps coming in my room taking more s*** like my lamp and blankets and pillows -_- I FUKING WANT OUTA THIS!!!!! >:(!!! SHE TRYED TO CRY WHEN I GOT ARRESTED FOR ATTEMPTING SUICIDEAND THNE TRYED TO HUG ME I PUSHED HER OFF AND TOLD HE TO GO BABY HER LITTLE GRANDSON AND LEAVE ME ALONE AND THEN I SMILED AST THE COPS AND ASKED WHEN WERE LEAVING..

20 Oct, 2012

http://youtube.com./watch?v=qEZJ1mf4pC0&feature=relmfu

IT SHAL MAKE U PEE!!

20 Oct, 2012

TheFpsDuck

Im f***ing sorry.. you dont have to forgive me but i want you to know im sooo sorry!!

20 Oct, 2012

Im SORRY!!

IM FUCKING SORRY TO EVERYONE I HURT!! IF I COULD ID ANY OF YOU ID LET U PUT ME IN AS MUCH PAIN AS I PUT YOU IN!! PLEASE MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME HOW WORTHLESSI AM OKAY? ID BE HAPPY TO HEAR IT!!! THERES NO SARCASM IN THIS!!..

20 Oct, 2012

Fuck Love.

Shoot me.

20 Oct, 2012

Scared fuckless

Sitting in a dark closet.. thenhave headphones up all teh way and sitting here and all of a sudden the sinister preveiw comes on O.O i feel soo terrified now O.O

20 Oct, 2012

Lol American daaaad

Couse: IF they need it so much then why arent they here? Roger: -_- im gonna eat you one day.

20 Oct, 2012

All About Us- He Is We ^_^

Take my hand, I'll teach you to dance I'll spin you around won't let you fall down Would you let me lead? You can step on my feet Give it a try, it'll be alright The room's hush hush and now's our moment. Take it in, feel it all and hold it Eyes on you, eyes on me. We're doing this right. [Chorus:] 'Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love Spotlight's shining it's all about us It's oh, oh, all About uh, uh, us And every heart in the room will melt This is a feeling I've never felt But it's all about us Suddenly I'm feeling brave Don't know what's got into me Why I feel this way Can we dance, real slow? Can I hold you, real close? The room's hush hush and now's our moment Take it in, feel it all and hold it Eyes on you, eyes on me we're doing this right [Chorus] Do you hear that love? They're playing our song Do you think we're ready? Oh, I'm really feeling it Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love? They're playing our song Do you think we're ready yet? Oh, I'm really feeling it Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love? They're playing our song Do you think we're ready yet? Oh, I'm really feeling it Do you hear that love? Do you hear that love? [Chorus x2]

20 Oct, 2012

Things that cheer me up ^_^

1. Bear Hugs 2. Silly Faces 3. My boyfiend :) 4. American Dad 5. Family Guy. 6. South Park 7. Adventure Time 8. CHOCOLATE OR POPCORN SOUP!!!!!

20 Oct, 2012

Walked in on my mom and her bf... O.O

NEVER AGAIN!! O.O

19 Oct, 2012

Attention SlendeMan!

I dont need you to follow me around and paint pretty pictures for me to find in the woods alone at night...

19 Oct, 2012

Parachute- Kiss Me Slowly

Stay with me, baby stay with me, Tonight don't leave me alone. Walk with me, come and walk with me, To the edge of all we've ever known. I can see you there with the city lights, Fourteenth floor, pale blue eyes. I can breathe you in. Two shadows standing by the bedroom door, No, I could not want you more than I did right then, As our heads leaned in. Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be, But with my eyes closed all I see Is the skyline, through the window, The moon above you and the streets below. Hold my breath as you're moving in, Taste your lips and feel your skin. When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly. Stay with me, baby stay with me, Tonight don't leave me alone. She shows me everything she used to know, Picture frames and country roads, When the days were long and the world was small. She stood by as it fell apart, Separate rooms and broken hearts, But I won't be the one to let you go. Oh, I'm not sure what this is gonna be, But with my eyes closed all I see Is the skyline, through the window, The moon above you and the streets below. Hold my breath as you're moving in, Taste your lips and feel your skin. When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly. Don't run away... And it's hard to love again, When the only way it's been, When the only love you knew, Just walked away... If it's something that you want, Darling you don't have to run, You don't have to go ... Just stay with me, baby stay with me, Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be, But with my eyes closed all I see Is the skyline, through the window, The moon above you and the streets below. (Don't let go) Hold my breath as you're moving in, Taste your lips and feel your skin. When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly. Oh, I'm not sure where this is gonna go, But in this moment all I know Is the skyline, through the window, The moon above you and the streets below. (Baby, don't let g

19 Oct, 2012

Popcorn soup

^_^ just chillin watching scary movies eating my popcorn soup (popcorn soaked in b***er forced to use a spoon to eat) Its unhealthy but who the hell cares!

19 Oct, 2012

Wow... Pussys..

lol i would say ur name on here.. but i dont think ill stoop to ur level and do that ^_^...soo.. You say ur gonna bash my face in with a pick axe....Grow a pair and use ur fists... only pussies need weapons.. unless it 2 fat people fighting over sum twinkies.. thennnn u gotta get a crow bar O.O.. but anyways dont try to pick a fight with me b****, cuz u know youll lose ^_^ its not about strength at all its really about power and who knows more ways of killing a person... and next time dont say ull rape my unconcious body cuz thats f***ed up and disgusting you f***ing Sick Pedofiliac, Peice of Shit! and ur a girl.. and u say ur straight... hmmm.. yeah okay...^_^

19 Oct, 2012

I Hate You People :)

So... You think your lifes soo bad and want everyone to feel bad for you ^_^ haha funny.. cuz i hate sympathy ^_^and i hate the girls/ guys who say "Oh my god my mom took away my phone omgg!! imma go cut myself or kil myself" ... i sit tthere and read it and am like "Dude.. its a phone geet the f*** over it!!!" lol sure i get mad when i lose my phone but im not gonna kill myself over that.. i mean yeah ive said and attempted to kill myself for better reasons than getting a laptop/phone/ clothes or whatever ya'll b****es got taken away....i mean honestly... Go ahead fill my inbox with hate s*** ^_^ but it wont fase me ^_^ go leave ur hatefull comments for sumone else to read. SERIOSLY.

19 Oct, 2012

My Worst Fears

The Grudge, The Dark, Pop ups- Jumpscares, Clowns,Grimlons,Slender man (i wonder how many people new that was coming) and last of all i'm scared of Vacumme Cleaners because they are loud and i just really don't like them!

18 Oct, 2012

MY CELL PHONE!

JESUS FUCKING CHRSIT, TO EVERYONE WHO IS A DUMBASS.. MY PHONE CANT TEXT OR CALL BECUASE IT IS SHUTOFF, AND BT THAT I MEAN I CAN RECIEVE ANYTHING JUST CAN REPLY.. -_- FUCKING STOP ASKING HOLY FUCK!!!!

18 Oct, 2012

Next Time..

Karmas a b****..

18 Oct, 2012

uh so yeah...

my body aches, my neck and back hurt, my eyes burn, my visions blurry, my mouth is so dry and im freezing.. :(

18 Oct, 2012

Courage the cowardly dog...

i miss you.

18 Oct, 2012

LEGS LIKE SILK!!

DAMN!! i cant stop touching my legs, there like abnormally smooth!!! O.O like f***ing damn!!!!! lol

18 Oct, 2012

PROBLEM SOLVED!

^_^ So my sister has a name calling problem with me.. shes 12...my mom told her to stop calling me names and jordan starts calling my mom a w**** and so i walked over straight up punched her in the shoulder blade.. she threw a knfie at me.. and a box of crackers O.o and the knife got my leg but just a scratch wont hurt ^_^ but she looked at me and was all mad, and she kinda saw that i was pist.. and looked at me for like the first time in so long adn said "Sorry sissy, i love you.." and i was like ":OOOOOO!!!!!!!!" lol surpriseddddd!

18 Oct, 2012

..Dumbass..

..i really hate being played by guys who acctually thought i cared about them.. haha whos the one who got played again? :) f*** you ^_^

18 Oct, 2012

Insest fucking asshole!!

first my brother tells me he has a crush on me and he likes me Second, He slapps my a** Now i wake up to the sound of him talking to himself while he watches me sleep What does my mom do about it... ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! oh and i found out he comes into my room sumtimes in the middle of the night.. i just caught him.. -_-he opened my door all the way walked in and i was like "WTF!?" and he walked out all shocked -_- i want outa this f***ing disgusting house.. i feel f***ing violated in so many ways.. -_-

18 Oct, 2012

:(

Tears run down my face like rain on a window.

18 Oct, 2012

Love without Limits Hate with a passion

I cry when im alone cuz all i feel is hatred, i cry for no reason, i look into the eyes of sumone and can see alot of there emotions.. but when i look into a mirror at mine i wanna kill myself, sounds crazy, i get p***ed off at life for everything breath i take, i bottle my emotions like there in a pop can that keeps getting shakin until it explodes and bad things happen. I cant stand being alive, i hate EVERYTHING!!!, My moms finally seeing it.. since the other night when i got arrested for trying to comit suicide she finally STARTED seeing it, i was crying and screaming at my family "why dont u love me, why cant i see my daddy?!!!" and i ran into the kitchen grabbed a knife ran down the street and tryed... and i wanted my mom, and i ran home crying and ran up to my mom crying and huggin her and the cops got me off her and i got taken to the hospital, im home now tho, but the thing is i cannot love anyone in this stupid house, or anyone at my school like just thinking about anything p***es me off.. :( when i sing and my voice cant hit a note i scratch myself till i bleed.. like i just cannot see love in anything...except for one thing thats always got me wich is the feeling of having sumone tell u they love u prove that they love you, and the feeling of knowing that they love you. :( its like i hate everything but love.. O.o

18 Oct, 2012

HAVE TO!!

PEEE!!!!

18 Oct, 2012

what i do..

whhen im bored and theres nothing left to do i either draw pictures or scenes from movies like right now i like drawing scenes from Nightmare Before Christmas ^_^ i also day dream and listen to music and go on here and hope to god sumthing interesting happens..or i lay in bed all day waiting to die tbh.. agh...

18 Oct, 2012

SERIOSLY!!

i was occupied with having people talk to me.. then suddenly at the same time they all just like randomly stop O.o lol WTF!! TORISUAR IZ NOW BORED!!

18 Oct, 2012

mslexypooh

Im sorry i blocked u i had no idea i did it tbh.. were1 still best friends till the end and it s***s u moved away but i also movedd awayy :P i still remember at my halloween party how u had to leave early and like 2 seconds after u left Aaron, kaitlyn, taya, jolynn, eve and i were sitting there bored until me and taya had this great idea to get gigantic bags of cerial and have a giant cerial fight in my room.. wich cerial was everywhere including in peoples pants shirts, and ect. and how me taya kaitlynn and eve aggreed that if we were being chased by a murder wed try to trip eachother and run lol :P anyways u shoulda stayed the night that night andddd U NEED TO COMEOVER SOON LADY!!! :P except this time dont kiss my brother lol that was gross beyond so many levels but i still love you! :P

17 Oct, 2012

T.a.t.u Sacrifice <3

Can you tell me, softly How you'll always haunt me Can you help me Hold me Come to me now, slowly You caress me, smoothly Calm my fears and soothe me Move your hands across me Take my worries from me I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life To clear my conscience I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life Sacrifice, sacrifice Can you feel me, solely Deeper still and wholly With your understanding And your arms around me Can you help me Hold me Whisper to me, softly Move your hands across me Take my worries from me I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life To clear my conscience I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life Sacrifice, sacrifice I will sacrifice Will sacrifice Will sacrifice Will sacrifice I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life To clear my conscience I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life Sacrifice, sacrifice

17 Oct, 2012

2:57 Am Right now..

So ever sneak around the house and go into the kitchen to make food, or in my case hot chocolate? well usually to be quiet i put cold water in a cup, warm i t in the microwave and then i mix the cocoa and drink it!! ^_^

17 Oct, 2012

Jelousy <3

Im super jelous of everyones stupid perfect relationships and all there cute crap and then i look at myself and think "WTF ID WRONG WITH U!!!"... idk how i could possibly not get a good guy..i always get douchebags....im usually loving, way to forgiving, loud and obnocious :P... washington s***s....

17 Oct, 2012

What i Draw when I get Bored.

Sumtimes lyrics to songs pop in my head and i draw a pic of what they make me see.. sadly the song "If i die Young" came on in my head.. sadly my pic is of a little girl with a brick tied to her leg drowning in the river at dawn, and the guys singing "I love the way you die!" and hes throwing roses in and dumping satin into the river. Lovely ^_^

17 Oct, 2012

FOOD!

Ive barley been eating so i guess that s***s.. my siblings eat everything so im left with bread.. so tonight for dinner they had mashed potatoes steak and green beans.... i got a tiny bit of mashed potatoes and then there was no more steak or green beans.. so atm im eating bread.. -_-

17 Oct, 2012

The Nightmare Before Christmas

MY FAVORITEST MOVIE EVER!!!!! o.o <3

16 Oct, 2012

SLENDER VS JACK SKELLINGTON

THERE EITHER BROTHERS OR FUCKING BOTH IN ONE!!!!! O.O I love them both tho.

16 Oct, 2012

Love without Limits.

If you truly do love sumone ud go through anything to be with them. ud do anything to make them happy, ud try to give them everything. to bad love doesnt exist without its limits.

16 Oct, 2012

I just got outa the hospital...litarly..

its 2:17 AM and i just got outa the hospital.. i tryed to comit suicide so the cops came handcuffed me and i said i had no problem and i wouldnt fight and id get in the abulance willinglyso they uncuffed me and while i was at the hospital they drew my blood made me pee in a cup to test me for Mugs ^_^ thankfully turned out without any in my system ^_^ and the doctor almost b**** slapped my mother and sister.. so my mom came to the hospital shortly after i arrived, and i told the nurse to keep them away from me.. ofcourse my mom pursuared her to let them stay with me.. u know how hard it is sitting in a hospital bed listening to ur obese smelly 12 yr old sister call you a s***,w****, b**** and c*** the entire time.. i told the nurse and jordan denied and the nurse looked at my mom and said "Its things like this that put kids on the edge of suicide" and i was like ":O!!!!!" then the doctor explained me as "A helpless honeybun who needs anxiety and major depresssion medication" O.o im dead serios she called me hooneybun she was indian ^_^ they gave me all kindsa crap, SoS (survivors of suicide) just wait tho.. they think i wont try again... lol funny....-_-

15 Oct, 2012

Fuck You Donna..(grandma)

U BRING UP THE TIME I GOT RAPED?! WHO THE FUCK DO U THINK U ARE?! U HIT ME TAKE MY SHIT!!! YOU WONT LET ME LIVE WITH MY DAD!! U THREATEN TO SELL MY ANIMALS!! IDC ANYMORE!!! HOLY SHIT!!! I WANT OUTA THIS HOUSE!!!!! >:( I HOPE I DIE YOUNG!!! >:( FUCKING FUCK!!!!! :( IM SO PIST OFF ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!! SHE GOT IN MYFACE AND TOLD ME IM NO LONGER ALOUD TO TALK TO MY DAD!!!!!

15 Oct, 2012

ABUSE MUCH!

HOLY FUCK IHATE EVERYONE!!

15 Oct, 2012

HELP ME!

How can u nicely tell sumone u really dontlike them?!!!!

15 Oct, 2012

Cities..

I hate cities, There way too crowded, ud die from living in one during a zombie apocalypse, when in the country u have open areas to run free and u have more of a chance of surviving beacuase theres less people :) and plus i love barns, and cows, chickens, goats, and horses ^_^ i Love the Country ^_^

15 Oct, 2012

...My brother..

So he got heroine.. and is rubbing it in mine and my familys face.. were like uhm doing that doesnt make u cool it makes u a dumbass.. and he threw a pack of gum at me and said "i would shut the f*** up unless u want me to beat ur face in" and i was like "haha come at me dumbasss".. lol

15 Oct, 2012

What im getting in november or in 2 weeks :)

1- Belly button Peirced 2- extensions/ im dying my hair also 3- pretty new shoes 4- a new pair of yoga pants 5- peircing the other side of my lip ^-^

15 Oct, 2012

Duke..

still freaking out... he wont stop running around the other animals are hiding for sum reason the guinea pig and rabbit are flipping out my beta fish has his neck flap thing out like he wants to attack sumthing... i walked through the entire house except for the room that has the attic in it cuz thats a dark room and i dont like the dark cuz its scary.. so wtf is going on i tryed lettting him outside and he goes outside and trys to dig under the fence... and now hes biiting my toes... wtf?!!!!

15 Oct, 2012

uhm sumthings wrong

so my 4 year old dog Duke is a pomeranian that we rescued outa a fire and he keeps running up to me and scratching and yiping and wining and barking at me and then running to the front door O.o

15 Oct, 2012

Video Games..

So i can do anything alone in Zombie games... But then when i have a second player with me, im terryfyed to go first. or do anythind. and then when im a about to die i start yelling "Dont stop beleivenn!!!!!" loll :P its just what happens not lik ei have control!!! :P

15 Oct, 2012

Where's Waldo

When ur little finding him is like impossible then when u get older and u do see him ur like "HAHA FOUND U BITCH!!!! NEXT PAGE!!!" lol

15 Oct, 2012

To all My Peeps im talking to goodngiht

GOODNIGHT MY PEEPS!!! TTYL!!!

14 Oct, 2012

IM HORNY!!!

lol just kidding ^_^ that prolly got attention tho lollll

14 Oct, 2012

FUCK YOU!!!

Cheaterface j***ass donkey lipped w**** c*** lickingt*** faced duck tounged cow smelling s*** puking stupid f***ing b**** face!O.O

14 Oct, 2012

I think..

I think my mom should take me outa school im too overwhelmed and its too difficult cuz u either get slammed in the face by sumones elbow or get called a h** by sum girls who dont even know u lol or have a creepy a** teacher know who u are, where u live, how old u are, and why u moved, who ur parents are where u use to live and this lady even knows my dad was abusive O.o

14 Oct, 2012

Haunted Woods

You know how creepythat place is f***ing almost peed myself so we got to the clown part and i was hiding behind my friend Selena who i was also holding hands with cuz it was dark and the carnivol music was terryfying and so me and Selena were walking and they laughed and grabbed at us and we scrame and tryed to run instead selena tripped and took me down with her and the clowns danced around us.. our way out to get them to laugh was screaming "I PEED, AND I LIKE SEX!!!" and they like laughed and let us go and the floor has vuibrating panels and its terryfying when ur friend says "Victoria" and then some guy in the corn feild screams "victoria!!" and then u hear like a s***load of scary things start saying "come and playw ith us victoria we need ytou!!!" and we got to a place full of mirrors and u heard a girl singing and the girl popped up all f***ing zombie like and deadly and looked at me and said "all my friends are dead" and i was like "SLENDER MAN!!!!" and ran away lol there was a room u walk into and the walls look like there spinning and the floor moves slowly side to side and ur like falling over and crawling lol it was funny lolit was scary tho :P

14 Oct, 2012

For anyone who has my number

i can get texts i just cant reply becuase my phone got shutoff, cuz we didnt pay the bill, theyll be turned back on but, like yeah... :P

14 Oct, 2012

Tomzilla..

Really ur gonna calll me a b****y w****? hahaha if im a b****y w**** than why dont u look in the mirror and see why u cant get a girlfriend fatass... go f*** yourself. :) have a nice day :)

11 Oct, 2012

PEH!

I KNOW IM SPECIAL BUT WHOS THIS ED PERSON EVERYONE KEEPS TALKIN ABOUT?!

11 Oct, 2012

Kyle Spratt- Suicide Note :P

Starring at my food but I can not eat it, Laying in my bed but I am not sleeping, Crying in my room and I keep it top secret, Because people tell me they care but they do not mean it Im cut open even thought Iam not bleeding, My heart is broken so imma make it stop beating, Someone in the room and scream, He`s not breathing, Rush to the hospital to have a doc treat it, But he cannot beat it, there`s no time at all, Cause I just popped some pills with some Tylenol, And 3 bottles of antidepressants and Zam Booka, 40 also got killed I didn`t puke up, anything. There`s no use in pumping my stomach, Cause I`ll just do it again, I`m a lost cause so f*** it. Everyone with grudges towards me, Is gonna love this. Smiles on their faces when my death goes public Cause I`m killing myself, Takking matters to my own hands ... I can`t picture myself as a grown man... I don`t wanna grow up ... I hate change and everything`s just so ... Rearranged. My life is nothing but a dissaster ... And time keeps going by faster ... But in a second all that s*** wont matter ... Fuck this imma kill myself. I got cocky. But I wanna die, not gonna lie ... Thoughts of suicide keep crossing ... My mind on a regular basis ... Going craz Cause I`m going trought bull s*** ... On a regular basis ... Look me in the face, I`m I`sick in my eyes... Cause I`m sick in the mind ... I`ve been wishing to die ever since I was 9. This isn`t a lie ... I don`t b**** just to whine or Bulls*** just to rhyme about it. I don`t cry just to spit, Just to try to quilt trip ... Cause I could give two s***s about your pity... I ain`t trying to get everyone to feel bad for me, I`d rather dis everyone and make y`all mad at me ... I ain`t a happy person and I ain`t that light. Not even by myself. I know I ain`t that nice... But people don`t understand how much ... I hate my life ... Cause if they did they`d know how... Bad I want to take this knif

10 Oct, 2012

Sympathy..

i dont need it.. its really nothing to me unless u all knew what went on it my head or what i constantly have to live with no amount of words can explain the hurt inside of me i hide so well..im not going to school tomorow..im having bad anxiety, my suicidalness is getting worse just the slightest noise will catch me off guard and ill wanna kill sumone imediatly like right now facebook had to go off cuz a**holes catn just stfu for 3 f***ing seconds... -_- god damn...be all mad at me for saying this but if anyone talks about god and tells me i have to prey.. go f***ing f*** urselfs!!! I dont like god, im a Satanist! jesus!! "victoria go pray god will help" listen here.. i want u to constantly be hurt in ways uve never been hurt before i want u to bottle all the hurt up for about 5 years and see what happens like i have... sum of u think this is bulls*** who the f*** cares? leave hate comments in my little inbox itll just show u that u have the stupidest life that u have to pick on me for my beleifs and crap.. tell me im going to hell... Cool Fucking Beanz Bro i might as well s*** Satans d*** while im down there.. f***.. :) have a nice f***ing day :) <3

10 Oct, 2012

SUICIDAL MOMENTS!

ever get those moments where ur just sitting in ur room and u start thinking and ur mind staarts racing and u feel alone and scared and want to die.. i have that 24/7 im so like jelous of all of the pretty girls.. and soo self concoius.. all i do is stare at the ground... i dont talk much to girls at school cuz they think its a joke if i do... the only kids i fit in with are the raverz and scene kids...wich is totally fine... it owuld be nice to have friends in ur 5th and 6th period class tho...for sum reason my lip peircing hurts... its nhot infected ive had it over a year now.. and i think its cuz i didget it pulled on today by sum kids...aw well.... im still thinking about like ending it my minds splattered everywhere atm like i cant stay on one subject all thats going through is suicide tho like alot of the things talk about now is death.. and people are like noticing it... :(

10 Oct, 2012

IM DONE!!

my gramma stole 120$ from me... Im so pist its not funny... i got yelled at in gym today cuz i told the teacher to s*** a chode cuz he said "victorai why arent u suiting up" and i was like "cuz my gramma stole my money so chill out bro.." and hes like "ur in trouble!" and i was like "IM NEW SUCK A CHODE AND GIMME A FUCKIN BREAK DUDE!!!" and he like silenced himself..and i getta go to Lindseys on friday night with selena and were going to the haunted woods and prolly gonna do shrooms and think were f***ing slender man.. lol its gonna be so worth it!! ^_^ i mean whats cuter than 3 multicolored haired girls running around a haunted house/ haunted woods while trippin ballasacks lol its g**na be hilarious i love Selena and Lindsey ^_^ even if they like to make bird noises and me and i make duck noises back! ^_^ hehe

08 Oct, 2012

my dreams..

i dream that im with a guyyy in a feild and were laying on a blanket cuddling and watching the stars or were running through a feild chasing deers or im sitting in the woods at night alone cold and scared and he finds me and kisses me, or that were riding horses in a huge feild seeing who can ride faster :P i know it sounds dumb or stupid.. but its the fact that itll never happen that i want it so bad...

08 Oct, 2012

HELP!!

how can u make school look like soo whatever when like im all ???????????? O.O lol

08 Oct, 2012

:) See life through my eyes..

My grandma and mom beat me the other night.. okay? it hurt, last night my grama didnt know i could hear her and she said "Victorias everyones problem i really hate her" i was like "K DONNA FUCK U TOO BITCH!!!" and i ran away.. about 20 minutes later my mom found me at a park crying, she told me she loved me and that shes sorry and that when she gets her child suport shes gonna save it and just me and her are gonna move without my siblings, i got slapped the other day by my brother for no reason!! my mom had me pinned to the ground cuz i attacked my gramma for breaking my door and f***ing grabbing my t**s!! i mean f***ing honestly?! and then my brother got in my face and said "How does it feel huh vicb****?" and then slapped me so i spit in his face :) and thennn my sister stole my makeup and stepped on it and s*** and totally destroyed half of it!! and my gramma had me pinned with my arms behind my back on the couch and my mom was sitting on the floor holding my legs and my gramma asked if she should call the cops and i scrame "YES U FUCKING SHOULD!! OMG!!!!" and then shes like "Yeah ull get raped in jail!!" and i was like "not rape if u want it b****!!" and she got mad and started slamming my face into the wall behind the couch and the arm wrests on the couch.. i dont understand anymore.. This isny fair, i want out. either imma end up killin myself or imma run away.. im fed the f*** up.. i seriosly liked it better when my dad beat me. he never hit me in the face that much, he did hit me in the face but not nearly as much as my gramma did.. i mean comeon, u dont hit ur kid or grandaughter like that!! i honestly want to die, im always being put down and i usually cry myself to sleep, people dont understand it, ive always wanted to die.. i cant wait to....but oh well... itll eventually happen and ill be forgotten :) but thats fine :)

05 Oct, 2012

My First Day At highschool..

Im friends with abasicly all the seniors got complimented on my hair and my skin..O.o cuz i dont get zits and crap.. and in 4th period i met some people named Dominique, Anthony(my pedobear), David(my male stripper), And a ws***load of other peoples. In fourth period David told me he liked me and i was like "Why?" and hes like "cuz you just go with it and ur not really serios about anyhting!" and iwas like "duhhh!" and thne i poked his nose wrote my name all over his arm and then claimed him my property lol and he wrote his name all over me and claimed me his property and hes soo freakin nice he led me around the entire school helped me find all my classes and hes just the sweetest person ive ever met! ^_^ i love this school, I hate the clasees tho..4th period is my favorite cuz the teacher doesnt give a f*** what we do. lol we can listen to music chew gum. all that s***.. and Anthony is black with an afro lol and he sat on my lap so i asked him if i could cut his hair and he then put down all his weight on me and i was like "NU!" and so yeah and then David and me got into talking aobut how he kidnaps small children and eats them and locks them in his bas****t lol and it was hilarious and he said they follow him home and into his creeper van and then iwas like "or do u tie them up and drag them against the ground with ductape over there mouths to ur creeper van.. lol I love that kid! lol

05 Oct, 2012

GOOSENIGHT!!

Night night!!! ^_^ sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite if they do grab ur shoe and smack the s*** outa those little m***s!!! ^_^

05 Oct, 2012

MESSAGE!!

HEY YOU! SEE THAT MESSAGE BUTTON? YEAH ITS RIGHT THUR!!! CLICK IT BIATCH!!!! ^_^

03 Oct, 2012

<3

worthless heart for a worthless girl.

03 Oct, 2012

Fuck My Life.

Ima screw up naturally...

02 Oct, 2012

what?!!

so i just realased my house has an attic O.O wtf? how did i not know that? i wanna live up there!! :O lol

02 Oct, 2012

Nightmare or best scary movie idea ever?!

So my worst nightmare would be seeing sum creepy thing craw accrost my ceiling with its head on backwards, and it crawls into my kitchen and im home alone so i walk down my dark hallway and try to look into it and then 3 bloody clowns run down the hall at me so i turn and run and then sit in my closet crying then, the closet swings open and an giant bloody gut covored man with a hatchet drags me out by my feet. Did i mention this all has to happen during a Zombie apocalypse so i cant go outside or my guts willl be ripped out and eaten ^_^ anyways the man tie me to a chair and ill be tormented by spirits that want my soul, then ill be saved by an owl and when i try to get outa my room i accidently shaddder the window leading outside, then i realise theres noises coming from the bas****t wich hasnt been open in years, and i hear a woman scream, so i find my way inside towards the bas****t and while i do i hear noises and tapping noises going accross the floor and then a draggging noise so i go and follow it and then i see a little boy with a shredded face walking dragging a dead body and i ask him if hes ok and he turns around slowly and points at me and smiles and i turn around then i see a big fat gutted torn up zombie standing face to face with me so i run upstairs to get into my attic wich a little girl had hung herself in awhile back and while trying to open it im trying to hide in the shadows until i hear scratching noises on the ceiling and i light my lighter and right behind my head on the ceiling is the little boy then i hear crying in a room and realise its my sister and her friend and so i grab them and when we unlock the door the big fat zombie is at the top of the stiars so we run back into there room shut the door and try to find weapons so i found large sharp stick and while the girls got into the attic i killed the zombie turned ran into the attic and locked it we were sitting in a pitch black attic and kept hearing an echoeing of a little girls laught

02 Oct, 2012

GREEEAAAAT!!!

Okay.. My grandma and i got in a huge fight and i told her to get outa my face or i was gonna slap her.. she got in my face told me i was jelous of my brother.. and then i was like "DUDE U SAID U DIDNT LOVE HIM MORE SO WHY WOULD I BE FUCKING JELOUS U STIPID OLD BITCH!!!!" and then she said " I dont love him more i love u all in a diffrent way" I was like "cool so that gives him the right to punch me, but the second i do it back i get grounded or yelled at for an hour" And shes like "Oh balony! ur so jelous u cant even think straight!" and i was like "ok fine im jelous that u love dylan more than me and all ive been trying to do is be ur favorite or hear u atleast one time say u acctually do love me!!!" Shes said "I love victoria" and ment it atleast one f***ing time and that was when i started cutting myself....after i told her all that crap.. she started crying.. And then she said "I wish ur SISTER was here" I like just gave my mom the wtf look and walked into my room slammed the door locked it and ripped things off my wall broke picture frames and destroyed alot of my crap... thats how mad she got me.. then iwasnt trusted to sleep in my own room cuz i might hurt myself.. so i was forced to sleep on next to my mom on an airmatress on a footon that scared me cuz it looks down the dark hallway..but yeah.. i dont want anything from my gramma now..

02 Oct, 2012

-_- Tonsilidus

So either im getting tonsilidus or my throat just hurts like hell and i cant breathe for no reason.. :(

02 Oct, 2012

Woww...

MY GRAMMAS A STUOID BITCH OMG!!

02 Oct, 2012

To whom i text

I have horrible recpetion a tmy house :P so if i dont txt back thts y

01 Oct, 2012

Know it all syndrome..

When sumone (they know who they are!) on here wont leave me the f*** alone about sum of my posts it irritates the s*** outa me, Do not correct me, Dont keep telling me to fix sumthing, Dont f***ing even try to tell me anything aobut my errors.. I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCKING SHIT!! OMG!!! Oh look i spelled about wrong, get the f*** over it...holy f***! :) have a nice f***ing know it all syndrome annoying as f*** day! <3 :) And im not trying to be mean its just annoying sorry for the cussing to..

01 Oct, 2012

Lol fight about unicorns!!

So i put a pic on facebook of a rpetty unicorn and well..tagged it at my 22 year old asain friend who basicly my older brother.. he commented and this is how it went. and i shall not say his name on here soo yeah! Asain: Im not a unicorn!! Me: Yes you are!! Asain: LIEZ!! Me: Your in denial:) Asain:Naw,your in denial Me: NU!! YOUR IN DENAIL UR JUST CONFUSED AND LOST CUZ UR NOT A BIG BOY YET!!! Asain: >=O Me: Dont get ur panties in a bunch! <3 Asain: Its nowt! Me: You sure cuz it seems like they are! Theres more but its too long to type but i do get him pretty adgitated at me n then i get him all calm.. and then freak him out again... hehehehe <3

30 Sep, 2012

BAH!!!

So im playing Call Of Duty Black Ops and i cant f***ing stay alive cuz honestly ive started s***ing at this game!! everyone on xbox lives f***ing mean! lol

30 Sep, 2012

Chocolate

Got chocolate on my elbow... My solution.. try to lick it off.. Then feeling like a r**** for trying to lick ur elbow.. lol

30 Sep, 2012

SPREAD EM!

I wanna spread smiles accross the world, so i hope everyone that sees this smiles :)

30 Sep, 2012

I Seriosly Did this In Middle School Once...

(Announcements come on) Me- curls into fetal possision and starts screaming "NO THE VOICES ARE BACK!!!!"- People around me -stares at me like Wtf just happened- (Announcements Stop) Me -gets up and walks away like nothing happened- :D

30 Sep, 2012

Jadyn Maria- Good Girls Bad Boyz <3

Ummm... Yeahh... You're not exactly the guy I can bring home to my mama But what she don't know won't hurt her You're so controlling, so demanding, like to take advantage of me, But I don't mind, no sir. You get under my skin, such a sweet sin Just like a disease that keeps on, keeps on eating at me, I know good and well you're good for nothing They say you don't deserve me But it really don't disturb me. Why do all good girls like the bad boys? Like a moth to a flame, I guess I'm back here again. Tell me why the dark side just captures my eye, I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling. No Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh (x2) Why do all good girls like the bad boys? I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling, no. You're cocky and its working, Chauvinistic and its perfect, M-m-must be something wrong with me I-I-I use to think that I was strong, But I now I see how I was wrong Because you took control of me You get under my skin, such a sweet sin Just like a disease that keeps on, keeps on eating at me, I know good and well you're good for nothing They say you don't deserve me But it really don't disturb me. Why do all good girls like the bad boys? Like a moth to a flame, I guess I'm back here again. Tell me why the dark side just captures my eye, I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling. No Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh (x2) Why do all good girls like the bad boys? I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling, no. Flo-Rida: She can't stop this feeling no, I tell her go with the flow righttt, Say little mama want to know why the good girls like the bad boys, Bad meaning good, shawty left with no choice, So over your skin, baby phat you're so moist, Leaving with the tins, when I'm macking invoice, My laptop bling and a boy can't avoid She love it going in, she don't want to be unemployed, One reason to be a good pleasin', freaking daddy's little girl like I'

29 Sep, 2012

I HAVE TO PEEE!!!

So first of all i have to pee, ima about to litarly pee myself, my gramma wont let me in te bathroom cuz shes cleaning everything, weve got one bathroom.. i have to pee so bad im like crying, and in pain.. this isnt fair!!! i feel like f***ing slapping her. she needs to f***ing hurry up witht the cleaning and let me pee HOLY FUCK!!!! :(

28 Sep, 2012

LOVE

Giving someone the Ability to hurt you, but Trusting them not to.<3

28 Sep, 2012

My wishes

I wish that people wouldnt kill trees or harm nature, or hurt animals, or abuse anything.. :( I wish that i got my first kiss laying on a blanket under the stars one night. not against a tree infront of my bestie and her bf.. I wish that everyone could just forgive and bring love and peace back into the world I wish that i could have kids when im older.. but i cant becuase i dont wanna pu tmy babys here on earth to let everyone f*** up there lifes.. :( I WISH THE WORLD WAS A BETTER PLACE AND THAT EVERYONE WAS SMARTER ABOUT THE DECISIONS THEY MAKE WHILE BEING ON IT WHILE U LIVE...

28 Sep, 2012

lol

turns on tv sad comercial about animals abuse comes on "in the armmsssof an angeellll" NO NO NO GO AWAY!! FFFFFFUUUUU... *click* thank god... O.O

28 Sep, 2012

People

PEOPLE WHO SEE THIS SHOULD MESSAGE ME BECAUSE I JUST TEMPTED U TO DO IT!!! :) and plus ill take a puppy hostage if u dont >.>

28 Sep, 2012

My Finger :(

my fingers are black and blue..great the nails are gonna fall off too.. my bro slammed my fingers in the door a few minz ago and im screaming and crying my fingers are blleding and my gramma told me "its not dylans fault" and my moms like "HE SLAMMED MY DAUGHTERS FINGERS IN THE WALL IT IS HIS FAULT!!!! :(" And they putice on the front and back of my hands and i was scremaing and crying and im still crying atm but they hurt soooo f***in bad!!! :( hes gonna get his a** kicked when sams over tonight.. sam hates dylan :(

28 Sep, 2012

Bestest Friend Ever

Even tho i cant see you alot, I still love u and all those weird times we had and everything we were put through, whenever either of us got into trouble we werent alone :) i love you!

28 Sep, 2012

Hehe nigga please

i got a tiny zit on my chin.. went through everything found a s***load of my moms acne cream ^_^ and its awsum!! :D zits gone :) haha (i dont realy get acne so my face is clear as daylight) :)

28 Sep, 2012

The Offspring- You're gonna go far kid..(STUCK IN MY HEAD!

Show me how to lie, you’re getting better all the time And turning all against the one is an art that’s hard to teach Another clever word sets off an unsuspecting herd And as you step back in the line a mob jumps to their feet Now dance, f***er, dance, man, he never had a chance And no one even knew, it was really only you And now you steal away Take him out today Nice work you did You’re gonna go far, kid With a thousand lies and a good disguise Hit ‘em right between the eyes, hit ‘em right between the eyes When you walk away, nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes, see ‘em running for their lives Slowly outta line and drifting closer in your sights So play it out I’m wide awake, it’s a scene about me There’s something in your way and now someone is gonna pay And if you can’t get what you want, well, it’s all because of me Now dance, f***er, dance, man, I never had a chance And no one even knew, it was really only you And now you’ll lead the way Show the light of day Nice work you did You’re gonna go far, kid Trust, deceived With a thousand lies and a good disguise Hit ‘em right between the eyes, hit ‘em right between the eyes When you walk away, nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes, see ‘em running for their lives Now dance, f***er, dance, he never had a chance And no one even knew, it was really only you So dance, f***er, dance, I never had a chance It was really only you With a thousand lies and a good disguise Hit ‘em right between the eyes, hit ‘em right between the eyes When you walk away, nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes, see ‘em running for their lives Clever alibis, Lord of the Flies Hit ‘em right between the eyes, hit ‘em right between the eyes When you walk away, nothing more to say See the lightning in your eyes, see ‘em running for their lives

28 Sep, 2012

LOL say my name

So me and my cousin were talking hrough txts aboutthe song say my name and i was like in my head it goes "say my name say my name say baby i love u but i just wanna f*** you" lolll and hes like "Victoria!" loll :P

28 Sep, 2012

Everything makes nothing hahha:)

ok so i have and short attention span, im really hyper, im really short, i have bright eyes that hold in alot, i have a big forgiving morphine filled heart, i got a really weird nose that makes me self concious, i like to sumtimes draw random things cuz i get bored, i like to play with glue cuz its sticky and really fun haha, i like to run around the streets at night cuz it makes me feel like a badass ninja turkey :D i like to play with gummybears cuz there adorible, i like to crawl around my house with nerd glassess on acting like a smart panda :) , i like bright clothing mixed with dark clothing i love the color purple, i love halloween cuz being scared gives me such a rush and i love being ME :D haha

28 Sep, 2012

My cousin/ cinnomon challenge

So my 20 yr old cousin sam came into my room got my family together and looked at me and said now next time i come over im bringing a camera and were all gonna do the cinnomon challenge and then he told us a story about a guy who did it and won 20 bucks and the guy turned blue and was gagging and s*** and then when he won he ripped his shirt off and ran around his house screaming and as sam was tellin us this story he was makin me laugh cuz he was doing the funnniest impersonation of this guy and iwas like hysterical and becuase it happened about litarly 2 seconds ago it makes it funnier lol i love him haha best cousin ever :)

28 Sep, 2012

I remember..

I rmember when i was living in atrailor when my mom lef tmy abuse father, i was in a trailow with 5 other people.. the trailor was tiny... i had to sleep inside my great grammas house and i remember i went swimming with Eli, Ryan, adn my 3 year old cousin shawn and 3 kids i didnt know but they were elis friends:) well when we were outa the pool i went into the trailor to get dressed and i hear the door open and there comes little shawn saying "I SEE YOU!!!" i was like "RYAN UR LIL BRO JUST SAW ME NAKED!!!" so then ryan came running into the trailor with his eyes shut and was like covor up! i was like like i am! and he opened his eyes grabbed shaun and left and then i threw clothes on went outside and was like "guys not funny!" and then eli started laughing with the 2 guys and ryan was like "shawn just saw his first b*** shot" i was like "RYAN!" lolll!!

28 Sep, 2012

Is this child abuse?

So my brother and i had gotten into a fist fight cuz he tried to kiss me.. (hes insest and disgusting) so i punched him so he decided to be a little p**** and grab a knife and swung it at me and i stood there didnt flinch or blink and grabbed the knife by the blade pulled it outa his hand and told him to stop the bulls*** and leave me alone, then he told my grandma that i hit him for no reason and that he didnt know what i was talking about when i told gramma n mom what happened.. its like since hes there baby boy they dont care what he does.. so i attacked him, and my grandma grabs my arms holds them behind my back and i started screaming cuz my brother kicked me in the ankle and then my GRANDMOTHER LITARLY SLAMMED HER KNEE INTO MY BACK ABOUT 6 TIMES before i elbowed her and ran out the door and down the street.. after that cops drove me home.i locked myself in my room and cryed for a few hours. Oh did i mention my 12 year old little sisters in a mental hospital becuase she tried to kill herself cuz no one but me beleived her when she said her brother touched her down there after locking her in his room.. i hate him i hate living with him and i want my sister back she can share a room with me if she has to. IM FED UP! i realise this is really f***ing pesonal s*** but atm i dont care people should know cuz no one else will listen.. :(

28 Sep, 2012

REALLY PEOPLE!!

SLENDER MAN CANT BE REAL!! WHY IS EVERYONE TELLING ME HE IS!!???

28 Sep, 2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?annotation_id=annotation_118387&feature=iv&index=7&list=PL9F21F00B63AFB

:)

28 Sep, 2012

Homecoming!!

im not even in school YET until monday and today i was asked if i went to "blank" school i said yeah and they said "go to homecoming with me" i said maybe and one was a rich kid, the other was a small black child who generally smelled like weird s***.. O.o haha :) ive alreayd picked out a dress tho cuz im awsum like that its a little blue/black/purple dress with my purple and black new converse :) cuz i hate heels,,,

28 Sep, 2012

Slender Man

Playing it right now, Almost peed my pants like omfggg scary as f***! -pees all over- well O.O uhhh.. yeahh..

27 Sep, 2012

TROUBLEEE!!

when someone adds ... to the end of a sentence/word, i feel as if im in trouble Lolll!!

27 Sep, 2012

Trust

Being held makes me feel safe, Being kissed makes me feel happy, being hugged makes me feel cared for, being told "I Love You" makes me cry, I cannot trust those words becuase anyone thats ever said it to me have betrayed me and shattered my morphine filled heart.

27 Sep, 2012

FUCK THIS SONG!!!

Blink182- I Miss You.. I HATE THAT SONG.. loved it till someonnnee said it was our song then i was like "FUCK NO!!!" lol its ruined now.. :(

26 Sep, 2012

What im gonna do later today at the laundrey place

I shalle sitinside one of the dryers, bite my grammas arms for touching my clothes, start singing pirate songs, bark like a dog, play with my hair like the dumb blonde i am:P

26 Sep, 2012

EWWW GROSS GROSS GROSSS!!!!! :(

....Im not smart.. i just mashed together 1 bowl full of pizza rolls, 2 snickers bars, 4 cookies, and ranch.. and took a bite of it.... EWWWWWWW!!!!

26 Sep, 2012

BEST COMBINATIONS!<3

Pizza Rolls and sour Cream Pizza and Ranch Subway and Dairy Queen THINGS IMMA TRY!! Pizza Rolls and Ranch Chocolate syrup And Water Chicken and Cookies GROSS SHIT ILL NEVER TRY,Ever again Chocolate Milk and Hot Suace Cookies and Ranch Airheads and Melted MnM's Gatorade and Chocolate Syrup and Lemon Juice and Salt and Melted Butter and Milk (it was a dare) and more, lol Anything else i should try?

26 Sep, 2012

Fuck it!!

Im super self concious, but not afraid to be diffrent, im loud and obnocious, but quiet with people i dont know, im super random, but serios, im shorter than alotta people, but i have tippy toes and i use em!! :o hehe :D i like to make friends, but im super shy. POINT IS I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME ANYMORE CUZ THROUGH MY EYES IM A NKED PANDA DRINKING OUTA A JUICE BOX AND DRIVING A LITTLE CAR/SHOPPIN CART THINGY!!!

26 Sep, 2012

When i dont reply..

Its annoying.... i leave my phone or comp for 5 minz.. oh s*** look 7 new messages,... from the same person.. if i dont reply its cuz im busy!!

26 Sep, 2012

FUCK YOU MOSTFUNGAMES!!

Fucking cant even barley post a blog without a f***ing "ERRRORRR" and then it erasing everything god damn!

26 Sep, 2012

Great

its 11:22pm and my parents are sleeping and now im getting txt's from the 20 year olds that live on my street that apperantly i have to sneak out with them tonight..GREAT!! -_- i thought my mother told them to stay away from me.. its bad enuf one already kissed me.. and he was icky smelled like ciggarettes and alcohol and balled..ewww..

24 Sep, 2012

Favorite bands atm

1. Dope 2. Hollywood Undead 3. Dot Dot Curve :) 4.and more but idk lol

24 Sep, 2012

haha

Bottle of morphine where my heart is cuz i dont feel s***, <3 ive chosen that imma go to school. just to meet friends.. if i dont like the first 2 weeks guess ill get homeschoooled :) i have major anxeity so it scares me :P

24 Sep, 2012

GARAWR!!

dancing around my room in a batman tshirt and blue and black shorts.. nothing weird here :P lol <3

24 Sep, 2012

Ok wanna play this game....

LETS GO GET NAKED AND STREAK THROUGH A PARK TO A LAKE AND SKINNY DIP!! LETS GO SMOKE WEED AND GET SUM ECSTACY AND TOUCH FENCES!!! LETS GO GET A SHOOPINGCART CAR THING AND DRINK AND DRIVE! >.> im in stupid then ur r****ed.

24 Sep, 2012

OH MY FUCKING SHIT!

I tell u i trust u, u say u dont understand, i say i love u, u act like its joke, i tell u, u make me happy and u say "thats cute"....i told u that i missed you and you say "thats cool, i miss hanging out with u..." guys can be so dumb!! OMFG!!! :(

24 Sep, 2012

FINALLY PERFECTNESS!!!

So just clane my room organized my dresser moved things around hung up all my posters and pictures and sutff and everything is perfect and on tuesday my grammas taking me shopping so YAY! :D haha my walls are blue in my room and there bootiful!! :D

24 Sep, 2012

GIR! bathtub videos!

My mom recorded me singing my abc's and singing random unknown words when i was like 2 or 3 years old in the bathtub.. lol too be truthfull my abc's were never right id start saying "a b c g d l o z w a c f t e b" lolll litarly..lol and saw a video of my 3rd brithday and i was in my high chair with my own little cake and i had the cake in my ears and hair and all over me and my papa(grampa) walked by and i held out a peice of mashed up cake to him and he hesitated and said no thanks and so with that i smeared the cake accross my face..oh and another when me and my brother were in a toy battery operated jeep thing and i ran over my uncle with it on easter.. lol and another where me and my brother who is one year older than me are sitting under a table and evertime he looks at me and looks away i laugh my b*** off for no reason! :P lol

24 Sep, 2012

What me and my cousins do..

Sam-20 years old Theron-22 years old Liam-9 years old Eli-15 years old Sophie-2 years old Shaun-3 years old Ryan-12 years old We all blasted and started dancing to Shake is by Metro Station and Drop it likes it hot hahaha :) we got little Sophie and Shaun to shake their b***s so much hahah :D their so cute! :)

24 Sep, 2012

WHO REMEMBERZ THIS?

1.im bringing home a baby bumble bee wont my momma be so proud of me, cuz im bringing home a baby bumblebee buz buzz buzzz buzzz OUCH he stung me! im bringing home a baby bumblebee wont my momma be so proud of me! cuz im bringinghome a baby bumblebee buz buzz buzzz buzzzz Ouch he stung me!! 2. Goodmorning Goodmorning and how do u do? goodmorning goodmorning im fine how are you? 3. baby baluca in the deep blue sea u swim so wild and u swim so free heaven above and the see below and the little white whale on the go! 4.when u wake up in the morning and its a quarter to one u brush ur teeth! (tooth brushing noises) when u wake up in the morning its a quarter to do and u wanna find something to do u brush ur teeth! (brushing noises) 5.Old Mcdonald had a farm e i e i o! 6. Twinkle twinkle little star

24 Sep, 2012

WHAT SHOULD I NAME MY PET BANANA? O.O

Its gotta be a weird f***ing creepy a** pyschotic name!! :P

24 Sep, 2012

hahaha to everyone who bitchs all the fucking time!

I like night time better cuz then i dont have to hear ur b****in all the time. :)

23 Sep, 2012

Puyallup Fair!!<3

So i went to the Puyallup Fair, Wrode so many f***ing rides i almost threw up haha :P i got unlimited rides cuz i got the bracelet thing and omgg it was f***in fun my favorite ride was the skydiver tho it looks like the farress wheel and the zipper mixed ahahha :P me and my cousin went on it and ommmgg i laughed my a** off cuz we got stopped at the top for five minutes and the car fell side ways so i was crushing my cousin into the side pointed to the ground hahaha :P it was fun and theni amberressed him on the ring of fire hahaha :P when they guy who works it and his other friend were talking to all of us i said " i might pee" :P and they said ok so they started the ride and afterwards i told them i peed so they pointed and started yelling "We gotta pee'errr we gootaaa pee'er!!!" and me and sam were laughing soo hard :P hahaha

20 Sep, 2012

My friend posted this on my facebook wall:)

Its soo sweet!!! "Even though the light is off, and you are no where to be seen. Your smile still brightens up this room♥" ITS SOO SWEET!!!!! ^_^

13 Sep, 2012

HEY!!!!!

SOMEONE FUCKING TALKING TO ME!!!

13 Sep, 2012

I wanna be..

I wanna be the girl thats not looked at as a s** doll, i wanna be with a guy who has the key to my heart not the key to my invisible chastity belt, lol i wanna be the girl bragging about her cute sweet bf, i wanna be with a guy who wont hit me for tell me what to do, or call me names to lower my self esteem, i wanna be a sparkle through a guys eyes, i wanna be the girl who has the perfect guy..Too bad none of that will ever come true..

13 Sep, 2012

Got dumped.. again...

So he used me for s** and lost interest.. Cool Beanz... Go f*** urself!!!! :( i hate guys who use girls!! al guys like that should have there ankles slit open and forced to jog and jump rope and bath in lemon juice with salt and bleach... ^_^ haha

30 Aug, 2012

this is a super cute song :P

She's the kinda girl that you wanna come home to The kinda girl that you never wanna leave She's the kinda girl that she makes me wanna give her everything All right! She's the kinda girl that you wanna wake up to The kinda girl that you always wanna please She's the kinda girl that she makes me wanna be her everything (everything) She's the kinda girl your mom is gonna love She's the kinda girl you've been dreaming of She's the kinda girl God, I wanna give her everything Cause all I want is you (All I want is you) It goes oh oh oh and baby we're rolling All night long we're keeping it going Me and you your heart beats next to mine It goes oh oh oh the stereo's pumping Hand in hand my heart keeps on thumping Just stay close our hearts They're beating time All right She's the kinda girl that you love to have fun with The kinda girl that you know it's meant to be She's the kinda girl that I wanna spend my life with honestly (honestly) She's the kinda girl your friends are gonna love She's the kinda girl that I've been dreaming of She's the kinda girl that I wanna spend my life with Can't you see now can't you see That all I want is you It goes oh oh oh and baby we're rolling All night long we're keeping it going Me and you your heart beats next to mine It goes oh oh oh the stereo's pumping Hand in hand my heart keeps on thumping Just stay close our hearts They're beating time All right Whoa I like the way you make me Whoa I like the way you take me Whoa I like the way you make me Whoa It goes oh oh oh and baby we're rolling All night long we're keeping it going Me and you your heart beats next to mine It goes oh oh oh the stereo's pumping Hand in hand my heart keeps on thumping Just stay close our hearts They're beating time You're my kinda girl It goes oh oh oh and baby we're rolling All night long we're keeping it going Me and you your heart

30 Aug, 2012

My stupidity

So if me n taya get an idea like "what happens if u rub an animals fur backwards" well try it.. so we tryed it on my dog, guinea pig, and rabbit... then we fetl bad when we foudn out it hurts them :( lol

30 Aug, 2012

haha at the fiar

Sooo.. at the fairthere was a group of guys that waved at me n taya :) we went n said hi to them and one of the really cute ones i game my number and if i see a hot guy i give them a really innocent look and well i did that to a guy who was blonde with bright blue eyes and he grabbed me later that day and was soo demanding and it was soo hot!! i love demanding guys but he like grabebd and was like "So u gonna gimme your numbe ror what?" i was like "haha maybe:)" and hes like "comeon" and so i gave him my number and hes like "call you later :)" so he did and hes 17.... and no im not gonna cheat on Jaydon :) its not exactly cheating! cuz im not doing anything with them... and they know i have a boyfriend and that i love him and stuffs so basicly i made new friends!! :):):):):):):):):):):)

30 Aug, 2012

Omg

When i stand by a ride at the fair when musics playing it makes me wanna just dance but i cant cuz id look like a weirdo lol but yeah... we were at the fair the other day at the zipper(favorite ride like the ring of fire) and Taya told the guy to make it fast and he said he cant but then took our cart thing and spun us around and held it upside down lol everyone in line was watching and everytime me and taya get stopped at the top we scream "CowBoy ButtMax" lolllll :) the fair is soo f***ing fun!!!! :) lol my boyfriend got me a froggy hat and he has the other one so me and him got matching hats and yesterday he gave me his coat witch i hatedzipping up cuz i wore shorts and it looked like i had no pants on and i looked like a s*** lol

30 Aug, 2012

FUCKING REALLY??

So apperantly in the new house i getta share a room with fatass b****tits.. were not getting the house witht he attic.. no were getting one with rooms the size of a closet.. oh and oneof em is painted blue with dora the f***ing explorer on the wall... i hate that b****...and i will NOT share with jordan... i shared a room with her for 11 years..... only had my own room for 3 1/2 years.. now i have to share again... If i have to ill take the bas****t... but that makes me regret watching The Ammityville Horror O.O...if is tart hearing voices.....shooot me... or tie me up and get me the f*** outa that house until i stop trying to kill my family O.O f***ing creepy.. The only reason id have to share a room is so my w**** of a mom who's kidneys are shutting down atm can bring guys home...

26 Aug, 2012

Me and Jaydon

So Saturday went good :) we kissed, snuggles, watched movies, he made me drink pepsi, we went to the river, and talked about his job, and he showed me a place by the river with really soft sandthat was in the sun, and we put out a picnic blanket and snuggled, and stuff.. and we hung out for like about 6 hours, and TODAY and the Fair.. I walked by one of the food stands and saw him wearing a froggy hat and he smiled at me and i smiled back and it s***ed cuz i couldnt kiss him cuz he was working and then he got told to get back to work so i blew him a kiss..but i think tomorow at the fair we can hangout during his break. :) i tried to get my sis on the ring of fire today....we got on in thevery front of the thing.. then she got off and i will not ride it alone so the guy let me sit with some guy behind me and it was awakward cuz earlier that day me and Taya were talking to him and it was AWKWARD!!! lol oh and my phone fell outa my pocket and hit the ground when we were upside down.. surprisingly the side that the charger plugs in was cracked, but the screen and everything was fine and it works like normal :P and its a touch screen lol! :P

23 Aug, 2012

GIR!!!

So.. Im like head over heels in LOVE with Jaydon, i getta see him on satruday and hes soo much diffrent than any guy ive dated.. hes like PERFECT! i cant stand being away from him i just love him soo much! :( it breaks my heart to see his pictures and know that i cant kiss him at that moment :( but i think saturday hell kiss me and i wont be able to feel anything but happiness!! <3 ive never felt soo like attached in a good way to someone.. i know i was attached to zach but he was abusive and controlling, and Jaydons just soo sweet and cute and treats me like a princess and makes me soo happy so ive got a good attachment to him :) <333

18 Aug, 2012

I HATE HER!!! STUPID BITCH!!

MY BITCHY GRAMAS MAKING ME CHOOSE BETWEEN A HOUSE OR MY BESTRFRIEND!!!!! :(!!! First time ive ever said "shut the f*** up dont ever f***ing making me choose between taya and a house. shut the f*** up u Satan hating b****!"... i HATE her...

18 Aug, 2012

Came to thought..

So my ex... dumped me by TEXTING me. from a FRIENDS PHONE saying "Hey im dumping you, k thanks bye." just thought it was Severely messed up.. and it wont go outa my head...

18 Aug, 2012

Haha freaked my cousins out..

So they started playing hollywood undead Bitches and i started singing it word for word and they Eli (my tubby neighbor boy cousin) leans forward and looks at me and goes "u know this song?" and i was like "yeah... lol" him and liam were just creeped out or somthing and Sam just looked at me like "Fuck Yeah." loll

18 Aug, 2012

GIR!!! Im ADDICTED!!!

Im addicted to Skyrim...lol...super bored now tho... ive been searching for houses with my gramma trying to find a 4 bedroom.. right now we found a 3 bedroom house with 2 bathroomsand a big attic.... im getting the attic. Dylan and Jordan are gettin the there own rooms dowstairs and gramma and mom are sharing a room ^_^ haha!!! ^_^ THIS IS FRICKEN AWSOME!!!!!! ^_^

15 Aug, 2012

OMG SOOO EMBARRESSSING!!!

So i was wearing my pajama shorts and i swam in shorts and a tshirt and my grama took all my clothes to wash them and i only had my thong to wear.. so i just put that on under my pj shorts and then a tshirt and i was walking into the trailer last night and i bent down to pet my dog and my lil sis goes "Victoria your thoonngs showing" my face turned bright red i pulled my shorts up and walked away like nothing hapened..altho my great grama saw it all...lol

15 Aug, 2012

Snipe Hunting...

I was 7 when i went snipe hunting in Prosser and my great gramas house.. they video taped it.. me my bro and sis were carrrying sticks and plastic bags.. lol my uncle went to the top to hide in a bush and make weird noises so we could find the "snipe" who is my uncle.. and we got to him and he popped outa a bush my grandpa and gramma jumped back my brother hit him with a stick, my mom peed herself laughing, my uncle and his girlfriend fell on there a**es laughing and there taunting me with the video to this day lol

15 Aug, 2012

ITS SO HOT OUT!!!! 85 Degrees out

Im sitting in a trailer with my brother watching him play video games.. im burning hot hes in jeans with no shirt im in shorts and my favortie bob marley shirt and im boreddd!!! :P my 2 year old cousin broke my bracelets so i had to go to walmart to get elastic bands to fix them and i cant tie em.. my dog wont stop barking... And my mom left my dad after 17 years of being together.. she finally left the abusive loser ^_^ and shes dating my uncles friend wich weve all known since i was born haha :P the first thing he said when he saw me was "Are u emo?" and i was like "nupe" lol hes awsome and he has a 4 year old daughter named Kaylee who loves to play with me lol i get pulled around the yard from the trampoline to the tree house the the swings and slides and the pool and the volleyball net things to the ice cream man... lol yesterday i was babysitting Kaylee,Sophie,And Shaun.. Sophies the 2 year old,Kaylees 4, and shuans 3.. they all love to say "Oh s***!!!" lol and now im pointing a fan at myself..

11 Aug, 2012

Haha IM A FUCKING BITCH!!!

So me and my friend got in the car with my 20yr old cousin and went to seattle haha didnt tell anyone..we got in trouble. well im already having a terrible weekend, so getting yelled at by about 7 adults in front of EVERYONE was great...then having my grandma get in my face and try to spill part of my secrets to my friend.. ifcourse shes my best friend she knows my secrets but there will always be some things i cannot tell her, i love her. but yeah. My gramma and mom were yelling at me and im sitting here and i look at my grandma and i go "shhhh u hear that, thats the sound of me not givinig a f***!!!" and i told her id do what i want when i want, she ATAGINIZED me after that!!!! WTF?!!! she cant see im hurt about not being able to bring my animals down here. i love my guinea pig and rabbit im leaving them with my BEST friend. until my mom can find a house, She left my dad and now were living with gramma... wich sux f***ing a**.. lol but its all good. i dont hate the fact there gonna be with my bestie till we find a house, i hate the fact i wont be able to see them for awhile why were looking.. :( I really wish we werent poor.. i want my animals with me but i understand theyed be alot safer with my bestie..LIFE SUCKSSS!!!!

09 Aug, 2012

TO EVERYONE IM TALKING TO!

I LOVE YOU!!!!

09 Aug, 2012

This is how it goes..

Teacher: Why a re u having a conversation when im teaching Me And Taya: Why are u teaching during our conversation. Teacher:ill wait till ur done talking Me And Taya: (starts talking again) Teacher: (stares) Me And Taya: Bitch stop easedropping! Teacher: Go to the Office Taya: I dont wanna! Me: Me neither! Teacher: GO NOW! Me and Taya: ok Gladly ^_^ (walks out of room happily) Teacher: f***. Class: OH! :O!!!

09 Aug, 2012

Ok i see how it is!

NO ONE WANTS TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE!!! WOOOOWWW!!!! GIR!!!! I NEED MORE CONVOS OR IMMA END UP LOGGIN OFF!!!!!

09 Aug, 2012

RAMPAGE!!!

So somehow me and Taya managed to p*** off my brother... he was breaking s*** and bangingon my wall from the other side.. so the i told my mom either she does something or i will pin him down and punch his face in..when i was trying to go back in my room he got down in my face and held up a f***ing knife and i just stood there and said"u dont f***ing scare me:)" and hes like "UGGHH!!!" and puts his nose against mine and i pulled back and said "wtf bro trying to kiss ur sister? incest much?" andhe got mad and tryed to punch a hole in the wall lol what a dumbass...

09 Aug, 2012

These are my favorite bands!

1. Otep 2. Brokencyde 3. Hollywood Undead 4. Silverstein 5. Black Veil Brides 6. Three Days Grace 7. Disturbed (i dont listen to it alot though) 8. My Chemical Romance 9. Escape The Fate 10. Paramore 11.Fall Out Boy 12. Bullet For My Valentine 13. Falling In Reverse(my serios face favorite!!) 14. Papa Roach 15. Blood On the Dancefloor 16. Panic At the Disco 17. Breathe Carolina 18. Saosin 19. Asking Alexandria 20. Secondhand Serenade 21. Sleeping With Sirens 22. Evanescence 23.A Day To Remember 24. Breaking Benjamin 25. Bring Me The Horizon 26. Green Day 27. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus 28. Linkin Park 29. Mayday Parade 30. Britt Nicole I know its a Ridicoulously long list but yeah.. i LOVE music soo... yeah.. lol im always listening to music like right now im listening to Dance With the Devil By Breaking Benjamin.. lol

09 Aug, 2012

LOL!!!

So i was singing outloud to Will you f*** yourself tonight and when it got to "will you s*** my d*** and die" my mom walked in and right after she did my computer froze for a minute!!! lol my moms like "O.O uhm. (throws my pillow to me)" Me: "Thankkss mommmm!!!"

09 Aug, 2012

MY LIFE IS AWSOME!!!

My life is like better!!! im not like pist/sad/confused anymore. Still super suicidal but thats just thoughts :P so its not enough to seriosly do anything to me ^_^ iv ebeen having an amazing day so far!!!! ^_^

09 Aug, 2012

WTF!?

Just watched taya shove a gigantic peice of cake in her mouth!!!!! Thats AWSUM!!!!!!!! ^_^

09 Aug, 2012

<3 this song

Will You Fuck Yourself Tonight by Alexandher ^_^

09 Aug, 2012

So Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time a pretty princess got asked out by a frog who brought her flowers an chocolates and rented a scary movie, then the froggy got hit by a car. Froggy died, Princess cryed..Then a "badass, Flippy haired, Maxy beast" stepped outa the car, the princess stopped crying and the guy put the frog on the side of the road looked at the princess and said "b**** get in the f***ing car" the princess got in the car, 10 minutes of silence went by before the princess realized that the car she now sat in had just ran over the love of her life. She then shed a silent tear and asked the man to pull over. She then got outa the car dramatically, and stood on teh side of the road and then the man put on the song Smack That The girl then ripped her dress off into a shorter dress and turned into a pole dancer. Then she got shooted by the frogs ghost then the man and FROG got married had cowboy b***s** from then on. The End ^_^. Hope u liked it! Turns into naked black man and licks my lips slooowly- O.O

09 Aug, 2012

Haha Get asked out heres what should pop up.

My response... Use it Or Lose It ^_^ <3 hahah Sounds bad? Well... U dont know s***!

08 Aug, 2012

GOODNIGHT

Goodnight everybody its 2:13 am right now, Time for sleep :) lol nightnighty!

08 Aug, 2012

<3

Once ur heart is broken, It can be Peiced back together, But the damage will forever fill it.

08 Aug, 2012

:)things people dunno bout me

1.Im a lover not a fighter 2. i go on omegle alot for boredom 3.sing 4.wish to be a model 5.Eat like a fatass but stay skinny 6.get pist off easily 7.Hate being Alone. 8.Scared of the dark(beleives in monsters and ghosts) 9. Has a huge imagination 10.Is a really goood liar! 11. I cry in sad movies 12. Im very open and blunt about things ^_^ 13.I LOVE HORSES!<3333

06 Aug, 2012

Yay!!

I died m hair platinum blonde on top and died it Blue/Black underneath but went swimming in a pool and the clorene turned it light blue haha :P its ok tho i getta redye the black/blue tomorow :) hehe

02 Aug, 2012

.....GIR!!!

I R A KITTY KAT!!!

01 Aug, 2012

FUKK YOU FUKKING A$$HOLE!!!

Fukk You, Fukk your feelings, Fukk your needs, Fukk your life, Fukk your problems, Fukk Everything About You. <3 You know who you are :) and no this doesnt go to my ex so dont flatter yourself :) haha I just Really HATE someone and want them to know it. I know its wrong to wish death upon people but in this case i think your more of a f***ing alien then anything :) <3 and aliens dont exist so your ugly a** is gonna have to go extinct :) <3

01 Aug, 2012

HaHa.. Go Fuck Yourself.

I cant do s*** say s*** or anything without "someone" seeeing soooo ill keeep my f***ing mouth shut.

31 Jul, 2012

Hives.. Hellppp Meee!!!

so idk wut it is but im having an allergic react6ion to sumthin i have hives alkl over and its to the point where its making me cry :(

31 Jul, 2012

REALLY PEOPLE?

Gonna ignore me??? :( GIR!!!!

31 Jul, 2012

Fuck...Me...Dry

I hate when i hear me and my olldddd ex bfs song and just burst out into tears and then laugh becuase you dont understand why u even liked him lol

31 Jul, 2012

Those super awkward moments!!

I was in my belly shirt and short shorts and dancing dirty with my best friend and after about an hour we looked out the window and there was some guys outside sititng in chairs watching us and were like :O O.O (waves awakwardly at them) sad part is therre also the guys that watched us in short shorts awashing the cars and when we dried off they said "damn i wanna help them dry off" O.O lol well some of them are hot so its all good :) haha I love bad boys there dangerous and cute and are mysterious :) haha just damn... lol

31 Jul, 2012

HEARTS

They dont heal they go numb, They hurt, They break, And they bleed, I wish you people knew me enough that it takes alot for me to love but really little for me to care. <3 i could say i love you all but truth is i care about you and love you all as friends not anything more :P

30 Jul, 2012

Say it..

I have a weird nose, ill never be pretty, my hairs stupid, im just a damaged heart filled with hurt, look in my green eyes and watch the hate flow through them, watch me crash and fall and laugh when i cant get up, laugh when you see me struggle with opening the fridge cuz im weak, laugh cuz im not perfect, Id fight anyone but sadly im to weak and i hate fights, when i get into fights i cry and scream for help, :) i could fill ur ears with sad stories bout my problemsabout my llife but ur life is worse cuz you gotta pick on some innocent people to make ur fatass feel better when u know all ur doing is getting closer and closer to the gates of hell :)

30 Jul, 2012

Haha Wooowwww.

I was like not paying attention earlier when i was at the river with Jaydon, and Taya, and i forgot where my shoes went and i also... Ripped my pants.. lol Jaydon unfortunetly madethe hole bigger by poking it.. lol the realy bad part was the hole was on my b*** and i was wearing a thong... lol It s***ed trying to pull my cookie monster shirt down enough to covor it and i had cars honk and s*** and i was like OMG!!! lol

29 Jul, 2012

Those funny momentsagain..

heres what just happened Taya: (starts mumbling) Me: did u steal my sox? Taya:Yep cuz there awsome! Me: I FUCKING LOVE RAINBOW SOX!!! GRRRRR!!!!! :)

29 Jul, 2012

Haha My Family Reunion.

So we had games,food, a playground, toys and all my cousins even people in the family idk, I brought Taya with me :) so while we were there.. we burned off 1,915 calories cuz we walked,hiked,swam,ran,played, and had fun for litarly no joke 11 hours nonstop no resting really or anything :) lol were exhausted :) but we had soo much fun.. until some old bald guy who was at the reunion took me Sam,Liam,Taya,Dylan, And jordan(12 yr old lil sis) Swimming at a diff side of the lake.. Jordan hurt herself on the rope swing while some a**holes laughed and i yelled "thats my baby sister its not funny!" :P, any ways dakota(old guy tht took us swimming) told me n my cousins to go back n tht hed watch my sis and follo behind closely.. they did until we turned and got to the fountain where we aggreed to meet..after 30 mins i got a bad feeling and said "Can we go look for them i have a bad feeling they wouldve been here by now.. as were walking bak towards the rope swing i dont see them sam got so worried he f***ing gave his chuaha zoey to liam and dropped his cigarettes and s*** and ran we looked everywhere or them then i called my mom crying screaming "he f***ing took my sister!!! DAKOTA TOOK MY BABYSISTER!!! MOM HELP!!!!" she starteed screaming "MY DAUGHTERS MISSING OMGG" it took stephanie tocalm her down outa all people... lol, anyways while we were searching, we were crying out and asking people i they seen her with a tall man and explained everything she was wearing.. Then my mom calls "We found her?" i was scared Sam And all of us knew hed done somthing to her.. and when he came with my grama and stephanie to see us and we all walked back but behind sam was Dakota and my brother.. Dakota Was making up a bulls*** lie tht hed wnt ahead of us somehow and was at the fountain and s*** and how they looked for us.. BULLSHIT...then my sister was unusually acting funny..Dakota was keepingcloseto her and watching her.. and keeping an eye on us..he knew we knew that he did sumthing...

29 Jul, 2012

Omg lol MY convo on facebook..

Kieran: Cigs are good.. Me:Ew. Cig means Crap Infested Gross Shit Kieran: Hmm What about Cigarettes Me: Crap Infested Gross Acrobat Rebels Toothpaste Things Exxpecting Special! Kieran:That doesnt make sence try again... Me: -_-... Crap Infested Ghost Android Rebels Eating Two Things Eagerly Special. ^_^ PROUD FACE!! BIATCH!! Kieran:....Did u just do et:)? Me:Fuck Yeah I did. :) THE END ^_^ <3

29 Jul, 2012

What I really Ment..

Im good... Im GREAT OMFG!!! YES OMGGG OMGGG OMGGGGGG!!!! ^_^

23 Jul, 2012

FUCKLOVE

A Heart doesnt Heal it goes Numb..

23 Jul, 2012

Fake It.

I can look at you with a smile then turn around and cry... its funny how people say "i understand what ur going through"... You could tell them amillion times every detail about everything and they still wont understand... Its easy to say you understand but its hard to imagine what the persons going through..I get my stuff stolen,broken, and trashed.. i cant even leave my room for 5 minutes without having someone take something..I have a mother who barley cares, i have a dad that probobly wishes i didnt exist, its sad to have your friend say "your grandma treats you more like a duaghter than your own mother does".. I honestly think about suicide 24/7, i can look at anything and find a way to kill myself with it, im not a quiet person cuz im shy im quiet cuz im scared,broken, and hurt. My insides are soo hot becuase of all my anger and hurt..I take anxiety pills hoping that theyll help.. they make it alittle bit better.. but all the s*** is still there i try to go places with my mom and sit there and explain all of this to her, she says she beleives me but wont get me help,All ive been doing today is laying in bed and crying, i got soo p***ed earlier i walked to my mom and said "im gonna go live with grandma im sick of the stress and bulls*** that hapens here, i either leave this house or leave this life" Her reaction was "i dont blame you, you can go if you want" it was so hard to hold back tears at those words being said even right now im crying and wanting to die, i tryed to talk to my mom alil bit ago again.. when i started talking she said "imma go get ur pill" she gave me the pill n then left me in my bed in my room alone...the only reason i havent killed myself yet is cuz of my rabbit and guinea pig, idk what to do.. i feel like selling my babys but i know the second they leave me arms ill never see them again :( When im around others i hide my emotions with a fake smile and some fake laughs, i have 2 friends.. sad part is one of them is my own mother. i lo

20 Jul, 2012

Tayas and myGRANDMOTHERS Convo

Gramma: Girls is not polite to cuss..blah blah blah.. Taya and me: okay :) Gramma: (startscookiechillie spills some on herself) HOLY FUCK!! Taya and me: O.O :O Taya: so is it ok for me to say HOLY FUCK? Gramma:No!! Taya:How about Holy Shit? Gramma:HUHH!! NOO!!! Dont make me get thesoap!! Taya:kay cool bring it i like the soap!!! Me: OMG!!! O.O Gramma:You wont like my soap!! Me:yeah its liquid! Taya: Good i like Liquidy things!! Me: lol Gramma: (Gasp) TAYA!!! U girls are perverts!! ME and Taya: We werent thinking it like that until u gasped!! Gramma: .....whatever.... Lol i just love listening to Taya and my family argue in a funny way.. heres another one.. my dad: Victoria ,Taya Dont say f***!! Me:fuck you!! Taya: i dont say the f*** word Dad: Dont sayt he f***ing f*** word!! Taya: i never say the f*** word!! Dad: STOP SAYING THE FUCKING FUCKK WORD!! Taya: ok i wont say the f*** work :) Dad:... okay..fuck... Taya: OOHH U SAID THE FUCK WORD!!! Me: FUCK NOT AGAIN!!! lollll i love this...

20 Jul, 2012

I LIKE PINECONESS!!!

I dont know about this blog i feel h**nslty like i can do annything.. me and taya watched magic mike today O.O it was f***ing amazing!!!!! ^_^ i also went on omegle telling guys to think of there grandma.. i made a new friend on there too he was black, and we had a convo about how mac n cheese is yummy and about how worthlesss pinnkys are :P dont worry guys i stood up for our pinkys!!! ^_^ hehe my pinkys are my favorite thing about my hand lol ^_^

18 Jul, 2012

Want To KILL PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.

FUck s*** f***ing w**** d*** licking c*** eating c** guzzling d*** s***ing f***ing b****!!!!!!!... That was for my druggy mother... STUPID FUCKING ABUSIVE ASSHOLE GIR!!! FUCKING HATE YOU!!!... that was for my father...Im using my grandmas computer.. i took my laptop.. my dads friend Jason.. also the one that punched me in the side of the head becuase i said "i want to die sometimes, and hes also turned the webcam for my laptop on right after i get outa a shower.. oh how can he do that? cuz he put a spy software on my computer.. That b****** doesnt know s*** he trys to refuse to tel my parents about how he watched me sleep or about the webcam incident or the how he punched me..my mom beleives me becuase thats sumthing i wont lie about..My abuse and my moms drug addiction wasnt as bad before that b****** moved in for like 3 1/2 months...he made it worse.. he encouraged it when cps got involved he acted like hes lived there since i was born...HE TOLD THE CPS WORKER THAT NO MY DAD DOESNT ABUSE ME AND MYMOMS NOT A DRUGGY!! WTF?!!!! god i hate him.. he put a firewall on m laptop that makes it so i cannot hook up to any other internet.. he can see whatever i do on there.. he can change anything on my laptop through his own.. hes a sick f***ing a**hole.. i hate him.. my parents beleived what he did only AFTER the way the f***er starting looking at me.. he went to my LITTLE SISTERS window one day and watched her and her boyfriend and VIDEO TAPED THEM!!!!! WTF?!!! my parents now have NO trust in me.. they probobly dont want me.. all they want is jordan and dylan.. i mean dylans the oldest and jordans the youngest.. i cant help being the middle kid that has nothing but one friend who acctually knows me..Yeah my anger has gotten worse instead of f***ing ignoring my anger i now punch things scream cry and cuss, my mom will yell at me for cussing but when my 12 yr old sister calls me a s***/w****/b**** or any other nasty thing its ok cuz shes young.. shes the one who spread the r

17 Jul, 2012

What i do when im alone..

1. Check facebook 2. Go on MFG 3. Call up Taya to hangout 4. walk random places 5. eat like a fatass 6. watch movies 7.Spend time with muh babys(animals) 8.Play Games 9.Clean (my rooms always clean so i barley have to ever clean it) 10. Take a nap snuggled up wif my b***ercup pillow and Finding Nemo blankey! :P 11. Go on mfg make random a** blogs lol 12. Try not to get death threats 13. Talk to Jeydon..while he tells me to JOKINGLY tell my mom that shes a s**y b**** lol

17 Jul, 2012

Awkward Moments :P

Those awkward moments when a olld guys driving by and as he does he stares.. and then you look at ur best friend and say "oh wasnt he a babe" lol saarcaaasmmm is a b****..like rope swings..and slipperry mud...-_-...:D

17 Jul, 2012

SEX TALK!

The most disturbing f***ing thing is when your mom sees a hot guy with abs with his shirt off.. instead of just staring at the guy she rolled down her window and blasted David Banners Play song while she SLOWLY drove by, later on she started talking about how hot he was and i got annoyed and yelled "I know mom, hes f***able. now shut up!!!" n shes like ":O omg Victoria!" n i was like "yeah.." and then shes like "dont say f***!!!" n iwas like "okay..s**ual intercourse..." and she said "O.O okaay... uhm yeah..." n iwas like "mom do we need to have a talk?" n she said "excuse me?" n iwas like "PROTECTION!!!!" and then i turned around and walked away :P hehe :D

17 Jul, 2012

My wake up call

So i was like asleep and my phone starting ringing so i grabbed it and the song your call by secondhand serenade was playing and it was a unknown number so i answered and all i heard was the most creepiest thing ever some person was all like "i see you" n iwas like "what?" n the persons all like "hehehehe nice...face.." n i was like "O.O uhm" n there like "what?" n i was like "BYE!!" n i hung up and now im scared :P

17 Jul, 2012

Fuck.. my rabbit and guinea pig might fucking starve..

So..im leaving for about 7-8 days to my grammas house.P tomorow i have to leave..after i do laundrey,wash dishes, clean up my room(vaccuumeeee),and make mehself bootyful!! and well i didnt know my guine.a pig and rabbit were outa food...like no food in there bowls or in there bag... so if i come back and my babys are dead... from my lil sister abusing them like...everytime i leave..or starved.. then i know no one either checked on them or my stupid b**** a** h** sister was in my room.. my mom has litarly promised me everytime i step foot out the f***ing front door to keep my fatass tubberella sister outa my room.. i get home.. my clothes or hella stretched out or gone.. my rooms a disaster and my s***s like destroyed... im sorry but last time i checked promises werent ment to be broken and my trust wasnt met to be lost...oh well guess life s***s...Too bad if my babys die.. its not like i can really help..-_-

17 Jul, 2012

I steal body heat!!!

So i went to a river that had a rope swing and i was with Taya,Noah, and Jeydon, and they all went off the rope swing fully clothed into the water but i was a chicken s*** cuz i dont like cold water so i wouldnt until jeydon taya and noah looked away and i slipped on mud while holding the rope and when i got over the water i let go lol it was soo cold.. then i stole all of Jeydons body heat for myself ^_^ hehe the second i got outa the water i stuck my arms to his arms and then i got warm cuz the way me n him see it is im the vampire and hes the werewolf lol ^_^ sillyness! Soon, me and Taya are gonna dive off a 70 ft cliff together ^_^ hope we dont die... or in my case.. trip n fall in...hehe ^_^

14 Jul, 2012

FUCKKK ITTTT OMGGG

Lifes a f***ing b**** that i hope dies soon.

14 Jul, 2012

Why Am I The TARGET?

Apperantly im the hit it and quit it of where i live...Great i havent slept with alot of people.. :( f***ing hate my ex friends.. oh and im apperantly pregnant...and im a skanky h** and i have the reputation of a prostitute.... FML!!! :( I only have one question.... What the f*** did i do to deserve this? :( So what yeah i get alot of boyfriends... its none of anyones buisness... i get dumped alot okay? am i not suppose to f***ing move on? what should i not date guys or be seen in public at all with anyone.. Is it a new rule that if anyone sees Victoria out in public you gotta be a total b**** or d*** to her and start more rumors.. I hope people know im so weak i have troubles opening a fridge.. im super clumsy, i have speaking issues sometimes, and usually when i get called a name or hear a rumor i brush it off like its nothing but now its gotten so bad im honestly thinking about suicide.. i cannot walk over a bridge or stand on a cliff or be in a car or have a sharp object or anything becuase all i think about is ways to kill myself.. call me a pysychotic b****..or called me a innocent little girl. I sometimes picture myself as one of those people who can kill herself and no bodys know or care..Lifes great huh?

12 Jul, 2012

Hheehehehe Who u gunna fuck all night?

haha Taya:lets do sumthing fun tonight. Me:Who we g**na do all night? :O i mean what we gonna do all night O.O Both:laugh Both:say it in a weird a** voice Me:Gotta blog about this s***!!! Taya:awkwardly stares. <3

12 Jul, 2012

Fuck It!!!

^_^ Lets all go get high..and get happy..and go punch a random b****, and just f***ing go crazy ^_^ seems fun right now :P its so hot outside :) i got tannish :P lol

12 Jul, 2012

Wow Poser fake ass bitch!!

Ok so theres a girl named Savannah.. I hate her, shes an annoying lesbian who keeps trying to get with me when clearly im not a f***ing lesbian..shes a pizza face.. this b**** decides to go and cu her hair like mine (She screwed up), oh and dye it the exact same color..what happened to be yourself??? god shes annoying.. I finally get something i love wich is my hair and other people steal my ideas with it or try to f***ing copy it n say they did it first when clearly they f***ing didnt.. i dont copy others.. im myself in every way possible.. its like the f***ing roomate... lol soon shell be the pychotic killer trying to kill me and ill f***ing take a axe and cut her f***ing limbs off slowly and one by one.. and then rip her f***ing eyelashes off and slit her lips open with razors and then shave her hair off and call her a stupid b****.. I hate her... she doesnt even know my name probobly too busy calling me gimpy cuz she thinks it makes her look so popular.. oh cool so you know Victoria/gimpy the w**** of the town... Altho i dont f***ing sleep around.. and dont f*** every guy i meet... and i kinda wanna die right now like i feel like dieing.. lol ^_^ anyways imma go take a nap and hope not to wake up cuz lifes a nightmare and i dont wanna live in it.. ^_^

12 Jul, 2012

haha wow

So i sat here for f***ing like 20 minutes trying to log onto my profile and it kept telling me i had done the password wrong.. looks like they changed my f***ing password.. thats soo f***edd..anyways i was at the hospital with my mom for her headache for literally 8 hours... my phone died while i was there, i curled up in a little ball on the floor and went to sleep cuz i was dying lol and its now 5:23 Am and i just got home ^_^ i got my old lip peircing out and got the one with two little silver balls in it wich is gonna be replaced by my smaller bright pink one with blue and green glow in the dark balls ^_^ oh yeah i said glow in the f***ing dark b****es!!! Now if only i can find it.. its somewhere in my moms bathroom, i swear to god if my little 12 year old f**got sister touched it ill rip her A cup t**s off and punch her in that unkissable mouth.. ^_^ anywayysss im sitting here tayas sleeping, i didnt take my anxiety pills soi cant sleep.. and oh yeah i can barley f***ing eat all my mollars hurt soo badly :( its been happening for a year but now i cant even drink without screaming owwy! and my mom promised to make me a dentist appointment for the like 20th time this year if she breaks this one imma flip the f*** out.. it hurts.. what kinda parents let there little girl brley eat for a year and break there promises about getting them help and then baby there stupid little 12 yr old and my stupid brother...

12 Jul, 2012

HAHAA BITCHES!!

lol i just looked at my friend randomly said.. "Is it cilldarenda????" n i repeated myself about 3 times and she looked at me and said "Cinderella??" n iwas like "yeah that b**** ^_^

12 Jul, 2012

Awkward moments...and messed up shit

1. Getting drunk and asking if you girlfriend is single 2. Why did sally fall off the swing? (why?) Cuz she had no arms 3.Knock knock (whos there?)...Not Sally 4.How do you camoflouge a baby? (how?) Throw it in a blender and watch it blend in ( i kinda thought of this one personally..DONT JUDGE ME) ^_^ idk anymore... So... Yeah.. well i have alot more but there really f***ed up so imma keep my mouth shut!! SOME ONE MESSAGE ME!!!

11 Jul, 2012

things i love and hate about myself

LOVE my body my personality my eyes my hair HATE my nose my feet Being shy

11 Jul, 2012

Fuck you Assholes...

I understand i have a weight problem and have a hard time gaining weight, I LOVE BEING SKINNY OKEI???i understand i have a funny nose, You dont have to point it out, My insecurities are loved by people who dont judge.. Animals love me, my family and friends love me... You can call me beautiful and turn your back n call me weird or ugly, I dont care what you think but if you say it to my f***ing face or point it out you better covor your f***ing face or balls cuz your a** will get pumbled to the f***ing ground... :) Im perfect and if you hate me then your not even close to being perfect :P :) Im perfect cuz i love anything and everyone.. ^_^

11 Jul, 2012

WOW BRO WTF!!!

Ok so i was gonna make blog telling you to f***ing talk to me and s*** and i look at my phone and its you... lol I get the feeling you know whatever i do lol

03 Jul, 2012

Fuck it..

I HATE BOYS!!! I HATE COULEEE CITY!! AND I FUCKING HATE MY PHONE AND I HATE MY HAIR AND I HATE MY LIFE!!! But i love you ^_^ You know who u are ^_^

02 Jul, 2012

HERES MY SECRET!!

I need someone to talk to.. lol im bored. im up to talk about anything :) sooo TALK TO ME!!! Dont hesitate to hit that message button. jussst do et!!

02 Jul, 2012

teach me!

teach me what love is, let me fall asleep in ur arms, kiss me!! bwah!!!

02 Jul, 2012

Love Me Or Hate Me But You'll Never Get Me

You say my eyes are beautiful becuase there green, blue and cat like, you say my body is perfect becuase im skinny, you say you see happiness when you look into my eyes, i guess you havent looked good enough becuase if you look deep enough you'll see a little girl curled up in a ball crying out for help when she knows no one cares. My eyes are filled with hate, Happiness Hides Pain, Im skinny becuase i wont eat, call it a eating disorder or call it child abuse, I stare at the stars and wish for hope and happiness for me and mom, i wish she would leave my dad, i wish she wouldnt let him hit me, i wish that the time he hit,choked,and smacked me with the rope she wouldve stopped him, i wish my dad didnt hate me, I wanna run away, i want all the pain and all the nights of crying myself to sleep and the tornado of anger and agony that goes through my head to go away, i wanna die, I would kill myself but that'd show that i was weak and stupid, I wanna know what I did wrong.

29 Jun, 2012

IM BEING STALKED BY A PEDOFILE NOT JOKING!

So a 33 yr old has my number he calls me from unknown to hear my voice.. im scared s***less, everytime i block his email or number he gets a new one.. :( he called me a few minz ago n when i answered he kept beeggin to meet up with me, i keep saying no but i guess he knows where i live, where i go, and im f***ing scared!!! when he called i looked at my friend and she rpetended like she wasnt there but he was on speaker and he kept asking who im with what im doing and i say eating breakfast and im alone. And Who the f*** calls from unknown unless there trying not to give info about themselves..or lleave some sort of way to be tracked down :( ITS NOT FUNNY!!!! :( im scared!!! :(

29 Jun, 2012

AWKARD FUCKIING MOMENTS

HahahaThose awkward moments when your friend gives you a funny look and a funny a** song comes on and you laugh ur a** off cant stop laughing but pause the radio every few seconds and quietyly say "poooply" and she hasa straight face and ur all like "hahahaha" and u look at what your typing of on the computer and go "AWWW SHIT BRUH!!" lol

29 Jun, 2012

TRAILOR DANCING!!

Its funn when your in your grammas trailor outside of your great grammas house and all your couzins are there and your dancingto really loud music and they look and you connect eye contact and you wave and go down to the floor slowly and then the rest of the day you stalk them through the window until they walk over to the door and say "Are you Donna's grandaughter?" n im like "yeaaah" n then my friend looks at me and were all like "BWAH!" haahha :)

29 Jun, 2012

So fucking werid

So ever run into someone you odnt know but they know you and then thinggs are great until they claim you there terrotory n then your left thinking WTF BRUH!!! lol

29 Jun, 2012

Bwah

Talk TO ME

29 Jun, 2012

GO AWAY!!! :*(

I miss you, ive wanted you, i cant stop thinking about you, your always in my head, i HATE it, i hate when im talking to my friends and they bring you up, i hate how you destroyed my life and made it so everyone hated me, i hate how i loved you, i hate how you pushed me when i was down, when my dog was put down you said "get over it" you forced me into doing things i wasnt ready for, you cheated on me, you used me, you hit me called me names, and flirted with my friends,You told my i wasnt aloud to smoke with my friends, you spread rumors about meWell Congradulations, it worked, ALL of Monroe hates me, Be happy though, i mean atleast its not your a** everyone thinks of as a s***, I cant even walk around with my mom without people pointing and going "ew thats his ex" or "imma kick that s***s a**", i got beat up becuase of you, i stopped eating away my feelings, i lost so much weight now that i have issues, im only 95 pounds, when i got my lip peirced you were so jelous you wouldny kiss me, when you didnt get your way youd take your anger out on me, when i went to your house with you and 2 girls knocked on your door, you went outside but left the mistake of leaving the door open, i got curious i peeked around the corner and there you were holding another girls hands and kissin on her, and then he brought me up and laughed when his friends said "i wanna punch that b**** in the face" n he saw me at the top of the apartment staircase with tears running down my face, or the time you told me to leave so i went n sat outside in teh pouring rain and your friends came to check on me and i told them what happened and they talked to you about it so u came outside and pushed me to the ground and started cussing at me, youve ruined all my realtionships since then!! :( im so scared that guys i date are gonna hit me like you did!! im so scared to hold on to somthing that i could lose, i had so much faith that youd stop hurting me and threatening me, yet i was so stupid that it only

26 Jun, 2012

HELLO???

Someone talk to me. IM BORED!!!!

26 Jun, 2012

Gir...i hate it when people put pericings in to tight...

So does ANYONE know how to get a f***ing peircing outa your lip? I got a new lip stud thingy cuz my old one kept falling outa the hole or the ball thing on it kept falling off. Anyways whent the guy put this one on me. Its seriosly stuck.. i cannot get it out.. i had Taya try with plyers, my mom try with tool things, my dad try, and my gramma, and the back of it is seriosly starting to hurt me cuz its tight on my lip its like leaving a gash type thing ring around my lip peircing on the inside.. it hurtttsss!!!! I keep asking people to get this s*** outa my f***ing lip and get me a new one but no all people do is say later or ill try and then never help me.. SERIOSLY!! i want it out it hurts i have a little pink half ring type pericing with the two ball things to put in but since i cant get this peice of s*** out. it looks like im f***ed now doesnt it..if i cant get it out then imma rip it out and im pretty sure no one would wanna see that.. lol so helppppppp.. lol

26 Jun, 2012

TeeHee

Another day to be happy and weird and have a amazing day with muh bestie Taya, And stuffz, well today im planning on going to the store.. shopping for clothes and makeup, and buying a new video camera so i can start my youtube stuff up again... but anyways while i wait to go to the store i shall sit here on my couch wrapped in blankets like a burrito, snuggling wif my baby(my dog max) and talking to Taya while shes laying down wrapped up like a taco in blankets on my bed. ^_^ Happy Day!!! ^_^

22 Jun, 2012

Fuuuuuuucccckkkkkkkkkk

Just spilled boiling water on my foot!! OWWWY!!! :*(!!! SAAAADDDFAAAACEEEE!!! :o

22 Jun, 2012

My friday night...

All i did today was chat on facebook, chat on mfg, watch movies, cook hard boiled eggs, dance around in my little blue n black fuzzy pajama shorts and baggy t shirt, talk on my the phone with a random person, scream at my pillow, cuddle wif my bunny n guinea piggy, and sit in bed watching netflix eating ^_^

22 Jun, 2012

BWAH!!! hehheehehe

Im like a f***ing Honey Badger i dont give a f***!

22 Jun, 2012

LOL!!! Akward Car Rides

So it was really quiet in the car the other day so i randomly started singing the song Stoned by Wiz khalifa and my mom just like dead stopped and stared at me and i looked at her and said "what?" lol her response was to turn away pull out a ciggarette and smoke lol and then i blasted her radio and started spazzing out and dancing in the car and we came to a red light and i stopped dancing looked into the car next to us, There were some weird a** guys laughing at me n i just like covored my face and laughed my embarrassment away lol i do weird a** crazy s*** at the wrong times lol

22 Jun, 2012

Sooo..

Today alot of s*** went down... the worst part of it was taking a shower with my couzin liz... while she was under the water i was scrubbing myself with soap. i froze in place, then i suddenly fell like i just randomly froze and fell lol as i fell i got my ankle on a raizor after slamming it into the wall and screaming and while i sat there, lizzie was yelling "its not funnyyyy!!!!(starts laughing so hard cant breath)" haha i realized my ankle started to throb and sting and hurt and while i was sitting there i started crying and screaming for my mom and liz quickly got out and wrapped a towel around herself and grabbed my mom and while i was completely naked my mom walked over and picked me up while i scrame and looked at my ankle.. getting driven to the doctors tomorow..i got put back in the bathtub to get the soap off of myself and while i say int eh bathtub liz took the shower head and washed me like i was a dog. i was like.."well.. Fuck my life.." lol i love my Cousin!!! ^_^

22 Jun, 2012

Honest Death

Sometimes i wanna sleep and hope never to wake up.. sometimes i lay there staring at my wall, ill sit and stare at the world through my window, Sometimes i even put my hand on my window and shut my eyes tight hoping your hand will be on the other side, sometimes i think there's no way out, sometimes i cry,scream,and shout for help, i breakdown i flip the f*** out, and cant control myself. i hurt others, i cant help it. my life is a peice of s***...

15 Jun, 2012

Hmmm...i got bored soooo be stupid and read this...

Some guys dont understand how to compliment girls..when girls ask guys "why do u like me?" or "am i pretty" dont say Becuase you have a pretty face or anything about there looks.. Try sumthing other than stupid s*** like that :Pcompliment there personality or hobbies.. idk.. somthing besides looks.....If they ask f their pretty say sumthing like you're drop dead gorgouse, or sumthing like youre so beautiful your blinding... idfk...just try sumthing more than saying ofcourse, or yes very, like explain itt!!! lol it p***ess me off when people dont explain things lol

14 Jun, 2012

Woullld You Rather...

1.Get attacked by a panda bear or a kuala bear with a ninja sword dressed up as captain jack sparrow? 2.Eat a slug or lick a snail. 3.Lick someones belly button or lick someones shoes? 4.p*** off a lion or a honey badger? 5. try to adopt a squid or try to outrun a horse. 6. would u rather answer these questions or get mauled in the face by a cowboy dressed as a woman.

14 Jun, 2012

Bwah lallalallalala

someonnnee ennteeerrtaiiin meee

14 Jun, 2012

Do you still remember these?

Rugratz My Little Pony Telletubbies Barney And Friends Elmo Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends Little Bear(my favorite) Caiuo(or howeve you spell it) Bears In The Big Blue House Blues Clues i miss all these shows like crazy except for barny and friends..

14 Jun, 2012

BWAH!!!

The longer someone trys to hold me down the faster ill break away ^.^ Hehe

14 Jun, 2012

I'll be online alot more ^.^

I officially got kicked outa school... lol FUCK YEAH!! :D Free Bitch!!! <3and im being homeschooled next year So Im f***ing super f***ing free.. Except for later today i gtg to the doctors... lol either ive been having an asthma attack for 3 days or im slowly dieing or sum s*** O.o.. MY heart hurts along with my throat and its getting hard to breath :( SADFACE!! lol oh well if i die ill stalk emodude and pee on his leg again... ^.^ ghost pee is hard to get off cuz its invisible!! ^.^ call me a stupid weird f***ed up b**** Or call me any mean thing and ill tell you to stop f***ing describing yourself to me lol :D yaaay!!! lol being random!! lalalaaala!! :D

14 Jun, 2012

WEEKEND PLANS

I'm having my two friends over Lizzie/Boobies and Taya/GWBT (girl with big t**s) and were gonna... 1. Make popcorn soup. (drown popcorn in melted b***er and eat it with a spoon) 2. Walk down the street blasting music 3. Take a BUBBLE BATH!!!! :O!!!!! 4.Blind Makeovers 5.Dress Up as ninjas and sneak around my house and the woods at night :D 6.Sit on the side of the road making animal noises while cars slowly drive by. 7.Watch SCARY MOVIES Like ZOMBIE STRIPPERZ!!!! 8. Dress Up and Dance To funny a** music. 9.MAYBE go Roller Skating and get guys numbers cuz were little flirts ^.^ 10. BE FUCKING INSANE!!

14 Jun, 2012

lol this is what imma do soon

Im gonna go into a crowded elavator and say "i bet your all wondoring why i gathered you here today" see wich one presses the *OPEN* button first... Then imma drive around following joggers in my car blasting Eye Of The Tiger for encouragement and wait for one of them to call the cops and then start blasting Bad Boys lol! :P idk what goeson in my mind i see one thing and i add more to it just to make myself act weirder ^.^ I love being DIFFRENT!!!! :D <3

12 Jun, 2012

Sadness...

My friends dared me to cut my hair.... i did... and its not that bad... my bangs are just super short.. :( imma f***ing cry now... SADFACE!! :*(!!!!! i want my hair to be down to my belly button again :( NEW GOAL!!! NO ONE LET ME CUT MY HAIR!!! :o!!

12 Jun, 2012

Random

Okay.. im a textaholic... i text EVERYONE NON STOP!!! :o!!! Imma kill my rabbit the stupid b**** ownt stop flipping her food bowl around she bites the bars on her cage and itsjust annoying ive got music blasting and i can still hear her!! my god!!! *take g**...points it at the rabitt saysim sorry then quickly points it at myself goodbyye!!!* *pew Pew PEw*!!!! lol wtf am i listening to loll!!! funny music!!! lolll i feel like a ganagster!!! :o!!! f***... lolll is a funny word!!! HIPPOPOTOMUS!!! is that how thats spelled? O.o hm... Well.....im just gonnaaa like idkk...ommg!!! MY GOLDFISH DIED AND I ONLY HAD IT FOR ABOUT A WEEK!! but its ok i still have my beta named Satin lol hes a pretty little b**** :o im scared to turn the fish tank light on cuz the heat made the water so warm and thats how my goldfishy died :( i cryed over it....lolll and i have no respect for napkins... lol those things dont work to wipe up orange juice.. lol i likke tooo pokke ur facccee!! LALALALALAA!!!! hmm.... wtf do i do now?...BWAH!!!

24 May, 2012

Max

My puppy doggy i lovez himmm hes so small and tiny and barky and i looove himmmm!!! :DDD idk what id do if i didnt have him!! :o hes my baby!!!he licks my tears away when i cry and plays with my sox to make me laugh and then he pees on plastic bags :) i love my chihuaha..

24 May, 2012

I NEED IDEAS TODAY!!! RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!!

Okay how can you soften up ur abusive dad while ur grounded to let you go with ur friends family for 2 days!!! hes being an a**hole i need ways to soften him up!!! i might trying cooking. cleaning. yardwork. and using the daddy pleeeeaaase s*** but hes soo f***ing mean it might now work anyone have annny ideas on how i could like get him to lemme go!!!! :O

23 May, 2012

Hahahaha.. Death...

Me n taya made a promise.. If she dies fist i go to her funeral and cuase a scene screaming "WWHYYYYY!!!! SHE MADE SUCH GOOD BROWNIES!!! SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO MAKE ONE FOR MMYBIRTHDAY!! U COULDNT HAVE TAKEN HER AFTERWARDS!!! WHYYY!!!!!" loll and if i die first she does that to me :) hahahaha :D I LOVE MY TAYA!!

23 May, 2012

Tell me if this is FUCKED UP!...

So last night, my dad got a call from zach (my ex) saying zach was in the hospital for trying to kill himself and that it was MY fault.. it wasnt they found no proof when they hacked my facebook, looked in my phone, searched my room, and yelled at me.. they took my phone and laptop im not suppose to have it.. im in trouble for nothing basicly sooo... idc if i get in more trouble.. so Some one i dont care who u are.. text me :) 425-319-9162 :)<3 i want out of this damned f***ing world...i want to get kicked out so i can make my own rules and live on what i know.. if i cant get out by them throwing me out its either, i run away and get found in a ditchdead, or i kill myself, or they can throw me out when i know i have someone to help me. :) everythings my fault right.. if they wanna see Satans daughter.. ill give em what they wanna see, they saw it parially last nigh when i flipped out and clawed my arm till it bled.. its ok though it didnt really hurt and i scrame and cryed myself to sleep while my entire family was watching a movie in the living room laughing and s*** like i didnt exist...To be honest if i died or killed myself.. they prolly dig a hole in the woods and burry me in it. or call a money place or some s*** and get money outa m dieing for some s*** like that... prolly sell everything.. eh oh well. :) text me :D

22 May, 2012

Chatroulette

HAHAHAHA im on chatroulleteee being soo weird hahaahhahaha!!! :D

22 May, 2012

ASK MEEEEEE....

Ask me what my natural hair color is.... ill have to think about it for a few DAYS or MONTHS... then ill say...... Blonde :) No but seriosly im a natural blonde! <3

22 May, 2012

Wanna Make Me Smile?

:3 If you wanna make me smile.. Give me.... -Maceroni -A HUG -leme pee on ur leg...(emodude) -give me a peep chick marshmellow -lemme give u the most weirdest nickname -annndddd just be a general weirdo to me :)

21 May, 2012

This is RETARDED!!!

So... lol I called a guy the grinch so he blocks me lolll WHAT A WEINNEEEEERRRR DOG!!!!!

21 May, 2012

Uhmmmmmmmm READ THIS!!!

Hey, So i am super bored, My body aches from i guess the way i slept and i just really want sumeone to talk to and be such a f***ing weirdo around :P

21 May, 2012

Love....

I love you!!! you know who you are!!! :D Youre that one special person that i wanna hug forever!!! <3

21 May, 2012

READ THIS...nigggaaahhhz...

you has to say the word niggaz in a super high pitch voice...ok me n taya made this .. JKKKKKAAAAAYYYY Niggaaahzzzzz!!!! Taya:*cough cough cough* Me: Nigggaaaaaaaahhhhhzzzz! Taya: *falls on floor laughing then die slowly and painfully screaming nigggaaaaaahhhhhz* IT MAKES IT FUNNY BUTCHU HAS TO SAY IT OOUUTTTTT LOOOUUUUUDDDD!!! if u dont like this than dont read it.....NIGGAAAAAAHHHHZZZ!!!

20 May, 2012

HERRO..TALK TO ME!!!!!

Someone has to talk to me.

20 May, 2012

This is what i posted on facebook :)

You're a f***iing meanie face, ive always hated you, You said you love me many times and that you gave me your heart, truth is YOU NEVER HAD A HEART, Until i gave you mine and you tore it up, Then i lost all the peices.. you can always put my heart back together but itll ALWAYS be a broken one, So glad your gone, cuz you cant abuse me anymore!.... :) See i can use facebook as a diary too huh Zach Jordan.. :)

20 May, 2012

haha

when i dumped Zach my exact words were "... i see ur just as controllive over me as b4,,,i dont want that,,,so go f*** up sumone elses life.. Zach you dont own me" Lol i just thought id share that sooooo... yeah... i hate him.. lollll

20 May, 2012

uhm im suicidal...

So i wasjust sittinghere staring at nuthingness and all of sudden i got the erdge tostab myself to see how deep it goes O.o andi imagined getting hitby a car and getting stuck in the wheel, O.O i think about dieing and what itd be like to be dead O.O

20 May, 2012

This is soo cute!!!

So im sittingon the floor thinking about alot of stuff right now, i just realized imonly wearing one sock :O idk how that happened!!! :o!!! Somebody talk to me so i can talkkkkk my brains off.. :D

19 May, 2012

Tayas house

im being violated...Tayas couzins friend is sitting here rubbing mylegs and talking about how amazingly soft my legs are! I AM CREEEPED OUT!!! IM scared!!!!

19 May, 2012

Heres The Truth...

Iloveyou...you dont understand it, but i do, i havent known you that long but i seriosly love you, your like a blanky i cant be without you, your like light you help me see things perfectly. But you broke my heart and i lost all the peices..Sure, Say you'll give me Your's..But You never had one in the first place until i gave you mine, and you smashed it into peices..I love you, but you dont feel the same way..Do you?....

19 May, 2012

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

"you want some of thissss???" (points at my body) random person: "Hell yeah!" Me: Too bad you cant have it!! :D hahahaahha...i need someone to talk too...

19 May, 2012

....yeah...

IMA FREE BITCH COME GET SOME!!! (hides in bathtub with taya witha g** and maceroni) <3

17 May, 2012

Lalala^.^

Making myself some f***ing maceroni!!! :D

17 May, 2012

WUT THE FUCK!!!

So i walked outa my room a few minutes ago to ask my mom for my medicine, i realized my older brother was home, i said hey, he said f*** off, i was like ok.., and then i went into my moms room and HE FOILLOWED ME!! put his hand onmy f***ing t** and said "im not touching you!!" n so i f***ing elbowed him, so he grabs both my wrists n twists them in opposite directions lol i was laughing and since im stronger he couldnt really do s*** so he put his fooot up while twisting my wrists and kicked me in the stomach and i hit the corner of the wall and punched the ittle f**got in the f***ing face so i went to my room to call my dad and my brother grabs a knife and hes bipolar sooo and well i was holding my door shut hes trying o get in i was holding the door shut with one hand lol hes still trying lol hes just being stupid lollll i find this hilarious lol

17 May, 2012

Skype...

If you guys have skype or sumthing add me.... vickbooz20 :P

17 May, 2012

Well...

It would sure be nice if sumone would talk to me...

16 May, 2012

Haha just got home from the.....

I just got home from the hospital that i was at for 6 1/2 hours... i went at 7:32 and got home at 1:26 AM.... I refused to do whatever the doctor told me i was like "no i feel uncomfortable doing this.." and him n the nurse are like lets just do it ok? and i said "How about we not and say we did???" n then eventually after all my refusal he gave up left came back and then i let him do it... i cryed n it hurt soooooo f***ing badly... i got shots,pills, and malested.... all in one night... BY A DOCTOR!!!! lol Some of the gyrlz who read this know EXACTLY what im talking about...lol i hate doctors... even if they are trying to help me from dieing from the s*** that spread to my kidneys and couldve killed me if i didnt go in tonight...Well... idk what to say sooo.... yeah.....O.o

15 May, 2012

Omg good memorys..

So i remember when it was pitch black pouring down rain and i was out in town with Zach and we were crossing the street and wewere completely soaked and he stopped me under a red light and kissed me...i remember when wed kiss and b4 he could kiss me again id look away and giggle..i remember all the sweet moments him and i had i remember everything... but i also remember that was all an act... he acted sweet until i loved him then he constantly hurt me and made me feel like a bad person and made me feel like s*** and that i shouldnt be alive and that everything i did was wrong.. i almost lost my BEST friend cuz of him no matter how much i hurt her she never left my side.. she was always there when i cryed she always made me laugh and smile and realize how stupid i was for crying over a douchebag who doesnt know what love is. :P I love my Taytay!! :) Sisters4Life!

15 May, 2012

AGH!!!

So i got a call from a b**** who lives down the street i put it on speaker so my mom could listen in on it.. this b**** said "hey its kendra.. stop talking to my bf and telling him everything i do and say he doesnt need to know" and i said "haha ok? and u think u telling your ex's that ur g**na break up withhim soon is better? i was just giving him a heads up" and she said "shut up you stupid f***ed up c*** do know how much of a b**** you are?" and i was like "u just found out im a b****? calm ur p**** and take a f***ing midol ill get u tampons if u need some" n then i hung up... so she had her sister call me (speakers on) and she said "I'll f***ing kick ur a** i know people u stupid c*** ur a b**** ou f***ing w**** ill kill you u dumb b**** dont u ever talkto my sister like that again u dumb b****!" n i said "hahaha ur f***ing hilarious:) and do u need tampons too?" and shes like "ill get my friends to kick ur a** i know where u live!" n i was like "jeeze stalk much?" and she said "ILL FUCKING GET MY FRIENDS TO KILL YOU U DUMB BITCH!!" n my mom popped in n said "k have ur friends try ive got a family with a g**, u ever threaten to harm my daughter again and see what happens ill be down at ur house at 7pm to talk to ur parents and i recorded everything you just said little girl" n then the b****es got scared and hung up lol its hilarious!! :P just thought id share how much people hate me lolll! and i know sum of u guys prolly think its wrong for me to tell him what she says about breaking up with him n s*** but im giving him a heads up n s*** so he can get prepared for the s*** shell put him through...shes a s*** and a w**** no joke! shes like all over every guy! shes a flat chested h** who doesnt know what love is... i love drama...

15 May, 2012

Haha i found something dirty!

You prolly read the t**le of this thinking it would be s**ual... WELL ITS NOT!! its about my guinea pigs feet.. her feet are sooo like dirty and no matter how many baths i give her or how many times i clean her cage they seem to get dirtier every single time.. she cant help it. i think.. anyways i just looked at her cage and thinks shes dead...shes laying uptop by her food bowl on her side twitching... hmm... well then... maybe she ate too much and got tired? oh well...i love her... even if she does smell like her own poop....

14 May, 2012

Now or Never

You can either talk to me now while im still happy or you can talk to me later when i wanna die...

14 May, 2012

YAY!!!!!

Summers finally here!!! its hot out!!! and the sun is bright and beautiful!!! The world now makes me wanna fricken explode out of happiness!!!! :D

14 May, 2012

Soo....

I love you all.. :)

10 May, 2012

uhm?

HUG ME, KISS ME, BITE ME, kill me...................zzZzzz...

10 May, 2012

fuckkk...

i got dumped again...

05 May, 2012

something im never gonna do again.

So i got drunk with my friend lizzie..thought itd be fun....i got so drunk i took ALL my clothes off with her and crawled around on the floor barking at hot guys.. i woke up with the words f*** me dry written on my arms b legs... O.O Never wil i go back.. and I do smoke weed! :D ive smoked so much i cant walk straight :P and cant control myself, Ive tripped so bad i couldnt tell what was reality or not, i began to be suicidal...and i cryed... then it was fun for my friends to explain wtf was happening to my mom haha :P

05 May, 2012

Please,,,

Message Me, i dont care who you are.... I need someone thats willing to talk to me!! :(

05 May, 2012

What the fuck...

So im sleeping at my friend Tayas house and were on bunkbeds im on top bunk shes on bottom...im laying here on mfg listening to her give guys a boner over the phone O.O most awkwardest thingto hear at a time like this is "no not yet im taking off my pants" My eyes went from -,- to this O.O

04 May, 2012

I wrote this..

Im locked inside hells gate, burning my flesh as i wait, i look at you and im filled with hate, but my heart still beats for you, theres nothing new, i cant hold back, i wanna protect you but i failed that. i need you safe inside my arms, the only place that death cant harm. I hold your hand so tight trying not to let go, as they pull us apart i hear the beating of you're heart i hear the sweetness of your voice, u've got the look of love and surprise in ur beautiful green yes, i fake a smile, trying hard not to cry as i see the look in ur eyes die.i fear that all we've gone through has come to a stop, but a slow pulse and a heavy breath is hard to be caught, you're looking for a hero, a sheild, a protector, look inside my eyes ill be like a bee if you're my nector! Hehe Isnt it cute? :3

04 May, 2012

My Friend Tony Wrote This...

In your dreams, Hearts shake, Nerves scream, Minds break, Heavens turn, Grounds crack, Prayers burn, Burn black. Hope fails, Death shines, Long nails, Hell’s vines, Terrors speak, Walls fall Addictions seek, Seek it all, Wounds bleed, Tears ride Demons feed, Angels hide Fathers sigh, Mothers weep, Children cry, Crying deep, This is the end, Still your need is driven on, driven on… As we trigger one last bomb Fuck the world with a g** and a broken blade!

03 May, 2012

READ ME!!!!!!!

UNICORNS ARE FUCKING AWSOME....that is all. :3

03 May, 2012

Omg my stupid rabbit...

So im sitting on my bed with my fuzzy pajamas on and i got up to go get a snack, the second i got up my rabbit bolted outa her cage bit the back of my leg wrapped her two front paws around my leg and started humping it... Scarlet's a FEMALE rabbit...i think...And i dunno why she did this but i kicked her off and so yeah..and my mom thinks maybe shes trying to make me her b****.. i was like uhmmmm wtf.. and then my mom put on my jammie bottoms and scarlet sniffed them walked over to me and bit me n tryed to do it.. but instead just clawed my leg while i kicked her off.. lol its icky!!!

03 May, 2012

Oh Ehm Gee!!!!!

So like my mom went to the store without me so i called her and this was our convo Me:Mommy where are you? Mom:at the store Me:Yo left without meh? Mom: You were sleeping i didnt wanna wake you. Me:mommmmy can you get me two boxes of cosmic brownies and a rockstar? :P Mom:yes.... Me:(drops the phone and screams)"WOOOH!!!"

03 May, 2012

RAWR!!!!!!!

someone talk to meh!!! :3

02 May, 2012

uh oh...

Are guinea pigs suppose to breathe really hard and fast. :o. and my rabbits snoring.

02 May, 2012

:3

i have awsome friends on here. they always make me feel better!!! :3 i just wished we all lived closer cuz then we could hangout!!!! :D i still need someone to hangout with on Friday before i go to Ellensburg with my friend Taya :P

02 May, 2012

hehe

SOMETHING SUPER FUN WOULD BE TO GET SILLY STRING AND THEN PUT ON A BIKINI( so it doesnt mess up ur clothes) WITH UR FRIENDS AND RUN AROUND ON THE ROADS HAVING A SILLY STRING FIGHT WITH WATER BALLOONS TOO!!!! :D haha

02 May, 2012

think about this...

Behind my smiles, i bleed.

02 May, 2012

So wrong...

Why is it soo fun for people to hurt me, screw with my feelings, i havent been going to school becuase when i do go people call me a stupid w**** or ask me if i wanna go and i say lets go to mcdonalds. I hate it when im walking with my frends to babysit and zachs ex girlfriend walks up n asks me if i wanna fight n i say no becuase thats childish, i think its veryyy f***ing funny when people wanna fight me. Just the other day zachs dumbfuck friends jillian,sage and sum fatboy saw me walking with taya to the house we babysit i snapped when i saw them and i yelled "wanna fight you stupid thunder c*** w****s? you wanna fight or are you too chicken s*** you stupid f***in s***tty thunderthigh c** guzzling sperm dumpster cat eating b****s!!!" so we were on oposite sides of the road, well Jillian goes to the cross walk and leans side to side likes shes ready to fight lookin like a r**** and pushes the button n keeps leaning side to side shaking her head lol me n taya yelled out "want some of thisssss??!!!" and after that we went to the lynnwood waterpark and one guy came over to me asked my name and started flirting with me n my friend taya lol and his stupid little girly friends looked at us bumping her friends n pointing n i looked at her and yelled "okay either you have a staring problem , or ur all lesbians who obviously want me?" and then when taya went under waterthe b**** took the time to move away fromt he side of the pool kick her in the face then swim back and the second i saw that i grabbed taya and brought her to the side by the guy whos name is mikey and anyways the girls were calling us little flirts n s*** so taya goes "they wanna see flirting ill show them some" and then she pokes mikey and says "oh are my eyes alitle red imay have gotten chlorine in them!" and then mikey says "your eyes are beautiful!" and the girl who kicked taya looked sooo p***st off lol she went n told a life guard so me n taya got outa the pool went to a hot tub and about to minut

02 May, 2012

WHAT THE FUCK!?

Oka, i may no a good reason for being dumped, maybe hes g**since he just kinda told me " Im cheating on you with a g**guy named Zachary" n i was like "what thehell? i dont know what to say to that!!" lol i found it completely funny now that he talks about abs, and how a g**guy owns his d*** named stephen and how he talks about his s**y guy friends bodys alot.. i may now declare that hes gay.but oh well.. I had a serios talk with him on the phone last night, hes pawning the engagement ring he was gonna give me and when i asked if he really was he told me hed figure it out and that hes thankful for me reminding him...But the entire time i talked to him last nighton the phone all he was talking about is some b**** named alis... i know her i caught them hugging, kissing and holding eachother b4.. not a bg surprise this happened becuase wheneer i hung out with zach she was always brought up... or he invited her on oour dates or talked about how beautiful she was and told me im a b**** for turning into some little stupid "Emo/Scene b****" atleast thats what he calls me...

02 May, 2012

....really..u guys...seriosly..

If anyone actually understood,cared or even tryed to help me through bad times i wouldnt be like this. im gonna f***ing kill myself no joke. bye.

02 May, 2012

OMFG WHO DOES THIS!!

So if u knew about how zach wasg**na give me the ring well hes not... he just got done saying " I put everything i could into you and u crumpled it up and threw it in my face!!! your cheating on me omg!!! your a stupid w**** and you should go to hell you stupid b**** i bet you f***ed him huh?" and i was like "DUDE WHOS JIMMY!!!???? wtf r u talking about" and he said "dont play dumb you stupid b****!!!!" and i was like "zach please i dont know who ur talking about!, What did one of ur little girly friends make sumthing up again huh? oh boo who!!!!!" I HATE HIM!!!!!! :( I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!

01 May, 2012

you know whats fucking hilarious...

Im thinking bout doing one of these in a few days. 1. Suicide 2.cutting myself 3.hugging a random person 4.breaking my leg,arm, or neck..either one,, 5.running away. Guess wich one.

01 May, 2012

Fuck Me Dry...

I'm done crying for you, i cant love you anymore becuase you broke my heart, I will NOT bleed for you, i will not die for you. i will do nuthing but hurt you from now on, if thats what you want thats what youll get...you want to see w****? ILL SHOW YOU ONE!!!

01 May, 2012

gir...

So alot of people like me now cuz im being me for once.. im being silly and weird and im more mean to people who treat me like s*** and stuffz

01 May, 2012

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!

So its been awhile since i saw Zach and he told me that this friday hes giving me something.. he wouldnt tell me what it was but he said it was small fits on a finger and its saphire and gold... i know its a ring!!! and soo yeah!!! i know me and him had a horrible break up and somehow it was my fault, and i wan to be with him but at the same time i dont know if hes gonna treat me life s*** like he used to..but my hearts always open for second chances.. but this one will be his 5th chance. im too forgiving...

01 May, 2012

uh yeahhh

so im bored im not g**na be smart right now but im like super bored sooo sumonne shold like totally txt or call me 425-319-9162....

01 May, 2012

SNURTLE

yes, im a snurtle..a snail and turtle did it and im their child soooo.. yeahh...

24 Apr, 2012

LETS GO FUCKING CRAZY!!!

Cuss at a teacher, punch a b****, kick your ex's a**, dress however you want f*** everyone who has there dumbass opinions on you!, be a s***!, be a d***!, throw a fit when you cant get wut u want! lolllll :P

23 Apr, 2012

Broken..

So apperantly to Zach im a Stupid f***ing b**** and a w**** and apperantly my p****'s open 24/7 for anyone who wants it and so he took it tooo far and so i said "You're a hypicritacal d*** who just took it waay to far so i think we need to break up..cuz im not g**na sit her and be treated like this" then he beegged and i said "il think about it" later that day i asked if i could hangout he told me "no becuase im grounded." i said oh ok. So then i went to the lakestevens highschool pool and i looked over at a parking lot and zach was getting a lapdance from Jillian(really ugly b**** like no joke) And Sage(really ugly b**** who said she wants to punch me in the face but ended up getting her a** beat instead) haha....And now my lifes completely STUPIDNESS!!!!

12 Mar, 2012

So...

My friends are literly making me be on there youtube videos...were g**na go to fred myers and imma be in the shopping cart while therer pushing me around n im screaming in jibrish lol and i told my teacher and she drew a picture of me n my friend im in the shoppin cart n shes pushin i were running down an aisle being chased by a old man and then she wrote "Later" on the bottom of the board and draws a picture of me in jail. lol yes everybody knew it was me lol im a HOOLIGAN!!!! :D hehe

21 Feb, 2012

WoW

soooo anyone on here play World of Warcraft or am i the only little nerd here :P

01 Feb, 2012

OMG FUCKIN ANNOYING

My guinea pig keeps biting my jacket sipper n when i put my hand on my zipper to pull it away sshe bites lol

01 Feb, 2012

ommmg

so literly a second ago my guinea pig started screaming for my attention i walk over pick her up n she purrs like akitty :D

01 Feb, 2012

hehe<3

So i've been dating a guy named Zach for about 6 1/2 months now and im likeee soooo in love with him :D hehe <3 <3 <3 <3!!!!! :D hehe

01 Feb, 2012

BULLSH!IT

Ok soooo apperantly im grounded for 2 weeks n if i cant behave till next friday im grounded for 2 more weeks all becuz i missed my f***ing bus....fucking stupid...

28 Dec, 2011

RAR!

Boys...If you hurt me, ill nail your d*** to a tree and give yew a rusty knife. Girls...If you hurt me, ill cut your b***s open and poor salt,lemon juice,and alcohol in your cuts. :D YAAAAY!

28 Dec, 2011

my convo with my mom

Me: mommy tie my shoe! Mom: tie it yourself. Me:mommmyy!!Mom: Victoria cut it out! Me:TIE IT BITCH! Mom:Exuse me? your grounded wheres your phone? Me:bend over ill show u!Mom:-slaps me- Me: OW! :( -ties my own shoe-

28 Dec, 2011

HMM...

If you were locked in a house me for exactly 1 DAY what would you do? 1.Rape Me? 2. Hug Me? 3.Sniff Me? 4.Poke Me? -wink wink- jk lol 5.Kill Me? OR LAST CHOICE 6.GIMME YOUR SOUL?!!!

28 Dec, 2011

herro :3

i feel bad not saying hi to everyone on mfg sooo... HERRO!!!!!! :D

28 Dec, 2011

bleh!

i am like a fricken candy holic!

18 Dec, 2011

I WILL FLASH YOU MY....

Green/Blue eyes,my pinky,my foot,my best friends pinky!,my phones screen saver,my Hello kitty blanky,my b***erfinger,my jar of jellybeans,and my fridgerater :D hahahaha

18 Dec, 2011

:(

My christmas is g**na s***...my dad threw out our tree,i only get 3 presents while my bro and sis get like 12 each,and immmmm lonnnellly!!!

18 Dec, 2011

ugh..

I WANT CHICKON!!!!

30 Nov, 2011

uhhhhh

sooo like uhm like uhhhhhh RAR!

30 Nov, 2011

:D

I LOVE YO-GURT!!!!! :)

30 Nov, 2011

lllllllllllllaaaaalllllllaaaaaalaa

gets inside a box screaming thewheelson the bus go round n round.................

30 Nov, 2011

GR!!!

soo....my phones about to die......and my chargers broke...BITCH OF A SON!!! yeah i said it kinda backwords!! RAR

30 Nov, 2011

lalalalala....lalalalalala.......

SUMBODY TALK TO ME!!!!! ENTERTAIN MEEE!!! DO SUMTHING!!!!!!!!

30 Nov, 2011

:D

JELLYBEANZ ARE COLORFULL SOUL STEALING CANDIEZ!!

30 Nov, 2011

RAWRRRRRRRRRR

i went to the doctors yesterday..they weighed me n im only 105 pounds!!! :D im a skinny lil b*****!

30 Nov, 2011

GRAWLLLL

SUMTIMES WHEN IM ALONE I RUB VASELINE ON MY BODY AND PRETEND TO BE A SLUG!!!!!!! O.O Please dont judge me!!! -walks n sits n a corner and pulls out a jar of jellybeans starts screaming at the jellybeans-

30 Nov, 2011

Oreo..

So usually when a person names a cat Oreo it gets hit by a car......IF I NAME A FISHY OREO WILL IT GET HIT BY A CAR??? :OOOO

30 Nov, 2011

Uh...

So me n my freinds were at the park....a taco truck drove by...we bought ONE taco...Then we dropped it in the dirt ..me and my friend dropped to our knees crying over tacoz....is that normal?

09 Sep, 2011

GRRR!!!

SUMONE TALK TO ME PALEASE!!!!! IM SOO LONELY!!!

01 Sep, 2011

:(

my boyfriend wont talk to me i dunno what i did wrong but he just wont talk to me..at all..:(

29 Aug, 2011

Oh Emm Geee

I went to the park today,chased sum birdys (mostly ducks), said hello to every single person i saw,yelled at a tree,did a backflip off the swings scaring the crap outa my grandma,played with like 8 little kids,got punched in the knee by a little girl,ate sum cotton candy,got stuck ontop of a slide,got yelled at for throwing a water bottle at a goose,and went insane looking for people i knew hehe

26 Aug, 2011

fuck.

ok so i gave my mom more reasons y i should get my lip peirced n now shes thinking bout getting her own lip peirced n then lettin me get it done..like WTF!!! just fantastic...

14 Aug, 2011

PEIRCINGZ

My moms a b**** n doesnt understand y i want my lip peirced when ive explained it to her like 2,000 times and so im doing it on my brithday wich is on thanksgiving this year and i dunt give a f*** of what her or my "dad" say..lol so as my parents say "VICTORIAS OUTA CONTROL!!!" haha :)

14 Aug, 2011

:O

omg omg OH-MEH-GOOSE!!! ok so ive been in prosser since wednesday and im staying till tuesday and ive been going to an awsum water park and i got soo tan n sunburned lol

01 Aug, 2011

PURPLE!!! :O

Kuala bears are EVIL! Like pandaz they just look cute n cuddly but then they attack yew n u either bleed to death or get hit by a train or get drown in jellyfish stinger thingys or get run over by a reindeer KUALA BEARS AND PANDAZ MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!

01 Aug, 2011

GuMmY BeArZ

I LOVE GUMMYBEARZ!!! jus thought id share that...:)

08 Jun, 2011

:P

its been soo long since ive been on here.agh!! my skin burns!! i cryed today and my makeup went everywere so i wiped it off with a soapy wash cloth and now my faceburns!!!! OWWWW!!!! lol my hair is soft!!

10 Apr, 2011

retarded

how do u spell lion?

10 Apr, 2011

hehe

some people always make a little problem turn into a big problem...i for one might be one of those people...just kidding...O.O U CANT PROVE ANYTHING!!! or can u?hmmm LETS FIND OUT!!! OR NOT!!! see how bored i am? sum1 talk to me please before somthing bad happens n i jsut make it worse er um i mean make it all bettter :D

10 Apr, 2011

hm...

wow i havent beeen on for while...

08 Mar, 2011

MUST STAY AWAKE!!

CANT SLEEP MUST KILL GNOMEZ!!!!....MUST KEEP EYES OP-ZZzzzZZzzzZZzzzZz!!

23 Feb, 2011

lalalalala

anyone play World Of Warcraft? I LOVE IT!!! lol

23 Feb, 2011

:(

why am i so cconfused? i dont know whats going on!!!

23 Feb, 2011

:) :) :) :)

ITS SNOWIMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! cant wait to throw snowballs at cars!!!! lol :) :) IT FUN!!!!

23 Feb, 2011

HAHAHAHA

TALKING IN CAPS IS LIKE YELLING AT PEOPLE!!! MUHAHAHAHA!!! OK WELL IMMA GET OFF MFG NOW SO BYE BYE!!!

23 Feb, 2011

STORY TIME!!

:O I SAW A BARKING CAT N A MOOING DOG!!!! lol i was on my friends farm :O

23 Feb, 2011

:(

this is messsed up!!! when i dont wanna go to school i have to go but when i do want to go i dont get to!! :(

23 Feb, 2011

RAR

I R A RABID NINJA SPACE COW!!!! :P

13 Jan, 2011

HOLY SPACE COWZ!!!!!

im bored!!!! sumone talk to me pweeeeze!!!! IM BEGGING YOU TO TALK TO ME!!!!!! lol :P

13 Jan, 2011

GOODNIGHT

its 1:09 im not tired but i wanna sleep lol and GOODNIGHT DONT LET THE BED BUGS BITE N IF THEY DO GET A SCREW N SCREW THEM IN TWO!!! lol meow night

12 Jan, 2011

lol omg

lol moooooo kowz!!!!!!!!! lol

11 Jan, 2011

:O OH-MY-GAWD! :O

Sooo its1:26 AM right now...im tired but im freaking out cuz i cant find my phone :*(

11 Jan, 2011

omg!!!

I AM BOREEED!!!! Sumone should talk to me so i get unbored lol :P

10 Jan, 2011

am i CrAzY

its 12:16PM at my house right now n im not tired!!!! lol!!!!:P

10 Jan, 2011

:)

lol eveyone makes me laugh n smile even if they do hate me :) lol

09 Jan, 2011

lol

BLLLLAAAAAAAAARRRRRRBBB!!!!! lol FUNNY WORDS!!!! i think im hyper cuz of sum kinda medicine my mom had to givve me becuz i have TONSILIDUS!!!! it frickin sux monkey ballz!!!lol

09 Jan, 2011

omg omg omg omg :)

I SAW A BIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol :P

08 Jan, 2011

omg

i think my room in haunted..things move on there own..my roller skates have flew outa my closet n hit me in the head..n the first night at this stupid house sumthin slammed my door shut n woke me up n when i went to look nuthing was there n ive seen shadows..n my lil sis came into my room n said she thought i was walking around in the hallway!!! IM SOOOOO FREAKED OUT n like just 2 seconds ago my drawing flew off the Table!!! n my best friend told me to use sumthin that sounded like they said weigi bored n i know those things r f***ing evil so i said f*** no!!!! SUMONE TALK TO ME PLEEEZE!!!!! IM SCARED!!!!

08 Jan, 2011

I FORGTOTTED TO TELL YOU PEOPLE!!!! lol :P

i have to say sumthing VERY important...sumtimes my couzin chaneil plays my acount cuz her mom wont let her have her own acount so yeah lol but i play it more than her..just saying lol

31 Dec, 2010

YAY!!!!!! =D

i fixed my laptop!!! idk how but i got it too work lol but it freezes alot now wich sux monkey b***!!! and sumone needs to talk to me b4 i explodeof boredom!!!!! lol

27 Dec, 2010

OH NOEZ!!!!!!!

my stupid laptop broke n so i have to use my moms computer wich sux cuz my mom seriosly hates me lol

15 Dec, 2010

:(

KILL ME NOW I BEG OF YOU TO DO IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!

15 Dec, 2010

:(

if i die i bet youd laugh if i got hurt i bet youd laugh if i got killed i bet ud laugh if u got a video of me being tortured to death i bet youd laugh!!!

15 Dec, 2010

the only time im happy...:(

im only happy when im either hurting myself or when i see uthers get hurt....im a bad person sumtimes i say s*** i dont meen n screw everything up or i just screw things up automatically...if i dontt give people wut they want they hate me but when i do they still hate me...i wish i never existed...:( :( sooo im sorry if u hate me....im a mistake!!!!!!

15 Dec, 2010

-_-

i hate being forced to do s*** i dont wanna do cuz i know its wrong...

13 Dec, 2010

Escape The Fate:You Are So Beatiful :P

could've found a better way, You know I never should have stayed, I could've said the things that I believed were wrong, (you know you're wrong) Now you're saying that it's late, It doesn't matter what I say, You know you're just another one of my mistakes. (yeah) You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love Beautiful, you are the kind of girl, that has the chemicals That makes me fall in love So now i'm feeling like a slave I'm locked away inside this grave And now I'm hoping for a way I can be saved, (I can be saved) You know that there will come a day, When I'm just gonna have to change, You know you're just another one of my mistakes. (yeah) You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love Beautiful, you are the kind of girl, that has the chemicals That makes me fall in love Fall in love You know I found, a small paper, You lied about, You lied about... You know I found, a small paper, You lied about, You lied about... You lied to me, lied to me

13 Dec, 2010

Escape The Fate: Bad Blood :P

I feel there's something that's hidden inside, Creeps up my spine and takes over my mind I can't control it, no I think I'm losing control You just don't get it do you I'm not stuck here with you You're stuck in here with me (Stuck in here with me) You just don't get it do you I'm not stuck here with you You're stuck in here with me (You're stuck in here with me) One more word and we'll cut out your eyes One more time left to say your goodbyes (So say 'em) We cannot we cannot stop the growth We cannot we cannot stop the growth Candlelight melts all my shadows away Thanks for the hate cause it's fueling my flames You can't control us, no I think you're losing control You just don't get it do you I'm not stuck here with you You're stuck in here with me (Stuck in here with me) You just don't get it do you I'm not stuck here with you You're stuck in here with me (Stuck in here with me) One more word and we'll cut out your eyes One more time left to say your goodbyes (So say 'em) We cannot we cannot stop the growth We cannot we cannot stop the growth One more word and we'll cut out your eyes One more time left to say your goodbyes (So say 'em) We can't, we cannot stop the growth We can't, we cannot stop bad blood OH You just don't get it do you I'm not stuck here with you You're stuck in here with me You just don't get it do you I'm not stuck here with you You're stuck in here with me One more word and we'll cut out your eyes One more time left to say your goodbyes (So say 'em) We can't, we cannot stop the growth We can't, we cannot stop bad blood

13 Dec, 2010

Escape The Fate: Gorgeos Nightmare

I've got another confession to make So complicated let me try to explain Don't want this feeling to go away So it stays, it stays, it stays, it stays Is it the way that you talk That's causing me to freak Is it the way that you laugh That's making my heart beat Is it the way that you kiss It's gotta be the way that you taste, you taste, you taste, you taste You're such a gorgeous nightmare Old Habits never seem to go away You make me feel brand new yeah We resurrect it's like I've come back to life I feel so alive, I feel so alive! First impressions are hard to erase It's in my mind and it just won't go away Maybe I'm playing my cards way too safe I've gotta change, change, change, change Is it the way that you feel against my body Is it the way that you act so damn naughty Is it the way that you shake When your hips move to the bass, the bass, the bass, the bass You're such a gorgeous nightmare Old Habits never seem to go away You make me feel brand new yeah We resurrect it's like I've come back to life I feel so alive, I feel so alive... [Solo] I feel so alive You're such a gorgeous nightmare Old habits never seem to go away You make me feel brand new yeah We resurrect it's like I've come back to life You're such a gorgeous nightmare Old habits never seem to go away You make me feel brand new yeah We resurrect it's like I've come back to life I feel so alive, I feel so alive...

12 Dec, 2010

....

i hope i DIE!!!!!!!

05 Dec, 2010

welllllll

i C U!!!!!

05 Dec, 2010

hehe what happens when u dont message me :P

1:u will get very ill 2:u will lose sumthing u rlly need 3:u will wake up with a huge bug eyes hamster staring deply into ur eyes 4:u will open ur closet or cupboard or toilet n there will be a evil ninja panda bear with a bloody note that says* u shouldve messaged her*!! 5:u willl open ur closet n there will be a fat naked hobo with a bow on his head standing in front of u 6:And lastlyu will get killed by a cute cudley penguin named Cow **oh and if u see D.I.P written in blood on ur wall dont worry it just meens Death Is Payback and also theres a killer gnome hiding in ur house somewere** =D HOLY SPACE COWZ!!!!! I C U READING THIS RIGHT NOW!!! DONT IGNORE THIS I SWEAR TO THE NINJA PANDAS THAT I WILL FIND U IF U DONT MESSSAGE ME!!!MUHHAHAHAHAHA!!

02 Dec, 2010

:(

shoot me now...im begging you!!!!!

02 Dec, 2010

:,(

im sad...:(:(:(

02 Dec, 2010

ummmmmm....

wellll im bored as hell!!!!!!!! its 11:05 pm im not sleeping cuz im hyper sooo sum1 talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!

22 Nov, 2010

omg

ITS SNOWING TODAY N ITS ONLY NOVEMBER 22 ON WEDNESDAY ITS MY BIRTHDAY I FREAKIN LUV SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

15 Nov, 2010

:Omg

i luv DaNcInG!!!

14 Nov, 2010

:O

im pist off but idk y...

14 Nov, 2010

:(

im sad cuz i was all happy till i fell on a f***in nail n it cut my leg alil bit i tok the nail stuck it in our fireplace n said "U CANT HURT ANYONE ANYMORE"!!! lol :P

09 Nov, 2010

O.O

HOLY SACE COWZ either im holusinating or the tv is rlly floating :P

09 Nov, 2010

:O

if i a guy u dnt like tells u to s*** it just say "i would but theres nuthin to s***"! wow im rlllly high right now but all i had was applejuice n skittles n cookie dough n hot chocolate n ice cream n Laffy Taffy n sum MnM's :P :Oand a big bowl of hyper so idk wut made me high :) life is sweet :O....sumtimez...:P

09 Nov, 2010

=D

MY BIRTHDAY IS ON NOVEMBER 24 AND ITS GONNA BE AWSOME!!!!!!!!!! and im dreaming bout ppl at my school and its getting pritty weird like my BFFLATAL (best friend for life and the after life) got kissed by justin bieber in one of my dreams n justin bieber cut off my head n sewed it onto a tree filled with evil clowns god JUSTIN BIEBER is the most evil CHICK ever!!!!! Haha :) :P :O

01 Nov, 2010

retardedness

uhhh i was walkng n not watching were i was goin to i walked into a wall n freaked out n fell down on my b*** lol

01 Nov, 2010

B.G.F

BEST GUY FRIEND

01 Nov, 2010

D.I.P

Death Is Peyback HA!!!!

01 Nov, 2010

Songs =D

I luv Sell Your Soul by hollywood undead!!!!!! :P

31 Oct, 2010

im pist

my friend is goin out with my brother n its disgusting they kept hugging n kissing eachother on the cheek like 2 seconds after thy got together i was like EWWWWW n then my bro kept trying to take off his pants it was disgusting!!!!!!!!!! MY EYES BURN!!!!

30 Oct, 2010

my bf

1. hes the most sweetest guy ever 2. he makes me smile all the time 3. i squel alittle when he callz 4.he tells me he luvs me all the time 5.I LUV HIM 4EVA!!!!!

29 Oct, 2010

lol

I <3 EMO BOYZ!!!!!!!!!

29 Oct, 2010

:O

Y IS IT SO HARD FOR PPL TO BELEIVE I HAVENT HAD SEX!!!!!?

29 Oct, 2010

lol

i <3 The COOKIE MONSTER!

29 Oct, 2010

WTF!!!!!

i want to comit suicide....my life is so f***ed up right now wuts the point in living life if u cant enjoy it...

28 Oct, 2010

HAPPY

:D :) :P

28 Oct, 2010

OMG!

holy space cowz!!! my 10 yr old lil sis likes justin bieber!!!!!

28 Oct, 2010

:O

ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok!!! i luv HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :P

28 Oct, 2010

:):O:(

AH im blind i just saw justin bieber!!!!!

28 Oct, 2010

:(:(

haveto wake up at 6:00 AM just to go to school...:(:(:(:(:(:(

28 Oct, 2010

:O

my muther suffers from b****yness lol

28 Oct, 2010

SCHOOL

i f***in hate schoool sooo much it sux cow nipplez!!!!!!!!! :) lol

28 Oct, 2010

:Omg

I LIKE O's when there used like this in asentence :Omg its the Em:O ELM:O!! lol

28 Oct, 2010

:P

:OMG lol

28 Oct, 2010

sadnezzzzzzzzzzz! :(

plz talk to me i feel like im being ignored by EVERYONE!!!!! :(

28 Oct, 2010

high

i got high off of applejuice sum how!!!! :O

28 Oct, 2010

HUH!!!!

OMG MY ROOM IS SO CLEAN!!!!!!!!

27 Oct, 2010

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!

i was walkiing around in my room looking for my phone n it was in my bra the whole time!!!!!!!!! lol

26 Oct, 2010

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

ok my birthday is November 24!!! n my moms finally letting me get part of my hair dyed black n cant get a lip ring sadly :( until my 16 birthday i think lol

26 Oct, 2010

-_-

OMG KILL ME IM BORED!

26 Oct, 2010

Drawing

i draw pics of emo people graveyards skullz people getting stabbed n alot of violent stuff.....:( :D :P :P:P:P:P:P:P:P :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

26 Oct, 2010

theres no point in reading this!!!!

:P :P this is how me n my mom communicate :P :P My mom: Victoria clean your room pleaze Me: SCREW U CLEAN IT URSELF!!! My mom: U have three seconds to start cleaning or ur grounded! Me: DONT COUNT IM CLEANING!!!!!! D: JUST KIDING MY MOM DOSNT COUNT

26 Oct, 2010

EW!!!! :) lol

i just realized cats r ICKY they go in there litter box n walk all over ur furniture and counters n tables!!!!! :P

26 Oct, 2010

HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!

i got the gigglez!!!!!!!!

26 Oct, 2010

:(

i dont think i have areason to be alive really :( i s*** at everything but art... :(:(:(

24 Oct, 2010

EW!!!

i thought i saw justin bieber but it was just a hobo...a sad creepy lonely old hobo...

23 Oct, 2010

weirdnezz

i was walkin n i saw a bird!!!!!! lol

23 Oct, 2010

LALALALALA!!!!

ABC sum1 pleaze kill me!!! lol

23 Oct, 2010

UGHHH!!!!!!

if sum1 does not talk to me now i will litarily DIE of BOREDOM!!!!!!!!!!

18 Oct, 2010

BOREDOMNESS

SOME1 TALK TO ME OR ILL DIE!!!!! lol