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27 Aug, 2016

Help

Ok so i know this is gonna sound really weird but a long long long time ago i talked to this guy and id love to see how hes doing so if anyone can contact him at all itd be great just to know how he is his name is Brandon Lance thanks loves

27 Aug, 2016

HAHA

Haha havent been on here forever and it looks like it died totes not cool lol anyway anyone bored HMU

09 Aug, 2015

hi

anyone on here just up to talk?

02 Jun, 2015

wow

haven't been on here in forever does anyone still even use this that I used to talk too if so hmu loves yall got my number if not message me for it love ya

16 Feb, 2015

Hey

So idk who all I had on kik but yeah my iPod crashed so I have no kik so text me if ya wanna talk 304-704-9872 thanks loves?

14 Feb, 2015

Kik

HMU on kik sky19862014

24 Jan, 2015

This site

This site is about as interesting as watching paint dry or grass grow

21 Jan, 2015

People

I swear some people you just can't be friends with

21 Jan, 2015

Wish

I wish I could just get you outta my head

11 Jan, 2015

My day

UGH MY DAY SO BORING

11 Jan, 2015

Well

I guess that just proved to me things were never meant to be with him but I still miss him

10 Jan, 2015

Yeah

I feel like no ones really on here anymore so what's the point?

10 Jan, 2015

Ugh

Ugh I'm thinking of him and idk why but I miss him it's been forever since we talked and I don't even have his number anymore

10 Jan, 2015

So

So I don't know what to do anymore I just wanna run away but not to where people want me to run away too I wanna run away to where I wanna go and ugh someone please just end it for me

14 Oct, 2014

Nervous

If the tattoo shop isn't busy tomorrow and my dad gives me the cash I may be getting my first tattoo tomorrow really nervous

14 Oct, 2014

Hell In A Cell

Knew my man could do it Dean Ambrose is gonna kill Seth Rollins in Hell In A Cell, time for Lunatic Fringe, Unstable, FUTURE MRS. DEAN AMBROSE

13 Oct, 2014

Thought Of The Day

Change Thou Art A Heartless Bi.tc.h

12 Oct, 2014

Checking In

New phone so new number if ya want it inbox me, and yeah nothing new except I'm a redhead, wanna talk get at me, and yeah bye

01 Sep, 2014

September

NO in no way should it be September already, yesterday was freaking June now its September? no I refuse to believe it and plus Im still single its f***ed up and oh im p***ed time needs to slow the f*** down and be slow as hell I want days that last forever and time to never go by that damn quick I hate it I refuse to go with this its too early for September

06 Aug, 2014

Bored

Im Bored on here so if ya wanna get a hold of me and im not on here:kik~sky19962014 Skype~sky20141996 snapchat~sky20141996 phone~304-404-4946 Get at me

06 Aug, 2014

Blah

So i wanted to say how i feel about everything for one im tired of being single bc yeah i know im not the prettiest or the smallest but is that all stupid guys care about anymore just looks? looks fade, but a good personality never does but it seems that looks are all that matters anymore which is crazy guys make girls feel like they have to look exactly like the perfect Barbie doll to be loved and yet no guy has ever proven to change that, looks are fine but that's not all that matters guys treat girls like s*** these days it used to be a man would choose one girl and love her forever and make her feel special and respect her and fight for her and protect her so what the hell changed between now and then? why cant guys see girls are people too and deserve respect like s*** guys get your act together i mean yes i make mistakes we all do im not saying that we don't im just saying learn from them if not making the same mistakes is just pointless and your gonna have regrets to live with all your life learn something don't make the same mistakes treat others how you wanna be treated and mostly of all things love people for who they are as a person not just their looks because true beauty is the mind, heart, and soul not just a pretty face......faces can be pretty but have the worst intentions a lesson i have learned the hard way.....so go for getting to know the person before you judge them bc a person whos not a model may be the person you have most in common with just take a chance and try it at least a few times and see what happens i bet 99% of you all will be amazed or shocked at what you can discover about people i know i was

03 Aug, 2014

Single

Single and just wanna be loved by someone

28 Jul, 2014

Dope

Im one of the most dope knuckleheads that youll ever meet, I rock harder than a rockstar, I can be your worst nightmare, I can be the dirtiest, I can be anything ya want me to be but mostly, I can be me

28 Jul, 2014

Ugh

That ugh moment when your ex messages you wondering how you are, when he left you and you don't wanna hear from him he tries to feed you a load of bulls*** that he misses you and then you find out his pic he had for all the time you knew him was fake yeah that's the moment you wanna smack people with lik 7 bricks in a bag

26 Jul, 2014

Relationship

I just want a relationship like Edward and Bella from Twilight

25 Jul, 2014

WOOO

WOOO now im a strawberry blonde will maybe upload a pic later but I look damn good just saying lol confidence boost

24 Jul, 2014

Single

Def feeling the love of single life not a damn person talking to me what so ever so yeah def feeling the love

24 Jul, 2014

Black Crayons

Guys are not the brightest crayons in the box, no guys are the black crayons while us girls are the pretty colors and im tired of always getting the BLACKIEST OF THE BLACK CRAYONS!!!!

13 Jul, 2014

18

18 and loving it I now have my lip pierced and I can now get all the tattoos I want no one can stop me I feel great I don't need permission anymore from anyone I can rule my own world

14 May, 2014

Ugh

So confused

05 May, 2014

Relax

I need to relax tonight I'm thinking way too much

20 Apr, 2014

18

I can't wait it can't come quick enough someone please hurry the calendar up and make June come here faster

17 Apr, 2014

That's about as far as it goes

Oh You high baby? Yeah Ya Talk to me You want me to tell you something? Uh-huh I know what you want to hear... 'Cause I know you want me baby, I think I want you too "I think I love you baby," I think I love you too I'm here to save you girl, come be in Shady's world I want to grow together, let's let our love unfurl You know you want me baby, you know I want you too They call me Superman, I'm here to rescue you I want to save you girl, come be in Shady's world "Ooh boy you drive me crazy," b**** you make me hurl... They call me Superman, leap tall h**s in a single bound I'm single now, got no ring on this finger now I'd never let another chick bring me down in a relationship Save it b****, babysit, you make me sick Superman ain't savin' s***, girl you can jump on Shady's d*** Straight from the hip, cut to the chase, I tell a m***********in' s*** to her face Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what's her face I'm a different man, kiss my a**, kiss my lips, b**** why ask? Kiss my d***, get my cash, I'd rather have you whip my a** Don't put out, I'll put you out, won't get out, I'll push you out Puss blew out, poppin' s***, wouldn't p*** on fire to put you out Am I too nice? Buy you ice, b**** if you died, I wouldn't buy you life What you tryin' to be? My new wife? What you Mariah, fly through twice... But I do know one thing though, b****es, they come they go Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo Maybe I'll love you one day, maybe we'll someday grow 'Til then just sit your drunk a** on that f***in' runway ho... 'Cause I can't be your Superman Can't be your Superman Can't be your Superman Can't be your Superman I can't be your Superman Can't be your Superman Can't be your Superman Your Superman, your Superman... Don't get me wrong, I love these ho's It's no secret, everybody knows Yeah we f***ed, b**** so what? That's about as far as your body goes We'll be friends, I'll call you again

15 Apr, 2014

World War Z

That movie is scary as hell

06 Apr, 2014

Look at this blog please

Look I know we don't talk anymore and I know you feel like I just ditched you and left you but honestly I didn't I wanna talk to you again and be friends like we used too but I'm afraid if I do txt you or kik you, you will still me mad and still hate me but I'm thinking about taking a chance and doing but idk what will happen bc I miss being best friends with you and I feel like I messed everything up being a senior is just hard

04 Apr, 2014

well

im in school and i got here late and im so bored i hate school so much ugh someone save me please

02 Apr, 2014

HUH?!?!

I'm so confused because I'm so excited to do a school project for once......damn what's wrong with me?!?!

31 Mar, 2014

Life

Life is funny I guess at times, I guess some of the people you were closest too at one point someday all just fade away I hate that it happens and I never wanted it to happen but maybe there's a reason for it

30 Mar, 2014

Yep

Yep my life right now perfect, I guess some s*** happens to mess it up but honestly I'm happy I might have lost some friends I mint have hurt some people but its my life and I have to live it no one else so I'm sorry if you don't agree with me

03 Feb, 2014

Ugh.....

So bored today I wish I had someone to kik........ugh HMU

07 Jan, 2014

Why

Wy are people such a**holes on here yeah ok if someone's having an awful they have the right to say it, and if they are depressed they have a right to f***ing post it, I wish all the a**holes on here would just f***ing lay off of people everyone has their bad days and it's their right to say whatever they wanna f***ing say on their blogs so everyone f*** off and stop being cruel a**holes

06 Jan, 2014

Kik

My offer for anyone at all to Kik me is still open

04 Jan, 2014

Ugh -_-

I'm tired of life it's the same old s*** just a different day it s***s someone please Kik me Idc who you are anyone who loves talking about s*** of any kind HMU sky19962014

30 Dec, 2013

Life

Life's a recital better remember all that you practice

27 Dec, 2013

My day

My day has been eventful and I haven't left my couch, I've been in pain all day. So today I found out that the saying the best relationships begin unexpectedly, could possibly be true but only time will tell. I have become obsessed with the song Dark Horse, because it's so true and I love it. I also found out that all guys aren't j***s, but again only time will tell. I just wish I could tell the future so then I'd know what was coming at me. I also lost my bf because he was an a**hole, but I found a new guy. So lets see how things will turn out wish me luck.

27 Dec, 2013

A lot to say

So I have a lot to say so sorry this will be long, I know I've made mistakes in this life but who hasn't? I mean I have tried my absolute best to be the perfect girl, but ya know what ill never be that girl. I'm the type of girl that is actually real, I make mistakes, I laugh, I love, I hurt, I cry. Yeah I mean I've done some stupid s*** but again who hasn't, I've tried to be something I'm not for so long I lost myself. I forgot my roots and who I was and who I am, once you lose that you never see reality anymore just the fantasy you created. I mean nothing can be perfect, but things can seem perfect. I know I've dated a lot of guys, but I've also been hurt a lot by them, I don't need to name names but all those guys know who broke my heart. But I've lived after they hurt me, I know I'm not the only one who has been hurt but still. I used to hate guys for how they hurt me but now I realize I did it to myself, because I always asked for too much. I know everything I wanted was stupid, but now I'm changing and I'm changing for good. Times change and so don't people, yes a few bad choices can't mark a person for life. I've had my share of bad times, but who hasn't? I just want people to know my true colors, so here they are, yes I cheated on guys a couple times, was it stupid yes, will I ever do it again no, because I I ow how bad it can hurt. Yes I bullied people before have I stopped yes because there's no need to be cruel in life. So here I am completely changed and here's my thoughts, be who you want to be remembered for, be someone you would be happy to be with.

09 Dec, 2013

Perfect

I'm sorry I can't be perfect, I try so hard to be perfect for you, but eventually I'm gonna lose you :(

27 Oct, 2013

Kik

People add me on Kik sky19962014 or Skype sky20141996

27 Oct, 2013

Sad

I don't know anymore I just am sad most of the time

24 Oct, 2013

Cute

He's so cute I wish he'd talk to me

24 Oct, 2013

Ok so cool

So I love how I know your online and you never message me thats just so cool isn't it?

21 Sep, 2013

Pissed

Ya know what really f***ing p***es me off, when you thought you had everything in the f***ing world you could want then he goes and he's never around then he when he is and you call him on it he gets f***ing posses and goes the f*** off then it f***ing makes you f***ing cry awww hell no that's f***ing goddamned bulls*** I'm f***ing fed up sometimes I honestly f***ing wonder if we are even f***ing right for each other screw life

17 Sep, 2013

Ok so new

Ok so new app Voxer HMU ON IT

14 Sep, 2013

Fuck you all

Ok one thing f*** you all

13 Sep, 2013

Ya know what

Ya know what yeah I know I'm a f*** up, I know I can't do s*** right, I know I'm a f***ing waste of space, I know I'll never be perfect, I know I'll always mess up, but ya know what no one ever said I'd ever get s*** right, no one ever cared what f***ing s*** happened to me, no one did no one ever will so f*** the world I'm so f***ing done with this bulls***

11 Sep, 2013

Changes

So maybe ill stay after all idk I just know time fixes everything

11 Sep, 2013

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I was born I'm sorry I have done everything wrong I'm sorry I tried to help I'm sorry I was an awful person I'm sorry for everything I did I'm sorry I hurt you I hope everyone's happier without me in their life goodbye to everyone I'm done with life

07 Sep, 2013

Breaking

You know your heart is breaking when you wake up with tears in your eyes bc you dreamt of him all night You know your heart is breaking when you are awake all night long bc your thinking about him You know your heart is breaking when you see him happy without you in your life You know your heart is breaking when your thinking about him 24/7 You know your finally broken when you know he's out of your life and gone with her forever

31 Aug, 2013

Brokenhearted

I liked you but I never told you You were always on my mind but I never said You were always there when I was down but I was afraid to tell you I started loving you but I never spoke it When you kissed me I melted When you held me my troubles disappeared When you told me about her I cried for nights and nights When I saw her name I cursed it She has you now and it's my fault I should of told you all my feelings But instead I'm on the outside BROKENHEARTED Bye and you were my one and only love now I am nothing

31 Aug, 2013

Crying

This is bulls*** ok I'm sick of all this s*** sometimes I really just wanna go get drunk then get in my car and wreck then come back as a ghost to see who would miss me no one would

31 Aug, 2013

I hate you

I hate you, I know I had to move on but I loved you once nothing will change that but you moved on so I had too it s***ed still does seeing your name once in awhile but I'm living barely maybe someday I can get you out of my head

31 Aug, 2013

Ugh

So guys can go f***ing s*** goddamned f***ing d***s I f***ing hate guys

25 Aug, 2013

Wow ok

Wow ok you say s*** like that then you try to make me f***ing believe that you feel a little bad no ok that f***ing s*** aint gonna f***ing fly you already f***ing p***ed me the f*** off so go f*** yourself with a f***ing rusty goddamned rake I f***ing hate you and will always f***ing hate you bye b****

25 Aug, 2013

Ugh.....

I'm done f*** all these h**s and w****s I'm done I hope they all f***ing get what they f***ing want bc I don't f***ing want them any f***ing more ugh they are all just f***ing a**holes and f***ing losers f*** them all f*** it I'm out

24 Aug, 2013

You

You made me smile You made my life when we were together You made my days better You were all I ever had Where did we go wrong When did you start hating me Why did I love you Guess your gone We're done I'm crying Your happy I'm so glad one of us can smile without it being broken

17 Aug, 2013

I know who I could sing this too

I felt this time that we had something You rolled your eyes like it was nothing new You only think about you Put your shades on not to show it Don't pretend that you don't know its true You only think about If you look good and girl you should Welcome to Hollywood Boy, ya better live it up before it brings you down Welcome to Hollywood Just got a grip on how to get around I'm so glad I got to know you Now I know what I'm suppose do You only think about you The freindly faces I've been seein' Now I know they're far from being true You only think about you If you look good I guess I should Welcome to Hollywood Boy, ya better live it up before it brings you down Welcome to Hollywood Just got a grip on how to get around In your favorite tinseltown The boulevards The neon lights I've been in love since the first sight I wouldn't change it if I could Welcome to Hollywood Welcome to Hollywood Boy, ya better live it up before it brings you down Welcome to Hollywood Just got a grip on how to get around Welcome to Hollywood Just got a grip on how to get around Dog eat dog is to be seen in the tabloid magazine Seventeen A billioniare daddy's money, Do you care Welcome to Hollywood

17 Aug, 2013

My new song

If I was Jay-Z, you'd be my Beyonce We could rock the nation like they do And if I was Da Vinci, you'd be Mona Lisa Paint a smile perfectly on you. And if I was James Dean, you could be my Audrey Breakfast at Tiffany's for two. So throw me away Cause if I were a boomerang I'd turn around and come back to you. Back back to you you, yeah yeah, You you yeah yeah. If you want to, we'll take the world by storm. Show you places, you've never been before. LA, New York, what are you waiting for? Drop him, take me, cause I love you more. If I was Jay-Z, you'd be my Beyonce We could rock the nation like they do And if I was Da Vinci, you'd be Mona Lisa Paint a smile perfectly on you. And if I was James Dean, you could be my Audrey Breakfast at Tiffany's for two. So throw me away Cause if I were a boomerang I'd turn around and come back to you. Back back to you you, yeah yeah, You you, yeah yeah. Let's pop champagne, fake like we're billionaires. Just you and me, ain't much but we don't care. You look so good, I love when people stare. You on my arm, tryin' to keep you there. If I was Jay-Z, you'd be my Beyonce We could rock the nation like they do And if I was Da Vinci, you'd be Mona Lisa Paint a smile perfectly on you. And if I was James Dean, you could be my Audrey Breakfast at Tiffany's for two. So throw me away Cause if I were a boomerang I'd turn around and come back to you. Back back to you you, yeah yeah, You you, yeah yeah. You you, yeah yeah. You you, yeah yeah. Doesn't matter what you do I'll be there for you, I'll be there for you, yeah Doesn't matter what you say, cause I'm here to stay. What I'm tryin' to say, yeah Doesn't matter what you do, I'll be there for you, I'll be there for you, yeah Doesn't matter what you say, cause I'm here to stay. What I'm tryin' to say If I was Jay-Z, you'd be my Beyonce We could rock the nation like they do And if I was Da Vinci, you'd be Mona Lisa Paint a smile per

14 Aug, 2013

Mac Miller Needed

Looking for a guy who looks/likes Mac Miller

04 Aug, 2013

:(

Believers Never Die

29 Jul, 2013

Crying

I been going through hell

20 Jul, 2013

NEEDED

GOOD COMPUTER HACKER THAT CAN HACK ANYTHING

20 Jul, 2013

Something I wanna say

Yeah I'm hurt yeah I can be crazy but I still feel and I still cry Idc I know I'm not pretty but I am real

15 Jul, 2013

Ugh

Sad and alone

06 Jul, 2013

Mac Miller

At dudes out there that look and act like Mac Miller HMU

06 Jul, 2013

Sex5

Max please?!

05 Jul, 2013

Upset

Well he's gone now and there's nothing I can do to bring him back to me he was my everything and he's always gonna be in my heart I just wish I could have gotten that second chance.....

04 Jul, 2013

Sex4

Ok the only s** I would ever want is s** with a dude

24 Jun, 2013

Sex3

Max is good but who can give me the best s**

16 Jun, 2013

Ya know

Ya know what really p***es me off like big time, preppy b****es that think they are all scene, emo, or cool like that, well they are not they are just fake a** posers the only really people like that are the ones who can back that s*** up not just write about it

13 Jun, 2013

Wish

I wish I was important and I wait I meant something to someone I wish I wish I wish

13 Jun, 2013

Sex2

Everyone says s** is a sin, but me I think s** is just a fun pastime. P.S. I'm not a w****

11 Jun, 2013

Sex

The only thing better than good s** is great s**

10 Jun, 2013

Single!

Single please change that!!!

09 Jun, 2013

Ugh!

Ugh I get sick of the same old s*** every day and every day it's gotta change bc no guy is ever dependable ever!

06 Jun, 2013

Yo

Yo cj47 you blocked me so don't be messaging me

04 Jun, 2013

Change

Any guy wanna change me being upset???

04 Jun, 2013

Depressed

So upset the guy I loved quit here and I can't talk to him now and I'm so sad he was everything to me now I'm just alone and will be alone forever

31 Mar, 2013

Bored

I'm bored so people kik me sky19962014

26 Mar, 2013

Complicated

Ok so maybe love is more complicated than I thought maybe there are certain things that work an don't work in a relationship, but people are different and so won't different relationships be different? I don't know all I'm sure of right now is that I'm breathing for now but I'm not far from fixing that I just wanna know why it's so complicated yeah the movies make love seem great but is it? Maybe I'm going about it wrong but if any one has any ideas or comments I would really love to hear them bc right now I don't know where to turn

25 Mar, 2013

My new song

My boyfriend dedicated a song to me it's Bad Girlfriend by Theory of a Deadman ;)

27 Jan, 2013

Hey!

Hey To All My Old Friends! If you wanna talk to me then HMU at 1-304-404-4946 OR Skype me at sky20141996 If you aren't an old friend and your a new person who wants to be friends HMU telling me this is where you got my info Thanks and BYE

03 Aug, 2012

Guy Take A Hint!

La La la la la la la La la la la la la la Why am I always hit on by the boys I never like I can always see ‘em coming, from the left and from the right I don’t want to be a priss, I just try to be polite But it always seems to bite me in the- Ask me for my number, yeah, you put me on the spot You think that we should hook-up, but I think that we should not You had me at hello, then you opened up your mouth And that is when it started going south Oh! Get your hands off my hips, ‘fore I’ll punch you in the lips Stop your staring at my— Hey! Take a hint, take a hint No you can’t buy me a drink, let me tell you what I think I think you could use a mint Take a hint, take a hint La, La, La…. T-take a hint, take a hint La, La, La…. I guess you still don’t get it, so let’s take it from the top You asked me what my sign is, and I told you it was Stop And if I had a dime for every name that you just dropped You’d be here and I’d be on a yacht Oh! Get your hands off my hips, ‘fore I’ll punch you in the lips Stop your staring at my— Hey! Take a hint, take a hint No you can’t buy me a drink, let me tell you what I think I think you could use a mint Take a hint, take a hint La, La, La…. T-take a hint, take a hint La, La, La…. What about “no” don’t you get So go and tell your friends I’m not really interested It’s about time that you’re leavin’ I’m gonna count to three and Open my eyes and You’ll be gone One Get your hands off my— Two. Or I’ll punch you in the— Three. Stop your staring at my— Hey! Take a hint, take a hint I am not your missing link Let me tell you what I think I think you could use a mint Take a hint, take a hint Take a hint, take a hint Woah! Get your hands off my hips, ‘fore I’ll punch you in the lips Stop your staring at my— Hey! Take a hint, take a hint La, La, La…. T-take a hint, take a hint La, La, La….

25 Jul, 2012

Underneath! Everyone Needs This Song Once <3

Strip away the flesh and bone Look beyond the lies you've known Everybody wants to talk about a freak No one wants to dig that deep Let me take you underneath Baby, better watch you step Never mind what's on the left You're gonna see things you might not wanna see It's still not that easy for me underneath A red river of screams Underneath Tears in my eyes Underneath Stars in my black and blue sky And underneath Under my skin Underneath the depths of my sin Look at me Now do you see? Welcome to my world of truth I don't wanna hide any part of me from you I'm standing here with no apologies Such a beautiful release You inside of me A red river of screams Underneath Tears in my eyes Underneath Stars in my black and blue sky And underneath Under my skin Underneath the depths of my sin Look at me Now do you see? Underneath... Welcome to my world of truth A red river of screams Underneath Tears in my eyes Underneath Stars in my black and blue sky And underneath Under my skin Underneath the depths of my sin Look at me Now do you see? Underneath, underneath, underneath Look at me Do you see? Yeah yeah yeah yeah! Look at me Do you see? Welcome to my world of truth I don't wanna hide any part of me from you

24 Jul, 2012

Trespassing! :) <3

Well I was walkin for some time When I came across this sign Sayin "who are you and where are you from? " We don't like when visitors come. "No Trespassing" that's what it said At least that's what I could read. No Trespassers? Yeah, my a**! Wait till ya get a load of me! One day I was trippin and that's when I could see That the ether I had tapped into could be reality It was great, that's when I climbed that optimistic vine Once I hit that mountain peak I began to lose my mind I don't need no sympathy. I won't cry and whine. Life's my light and liberty And I shine when I wanna shine. Make their faces crack There's no turnin back. Let's GO! Well I was walkin for some time When I came across this sign Sayin "who are you and where are you from? " We don't like when visitors come. "No Trespassing" that's what it said At least that's what I could read. No Trespassers? Yeah, my a**! Wait till ya get a load of me! Hey, ooh ohh I ain't got BS in my bag That's the one thing you can believe My heart is gold, my body is glass Come on baby, can't you see? I don't need no GPS To show me where to go But I can turn it to the north pole And show you what is cold I don't need no sympathy. I won't cry and whine. Life's my light and liberty And I shine when I wanna shine. Make their faces crack (crack) There's no turnin back. Let's GO! Well I was walkin for some time When I came across this sign Sayin "who are you and where are you from? " We don't like when visitors come. "No Trespassers" that's what it said At least that's what I could read. No Trespassers? Yeah, my a**! Wait till ya get a load of me! Wait till ya get a load of me! I said wait till ya get a load of me! Ah [x14] I ain't stayin' at home I got places to roll I ain't stayin' at home No no no Hey hey hey Hey yeah yeah yeah! I don't need no sympathy. I won't cry and whine. Life's my light and liberty And I shine when I wanna shine. Heh heh Heh heh Heh heh

22 Jul, 2012

Words for life

Work b.i.t.c.h you don't have a stress test! ;)

06 Jul, 2012

Guys!

There's only two types of guys,ones that can hang with me and ones that are scared so baby I hope that you can prepare ;)

24 Jun, 2012

Heels Over Head For You

I got your runaway smile in my piggy bank, baby Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes You were worth the hundred thousand miles But you couldn't stay awhile I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer, baby And your little white socks in the top drawer You were always leaving your s*** around And gone without a sound Yeah, I'm the first to fall and the last to know Where'd you go? Now I'm heels over head, I'm hangin' upside down Thinkin' how you left me for dead, California bound I got a first class ticket to a night all alone And a front row seat, up, right by the phone 'Cause you're always on my mind And I'm running out of time I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet Is it all you thought it'd be? You mean everything to me But I'm the first to fall and the last to know Where'd you go? Now I'm heels over head, I'm hangin' upsidedown Thinkin' how you left me for dead, California bound And when you hit the coast, I hope you think of me And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be You're burnin' bridges, baby Burnin' bridges, makin' wishes Yeah, you're burnin' bridges, baby Burnin' bridges, makin' wishes You're burnin' bridges, baby Burnin' bridges, makin' wishes Yeah, you're burnin' bridges, baby Burnin' bridges, makin' wishes You're a chance taker, heart breaker Got me wrapped around your finger Chance taker, heart breaker Got me wrapped around your finger I got your runaway smile in my piggy bank, baby Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes If I drive a hundred thousand miles Would you let me stay a while? Now I'm heels over head, I'm hangin' upside down Thinkin' how you left me for dead, California bound And when you hit the coast, I hope you think of me And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be Now I'm heels over head, I'm hangin' upside down Thinkin' how you left me f

23 Jun, 2012

I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me

I found the cure to growing older And you're the only place that feels like home Just so you know, you'll never know And some secrets weren't meant to be told But I found the cure to growing older I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends And I am sorry my conscience called in sick again And I've got arrogance down to a science Oh, and I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends [Chorus: x2] Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's So fitting, so fitting of the way you are You can't cover it up Can't cover it up Find a safe place, brace yourself, bite your lips I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles you've sipped Back to your family cause I know you will be missed So you can find a safe place, brace yourself They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone But for what we've become, we just feel more alone Always weigh what I've got against what I left So progress report: I am missing you to death [Chorus: x2] Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's So fitting, so fitting of the way you are You can't cover it up Can't cover it up Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Always borrowed Always you I found a cure to growing older I found a cure to growing older [Chorus: x2] Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's So fitting, so fitting of the way you are You can't cover it up Can't cover it up

12 Jun, 2012

Wide Awake :'(

I'm wide awake Yeah, I was in the dark I was falling hard With an open heart I'm wide awake How did I read the stars so wrong I'm wide awake And now it's clear to me That everything you see Ain't always what it seems I'm wide awake Yeah, I was dreaming for so long (Pre-Chorus) I wish I knew then What I know now Wouldn't dive in Wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts You made it so sweet Till I woke up on On the concrete (Chorus) Falling from cloud 9 Crashing from the high I'm letting go tonight (Yeah I'm) Falling from cloud 9 I'm wide awake Not losing any sleep Picked up every piece And landed on my feet I'm wide awake Need nothing to complete myself - nooohooo I'm wide awake Yeah, I am born again Outta the lion's den I don't have to pretend And it's too late The story's over now, the end - yeah (Pre-Chorus) I wish I knew then What I know now Wouldn't dive in Wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts You made it so sweet Till I woke up on On the concrete (Chorus) Falling from cloud 9 Crashing from the high I'm letting go tonight (Yeah I'm) Falling from cloud 9 Thunder rumbling Castles crumbling I am trying to hold on God knows that I tried Seeing the bright side But I'm not blind anymore...'cause I'm... wide awake (Chorus) Falling from cloud 9 Crashing from the high I'm letting go tonight (Yeah I'm) Falling from cloud 9 (Oh now I'm) Falling from cloud 9 It was outta the blue, I'm Crashing from the high (Yeah) I'm letting go tonight Letting go of illusion (Now I'm) Falling from cloud 9

10 Jun, 2012

Middle Finger :) F U C K YEAH

Yeah And I feel like Put your middle fingers up like Uhhhhh Got my middle finger up And it's pointed to the clouds Rollin' in with my whole entourage Too many of us to count Tell baby girl I'm on that Danger bring your hard hat Might not get that call back So where those stories start at? I step into the club The haters turn around My middle finger's up Man I'm just getting down To get me in the mood To get me good I need an aphrodisiac yea Aphrodisiac yeah! And then she pulled me close and told me now Let's rock the night away Move your body to the beat like this Like this, like this Throw your cups in the air We so fly Middle finger up to the sky (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y In the sky-y-y (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y-y-y-y Do it all the time (hey! ) Do it all night (hey! ) Middle finger up to the sky (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y In the sky-y-y (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y-y-y-y Keep it movin' yeah I gotta let you know That you're the only girl Who can drive me wild Yea you feel good Better than I thought You got me so... Girl you got me outta my mind Now if you want me like I know I want you Let's rock the night away Move your body to the beat like this Like this, like this Throw your cups in the air We so fly Middle finger up to the sky (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y In the sky-y-y (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y-y-y-y Do it all the time (hey! ) Do it all night (hey! ) Middle finger up to the sky (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y In the sky-y-y (Throw it up) In the sky-y-y-y-y-y We got our middle fingers up 'Cause we don't give a f-ck Little bit of gin mixed in my cup This is us so drink that up! Girl I might need a ride home You can take me back to your spot Sure shot Got your heart on lock Call that fort knox (fort knox) Or not (or not) Be a swing and miss I bet you're trying to prove what the meaning of single is But you got the moves I'm drunk as hell Trying to t

07 Jun, 2012

Senior Skip Day, By My Man Mac Miller

I'm just high why they hatin on my people tend to think all the dranks on me i dont even have the money to spend to buy patron for you and all your friends baby i be on my grind rain sleet snow rollin up good every place we go cuz we tryin to get high get high get high Know the bulls*** and all the problems but we to gone to see little bit of this and a little bit of that we proceed to give them what they need Just wakin up and gettin stoned rub my eyes and check my phone open up the fridge to make some waffles but no more syrup up in my bottle damn, but its okay i top it off with scrambled eggs aye gotta work with watcha got aye gotta work with watcha got (Chorus) Suppose to be in class but i aint go and lets chill on the couch see whats on the telly where we wont leave house can ya stay a while can ya stay a while cuz girl im feelin lazy and im tryna hang around aint tryna get out of my bed till noon neighbors smell the perfume smoke in my room and i got the door closed cant be sure though amsterdam weed spending euro's get the herb rolled lets relax take your shoes off and kick it back we escaped the world escaped the stress but i dont give a f*** if the house a mess cuz we gonna handle that later we gonna handle that later right now lets get that paper and smile for all them haters aye cream cheese and a bagel have a glass of milk and an ego im rockin pjs and no shirt i smoke weed eat yogurt haha enjoy the best things in your life cuz you aint gonna get to live it twice they say you waste time asleep but im just tryna dream (Chorus) Suppose to be in class but i aint go and lets chill on the couch see whats on the telly where we wont leave house can ya stay a while can ya stay a while cuz girl im feelin lazy and im tryna hang around

04 Jun, 2012

My Immortal < / 3

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me, me, me

29 May, 2012

Payphone <3

I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change i've spent on you Where Have the times gone baby It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember The people we used to be It's even harder to picture That you're not here next to me You say it's too late to make it But is it too late to try? And then that time that you wasted All of our bridges burnt down I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stuck in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change I've spent on you Where have the times gone baby It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this All those fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song I'll be sick. You turned your back on tomorrow Cause you forgot yesterday I gave you my love to borrow But just gave it away You can't expect me to be fine I don't expect you to care I know I said it before But all of our bridges burnt down I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stuck in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise I'm at a payphone trying to call home All of my change i've spent on you Where have the times gone baby It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this And all those fairytales are full of it One more stupid love song i'll be sick Now I'm at a payphone... [Wiz Khalifa] Man f-k that sh-t I'll be out spending all this money while you sitting round Wondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothing Made it from the botton Now when you see me i'm stunting And all of my cause a way to push up a button Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it Switched the number to my phone So you never can call it

28 May, 2012

Outlaws Of Love <3 Hope He Knows I Love Him

Oh, nowhere left to go. Are we getting closer, closer? No, all we know is no. Nights are getting colder, colder. Hey. Tears all fall the same. We all feel the pain We can't change. Everywhere we go I'm lookin' for the sun. Nowhere to grow old. And always on the run. They say we'll rot in hell But I don't think we will They've branded us enough Outlaws of love. Scars make us who we are Hearts and homes are broken, broken. Far, we could go so far With our minds wide open, open. Hey Tears all fall the same We all feel the rain We can't change. Everywhere we go I'm lookin' for the sun. Nowhere to grow old. And always on the run. They say we'll rot in hell But I don't think we will They've branded us enough Outlaws of love. Outlaws of love. Out laws of love

06 May, 2012

Set You Free <3

Oooo, are you ready 'cuz I can count How many days you weren't here But wasn't close in on me (close on me) But I don't leave that no more, no more There's a place in my head That repeats what you said That repeats what you said that day You're afraid of the mistakes that you made Dug your grave Baby that's the price you pay So don't shut down This town ain't big enough for both of us, oh Ooo And now I found you'll never get enough from me So baby I'mma set you free I'mma set you free Free, free, free Oooo, are you ready 'cuz I can count How many days you weren't here But wasn't close in on me But I don't leave that no more, no more Oooo, are you ready 'cuz I can count How many days you weren't here But wasn't close in on me (close on me) But I don't leave that no more, no more I've been try to relate you All the things that make you Act the crazy ways you do (you do) But that would take patience And headaches to make sense Some things you put me through So don't shut down This town ain't big enough for both of us Ooo And now I found you'll never get enough from me So baby I'mma set you free I'mma set you free Free, free, free Oooo, are you ready 'cuz I can count How many days you weren't here But wasn't close in on me But I don't leave that no more, no more Oooo, are you ready 'cuz I can count How many days you weren't here But wasn't close in on me (close on me) But I don't leave that no more, no more All the pictures and the windows On the wall all closing on me I thought that you were supposed to learn From what went wrong in history So you keep doing everything you can And you'll never get that to me I bet you remember the day You were better As soon as we severed and Then when you were free Oooo, are you ready 'cuz I can count How many days you weren't here But wasn't close in on me But I don't leave that no more, no more Oooo, are you ready 'cuz I can count How many days

19 Feb, 2012

Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know How to make a feeling stop Just so you know This feeling's takin' control Of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know It's gettin' hard to be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings And look the other away And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know How to make a feeling stop Just so you know This feeling's takin' control Of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know This emptiness is killin' me And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long Lookin' back I realize it was always there Just never spoken I'm waitin' here Been waitin' here Just so you know This feeling's takin' control Of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know, just so you know Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know, just so you know

04 Feb, 2012

Better Than I Know Myself

Cold as ice And more bitter than a December Winter night That's how I treated you And I know that I I sometimes tend to loose my temper And I cross the line Yeah that's the truth I know it gets hard sometimes But I could never Leave your side No matter what I say Coz if I wanted to go I woulda gone by now but I really need you near me To keep my mind off the edge If I wanted to leave I woulda left by now But you're the only one that knows me Better than I know myself All along I tried to pretend it didn't matter If I was alone Deep down I know If you were gone For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn Coz I'm lost without you I know it gets hard sometimes But I could never Leave your side No matter what I say Coz if I wanted to go I woulda gone by now But I really need you near me To keep my mind off the edge If I wanted to leave I woulda left by now But you're the only one that knows me Better than I know myself I get kind of dark Let it go to far I can be obnoxious at times But try and see my heart Cause I need you now So don't let me down You are the only thing in this world I would die without Coz if I wanted to go I woulda gone by now but I really need you near me To keep my mind off the edge If I wanted to leave I woulda left by now But you're the only one that knows me Better than I know myself Coz if I wanted to go I woulda gone by now but I really need you near me To keep my mind off the edge If I wanted to leave I woulda left by now But you're the only one that knows me Better than I know my self.

09 Jan, 2012

inbox me

i ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love,

11 Nov, 2011

Allen I Miss You

Dear Santa, this year for Christmas I'd like ... No - wait - forget that!!! Get your sleigh and go to Afghanistan & Iraq, then, get all the soldiers and bring them home to their families, safe & sound. They deserve presents more than I do! Put this as your status for at least 24 hours to show respect to the soldiers that won't be coming home at Christmas.. so true