11 Feb, 2010

emo

???????? Put this on your ???????? page if you are emo ???????? or support emos xx

31 Jan, 2010

POOR LUCIFER!!!

A poem about Child Abuse My name is Lucifer I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I werent ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now Im starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "Im sorry!", I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While i lay there motionless Brawled on the floor My name is Lucifer I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me Now i roam the underworld, to help those in need. I may seem evil, but i'm not. And if you read this and dont pass it on I pray for your forgiveness Because you would have to be AOne heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because you are effected, Do something about it! So all i ask you to do pIs pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

31 Jan, 2010

Im In tears D:

my granmother just passed away this morning and im rlly sad My Grandmother, Christine B James 1923-2010

30 Jan, 2010

I Don't Know What It Is

Why are you on my mind? Maybe this love is only spellbind I don’t know if this is real Every time I look in your eyes My stomach fills with b***erflies I can’t explain how I feel about you And in this world of loneliness My love for you is so vivacious It’s too good to be true But when we’re together I know this love will last forever Baby why me? I don’t know what it is About you that makes me feel so warm inside It feels so alive I don’t know what it is About you that makes me lost in your eyes Is this love a lie? I don’t know what it is About you that makes me smile But in the end it’ll all be worthwhile But I don’t know what it is About you that made me fall in love with you I just don’t know what it is And every time I see You try to be the best friend a friend could be I know in my heart you’re the one for me When the times are good or bad I’ll be there for you happy or sad You need to know who really cares about you And tonight I looked up in the night sky I thought about us soaring way up high Above the world, we arise But before our last goodbye I’ll hold back my tears and try not to cry Just live your life so I can live mines I don’t know what it is About you that makes me feel so warm inside It feels so alive I don’t know what it is About you that makes me lost in your eyes Is this love a lie? I don’t know what it is About you that makes me smile But in the end it’ll all be worthwhile But I don’t know what it is About you that made me fall in love with you I just don’t know what it is I only breathe to make you live Trying to get what I give I have no other option in this life Other than to be with you Teaching me that there is a beyond I realize you are never gone We have a bond that can never break I hope it’s not a mistake Baby when I first looked at you My love for you was so true You being there for me was a breakthrough I just hope you

26 Jan, 2010

Fave Music

i listen 2 alot of music my fave types of music is Rock, Alternative, R&b, Hip Hop, rap, and pop ;)

26 Jan, 2010

Final Day

Don’t you see me standing here? Oh so near Hugging you so dear Can’t you see me by your side? Squeezing your hand so tight Trying to give you life I know today is your final day And when that time comes I’m here to say, I won’t let this go to waste Cause when you leave this world today You’re gonna be in a better place I can’t believe this is the final day We have to spend I never thought it would be this way But this is the end The end of the day So it’s time for you to fly away to your new home Let’s try to have fun one last time Before I cry Cause your life is flashing before my eyes I never thought it would be this way: Your life ends today But I promise you, it’s gonna be ok I know today is your final day And when that time comes I’m here to say, I won’t let this go to waste Cause when you leave this world today You’re gonna be in a better place Pack your bags, it’s time to go Cause on this final day, You’re goin’ home Don’t be shy cause it seems like the end Of your life But trust me; this is your time 2 shine so I guess for now this is goodbye I know you can’t take much longer But when you enter your new life You will be stronger God is with you, and he’ll protect you, Something that I could never do I’ll remember the fun we had, All the pain, all the laughs When I held you in my arms when you were sad I love you, and one day I’ll be with you too I can’t believe this is the final day We have to spend I never thought it would be this way But this is the end The end of the day So it’s time for you to fly away to your new home Pack your bags, it’s time to go Cause on this final day, You’re goin’ home Don’t be shy cause it seems like the end Of your life But trust me; this is your time 2 shine so I guess for now this is goodbye

26 Jan, 2010

Dream Come True

You make me feel special Your love is so true I don’t know what I’d do without you When I hear the word love You always come to mind And when you express your feelings for me Tears come to my eyes My heart is filled with happiness I cannot lie Because without you I’d probably die I think about you each morning, Dream of you each night And when you put your arms around me I just want you to hold me tight I always love to tell you how I feel As I always had from the start I just want you to know That I love you from the bottom of my heart You’re my forever love, my happiness sent from above, My joy, my life and my very soul Out of all the guys in the world, You’re the one that makes me feel whole I never felt this way before My love for you is so strong But how could I not see That you were the one for me all along If I ever sing this to you It would express my emotions But understand that this is a poem That took a whole lot of devotion My heart skips a beat Every time I see you And that’s why you’re my dream come true I love you

26 Jan, 2010

yesterday= worst b day eva

i had tha worst b day eva i just turned 14 and wen i went 2 skool i got punched in my thighs by my friends lol then wen i got home my mom cussed me out and called me a r****ed b****. wat a b day!