Jayreno2000
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| Username : | Jayreno2000 |
| First Name : | Jaylene |
| Last Name : | Maddy |
| Gender: | F |
| Country: | US |
| Member Since : | 26 Dec, 2012 |
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BlogsLatest Blogs 18 Jan, 2015
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I Don't Understand Any Of You Guys ._. Like Stop With The Weird Shît
09 Jan, 2015
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Ppl Thinking They Are Tough Is Fu.cking Funny ! x'D
23 Nov, 2014
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Fûck You. Bye Mfg
15 Oct, 2014
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Sprained ankle ???
11 Sep, 2014
braces hurt like a bitch
can ya say braces??!
31 Aug, 2014
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you two make me sick? i think i through up in my month? good thing im over a lying, cheating a**hole???
25 Aug, 2014
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i got my babe back is im not getting on anymore.
24 Aug, 2014
omf?
guys with gauges??? that s*** is hot as f***kkkk??
21 Aug, 2014
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that moment when you f*** up with someone you really like :/ >~<
20 Aug, 2014
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eat sleep play volleyball repeat?
20 Aug, 2014
stoned cold bitch
i love my sister cx she gets me high when i come over ??
20 Aug, 2014
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well screw love songs im depressed lets listen to pierce the viel c:
19 Aug, 2014
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still cant breath. well good night?
19 Aug, 2014
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i cant breath i hate having anxiety attack wtf is wrong with me help me >•<
18 Aug, 2014
my boy♥?
you are the best that ever happened to me. you make me feel wanted, loved and cared about. you are so important to me. i love you Chris♥? ?
18 Aug, 2014
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so school and being stoned isnt good
18 Aug, 2014
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here at school way too f.u.c.k.i.n.g early but today will be good♥??
18 Aug, 2014
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cant sleep♥??
18 Aug, 2014
♥?
idk why im crying but i am happy as f***.
18 Aug, 2014
<3
he is finally mine now ♥?
07 Aug, 2014
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This is lame. Peace out mother fûckers :3
04 Aug, 2014
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I thinks it's too early to be alive >.<
02 Aug, 2014
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?ω?α? ??? fυ¢? ι? ????ρ?
02 Aug, 2014
Quote
???ι ?ell ιn ??e ιn love ??e way yoυ ?all a?leep; ?lowly ??en all a? once???
31 Jul, 2014
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Im going to die >~< No sleep
30 Jul, 2014
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You still have all of my heart?
25 Jul, 2014
Dying of laughter
Bîtches these days. I'm dying right now hahaha. XD I needed a good laugh
25 Jul, 2014
Damn sports-3-
Between my swollen ankle and throbbing wrist I might cry ;-;
24 Jul, 2014
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Someone make me food please?
23 Jul, 2014
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Well thanks for making me feel even more worthless about myself..
21 Jul, 2014
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Watching the sun rise two day in a row is wonderful. Minus the lack of sleep cx
18 Jul, 2014
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I am not even sure why I am on here anymore. All I get is sh!t thanks guys. I am sure feeling the damn love.
17 Jul, 2014
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11:11 make a wish
11 May, 2014
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i know i am a bïtch thank you for pointing it out more (:
20 Apr, 2014
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so anyone wanna talk...? neo ? ohkai...
09 Dec, 2013
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Ima leave for a while.
08 Dec, 2013
Quote of the Week
"I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind And I feel like I'm breaking inside" ~Shinedown
03 Dec, 2013
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You know when people p*** you off to the point you either want to punch then in the damn throat or break down crying. I p***ed off you the point I want to punch someone in the fu.cking throat. People are such pu.ssy xD
30 Nov, 2013
Quote of the week
"Welcome to a World where dreams become nightmare' ~Hollywood Undead
25 Nov, 2013
Quote of the week
Darling, don't let the broken hearts ruin the promises of tomorrow. You know you deserve a second chance
05 Nov, 2013
Night
Fûçk it. Night??
18 Oct, 2013
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High as fûçk! This night keeps getting better and better.
17 Oct, 2013
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Who's fûçking idea was it to wake me up at 5:00. Damn I don't wanna go to the lake :'c I actually do. Then I can take pics.
16 Oct, 2013
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I am going to bed. Fell off my skatebroad. I can't take my family anymore. Fucccck. But I got to talk to someoneeeeeee /.\
15 Oct, 2013
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Music is my escape
12 Oct, 2013
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Aye guys. My friend just made an account and look for a nice, cute, repesctful guy. Message her @ brilovesyou????
12 Oct, 2013
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Glad you are out of my life b'tch
10 Oct, 2013
~Scars by Papa Roach~
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm p***ed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2]
10 Oct, 2013
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Stop fu,cking hitting on me. I have my eye on one guy and him only. So fu.ck off stupid c,unts
09 Oct, 2013
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You know how you are. Message me on kik sh!t head
09 Oct, 2013
~Here without you 3 Doors Down~
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah. The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh, yeah, yeah I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, girl, its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go (oh whoa) It gets hard but it won't take away my love (oh whoa) And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my love, whoa, oh, oh I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, girl, it's only you and me
07 Oct, 2013
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Fuc,k people at my school. They can die.
06 Oct, 2013
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WTF Proflie pics are not for your d***s. That is just disguesting. They are children on here!
05 Oct, 2013
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Kendyl and James Stop being to fu.cking cute. I love you guys
05 Oct, 2013
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Holy ?hit my best friends boyfriend is so cute. Get it Kendyl. Love you girl
03 Oct, 2013
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How the hell do people think I can stay wake when only do 1 hour of sleep. Like damn.
02 Oct, 2013
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Andy Biersack is mine. He is so fuc.king hot.
02 Oct, 2013
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Oh damn. The guys from bvb are s**y a f.ucking ????????
01 Oct, 2013
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I miss him a lot ! I haven't talked to him to a week and its killing me :c i love him a lots !
28 Sep, 2013
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Grounded. I got caught. No more cutting for me.
27 Sep, 2013
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Fuc.king stop. I hate feeling so depressed. I know cutting isn't the solution but I don't care anymore.
23 Sep, 2013
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People can go fûçk themselves,
15 Sep, 2013
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Loosing someone that I care about a lot and love a lot. It kills me.
14 Sep, 2013
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Yup. Single.
08 Sep, 2013
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When my friend and I talk about Mugs and ways of getting high xD
04 Sep, 2013
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Can't wait for cross country practice. I get to run 3 miles. I run more that. Lol. I can't wait.
01 Sep, 2013
My song to you ^.\
A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven I don't wanna waste the weekend If you don't love me pretend A few more hours then it's time to go As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm It's too late to cry Too broken to move on And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven Misplaced trust in old friends Never counting regrets By the grace of God I do not rest at all And New England as the leaves change The last excuse that I'll claim I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my... Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No No Heaven doesn't seem far away Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No No Heaven doesn't seem far away Oh Oh A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven You are my heaven
29 Aug, 2013
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Yup.
29 Aug, 2013
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I can't stop fu.cking cutting.
26 Aug, 2013
Mutha fuccka
I took to many pills lol bye
24 Aug, 2013
<3
When he says "i love u" makes me cry knowing that someone really loves me
23 Aug, 2013
not all boys are jerk
Guys arnt Jerks Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug! Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl: Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe (in the paper the next day) : A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your
23 Aug, 2013
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Is it possilbe to 'miss someone that makes u depressed?
22 Aug, 2013
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I am not allowed to ride a quard. I burnt my damn leg on the metal part. Never I am feeding horses. I will just feed mine. The rest aren't mine.
21 Aug, 2013
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I wish u knew how much I love u. But I guess u don't. Fuhck love is confusing and p***ing me off. ^.\<3
21 Aug, 2013
Alone
Someone Msg me I am all alone. No pervs please
21 Aug, 2013
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Why I do I try to say "I love you" knowing u might not believe me but I do. I never felt like this with anyone. When I say "I love you" I mean it. But Why do I try?
21 Aug, 2013
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Drink the pain away
21 Aug, 2013
so...
There is this b****. She stares at me in class. Everytime I look at her I remember whart one of my friends saying "I wouldn't touch her with a 10 foot pole. I laugh all the time cx**
20 Aug, 2013
resaons
the reason i dont plays games on here....they p***ed me off... stupid sift heads world
20 Aug, 2013
Timeflies Worth It
Worth It" How can you stop, when it’s everything you dreamed And there’s so far left to run How can you quit when it’s all you’ve ever wanted And you don’t know what’s to come But don’t you see this is what you hurt for And this could be all you’ve ever worked for [Chorus:] One step down With a million left to go It’s just us now And I wanna let you know That it was all worth it It was all worth it Why do you hide From exactly what it is you’ve been searching for all along And why do you wait Cuz you know if you don’t go and get it you’ll regret it all when it’s gone You try so hard it’s what you play this game for It’s time you start getting what you came for [Chorus] Sacrifice It wouldn’t be half as nice Without that struggle and hustle you know that that’s the life It’s got me thinkin… It’s got me thinkin… Paradise Cuz you went and did it right See now you work all day and then you play all night Now you’re singin Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Whoaoh Now you’re singin [Chorus]
20 Aug, 2013
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its hard for me to keep my love ones.
18 Aug, 2013
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In love but alone The best combination
18 Aug, 2013
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Being replaced by someone better.
18 Aug, 2013
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I dye my hair crazy a** fuccking Color
18 Aug, 2013
Rape
I swear that Kendyl is going to rape me
17 Aug, 2013
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I try why
17 Aug, 2013
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Love is confusing /.\ fuhck ^.<3
17 Aug, 2013
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I feel like I am going to get rape by Kendyl
17 Aug, 2013
Hell Ya
Going have fun tonight . With Kendyl. I was talking to someone that I love to death. This is the best day !!!!!
17 Aug, 2013
Hacked
Hacked my your BFF love you
17 Aug, 2013
Damnnnnnn it
Fuhck I think I am in love /.\. But I know I might get hurt.
16 Aug, 2013
<3
You make me speechless
16 Aug, 2013
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Butterflies in my tummy. Talking to someone I love very much
16 Aug, 2013
Best song
"Blood" I hate you for the sacrifices you made for me I hate you for every time you ever bled for me I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me I hate you for never taking control of me I hate you for always saving me from myself I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge I hate you for every kind word you ever said I'll bleed you dry now Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy I love you for everything you ever took from me I love the way you dominate and you violate me I love you for every time you gave up on me I love you for the way you look when you lie to me I love you for never believing in what I say I love you for never once giving me my way I love you for never delivering me from pain I love you for always driving me insane I'll bleed you dry now Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy (I hate you, I hate you, I love...) Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pump mud through my veins I'm a dirty, di
15 Aug, 2013
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Nightttttt
15 Aug, 2013
staph
Pp stop asking me.to text u please
09 Aug, 2013
:'c
I cut and I am in pain.
26 Jul, 2013
Bye
Not going to be on for a long time. I mean long time. So bye.
18 Jul, 2013
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People judge me for being Emo. You know what. F.uck you. You are go die in a hole. I am not proud of cutting but the scars are my battle scars. I won the battle but loosing my war. I don't cut anymore but it doesn't stop me from trying to committing suicide. I think about it everyday. Its people like you that drive me to that point. So stop hating or s*** a d.ick. Thank you. Bye.
16 Jul, 2013
Rip talia
Talia is my inspiration. She is an inspiration to all of the cancer fighters. Talia passed away this morning. Heaven has gained another angel. My thoughts and prayers go to her family. Rip gorgeous girl :* we will miss you.
16 Jul, 2013
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Crying makes my weak. I am weak. As ppl can tell by my arms.
16 Jul, 2013
Radioactive
Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive I raise my flags, don my clothes It's a revolution, I suppose We're painted red to fit right in Whoa I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive All systems go, the sun hasn't died Deep in my bones, straight from inside I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive
15 Jul, 2013
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Ppl say I am weird. Well I really don't care not ppl think of me. I am weird but I am me. Not anyone else. Just me.
14 Jul, 2013
Blah
Just got back from the gym. Blah. /.\
12 Jul, 2013
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Great. I dropped my phone and cracked my f.ucking screen. This is shiet. My camera is screwed up. No more pics for ig. Good.
11 Jul, 2013
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Aye. If you have a f.ucking problem with me. Then tell me. Not behind my back. I will hit a b.itch if a need to.
07 Jul, 2013
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I am so bored. Yup. Inbox me no? Ohkai
07 Jul, 2013
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I have to wear a bathsuit uuugggghhhhhh
06 Jul, 2013
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Going to the water park again with my friend. Scared that i will see my ex-bf. F.ucking a**
05 Jul, 2013
my night
Talking to my best friennn on here and w/ my bestie eating bby food.
05 Jul, 2013
mhm
Staying the night with my lover face. Kendyl is a crazy a** bi.tchbut I love her. She is my best friend
04 Jul, 2013
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Happy 4th of July
03 Jul, 2013
My hurrrrr
I cut my own hair. I f.ucked it up but I don't care. I finally have the hurr I want. Sort of I guess
30 Jun, 2013
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Idk. I am hurt and in pain. F.uck.
25 Jun, 2013
Yesh
I finally get my now room. ^~^.
23 Jun, 2013
Huh
I hate it when ppl disagree about being beautiful. My best friend does that. I hate it when she disagree with me.
22 Jun, 2013
Hell nah
Bitch please I don't answer those question shiet. I only ask them.
22 Jun, 2013
Fuhck
Knowing to that you best friend is friends with the person you hate the most.
22 Jun, 2013
;)
1.You + Me + A room alone?? 1.movie 2. s** 3.fight 4.talk 5.party 6.cuddle 7.make out 2.How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 3.Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me 4.Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom 5.Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No 6.Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No 7.Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Slick [ ] Maxy [ ] Cute 8.Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuhhhccckk [ ] Kiss 9.Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No 10.Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - - ) <-----leave ya numba [ ] No 11.Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No
21 Jun, 2013
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Huh? I just realize that ppl don't want to talk to me. I don't give two flying.f.ucks if they don't want to talk to ne or not.
20 Jun, 2013
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Got my nails done. Really bored. Well I am going to log off. Message me so I have sometime to forward in the morning. Nice or not.idc. night
20 Jun, 2013
boredom
I am so f.ucking bored it is not funny. I am packing all the crap in my room so I can moving into my new house closer to my school. There are ppl there I don't like l. This is going to be great•_•
20 Jun, 2013
my.night
I am hanging out with my favorite cousin and we are going to pull an all nighter. We have get up early and I am going to drink hella a lot of coffee in da morning
19 Jun, 2013
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Sorry I haven't been on lath. I am grounded. But I manged to get on tonight. So if I am dint message back it cuz I am still grounded. It feels like I am so alone. Its feels like everyone is mad at me or something. What the hell did I do?!?!?! Well I am sorry ohkai bye.
13 Jun, 2013
hurt
I am so f.ucking hurt. I am so f.ucking alone...... I am the feeling that I am alone and hurt. Why does it feel like my alone? Well.....idk.. I am sorry that I am not the best person you meet. I am sorry.
11 Jun, 2013
:'(
I don't know why but I just started crying and I can't stop.
11 Jun, 2013
Shít
My grandma saw my cuts and asked me what happened. I said I fell in a rose bush.
10 Jun, 2013
Fucck you
You are a fuccking pusssy if you can't think I can kick your fat a**. I am so scared. Not really.
09 Jun, 2013
I am done
I am listening to one song that remembers me of someone. Sitting in my bed listening to it and with wrist bleeding. I slit my wrist and its bleeding. I am not going to anything about it. Bye guys.
08 Jun, 2013
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People ask me if I am ok. I said I am fine. But the truth is that I am going through hell. I wish I can explain it but I can't. It's to hard to explain something to someone when they have f**king clue what you are going through. That is my life. People pretend that they care dont really don't f**cking care!
06 Jun, 2013
Bitcch
I am two fuccking seconds to go to kill this b****.
06 Jun, 2013
Boys aren't jerks.
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug! Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl: Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe (in the paper the next day) : A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life Guys Post This As "I would do this for my girl " Girls Post This As "Boys aren't j***s"
05 Jun, 2013
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I know that is no one there for you. It's s***s doesn't it. That is how I felt all day long. I was going through relapse then I did it. I cut my wrist. I am so screwed. Well I don't care. No one cares. Bye.
05 Jun, 2013
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This will probably be the worst summer break.! Can't go tanning cuz of my cuts. ^_^
03 Jun, 2013
Damn it
I am so fuccking screwed. I have a final today and its a screech. I can't talk in front of ppl. I don't have it done. Shít.
03 Jun, 2013
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I understand that you don't want to talk. It's ok. I understand
03 Jun, 2013
School -.-
I really don't want to go to school but I have finals and I need to go to pass. Just 2 1/2 more days. I don't know if I can take the fuccking drama that idk how I got in it. I hate drama. Ohkai bia.
01 Jun, 2013
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What the point of being alive when no cares? I don't know. I don't care about me. No one cares about me. So why I'm still alive.? Can I not die yet?
01 Jun, 2013
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God damnit. I messed up. Fucck. I screw everything up. Why the hell do I do this all the time.?
01 Jun, 2013
Inbox meh
Would you Date me? () Yes ? () No ? () Maybe :3 () You Deserve Better . Rate: () ? 1O% -.- () ?? 2O% ._. () ??? 30% () ???? 4O% :/ () ????? 5O% . . . () ??????6O% () ???????? 7O% () ????????? 8O% () ?????????? 9O% ♥ () ??????????? 100% <3333 Best Feature: () Lips () Eyes ;] () Hair c: () Personality () Everythingg ♥ () I Don't Know You Like That. If We Kissed By Accident: () Bite Your Lip () Continue Kissingg ♥ () Oops () Laugh About It xD () Stare At You While Wonderinqq If I Should Kiss You Again () We Would Never Be That Close :/ () Scream And Go Wash My Mouth Dx () I Don't Know You -__- If i Held your Hand, you Would : () Lock My Fingers Between Yours . ♥\ () Stand There Like Wtf Are You Doingg . o.O () Let You Hold . c: As Friends () Pull Away . () I Don't Know ._. If i Hug you , you Would () Pull You In Closer :] () Push Away :[ () I'd Be Shocked-ish O: () It's Alright, Just Let You Hugg Me () Hug Back ^-^ i Can Be your: () Boo (: () Flirting Buddy ;3 () Friend () Best Friend )) () Brother/Sister [[[: () You Tell Me ? ;o () I Don't Know Yet, () Wifey/Hubby ♥ ;D () Textingg Buddy -If i Kissed you you'd: () Kiss You Back , ♥ ! () Be Surprised.. o: () Slap You. D:<
31 May, 2013
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Finding the urge not to cut the shít out of my wrist but the urge is winning me over. I can't do it anymore. Why the hell did this happen to me.? Why the hell would someone love me cuz of this.? I sure as fuuck don't love me.!
30 May, 2013
Can't
I can't be hurt anymore. Been hurt to many f*** time. I am not up to being hurt anymore sorry.
29 May, 2013
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I cut here and there. Got a guardian angel. Thanks cj47.
29 May, 2013
Boredom
One cut, Two cuts, Three cuts, Four, Come on darling, what's one more? Five cuts, Six cuts, Seven cuts, Eight, Oh, what a mess this create....
29 May, 2013
.-.
I am confused. I want to end something but idk how. I don't want to hurt the person. Help me? No? Okay. Thnks tho
28 May, 2013
Homework -.-
I hate doing homework but I have to do it to get good grades. Even tho it all due tomorrow. Guess who is staying up late.?! Me.!
28 May, 2013
Wonderful day
My mom just called me a hooker for no reason. And I am not a hooker. Thank you very much
28 May, 2013
Daym
Barely slept last night. Have to go to school. Not going to be a good day.
27 May, 2013
Can't
God damn it. I can't sleep. Fucckin as?. Fucck u insomnia fucck u
27 May, 2013
Music
Music is the best medicine. But not from me. It doesn't help me. It makes meh worse but I still listen to it.
27 May, 2013
Knowing
Taking a long time to reply makes meh think that you are talking to someone better then me ) ':
27 May, 2013
Home
Just got home from camping wid my bestie. Had so much fun. Went quading and crash. We are all okay. Someone hit me up. I am hella bored.
23 May, 2013
To know.....
About me: Well I am jaylene. I don't play sports anymore. I love to draw and reading. My life is bring with ppl tht care about me. I hate it when ppl talks shít about me. My best friend is Kendyl. I s*** at drawing but I love to draw. I like to meet new ppl. If you don't like the way I talk.... Then you need to staph judging me. I used to cut myself. I am 1 day clean of cutting. Slowly recovering from it. I am judged at school from it. I will fucck up a bit€h that thinks its funny it make fun of me. I will have scars. I want a bf that will kiss my scar and not judge me from them. I am writing this cuz it will not fit in my bio. Lol. I am bis**ual. I don't give to shít what you think about my s**uality. And yea. So bye
23 May, 2013
Earthquake
There was a earthquake here. And my mom is dress freaking the f*** out. It was a little quake.
23 May, 2013
Nope
After what you put me through. I am not going to accept the sorry you said cuz you said something to me that can't not but taken back. I am sorry for nothing that is all I have to say. Bye don't talk to me. Bye Hun
22 May, 2013
Done with everything
I am finally got the support to stop cutting. My leg has cuts all over it. It really bad. I need to stop. My mom would kill me if she found out that is was cutting again. I hate doing it but I need to feel pain. I am not sorry if you don't like cuz I am bullied a lot at school so fucck off. Thanks. I don't need you shít with me thanks ok bye.
22 May, 2013
Friends <3
I was messing with my friend today. He said I had no swag. I said good cuz I am not g**so swerve. Then I called him a swagfag but I waz kidding.
22 May, 2013
I am a nerd Jk
I am going to algebra next year. Yes. I am excited. Ok bye
20 May, 2013
Hell no
You have no right to tell my friend Kendyl to stfu. Let try this. You need to shut your mouth. She is speaking the truth. Not you. You are a fake bitcch and you know it. You are creating more problems. Just stop. You sound like a 1st grader. Thank you so much. Please message me if you want to talk more. I will unblock you for now. Thanks hun bye.
20 May, 2013
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I am not stronger then this demon that is killing me. I just cut my leg cuz of you. You need to staph please. You are killing me. Thanks bye!
20 May, 2013
Yay!
I got some gauges. Finally.
19 May, 2013
Done
I am done with every little fuucking thing people say and do to me. I can't take it. I am trying to find answer but all I can do is keep killing myself. I mean like me cutting I done it a lot lately. I can't done this anymore.
11 May, 2013
-.-
Sorry guys. I been ground. If you message me or kik me. I won't ask cuz I am ground. I am sorry!
09 May, 2013
Cutting
Someone help me get cutting off my mind. Please
09 May, 2013
Idk
I don't know if I can take this pain any more. I wish I can turn to someone that I can trust. I can trust Kendyl but I need more then just one person. Fucck why did I do this to my self
07 May, 2013
Why?
Why did you have to ruin my day? I was having a really good day then you ruin it. Why did you break my heart? I don't not do shít to hurt you. But you had to hurt me. Why I did fucck up our relationship? I regret everything I did to hurt you. I am sorry. I love you and miss you Nick Brown. Please forgive me.
07 May, 2013
Crying
I f***inng hate crying. I feel weak. But I am not weak.
05 May, 2013
Only the first 3 people tho!
So as a departure gift, I'm having a contest, you could say. The first 3 people who message me with ANY request, I'll honor it. You can ask me to do anything. If it's possible for me, I will do it. Rules: 1) I will not send pics 2) Guys only 3) I will not take anyone off my blocklist, so don't go there.
05 May, 2013
Baseball
Baseball is my favorite sport. My favorite team is the La dodgers. If you got a problem with it then GO AWAY thanks!
04 May, 2013
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Aye some one should message me.
04 May, 2013
*
Night everybody. Love you my babes.
03 May, 2013
"Help"
Last night I cut my leg then I craved into it the says "help". I need someone to help me through my pain.
02 May, 2013
....
Go s*** a di?k thanks!
30 Apr, 2013
Remembering
Remembering when I would watch Pokémon. I miss watching it. Well I still watch it. xD
28 Apr, 2013
WTF
Who the fucck do you think you are ask me what i am wearing. Jeez.It is not of your business. I will it to myslf what i am wearing so fucck off and leave me alone. thanks
28 Apr, 2013
Freaking true
Well I am emo but these are true EMOS x] Not All of Us R Depressed x] we R Nice People x] we Dont Sit Around All Day Feeling Sorry For Ourselves x] we DONT Have Made Up Problems x] we Have Feelings x] Not All of us R Bi! x] we R The Hottestt People ALIVE! x] we Do Smile (well hardly) x] we Do Laugh x]we all don't cut Copy and paste if you agree
28 Apr, 2013
Can't sleep
Holy ?hít I can't to go sleep. Ehhh. I wish I can. Someone message me please?!
27 Apr, 2013
xc
Punching walls doesn't solve anything. It just cause my hand to hurt like a bit?h
27 Apr, 2013
Pierce the veil king for a day
[Vic & Kellin Quinn] Dare me to jump off of this Jersey bridge I bet you never had a Friday night like this Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands I take a look up at the sky and I see red Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide Everything red [Kellin Quinn] Please, won't you push me for the last time Let's scream until there's nothing left So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore The thought of you's no f***ing fun You want a martyr, I'll be one Because enough's enough, we're done [Vic] You told me think about it, well I did Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore I'm tired of begging for the things that I want I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor [Vic] The thing I think I love Will surely bring me pain Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame Three cheers for throwing up Pubescent drama queen You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late [Kellin Quinn] Let's scream, there's nothing left So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore The thought of you's no f***ing fun You want a martyr I'll be one Because enough's enough, we're done [Vic] You told me think about it, well I did Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore I'm tired of begging for the things that I want I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor [Kellin Quinn] Imagine living like a king someday A single night without a ghost in the walls And if the bass shakes the earth underground We'll start a new revolution now (Now! Alright here we go) [Vic] Hail Mary, forgive me Blood for blood, hearts beating Come at me, now this is war! Fuck with this new beat Oh! [Kellin Quinn & Vic] Now terror begins inside a bloodless vein I was just a product of the street youth rage Born in this world without a voice or say Caught in the spokes of an abandoned brain I know you well but this ain't a game Blow the smoke in diamond shape Dying is a gift so close your eyes and rest in peace [V
27 Apr, 2013
My day >>>> to your day
Holy crap. I had the best day. I went to my lil cuz baseball game. 9-4 he won. Then went horse back riding. It was really fun.
27 Apr, 2013
Baseball<3
I get to go to my little cousin baseball game. I am going to be bored but I got to see him play. I love you <3
27 Apr, 2013
i am done fighting with you
i am done fighting with you. just come up to my face on monday and actually talk to me. you are making hurt even more then ever. you are making me die. you are the one who is making me cut again. you are making hurt me. so can we just stop. i dont want to do this anymore. just drop everything please. i am begging you. please just fuccking stop!!!!!!!!
27 Apr, 2013
:'c
I am sooo freaking sorry got you into this. I should not said anything to you. I am really sorry. Why do I mess up with anybody. I wish i didnt say anything to you and post s*** on here!!! I wish i never one of these account!!!! My life is so messed up i am really sorry!!!!
27 Apr, 2013
fucck you
I am not doing s*** to you. I am not posting crap about you on other websites. please just stop running fuccking mouth.
27 Apr, 2013
Stfu
You need to shut up you're the one starting stuff I'm not doing anything Just stop. I'm not spreading rumors. Get your facts straight before you start saying stuff And I am not spreading rumors you needed to stop I'm done with it I am done with you I'm done with everything just leave me alone I'm done thanks bye
26 Apr, 2013
Botdf sexting
New messege from B.O.T.D.F. Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Less than three is just a tease Send those nudes, make me drool Hit me up - make me c** Wanna s**t? I'll show you some Sticky drama all the way Want my d***? You gotta pay! You've seen what my thumbs can do Time to use my tongue on you Show me what you got on my LCD Let's get down to it So you can get down on me Cybering is so 1999 You've got to be textually active If you wanna be mine 'Cause... I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna rock your body I wanna taste your sweet I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna aah ahh I wanna aah ahh Love me or hate me but you want to f*** me My love is unrestricted You know you wanna lick this One stronger than the strongest drug you've ever had Mix 'em all together and I would still be twice as bad I know you want some more! When I text it's s**! s**! s**! You start to undress! Dress! Poppin' out your chest, In your friends' request. Now I'm rocking on your top And you know I just can't stop stop Make you drop Feel you up till I hit the spot 'Cause I can't take TAKE TAKE ALL THIS WAIT! WAIT! I'm so impatient You got me wait'n Cut this s***! Show your t**s! Flip it out on my sidekick Like quagmire on family guy Giggity! Giggity! All the time I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna rock your body I wanna taste your sweet I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna aah ahh I wanna aah ahh Love me or hate me but you want to f*** me My love is unrestricted You know you wanna lick this One stronger than the strongest drug you've ever had Mix 'em all together and I would still be twice as bad There I go! Maxting all my mother f***ing favorite h**s Stereo blast it up! Go ape s*** and tear it up We can make you look like hobos She's texting if she should swallow Hellz ya! Go for more Par
26 Apr, 2013
How far would u go with meh
yes" or "no" and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for you: AFTER YOU MAIL ME YOUR RESPONSE IN A MESSAGE, repost and see just how far someone would go with you ..repost as "HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
26 Apr, 2013
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People say I can sing but I can't sing for shït.
26 Apr, 2013
;)
What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Have s** with me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. Who are you? 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you saw me? 35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?
26 Apr, 2013
:'(
Someone message me. I had a bad day. Can someone make it better? Don't be weird! Please message me
25 Apr, 2013
:(
~sliding the blade accross your arm. Watching to blood pour down. Wonder why you are still here~ ~anonymous
25 Apr, 2013
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I am dying inside. I can't take it.
25 Apr, 2013
Boredom
I am soooo fucck bored.-. Someone message me. Please!!!!!!!! :)
24 Apr, 2013
Screw life
Why am I a screw everything up?
23 Apr, 2013
Pain
I am in so much pain right now. I need to talk to someone that is not going to be weird and p*** me off. I wish I could juss stop the pain but I can't. I need to end it but I will only hurt the ones I love. Why does this hurt so much?! :'(
23 Apr, 2013
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I don't s**t. Don't ask me if I want to s**t. Just don't message me if I want to or I will block you. Thanks.
22 Apr, 2013
<3
I love you my friend. Logging out for tonight. Bye. <3
21 Apr, 2013
:(
I just hate people. They p***sed me off.
21 Apr, 2013
-.-
Somebody message me. Please. I am bored as fu.ck. I will love you forever.
19 Apr, 2013
Bad day
Not in the fu(king mood to do with f**s right now. This chick (she on here) p***sed me off today. So I don't want be fu(ked with right now.
19 Apr, 2013
I<3 music
Listening to pierce the veil. I fu(king love them. <3
17 Apr, 2013
Bit€hez
I thought I can trust you with everything but I guess I am wrong. I am not the one becoming a big bit€h. You are the one. I am actually found one that I can trust and you aren't the one. I hope you have a amazing fu€king life. You are right I am not going to come back. Bye.
17 Apr, 2013
Boredom
Save one save me from boredom. Message me. Please
14 Apr, 2013
I am back
Hey babes. I am back and here to stay. So message me. Not if you a freak. I don't like freak. Also I don't take people's crap. Thanks lovely I love you guys Bye ~ Jay
14 Feb, 2013
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Save me for boredom. Please
12 Feb, 2013
Bored
I did someone to talk too
12 Feb, 2013
Skype
Does one want to Skype with me?
11 Feb, 2013
Valentines
Who want to be my valentine? No weirdos please
10 Feb, 2013
Hatred
I fu(king hate people think they conelle you They are fu(king do€Ks that need to get a fu(king life
09 Feb, 2013
Pain
I fu(king hate it when people ask me why I do $hit to myself I am already in pain as it is.
08 Feb, 2013
soomeeoone
soomeone message me.
31 Jan, 2013
Bored
I bored as fu(k someone message me.
31 Jan, 2013
Sad
One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you.!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! put this in your blog within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love.!!!!!!!!!!
28 Jan, 2013
People
I hated when people started talking then they don't reply. I think that they don't like me. Or I did something wrong. ~ Jaylene
27 Jan, 2013
:(
I don't to make you like me. I hope you like me. But if you don't like me I don't give a fu(k what you think about. Love me or hate. I will not let you make me or break me.
27 Jan, 2013
Sleep
I keep fall alsleep in the weirdest time. Someone message me please?
26 Jan, 2013
Hmmmm
F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = Gorgeous... will u go out with me A++=SO HOTT will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND #@*& ME AND DON'T STOP YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!!
26 Jan, 2013
Omfg
Holy crap. Autumn and I just got done with watching paranormal actives 4. It was crazy. >.<
26 Jan, 2013
Tyty11
Why don't you shut the f*ck up. You know nothing about her. She was the probably best thing happening to you. You shut up about her. ~Jaylene
25 Jan, 2013
Re: I scary way to break up.
One day, Sarah was walking home from school when her boyfriend drove by and honked at her to get in. She got in his car and he drove her to the lake. Her boyfriend said he was going to tell her something very important. Sarah could have sworn he was going to propose. However, he flicked her off, pushed her in the lake and yelled, “I am breaking up with you, you awful …….!! I hate you and I think that maybe you should just end your ………….. life! DUMB ………………..!!!” He laughed and drove off. It was a very cold day. Sarah climbed out of the lake, freezing cold, and feeling the worst she had in her entire life. She got home went in a hot bath, and slit her wrists and died in the bathtub. Her parents yelled and screamed at her to get out until they finally broke the door down. They saw no body, but the entire bathroom was dripping with her blood. Her mom went insane and killed herself three days later, her dad is in prison, accused of murder. Later that week, Sarah’s exboyfriend was taking a shower when she came from the drain, rotting and bloody, with a razor in her hand and said “Goodbye Jason.” She cut his throat before he could scream. If you do not repost this with the t**le “1 scary way to break up”, you are a heartless …………..and Sarah come to you in the shower from the drain, and will kill you the same way she killed her boyfriend. 24 ppl have broken this chain and died You have 13 minutes
25 Jan, 2013
Stolen :D
No cheating, you have to post this on youur blogs and see what people want from you ! 1=A baby 2 ; Another chance 3 ; Love 4 ; A Kiss 5 ; Friendship 6 ; Max partner 7 ; Lap dance 8 ; To chill 9 ; To cuddle 10 ; Marriage
21 Jan, 2013
Sleepover
Having a Sleepover with my second Sister and Briana and Daniel
20 Jan, 2013
how far would u go
yes" or "no" and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for you: AFTER YOU MAIL ME YOUR RESPONSE IN A MESSAGE, repost and see just how far someone would go with you ..repost as "HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
19 Jan, 2013
Bored
Well, I was on the phone talking to my buddy in crime and now I am bored as s***
02 Jan, 2013
I miss you auttertot
I miss you too buddy :-/
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still cant breath. well good night?
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i cant breath i hate having anxiety attack wtf is wrong with me help me >•<
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cant sleep♥??
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idk why im crying but i am happy as f***.
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he is finally mine now ♥?
07 Aug, 2014
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This is lame. Peace out mother fûckers :3
04 Aug, 2014
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I thinks it's too early to be alive >.<
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31 Jul, 2014
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Im going to die >~< No sleep
30 Jul, 2014
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You still have all of my heart?
25 Jul, 2014
Dying of laughter
Bîtches these days. I'm dying right now hahaha. XD I needed a good laugh
25 Jul, 2014
Damn sports-3-
Between my swollen ankle and throbbing wrist I might cry ;-;
24 Jul, 2014
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Someone make me food please?
23 Jul, 2014
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Well thanks for making me feel even more worthless about myself..
21 Jul, 2014
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Watching the sun rise two day in a row is wonderful. Minus the lack of sleep cx
18 Jul, 2014
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I am not even sure why I am on here anymore. All I get is sh!t thanks guys. I am sure feeling the damn love.
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i know i am a bïtch thank you for pointing it out more (:
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so anyone wanna talk...? neo ? ohkai...
09 Dec, 2013
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Ima leave for a while.
08 Dec, 2013
Quote of the Week
"I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind And I feel like I'm breaking inside" ~Shinedown
03 Dec, 2013
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You know when people p*** you off to the point you either want to punch then in the damn throat or break down crying. I p***ed off you the point I want to punch someone in the fu.cking throat. People are such pu.ssy xD
30 Nov, 2013
Quote of the week
"Welcome to a World where dreams become nightmare' ~Hollywood Undead
25 Nov, 2013
Quote of the week
Darling, don't let the broken hearts ruin the promises of tomorrow. You know you deserve a second chance
05 Nov, 2013
Night
Fûçk it. Night??
18 Oct, 2013
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High as fûçk! This night keeps getting better and better.
17 Oct, 2013
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Who's fûçking idea was it to wake me up at 5:00. Damn I don't wanna go to the lake :'c I actually do. Then I can take pics.
16 Oct, 2013
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I am going to bed. Fell off my skatebroad. I can't take my family anymore. Fucccck. But I got to talk to someoneeeeeee /.\
15 Oct, 2013
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Music is my escape
12 Oct, 2013
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Aye guys. My friend just made an account and look for a nice, cute, repesctful guy. Message her @ brilovesyou????
12 Oct, 2013
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Glad you are out of my life b'tch
10 Oct, 2013
~Scars by Papa Roach~
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm p***ed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2]
10 Oct, 2013
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Stop fu,cking hitting on me. I have my eye on one guy and him only. So fu.ck off stupid c,unts
09 Oct, 2013
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You know how you are. Message me on kik sh!t head
09 Oct, 2013
~Here without you 3 Doors Down~
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah. The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh, yeah, yeah I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, girl, its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go (oh whoa) It gets hard but it won't take away my love (oh whoa) And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my love, whoa, oh, oh I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, girl, it's only you and me
07 Oct, 2013
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Fuc,k people at my school. They can die.
06 Oct, 2013
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WTF Proflie pics are not for your d***s. That is just disguesting. They are children on here!
05 Oct, 2013
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Kendyl and James Stop being to fu.cking cute. I love you guys
05 Oct, 2013
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Holy ?hit my best friends boyfriend is so cute. Get it Kendyl. Love you girl
03 Oct, 2013
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How the hell do people think I can stay wake when only do 1 hour of sleep. Like damn.
02 Oct, 2013
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Andy Biersack is mine. He is so fuc.king hot.
02 Oct, 2013
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Oh damn. The guys from bvb are s**y a f.ucking ????????
01 Oct, 2013
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I miss him a lot ! I haven't talked to him to a week and its killing me :c i love him a lots !
28 Sep, 2013
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Grounded. I got caught. No more cutting for me.
27 Sep, 2013
xc
Fuc.king stop. I hate feeling so depressed. I know cutting isn't the solution but I don't care anymore.
23 Sep, 2013
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People can go fûçk themselves,
15 Sep, 2013
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Loosing someone that I care about a lot and love a lot. It kills me.
14 Sep, 2013
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Yup. Single.
08 Sep, 2013
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When my friend and I talk about Mugs and ways of getting high xD
04 Sep, 2013
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Can't wait for cross country practice. I get to run 3 miles. I run more that. Lol. I can't wait.
01 Sep, 2013
My song to you ^.\
A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven I don't wanna waste the weekend If you don't love me pretend A few more hours then it's time to go As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm It's too late to cry Too broken to move on And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven Misplaced trust in old friends Never counting regrets By the grace of God I do not rest at all And New England as the leaves change The last excuse that I'll claim I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my... Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No No Heaven doesn't seem far away Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No No Heaven doesn't seem far away Oh Oh A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven You are my heaven
29 Aug, 2013
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Yup.
29 Aug, 2013
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I can't stop fu.cking cutting.
26 Aug, 2013
Mutha fuccka
I took to many pills lol bye
24 Aug, 2013
<3
When he says "i love u" makes me cry knowing that someone really loves me
23 Aug, 2013
not all boys are jerk
Guys arnt Jerks Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug! Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl: Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe (in the paper the next day) : A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your
23 Aug, 2013
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Is it possilbe to 'miss someone that makes u depressed?
22 Aug, 2013
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I am not allowed to ride a quard. I burnt my damn leg on the metal part. Never I am feeding horses. I will just feed mine. The rest aren't mine.
21 Aug, 2013
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I wish u knew how much I love u. But I guess u don't. Fuhck love is confusing and p***ing me off. ^.\<3
21 Aug, 2013
Alone
Someone Msg me I am all alone. No pervs please
21 Aug, 2013
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Why I do I try to say "I love you" knowing u might not believe me but I do. I never felt like this with anyone. When I say "I love you" I mean it. But Why do I try?
21 Aug, 2013
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Drink the pain away
21 Aug, 2013
so...
There is this b****. She stares at me in class. Everytime I look at her I remember whart one of my friends saying "I wouldn't touch her with a 10 foot pole. I laugh all the time cx**
20 Aug, 2013
resaons
the reason i dont plays games on here....they p***ed me off... stupid sift heads world
20 Aug, 2013
Timeflies Worth It
Worth It" How can you stop, when it’s everything you dreamed And there’s so far left to run How can you quit when it’s all you’ve ever wanted And you don’t know what’s to come But don’t you see this is what you hurt for And this could be all you’ve ever worked for [Chorus:] One step down With a million left to go It’s just us now And I wanna let you know That it was all worth it It was all worth it Why do you hide From exactly what it is you’ve been searching for all along And why do you wait Cuz you know if you don’t go and get it you’ll regret it all when it’s gone You try so hard it’s what you play this game for It’s time you start getting what you came for [Chorus] Sacrifice It wouldn’t be half as nice Without that struggle and hustle you know that that’s the life It’s got me thinkin… It’s got me thinkin… Paradise Cuz you went and did it right See now you work all day and then you play all night Now you’re singin Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Whoaoh Now you’re singin [Chorus]
20 Aug, 2013
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its hard for me to keep my love ones.
18 Aug, 2013
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In love but alone The best combination
18 Aug, 2013
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Being replaced by someone better.
18 Aug, 2013
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I dye my hair crazy a** fuccking Color
18 Aug, 2013
Rape
I swear that Kendyl is going to rape me
17 Aug, 2013
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I try why
17 Aug, 2013
/.\
Love is confusing /.\ fuhck ^.<3
17 Aug, 2013
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I feel like I am going to get rape by Kendyl
17 Aug, 2013
Hell Ya
Going have fun tonight . With Kendyl. I was talking to someone that I love to death. This is the best day !!!!!
17 Aug, 2013
Hacked
Hacked my your BFF love you
17 Aug, 2013
Damnnnnnn it
Fuhck I think I am in love /.\. But I know I might get hurt.
16 Aug, 2013
<3
You make me speechless
16 Aug, 2013
/.\
Butterflies in my tummy. Talking to someone I love very much
16 Aug, 2013
Best song
"Blood" I hate you for the sacrifices you made for me I hate you for every time you ever bled for me I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me I hate you for never taking control of me I hate you for always saving me from myself I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge I hate you for every kind word you ever said I'll bleed you dry now Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy I love you for everything you ever took from me I love the way you dominate and you violate me I love you for every time you gave up on me I love you for the way you look when you lie to me I love you for never believing in what I say I love you for never once giving me my way I love you for never delivering me from pain I love you for always driving me insane I'll bleed you dry now Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy (I hate you, I hate you, I love...) Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pump mud through my veins I'm a dirty, di
15 Aug, 2013
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Nightttttt
15 Aug, 2013
staph
Pp stop asking me.to text u please
09 Aug, 2013
:'c
I cut and I am in pain.
26 Jul, 2013
Bye
Not going to be on for a long time. I mean long time. So bye.
18 Jul, 2013
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People judge me for being Emo. You know what. F.uck you. You are go die in a hole. I am not proud of cutting but the scars are my battle scars. I won the battle but loosing my war. I don't cut anymore but it doesn't stop me from trying to committing suicide. I think about it everyday. Its people like you that drive me to that point. So stop hating or s*** a d.ick. Thank you. Bye.
16 Jul, 2013
Rip talia
Talia is my inspiration. She is an inspiration to all of the cancer fighters. Talia passed away this morning. Heaven has gained another angel. My thoughts and prayers go to her family. Rip gorgeous girl :* we will miss you.
16 Jul, 2013
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Crying makes my weak. I am weak. As ppl can tell by my arms.
16 Jul, 2013
Radioactive
Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive I raise my flags, don my clothes It's a revolution, I suppose We're painted red to fit right in Whoa I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive All systems go, the sun hasn't died Deep in my bones, straight from inside I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive
15 Jul, 2013
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Ppl say I am weird. Well I really don't care not ppl think of me. I am weird but I am me. Not anyone else. Just me.
14 Jul, 2013
Blah
Just got back from the gym. Blah. /.\
12 Jul, 2013
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Great. I dropped my phone and cracked my f.ucking screen. This is shiet. My camera is screwed up. No more pics for ig. Good.
11 Jul, 2013
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Aye. If you have a f.ucking problem with me. Then tell me. Not behind my back. I will hit a b.itch if a need to.
07 Jul, 2013
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I am so bored. Yup. Inbox me no? Ohkai
07 Jul, 2013
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I have to wear a bathsuit uuugggghhhhhh
06 Jul, 2013
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Going to the water park again with my friend. Scared that i will see my ex-bf. F.ucking a**
05 Jul, 2013
my night
Talking to my best friennn on here and w/ my bestie eating bby food.
05 Jul, 2013
mhm
Staying the night with my lover face. Kendyl is a crazy a** bi.tchbut I love her. She is my best friend
04 Jul, 2013
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Happy 4th of July
03 Jul, 2013
My hurrrrr
I cut my own hair. I f.ucked it up but I don't care. I finally have the hurr I want. Sort of I guess
30 Jun, 2013
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Idk. I am hurt and in pain. F.uck.
25 Jun, 2013
Yesh
I finally get my now room. ^~^.
23 Jun, 2013
Huh
I hate it when ppl disagree about being beautiful. My best friend does that. I hate it when she disagree with me.
22 Jun, 2013
Hell nah
Bitch please I don't answer those question shiet. I only ask them.
22 Jun, 2013
Fuhck
Knowing to that you best friend is friends with the person you hate the most.
22 Jun, 2013
;)
1.You + Me + A room alone?? 1.movie 2. s** 3.fight 4.talk 5.party 6.cuddle 7.make out 2.How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 3.Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me 4.Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom 5.Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No 6.Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No 7.Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Slick [ ] Maxy [ ] Cute 8.Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuhhhccckk [ ] Kiss 9.Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No 10.Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - - ) <-----leave ya numba [ ] No 11.Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No
21 Jun, 2013
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Huh? I just realize that ppl don't want to talk to me. I don't give two flying.f.ucks if they don't want to talk to ne or not.
20 Jun, 2013
......
Got my nails done. Really bored. Well I am going to log off. Message me so I have sometime to forward in the morning. Nice or not.idc. night
20 Jun, 2013
boredom
I am so f.ucking bored it is not funny. I am packing all the crap in my room so I can moving into my new house closer to my school. There are ppl there I don't like l. This is going to be great•_•
20 Jun, 2013
my.night
I am hanging out with my favorite cousin and we are going to pull an all nighter. We have get up early and I am going to drink hella a lot of coffee in da morning
19 Jun, 2013
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Sorry I haven't been on lath. I am grounded. But I manged to get on tonight. So if I am dint message back it cuz I am still grounded. It feels like I am so alone. Its feels like everyone is mad at me or something. What the hell did I do?!?!?! Well I am sorry ohkai bye.
13 Jun, 2013
hurt
I am so f.ucking hurt. I am so f.ucking alone...... I am the feeling that I am alone and hurt. Why does it feel like my alone? Well.....idk.. I am sorry that I am not the best person you meet. I am sorry.
11 Jun, 2013
:'(
I don't know why but I just started crying and I can't stop.
11 Jun, 2013
Shít
My grandma saw my cuts and asked me what happened. I said I fell in a rose bush.
10 Jun, 2013
Fucck you
You are a fuccking pusssy if you can't think I can kick your fat a**. I am so scared. Not really.
09 Jun, 2013
I am done
I am listening to one song that remembers me of someone. Sitting in my bed listening to it and with wrist bleeding. I slit my wrist and its bleeding. I am not going to anything about it. Bye guys.
08 Jun, 2013
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People ask me if I am ok. I said I am fine. But the truth is that I am going through hell. I wish I can explain it but I can't. It's to hard to explain something to someone when they have f**king clue what you are going through. That is my life. People pretend that they care dont really don't f**cking care!
06 Jun, 2013
Bitcch
I am two fuccking seconds to go to kill this b****.
06 Jun, 2013
Boys aren't jerks.
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug! Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl: Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe (in the paper the next day) : A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life Guys Post This As "I would do this for my girl " Girls Post This As "Boys aren't j***s"
05 Jun, 2013
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I know that is no one there for you. It's s***s doesn't it. That is how I felt all day long. I was going through relapse then I did it. I cut my wrist. I am so screwed. Well I don't care. No one cares. Bye.
05 Jun, 2013
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This will probably be the worst summer break.! Can't go tanning cuz of my cuts. ^_^
03 Jun, 2013
Damn it
I am so fuccking screwed. I have a final today and its a screech. I can't talk in front of ppl. I don't have it done. Shít.
03 Jun, 2013
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I understand that you don't want to talk. It's ok. I understand
03 Jun, 2013
School -.-
I really don't want to go to school but I have finals and I need to go to pass. Just 2 1/2 more days. I don't know if I can take the fuccking drama that idk how I got in it. I hate drama. Ohkai bia.
01 Jun, 2013
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What the point of being alive when no cares? I don't know. I don't care about me. No one cares about me. So why I'm still alive.? Can I not die yet?
01 Jun, 2013
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God damnit. I messed up. Fucck. I screw everything up. Why the hell do I do this all the time.?
01 Jun, 2013
Inbox meh
Would you Date me? () Yes ? () No ? () Maybe :3 () You Deserve Better . Rate: () ? 1O% -.- () ?? 2O% ._. () ??? 30% () ???? 4O% :/ () ????? 5O% . . . () ??????6O% () ???????? 7O% () ????????? 8O% () ?????????? 9O% ♥ () ??????????? 100% <3333 Best Feature: () Lips () Eyes ;] () Hair c: () Personality () Everythingg ♥ () I Don't Know You Like That. If We Kissed By Accident: () Bite Your Lip () Continue Kissingg ♥ () Oops () Laugh About It xD () Stare At You While Wonderinqq If I Should Kiss You Again () We Would Never Be That Close :/ () Scream And Go Wash My Mouth Dx () I Don't Know You -__- If i Held your Hand, you Would : () Lock My Fingers Between Yours . ♥\ () Stand There Like Wtf Are You Doingg . o.O () Let You Hold . c: As Friends () Pull Away . () I Don't Know ._. If i Hug you , you Would () Pull You In Closer :] () Push Away :[ () I'd Be Shocked-ish O: () It's Alright, Just Let You Hugg Me () Hug Back ^-^ i Can Be your: () Boo (: () Flirting Buddy ;3 () Friend () Best Friend )) () Brother/Sister [[[: () You Tell Me ? ;o () I Don't Know Yet, () Wifey/Hubby ♥ ;D () Textingg Buddy -If i Kissed you you'd: () Kiss You Back , ♥ ! () Be Surprised.. o: () Slap You. D:<
31 May, 2013
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Finding the urge not to cut the shít out of my wrist but the urge is winning me over. I can't do it anymore. Why the hell did this happen to me.? Why the hell would someone love me cuz of this.? I sure as fuuck don't love me.!
30 May, 2013
Can't
I can't be hurt anymore. Been hurt to many f*** time. I am not up to being hurt anymore sorry.
29 May, 2013
....
I cut here and there. Got a guardian angel. Thanks cj47.
29 May, 2013
Boredom
One cut, Two cuts, Three cuts, Four, Come on darling, what's one more? Five cuts, Six cuts, Seven cuts, Eight, Oh, what a mess this create....
29 May, 2013
.-.
I am confused. I want to end something but idk how. I don't want to hurt the person. Help me? No? Okay. Thnks tho
28 May, 2013
Homework -.-
I hate doing homework but I have to do it to get good grades. Even tho it all due tomorrow. Guess who is staying up late.?! Me.!
28 May, 2013
Wonderful day
My mom just called me a hooker for no reason. And I am not a hooker. Thank you very much
28 May, 2013
Daym
Barely slept last night. Have to go to school. Not going to be a good day.
27 May, 2013
Can't
God damn it. I can't sleep. Fucckin as?. Fucck u insomnia fucck u
27 May, 2013
Music
Music is the best medicine. But not from me. It doesn't help me. It makes meh worse but I still listen to it.
27 May, 2013
Knowing
Taking a long time to reply makes meh think that you are talking to someone better then me ) ':
27 May, 2013
Home
Just got home from camping wid my bestie. Had so much fun. Went quading and crash. We are all okay. Someone hit me up. I am hella bored.
23 May, 2013
To know.....
About me: Well I am jaylene. I don't play sports anymore. I love to draw and reading. My life is bring with ppl tht care about me. I hate it when ppl talks shít about me. My best friend is Kendyl. I s*** at drawing but I love to draw. I like to meet new ppl. If you don't like the way I talk.... Then you need to staph judging me. I used to cut myself. I am 1 day clean of cutting. Slowly recovering from it. I am judged at school from it. I will fucck up a bit€h that thinks its funny it make fun of me. I will have scars. I want a bf that will kiss my scar and not judge me from them. I am writing this cuz it will not fit in my bio. Lol. I am bis**ual. I don't give to shít what you think about my s**uality. And yea. So bye
23 May, 2013
Earthquake
There was a earthquake here. And my mom is dress freaking the f*** out. It was a little quake.
23 May, 2013
Nope
After what you put me through. I am not going to accept the sorry you said cuz you said something to me that can't not but taken back. I am sorry for nothing that is all I have to say. Bye don't talk to me. Bye Hun
22 May, 2013
Done with everything
I am finally got the support to stop cutting. My leg has cuts all over it. It really bad. I need to stop. My mom would kill me if she found out that is was cutting again. I hate doing it but I need to feel pain. I am not sorry if you don't like cuz I am bullied a lot at school so fucck off. Thanks. I don't need you shít with me thanks ok bye.
22 May, 2013
Friends <3
I was messing with my friend today. He said I had no swag. I said good cuz I am not g**so swerve. Then I called him a swagfag but I waz kidding.
22 May, 2013
I am a nerd Jk
I am going to algebra next year. Yes. I am excited. Ok bye
20 May, 2013
Hell no
You have no right to tell my friend Kendyl to stfu. Let try this. You need to shut your mouth. She is speaking the truth. Not you. You are a fake bitcch and you know it. You are creating more problems. Just stop. You sound like a 1st grader. Thank you so much. Please message me if you want to talk more. I will unblock you for now. Thanks hun bye.
20 May, 2013
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I am not stronger then this demon that is killing me. I just cut my leg cuz of you. You need to staph please. You are killing me. Thanks bye!
20 May, 2013
Yay!
I got some gauges. Finally.
19 May, 2013
Done
I am done with every little fuucking thing people say and do to me. I can't take it. I am trying to find answer but all I can do is keep killing myself. I mean like me cutting I done it a lot lately. I can't done this anymore.
11 May, 2013
-.-
Sorry guys. I been ground. If you message me or kik me. I won't ask cuz I am ground. I am sorry!
09 May, 2013
Cutting
Someone help me get cutting off my mind. Please
09 May, 2013
Idk
I don't know if I can take this pain any more. I wish I can turn to someone that I can trust. I can trust Kendyl but I need more then just one person. Fucck why did I do this to my self
07 May, 2013
Why?
Why did you have to ruin my day? I was having a really good day then you ruin it. Why did you break my heart? I don't not do shít to hurt you. But you had to hurt me. Why I did fucck up our relationship? I regret everything I did to hurt you. I am sorry. I love you and miss you Nick Brown. Please forgive me.
07 May, 2013
Crying
I f***inng hate crying. I feel weak. But I am not weak.
05 May, 2013
Only the first 3 people tho!
So as a departure gift, I'm having a contest, you could say. The first 3 people who message me with ANY request, I'll honor it. You can ask me to do anything. If it's possible for me, I will do it. Rules: 1) I will not send pics 2) Guys only 3) I will not take anyone off my blocklist, so don't go there.
05 May, 2013
Baseball
Baseball is my favorite sport. My favorite team is the La dodgers. If you got a problem with it then GO AWAY thanks!
04 May, 2013
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Aye some one should message me.
04 May, 2013
*
Night everybody. Love you my babes.
03 May, 2013
"Help"
Last night I cut my leg then I craved into it the says "help". I need someone to help me through my pain.
02 May, 2013
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Go s*** a di?k thanks!
30 Apr, 2013
Remembering
Remembering when I would watch Pokémon. I miss watching it. Well I still watch it. xD
28 Apr, 2013
WTF
Who the fucck do you think you are ask me what i am wearing. Jeez.It is not of your business. I will it to myslf what i am wearing so fucck off and leave me alone. thanks
28 Apr, 2013
Freaking true
Well I am emo but these are true EMOS x] Not All of Us R Depressed x] we R Nice People x] we Dont Sit Around All Day Feeling Sorry For Ourselves x] we DONT Have Made Up Problems x] we Have Feelings x] Not All of us R Bi! x] we R The Hottestt People ALIVE! x] we Do Smile (well hardly) x] we Do Laugh x]we all don't cut Copy and paste if you agree
28 Apr, 2013
Can't sleep
Holy ?hít I can't to go sleep. Ehhh. I wish I can. Someone message me please?!
27 Apr, 2013
xc
Punching walls doesn't solve anything. It just cause my hand to hurt like a bit?h
27 Apr, 2013
Pierce the veil king for a day
[Vic & Kellin Quinn] Dare me to jump off of this Jersey bridge I bet you never had a Friday night like this Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands I take a look up at the sky and I see red Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide Everything red [Kellin Quinn] Please, won't you push me for the last time Let's scream until there's nothing left So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore The thought of you's no f***ing fun You want a martyr, I'll be one Because enough's enough, we're done [Vic] You told me think about it, well I did Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore I'm tired of begging for the things that I want I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor [Vic] The thing I think I love Will surely bring me pain Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame Three cheers for throwing up Pubescent drama queen You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late [Kellin Quinn] Let's scream, there's nothing left So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore The thought of you's no f***ing fun You want a martyr I'll be one Because enough's enough, we're done [Vic] You told me think about it, well I did Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore I'm tired of begging for the things that I want I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor [Kellin Quinn] Imagine living like a king someday A single night without a ghost in the walls And if the bass shakes the earth underground We'll start a new revolution now (Now! Alright here we go) [Vic] Hail Mary, forgive me Blood for blood, hearts beating Come at me, now this is war! Fuck with this new beat Oh! [Kellin Quinn & Vic] Now terror begins inside a bloodless vein I was just a product of the street youth rage Born in this world without a voice or say Caught in the spokes of an abandoned brain I know you well but this ain't a game Blow the smoke in diamond shape Dying is a gift so close your eyes and rest in peace [V
27 Apr, 2013
My day >>>> to your day
Holy crap. I had the best day. I went to my lil cuz baseball game. 9-4 he won. Then went horse back riding. It was really fun.
27 Apr, 2013
Baseball<3
I get to go to my little cousin baseball game. I am going to be bored but I got to see him play. I love you <3
27 Apr, 2013
i am done fighting with you
i am done fighting with you. just come up to my face on monday and actually talk to me. you are making hurt even more then ever. you are making me die. you are the one who is making me cut again. you are making hurt me. so can we just stop. i dont want to do this anymore. just drop everything please. i am begging you. please just fuccking stop!!!!!!!!
27 Apr, 2013
:'c
I am sooo freaking sorry got you into this. I should not said anything to you. I am really sorry. Why do I mess up with anybody. I wish i didnt say anything to you and post s*** on here!!! I wish i never one of these account!!!! My life is so messed up i am really sorry!!!!
27 Apr, 2013
fucck you
I am not doing s*** to you. I am not posting crap about you on other websites. please just stop running fuccking mouth.
27 Apr, 2013
Stfu
You need to shut up you're the one starting stuff I'm not doing anything Just stop. I'm not spreading rumors. Get your facts straight before you start saying stuff And I am not spreading rumors you needed to stop I'm done with it I am done with you I'm done with everything just leave me alone I'm done thanks bye
26 Apr, 2013
Botdf sexting
New messege from B.O.T.D.F. Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Less than three is just a tease Send those nudes, make me drool Hit me up - make me c** Wanna s**t? I'll show you some Sticky drama all the way Want my d***? You gotta pay! You've seen what my thumbs can do Time to use my tongue on you Show me what you got on my LCD Let's get down to it So you can get down on me Cybering is so 1999 You've got to be textually active If you wanna be mine 'Cause... I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna rock your body I wanna taste your sweet I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna aah ahh I wanna aah ahh Love me or hate me but you want to f*** me My love is unrestricted You know you wanna lick this One stronger than the strongest drug you've ever had Mix 'em all together and I would still be twice as bad I know you want some more! When I text it's s**! s**! s**! You start to undress! Dress! Poppin' out your chest, In your friends' request. Now I'm rocking on your top And you know I just can't stop stop Make you drop Feel you up till I hit the spot 'Cause I can't take TAKE TAKE ALL THIS WAIT! WAIT! I'm so impatient You got me wait'n Cut this s***! Show your t**s! Flip it out on my sidekick Like quagmire on family guy Giggity! Giggity! All the time I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna rock your body I wanna taste your sweet I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna aah ahh I wanna aah ahh Love me or hate me but you want to f*** me My love is unrestricted You know you wanna lick this One stronger than the strongest drug you've ever had Mix 'em all together and I would still be twice as bad There I go! Maxting all my mother f***ing favorite h**s Stereo blast it up! Go ape s*** and tear it up We can make you look like hobos She's texting if she should swallow Hellz ya! Go for more Par
26 Apr, 2013
How far would u go with meh
yes" or "no" and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for you: AFTER YOU MAIL ME YOUR RESPONSE IN A MESSAGE, repost and see just how far someone would go with you ..repost as "HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
26 Apr, 2013
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People say I can sing but I can't sing for shït.
26 Apr, 2013
;)
What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Have s** with me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. Who are you? 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you saw me? 35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?
26 Apr, 2013
:'(
Someone message me. I had a bad day. Can someone make it better? Don't be weird! Please message me
25 Apr, 2013
:(
~sliding the blade accross your arm. Watching to blood pour down. Wonder why you are still here~ ~anonymous
25 Apr, 2013
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I am dying inside. I can't take it.
25 Apr, 2013
Boredom
I am soooo fucck bored.-. Someone message me. Please!!!!!!!! :)
24 Apr, 2013
Screw life
Why am I a screw everything up?
23 Apr, 2013
Pain
I am in so much pain right now. I need to talk to someone that is not going to be weird and p*** me off. I wish I could juss stop the pain but I can't. I need to end it but I will only hurt the ones I love. Why does this hurt so much?! :'(
23 Apr, 2013
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I don't s**t. Don't ask me if I want to s**t. Just don't message me if I want to or I will block you. Thanks.
22 Apr, 2013
<3
I love you my friend. Logging out for tonight. Bye. <3
21 Apr, 2013
:(
I just hate people. They p***sed me off.
21 Apr, 2013
-.-
Somebody message me. Please. I am bored as fu.ck. I will love you forever.
19 Apr, 2013
Bad day
Not in the fu(king mood to do with f**s right now. This chick (she on here) p***sed me off today. So I don't want be fu(ked with right now.
19 Apr, 2013
I<3 music
Listening to pierce the veil. I fu(king love them. <3
17 Apr, 2013
Bit€hez
I thought I can trust you with everything but I guess I am wrong. I am not the one becoming a big bit€h. You are the one. I am actually found one that I can trust and you aren't the one. I hope you have a amazing fu€king life. You are right I am not going to come back. Bye.
17 Apr, 2013
Boredom
Save one save me from boredom. Message me. Please
14 Apr, 2013
I am back
Hey babes. I am back and here to stay. So message me. Not if you a freak. I don't like freak. Also I don't take people's crap. Thanks lovely I love you guys Bye ~ Jay
14 Feb, 2013
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Save me for boredom. Please
12 Feb, 2013
Bored
I did someone to talk too
12 Feb, 2013
Skype
Does one want to Skype with me?
11 Feb, 2013
Valentines
Who want to be my valentine? No weirdos please
10 Feb, 2013
Hatred
I fu(king hate people think they conelle you They are fu(king do€Ks that need to get a fu(king life
09 Feb, 2013
Pain
I fu(king hate it when people ask me why I do $hit to myself I am already in pain as it is.
08 Feb, 2013
soomeeoone
soomeone message me.
31 Jan, 2013
Bored
I bored as fu(k someone message me.
31 Jan, 2013
Sad
One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you.!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! put this in your blog within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love.!!!!!!!!!!
28 Jan, 2013
People
I hated when people started talking then they don't reply. I think that they don't like me. Or I did something wrong. ~ Jaylene
27 Jan, 2013
:(
I don't to make you like me. I hope you like me. But if you don't like me I don't give a fu(k what you think about. Love me or hate. I will not let you make me or break me.
27 Jan, 2013
Sleep
I keep fall alsleep in the weirdest time. Someone message me please?
26 Jan, 2013
Hmmmm
F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = Gorgeous... will u go out with me A++=SO HOTT will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND #@*& ME AND DON'T STOP YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!!
26 Jan, 2013
Omfg
Holy crap. Autumn and I just got done with watching paranormal actives 4. It was crazy. >.<
26 Jan, 2013
Tyty11
Why don't you shut the f*ck up. You know nothing about her. She was the probably best thing happening to you. You shut up about her. ~Jaylene
25 Jan, 2013
Re: I scary way to break up.
One day, Sarah was walking home from school when her boyfriend drove by and honked at her to get in. She got in his car and he drove her to the lake. Her boyfriend said he was going to tell her something very important. Sarah could have sworn he was going to propose. However, he flicked her off, pushed her in the lake and yelled, “I am breaking up with you, you awful …….!! I hate you and I think that maybe you should just end your ………….. life! DUMB ………………..!!!” He laughed and drove off. It was a very cold day. Sarah climbed out of the lake, freezing cold, and feeling the worst she had in her entire life. She got home went in a hot bath, and slit her wrists and died in the bathtub. Her parents yelled and screamed at her to get out until they finally broke the door down. They saw no body, but the entire bathroom was dripping with her blood. Her mom went insane and killed herself three days later, her dad is in prison, accused of murder. Later that week, Sarah’s exboyfriend was taking a shower when she came from the drain, rotting and bloody, with a razor in her hand and said “Goodbye Jason.” She cut his throat before he could scream. If you do not repost this with the t**le “1 scary way to break up”, you are a heartless …………..and Sarah come to you in the shower from the drain, and will kill you the same way she killed her boyfriend. 24 ppl have broken this chain and died You have 13 minutes
25 Jan, 2013
Stolen :D
No cheating, you have to post this on youur blogs and see what people want from you ! 1=A baby 2 ; Another chance 3 ; Love 4 ; A Kiss 5 ; Friendship 6 ; Max partner 7 ; Lap dance 8 ; To chill 9 ; To cuddle 10 ; Marriage
21 Jan, 2013
Sleepover
Having a Sleepover with my second Sister and Briana and Daniel
20 Jan, 2013
how far would u go
yes" or "no" and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for you: AFTER YOU MAIL ME YOUR RESPONSE IN A MESSAGE, repost and see just how far someone would go with you ..repost as "HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
19 Jan, 2013
Bored
Well, I was on the phone talking to my buddy in crime and now I am bored as s***
02 Jan, 2013
I miss you auttertot
I miss you too buddy :-/
18 Jan, 2015
._.
I Don't Understand Any Of You Guys ._. Like Stop With The Weird Shît
09 Jan, 2015
cx
Ppl Thinking They Are Tough Is Fu.cking Funny ! x'D
23 Nov, 2014
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Fûck You. Bye Mfg
15 Oct, 2014
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Sprained ankle ???
11 Sep, 2014
braces hurt like a bitch
can ya say braces??!
31 Aug, 2014
?
you two make me sick? i think i through up in my month? good thing im over a lying, cheating a**hole???
25 Aug, 2014
?
i got my babe back is im not getting on anymore.
24 Aug, 2014
omf?
guys with gauges??? that s*** is hot as f***kkkk??
21 Aug, 2014
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that moment when you f*** up with someone you really like :/ >~<
20 Aug, 2014
?
eat sleep play volleyball repeat?
20 Aug, 2014
stoned cold bitch
i love my sister cx she gets me high when i come over ??
20 Aug, 2014
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well screw love songs im depressed lets listen to pierce the viel c:
19 Aug, 2014
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still cant breath. well good night?
19 Aug, 2014
????
i cant breath i hate having anxiety attack wtf is wrong with me help me >•<
18 Aug, 2014
my boy♥?
you are the best that ever happened to me. you make me feel wanted, loved and cared about. you are so important to me. i love you Chris♥? ?
18 Aug, 2014
..
so school and being stoned isnt good
18 Aug, 2014
?
here at school way too f.u.c.k.i.n.g early but today will be good♥??
18 Aug, 2014
?♥?
cant sleep♥??
18 Aug, 2014
♥?
idk why im crying but i am happy as f***.
18 Aug, 2014
<3
he is finally mine now ♥?
07 Aug, 2014
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This is lame. Peace out mother fûckers :3
04 Aug, 2014
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I thinks it's too early to be alive >.<
02 Aug, 2014
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?ω?α? ??? fυ¢? ι? ????ρ?
02 Aug, 2014
Quote
???ι ?ell ιn ??e ιn love ??e way yoυ ?all a?leep; ?lowly ??en all a? once???
31 Jul, 2014
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Im going to die >~< No sleep
30 Jul, 2014
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You still have all of my heart?
25 Jul, 2014
Dying of laughter
Bîtches these days. I'm dying right now hahaha. XD I needed a good laugh
25 Jul, 2014
Damn sports-3-
Between my swollen ankle and throbbing wrist I might cry ;-;
24 Jul, 2014
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Someone make me food please?
23 Jul, 2014
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Well thanks for making me feel even more worthless about myself..
21 Jul, 2014
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Watching the sun rise two day in a row is wonderful. Minus the lack of sleep cx
18 Jul, 2014
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I am not even sure why I am on here anymore. All I get is sh!t thanks guys. I am sure feeling the damn love.
17 Jul, 2014
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11:11 make a wish
11 May, 2014
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i know i am a bïtch thank you for pointing it out more (:
20 Apr, 2014
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so anyone wanna talk...? neo ? ohkai...
09 Dec, 2013
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Ima leave for a while.
08 Dec, 2013
Quote of the Week
"I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind And I feel like I'm breaking inside" ~Shinedown
03 Dec, 2013
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You know when people p*** you off to the point you either want to punch then in the damn throat or break down crying. I p***ed off you the point I want to punch someone in the fu.cking throat. People are such pu.ssy xD
30 Nov, 2013
Quote of the week
"Welcome to a World where dreams become nightmare' ~Hollywood Undead
25 Nov, 2013
Quote of the week
Darling, don't let the broken hearts ruin the promises of tomorrow. You know you deserve a second chance
05 Nov, 2013
Night
Fûçk it. Night??
18 Oct, 2013
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High as fûçk! This night keeps getting better and better.
17 Oct, 2013
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Who's fûçking idea was it to wake me up at 5:00. Damn I don't wanna go to the lake :'c I actually do. Then I can take pics.
16 Oct, 2013
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I am going to bed. Fell off my skatebroad. I can't take my family anymore. Fucccck. But I got to talk to someoneeeeeee /.\
15 Oct, 2013
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Music is my escape
12 Oct, 2013
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Aye guys. My friend just made an account and look for a nice, cute, repesctful guy. Message her @ brilovesyou????
12 Oct, 2013
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Glad you are out of my life b'tch
10 Oct, 2013
~Scars by Papa Roach~
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm p***ed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2]
10 Oct, 2013
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Stop fu,cking hitting on me. I have my eye on one guy and him only. So fu.ck off stupid c,unts
09 Oct, 2013
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You know how you are. Message me on kik sh!t head
09 Oct, 2013
~Here without you 3 Doors Down~
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah. The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh, yeah, yeah I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, girl, its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go (oh whoa) It gets hard but it won't take away my love (oh whoa) And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my love, whoa, oh, oh I'm here without you, baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you, baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you, baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, girl, it's only you and me
07 Oct, 2013
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Fuc,k people at my school. They can die.
06 Oct, 2013
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WTF Proflie pics are not for your d***s. That is just disguesting. They are children on here!
05 Oct, 2013
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Kendyl and James Stop being to fu.cking cute. I love you guys
05 Oct, 2013
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Holy ?hit my best friends boyfriend is so cute. Get it Kendyl. Love you girl
03 Oct, 2013
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How the hell do people think I can stay wake when only do 1 hour of sleep. Like damn.
02 Oct, 2013
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Andy Biersack is mine. He is so fuc.king hot.
02 Oct, 2013
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Oh damn. The guys from bvb are s**y a f.ucking ????????
01 Oct, 2013
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I miss him a lot ! I haven't talked to him to a week and its killing me :c i love him a lots !
28 Sep, 2013
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Grounded. I got caught. No more cutting for me.
27 Sep, 2013
xc
Fuc.king stop. I hate feeling so depressed. I know cutting isn't the solution but I don't care anymore.
23 Sep, 2013
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People can go fûçk themselves,
15 Sep, 2013
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Loosing someone that I care about a lot and love a lot. It kills me.
14 Sep, 2013
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Yup. Single.
08 Sep, 2013
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When my friend and I talk about Mugs and ways of getting high xD
04 Sep, 2013
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Can't wait for cross country practice. I get to run 3 miles. I run more that. Lol. I can't wait.
01 Sep, 2013
My song to you ^.\
A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven I don't wanna waste the weekend If you don't love me pretend A few more hours then it's time to go As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm It's too late to cry Too broken to move on And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven Misplaced trust in old friends Never counting regrets By the grace of God I do not rest at all And New England as the leaves change The last excuse that I'll claim I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl And still I can't let you be Most nights I hardly sleep Don't take what you don't need from me It's just a drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my... Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No No Heaven doesn't seem far away Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore No No Heaven doesn't seem far away Oh Oh A drop in the ocean A change in the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven You are my heaven
29 Aug, 2013
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Yup.
29 Aug, 2013
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I can't stop fu.cking cutting.
26 Aug, 2013
Mutha fuccka
I took to many pills lol bye
24 Aug, 2013
<3
When he says "i love u" makes me cry knowing that someone really loves me
23 Aug, 2013
not all boys are jerk
Guys arnt Jerks Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug! Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl: Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe (in the paper the next day) : A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your
23 Aug, 2013
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Is it possilbe to 'miss someone that makes u depressed?
22 Aug, 2013
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I am not allowed to ride a quard. I burnt my damn leg on the metal part. Never I am feeding horses. I will just feed mine. The rest aren't mine.
21 Aug, 2013
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I wish u knew how much I love u. But I guess u don't. Fuhck love is confusing and p***ing me off. ^.\<3
21 Aug, 2013
Alone
Someone Msg me I am all alone. No pervs please
21 Aug, 2013
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Why I do I try to say "I love you" knowing u might not believe me but I do. I never felt like this with anyone. When I say "I love you" I mean it. But Why do I try?
21 Aug, 2013
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Drink the pain away
21 Aug, 2013
so...
There is this b****. She stares at me in class. Everytime I look at her I remember whart one of my friends saying "I wouldn't touch her with a 10 foot pole. I laugh all the time cx**
20 Aug, 2013
resaons
the reason i dont plays games on here....they p***ed me off... stupid sift heads world
20 Aug, 2013
Timeflies Worth It
Worth It" How can you stop, when it’s everything you dreamed And there’s so far left to run How can you quit when it’s all you’ve ever wanted And you don’t know what’s to come But don’t you see this is what you hurt for And this could be all you’ve ever worked for [Chorus:] One step down With a million left to go It’s just us now And I wanna let you know That it was all worth it It was all worth it Why do you hide From exactly what it is you’ve been searching for all along And why do you wait Cuz you know if you don’t go and get it you’ll regret it all when it’s gone You try so hard it’s what you play this game for It’s time you start getting what you came for [Chorus] Sacrifice It wouldn’t be half as nice Without that struggle and hustle you know that that’s the life It’s got me thinkin… It’s got me thinkin… Paradise Cuz you went and did it right See now you work all day and then you play all night Now you’re singin Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Whoaoh Now you’re singin [Chorus]
20 Aug, 2013
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its hard for me to keep my love ones.
18 Aug, 2013
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In love but alone The best combination
18 Aug, 2013
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Being replaced by someone better.
18 Aug, 2013
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I dye my hair crazy a** fuccking Color
18 Aug, 2013
Rape
I swear that Kendyl is going to rape me
17 Aug, 2013
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I try why
17 Aug, 2013
/.\
Love is confusing /.\ fuhck ^.<3
17 Aug, 2013
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I feel like I am going to get rape by Kendyl
17 Aug, 2013
Hell Ya
Going have fun tonight . With Kendyl. I was talking to someone that I love to death. This is the best day !!!!!
17 Aug, 2013
Hacked
Hacked my your BFF love you
17 Aug, 2013
Damnnnnnn it
Fuhck I think I am in love /.\. But I know I might get hurt.
16 Aug, 2013
<3
You make me speechless
16 Aug, 2013
/.\
Butterflies in my tummy. Talking to someone I love very much
16 Aug, 2013
Best song
"Blood" I hate you for the sacrifices you made for me I hate you for every time you ever bled for me I hate you for the way you smile when you look at me I hate you for never taking control of me I hate you for always saving me from myself I hate you for always choosing me and not someone else I hate you for always pulling me back from the edge I hate you for every kind word you ever said I'll bleed you dry now Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy I love you for everything you ever took from me I love the way you dominate and you violate me I love you for every time you gave up on me I love you for the way you look when you lie to me I love you for never believing in what I say I love you for never once giving me my way I love you for never delivering me from pain I love you for always driving me insane I'll bleed you dry now Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy (I hate you, I hate you, I love...) Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins I'm a dirty, dirty girl I want it filthy Blood, blood, blood Pour more through my veins Shut your dirty, dirty mouth I'm not that easy Blood, blood, blood Pump mud through my veins I'm a dirty, di
15 Aug, 2013
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Nightttttt
15 Aug, 2013
staph
Pp stop asking me.to text u please
09 Aug, 2013
:'c
I cut and I am in pain.
26 Jul, 2013
Bye
Not going to be on for a long time. I mean long time. So bye.
18 Jul, 2013
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People judge me for being Emo. You know what. F.uck you. You are go die in a hole. I am not proud of cutting but the scars are my battle scars. I won the battle but loosing my war. I don't cut anymore but it doesn't stop me from trying to committing suicide. I think about it everyday. Its people like you that drive me to that point. So stop hating or s*** a d.ick. Thank you. Bye.
16 Jul, 2013
Rip talia
Talia is my inspiration. She is an inspiration to all of the cancer fighters. Talia passed away this morning. Heaven has gained another angel. My thoughts and prayers go to her family. Rip gorgeous girl :* we will miss you.
16 Jul, 2013
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Crying makes my weak. I am weak. As ppl can tell by my arms.
16 Jul, 2013
Radioactive
Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa, whoa Whoa I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive I raise my flags, don my clothes It's a revolution, I suppose We're painted red to fit right in Whoa I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive All systems go, the sun hasn't died Deep in my bones, straight from inside I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive, radioactive
15 Jul, 2013
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Ppl say I am weird. Well I really don't care not ppl think of me. I am weird but I am me. Not anyone else. Just me.
14 Jul, 2013
Blah
Just got back from the gym. Blah. /.\
12 Jul, 2013
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Great. I dropped my phone and cracked my f.ucking screen. This is shiet. My camera is screwed up. No more pics for ig. Good.
11 Jul, 2013
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Aye. If you have a f.ucking problem with me. Then tell me. Not behind my back. I will hit a b.itch if a need to.
07 Jul, 2013
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I am so bored. Yup. Inbox me no? Ohkai
07 Jul, 2013
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I have to wear a bathsuit uuugggghhhhhh
06 Jul, 2013
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Going to the water park again with my friend. Scared that i will see my ex-bf. F.ucking a**
05 Jul, 2013
my night
Talking to my best friennn on here and w/ my bestie eating bby food.
05 Jul, 2013
mhm
Staying the night with my lover face. Kendyl is a crazy a** bi.tchbut I love her. She is my best friend
04 Jul, 2013
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Happy 4th of July
03 Jul, 2013
My hurrrrr
I cut my own hair. I f.ucked it up but I don't care. I finally have the hurr I want. Sort of I guess
30 Jun, 2013
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Idk. I am hurt and in pain. F.uck.
25 Jun, 2013
Yesh
I finally get my now room. ^~^.
23 Jun, 2013
Huh
I hate it when ppl disagree about being beautiful. My best friend does that. I hate it when she disagree with me.
22 Jun, 2013
Hell nah
Bitch please I don't answer those question shiet. I only ask them.
22 Jun, 2013
Fuhck
Knowing to that you best friend is friends with the person you hate the most.
22 Jun, 2013
;)
1.You + Me + A room alone?? 1.movie 2. s** 3.fight 4.talk 5.party 6.cuddle 7.make out 2.How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 3.Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me 4.Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom 5.Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No 6.Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No 7.Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Slick [ ] Maxy [ ] Cute 8.Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuhhhccckk [ ] Kiss 9.Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No 10.Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - - ) <-----leave ya numba [ ] No 11.Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No
21 Jun, 2013
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Huh? I just realize that ppl don't want to talk to me. I don't give two flying.f.ucks if they don't want to talk to ne or not.
20 Jun, 2013
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Got my nails done. Really bored. Well I am going to log off. Message me so I have sometime to forward in the morning. Nice or not.idc. night
20 Jun, 2013
boredom
I am so f.ucking bored it is not funny. I am packing all the crap in my room so I can moving into my new house closer to my school. There are ppl there I don't like l. This is going to be great•_•
20 Jun, 2013
my.night
I am hanging out with my favorite cousin and we are going to pull an all nighter. We have get up early and I am going to drink hella a lot of coffee in da morning
19 Jun, 2013
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Sorry I haven't been on lath. I am grounded. But I manged to get on tonight. So if I am dint message back it cuz I am still grounded. It feels like I am so alone. Its feels like everyone is mad at me or something. What the hell did I do?!?!?! Well I am sorry ohkai bye.
13 Jun, 2013
hurt
I am so f.ucking hurt. I am so f.ucking alone...... I am the feeling that I am alone and hurt. Why does it feel like my alone? Well.....idk.. I am sorry that I am not the best person you meet. I am sorry.
11 Jun, 2013
:'(
I don't know why but I just started crying and I can't stop.
11 Jun, 2013
Shít
My grandma saw my cuts and asked me what happened. I said I fell in a rose bush.
10 Jun, 2013
Fucck you
You are a fuccking pusssy if you can't think I can kick your fat a**. I am so scared. Not really.
09 Jun, 2013
I am done
I am listening to one song that remembers me of someone. Sitting in my bed listening to it and with wrist bleeding. I slit my wrist and its bleeding. I am not going to anything about it. Bye guys.
08 Jun, 2013
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People ask me if I am ok. I said I am fine. But the truth is that I am going through hell. I wish I can explain it but I can't. It's to hard to explain something to someone when they have f**king clue what you are going through. That is my life. People pretend that they care dont really don't f**cking care!
06 Jun, 2013
Bitcch
I am two fuccking seconds to go to kill this b****.
06 Jun, 2013
Boys aren't jerks.
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not! Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug! Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl: Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe (in the paper the next day) : A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life. However, if u don t post this by at least 12:00 tonight, you will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life Guys Post This As "I would do this for my girl " Girls Post This As "Boys aren't j***s"
05 Jun, 2013
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I know that is no one there for you. It's s***s doesn't it. That is how I felt all day long. I was going through relapse then I did it. I cut my wrist. I am so screwed. Well I don't care. No one cares. Bye.
05 Jun, 2013
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This will probably be the worst summer break.! Can't go tanning cuz of my cuts. ^_^
03 Jun, 2013
Damn it
I am so fuccking screwed. I have a final today and its a screech. I can't talk in front of ppl. I don't have it done. Shít.
03 Jun, 2013
..
I understand that you don't want to talk. It's ok. I understand
03 Jun, 2013
School -.-
I really don't want to go to school but I have finals and I need to go to pass. Just 2 1/2 more days. I don't know if I can take the fuccking drama that idk how I got in it. I hate drama. Ohkai bia.
01 Jun, 2013
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What the point of being alive when no cares? I don't know. I don't care about me. No one cares about me. So why I'm still alive.? Can I not die yet?
01 Jun, 2013
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God damnit. I messed up. Fucck. I screw everything up. Why the hell do I do this all the time.?
01 Jun, 2013
Inbox meh
Would you Date me? () Yes ? () No ? () Maybe :3 () You Deserve Better . Rate: () ? 1O% -.- () ?? 2O% ._. () ??? 30% () ???? 4O% :/ () ????? 5O% . . . () ??????6O% () ???????? 7O% () ????????? 8O% () ?????????? 9O% ♥ () ??????????? 100% <3333 Best Feature: () Lips () Eyes ;] () Hair c: () Personality () Everythingg ♥ () I Don't Know You Like That. If We Kissed By Accident: () Bite Your Lip () Continue Kissingg ♥ () Oops () Laugh About It xD () Stare At You While Wonderinqq If I Should Kiss You Again () We Would Never Be That Close :/ () Scream And Go Wash My Mouth Dx () I Don't Know You -__- If i Held your Hand, you Would : () Lock My Fingers Between Yours . ♥\ () Stand There Like Wtf Are You Doingg . o.O () Let You Hold . c: As Friends () Pull Away . () I Don't Know ._. If i Hug you , you Would () Pull You In Closer :] () Push Away :[ () I'd Be Shocked-ish O: () It's Alright, Just Let You Hugg Me () Hug Back ^-^ i Can Be your: () Boo (: () Flirting Buddy ;3 () Friend () Best Friend )) () Brother/Sister [[[: () You Tell Me ? ;o () I Don't Know Yet, () Wifey/Hubby ♥ ;D () Textingg Buddy -If i Kissed you you'd: () Kiss You Back , ♥ ! () Be Surprised.. o: () Slap You. D:<
31 May, 2013
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Finding the urge not to cut the shít out of my wrist but the urge is winning me over. I can't do it anymore. Why the hell did this happen to me.? Why the hell would someone love me cuz of this.? I sure as fuuck don't love me.!
30 May, 2013
Can't
I can't be hurt anymore. Been hurt to many f*** time. I am not up to being hurt anymore sorry.
29 May, 2013
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I cut here and there. Got a guardian angel. Thanks cj47.
29 May, 2013
Boredom
One cut, Two cuts, Three cuts, Four, Come on darling, what's one more? Five cuts, Six cuts, Seven cuts, Eight, Oh, what a mess this create....
29 May, 2013
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I am confused. I want to end something but idk how. I don't want to hurt the person. Help me? No? Okay. Thnks tho
28 May, 2013
Homework -.-
I hate doing homework but I have to do it to get good grades. Even tho it all due tomorrow. Guess who is staying up late.?! Me.!
28 May, 2013
Wonderful day
My mom just called me a hooker for no reason. And I am not a hooker. Thank you very much
28 May, 2013
Daym
Barely slept last night. Have to go to school. Not going to be a good day.
27 May, 2013
Can't
God damn it. I can't sleep. Fucckin as?. Fucck u insomnia fucck u
27 May, 2013
Music
Music is the best medicine. But not from me. It doesn't help me. It makes meh worse but I still listen to it.
27 May, 2013
Knowing
Taking a long time to reply makes meh think that you are talking to someone better then me ) ':
27 May, 2013
Home
Just got home from camping wid my bestie. Had so much fun. Went quading and crash. We are all okay. Someone hit me up. I am hella bored.
23 May, 2013
To know.....
About me: Well I am jaylene. I don't play sports anymore. I love to draw and reading. My life is bring with ppl tht care about me. I hate it when ppl talks shít about me. My best friend is Kendyl. I s*** at drawing but I love to draw. I like to meet new ppl. If you don't like the way I talk.... Then you need to staph judging me. I used to cut myself. I am 1 day clean of cutting. Slowly recovering from it. I am judged at school from it. I will fucck up a bit€h that thinks its funny it make fun of me. I will have scars. I want a bf that will kiss my scar and not judge me from them. I am writing this cuz it will not fit in my bio. Lol. I am bis**ual. I don't give to shít what you think about my s**uality. And yea. So bye
23 May, 2013
Earthquake
There was a earthquake here. And my mom is dress freaking the f*** out. It was a little quake.
23 May, 2013
Nope
After what you put me through. I am not going to accept the sorry you said cuz you said something to me that can't not but taken back. I am sorry for nothing that is all I have to say. Bye don't talk to me. Bye Hun
22 May, 2013
Done with everything
I am finally got the support to stop cutting. My leg has cuts all over it. It really bad. I need to stop. My mom would kill me if she found out that is was cutting again. I hate doing it but I need to feel pain. I am not sorry if you don't like cuz I am bullied a lot at school so fucck off. Thanks. I don't need you shít with me thanks ok bye.
22 May, 2013
Friends <3
I was messing with my friend today. He said I had no swag. I said good cuz I am not g**so swerve. Then I called him a swagfag but I waz kidding.
22 May, 2013
I am a nerd Jk
I am going to algebra next year. Yes. I am excited. Ok bye
20 May, 2013
Hell no
You have no right to tell my friend Kendyl to stfu. Let try this. You need to shut your mouth. She is speaking the truth. Not you. You are a fake bitcch and you know it. You are creating more problems. Just stop. You sound like a 1st grader. Thank you so much. Please message me if you want to talk more. I will unblock you for now. Thanks hun bye.
20 May, 2013
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I am not stronger then this demon that is killing me. I just cut my leg cuz of you. You need to staph please. You are killing me. Thanks bye!
20 May, 2013
Yay!
I got some gauges. Finally.
19 May, 2013
Done
I am done with every little fuucking thing people say and do to me. I can't take it. I am trying to find answer but all I can do is keep killing myself. I mean like me cutting I done it a lot lately. I can't done this anymore.
11 May, 2013
-.-
Sorry guys. I been ground. If you message me or kik me. I won't ask cuz I am ground. I am sorry!
09 May, 2013
Cutting
Someone help me get cutting off my mind. Please
09 May, 2013
Idk
I don't know if I can take this pain any more. I wish I can turn to someone that I can trust. I can trust Kendyl but I need more then just one person. Fucck why did I do this to my self
07 May, 2013
Why?
Why did you have to ruin my day? I was having a really good day then you ruin it. Why did you break my heart? I don't not do shít to hurt you. But you had to hurt me. Why I did fucck up our relationship? I regret everything I did to hurt you. I am sorry. I love you and miss you Nick Brown. Please forgive me.
07 May, 2013
Crying
I f***inng hate crying. I feel weak. But I am not weak.
05 May, 2013
Only the first 3 people tho!
So as a departure gift, I'm having a contest, you could say. The first 3 people who message me with ANY request, I'll honor it. You can ask me to do anything. If it's possible for me, I will do it. Rules: 1) I will not send pics 2) Guys only 3) I will not take anyone off my blocklist, so don't go there.
05 May, 2013
Baseball
Baseball is my favorite sport. My favorite team is the La dodgers. If you got a problem with it then GO AWAY thanks!
04 May, 2013
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Aye some one should message me.
04 May, 2013
*
Night everybody. Love you my babes.
03 May, 2013
"Help"
Last night I cut my leg then I craved into it the says "help". I need someone to help me through my pain.
02 May, 2013
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Go s*** a di?k thanks!
30 Apr, 2013
Remembering
Remembering when I would watch Pokémon. I miss watching it. Well I still watch it. xD
28 Apr, 2013
WTF
Who the fucck do you think you are ask me what i am wearing. Jeez.It is not of your business. I will it to myslf what i am wearing so fucck off and leave me alone. thanks
28 Apr, 2013
Freaking true
Well I am emo but these are true EMOS x] Not All of Us R Depressed x] we R Nice People x] we Dont Sit Around All Day Feeling Sorry For Ourselves x] we DONT Have Made Up Problems x] we Have Feelings x] Not All of us R Bi! x] we R The Hottestt People ALIVE! x] we Do Smile (well hardly) x] we Do Laugh x]we all don't cut Copy and paste if you agree
28 Apr, 2013
Can't sleep
Holy ?hít I can't to go sleep. Ehhh. I wish I can. Someone message me please?!
27 Apr, 2013
xc
Punching walls doesn't solve anything. It just cause my hand to hurt like a bit?h
27 Apr, 2013
Pierce the veil king for a day
[Vic & Kellin Quinn] Dare me to jump off of this Jersey bridge I bet you never had a Friday night like this Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands I take a look up at the sky and I see red Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide Everything red [Kellin Quinn] Please, won't you push me for the last time Let's scream until there's nothing left So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore The thought of you's no f***ing fun You want a martyr, I'll be one Because enough's enough, we're done [Vic] You told me think about it, well I did Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore I'm tired of begging for the things that I want I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor [Vic] The thing I think I love Will surely bring me pain Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame Three cheers for throwing up Pubescent drama queen You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late [Kellin Quinn] Let's scream, there's nothing left So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore The thought of you's no f***ing fun You want a martyr I'll be one Because enough's enough, we're done [Vic] You told me think about it, well I did Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore I'm tired of begging for the things that I want I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor [Kellin Quinn] Imagine living like a king someday A single night without a ghost in the walls And if the bass shakes the earth underground We'll start a new revolution now (Now! Alright here we go) [Vic] Hail Mary, forgive me Blood for blood, hearts beating Come at me, now this is war! Fuck with this new beat Oh! [Kellin Quinn & Vic] Now terror begins inside a bloodless vein I was just a product of the street youth rage Born in this world without a voice or say Caught in the spokes of an abandoned brain I know you well but this ain't a game Blow the smoke in diamond shape Dying is a gift so close your eyes and rest in peace [V
27 Apr, 2013
My day >>>> to your day
Holy crap. I had the best day. I went to my lil cuz baseball game. 9-4 he won. Then went horse back riding. It was really fun.
27 Apr, 2013
Baseball<3
I get to go to my little cousin baseball game. I am going to be bored but I got to see him play. I love you <3
27 Apr, 2013
i am done fighting with you
i am done fighting with you. just come up to my face on monday and actually talk to me. you are making hurt even more then ever. you are making me die. you are the one who is making me cut again. you are making hurt me. so can we just stop. i dont want to do this anymore. just drop everything please. i am begging you. please just fuccking stop!!!!!!!!
27 Apr, 2013
:'c
I am sooo freaking sorry got you into this. I should not said anything to you. I am really sorry. Why do I mess up with anybody. I wish i didnt say anything to you and post s*** on here!!! I wish i never one of these account!!!! My life is so messed up i am really sorry!!!!
27 Apr, 2013
fucck you
I am not doing s*** to you. I am not posting crap about you on other websites. please just stop running fuccking mouth.
27 Apr, 2013
Stfu
You need to shut up you're the one starting stuff I'm not doing anything Just stop. I'm not spreading rumors. Get your facts straight before you start saying stuff And I am not spreading rumors you needed to stop I'm done with it I am done with you I'm done with everything just leave me alone I'm done thanks bye
26 Apr, 2013
Botdf sexting
New messege from B.O.T.D.F. Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Maxt, s**t, s**t, me Less than three is just a tease Send those nudes, make me drool Hit me up - make me c** Wanna s**t? I'll show you some Sticky drama all the way Want my d***? You gotta pay! You've seen what my thumbs can do Time to use my tongue on you Show me what you got on my LCD Let's get down to it So you can get down on me Cybering is so 1999 You've got to be textually active If you wanna be mine 'Cause... I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna rock your body I wanna taste your sweet I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna aah ahh I wanna aah ahh Love me or hate me but you want to f*** me My love is unrestricted You know you wanna lick this One stronger than the strongest drug you've ever had Mix 'em all together and I would still be twice as bad I know you want some more! When I text it's s**! s**! s**! You start to undress! Dress! Poppin' out your chest, In your friends' request. Now I'm rocking on your top And you know I just can't stop stop Make you drop Feel you up till I hit the spot 'Cause I can't take TAKE TAKE ALL THIS WAIT! WAIT! I'm so impatient You got me wait'n Cut this s***! Show your t**s! Flip it out on my sidekick Like quagmire on family guy Giggity! Giggity! All the time I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna rock your body I wanna taste your sweet I wanna f*** you hard I wanna feel you deep I wanna aah ahh I wanna aah ahh Love me or hate me but you want to f*** me My love is unrestricted You know you wanna lick this One stronger than the strongest drug you've ever had Mix 'em all together and I would still be twice as bad There I go! Maxting all my mother f***ing favorite h**s Stereo blast it up! Go ape s*** and tear it up We can make you look like hobos She's texting if she should swallow Hellz ya! Go for more Par
26 Apr, 2013
How far would u go with meh
yes" or "no" and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for you: AFTER YOU MAIL ME YOUR RESPONSE IN A MESSAGE, repost and see just how far someone would go with you ..repost as "HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
26 Apr, 2013
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People say I can sing but I can't sing for shït.
26 Apr, 2013
;)
What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Have s** with me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. Who are you? 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you saw me? 35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?
26 Apr, 2013
:'(
Someone message me. I had a bad day. Can someone make it better? Don't be weird! Please message me
25 Apr, 2013
:(
~sliding the blade accross your arm. Watching to blood pour down. Wonder why you are still here~ ~anonymous
25 Apr, 2013
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I am dying inside. I can't take it.
25 Apr, 2013
Boredom
I am soooo fucck bored.-. Someone message me. Please!!!!!!!! :)
24 Apr, 2013
Screw life
Why am I a screw everything up?
23 Apr, 2013
Pain
I am in so much pain right now. I need to talk to someone that is not going to be weird and p*** me off. I wish I could juss stop the pain but I can't. I need to end it but I will only hurt the ones I love. Why does this hurt so much?! :'(
23 Apr, 2013
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I don't s**t. Don't ask me if I want to s**t. Just don't message me if I want to or I will block you. Thanks.
22 Apr, 2013
<3
I love you my friend. Logging out for tonight. Bye. <3
21 Apr, 2013
:(
I just hate people. They p***sed me off.
21 Apr, 2013
-.-
Somebody message me. Please. I am bored as fu.ck. I will love you forever.
19 Apr, 2013
Bad day
Not in the fu(king mood to do with f**s right now. This chick (she on here) p***sed me off today. So I don't want be fu(ked with right now.
19 Apr, 2013
I<3 music
Listening to pierce the veil. I fu(king love them. <3
17 Apr, 2013
Bit€hez
I thought I can trust you with everything but I guess I am wrong. I am not the one becoming a big bit€h. You are the one. I am actually found one that I can trust and you aren't the one. I hope you have a amazing fu€king life. You are right I am not going to come back. Bye.
17 Apr, 2013
Boredom
Save one save me from boredom. Message me. Please
14 Apr, 2013
I am back
Hey babes. I am back and here to stay. So message me. Not if you a freak. I don't like freak. Also I don't take people's crap. Thanks lovely I love you guys Bye ~ Jay
14 Feb, 2013
$
Save me for boredom. Please
12 Feb, 2013
Bored
I did someone to talk too
12 Feb, 2013
Skype
Does one want to Skype with me?
11 Feb, 2013
Valentines
Who want to be my valentine? No weirdos please
10 Feb, 2013
Hatred
I fu(king hate people think they conelle you They are fu(king do€Ks that need to get a fu(king life
09 Feb, 2013
Pain
I fu(king hate it when people ask me why I do $hit to myself I am already in pain as it is.
08 Feb, 2013
soomeeoone
soomeone message me.
31 Jan, 2013
Bored
I bored as fu(k someone message me.
31 Jan, 2013
Sad
One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you.!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! put this in your blog within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love.!!!!!!!!!!
28 Jan, 2013
People
I hated when people started talking then they don't reply. I think that they don't like me. Or I did something wrong. ~ Jaylene
27 Jan, 2013
:(
I don't to make you like me. I hope you like me. But if you don't like me I don't give a fu(k what you think about. Love me or hate. I will not let you make me or break me.
27 Jan, 2013
Sleep
I keep fall alsleep in the weirdest time. Someone message me please?
26 Jan, 2013
Hmmmm
F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = Gorgeous... will u go out with me A++=SO HOTT will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND #@*& ME AND DON'T STOP YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!!
26 Jan, 2013
Omfg
Holy crap. Autumn and I just got done with watching paranormal actives 4. It was crazy. >.<
26 Jan, 2013
Tyty11
Why don't you shut the f*ck up. You know nothing about her. She was the probably best thing happening to you. You shut up about her. ~Jaylene
25 Jan, 2013
Re: I scary way to break up.
One day, Sarah was walking home from school when her boyfriend drove by and honked at her to get in. She got in his car and he drove her to the lake. Her boyfriend said he was going to tell her something very important. Sarah could have sworn he was going to propose. However, he flicked her off, pushed her in the lake and yelled, “I am breaking up with you, you awful …….!! I hate you and I think that maybe you should just end your ………….. life! DUMB ………………..!!!” He laughed and drove off. It was a very cold day. Sarah climbed out of the lake, freezing cold, and feeling the worst she had in her entire life. She got home went in a hot bath, and slit her wrists and died in the bathtub. Her parents yelled and screamed at her to get out until they finally broke the door down. They saw no body, but the entire bathroom was dripping with her blood. Her mom went insane and killed herself three days later, her dad is in prison, accused of murder. Later that week, Sarah’s exboyfriend was taking a shower when she came from the drain, rotting and bloody, with a razor in her hand and said “Goodbye Jason.” She cut his throat before he could scream. If you do not repost this with the t**le “1 scary way to break up”, you are a heartless …………..and Sarah come to you in the shower from the drain, and will kill you the same way she killed her boyfriend. 24 ppl have broken this chain and died You have 13 minutes
25 Jan, 2013
Stolen :D
No cheating, you have to post this on youur blogs and see what people want from you ! 1=A baby 2 ; Another chance 3 ; Love 4 ; A Kiss 5 ; Friendship 6 ; Max partner 7 ; Lap dance 8 ; To chill 9 ; To cuddle 10 ; Marriage
21 Jan, 2013
Sleepover
Having a Sleepover with my second Sister and Briana and Daniel
20 Jan, 2013
how far would u go
yes" or "no" and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for you: AFTER YOU MAIL ME YOUR RESPONSE IN A MESSAGE, repost and see just how far someone would go with you ..repost as "HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
19 Jan, 2013
Bored
Well, I was on the phone talking to my buddy in crime and now I am bored as s***
02 Jan, 2013
I miss you auttertot
I miss you too buddy :-/
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