06 Feb, 2010

LOVE!

I'm gonna make another account, when i make it, i'll add it. So ADD IT when you see it (:

06 Feb, 2010

I dunno.

My DarlingDear, are you listening, am i being clear, i'll say it again, i am always here<3

06 Feb, 2010

Stay..

so, i'm not leaving.Because Kylee is the most forgiving person on earth. And i love her so much<3

06 Feb, 2010

This is to all the people who care, i guess.

Guys, i'm leaving. If you have my number, text me. My best friend, hates me. And without her, i'm just a stupid crumb, i wish she would forgive me, but obviously she won't. So to the people i love..I'm sorry, i'm leaving.

06 Feb, 2010

.

I'm sorry for whatever i did, i'm not letting you hate me over this. Please...You know who you are.

05 Feb, 2010

As if i ever mattered.

I hate this. I hate everything, i may say i'm okay. But i'm a fuucking liar. i wish i was never born. nobody even tries to help. Saying sorry isn't gonna help. I appreciate it and all, but ugh. Nothing will ever be okay. I'm a screw up. i hate being Shaye.

05 Feb, 2010

3 gone =(

What is this, all of my friends are leaving, i admit, this place is getting old. But, i didn't makee fake friends on here, i love 3 people who left. And, i hate that. i need you guys =( [[Rey,Emma and Ian]] you can't just leave me...

01 Feb, 2010

playlist.com/EmoKittyGORAWR/photos

New picture!! And btw, a few people have said i look asian, well, im not. I'm Polish, Welsh, and Italian. Plus a picture of my RrobyPop(: [[Robyn]]

01 Feb, 2010

<3

Myy friends make mee smilee :]

01 Feb, 2010

Fuuck you.

quit playing me child, i ain't no fuuckin' boardgame.

01 Feb, 2010

ugh/

Slowly being replaced.

31 Jan, 2010

READ!

To everyone i'm talking to, i have to go. Love you :-]

31 Jan, 2010

Ian xD

Ian is Jealous of my ninja skills, and my not-being-afraid of using Ganster words without black-babies permission. Yep :)

31 Jan, 2010

Friends?

My First Girl Bestie: Kylee<3 My Guy Besties: John, Ian, Rey :)

30 Jan, 2010

Oh how i was wrong...

i was so wrong to ever think anyone could really care. =/

30 Jan, 2010

Fml.

Never good enough.

24 Jan, 2010

i...

i hate this.

24 Jan, 2010

=/ read it.

I'm single. But, due to difficulties, i can't change my about me. But yes, i'm single.

24 Jan, 2010

Jesus!

Good lord. I couuld make a list of fakes, a mile long. do you realize, everyone has seen the pictures of Brookelle Bones, Jenn Curbstomp, Kiki Kannibal, Vanna Venom, etc.. did i mention, i could make a reeally long list?

24 Jan, 2010

Mood: Pissed off.

I can't believe you! My god, what were you thinking.? =[ fuuck it.

18 Jan, 2010

http://www.playlist.com/EmoKittyGORAWR/photos/view/16044193537

^ New picture dawg.

18 Jan, 2010

Emma :]

This kid, is so amazing. i love you dear!

18 Jan, 2010

Mood:

Jealous. ugh.

18 Jan, 2010

I'm just some..

Selfish Bittch. Sorry to everyone who has to deal with me.

18 Jan, 2010

.

sick of being second choice, not only to you. [[you know who you are]] but to everyone... always 2nd...

17 Jan, 2010

whatever.

What a fuccking joke. What a fuccking joke! ugh.

17 Jan, 2010

Obviously.

Obviously, i mean nothing to anyone and everyone. Boy do i feel stupid. i think i'ma quit this place. Fucck my life.

13 Jan, 2010

This is Shaye, and how shaye willstay.

so apparently, we're not allowed to write a whole lot of stuff in out "about me" boxes, So Here-it-goes. I'm Shaye [[oviously]] Please don't ask me my name. <--- its right there. don't go around spreading rumors about me, Rumor telling b****es don't last very long :D I can be super mean, but only if i need to. i normally, and sweet :] I'm hella sarcastic. don't take it personal. i've been through more than anyone could know, so don't ask me why i'm so fuucked up. My life is hell. But, i'm used to it. i'm still all "zippidy-doo-da, its a beautiful day". Only because if i didn't, the walls would come crashing down. don't leave small children around me, i tend to get easily irratated and cuss alot. I have alot of friends, on this site, and off this site. Don't ask me for my number if i want you to have it, i'll give it to you. mkay? alright, moving on, I'm weird. get the f*** over it, please. i'm scene-ish emo. don't judge. i skate♥ I'm taken. [[Alex, you mean so much, if i didn't have you....i wouldn't make it i love you.]] well,well,well. I have a best "guy-friend" just a friend. John-Ross. one silly kid. that i love [[friends only]] So don't jump to conclusions. mkay? I don't tell what i feel most of the time, so when i do. Listen, closely. i love music. it's my life. Got questions. eh, don't ask. unless it's important, oh and. Please, don't go around spreading Swine flu. Alrighty Mate :] I'm shaye, and shaye is out!

12 Jan, 2010

You say we'reboth little people and yah like it that way.

Jesus. Alexandra is so fuuckin' funny :] lmao!

10 Jan, 2010

Round 5,349,398.

So, once again. My mother, and i just fought. What's new? and now, she's trying to get my Dad to take me back. Jesus, I can't be kept for over 3 months. FML. I hate it here. IF my Father takes me, i hope he isn't as mean as he was last time i lived with him. i have nowhere else to go. -Shaye

10 Jan, 2010

Big girls.

it's time to be a big girl now, and big girls don't cry.

08 Jan, 2010

OhMyFuckingGawd!

So, i took a new picture, last night, and edited it. so, look at it? Comment, whatever. I

08 Jan, 2010

You never know whatcha got 'til it's gone<3

Jacob and Kelcie are at my house.. And we are gonna go toiletpaper some houses. So yeah. They're spending the night. So i dunno if i'll be on. I'm getting off soon though. Messages would be nice [:!

07 Jan, 2010

Finally!

Feeling alot better. finally, someone listens. I feel like an elephant just jumped off my chest. i love Julia<3 [[she's not on here]] Thank you for being there Juge!

07 Jan, 2010

=/

i haven't beenon much.

06 Jan, 2010

I got your picture i'm coming with you, Dear Maria count me in.

Forever is never. Keep that in mind, and i'm sure you'll find. That all these boys, and stupid hopes. Shouldn't mean a thing. No, i didn't give up on my dreams. they gave up on me<\3

06 Jan, 2010

Todaayy!

"Lunch room" Me: God this stuff looks like catfood. Kelcie: Ew. i know. jacob: -Eating it- IT IS! Kelcie: -Tries it- Kelcie: -gags- Me: Ewwy! jacob: even if it is catfood. it's...sorta...good. :) Me: Ick. You freak.

05 Jan, 2010

My friend is cool. i know.

Emma, says, that when my computer won't let me post a blog. i need to punish it. like a child. otherwise. it will get spoiled. ha! i love emma.

04 Jan, 2010

Hey there ShayeMarie what's it like in NewYorkCity?

I'm smoken' some weed with Marissa! aka My h**! ha. no, i'm not a stoner. i just wanted to have fun, im only human. Fuuck yes biitches!

03 Jan, 2010

Oh shitt!

hOlD uP! i JuSt uPlOaDeD a NeW pIcTurE tO pLaYlIsT ChEcK iT! -Shaye

03 Jan, 2010

Alex<3

Jesus Kid. Your amazing. You make me laugh when I can't even smile. I love you. Alot more than you know!

02 Jan, 2010

mkay, so?

Okay, i don't f***ing reply to messagess that say "hi." okay? and if i don't reply, chances are, i don't wanna fuucking talk to you. so screw off and quit sending the "Hello?"messages.

01 Jan, 2010

i just wanted everyone to know.

That, even if i smile, and joke, and laugh, im dying inside. you have no idea what i have been through. And you prolly never will. That's just the way it is. i hurt. i'm always depressed. i hate myself. i hate my parents, and my family. Fml.

01 Jan, 2010

Mood?

Pissed off. who does that? god. wtf?

31 Dec, 2009

Shaye HATES her mother. deeply.

It's enough she calls me Fat,ugly, and stupid. but she has to go off on me for something i didn't do. i hate it here. i hate everything. not only this, but, other things have been upsetting me.

31 Dec, 2009

Mood:?

Deeply Cryiingg. FML. =( i wish someone understood how i feel.

31 Dec, 2009

Fuuck This.

Fuuck my life. =(

31 Dec, 2009

i hate this.

i'm always numb, i'm homesick. i can't eat without getting mad at myself. and throwing it up. i'm always shaking, i'm always depressed, i know i seem happy, but i'm not even close to happy. honestly. i would rather be dead.

30 Dec, 2009

Snuggie Heros!

SuperSnuggieShaye,SuperSnuggieSara, and SuperSnuggieJackie, here at your service. Whenever your cold we help! We're 3 peas in a snuggie! Fuuck Yeah!

30 Dec, 2009

Don't ask

Here we go, here we go, sattalite radio, all gettin' hit with the BOOM BOOM! I got dat boom boom pow, Dat chick is jackin' my style,they try to cova my swagga, i'm on the next s*** now, I'm so 3008 shes so 200&late. I got dat boom boom boom, dat future boom boom booom!

29 Dec, 2009

Boys boys boys. :D

We know how messedd up and retarted they are. yet, we still run after them.

29 Dec, 2009

Holy HannahMontana!

New pictutres. only two. Yahh man.

28 Dec, 2009

HolyShnapMann!

so i'm on my way to ohio! so if i randomly leave, it's because i have s***y internet service. Love you all.. well, some of youu. Shaye.

25 Dec, 2009

Yeah right.

As i was walking awway Jake; Damn, your a godess. Me; whatever.

25 Dec, 2009

.

Get crunk! Fuuck Yeaah!

25 Dec, 2009

crap.

I mmissed allex. Fuuck.

25 Dec, 2009

AlexBear<3

when im down, he picks me up. when i'm lonley he makes me feel loved. and right now, my handds are freezing, and i wish he was here to hold them and keep me warm<3

25 Dec, 2009

whoa!

My hands smell like top ramen. possibly, because i just ate some. I should go work out. 2,000 calories per block. Thats Messed.

25 Dec, 2009

lalala:D

Two new pictues dawg! Youu should check 'em!

25 Dec, 2009

I wrote

When you said forever did you mean just a minnute, you never really loved me just admit it. So why am i wasting my time on you. all you did all you put me through, I never really needed you! So goodbye,, My everything.

25 Dec, 2009

Mood:

Horrible. I miss him so much<3 God.

25 Dec, 2009

fuuck it.

this is fuucked up, everyone else has their bf/gf to tlk to. except me, i miss alex<3

25 Dec, 2009

Friends?

My friend Milo is coming over. Because his parents don't give a fuuck about X-mas. aha. and neither does my mom, even though its late. parrrtaay! lmao. milo is a silly peaa! Whoa, Pooh Bear should grow a pear and admit he's homos**ual. [[[[inside jokerness h**!]]]]]]

25 Dec, 2009

holy shiit

So like today i was hanging with my disfuctional family. and we were just like eating. and my cousin decides to fart. and of course it was all silent, so it was like. 'FLLLLAAAAARRRRPPPP' and everyone was like. 'wtf joel?' and he was like. 'everyone passes gas?' aha.

24 Dec, 2009

Yay!

i'm so f***ing happy, igotta laptop! Hella yo dawg!

23 Dec, 2009

.

DropDeadFuucker.

23 Dec, 2009

Alex<3 I lovee youu!

Your worth all of the chances, all of the tears, all of the risks, all of the fears, Worth every heartbreak. But me, Im only worth enough for you to love me. Your amazing enough. To love me, even though I'm not worth a whole lot, or very pretty, But you still make me feel.. Like ima a princess. And baby. Your are for sure... My prince.

22 Dec, 2009

yay

new pics.

22 Dec, 2009

ugh

Whatever

20 Dec, 2009

=[

i want Alex.

20 Dec, 2009

Life?

There's gotta be more to this. More than just, going to the mall, and breaking hearts. More than getting yelled at by your very 'loving' mother. Being told your not worth a flying shiiit. Yeah. There has gotta be more. But its obviously hiding. and to he honest, I'm no good at hide 'n seek. -I love alex**-

20 Dec, 2009

Alex.

When you talk to me I melt. When you kiss me my tears fade. My Bad dreams go away. So tell me, Be mine forever and always?

20 Dec, 2009

:(

I hate this. Im just some stupid girl that apparently seems like a good person. Im not... Im not gonna lie. Im a f***ed up kid.

19 Dec, 2009

cha cha cha!

Shaye loves Alex<3

19 Dec, 2009

aha classic =P

Jamie:We are rock climbing Shaye and this guy wont go and I feel like socking him and saying 'I'm tired you pansy'" Me: "Jamie, tell him to grow a pair and do it" Jamie: "Oh, he has a pair. I can see them all bunched up in his harness. But apparently he needs the owners manual so he knows how to use them"

19 Dec, 2009

goes the clock.

Tick tock.

18 Dec, 2009

Boy<3

The tingles you give me. They Smiles you cause. The Feelings that stir up. Make me sure,I want you. Alex. -Shaye

18 Dec, 2009

Meow

if you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose<3

18 Dec, 2009

done.

Save the Drama fo your mama, 'cause i'm done!

18 Dec, 2009

Me?

Hey there. Shaye is my name. I'm 17. Im pretty sweet. I breakk hearts. Too many. I can be a s***. so what? Dr. Suess yaya! Peace out NIgguh!

18 Dec, 2009

,

They're up. check 'em.? Black hair =] Edited most of 'em. Love you<3 Shaye

18 Dec, 2009

soon

Got my hair done, posting new pics soon.

18 Dec, 2009

A pancake ate my llama!

Sugar we're going down<3

18 Dec, 2009

haha

NigguhFayce....'nuff said.

18 Dec, 2009

Star Kitty?

Meow?

18 Dec, 2009

I've..

I have wanted to make a change in this world, for so long.. Too,too, long.

18 Dec, 2009

Name?

S- You're loyal to those you love. H- You never let people tell you what to do A- dang good kisser [true!] Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for E- You have a nice a**. A- dang good kisser B- You fall in love quickly C- You're wild and crazy D- You have one of the best personalities ever E- You have a nice a**. F- People totally adore you G- You have a very good personality and looks. H- You never let people tell you what to do. I- Love is something you deeply believe in J- Everyone loves you. K- You like to try new things L- Your cute M- Success comes easily to you. N- So Hott O- You are one of the best in bed. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- f'in Maxy S- You're loyal to those you love. T- dang s**y U- You are really chill. V- You are not judgmental W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for Z- You like it in the b*** very very hard

18 Dec, 2009

..

You had me at hello.

18 Dec, 2009

idk

Cha cha cha! Aha. Meow. Fuck! Your dog ?

17 Dec, 2009

4 words.

Green eggs and ham

17 Dec, 2009

so?

1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is. No catch. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you

17 Dec, 2009

Ugh.

Im always second choice. No matter what. Never first.

17 Dec, 2009

<|3

When you said hello did you mean goodbye, When you said you loved me, was it all a lie? When you said forever, did it mean just a momment. When you said Im yours. Did you mean it? Was your heart in the right place, Or was I just a game. Were you locked in the love, or the fame? Tell me darling, was it true, when you said "I can't live without you"

17 Dec, 2009

F is for friends that do stuff together(:

not in any certain Order: Kylee,Marissa,Leah, Sammie, Leah, Rey, Luigi, Max, Mike, Tatyana,Ian, Madison, Tanner, James, Riley && Martin. Not on here. Sorry?

17 Dec, 2009

Rey isa silly kiddo!

Rey wants me to rape him :) Rey says I give him o*****s. :) Hm? that kid is definitly, different?

17 Dec, 2009

Wtf hoe

some kid with a picture of Brookelle Bones told me i look fake. i was like. 'wtf kid?'

15 Dec, 2009

To the fakes.

Okay, first of all, having a picture of Brookelle Bones, had fake written all over it, everyone on this site has seen those google picture. and we all can tell Fake from Real. I'm sick of the blogs that are like 'I'm emo and proud i cut.' Cutting isn't anything to be proud of. i would know.

13 Dec, 2009

.

Im not in a great mood, so don't f*** around.

13 Dec, 2009

-.-

No onecares on this place. Why waste my time trying to get them to.

17 Nov, 2009

Dayuumm

getting off-.- bye bye!

17 Nov, 2009

Rey:O

Im Hoe a licious, and he's Glama douche er ous.

17 Nov, 2009

Yourr mama!

Hello World♥, I am Taken by someone, whom I love berrie mucchho! he knows. My best friend is Kylee! I'm emo.&.bi. Get over it. Im sarcastic. So what? Im sweet,ima b****, Im Sensitive, I'm tough, I'm beautiful, I'm hidious, I'm lovley, I'm a disaster, I'm me, your you. GTFOI. Friends: Kylee, Marissa, Sammie, Emma, Lilly, Shayla, Steph, Rey, Luigi, Riley, keith, mike, Madison. &&. Dot.dot.dot. Ive been through alot, &&I'm sick of the s***. I love youu.<3 but your a trainwreck.

17 Nov, 2009

Yourbiggestfan\ mood.

Im a real big fan of yours, but I'm quite the joke to you, but there wasn't a joke when you kissed me in your room, and replied I love you too.<3 Mood: I Love Kylee<3 < Best friends forever hun>

14 Nov, 2009

Maci Something Smithh!

Okay, Maci Something Smith, is an amazing person. She is a funny bunny! No freaking Lie. Haha. She has mah back. Because h**s like[Not mentioning names] like talking fake shmit. Well, Shes pretty, smart, Funny, sweet, caring, and Fan f***ing tabulous(: Lovers you. (:

14 Nov, 2009

Boo_Boo8323

Listen, You better shut that hole in your mouth. Im not the w****. You have got your stories all jacked up. You slept with MY boyfriend. Dont even speak. Your f***ing dumb, and I hate you.

12 Nov, 2009

Blah.

okay; listen, I'm not trying to get attention. in fact. I dont want it. but; I think j might leave. No one wants me here. I dont belong here; ima waste of your time. so dont waste your breath trying to convince me otherwise. Im sick of this placce. I love alot of people here, but, ugh. -Shaye

10 Nov, 2009

Ya

Okay, so, I'm gonna take some time off. Couple days, A week, two weeks. Idk. Ill be back. Hit me up.

10 Nov, 2009

My besties.

With accounts:Kylee,Marissa,Sammie,Madison,Emma,Shayla,Kayley,Lilly, John<3, Reece, Brent, Luigi, Riley, Rey, max, Mike, Leah, Vikki, Maci, Scene Bean, && Keith. Without Accounts: Robin, Miranda, Kelcie, Shane, Milia, Marie, Casey, Kayla, Shawn, Blake, James, Julia, Sammie, Chantel, Kassadee,Becca, Macayla, Alyssa, Cheyanna, Sequoia, Megan, Chris, Joshua, Luanne, Taylor, Austin, Abbey, Hannah, Jordan, Joel, Jacob, Timmy, Mckennen, Steven, Caleb.

09 Nov, 2009

lalala(:

*_* grr.

09 Nov, 2009

Brent!

Brent, Your bery sweet. And yes; Im stupid. Haha. Wheee!

09 Nov, 2009

Kylee-

Kylee, Where do I start. Your an amazing friend. You have ALWAYS been there for mee. And I hope youu always willS You make meh smilee. You stop me from doing stupid stuff. What can I say. Your Fuckinngg Amazing dear(:

09 Nov, 2009

Mood: Okay-ishh

Love is like a chocolate bar, Eat it to fast, It will be gone, And youll have a tummy ache. -XxShaye-MarieexX-

07 Nov, 2009

Poem.

I still hve tears in my eyes. From youu; I try to cover it up, With a crooked smile, But it only lasts a little while. Till I can make the escape. My heart is in the hands of fate. Follow me, Or run after her. You make excuses you say " Its all a blur" Never beleived you, Never trusted you. Goodbye Perfect Disaster.

07 Nov, 2009

Mood:

Fuck off Carlena. Jesus. Bitch. Fuhking angry!

07 Nov, 2009

Bored, More gngsta sheet:)

Hey to the f***ahs, hey to the h**s, How I got so pimp, No body knows. Them beeziez say dey b breezy. Well those f***ahs are ever so cheezie. i do my work eva so easy. Back off h**s or I mite lose mah cool. f*** with me dares gonna be a blood pool. So don't mess with me, Dont mess with mah possy! Dont f*** around! Or I'll take ya to da ground, Bitches.

06 Nov, 2009

Gangsta babe!

You beezie just talk da talk. Well h**bag, I walk the fuxking walk! I'm what dem girls can't beat. Cuz I'm s**y, and always on mah feet. I play wit the big boii's, show dem what I got. im hella pimp, fresh to death. I may be a s***, But I'm still fly. So pack up yerpantie h**s, Itz time fer ya to go. Ya could Neva be me, dats sometin every one knows!

06 Nov, 2009

More Rhyming!! haha.

Bitches be jealous of da way I live. Beezzies cant match up to wha I give. Them boys go wild. That how acts like a child. Ill kill the h**, You f*** the pimp. Cuz baybbee that h**, ain't nothing b***ah b****! Yall f*** with me, Ill f*** ur face up! Cant live up to my standards, way to high fo you! Beezziee you ain't gotta clue. Yo boyfriend wants me, Your motha wishes ya were me. But they don't see. Ya could Neva be as pimp as me!

06 Nov, 2009

Whoo Hella Bitch emo Gangsta babbe!

Dont call me no names, I ain't playing no games, Ill kick your a**, u betta be able to run pretty fast. Beezie you ain't breezy! You got notin to give. You don't know howta party ya don't know to live. So f*** off of my case, or I'll smash your f***ing face . You ain't got naw s*** on me, and if ya do, Ill rip you apart, Make ya shoo! So don't talk no s***. Your bound to get bit. play wit da big dawgs, Ya g**nah get hit.

06 Nov, 2009

Some Serious shit! Lol! Boredness has come over me.

Hey b**** I can see that cha wanna be me. and you not to blame. Yall talk s***, but its givin me fame. Oh baby, You cant beat dis! Ill f*** ya up. Make ya p***. Dont even Try to get down dirty. Cause I live in the dirty five thirty! Beezie, I'm breezy, Cant beat me, Your rhymin be cheesy. So b**** get off your petastool. this town ish what I rule. Dont f*** with me I'll smash u down. Ill tie u up, make u drown. Bitches got nothin, not a thing on me. cause beezie. Ya could neva be me.

06 Nov, 2009

Whoa I'm bored. Total Gangsta style.

My name is known, for what I do, Yall b****es can't stand that I'm fresh I'm bran new. I do my dirt ever so easy. Im hella sick, Super hella breezy. Mess with me I'll kick your a**, This test I be giving, no one can pass, Ill f*** you up, so dont come near me, Ima hella b****, Your a beezie. I make a living off my style, Bitch your not worth while, If you can't party like me, There ain't no reason to be 'round. Cause I give this quiet world Some hella rad sound!! Touch me I'll reck you face, No one can keep up with my pace. So dont even try, You ain't gotta chance in hell to be any thing like me. Fucking Beeziiiee!

06 Nov, 2009

Mood:

Baybee, I feel alive!

05 Nov, 2009

Survey Shmurvey Bitches!

When was the last time you cussed: Like, two seconds ago! Could you go a day with out cussing: If I tried really hard. Do you annoy people: Most likley. Honestly, idk. Who annoys you; Mirandas Cousin Kayla who comes overr all the time. Shes like 9. Bleh. Ever been kissed: Pshh! Hell ya. Ever French kissed: Yumm:) Yes. Ever made out in a pool: Yeah. Ever been fxcked: Yep. Ever said ily without meaning it: Sadly, Yeeeaah. Ever been home alone: mhmm. Ever s***ted in a forest: Sure:D Ever Loved someone: I do now. But yeah.

05 Nov, 2009

Oh Baby!

Somebody call 911; theres a shawty fire burnin' on the dancefloor Whoa!

05 Nov, 2009

Great Escape-BoylikeGirl baybee:)

Throw it away; Forget yesterday, Wont hear a word they say; they don't knoww us anyways! Watch it burn; Let it die, 'cause we are finally free, tonight:)

05 Nov, 2009

Never should have.&hearts; by Shaye Marie:)

You lied tome, you broke my heart, I felt likesomething was wrong, right from the start. Never should have trusted you, Now my heart is in two. So goodbye, No more chances, No more lives. This isn't just a stupid game. Now I am overcome with shame, for being so dumb, letting you take my heart, and brake it.

05 Nov, 2009

So like..

Every thing comes down to how you want it to be. if you want to live, die; Be happy be sad, no matter what; Lifes depends onn your actions. Make the best out off the time we have here.

04 Nov, 2009

Survey Babbe:)

Name: Shaye Marie Hudson. Age: 17 Ever Been "Fucked": Ha. Well, I'm not virgin. So yes. Are you ashamed of who you are: At times. Who do you wish you could live with: John Ross Hooper. Ever Been so drunk you couldn't walk: Many times Ever been so happy you p***ed: Yeeepp! well; almost p***ed moi pants. Ever had s** in a car: Personal much; But yeah.. haha. Slut or goodie good: Slut:( Happy or sad: Mostly? Sad. Lets say your having s**, who's it with: Haha. John A chick: Not answering this one.

04 Nov, 2009

Mood:

I want my Baybee to come on.

04 Nov, 2009

haa

Oh my f***ing Chicken Fingers! Blakey is a silly poo:) Hes mah little g**boi Love u Blakey!

04 Nov, 2009

Omgg!

Jezuz! I frickken' Love youu! Miranda; You made my day:) So glad youur moving in wiff moii! Love cha! -ShayeBear

04 Nov, 2009

Eh

Ehh. Cheer me up? Not so happy; at the momment.:(

03 Nov, 2009

FML

I don't caree if you think I sound dramatic. No body listens, replies, even cares about me anymore. I mean; No one ever hardly says Hello. let alone even relizes that I excist. So just... if I die, would people suddenly "Care"? Doubt it.

03 Nov, 2009

Whatever!

Im sick of being ignored. By everyone. no body even acknowlagez that I am here. so why be here. Even alive. Ugh! Fxck this! I hate this place! I wanna run away. Somewhere where I can find my way around. As if I ever mattered.

03 Nov, 2009

My story. TRUE.

Hello, My name is Shaye Marie Hudson. I was born in New York City,New York. I lived with My ((real)) Mom&Dad for about a week. My dad decided; we were too much. He leaves. So My Mom suddenly decides that this is all my fault, I'm too much; not her, During the next 16 years, She and I start falling apart. She and her New husband;Joe, have a kid. He was a great kid. Joe, was not. He beat us, raped me. etc... One day, Jayson(Brother) Runs away, gets hit by a car. and.. dies.. Worst day of my life. 3 Years later, She gets a NEW husband, Mitchell, drug dealing pimp. had my little sister, Katie, he left. Later on, I'm 16, Katie is six. And me and my mother get in a huge fight. She decides to give me to my father. Katie too, We go, get there, Seems to work great; Except. Evil Step-Mom. I fight with my dad like everyday. But, one day. My stepMom decides I'm not too bad, we make up. My Dad gets mad. Idk why. But yeah. She divorces him, Moves with me To NYC again, along with katie. 2 Weeks later, katie gets scarlet fever. And dies:( Just me and my Step Mom, things go well for a while. Until, She gets a bf. Drugs, and drinking make her this monster. She would hit me. Hurt me. Yell at me. you get it. I decide to Pack up, and leave. I do that. She doesn't give A shxt. so, I move in with Aunt Julie. Things are wonderful, but I couldn't stay very long, so I h got a job, rented a house, and here I am. I am. Broken. Thats not even CLOSE to all the details.

03 Nov, 2009

You know what..

Pisses me off? When people talk to youu for like a minnute; and suddenly decide, that they know youur story. Honestly; No one really has heard my whole story. Not even my Best friend. Weird, So I decided to write a blog, Preparing everyone for the next blog(s) about me and every little detail of my life. Ready set... Goodbye, For noww.

29 Oct, 2009

Damn! fxck! Shxt!

F.uck. I just pushes the "Delete all" Messages button. Damn. if yuh just messaged me, redo it.

29 Oct, 2009

Love.

John, what can I say. I dont deserve you. You just, make me feel alive♥ Idk what I would do without you. You make my life seem like its not worthless; And with you by my side. It sure as hell is near perfect♥

29 Oct, 2009

Me.

♥Skinny jean wearing, Mascarra loving, Fake Hating, Emo being, Random Speaking, Band tee obssesed, Beautiful Breakdown:

29 Oct, 2009

I.Hate.You

Jesus Christ; Lela, I know I'm Not perfect, and I never claimed to be. but last time I checked, your not such a f.ucking princess either. Bitch.

29 Oct, 2009

<|3

You remind me of a time when we were so alive; Do you remember that? -Paramore.

29 Oct, 2009

.&hearts;.

She was a girl; He was a boy; Can I make it anymore obvious. He was a punk. She did ballet. What more can I say. All of her friends stuck up their nose; They had a problem with his baggy clothes.

28 Oct, 2009

Yep

Miranda just called and made me feel a little better. But.. Still. Maybe writing a poem would help my heart. It always does. Maybe a song... Ehh. decisions decisions.

28 Oct, 2009

My life.. sucks.

I'm not sure about anything anymore. I feel like.. Everyone &&everything has changed. I don't know how I feel. imm trying to make an important decision. Im just... a mess right now. I can't function. Damn. i love almost everyone on this site. but like.. Does anyone love or want me here. Unless something amazing happens, I'm most likley either gonna like leave the site. Or like... Leave. Everything. Ugh. I hate this. Everything is different. Im not a kid anymore. I wish things didnt have to be so damn difficult.

28 Oct, 2009

Totally and completely...Falling apart.

I don't know what to do. Im falling apart. I feel like no one wants me here. I might just leave. For a while, or maybe forever. Not suicide. Just, drop out of this site. I need sometime. Maybe make a pro-con, list. eh.

25 Oct, 2009

Mood...wi

Tired as a newborn baby.

24 Oct, 2009

Yp

This is f***ing Miranda Hoes. Shaye is... CCCCOOOOLER. than a f***ing Telephone. i isDrunked!

24 Oct, 2009

me and Randy[miranda] wrote something!

I wanna fark you in the bottom,'right in the tush. We will have, lost of fun, while we have shex! Licking and kicking, Kissing and p***ing! Jealous?

24 Oct, 2009

Duuude.

I was talking. to: Kylee, Skye, Person who idk there name, and John, they all just stopped replying. Duude,wtf?

24 Oct, 2009

whoo!

Miranda is Spending the night! Yay! Were gonna have so much funn!

23 Oct, 2009

Pimpsicle.

Just ate a f***ing Popsicle. Or shouuuld I say PiPMSiCLE Heell Yes Nigguh!

23 Oct, 2009

Eh

Today me and Miranda went to subway. Shes like "What are you getting" Me . Idk, Im not hungry. Her. Yes you are. Dont lie Me. Im not hungry, Besides I need to eat less, Im f***ingfat. her. Wha? No Your not! Your like A stick Me. A fat stick! Her -Yells- Hey everyone! Shaye is obese! Random Kid: Nottuh! Shes skinny Me. Miranda! Wtf? Kid. Eat, you need to gain weight. me. ehh.

22 Oct, 2009

My BEST FRIEND&hearts;

Kylee, You mean the f***ing world to me. [Best Friend] Youve always been here for me. I love you so much. I.D.K what I would do without you. I ♥ You Darling Dearest!

22 Oct, 2009

Blehh.

I couldn't meemember Kylees pashwerd! errg.

22 Oct, 2009

Yaya

Gonna hack yeww! [[Kylee and Marissa]]

22 Oct, 2009

Check yes Romeo.....

Lace up yur shoes! a-o-a-o-o! Heres how we do...

22 Oct, 2009

A longg suckyy poemm, By me

Here we are, So colse, Yet so far, Where ever you go, Ill be right here, Neither of us, will ever have to fear, The coldness of this Colorless World, Or the people who take up the space. We'll Laugh even if were falling apart, we'll Cry in happy times. Well be entertained with all their lies. We'll Sing a sad song. We'll Cry for no reason, We'll Wear winter coats no matter what season. We'll always be, You and me. Through thick and thin, we will always pull through. I never deserved someone like you....

21 Oct, 2009

Yep.

Haven't Been On in Quite a long while... [[like 4 days]] which is alot, for mee:D Any w****. I have missed Quite alot of chou guys! Lets Talk! Indeed! Lets Talk. Whoo! Marissa is cool:D luv you darling:D ♥ Shaye.

19 Oct, 2009

:D

Hehe told yah Shaye if you hack me, I'll hack yuh! Anyways Shaye is awesome, cool, & funny. Sometimes, she can be a crazy girl, like last night. But I still love her as a bestie Well I'm out of words, so that means I'm outta here before she gets angry! :D Bye Shaye darling♥ --Your beloved franndd Marissa

19 Oct, 2009

yay

Ima Hack Marissa!

19 Oct, 2009

LOVE&hearts;

John Ross, youhave shown me what LOVE really means. Its not just attraction, not just Max. But Love, an emotional connection. I don't care if yourr Hurt, Paralyzed, sick as hell, your my love, my life, my everything. My heart is yours♥

18 Oct, 2009

Mood:

Scared.

18 Oct, 2009

Lmao, Bye

Got to go! Peach out! (/) out!

18 Oct, 2009

Mirada is heree!

Miranda is at my house:D Bitches, talk to uss?=]

18 Oct, 2009

[[♥]]

Emma here, hacking Shaye's account. Shaye iz a wonderful girl, she carez about everyone. She iz really funny az fxck & simply ahmazing! :] Any guy would be lucky to have her & if they do have her.. They better hold her tight & not hurt her, or i'll have to kick yo azz! Hehe, love you ^-^ ~EmMa ♥

18 Oct, 2009

:D

This is Marissa hacking my darlingss pagee! :D Anyways I wanted to say she's awesome, funny, and sweet! :] If you mess with her you mess with me!! Haha, anyways she's awesome and pretty!! We already did crazy stuff lmao..never forget Shaye!! :D Well Miss Shaye!! :D

18 Oct, 2009

hello

Hello ladies and gentle mann Luigi here hacking your frienddd Shayeeeeeeeeeee... Oh yeah be jelous so umm yeha got nothing else to say so um bye

18 Oct, 2009

Hi hoes

Its Kylee Miranda here hacking Shaye Shaye is my best f***ing friend ever! I love this h** to death! If anyone fxcks with her ill kick their a**! Shes pretty s**y! Lol She means the world to me She is always here for me! I cant trust anyone as much as her. Later h**s

18 Oct, 2009

:(

I don't even know anymore, Im falling Apart. Ima mess. I don't... Know what to do, and... Ehh. I feel like, people are beginning to hate me, or something. Life s***s.

18 Oct, 2009

Mood

Misses her Boyfriend. He hasn't been on, in like a whole week. What-The-Fxck? Hope My love is okay. Ugh. In other words,,, Depressed.

18 Oct, 2009

Yoop.

Luigi is mah "Homo Skillet" Sickkk I know! Whoo! Hit me up Bitchess

15 Oct, 2009

Mood:

No ones talking to me, The only person who was, was Marissa, and she had to go.. Ugh. whatever.

15 Oct, 2009

Grr

Doin sumthing baddazz! with Mariisssaa! Hoeez Luvv ya! as a bestie.

15 Oct, 2009

Own me?

My heart-JohnRoss AUTOMATICLY:D My b***s-Kylee nigguh's:) My legs- Robin babee! My eyes- Luigi [[Lulu]] haha. My a**-Marissa[[ Druggy Bitch yoo]] My v*****-Steph, they dirty f**got:D my hair-Emma.x3 My head-Miranda.

15 Oct, 2009

Best songs ever!

All the time waisted on youu, all the bullshi.t you put me through, Checkin' into rehab cause everything that we had didnt mean a thing to youu, I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover, I love you forever, but now its over!

14 Oct, 2009

Mood:

Fuckiinn' In love with Animal Crackkers yo!

12 Oct, 2009

Drunken' Idiots!

she can't even read! The dumbass! Haha!

12 Oct, 2009

Our Nicknames:D Hoezzz!

Marissa-Druggy Bitchh Me- Drunken' Whore! Jealous muchho? Whee!

12 Oct, 2009

Yo!

I wubb Marissa [[az a Beztie]] Were badazz!

12 Oct, 2009

Whoo

Me and Marissa are doing the tango yo! Jealous? Marissa your so awesome! Wubba ya!

12 Oct, 2009

Yayy!

I'm Talking To Three Pretty F.ucking Amazing People:) Marissa, Jesse, And Kayley.

12 Oct, 2009

Me:) Add me, Message me, Lets be Friends:)

I am Shaye, Im a waste of time, But also very important. Dont Force ANYTHING on me, youll get a BAD response. I love; My boyfriend, My Best friend, Skinnies, Elmo, Eyeliner, Mascarra, Band tee's, Skating shoes, Hair, Parties, Sports, Sunflowerseeds, Hot People, Fruit Loops, Dumbasses like [Robin<3] , Besties like [Kylee], Boyfriends like [John<3], Loves like [Sammie], Monster, Red Bull, Root beer, Vodka, Stunnahs, Stud belts, Cameras, Cool a** Earings, Not having to repeat myself, and Tons more, but it would take hours.. Hating: Liars, Fakes, Hoes, Cheaters, Obama, Alarm Clocks, My [Step] Mom, My fat legs, Water, Greecie hair, Old peoples houses, Peewee Hermon[[rappist], and alot more..I am a great friend, I stand up for people. I love Color:) I hate the color brown, Im emo, Im scene-ish, Im bi, Im pretty f.ucking cool:) -Shaye

11 Oct, 2009

Aww

Stephanie, you were so amazing, Whoever told you that you deserved to die, He does, You were so caring and sweet, no one will ever replace you, ever, ever,ever,ever! Youll always go through my head, okay? I hope you knew how much I lovedd youu. Everyone Lovedd you, and alwayyss will, don't forget me, because I'll neverrr everr neverrr forrgett youu. you were perfectt justtt the wayy you aree, weree, I'll end it here, So long to a good friend:( Ily! R.I.P Stephanie Hope:(

11 Oct, 2009

Fuck:(

R.I.P Stephanie Hope:( I love you buddy:( you were my first friend on this site. Ily Hun:( You were one of me best buddehz:( We all loved you, and we all will miss you:(

11 Oct, 2009

yumm

Lalala:) I love You John:) Foreverr sounds like a pretty awesome plan babeee:)

11 Oct, 2009

Whatever

I'm gonna kill myself, mmbyee. ILove You, Kylee, John, Sammie, and other people, everyone is leaving, including my bestfriend, so its clear no one needs me, 20 mins..

11 Oct, 2009

Yayy,kinda

On the run.. litterly.

07 Oct, 2009

Just kidding

Lick me, ima f***inn' lollipop:) Its your job, JohnRossHooper:) lmaooo:)

05 Oct, 2009

About me

Heyyo, Its Shaye. Call Me whatever the f*** you want, I don't care=] To start. Im emo. Idfc what you think about us. I am nice. Kinda. I don't work well with b****es. I don't like it when people yell at me. Im not a princess, and I know it. Im not religious, don't force your religion on me. It won't change s***. Im in love<3 Completley:) You know who you are:) I'm bi, get over it. I hate copycats. I hate fakes. I hate preps. And I hate cheerleaders. Im obbfuckingsessed with: My love, Volleyball, Eye liner, Elmo, skinny jeans, Shoes, Hot guys, chocolate, and mascarra. I love alot of people. And I like alot of people, and I hate alot of people. Dont judge me, I don't judge you. Okee dokee:) Thats me, talk to me, I don't bite.. well maybe, but not too hard:)

04 Oct, 2009

Robins so dumb.

Robin: I hate my curling iron! Me: I keep telling you its not a Popsicle Robin: Wait,what? Me; Never mind Pastey:) Robin: Huh? Me: Quit eating my paste! Robin: Shaye! Wtf are you talking about! Me: Shaye? who the f*** is Shaye? Robin: Ohh shxt! Wrong number, Bye. Me: Retard:P

04 Oct, 2009

Mood:

Completely Head over Heals. I need youu<3 you are the water to my fishy:)) in love:)

04 Oct, 2009

Grr?

Im h****:0 robin was moaning:) haha Shame on her!

30 Sep, 2009

Fuckinn.

Like I even exsist.. :((!

28 Sep, 2009

Cows are perverts:)

Hello, Im shaye:) Im emo:) Get the farkk over it:) I tend to call people names, don't take it personally. I can be sweet, f*** with me, And I'll be. betch:) I'm somewhat a s***:) I have a butload of buddehs:) I'm in love, no doubt about it, JohnRoss is my lover<33 My everything:) idc what you say, yer just jealouss:)) I am me, i prefer to be this way. Kylee is my bestest friend:) Sammie is numbah 2! Bitchesss:)

27 Sep, 2009

Listen

I wish you would listen.. Not to me, But to your heart:)

24 Sep, 2009

About me

Hellow Skank:) Shaye is the name. 17 I eat cake on May 30th. Grr Im random, I'm emo, I like to make a scene. Im in love,John-Ross is my forever! Fuxk with me, I'll fuxk yer Pillow! I am like able, Kindah. My. bestest friend is Kylee Miranda:) She makes me laugh,She makes me happyShe is oober cool,Were s***s Mess with her, and i'll smash your face into a f***ing pancake! Eyeliner is the new everything:)

24 Sep, 2009

(Message for a part

My dumbass iPod won't let me post the cool blog one:( But message me fer a part. Diirty! Haha.

24 Sep, 2009

holy Shheet:)

Whoa! I had to much Monster:) I am like hyper:) Grr? Holy SheetxD I see a cow sitting on my floor, Uh oh... ahh:) Its raping the fuxciing carpet. and it peedid its cow pants! Noo! The Fucking Rapist cow is eating a Popsicle:) Ha. Whoa. Im weird.xD But you know you love it<33 Rawr baby:) -Shaye

23 Sep, 2009

Cat

This this cat this is cat this how cat this to cat This keep cat this an cat this idiot cat this busy cat this for cat this 20 cat this minnutes cat read all the second words.

23 Sep, 2009

Sexx info

Turn on and turn offs French kiss= On Grab my hand= on Play with my hair= on Bite me= Huuuge on Wink=on Say ily= on

23 Sep, 2009

Penguins!

Geeewizz:) I'm bored:P Bitches, Message me. haha. xD

23 Sep, 2009

Mood:

Sick:( I want Ross!

22 Sep, 2009

.

I miss my mann! Damnnn. Rossy, where have you been? I love yew:)<33

17 Sep, 2009

Read

Listen up Haters,Fakes,Skanks, Hoes. Fuck you if you gotta problem with me. Im me, who I am does NOT concern you. how I behave is MY CHOICE Who I hang with UP TO ME what I do, leave it to me. if I wanna be a dancer, Fxck I will. Actress, whatever I wanna be, however I wanna act. where I wanna go, what grades I get.. is my decision. and it just so happens that people think that they have a say in this...... Well you don't. I admit, I've made a billion mistakes, I've cheated, I'm kinda. s***. But who the hell are YOU to tell ME that how I act is wrong, look me in the eye and tell me your perfect, you can't...

17 Sep, 2009

ilove you

I can't explain it:) John makes me feel as if I can fly, Or.. Jump to the stars. Ily ♥

16 Sep, 2009

eh

Gawd, I'm so sick of people talking behind my back, like casey and jen, Wanna talk s***, tell it to my face, b****es. Whatever-.-

16 Sep, 2009

Ross:)

I love him:) an I love him alot:) I love john Ross!

14 Sep, 2009

Best song ever

Your roughly six feet tall.

13 Sep, 2009

:)

Tonights when I realized, That I am not worth s***ttt, but my bestfriend treats me like I'm worth everything. ily kylee!

13 Sep, 2009

Mmoood:

Soccer and Volleyball:) Fuxkking wiped out dude:) Hit me up:) Bitches:)

08 Sep, 2009

What I do:)

Volleyball, Sodtball, Soccer, Basketball, Piano, Singing, Guitar, Skating, Ballet:))

08 Sep, 2009

Beastie!

Gah Kylee your amazing, I love you so much Hun. Your always be my best friend:)) wubb yuh:)

08 Sep, 2009

Yea

For every mistake you make, there will be a second chance:) iLubbJohn:))

08 Sep, 2009

Match

John- Ross=♥ ♥= John-Ross:)

08 Sep, 2009

TrueLove

When I say "True" You say"Love":)

08 Sep, 2009

John-Ross<3333333

I may need you alott. But I sure want you too:) I want you forever:) <3 John-Ross! I'll always be here baby Don't forget.

07 Sep, 2009

Saying thing

When I say you, I was afraid to like you, When I liked you I was afraid to tell you. When I told you I was afraid to love you Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you.

07 Sep, 2009

Mood-

Couldnt be better:) John:) is amazing. and he's mine:) who woulda thought I coulda got so lucky! Im so happy:)

07 Sep, 2009

Bye-.-

Getting off, be on soon. Hitt me up. and stuff.

07 Sep, 2009

Crush

I has a crush.. But shh! yah Can't tell:) he's weally cute and sweet:)

06 Sep, 2009

True

When I was littler My real mom used to tell me I was gonna be a heart breaker. But.. I'm really the heartbroken.

06 Sep, 2009

what i

Why? Why are we here when were just gonna die? Is it so we can learn to make something out of the time we have? Because honestly..... the time I have. I wish there was less. Cause. Nothing! Nothing, in my life has ever been happy and bright and something to sing about. its been, painful, heartbreaking and down right depressing. And I'm pretty sure you think ima dramatic b****h. But maybe I'm not dramatic your just no insensitive. because you haven't been truley heart broken. Would if I dissapeared forever? Would anyone in this effed up world know? Care? Or even wonder who, and what was going thru my mind when the bullet hit me. Or when the knife stabbed me. or when the rope choked me. would anyone even notice I was gone. its a question. would you notice, or care, or imagine what I was going thru if I killled myself, or just left and didnt come back, ran away without saying goodbye...... so here it is. if you want me to live, stay... prove it.

06 Sep, 2009

eh

idc who you are. just comfort me.

06 Sep, 2009

Fuck

josh cheated:(( Fuckin' d***knobb:( I wanna die, I could use some comfort.

04 Sep, 2009

do

Add me new account Drop-Dead-Shaye

04 Sep, 2009

friends

Kylee is my; Lovley Sammie is my: Lover And Robyn is my: Hunny bunz.

01 Sep, 2009

Hey hey

Me and sammie are Eskimos, and were mentally challenged. which makes us Eskimotionally challgenged Iknow. were cool.

31 Aug, 2009

Yep

Major Hangover Dood. I feel like a hungover fat cow. Whee hit mee uppppp. Mmkay? Peace!

30 Aug, 2009

Mood:

You should message me, yah wont regret it nigguh. Gonna get druuunkk. yeeeee!

24 Aug, 2009

Fuck yah.

Pop lock and drop it girl let it roll if yo mama gave it to ya let it roll:)

23 Aug, 2009

Poem(Lies) tell me whatcha think(i

You told me you'd catch me I I'd happen to fall, you told me you loved me, and I fell for it all. Now I sit here in pain. Now I know it was just a game. You broke me, you Hurt me, you told me lies.. I don't wanna hear your please take me backs, but just for the record, Of all the lies... "I love you" was my favorite

23 Aug, 2009

read it

This is for me. like what my kisses mean. Cheek= Starting to like you Lips= Really like you French= Love

21 Aug, 2009

Whee

Me and robyn are wicked cool:) we bought 39 pears of stunners! And robyn bought them all! Shes my 2nd best friend!

20 Aug, 2009

Dino's and

Maci is my: delicious dino w****. and I am maci's:Yummy bendy straw w****. Jealous of us? Yes I know! because were cool. and your not, so s*** it:)

19 Aug, 2009

liFe

IdK aNyMorE iTs So hArd tO suRviVe iN ThiS FuCkeD uP WorLd. ItS tOo HaRd. BUt i'lL liVE fOr mE bEstEst frIeNd aNd Me OtHer FrIenDs.

19 Aug, 2009

yay and awe

Kylee is alive!!! My bestest friend! Im in the hospital. Stabbed my self 5 times in the stomachs and tried in the heart but Im issed. and I dont feel so great, I have a 89% chance of living. and an 11% chance of dieing. for once I'm happy that I'm alive cause kylee is.

17 Aug, 2009

Eh

Kylee:( I can't lose you bestfriend:( I can't believe you did this. Im so dissapointed. I love you dear:( I hope you live:(

16 Aug, 2009

no

Before I sign out and die I want everyone to know. Kylee is the bestest best friend ever. dead or alive. and I'm so proud to be her best friend! i love u kylee! Ill miss you!

16 Aug, 2009

eh

Rawr! ehee!

16 Aug, 2009

Mooo!

Robyn and I are super midget cows with the lousedt moo you have ever heard.

16 Aug, 2009

Ehh. poem. sucky

Goodbye&Goodnight by Shaye Hudson. Sitting here with a heart about to break.Beyond the broken Hearts and lost dreams there's a way to escape. and that way to escape, is ending my lifeSo goodbye&goodnight.

16 Aug, 2009

Happy &sad

Sometimes even when were at our happiest, Deep deep down were sad because, Were so happy, that it makes sad knowing that we'll never be this happy again,

15 Aug, 2009

rawr

Im hanging out with robyn, so if you wanna meet her, Message me:) you won't regret it.

15 Aug, 2009

Friends.

All my friends(including ones without accounts) Kylee,Kayley,robyn, Rebecca, Leah, Vikki,Shayla, Luigi,Rey, Megan, Jenna, steph, Reily, britt, Leah, mirly, Logan, proton, Anthony, Sandy, Cassadee, Stephanie, Sam, Sam, Brittney, Shane, Rick, Robby, mikey, Ronni(Vironica), emily, Kelcie,annie, Abby, Sarah, Ashley,Cici, And Johnny. if I forgot someone(which I know I prolly did) Message me:)

14 Aug, 2009

Mirly!

Haha. Mirly I can beat your lady bug rock blog. I drive a giant sock from the 70's, and I use the carpool lane because I have 2 passengers that are midget clowns named Jim bob&&Doomlie:) Beat that beeyotch! jealous?

14 Aug, 2009

Little boys slap my ass and old guys ask for my number, pethetic. haha

So me &&Robyn were at the mall. &&like this kid came up to me and was like staring at me and I was uhmm hello? he's like hi, and he called me hott andd slapped my a**:0 Robyn and I chased him around in our pimp glasses and we were like screaming at him:) it was funny we got escorted out by secerity or whatever, and the old guy asked me for my number! Robyn and I laughed our socks off:)

12 Aug, 2009

mood:

My life s***s:( everything Is bad. I hate this. i.. don't wanna live. Fuuuuck it!

11 Aug, 2009

Mood:

Super dooper Depressed. wanting something terribly bad, Confused. Help me:( Im about ready to jump off a bridge.

11 Aug, 2009

Ehh

Shea independent and beautiful, wish I could be like her, she's got the boys and the girls so wrapped around her finger, rumor is she's some kinda dream, no body knows she cries her self to sleep.

11 Aug, 2009

Random blog:)

heller b****es:) ima just write what is on my mind. I pretty much want some French fries:) and some chips. Yumm. Im making myself hungry. Hmm. ima write a poem! yess:) good idea shaye:) omg, my f***ing iPod always changes shaye to share:( damn. my name Isnt share! its Shaye! Meow! Mm. Bye. Message me.

11 Aug, 2009

Woo!

Ima pretty pony:) Haha. Robyn:) ily b****:) Lmao.

10 Aug, 2009

Poke

omfg! why do people poke me? I must be very pokeable. Mike, Luigi,Reily, spencer...... Other people. Creeps.

09 Aug, 2009

Mee

Hey, Its shaye. Im me, and I'll stay that way so if you have a problem, get over it. I'm 16 and a half, i like Popsicles. I'm single. [<(crushing)>] I can be a b****. and I can be sweet. Im emo and scene but that doesn't mean. you need to lable me. Im from NYC. I have many friends, that I'll stick up for. no matter what! Im pretty much.......unusual, I'm just another girl lost in a sea of faces. I dont really care what yew say, 'cause honestly. if your pointing out one of my mistakes, its just because your trying to keep everyone from noticing your mistakes, so keep your s*** to yourself. I love: music, poetry, writing poetry, writing songs and singing. that's about it. got q's I got answers!

09 Aug, 2009

ehh

Ehh. Im single. and I like someone, alot. if yew thinks its yew ask. but I think he knows who he is.

09 Aug, 2009

Haha

Me and rebecca are fat Llamas that sing:) jealous?

31 Jul, 2009

Whoo

Im going for a week, vacation. so hit meh up &&I'll most likeley get back to you.

30 Jul, 2009

Haha, whoa.

I get on in the middle of the night right? and all these creepy creeps message me and as me if I'm single. and I'm like"Noo." people are weird:) at 4:04 am

29 Jul, 2009

readd!

Okay. so too all the people that dont like me or kylee. Were both s***s, w****s, all those lables, but the people who dont like kylee but like me. chew her a** out about it. but not mine. I love alot of these people but who the f*** are you to tell my best friend who she is what she is or how she acts if u dont like it, than dont like it, but you dont have to chew her out for who she is, case who she is, is who she should be, and if u wanna call her a s***, and fight with her, fight with me two, cause I have alot of s***ty who're stories thaat you dont know. so If you mess with her. I'll mess with yew, mess with us, I'll mess with yew. because even if I love you, u have no right to judge who me and kyleee are! P.S: this isn't just for meh and kylee this is for everyone who gets judged about how they act!

29 Jul, 2009

Bitches

Okay. Kylee is amazing I can tell her everything, she's there for me, and she is me bestest best friend, and if you b****es talk s***, you b****es are gonna get hit. i love u kylee! stay who u are, cause who u are is perfect!

27 Jul, 2009

Fuc.k

Yep. I'm in the hospital. tried to kill myself. never works. I came so close to dying. but my mom found mii. damn! I mean..yayy? s***-.- I stabbed 3 times.

26 Jul, 2009

Fuk it.

I'm done. with this site.with life. with everything! to all the people I love! I'll miss you guys, &&I'm sorry but I can't take life anymore, I'm sick of life. ily! 30 mins. cause thats when meh mom leaves.

26 Jul, 2009

Ugh

Ehh... ima not get in a relationship for a while, 'cause its way to much drama. so if you wanna date me,and if I brake up with you, don't hate me. cause I am sick of drama and its f***ed up s***! I think I'm just gonna kill my self, yeah:) that's what I'll do!

24 Jul, 2009

:)

Holy s***.Robyn is moving up today, shes only a block away from me:) whoo! Robyn's amazing:)

24 Jul, 2009

whoo!

Kayley: Whore cupcake Meh: Hoe muffin:) jealous?

24 Jul, 2009

Wtf?

Is it ignore Shaye day? Cause it seems like it. I'm depressed and I need someone to make me happy:-/

22 Jul, 2009

Ehh

Oh so I'm the j*** now, thats funny, cause I was almost positive you were being the j***.

21 Jul, 2009

Mood:

Serious as a pig:) ( inside joke) righttt kylee?

21 Jul, 2009

:0

Me and kylee have amazing inside jokes:) alot of them, you probably don't wanna be in side:) LOL, ily kids :)

21 Jul, 2009

friendss:)

Kylee: Bessstie! i love u so much,you keep me alive, you care, you are funny, thanks for being so amazing:) ily kid:) Tony: My s**y teddy bear, I love u and always will. Kayley: you are so awesome:) you make me lwaugh:) love youh!Skye: You are a crack up, we are hella close, you understand me, ily! shayla: I'm hella jealous of your beauty, and ur amazing:) funny and sweet! STeph: You were me first friend:) and I'm proud you are my friend:) ily! Brooke: you are so shweet:) and I love your hair:) ily! Anthony: my little brother:) your hallarious:) and sweet:) rebecca: You make me smile, cause your well... hella funny:) and nice:) ily luigi: we've had our tough times, but ur still one of me besties;) vikki: s**y cupcakes! lmao! we have so many good times:) ily:)leah: my amazing dear!!! don't ever change, cause ur amazing just the way u are:) Sam:sammy! You rock mee sox off:) ily:) Alyssa: you were the first person to message me:) you are so caring. ily!

20 Jul, 2009

pigs?

Me and kylee are as serious as pigs) haha. you won't get it:) so.. just.. be jealous:)

19 Jul, 2009

bestie:)

Kylee, is amazing. she is the jelly to my peanut b***er:) and u should b e jealous. ily kid!

19 Jul, 2009

Lalalala

Message me, or comment:)

19 Jul, 2009

Hey

I left for one day, and I get 20 messages! from people I don't even know!

17 Jul, 2009

Top 6 bestie

kylee, Kayley, Skye, robyn, shayla, steph

17 Jul, 2009

weewt

Me and kayley are watching Icarly, cause were cool:)

17 Jul, 2009

Mood:

Lonley. mEssage me?

17 Jul, 2009

This is just

This is a game I will post 8 things about one of me friends, and if its you, you will post 8 things about your friend, and so on. Kylee: 1: You r my bestie 2: u r awesome 3 you care 4 we understand eaxhother 5 I love yew 6 u keep me alive 7your f***in' hallirious. 8 we love the same things

15 Jul, 2009

Bbbbbbeeeessstttt frrrriiiiieeeeennnndssss:)

Kylee is the s*** b****es:) we are the s*** super heros she is a amazing person, I bet ur jealous of meeee bestieeee

15 Jul, 2009

Update :)

I am officialy moved into My new NYC apparenent with thee step mom Manhattan, b****es! I saw all me Friends today:) I know yet jealous

14 Jul, 2009

Kylee

okay, so like me and and kyleee are best friends, and I know her jealous:) we are the f***in' s***:) she Iz my pimp and I be her h**, she keeeps meh alive:) and I couldn't live without her:) Ily b****! ( as a bestie)

14 Jul, 2009

Mood:

I have the flu! :(

14 Jul, 2009

A saying I made up

She Is running a thousand miles an hour, in the wrong direction, towards determination.

12 Jul, 2009

:)

Listen people. You don't f*** with any of these peoples hearts: Kylee, Kayley Skye Shayla Luigi Emma Jess Steph or Thomas. because I am pretty f***'n sure you won't live much longer.

12 Jul, 2009

Ehh.

I hate this. life is f.u.c.k.e.d f***ed up and I'm done! f***! I'm killing myself. buh-bye. Forever:(

11 Jul, 2009

Spencer

Look, I love u and all, but you're never on, and when u are, you don't even message me, like WTF!? so... if we are really meant to be, you will get me again... somehow. but for now, were not together. I love u but:) we never talk. -Shaye

11 Jul, 2009

Mood:

Poetic, depressed, message me? ps, read my poem!

11 Jul, 2009

You are:)

You are My night in shining armor, You are my Romeo, You are everything I want, you are, the Brightest star, on the darkest night.

06 Jul, 2009

Survey

Name: Shaye Whos ur best friend: kylee 2nd: Robynn bday: agust. Virgin? Nope Gay: no I'm bi. hair color: blonde and black. how was this: ehh

06 Jul, 2009

kylee.

kylee is my bestest friend and I know we fight sometimes, but in the end, I'm never mad at her for more than 2seconds. kylee, every time I wanna die, u give me a thousand good reasons to live. idk what I qwould do without u dood:) U make me laugh and u make me happy when I'm sad. I don't know how I went 15 years without u. its crazy. if u die I die. bestfriends are always together:) Kyyleee is shayes best friend!

05 Jul, 2009

Yo

Hey mother f***erz. Messageme, I love to make friends:) haha

05 Jul, 2009

Mood:

Wants Spencer:( Bored. Hit me up b****es.

02 Jul, 2009

haha.

I was at the park and this one kid came up to me and said Kid: Why is your hair blonde and black? Me: 'cAuse I'm cooler than you. Now go away kid: your mean, I'm gonna get my mom me: go ahead nighuh see what she can so about it. (His mom comes over( The mom: Did you call my kid a "nougur" (thats how she said it) me: of course not, I callled him a Nigguh, dumb a**:) Than me and Robyn ran away :)

02 Jul, 2009

Read

kylee: Your the bestfriend :) ilove you, u keep me alive, all our inside jokes ;) all our random blogS :) ur my bestfriend dood! Haha. I f***ing love ya! (no homo( Emma: your awesome, ur Like amazing, u care about me, and I CAE about u too:) stay awwsone:) Leah: ur sweet and nice but when u need an a** kicking you give it to me:) ily! lilly: ur like f***ing radical everyone should be jealous! Your a f***ing riot! And ilove you! (no homo) Sky: you honestly like amaze me.. Ur funny sweet and caring! Last but not least: Brooke: You are so loving :) I don't think life would be the same without you:) ily! ) no homo)

30 Jun, 2009

fucking' no!

kylee is ganna hang herself and I can't live without her! This is f***ed up! If she's not on in two days I'm over with!

30 Jun, 2009

People I love (bestie)

Kylee! You are my bestie :) if someone treats you wrong. Tell me! I'll kill them.No one, and I mean NoOne messes with you. they mess with u they mess with me! ily, ur amazing! Shaye McSlut<3 p.s, people who aren't kylee. You break her heart I brake your face. Capiesh?

30 Jun, 2009

;)

okay, I'm with spencer again, I love him, I can't help myself :)

28 Jun, 2009

LOL

yep, I'm bi((s**ual)) so stick that in ur juice box and ss*** it.

28 Jun, 2009

ehh.

My dad is making me stay home for his work party... Oh joy!

28 Jun, 2009

omfg!

Maxygave me a cookie! Be jealous :) no better yet, be very jealous! mwahahaha!

27 Jun, 2009

LOL

me and kylee are s***ty. :)

27 Jun, 2009

LOL

today I was at the mall and I was in like a mini skirt and a halter and I looked slytty and this dude was staring at me and he like followed me..

27 Jun, 2009

Mood:

Mood: Depressed/heart broken.

26 Jun, 2009

You belong with me

She wears short skirts i wear tee shirts, shes cheer captain, and im on the bleachers, dreaming of the day you wake up and find, that what you've been looking for was here the whole time.

26 Jun, 2009

Lol

haha

25 Jun, 2009

ehh

I feellikes***. I hate life, and I want it to beovver. But I promised my bestie (kylee) I wouldn't hurt myself..

24 Jun, 2009

Egh..

life s***z! I hate you megan! Fuck a cow! No Breyer yet get knocked up by a cow! I'm killing myself hope yet f***ing happy beeeyotch! I hate u! Hello death, goodbye f***ing' life. I f***ing' hate u megan!

24 Jun, 2009

I hate life..

I'm killing myself.. Try and stop me, I f***ing dare you. I caught my friends talking s*** about me and f***ing every one was making fun of me for f***ing s*** I didnt f***ing do. Fuck you! Megan, Kelsey && jane

21 Jun, 2009

Hospital.

I tried to drown myself... And it didn't work. My step mom found me.. And it hurts to breathe.

21 Jun, 2009

Luigi <33

I loveu

18 Jun, 2009

omfg!

Kenna! Get a life biitch! Skye is 17 and u know it! Ur just jealous cuz she's better than u! mess with her, mess with me. U wanna play dirty, I'll play dirtier. Leave her alone!

18 Jun, 2009

Sky&Kylee.

Youh guyz make mii life worth living:) my best friends :) I'm always there for youh guyz :) ily!

17 Jun, 2009

..

can't wait until I'm 17! Being sixteen s***s!

17 Jun, 2009

Kylee!

i love that kid :) shes so awesome!

17 Jun, 2009

omg

My ipod wouldnt let me on! I got so p***ed!

02 Jun, 2009

..

me && spencer are just gonnabe friends no relationship. In single. He's single. That's it!

02 Jun, 2009

.

killing urself will make me nothing but pain. Don't do it!

01 Jun, 2009

Stuff

Mood: Depressed Status: Its Complicated.

29 May, 2009

Leah's way of getting me 'not' to hurt myself.

This is a message i got from leah =] i care about you! and if u try to kill urself again,i'll,,,i'll,,,I'LLL!!!! I'LL POKE YOU IN THE EYE!

28 May, 2009

Dear maria count me in [All time low]

I got your picture I'm coming with you Dear Maria, count me in There's a story at the bottom of this bottle And I'm the pen When the lights go off I wanna watch the way you Take the stage by storm The way you wrap those boys around your finger Go on and play the leader 'Cause you know it's what you're good at The low road for the fast track Make every second last 'Cause I got your picture I'm coming with you Dear Maria, count me in There's a story at the bottom of this bottle And I'm the pen Make it count when I'm the one Who's selling you out 'Cause it feels like stealing hearts Calling your name from the crowd Then in the field you'll be the show girl of the home team I'll be the narrator Telling another tale of the American dream I see your name in lights We can make you a star Girl, we'll take the world by storm It isn't that hard 'Cause I got your picture I'm coming with you Dear Maria, count me in There's a story at the bottom of this bottle And I'm the pen Make it count when I'm the one Who's selling you out 'Cause it feels like stealing hearts Calling your name from the crowd Whoa... Ha ha.. Take a breath, don't it sound so easy Never had a doubt Now I'm going crazy watching from the floor Take a breath and let the rest come easy Never settle down 'Cause the cash flow leaves me always wanting more 'Cause I got your picture I'm coming with you Dear Maria, count me in There's a story at the bottom of this bottle And I'm the pen Make it count when I'm the one Who's selling you out 'Cause it feels like stealing hearts Calling your name from the crowd 'Cause I got your picture I'm coming with you Dear Maria, count me in There's a story at the bottom of this bottle

28 May, 2009

Courage [Its about anorexia]

I told another lie today And I got through this day No one saw through my games I know the right words to say Like "I don't feel well," "I ate before I came" Then someone tells me how good I look And for a moment, for a moment I am happy But when I'm alone, no one hears me cry I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be OK Together we can make it through another day I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful The day I chose not to eat What I do know is how I've changed my life forever I know I should know better There are days when I'm OK And for a moment, for a moment I find hope But there are days when I'm not OK And I need your help So I'm letting go I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be OK Together we can make it through another day You should know you're not on your own These secrets are walls that keep us alone I don't know when but I know now Together we'll make it through somehow (together we'll make it through somehow) I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be OK Together we can make it through another day

28 May, 2009

Hold

Tell me that it's gonna be okay Tell me that you'll help me find my way Tell me you can see the light of dawn is breaking Tell me that it's gonna be all right Tell me that you'll help me fight this fight Tell me that you won't leave me alone in this 'Cause I need I need a hand to hold To hold me from the edge The edge I'm sliding over slowly 'Cause I need I need your hand to hold To hold me from the edge The edge I'm sliding past Hold on to me Tell me I can make it through this day I don't even have the words to say You have been the only one who never left me Help me find the way through all my fears Help me see the light through all my tears Help me see that I am not alone in this 'Cause I need I need a hand to hold To hold me from the edge The edge I'm sliding over slowly 'Cause I need I need your hand to hold To hold me from the edge The edge I'm sliding past Hold on to me 'Cause I need I need a hand to hold To hold me from the edge The edge I'm sliding over slowly 'Cause I need I need your hand to hold To hold me from the edge The edge I'm sliding past Hold on to me

28 May, 2009

Stand in the rain.

She never slows down. She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down She won't turn around The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down [CHORUS] So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, whats lost can be found You stand in the rain She won't make a sound Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down She wants to be found The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down. [CHORUS] So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, whats lost can be found You stand in the rain So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down Stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, whats lost can be found [CHORUS] So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, whats lost can be found You stand in the rain

28 May, 2009

<3

She loves him alot =]

28 May, 2009

Cheerio =]

Shaye Loves Spencer =]

28 May, 2009

=O

I went for a ride on a unicorn, with rainbow pandas, and crazy aligators! its was fun!

28 May, 2009

=O

Nobody's on chat! Emo people....GET ON! i wanna talk...or ill kick ur a** intah next week... Have a nice day [:

27 May, 2009

=]

People do care. Im not letting 1 persons comment get to me. Fuck Andraya for saying that!

27 May, 2009

Ugh...

I'm in the hospital...i tried to kill myself.. Its not like anyone f***ing cares about me. im just that girl. that stupid girl. that f***ing stupid girl. =[ as soon as im getting out of this hospital.. ima stab my heart again. and noones gonna catch me...

22 May, 2009

=0

I just relized...that my hair doesn't have an emo look, so people MiGHT MiSTAKE Mi FOR A PREPPY! EWW!

22 May, 2009

So like

Since im 17 in 8 days, my Step mom[who i love NOW] Took me to get stuff. i got Blonde hair, black tips.. i got it yesterday. Pics!

22 May, 2009

Guess what?

I went blonde, blonde and black new pics comin' soon!

22 May, 2009

Ugh.

I'm so sick of this damn life, i have nothing good to bring to it. I keep waiting for something good to happen, but i figured out, its not gonna come, theres no point in waiting, being depressed and just...wallowing in my s***ty life.. =[

21 May, 2009

Pig! Lol READ!

Me and kylee are getting A magical dino, who eats rainbows, and can sing songs, can jump rope, and play board games! Oh oh oh! and we'll name it... Pig =] A dino named pig...oh oh, even better! a MaGiCaL dInO nAmEd PiG! You have to go to the country of... MagiDinoGalo, hes exspensive, but i know we'll afford it =] BE JEALOUS! Kylee,Shaye, and pig! He is like a billion bucks, but hes worth it!

21 May, 2009

Stuff

1. What is your name: Shaye 2. A four letter word: Love 3. A girl's name: Shaye?? 4. A Boys name: Spencer 5. An occupation: Secret agent! 7. Something you wear: Skinny jeans 8. A food: Mac&cheese 9. Something found in the bathroom: A toilet?? o.0 10. A place: NYC 11. A reason for being late: Traffic 12. Something you shout: Oh Shit! Lmao. xD 13. A movie t**le: Baby mama 14. Something you drink: Coffee 15. A musical group or singer: Shinedown 16. An animal: Kitty, Rawr! 17. A street name: Main street???? 18. A type of car: Corvette =] [Kylee =)] 19. The t**le of a song: Just dance, Lady gaga 20. A school subject: Math 21. A celebrity: Tina Fey

21 May, 2009

=0

You know the step mom prblem? Well. gabe told me to pour out my heart to her, tell her how i feel. and..she appoligized! im so amazed! she said she wanted to be like a mother to me =] and shes ganna take me shopping =] she said, she went threw the same s***. and now...we're friends =] im so happy!!!! Thank you sooo much gabe!

21 May, 2009

I wanna kill myself!

No-one cares =[ im just a messed up girl, looking from the outside in, waiting for that something to come along, that never will. IM DONE! No-one f***ing cares. 2 people care [Kylee,spencer] and its pretty obvious noone else does, so like! goodbye...if you really care, you'll find a way to stop me... Im not gonna try until i talk to kylee though, she has to be aware,,,that this is happening... ugh. i hate my life!

20 May, 2009

ME&&KYLEE Best friends for ever and ever and ever!

Nothing can keep best friends apart best friends are tied together by heart Through thick and thin, we'll always come through everyone needs a best friend like you! By, Shaye!

20 May, 2009

NEWW CHATT!

D00d, whenever i'm on that, noones there, so get yer a**es on people!

19 May, 2009

I'm getiing off.

Theres no-one to talk to, and if you dont want me to get off, talk to me.

19 May, 2009

Emo's

EMOS x] Not All of Us R Depressed x] we R Nice People x] we Dont Sit Around All Day Feeling Sorry For Ourselves x] we DONT Have Made Up Problems x] we Have Feelings x] Not All of us R Bi! x] we R The Hottestt People ALIVE! x] we Do Smile (well hardly) x] we Do Laugh x]we all don't cut Copy and paste if you agree dammit

19 May, 2009

ugh...

shannon[step mom]. Called me ugly again. Thats it! Im killing my self.

19 May, 2009

Ugh stupid step MOM!

I hate her, she is a f***ing b****! I swear ima murder her! She called me fat! i am no where close to fat! im 73 f***ing pounds! shes like 160! i hate her! if she insults me one more time, im going to kill myself! ihateher!

18 May, 2009

Only 20 people on MFG can read this

Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. OLNY RSEPOT IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAHGE THE NMUEBR AT TOP TGOHUH, ? "ONLY __ PEOPLE IN THE WORLD CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU" Go up a nmuber if you can raed it...lte's see how hgih we cna get

18 May, 2009

About me.

I may seem innocent, but ima bad a**. I may seem sweet, but ima b****. i may pretend im okay. but inside, im dieing. i may seem like i follow the rules...but...i've broken all of them. I act like my life is going well, but behind closed doors, i am...the broken girl, with broken hearts, broken dream, a broken home, and a f***ed up life.. So DO NOT underestimate me, or hun...you'll get yer a** kicked. Have a nice day =]

18 May, 2009

Spencer [:

He makes me happy when i'm sad. He makes me smile when im mad. You'll never feel love, until you've been loved by spencer<33 I love you baby =] Always&Forever!

15 May, 2009

No

No im not kylee!

15 May, 2009

No way!

Kylee think im prettier. No f***ing way.

15 May, 2009

Kylee

Ily too =] [Buddy Style] &&im always happy to help!

15 May, 2009

Stuff aboutz mah bestie!

She is almost sixteen! whoo hoo! She loves me! [aass aaa besstiee] She is awesome! sweet! and cool! hahahah! i love her [as a bestie]!

15 May, 2009

Random Shit.

I like popsicles, popsicles are cool! I wrote a song, and its like pretty good. I have a monster! Bye Whores'nHoes!

15 May, 2009

Do you?

Do you love someone enough to do this? I bet you don't... Don't turn your back, you just opened it,keep reading...if you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,best friends,or just a person you love, repost this. Tonight, your soulmate will call, kiss, or ask you out... if you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED. Repost with t**le: Do you love someone enough to do this???

15 May, 2009

Wtf?

it says im not signed in when i try to go to the f***ing chat room.

14 May, 2009

Just Dance.

RedOne, Konvict GaGa, oh-oh, eh I've had a little bit too much, much All of the people start to rush, start to rush by A dizzy twisted dance, can't find my drink, or man Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone What's going on on the floor? I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore Keep it cool, what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh What's going on on the floor? I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore Keep it cool, what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance Dance, dance, just, j-j-just When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah Shawty I can see that you got so much energy The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance Woo! Let's go! Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic Got my blueprint, it's symphonic Half psychoti

12 May, 2009

I WROTE A SONGGG!

Omg so like i was SUPER bored and i wrote a song...haha mssg me if you wanna hear it =]

12 May, 2009

Lol. xD

Mary had a little lamb....So many Fucking Lies! It was a pig, i would know. i was there. Lol. xD I'm serious.

12 May, 2009

New Account.

Drop-Dead-Shaye So add me.

11 May, 2009

Kylee

Is the best, best friend! I can tell her anything, she'll understand! BE JEALOUS!

11 May, 2009

Guess what!

My REAL Dad had left when i was born... and yesterday. I met him, 'cause my mom lost custody of me. and ima live with him! In his giant house! With a Vinyard and horses. and i got out of boarding school as soon as he had custody of me! Im sooo happy! Ima be loved =] i've never been loved by a parent =]

08 May, 2009

So i leave for like a day, and i get 22 messages?

Wtf? People Stalk me.

06 May, 2009

Made a new playlist..

Ask me for it

06 May, 2009

NEW CHATTT!

I'm on it..so get yer a** on bxtch =] MeSsAgE mE.

05 May, 2009

I'm in love =]

I'm in love, with a boy named Spencer

01 May, 2009

We decided

that we're ganna be friends for now.. and move up to a relationship.

01 May, 2009

i might give him another chance

Ugh..idk i might...its hard

01 May, 2009

i..

i wuz looking back at old comments and i found 1 from maci that said: Peanut b***er jelly! Peanut b***er jelly! PEANUTBUTTERJELLY PEANUT BUTTER JELLY AND A BASEBALL BAT! lolz im ok now: i just had to post it

30 Apr, 2009

I'm in the hospital.

Ugh...I'm in the hospital...

30 Apr, 2009

About meh =]

Im Shaye...I'm emo...got a problem...no-one cares. Im nice... Don't randomly ask me out....because you most likley will get rejected.. plus im taken anyways. I love mmy BF... my bff is KYLEE! She always makes me smile. I live in NYC... Anymore things you needa know? Ask away =] P.S If i don't reply to a message... I dont wanna talk to you...

29 Apr, 2009

Lets a gree.

We are both the bestest best friendz =]

29 Apr, 2009

No kylee!

Your the bestest best friend!

29 Apr, 2009

haha!

My best friend, is better than your best friend=] Be jealous!

29 Apr, 2009

More initails

k. Kool S.Maxy!

29 Apr, 2009

Our initails!

K. Krazy S. Super Duper Krazy!

29 Apr, 2009

haha!

hahahhahaa best fwends!

29 Apr, 2009

oh-em gee!

BOO!! me and kylee are..DINO!

29 Apr, 2009

i swear!

Me and kylee are the craziest people =] PEEKABOO!

29 Apr, 2009

High on popsicles!

haha can u get high on popsicles cause if u can.. me and kylee are! Lol its that damn popsicle diet!

29 Apr, 2009

haha!

Most of u prolly think me and kylee are freak's..and guess what WE DON'T CARE!

29 Apr, 2009

haha

I saw pickle flavored popsicles once! so me and kylee made up! If you tickle my pickle i'll give u a nickel! hahaha! it wasn't meant to be dirty...but it sounds dirty!

29 Apr, 2009

=] Popsicle!

ME+Kylee=best best bestbest best bestbest best bestbest best bestbest best bestbest best bestbest best bestbest best bestbest best bestbest best best fwendz!

29 Apr, 2009

Its Write a billion blogs about yer best friend day!

haha! me and kylee are amazing!

29 Apr, 2009

Woow!

Me and kylee have like.....the best relationship[no homo]

29 Apr, 2009

haha!

How much more awesome can me and kylee gettt?

29 Apr, 2009

Oh my gawd!

hahaha. Popsicles make me and kylee have to peee! hahah!!!

29 Apr, 2009

PREPARE!

For me and kylee's random blogs about! US! haha!

29 Apr, 2009

Kylee+Shaye=Bestttt frienddss!

hahaha yayy!

29 Apr, 2009

SUPER- SHAYE+&&&+KYLEE-KOOL~AID!

We are super hero's b****!

29 Apr, 2009

=O

Oh my gawd! me and kylee have not!! finished our song yet! haha!

29 Apr, 2009

hahaha!!!!!

Seriously! Kylee! I f***ing love yew! haha and spencer =] I have cool people =] lmao!

29 Apr, 2009

Kylee! haha

We are ganna write like a billion random blogs! BE JEALOUS!

29 Apr, 2009

haha! Kylee!

Ima eat her! ahaha! she is full of popsicles! and shaye likes popsicles!Popsicle diet!

29 Apr, 2009

Me+&&&+Kylee!!!

She is my pimp, and i'm her h** [no we're not homo's =)] Be jealous!

29 Apr, 2009

Spencer!

I love you so much =] and i always will.. im f***ing addicted to you babe =]

28 Apr, 2009

Writing

Me&&&Kylee are trying to write a song! When its done i'll blog it!!

27 Apr, 2009

MY BESTEST FRIEND!

Kylee. She puts the best, in bestfriend! She is like...The jelly to my peanut b***er, the tigger to my pooh. and i effing love her! she is such an amazing person. and im a lucky a** person to have a friend like her =] I love you kylee!

27 Apr, 2009

Music

ou say Soulja Boy-I say Slipknot You say Miley Cyrus-I say Nightwish You say T-Pain-I say mindless self indulgence You say Flowers-I say Deathstars You say Pink-I say Children of Bodom You say Hip Hop-i say shut the **** up You say Pop-I scream Heavy Metal!! You say hanah montana-i hit you in the face 92% of teenagers have turned to Hip Hop and Pop.If you are part of the 8% that still listen to real music,copy and paste this. DON'T LET THE SPIRIT OF ROCK DIE!!! copy & paste

23 Apr, 2009

Bob

?/ /?This? Is Bob Copy And Paste Him So He / \ Can Take Over MostFunGames

23 Apr, 2009

Survey...kinda...its short

Name: Shaye Last Name: Hudson Max: F In love: Yes =] Do you beileve in God: To some degree. Do you think that life is worth living: Eh,,,most the time...no...but when i think about the people i love...yeah. Have you ever had s** in real life: haha. Yes. How about over the computer: This is my buisness. Do you drink: At party's Do you do Mugs: nope. Do you smoke: no... are you gonna have kids: Most likley. How many: 2 Do you live in California: Nope. If not, Where: NYC. What kind of laptop/computer do you use: Mac Are you emo: mmm-hmm What did you think of this survey: good, short.....=]

23 Apr, 2009

BANDSS!

Metro Station, Brokencyde, WE the kings, Plain white t's, all time low, the academy is, Rilient k, cute is what we aim for!! just some of them!

22 Apr, 2009

My important people!!!!!!

1. Kylee,2. Spencer,3. Skye,4.Lilly,5.Brooke,6.maci,7.vikki,8. sam[marie],9.kristin,10.shayla,11. steph.

08 Apr, 2009

Stephanie_Emo

Add her, She is my frann, I told her to make an account, soo add her, and like...if she's on... and i'm not, and you wanna talk or something..Tell her to call me.....Mmkay?

06 Apr, 2009

Spencer get on i need u...

i love u, i miss u ...and baby i would be nothing without u!

02 Apr, 2009

My nammeee

YOUR REAL NAME: Shaye YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of real name plus izzle) Sha-izzle YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and favorite animal) pink lion YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name you live on) MarieShaye YOUR SUPER HERO/CRIMINAL NAME: (your 2nd favorite color,and favorite drink) Black Pepsi GOTH NAME: (black,and the name of one of your pets) Black Beans YOUR HOOD NAME: (first 3 leters of your name plus iqua) Shaiqua

31 Mar, 2009

=] <33

????????*no heart beat* ? ? ?---^v^------ ?~repost this~ ? ?~if you would give~ ????????~your life for the love of your life~ ? ?

31 Mar, 2009

Message me?

Addme, Message me, lets be friends.

31 Mar, 2009

Get on!

Spencer, u need 2 get on!

31 Mar, 2009

Spencer.

♥_♥____♥_♥ Put this ♥___♥_♥__ ♥ heart _♥___♥___♥_ on your __♥ _____♥__ page if ___♥___ ♥___ you love ____♥_♥____ someone _____♥_____ very much

30 Mar, 2009

Yes Kylee Being sick does ssuck!

WAAA! =[ I threewww up likeee 10 timess!! I hate it! P.S Spencer, i love yah!

28 Mar, 2009

Spencer =]

He is my Maxy Cupcake Chocolate Pie =] and i love him =]

28 Mar, 2009

Spencer!!

I neeeeddd youu! PleeeaaasseeEEe!

27 Mar, 2009

Answer these!

[] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Take Me With You? [] Re post This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? [] Fall in love with me? [] Like me? [] Love me? [] Go out with me? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Date Me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Funny? [] Cool? [] Lovable? [] Adorable? [] Great To Be With? [] Attractive? [] Mean? [] Ugly? [] Gorgeous? Have You Ever... [] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me ? [] Wished I Were There? [] Had A Crush On Me? [] Wanted My Number? [] Had A Dream About Me? [] Been Distracted By Me? Are You... [] Happy You Know Me? [] Thinking About Me? [] my friend?

26 Mar, 2009

Shaye is Taken =]

Spencer! LostSoul

26 Mar, 2009

How do people do this, its fucking stupid!

MONTH 1:MOMMY IM ONLY 4 INCHES LONG MONTH 2:MOMMY I LOVE YOUR VOICE ITS A SWEET LULLABY MONTH 3:MOMMY I JUST FOUND OUT IM A BOY!AREN'T YOU GLAD MONTH 4: MOMMY I JUST LEARNED HOW TO SUCK MY THUMB!I GET A LOT OF EXCERCISE!I CAN TUEN MY HEAD AND STRETCH MONTH 5:MOMMY WHY ARE YOU CRYING?IT MAKES ME CRY TOO!SEE I CRY EVEN THOUGHT YOU CAN'T SEE ME MONTH 6:MOMMY THAT DOCTOR LIED TO YOU;I AM REAL!i DON'T LIKE THAT DOCTOR AT ALL! MONTH 7: I HEAR THAT DOCTOR AGAIN!WHAT'S ABORTION?OW!MOMMY I FEEL A NEEDLE;IT'S BURNING,MOMMY!HELP ME! I CAN'T GET AWAY FROM IT! MOMMY IT'S OKAY NOW IM IN THE HANDS OF GOD NOW.HE EXPLAINED TO ME WHAT ABORTION IS. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?HOW COULD YOU KILL ME?DIDN'T YOU WANT ME MOMMY?IF YOU THINK ABORTION IS WRONG COPY N PASTE THIS!!:-(

26 Mar, 2009

Random

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24 Mar, 2009

We broke up =(

I guess we wern't meant to be...

23 Mar, 2009

I hate life = (

I want to die! and i need someone to comfort me = (

18 Mar, 2009

St. Patricks day!!

Imma have a partay!!!! Maybe get drunk.... haha...

17 Mar, 2009

Message me?

Hey guys. message me?

16 Mar, 2009

omg!

My Crazy Step Dad Abused my Sister! and Came to where i was staying! The cops came and everything! omg!

16 Mar, 2009

New pics!

New pics, my Avatar is one, btu check them out on playlist!

16 Mar, 2009

Answer!

F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = Gorgeous... will u go out with me A++=SO HOTT will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND #@*& ME AND DON'T STOP YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!!

16 Mar, 2009

<33

We laugh so Hard we cry, its the love between you and i....

15 Mar, 2009

Kylee

is the best friend you could ever have she helped me hold on...to my life. She stopped the knife from miles away...

10 Mar, 2009

No matter

No matter how far away we are: You will always make me smile. No matter how close we are: I'll never be close enough to you. No matter where you are, or where you stand: i'll always be there, holding your hand..

09 Mar, 2009

I am drunk!

hehe, i am drunk, i took some drinks and mixed 'em.. now im tipsy..

09 Mar, 2009

I went to DISNEYWORLD!

I met micky mouse xD I went for 3 days and 3 nights! it was awesome!

09 Mar, 2009

Emoo!

???????? Put this on your ???????? page if you are emo ???????? or support emos xx

09 Mar, 2009

I leave for 2-3 days and i get 21 messages!

Holy Crap Monkeys!

05 Mar, 2009

Me&&Jake

Moved to the Igloo mansion community in our own igloo mansion, and we adopted a polar bear.. But we have not picked the name yet! hehe xD

04 Mar, 2009

Lolz..

Britt [<3Roxy_girl<3] is mah new r**** buddy xD and im herz!

02 Mar, 2009

Me&&Kylee's nick names!

Kylee: Maxy Ninja #1, blue popsicle, Jelly, Cupcake! We have alot of nicknames! Me: Maxy Ninja #2, Purple Popsicle, Peanut b***er, Mufiin.

02 Mar, 2009

Emo.......JAKE!

He is mine! Stay Away!

02 Mar, 2009

OMG!

i'm taken yay 2~3~09!

02 Mar, 2009

Partyy!

Party Like a Muffin! Party Like PeanutButter Party like a Shayekins! Party like a mee! haha! What now Bitcheezz

02 Mar, 2009

I like to Danceee!

*dances* What now Dancing Bananas??

02 Mar, 2009

baby Mama

Haha, i Fucking love this movviee!

02 Mar, 2009

It hurts to be as Happy as i am

Because I know I will never be this happy again.

02 Mar, 2009

:D

Love me hate me? I dont really give a crap :D

02 Mar, 2009

Imma.

Imma hard core emo s**y b****, and i dont care who knows it :D Randomly Radicalness!

24 Feb, 2009

Hey Bitchez!!

Hey Bitches!!! haha. <33SHAYE!

24 Feb, 2009

Gives you hell :D

i wake up every evening With a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place And you're still probably working At a nine to five pace I wonder how bad that tastes When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Now where's your picket fence love And where's that shiny car And did it ever get you far You never seemed so tense love I've never seen you fall so hard Do you know where you are And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself Where'd it all go wrong? But the list goes on and on And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool, you're just as well Hope it gives you hell Now you'll never see What you've done to me You can take back your memories They're no good to me And here's all your lies You can't look me in the eyes With the sad, sad look That you wear so well When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well Hope it gives you hell When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell Then you're the fool, I'm just as well

24 Feb, 2009

Check yes Juliet!!

Run baby run! Don't ever look back! They'll Tear us apart if you give them the Chance!

24 Feb, 2009

Lost..

Will we ever find eachother? We are lost in a sea of faces. and we dont know which direction to go....

24 Feb, 2009

Sometimes...

I can feel lonley in a room full of people...

24 Feb, 2009

Me&&vikki

Are AWESOMEE! We have a "band" Called: Maxy Emo Cupcakez haha. She is Cupcakez i iz Muffinz!!! yayy xD

23 Feb, 2009

:P

=P I post Random Blog :D Cuz i'm cool like that :D

23 Feb, 2009

C'mon!!! Youh knowz I likez youh!

C'mon YOuH knowz i likez yah! Ask me to be your G-F if you like meh back!!!! && if you think your him....just ask me... i kinda feel that youh likez meh too! So just give it a shot!!!!!!! if i turn yah down, your not the onez i likez!!!!!

22 Feb, 2009

What is?

What is: Salt without pepper? What is: P-B without jelly? What is: day without night? What is: a mystery without a clue? What is: Happy without sad What is: love without hate What is: a cat without a dog What i'm trying to say is, what is me...without you..?

19 Feb, 2009

haha! We iz PB&J

So me and kylee are! Peanut~ b***er {me} Jelly{kylee} Lolz, we are so cooollll! [no homo] Only kylee can call me Peanut~ b***er..&im only allowed to call her Jelly!

16 Feb, 2009

Why iz it so hard?

why iz life so f*cking messed up?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh~ I don't think i can take it anymore..

13 Feb, 2009

Someone

i like someone, &&i flirt with him, but i don't think...he knows how i feel...

06 Feb, 2009

My friend!

At school he bit me, and I bit him back. haha. Me iz hyper!

06 Feb, 2009

This is for mah bestiee's

I <3 you guyz! You are the bomb.CoM like tic tic tic tic tic BOOM! haha. Im hyyperr!

06 Feb, 2009

Love itt

Love me: Hate me: 2 quetions 1 answer...

06 Feb, 2009

Haha.

I <3 ?

06 Feb, 2009

Don't mess with this EMO GIRL!

Because I will kick your a**! haha.

06 Feb, 2009

I need more comments

I have been deleting comments..and now i want them back because now I only have 13 :( So mah b****ez COMMENTz mehh!

05 Feb, 2009

Sometimes the thought of killing mi self...

The other day I wanted mi life to be over, but then I thought of the people I love so I held on...and I'm still hanging on.. Because of Steph, skye, kylee, lilly,trena , jenna, Kelly, mike (ECT) because of them I am alive rightt now.. Ily guys!!!!

16 Dec, 2008

????

Put "yes" or "no" and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Die with me:

16 Dec, 2008

What a guy should learn

>>>When i dont call you >>>[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] >>>When i walk away from you mad >>>[ Follow me ] >>>When i stare at your mouth >>>[ Kiss me ] >>>When i push you or hit you >>>[ Grab me and dont let go ] >>>When i start cussing at you >>>[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] >>>When im quiet >>>[ Ask me whats wrong ] >>>When i ignore you >>>[ Give me your attention ] >>>When i pull away >>>[ Pull me back ] >>>When you see me at my worst >>>[ Tell me im beautiful ] >>>When you see me start crying >>>[Just hold me and dont say a word ] >>>When you see me walking >>>[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] >>>When im scared >>>[ Protect me ] >>>When i lay my head on your shoulder >>>[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] >>>When i steal your favorite hat >>>[ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] >>>When i tease you >>>[ Tease me back and make me laugh ] >>>When i dont answer for a long time >>>[ reassure me that everything is okay ] >>>When i look at you with doubt >>>[ Back yourself up ] >>>When i say that i like you >>>[ I really do more than you could understand ] >>>When i grab at your hands >>>[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ] >>>When i bump into you >>>[ bump into me back and make me laugh ] >>>When i tell you a secret >>>[ keep it safe and untold ] >>>When i look at you in your eyes >>>[ dont look away until i do ] >>>When i miss you >>>[ im hurting inside ] >>>When you break my heart >>>[ the pain never really goes away ] >>>When i say its over >>>[ i still want you to be mine ]