01 May, 2016

Wow..

Its been a super long time since i've been on here. i've met some pretty amazing people on here, one i still talk to to this day. Just crazy to look at how you were 2-4 years ago and notice a huge, tremendous change.

31 Jul, 2013

kik me?:3

Jordybear001

22 Jul, 2013

errg -.-

Errg some people need to learn when to stop. I draw the line here. I will go off. -.- so over it.

18 Jul, 2013

ahdndjrjnrbdjcjcndjd

Missing someone so bad that it actually hurts.

01 Jul, 2013

uhg....xc

I keep pushing everyone I care about away....what's wrong with me..:/

25 Jun, 2013

wooooh

On vaca. In Florida!! (:

15 Jun, 2013

hey I'm bored.

Message me?

20 May, 2013

....

Its bad enough that you're depressed...but to actually be aching and so hurt that you cry yourself to sleep every night...it hurts...I used to be this really happy person....

25 Apr, 2013

heeyy guuiiisee

Im baaaaack cx lol

08 Apr, 2013

meerep

I can't sleep:( someone should call me. xc

05 Apr, 2013

Heey Read!!

Ya know if your looking for love don't do it here make a Meetme account at Meetme.com You can fund people near you and maybe find your other half. Look for love somewhere that doesn't have a bunch of fakes. Mkay? c: Byee

10 Mar, 2013

Mayday Parade<3

She fell to the bottom of her life, this wasn't meant for two She struggles to find herself in time but she can barely move Just try and get up, you gotta slowly brush off I know that words aren't enough but you're better than this Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for Don't give it away Torn apart, never getting what you've been crying for It's always the same She turns the pages everyday just to change the mood But every chapter reads the same, it's so hard to make it through Just try and get up, You gotta slowly brush off I know that words aren't enough but you're better than this Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for Don't give it away Torn apart, never getting what you've been crying for It's always the same And you give and you take And it's love that you want but not love that you make Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for Don't give it away Save your heart for someone who leaves you breathless And I know that you're scared Seems like someone said you had it in you All along you said you knew this felt wrong but not worth dying for Save your heart for someone who leaves you breathless And I know that you're scared Seems like someone said you had it in you All along you said you knew this felt wrong but not worth dying for And you give and you take And it's love that you want but not love that you make Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for Don't give it away, don't give it away

08 Mar, 2013

Mayday Parade<3

Secret love, my escape, take me far, far away. Secret love, are you there? Will you answer my prayers? Please take me anywhere but here...

07 Mar, 2013

crying

Crying...yes its never fun...

10 Feb, 2013

:/

I doubt ill ever get a chance.. xc

09 Feb, 2013

whyyyy

Whyyyy can't I get you out of my head xc It hurts to think about you.

04 Feb, 2013

so true..

Sometimes when you don't reply to me quickly I feel like your talking to someone better than me.:/

02 Feb, 2013

:P yeah im the really jealous type.

I can't help that I'm the really jealous type. It just means I care A LOT, And I will kill anyone that hurts you in anyway shape or form. x3

31 Jan, 2013

really?:/

I feel as if I'm not ever going to be able to trust anyone with my heart anymore. When I do all they do is break it. So what's the point anymore?:/

30 Jan, 2013

Merp .-. poem.

If I look up to you, And the sky is blue, Will you guide me to this love called true? My heart is darkened and my senses gone dim, Take my hand and lead me to him. I don’t care where you take me, anywhere but here, Take me to a place without pain and fear. Show me somebody who won’t crush my heart, Love me like nobody else and give me a start. I’m afraid of judgment, yet I don’t care, Sins don’t matter ‘till you’re in the air. Once deep in the ground, I’ve lived fair, Life was a game of truth or dare. Forgive my wicked heart and make me whole, Save my heart and broken soul. Don’t make me wait for the beauty of love, Fly my soul with a thousand doves.

27 Jan, 2013

thaanks..

Well I'm extremely upset now...thanks Nicole..:'(

20 Jan, 2013

:/

Uuhg I can't sleep xc my thoughts are filled with you..

20 Jan, 2013

did u know i think ur cute

Nope, but I do now. Thanks

20 Jan, 2013

How do you get so pretty (no homo)

Everyone is pretty in their own way c:

20 Jan, 2013

favorite color?

Puuurrpplleee c:

20 Jan, 2013

Would you go out with me? Rate me 1-10

Noo I'm sorry. 8.7

20 Jan, 2013

Do you think I'm cute?

You're very adorable

20 Jan, 2013

: How close are we & why are penguins your favorite animal & your Gorgeous

I dunno any more :c you never talk to me any more missy! Because they are soo freaking cute cx and I dont think that's a question its a statement c; hehe

20 Jan, 2013

are u a virgin

Yes and proud xD I'm std free h**s c;

20 Jan, 2013

Why do you like to rock my socks? .-.

I don't even know what that means xD silly cx

20 Jan, 2013

Do u like panda bears

Yus :3 but not nearly as much as penguins

20 Jan, 2013

will u go out with me

Um...I'm sorry but no.

20 Jan, 2013

What do u think of penguins

Shsjdhehwe cx how could you ask that!! I think they are freaking AMAZING!!! Cx I have like 6 stuffed penguin and sleep with them all cx when I go to the zoo that's the first exhibit I go to c:

20 Jan, 2013

what color are your eyes? :D

Well they change colors :3 from blue, blue green,green, and gray

20 Jan, 2013

Ask me anything :3

Ask me Questions and ill answer them through blogs. cx Mkay? GO! c:

20 Jan, 2013

Fix You by coldplay<3

When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but, you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face And I Tears stream down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face And I Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you

18 Jan, 2013

my finished poem(the lonely heart)

Please wake me up, say it isn't true That its only a dream, none of it was you. From hearts of two, to the lonely heart of one, You've left me broken and undone. The scars left behind, and all because of you. I thought you loved me, I guess none of it was true. You were my everything, the highlight of my day. Now everything is gloomy, that comes my way. How could you go and hurt me this bad, I gave you everything. Guess it wasn't enough, because you left me broken and sad. We had a great start. But you ended up breaking my heart. I can't say the time we shared wasn't great. But you just weren't my perfect mate. But, thanks for the time we shared. Now you're with her and I just don't care. From hearts of two, to the lonely heart of one, You've left me broken and undone.

15 Jan, 2013

.

Why do you insist on making my life a living Hell? Does it give you a kick to see others in pain or misery? Well d*** you and go to f***ing Hell youself! Fucking cock s***er! I'm done with you. And life and everyone in it. Pshh what do I have to live for anyways? I got nothing now. So why does it even f***ing matter.

15 Jan, 2013

:/ starting a new poem..

Please wake me up, say it isn't true That its only a dream, none of it was you.

11 Jan, 2013

c:

Hopefully skyping tonight<3

03 Jan, 2013

uhhg!!

:/ I can't sleep!

02 Jan, 2013

heeyy guuiiisee

Somebooooddyyy buy me a giant stuffed penguin!! :c pweeaasee!?

01 Jan, 2013

zxcvbnm

Happy New Years everyone!(:

31 Dec, 2012

merp cx

My day was just made cx <3

26 Dec, 2012

woohoo

Just got done playing in the snow c:

25 Dec, 2012

awdtgujol

Happy Holidays everyone.

22 Dec, 2012

oh gowsh christmas

Well just got done making 8 different types of cookies for Christmas xD

17 Dec, 2012

qaecvjjkl

Uuhg I feel like I'm going to get sick:(

15 Dec, 2012

:(

Well my party s***ed...:/

14 Dec, 2012

:p

Why do I always forget to log out

12 Dec, 2012

u.u

If only you saw yourself through my eyes...only then would you see why you mean the world to me..

11 Dec, 2012

.....

Why is it that the ones we love the most hurt us so much....

09 Dec, 2012

fu.ck this place.

Can't wait to leave this fuc.king hell hole....I have welts all up my leg because my mom....

01 Dec, 2012

._.

Oops I forgot to log out xD

30 Nov, 2012

bye.

I'm just going to curl up with my puppy and go to bed....:/

30 Nov, 2012

guy or girl idc xc

Uhg..I need some advise :/ some one message me please?

29 Nov, 2012

i want cookies.xc

I feel like pooh xc awsrchbjvdsvfj my fwiend Jordan should make me cookies cuz he lubs me but noooo he wants to ne a b*** hole xc

26 Nov, 2012

xc

I have a really bad headache :c my head feels like its g**na exolodeee!

25 Nov, 2012

...wow...

....I really hate liars...well I mean who doesn't?...:/ just found something out and now I'm just really upset...

25 Nov, 2012

December 16th c:

o.e know what I just realised? My birthday is in like 3 weeks!!:D This girl will be 16 woohoo :P

24 Nov, 2012

oh jeez..

Having Nicole and Jessica fight over me o.e this just isn't going to end well.

23 Nov, 2012

niiight

Soo bored I'm just going to go to bed. Night everyone.

23 Nov, 2012

:P gowsh such a loosseer

I'm such a looosseer :P I rarely get profile views anymore xD

22 Nov, 2012

thanksgiving(:

Lol :P I know your suppose to like stuff your self but I barley ate :P I went on a walk and played tag in the neighborhood with my 26 cousins.(: it was fun hope to do it again next year! c:

21 Nov, 2012

srfhjok

:'( I keep having night terrors xc this is the 4th time I have woke up..I feel like I'm going to get sick...and I'm so paranoid now :'(

19 Nov, 2012

stupid asses

People are really p***ing me off -.-

18 Nov, 2012

piano i want you!

I really want a piano and to learn a few songs :S hopefully Santa brings me one lol :3

18 Nov, 2012

boooreed

Bored. Message me?

17 Nov, 2012

You Talk And Ill Listen~The Ready Set~ <3

And what a heart, you've got inside your chest It's another song worth singing Oh, I'm not here (I have no more breath oh please) Finally, finally Ou, it is love (Lucky boy, lucky boy please tell me it's love) Ou, this is love (Lucky boy, lucky boy) And I'm afraid that I can't paraphrase Oh just let me (Oh just let me feel) feel the way I want my heart it seems it's all on song You know I look, I look to you in silence The twilight such sweet, sweet bells (your lips are smooth your cheek will soon grace my) Ou, it is love (Lucky boy, lucky boy please tell me it's love) Ou, this is love (Lucky boy, lucky boy) Your breath is cold (your breath is cold) Your eyes are wide We're in the sky (we're in the sky) We're soaring (ouu) The sea is cold (The sea is cold) My heart is (my hearts calm) It's palpitating, it's palpitating I saw you run instead, (so divine) under my bed, (oh I love) (Sweet girl) Sweet girl (I love you now) Ou, show me love (Lucky boy, lucky boy please tell me it's love) Ou, teach me strength (Teach me, teach me your strength) Ou,(lucky boy, lucky boy) Slow me down (Slow me down) Ou, Tie the string Ouu, Love kiss me now

17 Nov, 2012

wooh!

:D I painted my puppies nails out if boredom xD

12 Nov, 2012

sounds nice...

I just want to take a long nap...one I'd rather not wake up from....

09 Nov, 2012

...:'(

I'm really getting tired of all the messages I'm getting :'(

08 Nov, 2012

well then..

Well I stopped getting talked to...so imma go to bed. Good night MostFunGamers..

05 Nov, 2012

<\3

Having a really s***ty week already....my dads birthday was Saturday...we had his funereal that day too...:( <\3

02 Nov, 2012

okay..

I feel like your ignoring me...

01 Nov, 2012

hoping your in a better place..

I love you dad I had so much to say and now I don't get a chance, because you have been taken away. I hurt so bad and this is true, is this all because of you. I want you back to stop the pain, I just want my dad again, I didn't know much about you, right from the very start, and now I hold all these thoughts right here in my heart. I think of you every day, wishing you didn't pass away. I always shed a mountain of tears, I've been waiting for you for years, You didn't even know my favorite thing, you didn't even know that I could sing You didn't know my heart was so blue, Did you ever love me too. The day you called me to say "hello" I knew you didn't have that long to go I wanted to be with you there and than, not just as a daughter but also a friend. I don't blame you dad for the paths we all take but before you know it ,it could be to late. So now all I can say is I love you Dad, and Good Bye....

01 Nov, 2012

:/

The only picture I have of him..it makes me laugh only cuz he's got a molet. #IMissMyDad:/

31 Oct, 2012

im sorry.

:/ I'm sorry if I don't message some of you back really not having the best night...nor week its been really crappy...:l

30 Oct, 2012

~

At this point dying doesn't sound entirely all that bad.

28 Oct, 2012

never shout never

I fall asleep to this dudes voice and song every night and I think imma bout to now. Baby, I love you I never want to let you go The more I think about, The more I want to let you know: That everything you do, Is super f***ing cute And I can't stand it I've been searching for A girl that's just like you Cause I know That your heart is true Baby, I love you I never want to let you go The more I think about, The more I want to let you know: That everything you do, Is super duper cute And I can't stand it Let's sell all our s***, And run away To sail the ocean blue Then you'll know, That my heart is true Baby, I love you I never want to let you go The more I think about, The more I want to let you know: That everything you do, Is super duper cute And I can't stand it You, you got me where you want me Cause I'll do anything to please you Just to make it through: Another year You, I saw you across the room And I knew that this is gonna Blossom into something beautiful. You're beautiful. Baby, I love you I never want to let you go The more I think about, The more I want to let you know: That everything you do, Is super duper cute And I can't stand it No I can't stand it No I can't stand it

28 Oct, 2012

-.-

-.- Yup, I can already tell it is.

28 Oct, 2012

:/

I feel as if somehow this is all another trick..

23 Oct, 2012

worlds best mom right here...

So my mom decided to throw a glass cup of ice at me....I'm okay I guess just a few cuts scrapes and bruises. Yup worlds best mother award should go to her..

22 Oct, 2012

........

Really having a bad day.....:/ at least its almost over...

17 Oct, 2012

<3 my favorite band<3

NvrShoutNvr<3 falling asleep in heaven right now(:

05 Oct, 2012

asdfghjkl;

Woah its been a while since I've been on :3

16 Sep, 2012

.....

I'm so confused....:\

02 Sep, 2012

:'(

....It's Nicole....Jordan is in the hospital.....:'(

01 Sep, 2012

xc

:/

27 Aug, 2012

just saying.

I really don't like comments. That is why I delete then. So don't get mad if they are deleted.

26 Aug, 2012

stupid smart phone.

My phone is spazing out sorry if I log out unexpectedly -________-

26 Aug, 2012

fuck the fucking world -_____-

Wow. Just f***ing wow. -_______________- f*** all you people I hate you all!! Okay most all. Most all of you can burn, burn in hell.

26 Aug, 2012

thzgjygbjhvdwhfshxrhg

Bout to go swimming. The last day :c for the pool to be opened. So be on later.

26 Aug, 2012

nicole!!

Nicole! You are an amziiing Best friend! (: your super funny xD and flirtty. I ain't going bi just saying girly.(; soo find some one else lol but we will always be friends!! (: Loveee yeeew!!<3

24 Aug, 2012

ffstjkgsfk

Xfbdrfrhjnkomipllgtswsqfzsch ppl are soooooo stupid!!!

21 Aug, 2012

cool.

Hmm I get internet here. Cool.

14 Aug, 2012

Secondhand Serenade Broken

In the moonlight Your face it glows Like a thousand diamonds I suppose And your hair flows like The ocean breeze Not a million fights Could make me hate you You're invincible Yeah, It's true It's in your eyes Where I find peace Is it broken? Can we work it out? Let's light up the town, scream out loud! Is it broken? Can we work it out? I can see in your eyes You're ready to break Don't look away. So here we are now In a place where The sun blended With the ocean thin. So thin, we stand Across from each other Together we'll wonder If we will last these days If I asked you to stay Would you tell me You would be mine? And time Is all I ask for Time I just need one more day And time You've been crying too long Time And your tears wrote this song Stay In the moonlight Your face it glows Is it broken? Can we work it out? Let's light up the town, scream out loud! Is it broken? Can we work it out? I can see in your eyes You're ready to break Don't look away.

14 Aug, 2012

Secondhand Serenade Why

The buttons on my phone are worn thin I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in. But I've broken all my promises to you I've broken all my promises to you. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? A phrasing that's a single tear, Is harder than I ever feared And you were left feeling so alone. Because these days aren't easy Like they have been once before These days aren't easy anymore. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? To me, to me, to me. I should have known this wasn't real And fought it off and fought to feel What matters most? Everything That you feel while listening to every word that I sing. I promise you I will bring you home I will bring you home. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? To me, to me, to me.

14 Aug, 2012

:'(

....I thought forever was longer than that....I guess I was wrong......and I thought you were suppose to be fixing my heart.....not breaking it more......:'/

12 Aug, 2012

>~<

-____________- logging off! Thanks for p***ing me off -_______-

11 Aug, 2012

message me (:

Haven't been on in a while :p but I'm back soo message me (;

03 Aug, 2012

...

Well I'm suppose to be asleep cuz I have school tomorrow but for some reason I can't sleep

23 Jul, 2012

:l

:l really not feeling well :l I slept bout most of the day and when I woke yo I'd throw my brains up :c

22 Jul, 2012

gaaawd

....wow and thanks is all I have to say....:'(

21 Jul, 2012

blaaaah

Gaaaaawd I'm still up in so tired but I can't sleep :p even after I get yelled at to go to bed xD

18 Jul, 2012

:/

Just sitting here crying my eyes out....just f.uck my life...and Chris...stop being a stalker to my posts....somethings are just ment to be left alone....one of those things is me....xc

17 Jul, 2012

.......

I'm a f*** up.....I ruin everything......

14 Jul, 2012

i hate parents....

....I just lost my best friend....the only person that knew me like the back of her hand....:'( the only fuel I clicked with....we were the perfect pair of friends....til parents bud in.....now all I'm doing is crying.....:'( and I'm sorry I haven't been on in forever....just a lot has cone up....:\

09 Jul, 2012

....its true...

It's so easy to hide your true feelings through text when you put a smiley face when in reality your bawling your eyes out :'(

05 Jul, 2012

im back

Well I'm baack (: not been in in a while did ya guys missed me :D if you didnt well f*** you too then :D hahahaha

01 Jul, 2012

fuck you to life!!

Lately life really likes to kick me in the.ass and keep pushing me down JUST FUCKING STOP ALREADY!!

28 Jun, 2012

morning :)

Good morning mostfungamerz c: Ummm you people should message me (: how bout it?(:

27 Jun, 2012

fu.ck my life

...can't really sleep....nor can I stop crying xc

26 Jun, 2012

contacts

Okay so I got a new phone and all yall that have my number I.need you to text me cuz.I have no contacts :/ so text me please

21 Jun, 2012

:(

...well i know why im upset v.v just really missing a few people...v.v

20 Jun, 2012

:/

Why am i so upset v.v

19 Jun, 2012

kinda home sick :/

Duuude i just want to go the f*** home!! Im waaay to far from aaall my friends xD well not chris cuz hes in Florida xD but everyone in indiana xc i miss em!!

18 Jun, 2012

florida

Not g**na be on here long because im in Florida. Suppose to be vacationing but if vacationing involves getting yelled at then leave me the f*** at home :p

08 Jun, 2012

.......

:/ really depressed...not sure if i made the right chioce...

03 Jun, 2012

.......

:/ not in the best of moods....:( actually really upset

31 May, 2012

..why

Why....is all i can ask....

29 May, 2012

:P

Im bored :o Lol i need some ppl tht are fun to talk to not BORING!! :3 oh nd lee yeah thts my non boring buddy (: NON BORING BUDDYS UNITE (:

28 May, 2012

again and again

My heart feeling as if its in two....now and once again....i dont know how to make it end....maybe if i had your heart....but surely you wouldn't want my heart for it has been torn apart...again and again....i only seek for that one...the one i can wake up right next to....tells me 'i love you' at night and morning.....but all i receive is heart break....again and again....my only wish is to be in your arms...for you to look me in the eyes....my need is for you to tell me...you love me.....i dont know why im feeling so blue...i thinks its all because of you....

22 May, 2012

.......

These feelings thier leaving me in this mood this oh so depressing mood...make the changing moods leave....i dont need them...all i want is happiness...i cant even have tht...wht the f*** is wrong with me? Gowsh i really hate my life at this very moment :'(

21 May, 2012

...depression jst leave....

Depression...why must you hang over me like a rain cloud soaking me with these deadly thoughts....medicine arent you suppose to work? Well your not...theirs only few people who know how to change my moods so very easily...so depression jst leave you aint any match compared to them.....yes thier the best nd I love them oh so dearly c: But only one of those few stick out beyond any of the rest c: Tehee c: you know who you are c; love yew

21 May, 2012

...make it stop...

The bad memmories here they come...:'( their flowing all thru my head playing over nd over in my head...i hear his voice telling me i cant tell or else... seeing the knife against my throat....not tht again....why did god put me on this earth? Really i would like to know....

21 May, 2012

...the memory of him....disgusts me...

The reoccurences of him in my nightmares.......1st time in 4 yrs i seen him...he gve me tht smile....oh how i hate tht smile...the smile of ill be bck for you....i cant sleep...everytime i close my eyes...i see tht smile....his horrid face...the bad memmories they all come up...wht am i to do...i cant cut...ppl get mad wen i do....but ig i jst wont sleep thn....

20 May, 2012

...the tempting of the shadow....

How could you think me every happy? God does this all to me none of you ever see...hes put a dark shadow over me to keep me from being happy....none of you get it...im screaming for help....these poems they say it all over em....they scream for the desperation of help...do you see now?...you still dont get it....after you read you'll jst think oh shes fine...well no im not not at all...the shadow has put me thru hell or am i already there?...i havent the slightest clue.....do you?...the shadow it whisper you know wht you want you know you want tht shiney blade so go fetch my little puppet slave go retreive nd you shall receive the reward you've always wanted....the happiness you've always looked for its there inside tht blade cut to deep nd the reward is yours.....

20 May, 2012

..the blade arisen....

The depression making a slow movement for the blade...the blade ive tryed to hide for oh so many years....it cant hide no more for the depression jst gve the deadly thoughts of suicde how can this be? You think of me as so happy...its easy to fool you all a smile here and there nd you think im all fine nd dandy...if only you were to take a look at the damage of the inside you'd all understand none of you'd get mad....but you dont understand....the first cut in weeks , months...it feels good....watching the dark red paint stain my bed watching it run down my arm....yes you think im crazy its not tht hard to figure tht out but everyones crazy jst some more thn others

20 May, 2012

....her screams keep me sane....

Can you hear her screaming?....how do you not hear her?...oh i know why...its all in my head....you say im crazy...she tells me otherwise....she says you lie...who do i trust the voice i hear all the time the voice screaming telling me no no no hes not the one....or you...saying i love you foever nd ever....who do i trust...wen you dont even trust me...she still screaming.....she gets louder nd louder...the more she screams the more i believe....if i dont break free soon...the bond we now share...ill nvr know if we were ever ment to be....

20 May, 2012

the power it has...

The sky it looking so bright in your world....my world there is no light only darkness....you can try to find light but nvr succeed...fo the darkness it over powers you nd i...it'll take over make you do crazy s***...next day all you know ppl are p***ed...you ask wht'd i do...look at the proof the haniwork of the darkness its all over your arms nd legs...wht has happend to me?....can it be no it musnt be....i thought we were ment to be...the darkness it tells other wise....for now its time for our goodbyes

19 May, 2012

i hate him!

...wow....hes taking all my friends away CLIFF I FUCKING HATE YOU! GET OUT OF ME ND MY MOMS LIFE ummm NOW!!!

18 May, 2012

....im bored.....

Single or not put this on your status and see what people inbox you. Black : I want a relationship White : I'm trynna smash(: Green : I'm falling for you...pretty hard Purple : I miss you :/ Orange : I really like you(: Pink : I love you♥ Red : I miss how we were /: Yellow : kiss me? Blue : you bad (; Gray : we need to talk /: Hot pink : I want a another chance

15 May, 2012

FUCK MY LIFE!!!

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15 May, 2012

.....

Parents are yellling at me...i cry i scream nd punch walls....i fall nd hit my head...they still yell...nd threaten me....i cant even breathe....nobody is texting bck....so fml....my head hurts so bad....my heart is racing...i wonder if ill die o.O

13 May, 2012

bye

....well nobody is msging me bck...so ig ill log off nd go to sleep....:'( night

13 May, 2012

comment war

Haha nice comment war cody :) xD I WON!!

13 May, 2012

:(

-.- i still hve ZERO msgs -.- i feel like a loser :( oh well ig ill quit this stupid site since no one like me...

13 May, 2012

wow

I love how nobody talks to me anymore -.- not even any of my friends well wht ever f*** you all too -.-

13 May, 2012

-.-

...wow...is all im saying...-.-

13 May, 2012

best day...so far! :)

I JST GOT BCK FROM HOLIDAY WORLD!! OMG SOO MUCH FUN!!! although i did get sun burnt but oh well :3 i still had fun!

11 May, 2012

-.-

..this day goes from ok...to horribly bad..

09 May, 2012

...wondering....

I sit here and wonder...should i leave you be...leave wht could be my future....or use whts left of my fighting hope...nd keep fighting...for wht may not even be....nd be once again...broken hearted....wht do i do...oh please tell me....wht to do....but yet...you dont know wht to do either....i do....but...you hve her....while...i hve no one...

09 May, 2012

...forever....wht do you say?

All i want..is you to say is i love you forever nd ever not her...nor any other...i want you to say you were here they were not...i want you to say i want you too.... I want you to say your my girl no one elses.....ill make you mine the day i get on one knee...the day i give you the ring...thts all i want...is to be yours....forever...nd ever....but forever....will nvr be long enough for me....

09 May, 2012

...adjustment of happiness.....

I sit here...still awake...i find myself crying...i already know why...its bcuz its over you...i really want wht we had once...to be there again...all this time apart..has really got me to think....you treated me poorly..yet i still loved you...nd still do...nd i know why...its wht them old ppl call true love...its how i feel about you...but is it true...do you also feel this same way too...if so...i really would like to know....for all these feelings of hope...they bring me to a slight adjustment of happiness.....but thn its all crushed....whn i see your still with her...

08 May, 2012

...night....

I think...its time for me to sleep..yet i dont want to go to sleep...but thn again i do...i love wen hes mine...but its only a dream...so wen i wake...its all gone...nd my hapiness...soon fades to a deep depression.....well good night....

08 May, 2012

...spilled out.....

All these thoughts...these feelings....they are pouring out of me....my heart wen is it g**na stop bleeding out all of these words...please...why if im hurt this much....why wont he let it be my time...God kill me now...im in to much pain nd depression to care...you wont give me my desire....if only i had him...id be happy once again...please...give him bck....

08 May, 2012

dear...i dont even know anymore....

Your name...it scars my body...no hypathetically either..no this is literal.....i dont know wht came over me...but it all..jst happened one letter to fast...now...if we nvr are to be...i hve to live with the pain of your memmory every day....i did it out of jealousy...i dunno why....why should i be jealous ofher...but if you find it some where in your heart to forgive my jealous ways...i hope we may still be great friends....since obviously...im still not yours....

08 May, 2012

...my heart...

My heart...it barley pounding....the slow, soft beats...they beat your name...do you hear? You dont...well take a closer listen....then maybe you'll here my heart sing the blues of the love we once had....now is gone...but it wants ever so bad....make these blues end...you already know its you they want.....nd you already know...your the cure....so why not give me the medication i crave...i desire....so bad to make me bleed inside nd out...why do you make me suffer....i jst want you happy...i can see ever so plainly...i nvr made you happy...so go...go be happy with her....obviously..she makes you happy...for if she didnt...you'd still be with me....but your not...

08 May, 2012

...my wish.....

..if i jst had one wish...it would to make you mine...again....my heart it cries with me for you...wen i get angry it yells for you...wen i think of you it all calms me down...it hurts wen we talk...i hear in your voice...the sound of...we may nvr be again.....but...i still hve a little bit of hope left...the little piece its crying out..saying no tke me tke me i want you....but i dont think your listening close enough to hear tht ever so little cry....please listen to tht cry....listen to it...nd tell me you want me too....tell me you dont really love her...but only love me...shes a mistake...you want me bck..to love forever...to be with to hold....to be your baby girl....tell me it...but only if it be true....i need no more lies...

08 May, 2012

.......broken hearted......

I think im going to head to bed....not really hungry...so yeah sleep will put me in a better mood....thts wen he comes to my dreams nd becomes mine again<3 ...oh how i miss him....my heart jst aches to hve him once again...but no one...jst no one understands how i feel for him...if only they could all open my heart to take jst one little peek...they would all see tht i truely do love only him...but now hes with her....so now...i shall be forever broken hearted...

08 May, 2012

Dear God...are ya even there?

Well if you are...why do this...you can see i love him so dearly...but you take him from me like it wouldnt wound me....well you were wrong...my body aches...i dont even want to get out of bed any more...i jst want to lay there nd dream my dreams of us still to be....but then it all ends wen i awake...nd the nightmares all begin...till i fall bck asleep...god..if your reading this....please let me hve my happiness....bck....my broken heart...gone.....but if your not...then i should...jst move on...nd maybe i should listen to everyone...nd leave them alone...especially if hes happy...is tht the right thing to do? I dont even know whts right and wrong any more...my brain nd heart jst know i want him.....so they go for wht they want....i cry every night nd day....please let it all end....let the bleeding stop...i dont want the blades...any more...all they do is bring me more pain...anger...tears....tht i dont want or need....the only tears i want to shed...are for him.....

08 May, 2012

...

...wen im in this mood all i can do is draw or write....but my drawings all come out with broken hearts all over them....

07 May, 2012

rate xD

POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 =bleck!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn s**y! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Maxiest person I know! 11 = ****in amazin 12 =i stalk you(; 13 = i wanna rape u 14.= MARRY ME NOW!<3

06 May, 2012

:) i wish this would come true for me :)

Now i lay me down to sleep i pray the lord my soul to keep for if i do not wake wen morning sun rises i pray the lord my soul to take

06 May, 2012

:'( fml

.....-.- why must i be so jealous....were not even together...but the feelings are all still there....nd why must tht song come on pain by 3days grace :'(

06 May, 2012

:P as you can see i get bored xD

Would you make out with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep in the same bed as me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A s**y girl [ ] a pimp [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf/bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather...? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me... [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] gf/bf [ ] Friend with benefits [ ] wifey Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No Just copy and paste and put a little something in the [ ] and message it to me

06 May, 2012

i got bored xD

What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Rape me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. Who are you? 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you saw me? 35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

06 May, 2012

night

..well this girl rite here....yea....shes going to go nd cry her self to sleep...night every one...i hope ya'lls day was better thn mine....

05 May, 2012

hey you!

Hey you! Yeah you! I know your reading this! So mesage me :] im bored!

04 May, 2012

ratez ^^

Would you make out with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep in the same bed as me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A s**y girl [ ] a pimp [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf/bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather...? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me... [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] gf/bf [ ] Friend with benefits [ ] Wifey Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No

03 May, 2012

nighty night

Im going to bed<3

03 May, 2012

why wont you

I hve such wonderful friends...but yet i still hve to put on a fake smile...nd a painful laugh everyday so they dont see the pain i hide....i hve welts on the bck of my legs...from a belt...they hit me for no apperant reason...i hate it here....the oppurtunity i get to leave...i cant even go.....why wont jst god take me away....

03 May, 2012

is it time?

Can I die yet? Is it my time yet? God you put me thru so much shi+ i jst dont know why i even try anymore....so why not put me out of my misery nd kill me now? All i've ever asked foor is to be happy...you give it to me....thn take it...

03 May, 2012

it was destroyed...hours ago...

Im no longer happy...i hope this time i kill myself...nd they dont send me to the f***ing hospital....happiness for me...jst like to get tossed around...but now...ill jst stay miserable...i get smacked in the face called a b**** nd they always tell me f*** you...they dont love me...familiy is suppose to love you...well nope i hve no one...to this world im jst a piece of $hit....

03 May, 2012

....

..today is jst....s***....

03 May, 2012

rate?

single or not put this as your status & see how many inbox's you get [ greeen ] i want a relationship with you . [ bLue ] i Like you alot . [ orange ] i wanna kiss you . [ yellow ] i missyou.... [pink ] we should get to know each other . [ red ] your a cutieee .... [ purpLe ] i Loveyou . [ bLack ] i want you back

02 May, 2012

:P

Im back biothches x) hahaha :P

28 Apr, 2012

:D

:D she gets to possibly come home 2morro! Everyone pray tht she does! :) love ya sis :) <3

28 Apr, 2012

.

I got to see her :) shes doing good so no one worry :) shes ok now

27 Apr, 2012

some good news

Well theres good news :) by monday afternoonish she should be out :) yay! You nvr miss some one til there gone nd rite now i miss her so much!

27 Apr, 2012

:( sissy

This is Jordans sister....shes in the hospital at the moment :( im not telling you why shes in there....onlt her loved ones know nd close freinds...lets all pray she gets better...:'( i love you Jordy<3 get better soon

26 Apr, 2012

:'(

Really in no mood....i dunno wat g**na happen tonight....:'(

21 Apr, 2012

MY best friend :3

I made a new sweet nd adorable best friend :3 his username is XxCheneXx :3 nd if any of you girls think you can jst waltz rite in nd take my place of best friend imma kill yew! Hes my sweethearted adorable best friend :3 i love yew Chene yew iz my bestie<3!

20 Apr, 2012

:(

He put her out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette he broke her heart she spent her whole life tryin'to forget We watched her drink her pain away a little ata time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to hiher head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this time it was bigger....

19 Apr, 2012

playlist

:) i hve a playlist soooo ppl looks at it :) if ya wanna see wht i look like!

18 Apr, 2012

Dear friends,

Im sorry im so sad...im sorry im no longer fun....im sorry any of this happened...if only you knew how much i want to die right now...but theres few ppl im going to stay alive for...they should know who they are...:/ ...ill try nd be as happy as i can...but i cant help my mood changes...Stupid BiPolar disorder :(

17 Apr, 2012

Dear god,

....if your even out there...if your even listening...why are you putting me thru all of this...everday...you m.ake me put on a painful fake smile on my face....do i want to...no...do i hve to yes...for my friends....i cry myself to sleep...every night....im so depressed i stoped eating....i dont even want to get out of bed any more....i bring myself more nd more pain....more than usual...everyones g**na end up hating me..nd wanting me dead....but i do want to die.....then i can be w my dad....i thought you loved all of your children....but i guess not me...i dont know wht i did to deserve all of this....but im sorry....

16 Apr, 2012

:(

Im sick of crying, tired of trying, yea I maybe smiling, but inside....inside im dying....

15 Apr, 2012

why :c

Why do i feel this way....xc

13 Apr, 2012

:c i hate you )riday the 13th

Not only is it Friday the 13th....nd i had a shiz load of bad luck....but this whole week has just been bad x/

08 Apr, 2012

............

...really not hving the greatest week....first i find out my dad....comitted suicide....then my brother face planting a window....lets see if it gets any worse....nd if it does.....you all may nvr hear from me again....ill be in an insane a**ylum.....

07 Apr, 2012

xc

I'm sorry if I don't really talk to anyone today.....I found out some...depressing news last night...so please don't get mad at me if I don't talk to you....xc I just feel like crap....

05 Apr, 2012

kenny xP

Omgeee :) hahaha kenny is singing to me xD his singing voice just wants to put me to sleep xP haha STOP SINGING TO ME B4 I FALL ASLEEP ON THE FONE W YOU YA DORKUS XP

05 Apr, 2012

happy

Talking to him rite now. Cx Hahaha Cx this girl is feeling happy

04 Apr, 2012

waiting c:

Waiting for sum txtz c: Hahaha

02 Apr, 2012

xc

I'm going crazy ><

01 Apr, 2012

bleh...

Not...such a good day....:/

31 Mar, 2012

"Because Of You" Kelly Clarkson

I will not makethesamemistakesthatyou did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not breakthewayyou did, You fell sohard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everydayof my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my lifebecauseit'sempty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you.......gaaah! Im so upset

30 Mar, 2012

to Alex

Im sorrey im so down :/ im cant help it... I told my mom this whole thing wouldnt effect me.... Well it came bck nd bit me on the b*** nd hit hard :c Ill try nd be as happy as possible wen i talk to you tho...which will be no problem since your good with making me smile :)

30 Mar, 2012

to Alex<3

Im glad i always hve you I really need you... I cant stop listening to my dad's songs... i love you Alex so much<33

30 Mar, 2012

the second one he would always sing....

Johnny's daddy was taking him fishin' When he was eight years old A little girl came through the front gate holdin' a fishing pole His dad looked down and smiled, said we can't leave her behind Son I know you don't want her to go but someday you'll change your mind And Johnny said "Take Jimmy Johnson, take Tommy Thompson, take my best friend Bo Take anybody that you want as long as she don't go Take any boy in the world Daddy please don't take the girl Same old boy Same sweet girl Ten years down the road He held her tight and kissed her lips In front of the picture show Stranger came and pulled a g** Grabbed her by the arm said "If you do what I tell you to, there won't be any harm" And Johnny said "Tgake my money, take my wallet, take my credit cards Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me Here's the key to my car Mister give it a whirl But please don't take the girl Same old boy Same sweet girl Five years down the road There's going to be a little one and she says it's time to go Doctor says the baby's fine but you'll have to leave 'Cause his momma's fading fast and Johnny hit his knees and there he prayed Take the very breath you gave me Take the heart from my chest I'll gladly take her place if you'll let me Make this my last request Take me out of this world God, please don't take the girl Johnny's daddy Was taking him fishin' When he was eight years ...he would always sing it to me wen i would come over.......i miss his singing....i miss him.....

30 Mar, 2012

one of his songs....

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole lifetryin'to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby lalalalalalala lalalalalalala lalalalalalala lalalalalalala The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength she had to get up off her knees We found her with her face down in the pillow Clinging to his picture for dear life We laid her next to him beneath the willow While the angelssang a whiskey lullaby lalalalalalala lalalalalalala lalalalalalala lalalalalalala

30 Mar, 2012

dear emotions,

Stupid emotions....why cant you stay bottled up....you have for quite some months....why now...why did you choose now?..and why make me listen to his songs....his songs....the ones he song me wen i was little....and sing me to sleep with.... Sincerly, the one your causing so much pain and all his memories to come bck up... Ps. Daddy...i miss you....even tho you have done wrong......your family misses you...i hope your ok....and if not....well then...i hope your watching over me and bub....i know he misses you....he called yesterday....and i got to go see him today too...he's not doing so good.....i hope they find you...i miss you daddy and i love you.....and i know our family still loves and misses you too.....

29 Mar, 2012

grrr

Why do i hve to hve stupid brothers -.- grrrr

29 Mar, 2012

Check Yes Juliet by We the Kings (dedicated to Alex<3)

Check yes Juliet Are you with me? Rain is falling down on the sidewalk I won't go Until you come outside Check yes Juliet Kill the limbo I'll keep tossing rocks at your window There's no turning back for us tonight Lace up your shoes Ay Oh Ay Oh Here's how we do Run baby run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance Don't sell your heart Don't say we're not meant to be Run baby run Forever will be You and me Check yes Juliet I'll be waiting Wishing, wanting Yours for the taking Just sneak out And don't tell a soul goodbye Check yes Juliet Here's the countdown 3...2...1... now fall in my arms Now they can change the locks Don't let them change your mind Lace up your shoes Ay Oh Ay Oh ah Here's how we do Run baby run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance Don't sell your heart Don't say we're not meant to be Run baby run Forever will be You and me We're flying throughthenight We're Flying throughthenight Way up high, The view from here is getting better with You by myside Run baby run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance Don't sell your heart Don't say we're not meant to be Run baby run Forever will be (x2) You and me, you and me, you and me

29 Mar, 2012

It Will Rain by Bruno Mars :3

If you ever leave me, baby Leave some morphine at my door 'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication To realize what we used to have we don't have it anymore There's no religion that could save me No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making Will keep you by my side, will keep you from walking out the door 'Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same If you walk away every day it will rain, rain, rain I'll never be your mother's favorite Your daddy can't even look me in the eye Ooh, if I was in their shoes I'd be doing the same thing Saying there goes my little girl walking with that troublesome guy But they're just afraid of something they can't understand Ooh well, little darling, watch me change their minds Yeah, for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try I'll pick up these broken pieces till I'm bleeding if that'll make you mine 'Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same If you walk away every day it will rain, rain, rain Ooh, don't you say goodbye Don't just say, goodbye I'll pick up these broken pieces Till I'm bleeding if that'll make it right 'Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same If you walk away every day it will rain, rain, rain

28 Mar, 2012

now?

Someone just kill me now please b4 i go insane I love you Alex

27 Mar, 2012

..

Well today was....ig ok...i just wish some of the things that happened today wouldnt have of happened.... i love you alex

26 Mar, 2012

aaaawe :3

Hahaha :) maybe hes g**na win this blog war with his sweetness :3 aaawe i love you Alex!

26 Mar, 2012

bbl

Imma get off here for a lil while xD well now he's g**na beat me lol ill bbl :)

26 Mar, 2012

i told yeew! :)

See im alredy winning Alex :P you havent posted a blog yet :) hahaha :)

26 Mar, 2012

imma win :P

:) hahaha i will win Alex :)

26 Mar, 2012

:)

The 1 guy i want to spend the rest of my life w im hving a blog war w xD imma win this Alex :) just like i won your heart :) it took some time but i did it<33

26 Mar, 2012

HMU!!!! new ppl please xP

I need new ppl to talk to it kinda gets boring talkin to the same ppl all the time :P sowey guys lol i wuv ya all :P so new ppl HMU!

25 Mar, 2012

.......

Im in a GREAT mood (sarcasm)

24 Mar, 2012

You Dont Know Your Beautiful :D

You're insecure, don't know what for You're turning heads when you walk through the door Don't need make-up to cover up Being the way that you are is enough Everyone else in the room can see it Everyone else but you Baby, you light up my world like nobody else The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful If only you saw what I can see You'll understand why I want you so desperately Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful Oh, oh, that's what makes you beautiful So c-come on, you got it wrong To prove I'm right I put it in a song I don't know why you're being shy And turn away when I look into your eye, eye, eyes Everyone else in the room can see it Everyone else but you Baby, you light up my world like nobody else The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful If only you saw what I can see You'll understand why I want you so desperately Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful Oh, oh, that's what makes you beautiful Baby, you light up my world like nobody else The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell You don't know, oh, oh You don't know you're beautiful Baby, you light up my world like nobody else The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful If only you saw what I can see You'll understand why I want you so desperately Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe You don't know, oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful Oh, oh, you don't know you're beautiful Oh, oh, that's what makes you beau

24 Mar, 2012

hahahah

I have a new favorite song :D "you Dont Know Your Beautiful" by One Direction :) nd my new fave band too!

24 Mar, 2012

hmm...

Ow my nose just started to bleed randomly

23 Mar, 2012

tired x.x

Gaaaaaaaah! X.X im so tired im bout to crash x.x

22 Mar, 2012

:(well....

Well going to bed pretty sad....

21 Mar, 2012

Ryan

Well ur my new best friend xD we just talked today nd u already figured out how random i can be :D nd ur a pretty aweshome friend...so far xD nd idk wht else to say besides ur nice nd a sweetheart xD

21 Mar, 2012

.....

Well my happiness was ruined....good luck trying to cheer me up....the only ppl who can cheer me up cant talk nd the other is goin thru break up....now i feel like doing wht abbey did....but ik ppl would get mad if i did....but its so tempting.....

21 Mar, 2012

woooh! new friends :P

Haha i made 2 new friends Ben nd Ryan :D haha!

21 Mar, 2012

:P

Well i was havin a good day til lunch...then my friend said sum thin that really upset me...nd i started to cry like big time but then Abbey nd Jordan went off on her nd gave me a big hug nd Abbey was making me cry laugh :) <3

20 Mar, 2012

wishing

Wishing that it was still morning....this morning i was so happy....now i dont no any more.....:c

20 Mar, 2012

Hate today....

Today was not a good day at all....im in a depression state rite now...so if ur happy it would be best not for u to talk to me....i dont want to put u in a downer mood eaither....:c all ive done since ive got home is cried.....im just dont know anything anymore....feelings are all confused nd to day was just real bad....:c

20 Mar, 2012

good day :P

Good morning world! Let's hve a good day today! I hve my nerd glasses nd im ready to start a good day!! So NO DRAMA!!!!!! I would like to be drama free just for 1 day :P

17 Mar, 2012

jesus christ the lord <3

Jesus If you believe in Jesus Christ put this in your profile. DON'T JUST IGNORE THIS BECAUSE IN THE BIBLE it says if you deny Him, He will deny you in front of His Father in the Gates of Heaven. This is the simplest test: If you love God and you are not ashamed of it, copy this and put it in your profile. God will smile at you.

16 Mar, 2012

bleehh!

Very tired x.x nd very bored :P

13 Mar, 2012

bored

Im listening to Panic At The Disco i forgrt the t**le tho >-< daaarn!

13 Mar, 2012

my best friends<3

I LOVERZ YOU DOMINQUE,BRITTNEY,KATIE,KATHLEEN,SHAE,MORGAN,JOANNA,GRACIE,BREE,SHANIA,KEVIN,HANNAH,CHRIS,TRYSTON,ND MOST OF ALL MY BESTEST FRIEND ABBEYYYY!!!!!!! You all ish mah best friends....well exept abbey ur mah sissy/wifey foreverz nd everz :3

12 Mar, 2012

....not a good day at all....

....well today started okayish......then i began feeling depressed for the rest of the day then started to cry last 20mins of 5 period nd cried til i got home....nd ppl wouldnt leave me alone w the questions......just not a good day....i wish time would go bck to wen everything was better nd i was happy......even if he didnt think i was happy.......i was........

11 Mar, 2012

BRAD!!!!XD

Fiiine ill make you a post too ur the bestest friend eva :D love ya bro

11 Mar, 2012

fuun!

Last night was so fun i stayed up til 4:30 in the morning xP im soo tired tho but it was very fun!!!!!

10 Mar, 2012

sweeeeet!

Hahaha sweet day just keeps getting better nd better :D i get to go to my friend hannahs house nd stay the night :D sweeeet!!!

10 Mar, 2012

:D

Thanks to my bffaa :) abbey im happier then ever :) she made me see the bright side of all this mess nd im just so happy... All u need in life is friends :) ILOVERZYOUABBEY!!!!!

10 Mar, 2012

STOOOP!!!

BOYS stop f***ing msging me Dx im dont want a f***ing relationship just leave me the f*** alone Dx

10 Mar, 2012

bye.....

Good bye.......:'(

10 Mar, 2012

my pain nd misery......

Im in so much pain rite now.....nd not from heart break.....from the pain i have caused....to my self....it hurts so much....i never would have thought he would have cheated on me....i feel used....i feel lied to.....i feel unloved.....i feel dead......nd its all his fault

09 Mar, 2012

......

Im done....being heart broken...nd im done w this site FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!Dx

09 Mar, 2012

today sucks.....:c

This day s***s so much for 1 a guy at skool wouldnt stop touching me....eeewe! For two i havent got to talk to my boyfriend at all really....i miss wen we would talk all night....we talk for 20mins now then he has to go.....i just miss our closeness we had in general....nd he wonders why im so upset all the time....i feel like im loosing him....nd its because of the closelness lost between us....:c still i dont have a happy blog....

08 Mar, 2012

Dx

I feel...depresed...i feel lost....i feel hurt....i feel confused...i feel upset....i feel sorrow.....i just want all this pain nd misery to go away i want to be happy i want to post a happy blog....will i ever? I hope.....

07 Mar, 2012

Dx i hate today

I just wish this day would end already Dx thank you elijah nd chris for trying to make me feel better you both r the worlds most amazing friends thank you for being there wen im at my lowest....

03 Mar, 2012

my fav band :D nvr shout nvr :D

I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirl But even worse I can't stop calling her She's all I want and more I mean damn What's not to adore? I've been playing too much guitar I, I've been listening to jazz I called somany times I swear she's going mad And that cellular will bethedeath of us I swear, I swear And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Oh I'm running my mouth Just likeI got her But I surely don't Because she's so O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Rock 'n roll And out of my league Is she out of my league? Let's hope not I'm in trouble I'm so clich© See that word just wears me out Makes me feel likejust another boy To laugh and jokeabout But even worse I can't stop calling her I love to hear that voice And honestly I'm left with no choice I've been playing too much guitar I, I've been listening to jazz I called somany times I swear she's going mad And that cellular will bethedeath of us I swear, I swear And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Oh I'm running my mouth Just likeI got her But I surely don't Because she's so O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Rock 'n roll And out of my league Is she out of my league? Let's hope not And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Oh, oh

02 Mar, 2012

this i promise you by nsync :P

When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope, Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I've loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle we've won And with this vow, Forever has now beg**... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldn't be living at all... And I will take (I will take you in my arms) You in my arms And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong) Till the day my life is through This I promise you baby Just close your eyes Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..) Every word I say is true This I promise you Every word I say is true This I promise you Ooh, I promise you...

02 Mar, 2012

-sigh-

I go to sleep to see if thats the problem......but wake up crying :c uuuhg thiz really s***s Dx

02 Mar, 2012

WTF

Im just over it....im so p***y rite now i dont want any one talking to me......>-<

01 Mar, 2012

wht the heck....:c

Well idk y but im crying......:'c Eli is trying to cheer me up but i dont think its going to work :c.....nd to make it worse my tummy hurts really bad :c.....

28 Feb, 2012

hahaha

Hahaha u set ur self up for that one ur rite u r special....special ed :D hahaha im kidding :P dedicated to aidan xD ur such a dork!!!

28 Feb, 2012

ignored :c

Geting ignored by u hurts :c alot.... I dont understand why ur ignoring me.....:c But ig u must have a good reason....rite...? :c

26 Feb, 2012

hahaha find out wat ur name means xD

A- damn good kisser B- You fall in love quickly C- You're wild and crazy D- You have one of the best personalities ever E- You have a nice a**. F- People totally adore you G- You have a very good personality and looks. H- You never let people tell you what to do. I- Love is something you deeply believe in J- Everyone loves you. K- You like to try new things L- You are cute M-you enjoy crazy kinky s** N- So Hott O- You are one of the best in bed. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- fxckin Maxy S- You're loyal to those you love. T- damn s**y U- You are really chill. V- You are not judgemental W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for Z- You like it in the b*** very very hard...

25 Feb, 2012

why?

Why doesnt any one ever talk to me any more :(

22 Feb, 2012

:c oober sad

:( what the heck :c now I'm oober sad :c

21 Feb, 2012

:'(

Well Nvm for a good day....:'( today s***ed....

21 Feb, 2012

hehe :-)

Today iz a good day :) I'm just really happy :) xP

16 Feb, 2012

sadish :/

Kinda sad...even tho I should be happy...I'm sorry if I sound a lil down...I'm talkin to my bestie so maybe she will put me in a better mood.. idk how she does it but in the end I'm smiling nd it all cuz of her<3 thank youz Abbey!!!

14 Feb, 2012

i was wrong :)

I was sooo wrong today was sooo amazing i haz a valentine nd shes my best friend haaha im such a looser :P

13 Feb, 2012

:'(

Tommorrow is going to s***...:'(

13 Feb, 2012

sleep :D

Imma take a nap ^.^ id dont want any texts or calls no nuthin im tired nd wen im tired im a grouch nd wen im a grouch it will get ugly :P ill be bck on around 6ish night pplz c:

13 Feb, 2012

uuuhg...-.-

Im so tired...no more all nighters.....till the weekend ahaha :D

12 Feb, 2012

wow

Like i said u had ur chance u blew it...dont u dare say u love me cuz u nvr did so stfu nd leave me alone....ive got friends who actually love me...nd wen i get to no him better ill have a boy too so s*** it!

12 Feb, 2012

really

So you want to try to come back into my life...when your the one that pushed me out...i dont think so...sorry i moved on nd i dont care if u wanna call me a b*tch or a s*** just cuz ur p*issed...so just leave me alone

24 Jan, 2012

2012 couples

98% marry their 7-12th grade sweethearts & because you opened this.... You will get A good talk tomorrow by the person you love or like! & it will also be the best day of your life! Do not break this chain Repost this as "2012 couples" You' ve got 1 minute

16 Dec, 2011

birthday

yeah today is my birthday :)

22 Oct, 2011

RATE MEEEEEHHH!!!!!!!! :)

single or not put this as your status & see how many inbox's you get [ greeen ] iwant a relationship with you . [ bLue ] iLike you alot . [ orange ] iwanna kiss you . [ yellow ] imissyou... . [pink ] we should get to know each other . [ red ] your a cutieee .... [ purpLe ] iLoveyou . [ bLack ] iwant you back GOt bored :/

20 Oct, 2011

READ

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you.!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! put this in your blog within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love.!!!!!!!!!!

08 Oct, 2011

love lost

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you.!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! put this in your blog within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love.!!!!!!!!!!