16 Jun, 2011

candels

The power lines went out And I am all alone But I don't really care at all Not answering my phone All the games you played The promises you made Could't finish what you started Only darkness still remains Lost sight Couldn't see When it was you and me Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight But I think I'll be alright Been black and blue before There's no need to explain I am not the jaded kind Playback's such a waste You're invisible Invisible to me My wish is coming true Erase the memory of your face Lost sight Couldn't see When it was you and me Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight But I think I'll be alright One day You will wake up With nothing but you’re sorries And someday You will get back Everything you gave me Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight But I think I'll be alright

16 Jun, 2011

wht now

idk wht to do any more once things are great they seem to turn towards the ground which way r u heading know cause can't tell seems u just want to mess with my head

06 Jun, 2011

............

i can't seem to find away thats suits u i guess time to say the truth now well here it goes all of it is to be un done well its worth a try

31 May, 2011

i think u know

i have u stuck in my head can't seem to get it out and theres no way on hell that you ever be here we can talk about so many things but u tend to roll ur eyes let me say baby ur to all that i can fine some one better than u so go on with ur life i will sit along with ur fwinds as i been doing all year we never really have a conversation spread all ur lies u can't play in my 'head ' u can say ur sorry and all the other things no not falling this time baby go make out with ur lil gf i ain't gonna waste my time now we had a chance a price we payed u say all these things i like to tell whts in my mind lets have fun now ruin ur life don't come to me when something goes wrong don't blame me what ever happens to u

30 May, 2011

some times

i wish things could stay the same and to remember everything just like child hood memories but we all have to go separate ways i just can't get the never to talk to u see u in another life maybe

11 Apr, 2011

don't u feel it in te air

don't feel when u talk to people that u have the same conversations over and over some times there different only when something tragic happens or ur high drunk or wanna do things other than that seem like day get boring and boring even though something happens and its fun it end up dieing out just like hearts and tears they fade but they are truly never gone any way days keep coming get boring every day

11 Apr, 2011

wel well isn't mr liar

wow didn't see that coming people don't say anything if ur not even sure about it wow i didn't even know well i did but u don't have to tell the whole world i mean school well class u s***

11 Apr, 2011

wht do u think-

hmmmmmm wht do u thin of this tell me tell me - I love the way you grind with that booty on me shorty you a dime why you looking lonely we’ll buy another round and it’s all on me as long as I’m around put it down on me just put it down on me

10 Apr, 2011

how to annoy a teacher

1. pretend to be chewing gum then when he/she comes over and tells you to spit it out, say, "i dont have any gum," and open ur mouth as wide as u can while obnoxiously saying, " aaaaaaaaaaaaaah" 2. drop ur pencil every 2 minutes. if u want to, every time u drop it u can shout," clumsy me!" 3. in stead of getting up or raising ur hand to ask the teacher something, throw them notes. 4. if ur teacher runs out of tissues, shout as loud as u can," theres no toilet paper left!" 5. roll ur pencil around on ur desk. when he/she tells u to stop, say the wind is doing it and roll it again. 6. yell out every thing u r thinking. 7. while the teacher is talking, walk up to the pencil sharpener and sharpen ur pencil as loud as u can. if the teacher asks u to stop, pretend u dont hear him/her and keep sharpining the pencil. 8. if the teacher asks a question, ask him/her,"wat is" then restate the question. be sure to emphasize the "is". Example: teacher,"wat is 2+2?" u,"wat IS 2+2?" 9. mock the teacher behind his/her back. if he/she catches u, say to him/her,"u made me do it!" 10. come in on a teacher work day and tell them," ive got nothin better to do." 11. if u didnt do a big a**ignment last year, on the first day of the new year, burst into the classroom shoutin,"IS IT TOO LATE TO TURN IN MY ASSIGNMENT!" repost this saying,"how to annoy a teacher" and u will have no homework tomarrow or the next day. P.S. im not responsible 4 anyone who gets in trouble 4 trying these out

10 Apr, 2011

new people nothing with the blog

awesome movie soul surfer i was sad and amazing might watch u again no im not a stalker im not gonna watch u just the movie you again lol i got new neigh boors oh no wht if their killers oh well any how whts up with dogs and cats

01 Apr, 2011

when earth goes around so do we

bunnies gone crazy can we love a dog who is dead can u hatch eggs that are plastic can u drink and empty can can u have fun with ur fwinds yes we do it all the time and never stop monday to sunday then back again jan to dec we never get tired of there faces we acted stupid do the ------ we can never stop this is the earth we go in the circle back in 4 t just like every thing else

29 Mar, 2011

wht do u think

Before Marriage- Boy: I have been waiting for this day Girl: Do u want me to leave?? Boy: NO!!! Girl: Do u love me? Boy: Of Course Girl: Will u ever cheat on me?? Boy: Never in my life Girl: Will u ever kiss me? Boy: Every chance i get Girl: Will u hit me?? Boy: Are u crazzy.. Girl: Can i trust u?? Boy: Yes..!! Girl: Sweet Heart.. -After Marriage-(now read from bottom to top)<----

21 Mar, 2011

walking on my own

don't tell me that it will be okay. don't even bring up his name i don't need him now i can defend my self. with memories that will burn down. give me my salvation give my chance to make things right. im not the greatest who the best. idk i don't think you know he lost control of he's own world lost everthing in place can't even say his name where are you know when u walk on glass do u hurt do u ever fell pain don't say his name i can manged my life i was doing pretty fine till he go in my life this is not a game this is classified this is closed from me to you games over no more i can survive i don't wanna have to be my th funeral home i hope it the last time

21 Mar, 2011

takeing my life away

last time i seened u at was the funeral asked to help " god" not to take 2 different things thanks 4 nothing rip uncle Frankie you will be missed alot god ask u this why never will i want to hear u see or think im done and done with sorrow

10 Mar, 2011

population ............. 4 brain cellls 0

can u be very suprising i ain't stupid i new from the begging can days go by days with no posting about how they broke there hearts it's always bout boys boys. i mean i don't mind but it alwasys this aand that - yes my spellling s***s- well u tell me wht true and right and put those to together and see if u can do either percent 2 love 1000 life can't get worst honey it can

07 Mar, 2011

carter wht up with the sun

carter lets just have fun nothing counts u have to agree this day is tilted half way like a sun i mean the earth its fun then boring we can have fun but on what no of what cupid please or barney we can dance in a circle or jump on a bed and have some ....... so lets have fun the day is half over and we talked 4 ever we have no clue what to talk about still lol maybe this days isn't ours is it friday can u figure out this day make it un wind to another day say some more and lose control love that song a love game so lets have some Let's have some fun, this beat is sick I wanna take a ride on your disco stick Don't think too much just bust that stick I wanna take a ride on your disco stick take a pony to outer space kid lets take it back and dance and party like ninety sixty two

07 Mar, 2011

pickels what ever

me me a uncle mary a chicken she had 5 eggs what happened to having lifes sharpen pencils with me play with bunnies but a cereal killer across the sea waits for us to have fun lol

07 Mar, 2011

young as a gave

she to young i say hey hey boys don't care what age what type as long as they can move and do anything to do top top lets go back and go again boys jump up and down tip ur hat for the best one of all yum yum wants to play with his gum gum dave daver let go and find a raver raver talk to me with no sound yups im an idiot not stupid idiotic we can dance on the floor till the night of night can shine the moon when we don't age and take what we have and steel some more can u take me to the back seat and drive u can be the driver and i'll the star go through the days like no tomorow were young as a grave

05 Mar, 2011

there 2 different things

all ur lies when will they un ravel when will u stop and look and say this is wrong oh baby look what is here cause im not urs no u had ur chance u had ur life u want me back i set u free we held hands we blah blah no matter whats it is take a trip to California find ur lover instead of dulling over another stop and think what u want and what u got cause baby there 2 different things i got u i set u free now u say i left u and with no say and no reason i walked away why should i say anything and tell u. u should now the reason why cause im not ur girl im not the one may be the best but hows does that sum u can't compete stop and think that u lost one for another and that this isn't a game don't get lost don't lose control for thing i can't pay take me back where we met for i can see before i fall and when u fall on ur knees baby what matters is what u can get u travel and travel but what are u really getting take me to paradise take me away from ur evil ways get out of my dreams this trip if for 1 and im going back to y home town where u can't find but baby don't blame me 4 ur mistakes don't do this to another find ur way back to a place

05 Mar, 2011

ain't nothing but mammals love this song

Do it now You and me baby ain't nothing but mammals So let's do it like they do on the discover channel Do it again now You and me baby ain't nothing but mammals So let's do it like they do on the discover channel Getting h**** now

14 Feb, 2011

happy valentines

they come and go just like summer breeze and winter rains. i can't decide if you should be my valentine. u stay through winter cold hold my hand all the time summer gone and so are you is it just a ghost or a sign that its time to let you go. from the top of the sky from the bottom of the ground these thoughts are hardly answered as time passes by knowing u let go of me its time for me to let go of u even though the sun shines and they u make me smile beneath it all its all lies

30 Jan, 2011

kid grow up

hugs me and hold my hand walk down the street and don't turn back - shot, shot fire- run run he's right be hind u say u ran and i turn around wow u r a girl its a baby doggie can u be any lame i go to ur house u crying the corner u see me in the room u yell omg i thought u were done 4 wows rolling on the floor laughing - not true story but imagine a 16 - 22 year old doing that. have u ever seened something like that happened or a teenage guy and he thinks he is tough or not get scared hit me up!

04 Jan, 2011

-since last september- a peom i write for you

I'm sick and tired of this. all the silence your putting me through do you like the view? its all been the same since last September when it still rains. all we use to talk about was the weather and now it nothing. the answer never changes don't mean to be rude but your boring. don't tell me you got something better to do cause i can't see that happening with you. i can't imagine you having a blast. what can i say i never wanted to feel this way i must say i once loved you i must of been blind because what did i ever see in you excuse me i don't mean to be rude but what else is there to say nothing changed since last of September when it still rained don't know why i stayed and you made me shed so many tears. or maybe it was the rain but i won't count on it now that i realize who you are i don't know what to say please don't get a fended i don't count on it but this isn't the first thing i wrote to you look at speechless that one is for you too. you won't get made you have no feeling you don't even look at mine anyways see you next September it will all be the same even when it rains. - to you my friend who has the same conversations with me every day i <3 you in a way thats the same when i 1st told you

03 Jan, 2011

fear lyrics

I want to be rich and I want lots of money I don't care about clever I don't care about funny I want loads of clothes and f*** loads of diamonds I heard people die while they are trying to find them And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless 'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner I don't know what's right and what's real anymore And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore And when do you think it will all become clear? 'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear Life's about film stars and less about mothers It's all about fast cars and cussing each other But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic And that's what makes my life so f***ing fantastic And I am a weapon of massive consumption And its not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner I don't know what's right and what's real anymore And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore And when do you think it will all become clear? 'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear Forget about g**s and forget ammunition 'Cuz I'm killing them all on my own little mission Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner I don't know what's right and what's real anymore And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore And when do you think it will all become clear? 'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear

13 Dec, 2010

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13 Dec, 2010

part of lyrics from tonight im loveing u

Here’s the situation Been to every nation Nobody’s ever made me feel the way that you do You know my motivation Give in my reputation Please excuse I don’t mean to be rude But tonight I’m loving you Oh you know That tonight I’m loving you Oh you know That tonight I’m loving you - i love that part in the song-

17 Nov, 2010

my poem ~ cries and tears of a broken heart~

If I had a full heart i would love some many things. If It wasn’t cracked then split in to I wouldn’t be like this If I knew what I know now I wouldn’t move If I saw what is now I wouldn’t take a step to you If I could tell you what I wanted it wouldn't be good news If I knew the truth I wouldn’t be asking my self why If I would have listen I wouldn’t be in this mess If I would of kept my word this wouldn't be happening If I could change the past you two would be the first to go If I wouldn’t have taken this shot I wouldn’t be crying If these tears won’t go away neither will the pain These are the cries and tears of a broken heart

14 Nov, 2010

im sad

i was watching the discover Chanel i know weird but i saw a zebra get attack by a pack of lions so said the eyes were closing and it took its last breath

01 Nov, 2010

have this happened to u

have u ever talken to some one and then u say something but it slipped out and they it silence they just go

20 Oct, 2010

purple

wearing purple to day today it about the 7 g**guys who committed suicide for people who said things to them rip the 7 guys " if age doesn't matter s** shouldn't matter'' -quote from me

18 Oct, 2010

-with or without - idk what it means the words just came

the silence and tears across the room i don't even know what to say how can u say a word when i can't change ur mind and when u go i know i can see what u met u said no one cared but i did i tried to set you on the right path but it was hard when some one just wants to give up and know how can i face the fact that your gone i can't blame anything but i can't say a word know your there and i can see across the room and look in your eyes and see fear , and i don't want u to be like that i can't change time for you but i can be hear next to u i'll be hear when the wolf comes out to howl at the moon. i'll be hear when the birds sing while the sun shines bright i'll be hear for anything so don't give up across the room with nothing to say

18 Oct, 2010

- it's not worth it - made it up based on life

the clouds are gray the tears are running across my face and u don't even care that u hurt me and im not coming back i don't know if i can move on without u . ur apart of me and u lied to me and u take me as a joke u like to see me fall apart im standing in the rain not knowing what to do all i hear are the lies u left behind how can i trust again of what u did to me i feel like a fool for believing u u saw me walk out those doors and u did not say a word im so confused u said everything i wanted to hear and u said it was a lie i fought for u i tried to keep our relationship together and u let it fall through ur fingers like i was just another one how can this be everything i said i met but know i can't agree all is i know im not coming back it's not worth going through that

17 Oct, 2010

- words i can't seem to say- idk it just came to me based on amy realation ship

i could write a million poems for u but i couldn't describe how i feel about u ur not another ur the one the one i think bout day and night. u make me feel like no one else has before when i looked in ur eyes i felt that deep connection i knew it was u cause i would try to get ur attention i wanted to tell u how i felt but the words wouldn't come out not a touch or a kiss would make me change for me when i see u i get so scared when i talk to u i blush and i know how much u mean to me but there are no words that i can say to describe the way i feel about u because ur like a breath ur what i need to live and this poem is meant to be for u i hope u feel the same way too

15 Oct, 2010

idk i was boredabd made it up -its eating u alive-

im trying to forgot all the memories and horror of those nights and ur just laying in the hospital bed waiting for the doctor and as u know it not getting better and i know the cancer is eating u alive why can't i forget everything and tell u what i want you to know and how can u lay there telling me u will be alright i facing a night mare and it 's not even a dream i standing by the grave yard , laying next to ur stone , hear your voice knowing ur soul is still hear wishing i could of told u everything i wanted so how can u say it alright and fell no pain how can not turn away why don't u see what i see ur laying on the hospital bed a the cancer eating u alive im laying next to ur stone its cold as ur body when u took the last breath and know i don't know how to move on as u said to as u said its just reality as the memories fade but the pain still stays as the horror from the night mare goes away ur voice ecos and the pain is eating me alive

07 Oct, 2010

honestly -the m-

what if he felt that way and i said i did not any more he said something and it hurt but idk any more do hurt him alot honestly i wish i new wht u felt i wish it was different i shouldn't say it but honestly i can't lie to u but i don't believe in it and i think u stopped believing in me along time ago and u probably just talk to me cause my age if u say who messing with u its gonna s*** that u don't even know its u but i know u won't even stick up for me i loose to many people when i hurt u it hurts why am i stupid i s***s and don't say im not because i know u feel tha same way a bout my self to

04 Oct, 2010

u can't see anything

are u even a man at all can u fight for ur own right every body see that u can't even make a choice with out help i hope u fall again and made a mistakes all over again let every body know that u can't even see anything without help. i want u to feel the pain the pressure i once had but i bet ur not even a man at all

01 Oct, 2010

today

today it rained and i talked to him i kinda every time i talk to him it about his cousin or his hat lol he always stares um so its awesome today and i am getting over him it so awesome

29 Sep, 2010

god

If you believe in God repost this. Please don't ignore; you are beingtested. For it says in the Bible, "Deny me in front of everyone, I will deny you in front of my father." 97% won't post. Will you?

29 Sep, 2010

the beach

if any one likes love the beach or anything about the beach message me yes i am random lol =) <- smile face

27 Sep, 2010

omg

my sister craking me up she running around and doing werid stuff singing that the way u like it sjake shkae

27 Sep, 2010

gtg

gonna take a shower

27 Sep, 2010

i love if i had you

omg if i had u buy adam lambert is awesome i like his music

26 Sep, 2010

hmm

its called uglies its awesome hmmmmmm i wonder who they hate jk i know who it is lol honestly why bother say bad words or post something they if u don't want the to read it

23 Sep, 2010

i love this song

if all the raindrops were lemon drops or gum drops oh wht a rain that would be. i would be standing out side with my mouth open wide ahh ahhha ahh - again-

23 Sep, 2010

yay

omg today in school it was funny we were playing telephone but early my friend feel off his chair it was awesome i think i got him uncomfortable im happy he deserves lol yeah but is funny but today was funny and awesome but drama i talked to him well not really excited i have a new friend

21 Sep, 2010

everything i say

everything i say u reply and hurt me it s***s and idk even know if u mean to say things like that do u even think about it im younger than u r and i have feelings so u probably don't feel like how i do

20 Sep, 2010

all just lies

as i walking through i can hear the whispers all the rumors getting around ever one get judged when they hear something ever betraying one another and it s***s when ur so close and u know eachother so well what makes me laugh u never get know some one of there true side till u loose them over reason stupid reason sad reason it some one time lies people belive wht they want when they regreat what they did they come crying back for forgiveness but everything seems like thin lines and we are ready fall we sit and thinking but u think its over u think u solved ur problem but it get worse and when u live in lies u get caught u find a way to get out of it and them all ur lies un ravel just like stitches on a doll everything just all lies poeple listen and think they know it and it s*** when u find out its not true or when it is

20 Sep, 2010

idk how i feel

feels like ever thing falling apart ever move i make is hurting some one. everything i do is the the wrong move half don't understand feels like im on ice ready to fall with no one to catch me i do the wrong things say the wrong things and it gets worse. feels like so many people are realign on me to help them with there problems or some want me to help people but i can't if i can't solve my promblems and were going through the same thing i don't even know if i can take a breath

20 Sep, 2010

o my god

what i said did not mean to come out like that it just did 2 -5 minuted passed mg idk wht to do love u ur awesome u were helping and i said that im so stupid omg its going to s*** great

20 Sep, 2010

back in school

hate school so complicated and slot of drama and im only in 8th and so many things in life it s***s so bad

09 Sep, 2010

it sucks when they forget

when u help and did so much for the they just give up on with out a goodbye or a hug

13 Jul, 2010

great

great my tummy hurts so bad it s*** hate it

09 Jul, 2010

fine

fine idc wht u do yes i know wht u say yes u don't feel the same why i get it but im gonna change not 4 u 4 me im gonna change and idk wht u say ill be who i want to be ill smile see how it goes im gonna be the lonely littel sad girl that u broke my heart and i wana let it out gonna show u who i am and i wanna see if u fell sorry but u just sit around thinking she all right no 1 cares well i don't or u won't remember me over break

25 Jun, 2010

juts difficult

why is every thing difficult i just wish it was not like this im losing hope im losing fate and im losing so many friends like im shut out in the walls and when i scream u walk away idk wht to do just can't sit let life pass by

24 Jun, 2010

please don't do anything just watch

if i die over u don't stop me i rather die knowing i died 4 u i rather die knowing i loved some 1 i rather die knowing i met u i rather die then have to walk and see u never did i rather die then to hurt i rather die over u cause i love the way it hurts me i love the way i feel the pain over u and i shall never 4 get the thing u told me that hurt never 4 get how u hurt me and how u broke me so please don't come running after me don't come save me plz don't save me but watch me die i wanna see ur face and u ma say im crazy but rather be crazy the feel noting and i rather have loved than have nothing so please stand there and watch me die 4 u and my last words would be watch me be free and un love watch me and don't move

23 Jun, 2010

they say u say i picture

u and me together they laugh u and me friends its a joke they say u loving me it was just a bet u hold my hand they say he must have been drunk u hug me one in a life time u and me spend one day together they say if he had no one else in life u and me standing by each other they say ya passing by u and me anything move they say if he dies u and me together forever you would say in ur dreams

23 Jun, 2010

we all know

he gvab my hand and whispered to me that he loved i told him i loved him and he said we won't be together he kissed me and and hen i notice he fades away it was all a dream an it was never happening

23 Jun, 2010

hey new fizzl'd fruits

omg they have made some new skittles omg yay they look good yay gonna go get some maybe not buy yay they look so cool i wanna hand them on my wall hheh jk well hehehe can't wait yipes hehe lol yummy fizzl'd fruits

22 Jun, 2010

wows

wow never felt like that i loves u and ur the best and wow thats was nice never felt like that and it was the best coming 4rm him

21 Jun, 2010

oh no no 1 on

im so a lone happy but a lone i miss Kevin my lil bunny hehh and i miss him throwing pop tarts at me -signs - oh well i will survive i miss jay and his hugs and Blake and his funniness and Chris

21 Jun, 2010

wht the would do

What a boyfriend would do.... • Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her b***/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's a** am I kicking babe?" If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will : •Call you. •Kiss you. •Love you. •Text you

19 Jun, 2010

it sucks to be hurt and in love

i thought of u all night and day i thought be easy but you walked away i fell apart think you you will help me out but all you is let me down you sit around thinking ill be okay and this love thing i know wht u say u tell friends so many things and i walk ur way u pass by like you don't know me and u say ur not mad but i see ur face u have a smile but its only cause i love and it hurts to be like this to look my self and see wht u mean maybe im not wht u want but i know u are so much more then thay say so can u t ell me one thing can u pretend to be my friend

19 Jun, 2010

things u say but breaks me apart

you broke my heart but u will never know i said = i asked u if we can be friends still c ause you found out bout stuff and u got mad you said = I don't care it up to you. But I'f your friends are just gonna cause drama over it then we shouldn't talk at school and don't talk about me o them. i said = i want to be friends but i want to know know if you do you said = We can be friends. But just to be clear you realy shouldn't get attached to me.. i said = why??????????? you said = Because I have a girlfriend and not to be mean but I don't think you and me would ever date. But that doesn't meaN you won't find someone someday. There is someone for everyone out there i said = okay well i like you and you said we will never go out so can we be buddies! you said = i guess so..we proly wouldnt hang out or anything.

19 Jun, 2010

shut up ur breaking my heart

i pictured my self standing right here i pictured u holding my waist i picture your lips on mine u never will picture any of this with me and all u ever do is smile and wave and never see my broke heart with a fake smile you say we will never be together you say you are taken you say that ill find some one but its not u you say so much that it breaks my heart and ............ you might is well bring your girlfriend in front of me and make out with her cause you say your not trying to be mean but it hurts

18 Jun, 2010

tears

i rather drown in my tears then to have to deal with loving u i rather drown in my blood then have u break my heart i rather have to die then watch u and ur gf make out i rather cry every day then have u tell me me we won't be together i rather jump of a building then to look at wht i never had i rather fall down then to look at u and watch my tears fall down my face and feel my heart break

18 Jun, 2010

i failed again no answear

another failure i try so many times no answer is it time to give up yet don't want i don't wanna let go i don't care what people say they mess up they did not mean it like that but people are juts looking out 4 me thats all but i know it hurt my feeling and i fell apart and i know i should not be treated like that i should be treated better but nothing ever goes right and ill try again ill pull my self together but words mean different thing not always the same i will just talk to them about it instead of making a finally discussion then ill make it but i know its gonna be the discussion no 1 wants me to make

18 Jun, 2010

........ im so nevours ......

omg to nervous idk wht to say wht happens if he gets made wht happens if he answers what if i say the wrong thing its so complicated why is life so hard in so many ways life took so much away from me and hurt me and still it want more

18 Jun, 2010

i would give u my <3 even if u don't love me

????????*no heart beat* ? ? ?---^v^------ ?~repost this~ ? ?~if you would give~ ????????~your life for the love of your life~

18 Jun, 2010

im bored

blake or jay get on i go no 1 to talk to miss u jay hope u have a fun summer and yup chelsey u have a great trip in italy hehh so bored nvm i got kevin yay! its fun

18 Jun, 2010

funnny

its so funny im in a box that has no door but is locked and my stuff animal is stuck out side i cant get it can some one help me please

16 Jun, 2010

lolipop

hehhe lolipop rock hehe i want 1 now who want one hhhehe heheh hate ice cream to cold hehhe but i love u hehhe

16 Jun, 2010

who want to watch balloons pop

i wanna balloon i have 4 but i want a green balloon 4 i can go out side let the go bye bye hm who want to come and watch hhehe bu really i want a balloon a green one with a turtle on it heheh and then i wanna see them pop might go blind from the sun but its worth it

16 Jun, 2010

who want to play

who want to play on the swings with me today ??? pls answer back in my inbox hurry hurry before it gets to dark

14 Jun, 2010

u never did so make it up

lets pretended im yours and your mine lets pretended its not over lets pretend that never happened lets pretend she not yours lets pretended im next to u let pretended like u actually wanted to be with me pretended like im worth something to u at least pretended u want me as a friend

14 Jun, 2010

i wanna be

i wanna be ur vampire i wanna be urs i wannna be ur buddy i wanna be ur gf i wanna be ur lover i wanna be ur secret i wanna be ur only i wanna be able to own u i wanna be the only by ur side i wanna be with u all the time i wanna be next to with out beign shy i wanna be the one to be ur hero i wanna be the one who catches u at the end

14 Jun, 2010

do this with me plz

................run run across the hall and scream & grab a fussy animal and hug it sit on the floor in 5 seconds....................

14 Jun, 2010

rawr

saw rawr i saw rawr rawr all over tigers rawr we run run don't look back and see we just rawr

14 Jun, 2010

idk

hmmmm wow i was shocked was not expecting it but from them and wow im just still im blank....... hmm ....... ill figure it out just its odd well not odd but idk my mind is blank well better go figure out how to say it

10 Jun, 2010

my birthday today

today i am a teen im 13 gonna be a life of drama but today im not gonna think of it so its gonna be a blast summer vacation yay awesome can't wait 4 it out of school yay

08 Jun, 2010

hehh

omg my birthday in 2 day in gonna be 13 scary but exciting idk wht do 4 my b'day .......hhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmm idk but the monster gonna get ahhh scared

01 Jun, 2010

hope me and u never go

Kiss on the Lips= I love you Kiss on the ear= You are special Kiss on the nose= Laughter Kiss on the cheek= Friendship Kiss on the forehead= I comfort you Kiss on the neck= I want you Kiss on the shoulder= You are wonderful Kiss anywhere else= Be careful Play around with hair= Can't live without you Holding hands= Happiness Arms around waist= You are mine/ i need you A hug= I care Nibble on ear= Start warming up Smiling at each other= I like you Lifting up eyebrows/ wink= flirtation Looking around= hiding true feelings Tender kiss on the side of your lips= you're mine Wetting your lips= waiting for a kiss tear drop= I'm losing you Crying= I lost you

29 May, 2010

jake awesome brother

hehehhe i have a big brother yes i do his name is jake i think i barely found out today he is idk how old but taken by a wonderful girl hehhehe jake rules heheh i have an awesome bro meet him idk 2 days ago hes my brother 5 minutes ago heheh awesome he is 18 going on 19 hehhe

27 May, 2010

untoched

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah lalalalalalalala can't lie lie lie lie lie lie I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want Don't stop Give me give me give me what you got got Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more Don't even talk about the consequence Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think Cause you're the only one who's on my mind I'll never ever let you leave me I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye) I feel so untouched And I want you so much That I just can't resist you It's not enough to say that I miss you I feel so untouched right now Need you so much somehow I can't forget you Been going crazy from the moment I met you See you, breathe you, I want to be you Alalalala alalalala You can take take take take take time time To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life Give me give me give me all of you you Don't be scared I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right 'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around To answer all the questions left behind And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today You've still got me to hold you up up And I will never let you down (down) I feel so untouched And I want you so much That I just can't resist you It's not enough to say that I miss you I feel so untouched right now Need you so much somehow I can't forget you Been going crazy from the moment I met you

27 May, 2010

love

today amzing its filled with love heheh

25 May, 2010

shut up steph

leave her alone live my awesome sis alone she did not do anything okay what u r believing things u know u that not true steph go die no 1 cares k shut up summer don't listen to rumors k hannie don't say shut up 2 me im ur sis grrrrr.....

24 May, 2010

post if u care

Would you rather eat a spider or a worm? Spider Would you rather bathe or shower? shower Would you rather be a girl or a boy? A boy, Would you rather lose your sight or your mobility? mobility Would you rather be a chimp or a kangaroo? kangaroo Would you rather have a computer or cell phone? Cell Would you rather cell phone or food? cell phone Would you rather live in the south, east, north, or west? north with my bestie Would you rather have no friends or friends that hated you? no friends Would you rather have all the money in the world or love? Love Would you rather have loved and lost or to never of loved at all? Loved and lost Would you rather live 1,000 years into the past or 1,000 years into the future? 1,000 years in the past Would you rather take surveys all day or take quizzes all day? surveys Would you rather have a glass of milk that was half empty or half full? none Would you rather eat Oreos or chocolate chip cookies? none hate chocloate Would you rather have your candle burning bright or have it blown out? Blown out Would you rather have a lot of kids or just 1 or 2? 1 or 2 Would you rather be smart or stupid? stupid already am Would you rather have friends or love? Friends. would you rather live free or die hard? die hard

24 May, 2010

all along

its so hard to watch and let go and see them watching life having fun and they don't know u cryed and died with misery and so life still stand making you fall

24 May, 2010

hey sis

my sis sent me to a game place and she new she couldn't do anything what a j*** she stupid and she odd but loveable i think

20 May, 2010

words un read

if i wrote this to you will you even open it will you say what you thought that i love you it won't change i don't care i just want you to now but you can't see can you if i died for you i know you'll just get on with your life and pretend i wasn't here picture it if you had a letter from me me would tell me what you thought that night only if i gave you this.

17 May, 2010

oh no arizona

my friend she all in Arizona im all alone at school - signs- well gotta go catch her she did not tell me - crys- well hm got to go and find her

12 Apr, 2010

im a freak { take it off}

There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. When the dark Of the night comes around. That's the time, That the animal comes alive. Looking for Something wild. And now we lookin' like pimps In my gold Trans-Am. Got a water bottle full of whiskey In my handbag. Got my drunk text on I'll regret it in the mornin' But tonight I don't give a I don't give a I don't give a There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off. There's a place I know If you're looking for a show. Where they go hardcore And there's glitter on the floor. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off. Lose your mind. Lose it now. Lose your clothes In the crowd. We're delirious. Tear it down 'Til the sun comes back around. N-now we're getting so smashed. Knocking over trash cans. Eurbody breakin' bottles It's a filthy hot mess. Gonna get faded I'm not the designated Driver so I don't give a I don't give a I don't give a There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off. There's a place I know If you're looking for a show. Where they go hardcore And there's glitter on the floor. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off.

10 Apr, 2010

<3

i heart u gman and never 4 get u ur the best u complete in ill never 4 get anything bout us

31 Mar, 2010

not so good

wish he can love me back at not let me go

22 Mar, 2010

hey blakey

in ur bed i would crawl under ur blankets i would throw a stuff animal at u i would tell u im srry i would hug u jump on ur bed i would sit on ur bed and swing my feet and say llallal elmos world elmos got his crayons his gold fish to thats elmos world

05 Mar, 2010

i would do this 4 geo ( gma)

I WOULD DO THIS 4 U BABE Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug! Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl: Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe (in the paper the next day) : A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life Guys Post This As "I would do this for my girl " Girls Post This As "Boys aren't j***s"

15 Feb, 2010

jay

please jay don't leave me ur the only friend i got the only thats nice please don't leave me really ill pray 4 u i hope u live if u leave ill go to if u die ill die to ill cut idk please jay don't i love u

15 Feb, 2010

get ready to die

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was ugly and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her for 2 seconds and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he laugh, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away,tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and ...said... You're not ugly you're really ugly. I don't want to be with you for 2 seconds. I Never want to see you again And I wouldn't laugh if you walked away...I'd ROFLMAO... .......Isn't that cool? Tonight at midnight your worst enemy will realize they want to shoot you with a 50. caliber. Something horrible will happen to you at 1:00-4:00pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere on IM or email, outside of school,anywhere! Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chain letter you will be cursed with the power to fly, X-Ray vision, super strength, super speed, and invisibility. SO DONT REPOST THIS OR YOU WILL HAVE SOMETHING HORRIBLE HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU REPOST THIS.

08 Feb, 2010

NO .... THE DENTIST

my tooth hurts two of them i have to go to the dentist no i hate the dentist on Saturday some one help no not the dentist to early help no

05 Feb, 2010

hey

i belive i won't be mad just tell me the truth okay so just say it i don't no any more and then u didn't reply that gives me less hope on us i never said i belive it i just wanted to know but i don't anymore

06 Jan, 2010

random

i want to go to the park at night and lay under the stars*

04 Jan, 2010

hey

uh having fun omg it so kool yeah can't wait till school get to see kool people

03 Jan, 2010

idk

i am bored message me

30 Dec, 2009

she depressed 4 u

a story he told me he loved he said to wait at west side riversin park 2 met him there and i waited on the east bench like he said i went he never showed the next day i left i saw him the next day at a lake making out with another girl and that when i decided i could never fall in love but till i thought can i be loved again.

30 Dec, 2009

omg

omg i just finished a love letter gtg give it to ? sssssshhhhhh

20 Dec, 2009

x mas

omg 6 more days till Christmas um yeah it going to be a long day lol

16 Dec, 2009

I HATE ME

I DOD NOT WANT TO LIVE MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE AND I WANT TO DIE

07 Dec, 2009

close

close to leave close to a guy close to be together close from a kiss close to love close to the words u want to say then it close to losing the one you love

25 Nov, 2009

i am confused child

i am weird , yes i am stupid for making decisions . i am ****in r**** for do something i would regreat. i am not smart for letting people control me i am mostly not bright for letting some on in my life to help and be my friend cause all they do is just turn there back on you i am just a confused child

23 Nov, 2009

im great to have u

im scared no one cares except for one christian ( guitar hero) ur great friend. your my bestie. i know you can always give me advices i know you care so thanks for being there for me . and i can trust you what ever i tell you. thanks .

13 Nov, 2009

run run.....................................

run to ur room grab ur teddy bear hold it tight a monster cashing u

17 Apr, 2009

abortions are wrong

MONTH 1:MOMMY IM ONLY 4 INCHES LONG MONTH 2:MOMMY I LOVE YOUR VOICE ITS A SWEET LULLABY MONTH 3:MOMMY I JUST FOUND OUT IM A girl !AREN'T YOU GLAD MONTH 4: MOMMY I JUST LEARNED HOW TO SUCK MY THUMB!I GET A LOT OF EXCERCISE!I CAN TUEN MY HEAD AND STRETCH MONTH 5:MOMMY WHY ARE YOU CRYING?IT MAKES ME CRY TOO!SEE I CRY EVEN THOUGHT YOU CAN'T SEE ME MONTH 6:MOMMY THAT DOCTOR LIED TO YOU;I AM REAL!i DON'T LIKE THAT DOCTOR AT ALL! MONTH 7: I HEAR THAT DOCTOR AGAIN!WHAT'S ABORTION?OW!MOMMY I FEEL A NEEDLE;IT'S BURNING,MOMMY!HELP ME! I CAN'T GET AWAY FROM IT! MOMMY IT'S OKAY NOW IM IN THE HANDS OF GOD NOW.HE EXPLAINED TO ME WHAT ABORTION IS. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?HOW COULD YOU KILL ME?DIDN'T YOU WANT ME MOMMY?IF YOU THINK ABORTION IS WRONG COPY N PASTE THIS!!!!!!