16 May, 2010

Alone by Edgar Allan Poe

From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then - in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life - was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

16 May, 2010

To Helen by Edgar Allan poe

I saw thee once - once only - years ago: I must not say how many - but not many. It was a July midnight; and from out A full-orbed moon, that, like thine own soul, soaring, Sought a precipitate pathway up through heaven, There fell a silvery-silken veil of light, With quietude, and sultriness, and slumber, Upon the upturned faces of a thousand Roses that grew in an enchanted garden, Where no wind dared to stir, unless on tiptoe Fell on the upturn'd faces of these roses That gave out, in return for the love-light, Their odorous souls in an ecstatic death Fell on the upturn'd faces of these roses That smiled and died in this parterre, enchanted By thee, and by the poetry of thy presence. Clad all in white, upon a violet bank I saw thee half reclining; while the moon Fell on the upturn'd faces of the roses, And on thine own, upturn'd - alas, in sorrow! Was it not Fate, that, on this July midnight Was it not Fate, (whose name is also Sorrow,) That bade me pause before that garden-gate, To breathe the incense of those slumbering roses? No footstep stirred: the hated world an slept, Save only thee and me. (Oh, Heaven! oh, God! How my heart beats in coupling those two words!) Save only thee and me. I paused - I looked And in an instant all things disappeared. (Ah, bear in mind this garden was enchanted!) The pearly lustre of the moon went out: The mossy banks and the meandering paths, The happy flowers and the repining trees, Were seen no more: the very roses' odors Died in the arms of the adoring airs. All - all expired save thee - save less than thou: Save only the divine light in thine eyes Save but the soul in thine uplifted eyes. I saw but them - they were the world to me! I saw but them - saw only them for hours, Saw only them until the moon went down. What wild heart-histories seemed to he enwritten Upon those crystalline, celestial spheres! How dark a woe, yet how sublime a hope! Ho

16 May, 2010

the raven by Edgar Allan Poe

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; This it is, and nothing more." Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer, "Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore; But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping, And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door, That I scarce was sure I heard you" - here I opened wide the door; Darkness there, and nothing more. Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before; But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token, And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!" This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" Merely this, and nothing more. Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning, Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before. "Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice: Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this m

06 May, 2010

surfacing

FUCK YOU ALL! Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER judge ME! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this MOMENTUM is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER TOUCH ME! and don't you f***in' judge me! Burn! You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a f***ing thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move (x4) FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER judge ME!

06 May, 2010

wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Goodbye! I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES! How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS! Why I didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away GOODBYE! You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

20 Apr, 2010

PSYCHOSOCIAL

I did my time, and I want out so effusive...fade It doesn't cut, The soul is not so vibrant The reckoning, the sickening packaging, subversion Pseudo-sacrosanct perversion Go drill your desserts, Go dig your graves Then fill your mouth With all the money you will save Sinking in, getting smaller again I'm done,it has beg** I'm not the only one And the reign will kill us all, we Throw ourselves against the wall But no one else can see, The preservation of the martyr in me Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial Oh, there are cracks, in the road we lay from where the temple fell The secrets have gone mad! This is nothing new, But would we kill it all? the hate was all we had Who needs another mess? We could start over Just look me in the eyes And say I'm wrong Now there's only emptiness, venomous insepid I think we're done I'm not the only one! And the reign will kill us all, we Throw ourselves against the wall But no one else can see, The preservation of the martyr in me Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial the limits of the dead the limits of the dead the limits of the dead fake anti-fascist lie, I tried to tell you, but Your purple hearts are given out Can't stop the killing idea If it's hunting season Is this what you want? I'm not the only one! And the reign will kill us all, we Throw ourselves against the wall But no one else can see, The preservation of the martyr in me Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial the limits of the dead the limits of the dead

20 Apr, 2010

Nightquest

Born to the false world the wanderer Storyteller the pied piper On a quest for immortality Gathering a troop to find the fantasy Lead by a maid queen of the night Voice of angel such a divine sight An amazon to fight and cure This reality with her feline lure Patriotic to the promised land Of never-waking dream Nightquest a quest not for the past But for tomorrow to make it last Simply the best way to walk this life Hand in hand with a dreamer's mind Enter the realm don't stay awake The dreams remain they only break Forget the task enjoy the ride And follow us into the night A merry minstrel with his fingers fast Playing his lute charming every lass Joins the troop with a glitter in his eye "Shall I find fame - or shall I die?" Warrior with power along the path A hammerheart his gallantry to last Rhythm of sirens enemies take heed For in this war laws are in silent sleep Patriotic to the promised land Of never-waking dream Nightquest a quest not for the past... Come to the Elfland the eldest said In my guidance you shall not be afraid I am the mastermind the wizard to show the way... Nightquest a quest not for the past... First ones to walk this path of night Lady in black lady in white Followed by legions of night-time wanderers Guardians of the halls of heart When we from my homeland depart To challenge the gods of emptiness May the quest begin!!!

20 Apr, 2010

The Pharaoh Sails To Orion

"Get away from me! Take heed to thyself and see my face no more! for in the day Thou see my face Thou shalt die!" - Exodus 10:28 A constellation of divine architecture built on Earth A holy harbour - Orion Nautical ascension to the firmament Ship-shaped barrows open my heart to the wisdom of this land Sailing with the Serpent Chimera of a fiendish sandman The Unicorn arrives with the westwind to dream His funeral "Thou art born for Horus dwells in Thee" Slumbering with the ebb and the flow of this foaming tomb "Thou art born for Seteh dwells in Thee" Reveal your face to me and guide me though the Stygian fields Enthral my soul to Sepedet's beams to serve Your will Sailing on the distant seas from darkness to deliverance Tales like the ocean written to the Draco's glance Ruling with the scythe of death you tear out philosophies apart An ancient starwalk to merge into the stars "Open thy veins for my venom Kiss the cobras with thy twisted tongue So shalt thou join the empyrean circus Where beggars mourn and seraphs dance In this twilight cathedral Shall I wed thee, O Bride of the Netherworld" Sailing on the distant seas... Join my soul the Hunter in the sky...

20 Apr, 2010

THE RIDDLER

Riddler Riddler ask me why The birds fly free on a mackerel sky Ask me whither goes the wind Whence the endless tick-tick stream begins Make me guess if the earth is flat or round Set a guessing if fantasies are unbound If tales aren't just for children to see That it's peace if sleep walks with me As you wish For kingdom come The one to know all the answers You think you dwell in wisdoms sea Still sweet ignorance is the key To a poet's paradise Challenge the Riddler and you will see... Riddler Riddler ask me why All mothers beneath the Earth and sky Hold their children's hands for a while Their hearts forever - yours and mine Make me wonder what's the meaning of life What's the use to be born and then die Make me guess who's the one Behind the mask of Father and Son As you wish For kingdom come The one to know all the answers You think you dwell in wisdoms sea Still sweet ignorance is the key To a poet's paradise Challenge the Riddler and you will see... For nature hates virginity I wish to be touched Not by the hands of where's and why's But by the Oceans' minds As you wish For kingdom come The one to know all the answers You think you dwell in wisdoms sea Still sweet ignorance is the key To a poet's paradise Challenge the Riddler and you will see...

20 Apr, 2010

Stargazers

Composer: Tuomas Holopainen A grand oasis in the vastness of gloom Child of dew-spangled cobweb Mother to the moon Constellations beholders of the 3rd vagrant Theater for the play of life Tragedienne of heavens Watching the eyes of the night Sailing the virgin oceans A planetride for the Mother and Child Floating upon the quiet hydrogen lakes In this ambrosial merry-go-round they will gaze Ephemereal life touched by a billion-year show Separating the poet from the woe Tragedienne of heavens... Oracle of the Delphian Domine Witness of Adam's frailty Seer of the master prophecy The stellar world her betrothed Wanderers in cosmic caravan Universal bond - The Starborn A son in the search for the truth Following the pages of Almagest Discovering the origin of dreams Stargazers ride through the ancient realms Tragedienne of heavens.

18 Apr, 2010

Let the tears flow

Many times tears are shed, does it make us dead? Life, that - tears can create, for that, tears you should not hate... So let the tears just rain, get released from your pain... In the stone, roses can grow, just feed them, let the tears flow... Shelter the roses in love and care, even out from stone, grow, they dare...

17 Apr, 2010

Shadowed Night Walker

In the dark, I live Where warmth and light escape me Where people all but give Their lives to help sustain me In peace, I sleep Hidden from all eyes My powers help me keep My secrets a disguise In the night, I prey Choosing to my liking Those who went astray Are helpless and not fighting In the moment of satisfaction I lose my sense of hopelessness After the heart’s slowing action There is an eerie calmness In a feeling of disgust I pause to meet the golden light Pain worse than fading trust Meets me on-site The coward that I am Fleets into the cloak of darkness There sits a man Whose eyes looked lifeless A memory arose One of family and laughter This was from centuries ago Escaping came after Misery and death Led to this internal life When she took her last breath I had lost my final strife. Death is an escape I shall not seek An everlasting drape For those who are weak.

17 Apr, 2010

The Smooth Bloody Shores

as i lay on the shores of your smooth bloody love i think of the sweet warm tase of your blood as it slowly trickles down your white throbbing neck and you mop it up with your finger and slowly taste it i am lying here licking your soft crimson stream while you slowly drift off into a dark bloody dream it tastes so sweet as like the drink of the gods as ive sunk into your skin with my long white sharp rods im stealing your soul right out of your skin it feels so much like im commiting a sin the love is intense between us i know the only question is: how far can it go the tides come in and lap up your blood bringing it to a new neighborhood there they can drink of it and plunder and bring your soul down, farther under

17 Apr, 2010

black tears

A tear fell from my face Making myself a disgrace Not wanting for it to be seen, My weakness from within My eyes are covered with black Hiding the gloom at the back Blurring my visions, Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real, As well as what I feel So tired of shedding these tears Along with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrow From yesterday ‘til tomorrow Hoping it would all be over Even though it seems forever

17 Apr, 2010

MIDNIGHT CIRCUS

Broken shadows bask in the twilight of eternity Fading lights ending in bittersweet catastrophe Stinging nematocysts of the sea anemone Flowers offered at the feet of Persephone Haunted night of the witch's sabbath Howling bloodhounds blocking the path Enduring nightmares, Kali's own wrath Smiling severed heads, scarlet bloody bath The ferry of Charon is already sinking Infernal Cerberus's constantly barking No dead people ever escaping Hades's hell, yours for the taking...

17 Apr, 2010

what about now.

nothing fills my empty heart, as love is fading. from all the things that i was, and am becoming. could i see beyond the stars? to make it through the night. change the colour of my heart, and open up to. the ways you made me feel alive, the ways i loved you. i am sitting here in the dark, light please find me. why not now? why not today? what if the suspense is making me all that i was meant to be. what if my love, completely fades away? what if its lost behind the gates of heaven i will never find. why not now?

17 Apr, 2010

lost in the world

Lost in the world Am I still dreaming? I hear the lost voices Trying to wake me from the deep sleep But I refuse them I just close my eyes and hold my last breath And hopping to death come to me To take me away from this cruel world It’s the only way I can find my peace in my heart Every time when I close my eyes I see nothing but blood around me And my fallen angel is dying in my arms I am frozen inside myself and trying to escape from this madness Hiding in shadows to never see the Sun again The only saltiness I can feel it’s in darkness embrace And he left the pain to leave me the scar in my innocent heart My lonely soul is walking through endless path Trying to find the light of freedom But there’s no sign Every time when I am looking in the stars Still remembering in the midnight when we watched together our fallen stars Telling them secrets of our love And still they are up, Hopping we’ll be together with open arms But our love was nothing but illusion There’s no turning back And we are lost in the world To lost that we can’t find our happiness Here we are my love, again Standing all alone just you and me Waiting to shadows take our love And burning in flames forever To never feel the pleasure that we always had in our hearts Am I still dreaming? Long lost voices slowly whispering in my lost dreams Trying so hard to wake me from the endless nightmares But I still refuse them, I just let the pain to leaving me the scar inside of my broken heart And slowly closing my eyes and holding my last breath Hopping to angel come to me To embrace me and disappear so far away in this lost world To never see the sorrow who is haunting me in my dreams I am to lost in this world To lost, can’t find my light to bright me up my way to home I am falling so deep to feel my emptiness in my soul feeling the flame the touch of grace down on my spine shading this tears for burning in my dreams I am to lost in this world can’t wake

17 Apr, 2010

death of a rose

Dried red rose, the cutting and sad wilted reminder of your cruel broken promise to respect our love and wait here. Now death fills up my tattered heart, as the choking smell of the rose seethes like a corpse rotting in an unmarked grave. Misplaced, alone and confused in anger, I lay upon the freshly tilled dirt, longing to smell you once again. Soil and petals slip between my dry brittle fingers and mascara runs. Dead long ago, my one rose laid to rest.

17 Apr, 2010

TERROR

Twisting grinding, ciphers prowling, unnatural growling. Much too silent, golden tis not, mind hence vulnerable. then shalt thus rot. Shadows picking at you from the wall, luminous glow, makes them stretch tall. lucky fairies seem a' napping, ghastly things so come a' tapping....hole in ceiling makes a dread noise, But who'd believe those distant young boys..? Those voices some hear will also cower, for the stricken reality holds much more power. Writhing minds, and tortured soul, gaze fearfully awfully into the hole. Abyss, so apt, for this hath no ground, never smiling, always hath frown'd. Doth the darkness know your fears? Spirit punters that bet so never fear arrears. Ebony, fogging, constricting, minds pained flogging. Lamps only light can be no help, victim scream panicked burble, yelp. Nails bleeding, fear a' kneading, hounds blood baying, desperate praying. Choking terror grip, hope against hope, but no release, no slip. Your abode morphs, now demonic structure, slurking beasts, minds veins they rupture... Hark, the doom portent banshee wail, the monstrous beings, goblins blood trail. Nightly wolf hunt, your scent lures their pride; running hastens the hunt, tis not possible to hide. Damnation of the delicate sanity connection will suffice to destroy you, so be strong lest you wish to live your days with more fear then the darkness itself can give, but heed the warnings blown by the icy wind of indifference to the eventual outcome. The terror draws closer. Terror indeed.

15 Apr, 2010

dream of death

A time to die When all hope has past And all that lies ahead is misery Is there any point in continuing to fight Time always runs out eventually for the lonely Single meals heated in the microwave Single seats on planes surrounded by happy voices Only half a lifetime But its time to call an end Euthanasia would be a simple solution But they make it harder for human kind No lethal injection to take away the pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Just drifting through the days Waiting for something to happen But it never does, it never does, So all I do is wait in vain A dull, nagging, long endured pain The pain of lost opportunities The pain of stupid mistakes Only the foolish wait for their lives to change You have to make it happen So take the knife And end this life And come tomorrow There will be time for sorrow It is easy to die when you write it down Put down the pen and wipe away that frown Go to sleep and dream of death Go to sleep and dream of death One day your dream will last forever... Your dream will last forever....forever...forever

15 Apr, 2010

GETHSEMANE

Toll no bell for me, Father But let this cup of suffering pass from me Send me no shepherd to heal my world But the Angel - the dream foretold Prayed more than thrice for You to see The wolf of loneliness in me ... not my own will but Yours be done... You wake up, where's the tomb? Will Easter come, enter my room? The lord weeps with me But my tears fall for you Another beauty Loved by a Beast Another tale of infinitely dreams Your eyes they were my paradise Your smile made my sun rise Forgive me, for I don't know what I gain Alone in this garden of pain Enchantment has but one truth: I weep to have what I fear to lose "I knew you never before I see you never more But the love, the pain, the hope, O beautifull one Have made you mine, 'till all my years are done" Without you The poetry within me is dead "You tell me, my love; It's not love if it's not forever. But let me tell you; A Scene could be much more to remember than the play itself."

06 Apr, 2010

Darkness does not illuminate

...it is mostly full of pain...it makes you learn from your mistakes...but darkness does not illuminate you...you are the one who illuminates yourself...if you refuze to learn..darkness will eat you... .Many people are embraced by the darkness...do not judge me wrong..I know what you mean but many people will see whaaat you said with a different aproach..or eye

15 Mar, 2010

sweet dreams

Sweet dreams are made of these. Who am I to disagree? Travel the world and the seven seas. Everybody's looking for something. Some of them want to use you. Some of them want to get used by you. Some of them want to abuse you. Some of them want to be abused. I wanna use you and abuse you. I wanna know what's inside you. (Whispering and Moaning: Hold your head up, movin' on. Keep your head up, movin' on.) Movin' on! I'm gonna use you and abuse you. I'm gonna know what's inside. Gonna use you and abuse you. I'm gonna know what's inside you.

15 Mar, 2010

???

Oh oh oh oh oh I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine in a bag I'm useless but Not for long The future is coming on I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless,but not for long The future is coming on I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless, but not for long The future is coming on It's coming on It's coming on It's coming on Yeah... Ha Ha! Finally someone let me out of my cage Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age Now I couldn't be there Now you shouldn't be scared I'm good at repairs And I'm under each snare Intangible Bet you didn't think so I command you to Panoramic view Look I'll make it all manageable Pick and choose Sit and lose All you different crews Chicks and dudes Who you think is really kickin' tunes? Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube Like you lit the fuse You think it's fictional Mystical? Maybe Spiritual Hearable What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy Lifeless To know the definition for what life is Priceless For you because I put you on the hype s*** You like it? Gunsmokin' righteous with one token Psychic among those Possess you with one go I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless,but not for long The future is coming on I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless, but not for long The future is coming on It's coming on It's coming on It's coming on The essence the basics Without it you make it Allow me to make this Childlike in nature Rhythm You have it or you don't that's a fallacy I'm in them Every sprouting tree Every child apiece Every cloud you see You see with your eyes I see destruction and demise Corruption in disguise From this f***in' enterprise Now I'm s***ing to your lies Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percu

15 Mar, 2010

SOME FEEL

Some feel I don't exist Never believing in what they see Some feel that I am not fair I leave no time for repentance Tearing the vail Mending the vail Tearing the vail Some feel I bare the mark of man A misguided philosophy Some feel I kill for fun I kill for life! I can't escape what Gaia's left for me / No more I can't deny the lack of morality / No less Need time to think need time to think Need to spill blood so I can drink Take whay they give take what they give Some feel I'm dead yet still I live They don't know I'm immortal They don't know they're just cattle They don't know I'm eternal

14 Mar, 2010

welcome home

You could've been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the surest of favors But if you really loved me You would've endured my world Well if you're just as I presumed A w**** in sheep's clothing Fucking up all I do And if so here we stop Then never again Will you see this in your life Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take premise to all of these songs You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus played martyr, I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To neverless wonder... happy will I become Be true that this is no option, So with sin I condemn you Demon play, demon out! Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take premise to all of these songs One last kiss for you One more wish to you Please make up your mind girl... I'd do anything for you One last kiss for you One more wish to you Please make up your mind girl... Before I hope you die

09 Mar, 2010

music box

Serenity sat on her bed and listened to the music Playing over and over on the music box It was her most treasured possession It had been a birthday present to celebrate her tenth birthday It was a haunting tune and the pink ballerina pirouetted and danced To the tune and the music box play on and on Serenity was now 35 and had lived here for 10 years She had been engaged to Steve They had first dated at the school prom Just after her 16th birthday They had gone on holiday to Spain and Cyprus Bought a home together And soon they would be married But one night he found Steve in bed with her sister Sapphire She had screamed at both of them She screamed so much that she passed out with nausea She was taken to hospital and stayed over a few nights When she returned home Steve had move out A week later she discovered he was staying with Sapphire They both laughed at her and shouted "poor Serenity" One night soon after she took an overdose of sleeping pills Her mother found her slumped over her bed She was taken back to hospital And although she recovered physically Her mind could not deal with the shock of recent events She returned to her childhood lost in daydreams She was moved to the psychiatric ward And there she remained for ten years Some of the patients complained about the music going on and on all day The same simple haunting tune It drove them to distraction But it was the only thing that helped Serenity to stay calm and relaxed She remains there to this day listening to her music Lost in childhood dreams of innocence.

07 Mar, 2010

HEAVEN IS A DARK PLACE

Heaven is a dark place It's a secret that we keep From the human race Why do you think so many souls Have yet to find the light? There is no light to find There's only the night Heaven is a dark place You could even say It's a hell of a disgrace Why do you think all our priests Behave the way they do? Has it ever crossed your mind That they're tortured too Heaven is a dark place A little devil such as you Could never show her face All the angels who live there They love to dress in black And once you enter There's no going back Heaven is a dark place How, you may ask Do I know this? I've been there, you see I've felt eternal bliss I've been to heaven I've felt your deadly kiss

07 Mar, 2010

WORDS OF HOPE

One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking, that night I saw an angel, saw her crying, her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying... Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden, I watched her soul escape in the little tears, to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden, she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears... She was lying on the cold white marble plate, to help her I tried, but I was too late, in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate... Angel stared me, I heard her silent cries, pale little form on pool of so red blood, angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes, in rage I cried, next who dies will be god... I took angel on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near, gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear, god will pay for this crime, my love, do not fear...

07 Mar, 2010

DEAD TEARS

I see doom ahead, my love, soon it is all dead... I can't anymore stop and turn, my heart - my love, soon they will burn... Moist fill my eyes - dead soul without fears, my burnt heart, I buried it in the sea of dead tears...

07 Mar, 2010

DEATH

Death, you are my sweet love, come and give me your cold embrace... Wrap your icy arms around me, hold me, kiss me till I die... Let me feel your cold touch, feel you, feel death of my flesh... Release my soul from this agony, give me freedom, let me die...

07 Mar, 2010

tortured

It’s a chilling night Causing myself to fright Breaking in a cold sweat Anxiously clutching my blanket Hugging my body closer As I begin to shiver My eyes are searching, Looking for something Resting my gaze right before me & staring at my reflection intently Confusion suddenly rises Placing my emotions in crisis The one I’m staring at, Am I really that? No longer recognizing myself, I made a vow As they turned me into a savage I am right now All my grudges and fears To my family & peers It’s eating me up inside Like drowning in a rising tide In the depths of an abyss, Turning into a falling piece With no one to hold on They say I’d better be gone Smiling bitterly rather than weep I tried to get some sleep Knowing that it’s the only escape From the wounds beneath my cape Hoping I’ll never open my eyes Even if the sun will rise

07 Mar, 2010

lost

The world will never know me the things to accomplish or goals to be , nobody believes in me my passion is the same , and minds insane I fell far ,so far down i dont believe in my self waiting for a new day, but tomorrow never comes I live in the presence with darkness All around me ,the light in the distance only reminds me where iam, my feet are hot from the coals i walk on. Birds fly high around me, hungry waiting to consume me but still i live, who am i? cry are louds but never a sound for this world will never know me.

08 Feb, 2010

to like statues in the garden of dreams

BEHIND THE LEAFS I CAN SEE YOUR FACE, SO FILLED WITH PAIN. THE WINGS OF YOURS ARE OF NO USE, THY WETHERS ARE KNOW STONE. YOUR HANDS CAN NOT FEEL WORMTH. YOUR MOUTH ARE OPENED, READY TO SCREEM. BUT THEN, CAN ANYONE HEAR YOU...

08 Feb, 2010

HYMN OF ABSOLUTE DECEIT

I HAD A TASTE OF YOUR BLOOD YOU HAD MIN I KNEW YOUR PAIN, YOU KNEW MINE WE WERE THE BEAYTY IN ALL THE GROWING DEATH INSIDE OF ME THE KNOWLEDGE OF ONE THE GROWING DEATH INSIDE OF ME THE KNOWLEDGE OF ONE I HAD A TASTE OF YOUR BLOOD YOU HAD MINE I KNEW YOUR PAIN,YOU KNEW MINE WE WERE THE BEAUTY IN ALL PLEAS LET ME COME IN YOUR ARMS LET ME INSIDE WHY PUNISH ME, WHY BRING ME SORROW YOU ANGEL OF GRIEF THE GROWING DEATH INSIDE OF ME THE KNOWLEDGE OF ONE THE GROWING DEATH INSIDE OF ME THE KNOWLEDGE OF ONE

08 Feb, 2010

ARCANA WE RISE ABOVE

SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT IM CORNERED CORNERED IN MY OWN DARKNESS LIKE A NEVER ENDING PAIN ALWAYS THERE TO REMIND REMIND ME THAT IM NOT ALLOWED TO FEEL HAPPINESS THE EMPTY EYES IN THE MIRROR TELL ME I'M DOWN FOR THE COUNT EVERY SECOND OF REALITY PAYS A VISIT JUST TO DECONSTRUCT MY WORLD BUT WHEN WE LAY DOWN CLOSE WE WILL RISE ABOVE THE FEEL OF SKIN MAKES ME FEEL SAFE BUT THEN WE LAY DOWN CLOSE WE WILL RISE ABOVE THE FEEL OF YOUR SKIN MAKES ME FEEL WARM

08 Feb, 2010

arcana innocent child

MY SWEET INNOCENT CHILD HOW CAN I EXPLAIN HOW I HEAR THE NATURE CRY FOR MERCY HOW THE GREED AND THE POWER SET THE RULES FOR YOU AND ME WHY WE DESTROY AND TORTURE OUT OF GREED I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU SOMETHING ELSE.

06 Feb, 2010

ABANDEN

IN MY CRYPT OF LUST LOVE ENTOMBED WITHIN HER HEART IM BATHED IN BURNING LIQED FLAME MY SAUL IS HEAR IN BLOOD. WHEN EACH NIGHT MY LOVER CALLS MY SANGUINE SPIRET SINGS OH LET ME HEAR YOU WISPER SOFT EMBRACE ME WITH YOUR WINGS. THIS COFFEN IN MY HEART SHAPE BOX AND WEAR I'LL ALWAYS BE YES ONCE A TIME AGO SHE YEARNED FOE ONLY ME. FOR IN MY BED OF TORTURED DREAMS OLD TEARS TURNED IN TO DRED WHEN WINE THAT FLOWD FROM HER SWEET LIPS FLOWD IN TO HIS INSTED. I CALLED TO HER NO ENSWER CAME IT ECHOED IN THE DARK SO HEAR I STAY THE FORGOTTEN MEN ENTOMED WITHIN HER HEART.

05 Feb, 2010

ALL THAT REMAINS

THE DARKNESS SURROUNDS ME ALL LIGHT HAS BEEN EXTINGUISHED. I LIE ON MY BED AND THINK OF THE PAST OF ALL THE PEOPLE I HAVE. KNOWN WHEN I WAS YOUNG I WAS SO HAPPY. I WOULD PLAY ALL DAY I KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE. AS TIME HAS PAST. I LOST TOUCH WITH THEM ONE BY ONE. NOW I LIE ONE MY BED SURROUNDED BY DARKNESS. ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS. THEY ARE ALL I HAVE FOR COMPANY. I AM LOST IN THE DARKNESS CAN YOU HEAR ME CALLING? THE NIGHTS . THE MONTHS AS TIME DRIFTS BY. I HAVE BEEN CALLING OUT IN THE DARKNESS. FOR CENTURIES NOW . MY GHOST IS ALL THAT REMAINS. UNABLE TO REST CALLING. OUT IN THE DARKNESS. WAITING FOR AN ANSWER. BUT THER IS NO REPLY. THERE IS NOBODY TO HEAR MY CALLS. MY GHOST IS ALL THAT REMANS. CALLING OUT IN THE DARKNESS. DOOMED TO EXSIST ALONE FOREVER!. :(