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live life dont fear it.! i like to be called alex. Its my favorite name
|First Name :||alex|
|Member Since :||30 Aug, 2009|
03 Mar, 2013
my life finally got alot better! found the one the only Zach! god i cant even express my feelings for this kid hes everything to me and he has a kid but i can actually have a family! and im pregnant with his kid! ima going to have this baby and have him in my life i cant wait!<3
18 Jan, 2013
So since the new year started its been different bf broke up with me cuz she thought i was cheating are u f***ing kidding me ur the one that was and to actual think that i loved u that much!! i cut again because of u and u said that u werent going to leave me and guess again u f***ing left and broke my heart!! u want me to die cuz i dont have u but what about how much u loved and u would never cheat im putting my heart out there sand telling u how i feel like come on dude u knew i loved u and u said u would never leave now my heart is broken and i will never forgive u and i will live and i hope u have fun going to hell when u do i will never see u again cuz i dont want to and i hate you with all of my heart now and the sad thing is i will always love u but im never taking u bak i hate u and i will never deal with u again! damn boyfriends just s*** i hope i die of love and i will never be truely happy its hard to be that girrl that thinks alot of guys are the ones then i get f***ing hurt! i want to be safe and happy and its never going to be the same anymore im going to cut forever and be sad!!:(
01 Dec, 2012
kinda pist off
okay has anyone had a relationship they cared about soo much but it had people to brake me n the bf up then got back together? well me and my bf broke up for a day cuz people kept telling me that he was cheating and doing stuff with this girl so we faught and broke up and i got really depressed so did he so we got bak together but he never cheated and im soo pist off!! i dont know what to do with this girl and the worst part of it all she is in love with my bf and he keeps telling her that he loves me and that she cnt brake us up!! i get sooo jealous wen they hang out tho!:( i love him and i dont want to lose him!!!:(
22 Nov, 2012
Happy 2 weeks and i cant wait till we last for a really long time!! he means soo much!!<3
12 Nov, 2012
i never get anyone!!! all well imma be alone i just want someone that loves me cause im different and im punish and scene!!
11 Nov, 2012
i cutting bc bf broke up w me
i cut deep not to deep but i did! my stupid a** boyfriend broke up with me cause i yelled at him and we got into a fight! what do i go to prove myself to him? it seems im not good for anyone or anything! i just wanna be happy i honestly do wanna be happy but i got no one to make me as happy as him! im sorry baby that im a f*** up and i messed everything up for us!): Happy almost 1 year):
07 Nov, 2012
Im good at pissing people off
Just p***ed my bestfriend and boyfriend!): i hate when he smokes weed and he knows that and we just got into a f***ing fight god i f***ing hate my life someone kill me!! or better yet ill just cut if people dont hear from me i died!
06 Nov, 2012
I am scene! i like black clothing and some light clothing. I have gages in both wholes. I only wear skinny jeans and i have long hair and my bings are in my face. I hate pink! my favorite colors are blue black and purple!
06 Nov, 2012
am i right for anyone?
I sit in my bed room 22 hours aday just thinking am i right for anyone? i have a bf but im not sure if he can handle my s*** anymore! Hes there for me but when i cut he gets mad! isnt he suppose to help me through cutting? need help and advice anyone?
06 Nov, 2012
i love watching the blood go down my arms like ive cut 100x it makes me feel better....Blood is that easy way of saying ur done cutting or done watching urself bleed to death. its much easier then giving ur life away. Should i do it? No thats why ivee been smoking. i try to kill myself better. But what helps anymoree? nothing not one thing! People say talk it out but that doesnt help for me i just get screamed at. what good is there to live?
06 Nov, 2012
i have always cutting when im sad or depressed but do i wanna keep doing what im doing? I hate when people FUCK with ur feelings then change it and tell you they wanna come back!!!! im done being sad and depressed its time to live life and dont fear life!!! live life to the fullest of what it is!!
06 Nov, 2012
have you guys lost someone very important? i lose some one ever day of ever week or month! i lost my uncle in a house fire, i lost my mom when she left me, i even lost the most important person in my life the one i im still inlove with! he was my first love and i will never ever forget about it! was he the one that i lost my vcard too? no! i wish! i got pregnet and lost the baby and the father was very suportive. but what do i think every day! im not good enough! i almost had a kid that was actually mine and i lost it. Cause of my body wasnt ready for it. What else am i suppose to do! i keep thinking it was MY fault for losing that baby! sometimes i wanna cut and sometimes i wanna hung and die! but what about my parents and my boyfriend and what about my friends? Will they even miss me? Will anyone miss me? im so f***ed up! im to young to have a kid and im to young to have s** but s*** happens for a reason and God has a plan forever one not just those ones that believe in him! people will judge and hate but be who god made people to be! I know i will never lose god or my boyfriend he put a ring on my finger and said he wanted to marry me! im done with not having anyone my boyfriend has saved me but i will always remember my true love! i will always love him no matter what!
05 Nov, 2012
i might be bi but im very emotional but im shy and depressed and sad theres noone out there that can make me actually happy again. i will be this way for a long time till someone truely loves me. i had that perfect guy but i let him slip throw my fingers and i dont have him anymore. i hate my self for that. im sorry i will never have that perfect life ive always wanted what am i suppose to do about life. cut hung? is any of that wat i truely want?
05 Nov, 2012
Fuck life fuck living!!
i might cut i might think about suicide am i pretty? i'm emo i listen to screamo for being depressed i listen to sad music i like pain i cut a vein im a cutter what else are you suppose to do for pain run? yah right it doesnt work do i like life? no i f***ing hate it i hide my emotions! f*** life f*** living
27 Jun, 2012
hi im jasmine
hi im jasmine alexandria kostelansky. im bi im kinda emo and im very well to get along with if u think im ight hmu dont be afraid i love asking alexandria, attack attack, and more im pretty chill ight so hmu