15 Nov, 2009

Bye :):)

No one asked 4 my email so i guezz bye :P:P Have a nice life :):) And thank 4 bein my friend :)

15 Nov, 2009

Me :)

LAYER ONE -- Name: Natalie Birthday: october 19 -- Birth place: somewhere in ny -- Eye Color: Weirdd lol dependin on the pics -- Hair Color: Blonde/brown ish -- Height: 5'3 almost! LAST PERSON. 1. You hung out with? sister! lol 2. You were in a car with? mom 3. Went to the movies with? family 4. Person you went shopping with? Umm mom went 4 groceries! 5. You talked on the phone? Don't talk on the phone!! 6. Made you laugh? Its been a while... 7. Who you miss hanging out with? Ang my h**...:( 8. You babysat?no one WOULD YOU RATHER... 1. Pierce your nose or lip?nose 2. Die in a fire or get cut?cutttt! ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... 1. Sun or moon? Moon 2. Winter or Fall? fall 3. Left or Right? right 4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny 6. Club or pub? clubbb 7. Is there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust & rely on? .5? idk if i trust her fully anymore. 8. Do you want to get married? Some day mayb.. 9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl. twirl it! 10. What time is it? 5:25 11. Do you cook? No i burn :) lol 12. Current mood? Happier? IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU... 1. Kissed someone? No 2. Sang? yes 3. Listened to music? alot 4. Seen someone? Family? 5. Danced Crazy? no..lost tht drive 6. Cried? Mhmmm FIRSTS. 1. Who was your first love? None 2. Who was your first roommate? Sister? lol when i was little we slept in the same bed :P 3. What was your first real job? None 4. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Never gone can't handle it! 5. What was your first CD/Tape? Brittney spears! or mayb nysc lol 6. Where was your first vacation? Florida been goin there since i was little 7. Who was your first best friend? Jackie :) 8. Who is your best friend(s)? ..Ummm ang mayb? 9. Where was your first sleepover? Sams? but i think i went home cuz i got scared even if i was just across the street :P 10. Who's wedding were you in? moms best friend i ws the flower girl :)

15 Nov, 2009

Later...

B on 4 a bit later then im offz :) Email if u want 2 bye bye :)

11 Nov, 2009

Scared...

Im scared 2 death wht cmesnext im scared 2 find out wht i loose next im scared 2 see wht happenz next im scared im gona loose my world... im just scared :(

10 Nov, 2009

night :)

night night text if u wanna? ll love ya [Not u!] lol :):)YEs u :P

09 Nov, 2009

Ya...

Ummm ya i think i rally am done if ustill want 2 talk 2 me tell me i can giv u my msn an w ca talk on msn? but tht bout it im one wih this nothin anyone did im just havin a bdd day life is hard. im either quittin wenesday. or sunday? not sure i will make a last blog when i get rd of this. bt message m and i will give u my email...or msn whichever so thts bout it And i dot xpect anyhin but ya bye!! Ps. yes i have a playlist and no im not gettin rid of it...

07 Nov, 2009

I can transform ya

I can' dance but i can dance on ya :P

07 Nov, 2009

Playlist?

COmment pics on playlist? plez :):)

06 Nov, 2009

Games!

Me and ang play THE BEST GAMES ever! lol

05 Nov, 2009

Ha.

Might dye my hair? lol. not sure yet :P:P

03 Nov, 2009

Hobo!

Night niogh :):)

03 Nov, 2009

BIRTH CONTROL!

Makes ur b***s grow bigger! lol

03 Nov, 2009

I quit,

Ya.. im done even people who r my "best friends" isnt right.

02 Nov, 2009

AH!

lol i might dye my hair!

02 Nov, 2009

July?

Can itb july yet?

01 Nov, 2009

not worth it...

Its really not worth it itr and i fail...i quit.

31 Oct, 2009

LOVE IT!

Throw it away Forget yesterday Well make the great escape We wont hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight

31 Oct, 2009

:) halloween

Handed out over 70 packs of candy :P Fun night lol I love seein poeples costumes and my friends :P Fun night message?

29 Oct, 2009

Confusion...

Kills!

29 Oct, 2009

I kissed a girl and i iked it :P

Lol. i g2g 4 the night text? :P love u lol :D:D message somtime:P night

29 Oct, 2009

:o

i gt kissed :o! but ang <3 lol

27 Oct, 2009

Trojan

TROJAN ECSTACY! lol

27 Oct, 2009

Wrong?

Is it wrong.. if ur sigle.. is it ok 2 flirt with multiple guys?cuz techinically im single... its not wrong is it?

23 Oct, 2009

Owwie!

Open wires DON'T TOUCH tHEY SHOCK ANDIT HURTS!!! lol

22 Oct, 2009

:P

Here Cums The Train :P:P lol

19 Oct, 2009

Seomeon...

...Soemone plez pretend 2 care... Even on my birthday.. people still break me down and make me cry.. Is it a game? Am i a game u play 2 c if u can break??

18 Oct, 2009

:)

Night poeple :P Won't b on most likely 2mmrow so have a good day :P:P

18 Oct, 2009

Bored. so a little boutme :)

Ok. 2 start off wit this. Im not tht pretty but i got a playlist if u wnt 2 look :) its link is on my page :P Im not uraverage girl. I love fun and do just bout anythin 4 it :):) Besides have random s** :P lol j.k Im veryyyy straight I LOVE guyssss lol But i got a [PRETEND] lez loverrrr Her names ang and i loverrrr her :P:P lol Guys looks i love cmmentin on but when it comes down 2 it. Personality and connection is gets HUGE points with me :) lol Im not on here as much :) But i loveeee talkin :P Flirtin is wht i love 2 do so im not tryin anythin Its just who i am :):) And if u have a gf...i probaly won't talk 2 u as muc or the same wayy Cuz imnot a bfff stealer not in2 it. and o ya number one rule with me DON'T PLAYY ME!!!

18 Oct, 2009

Probaly.

:) Probaly won't b on 2mmrow :D:D Tht means 4get everythin bout 2mmrow :P:P lol

17 Oct, 2009

Whore...

Im nt the person u come 2 have "fun" with I love talkin and love goofin off... But..ya Im not tht girl..2 have "fun" with.. evertime u come on :) I'm gettin more poeple 2 hang out with andless time 4 this and if thts all people r lookin 4... Then im gone...

03 Oct, 2009

thoguhtd.

Wht r ur thoughts on me?

03 Oct, 2009

Double takes :P

lol we were in walmart me ang and leah and lik walkin around.. nd these guys kept starrin at us and showin up EVERYWHERE!! lol message me if u want the whole story is was very funny :P:P lol

27 Sep, 2009

Fireflies!

Are they out this time ofyear??? and do they bite?!?!?

27 Sep, 2009

NYC at night.

Itssoo pretty crappy pics srry.. its off my phone but its soo gorgeous 2 c it at night from empire state buildin :)

27 Sep, 2009

Fireflies by owl city

best f***in song on thi planet!! its addictin :P :P

27 Sep, 2009

i am not perfect..

I am not a perfect person, And I don't try to be. I am just another imprisoned soul, That is longing to be set free. I don't want to be in this place anymore, I don't want to shed anymore tears. I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself, This has gone on for too many years. I don't want to show my emotions, Or to tell you how I feel. I just want to know the difference, Between what is fake and what is real. I'm just another lost soul, That is waiting to be found. I'm just another liability, That you don't want around. I'm just falling through the air, And I'm about to hit the ground. But I don't expect anyone to catch me, Because no one wants me around. No one really cares about me, They just ignore me everyday. No one really cares enough, To even ask me if I'm okay

26 Sep, 2009

Cow girls don't cry...

I love tht song :)

26 Sep, 2009

ang..

ang is a donnaccia puttana [w**** s***] lol

26 Sep, 2009

LUIGI! and NICK!

ARE CON![s] lol Its frenchhh so whts it mean?? THINK THINK THINK! then tell me!

26 Sep, 2009

Italian...

voglio sesso con tu Who knoz wht that means?? its means.. iwanna have s** with u

26 Sep, 2009

Lovless 2day..

Someone comment me :) Unlss u don't love me anymore :( if thats the case. i srry Plez 4giverrrr me :(

26 Sep, 2009

Italian :P

i feel vry italian andeverythin 2day :P :P lol

25 Sep, 2009

AMazin sng parts

*Exchangin heat in the passanger seat.. _Lets get these teen heat beatin FASTER FASTER %So testorone boys and harlequin girls wil u dane 2 thi beat nd hold a lover close #A hotter touch a btter f***

22 Sep, 2009

Pretty sure no one willwant 2 own but own if u want?

Heart -samm lol Lips -Nick Eyes - Smile -Ej625 Tummy -Marina Boobs - Nick Ass -Ang. srry i lost it :P Vagina- Nick Entire body- MY LOVER!lol If want u own another part thats not on here tell and i will add :P

22 Sep, 2009

Another tear.

Another tear will never fall from these eyes. Cuz from 2day and on there is nothin important enough...

21 Sep, 2009

Drunk driver..

Drunk drivers where r u? Plez find me 2mmrow. and don't mak mistake. tke me right out. Don't hesittate. no love anymore. Just all goin down. so drunk driver drunk driver find me plez. I need u so bad. More then u kno...

21 Sep, 2009

everytear...

Everytime i say.. he can't hurt me anymore. an yet everytime he does. no matter how many times he wn't do somethin 4 me how manytimes he shows me im lower then the pond scum he still hurts me no matter how muh i hate him. hes sill important 2 me.. No matter how much i try hes still there. evertime he lets me dwn i gt hurt eveytime he tells me that hes changed hes gonna ba better dad. he ends the samme. he leaves and goes. when hes home he dosen't kno anythin bout me. my sisters r his daughters my brothers his sons... but me.. well im his mistake.. How many more tears does he get?? Im amost dry.. But i kno if he ever disappeared... it would b my fault..

21 Sep, 2009

When?

when does stuff get easy?? How can u lover someone thats never been there 4 u?? in anyways physically or mentally? How can u miss someone thats never around?? If u have a answer 2 ANY of these questions message me plez :(

20 Sep, 2009

:) lol

Oh yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a w****.

20 Sep, 2009

lover:(

I guezz im out my lover lefted and sodid my h** bye bye and night

19 Sep, 2009

Emptiness...

Is takin over everythin in my body... Mister how do i mke it go away? PLease make it go away soon...

19 Sep, 2009

If only...

Some thigs could last 4 ever.... Im done tryin 2 fix stuff It takes 2 people 2 fix sme stuff and if they aren't even gonn put a effort in... welll then i guezz its not worth bein fixed 2 them...

18 Sep, 2009

Boo!

Text me if uwann talk im done 4 teh night :P Soo text ittt i guezz... [Ps. if my h** reads this srry 4 whtever i did. but....idk....im a screwww up its not mi fault...well it is...but ya....Told u im a bad person :( bye]

18 Sep, 2009

Fml..

Ang is p***ed at me 4 who knoz wht Im so good at messin eerythin up 2day where is the hole i can die in...

18 Sep, 2009

YELLOW WATER MELON!

IS SOOO FUCKIN YUMMY! lol

17 Sep, 2009

Hel yes!

I GREW A FORTH OFA INCH!!!

17 Sep, 2009

HAHA I GT 2 NOT U!

I GOT2 SNIFF A VRUS UP MY NOSE!!! AHHHH LOL LIVIN VIRUS IN MY NOSE!!!

16 Sep, 2009

U love me....U love her...

Damn.. Failure i is..

16 Sep, 2009

Butterflyyyyz

Imso nervous 2day X_X

15 Sep, 2009

Sry,...

ANyone who messaged me and i didn't respond...well my comp went nuts and earsed everythin :( So i guezz message me if im impotrant enough and u have the time... SO i probaly won;'t gt any messages :( bye

15 Sep, 2009

Gettin rid.

of all playlis pics...as of...2mmrow mayb? He said they ugly.. and i agree so they go bye bye 2mmrow.

14 Sep, 2009

:(

Mykitty/baby is mght die :( He has a heart mumur and my parents won't py a few thosand 4 heart surgrey... :( So long 4 my amazin 2 weks :(

13 Sep, 2009

why!

Y isthe 1st compliet i aways get bout my b***s?!?! They aren't big they aren't anythin diff. so Y!!!LOL

13 Sep, 2009

Haha i took pics of katieeee and me

we r such h**s in the pics lol and they r weiiirddd lookin <3 but i loverrrr herrrr lol

13 Sep, 2009

<3

Im gonna get off 2 do some homeworlk grounded s***z but b on in a bit bye!

13 Sep, 2009

News pics :P

On playlist u can looks but im not pretty so im warnin u now! lol but comment if u want 2 :P lol bye!

13 Sep, 2009

Horseyyy!

Im gonna try horseyyy shampoo 4 my hair :P Be jealous! lol

13 Sep, 2009

messae!

Smeone messae me im bored :P

13 Sep, 2009

Night :)

I think im gettin off night! Dream bout me :P lol j.k But message? nightz

12 Sep, 2009

No Bitin me! Or eatin me! lol

Lol i got tol i taste good! Yay! lol But that don't mean u get 2 eat me lol but i got jello after so it was ok :P lol And i just htought the world shold kno lol

12 Sep, 2009

Out

Im alays out of the loophow mean

12 Sep, 2009

:(

They is not on :( Very sad GET UR ASSES ON! :) lol

12 Sep, 2009

Score!

Lol. I made money on the corners 2day!! lol. We were raisin money 4 diabetes But someone called me a s*** and i was like :o lol. Not nice. lol but i made muchooo money 4 them with ang and.. I got smiles nd honkz SCORE! lol my life is complete!

11 Sep, 2009

Guys!

OMG OMG I LOVE HOT GUYS! tHEY MAKE MY LIFE GO ROUND LOL SO IM STEALIN ALL ANGS HOT FRIENDS I THINK I ALMOST FELL OVER WHEN I SAW THIS ONE KIDS EYES <3 EYES R FUCKIN AMAZIN! LOL IM STEALIN THEM GONNA BECOME A SLUT 4 HOT GUYS YUMMMY LOL BYE!

10 Sep, 2009

Girls who hate 2 love [ME!]

Situations are irrelevant now. She loves the way that I tease, I love the way that she breathes I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing. I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me. A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh. She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes. Darling what is going on? Honestly that never happened Lying is your favorite passion. Leave me, go where you belong Higher heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion. The frustration it's a regular thing I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me. A certain girl she took her hand and put it in my lap "It's way too full," she said "Once you have me you'll always come back." She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes. Darling what is going on? Honestly that never happened Lying is your favorite passion. Leave me, go where you belong Higher heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion. I know you love to resist and all it takes is a kiss and you just love to hate me. You know you love all the lies so don’t act surprised that I just love to hate you. I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing. I love the girls who love to hate. [Breathing] (Whoa) Darling what is going on? Honestly that never happened Lying is your favorite passion. Leave me, go where you belong Higher heels and lipstick napkins, dying is your latest fashion Darling (leave me) what is going on? Honestly that never happened Lying is your favorite passion Leave me (darling) go where you belong Higher heels and lipstick napkins, dying is your favorite passion

10 Sep, 2009

Stupi food.

Its so mean 2 me i cn't eat anythin like no dairy no pop and if i drink even a little i throw up meat makes me sick.. and n cheeze :( And all i can eat is fruits and veggies pretty much CUZ EVERYTHIN MAKES ME SICK! This is so not fair :(

10 Sep, 2009

Boo!

Skool blah o well ang ! i love her! lol. So its all ok lol :P but message me i hsould b on b4 8pm 2night. lol Can't stay past 9 ish though lol. And thats estern time..ithink right ny is eastern? hmm Ny time :P lol bye! Have goodskool day!

09 Sep, 2009

BUMBLE BEE SLUT!

So like i have 2 get off now. and um might not b on at all this weekend.. Cuz like friday i think im goin 2 the h**s till saturday... and idk if i can get n saturday night But i will try :):) If u get bored COmment o playlist or here :) Nightz

08 Sep, 2009

Bummble bee Tuna :P

Lol <3 my song <3 lol Anyways night ttyl

08 Sep, 2009

Bumble bee!

Damn! I am a bumble bee!!! lol

07 Sep, 2009

Night suckerz :P

Lol ig2g bye :P Loverz u! lol not realy lol Bye bye poeple!

06 Sep, 2009

Sometimes

Sometimes i think i would have better luck talk 2 trees and Grass cuz at least. They would b there when i fell And whn i got hurt. And wouldn't leave me Cuz they feel like it and just randmly show back up like nothin happened

05 Sep, 2009

Hair-Ealy novemeber

Hello how are you? Like your shoes, love your hair. Hello how are you? Love that shirt, you look great. Hello how are you? Love your pants and your smile. Hello how are you? How’s your wife and your kids? Hello how are you? Love that hat on your head. Hello how are you miss you so It’s nice to see ya. All we have at the end of the game Is a lonely road out. All I know at the end of the day Is a love to smile now, even if that’s fake. All I know is I’m done acting And I'll be happy for your life, even if I hate it all Wait for me, I've got to see The looks, that you will get When you, turn down, the key To the town, and you're social being. All we have at the end of the game Is a lonely road out All I know at the end of the day Is a love to smile now, even if that’s fake All I know is I’m done acting And I'll be happy for your life, even if I hate it all All we have at the end of the game Is a lonely road out All I know at the end of the day Is a love to smile now, even if that’s fake All I know is I’m done acting And I'll be happy for your life, even if I hate it all Hello how are you? Like your shoes, love your hair. Hello how are you? Love that shirt, you look great. Hello how are you miss you so? It’s nice to see ya.

04 Sep, 2009

My day lol

So me and y h** werein line 4 this ride talkin bout Amish nudists colonies? [is that possible??] If so i SO WANT 2 JOIN 4 A WEEK WITH ANG! lol and the lke 5 min in2 waitin this kid out of no where asks us our names wherewe from how old. lol itwas so funnyn and then the kids friend felt ang up lol then the tried followin usbut w lost them :P:P lol And like ya and we made some Intrsstin?? sounds lol on rides and got weird looks :P:P lol i think people thought we were high.. lol :P

03 Sep, 2009

popularity...ventin...

So like wht i don't get is.. That like poeple r y friends and no matter how not popular or popular they r i talk 2 them and am friends with them I care bout them but they get "popular" and im dropped... but when i 4get 2 message them on accdent i get yelled at when they don't talk 2 me 4 weeks and ignore me its ok.. How does that make sense? really. if ur gonna drop someone when u get popular wht was the point in bein friends in the 1st place??? if u kno message me plez it don't make sense 2 me...

03 Sep, 2009

I think they picked a wrong name 4 me

N - Very Very Hott A - Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With T - Beautiful A - Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With L - Crazy I - personality is killer E - very popular with different kinds of people R - ONE OF THE BEST KISSERS A-already E- done. None seems like mebesides crazy :P lol

03 Sep, 2009

Amish? or omish?

I so wana become one 4 like a week lol i would sooo fail within the 1st day But mayb i can change those amish guys :P :P lol Kiddin. im not that bad... lol ITS THE HOE! lol

03 Sep, 2009

He lefted..

So im not gonna stay on late 2nit Cuz everyone ignores mymessages until theyget bored.... normally hours.. an that annoys me.. Y not just say... That u don't wanna talk 2 me? So i kn not 2 wait 4 u 2 reply It makes me sad :( B on 2mmrow mayb..idk B on a little longer i guezz Message me? :P

02 Sep, 2009

New rule 4 me

If im sa or feel like crap im not comin on besides2 chek m messages so if im not on 4 a while...4 long amounts of time then that might b y i don't want 2 make other poepe sad cuz im stupd in my life. so srry nd bye...

31 Aug, 2009

Funny 2 me..

IT'S FUNNY -- how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. IT'S FUNNY -- how good memories can start to make you cry. IT'S FUNNY -- how forever never seems to really last. IT'S FUNNY -- how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. IT'S FUNNY -- how friends can just leave you when you’re down. IT'S FUNNY -- how when you need someone, they're never around. IT'S FUNNY -- how people change and think they're so much better. IT'S FUNNY -- how many lies can be packed in one “love letter". IT'S FUNNY -- how people can forgive even though they can't forget. IT'S FUNNY -- how one night can contain so much regret. IT'S FUNNY -- how ironic life turns out to be. But the funniest part of all... None of that seems funny to me

31 Aug, 2009

Im that girl..

the girl who always looks sad but claims she’s fine. the girl who puts sad away messages up everyday. the girl who when she sees you, smiles a half a smile. the girl who always has time to listen to you vent and is willing to give her opinion to help you in anyway that she can. the girl who cares about helping everyone but herself. the girl who cries every night before she goes to sleep. the girl who pretends that she’s okay while she's dying inside. the girl who says she’s happy for you when you get a new girlfriend while jealousy is raging inside her. the girl who hugs you when you’re down but secretly wishes she could hug you forever. the girl who tries to look beautiful even though she knows she’s not. the girl who says that she’ll always be there for you & means it. that’s me that is the story of my life

29 Aug, 2009

Blue Eyes

I loveblue eyed Boys! I never noticed but evry guy i have liked... They have ha blueeyes And they r sooo cuttteeee i <3erz them so ifu don't have blue eyes DON'T TRY!! j.k lol im not that mean...lol But blue eyes r a pluz!

29 Aug, 2009

Fun And Sick.

I had alot of fun at angs But my body suffered i think people have a thing with punchin m and pinchi me and Grrr i was like the abuse me doll. But i was ick when i went and now i feel wirse then dead im in pain and my head and everythin i think my body is like shuttin down..! Life moves on....Mayb...lol =P

28 Aug, 2009

I feel badd 4 anyone who is ner us 2day and 2mmrow

Lol its me ang. rj and kevin lol this shall b... intrestin? lol Very intrestin lol Text it if u kno mi number Talk u saturday night ? mayb bye!

28 Aug, 2009

Oh Em Geee!

The crickets! They wre tryin 2 tell me somethin last nigt i swear!!! But! They were sooo loud! And i couldn't go out and yell at them cuz the neighbors would think im crazy! lol. And thats a secrect. lol So they just kept talkin non stop It was bad!!!!!!!!!!! lol Bad mister Criketts! lol

28 Aug, 2009

Its a song i swear! >_>

I'll keep u my dirty litlte secrect dirty little secrect don't tellanyone or u'l b just another regret My dirty little secrect lol Dirty my fav. j.k lol

28 Aug, 2009

Hipocriates...

So stupid. Yelled at me told me i was stupid..4 the exact same thing they have done wht now.. 3 times? So stupid but im over it lol life moves onnnn Fuckincon. =P and lala f*** land stays in my head lol

27 Aug, 2009

I wanna

I wanna play doctor..but Theres no one play with :( j.k lol. Im bored

26 Aug, 2009

Run awy...

I just wanna run away. amd nevrr have2 deal with anythin again. or swing on a swing 4 the rest of m life like everytin was perfect like i wih it was. I wanna sit in the dark 4ever. just starrin in2 space.. I don't wanna dea with this

26 Aug, 2009

Not wht i meant..

Now i look like the girl that messes wih peopel and the b**** that calls people out on there s*** thats not wht i meant 2 hapn. i don't mess with people i just fool round with friends. and im not callin anyone out.. But... u said somethin and it triggered stuff and then u asked..an i answered and now u feel like s*** and i feel like the tupid b**** that did it.. Mayb..i should leave and get rid of all contant ways...cuz im screwin s*** upp