16 Jan, 2013

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I'm back!

12 Jul, 2012

what's up :3

Hello, to all of you Mofo's out there how ya doing xP

05 Jul, 2012

look at this mother fucka :3

scotttwilliams Jul 5 2012 2:42PM h**** Message Back | Add A Comment i am so ****ing h**** that i want a girl to change that for me see wtf is this s*** -.- talk about pedophile :3

05 Jul, 2012

:3 shit gotta stop

wow :P half you guys are f**gets on here who all they do is love and enjoy to hurt people :3 well i'm going to be kind about this :3 f***ing hate you :3 you m*** :3 you dirty cheaters :3 you f***ing online people who come on and try to get dirty pics from girls :3 f***ing hate you guys the most MFG is full of you mother f***ers :3 so if ur one of thse ppl then tell me so i can deal with it or bite me :3

05 Jul, 2012

i'm bored and i'm back on mfg :)

Hello.... all you m***s :) get on avatar chat :S

04 Jun, 2012

chelsea grin cursed

May the fallen rise Burn it down This is for the cursed ones Rise for ash We're the f***ing cursed ones This is fate Welcome to the damned We are fear We're the f***ing cursed ones I'm the whisper inside your ear Apocalyptic nightmares are real You're becoming one with the curse I will make sure you hurt the worst Why can't you see? My divine destiny The Whole world will bow down at my feet May the fallen rise and take back what's mine Why can't you see ? My divine destiny Everyone dies May the fallen rise Burn it down We're the f***ing cursed ones This is fate Welcome to the damned We are fear We're the f***ing cursed one

01 Jun, 2012

chelsea grin my damnation

My Damnation Look through my eyes and you decide if I'm a human being My soul was ripped from me Take me away I'll go down to the depths of this nightmare made real Taunted by demons their voices so shrill I can feel the agony of the tortured souls tormenting me Exhume my mangled flesh and take me away from this death Liberate me Please! This wasn't meant to be Oh dear god my eyes burned through my head Why can I still see? Stop the flow of my beating heart Suck the air from my blackened lungs And now you can see What I came to be You too will die And forever burn with me Burn with me Make my soul cease to exist My damnation Follow me to the depths My damnation now My damnation Cleanse my soul of sin Oh god please save me Cleanse my soul of sin Fuck Take me away from this

27 May, 2012

go for it cody

dear,cody if your going to kill yorself. then good luck bro. go ahead for it.

13 May, 2012

hollywood undead "undead"

Undead! (Undead) Undead! (Undead) Undead! (Undead) Undead! (Undead) Undead! [Deuce or Danny:] You better get up out the way, Tomorrow we'll rise so let's fight today, You know, I don't give a f*** what you think or say, 'Cause we'll rock this whole place anyway. (Undead!) You better get up out the way, Tomorrow we'll rise so let's fight today, You know, I don't give a f*** what you think or say, 'Cause we'll rock this whole place anyway. [Johnny 3 Tears:] Look up see that m***********in' writin' on the wall When you see, J-3-T, thirty deep, he's down to brawl Fuck all haters I see, cause I hate that you breathe, I see you duck, you little punk, you little f***ing disease I got H.U. tattooed on the front of my arms, Boulevard, brass knuckles in the back of the car, Cause we drunk drive Cadillacs, we never go far, But when you see us m***********ers, better know who we are I got one thing to say to punk a**es who hate, Motherfuckers don't know what, You better watch what you say. From these industry f***s, To these f**got a** punks, You don't know what it takes, To get this m***********in' drunk. I'm already loud maybe, It's a little too late, Johnny's taking heads off of all f**gots who hate, Cause I'm a God m***********er and there's a price to pay, Yeah, I'm a God m***********er and it's judgment day! (Undead!) [Deuce or Danny:] You better get up out the way, Tomorrow we'll rise so let's fight today, You know, I don't give a f*** what you think or say, 'Cause we'll rock this whole place anyway. (Undead!) You better get up out the way, Tomorrow we'll rise so let's fight today, You know, I don't give a f*** what you think or say, 'Cause we'll rock this whole place anyway. [Charlie Scene:] I'm getting used to this nuisance, and f**s who bad mouth this music, How f***in' stupid and foolish of you to think you can do this, You cowards can't, you never will, don't even try to pursue it I took the chance, I payed t

13 May, 2012

hollywood undead city

Let's watch it burn [2x] Let's watch this city burn the world [Chorus:] Let's watch this city burn From the skylights on top of the world 'Til there's nothing left of her Let's watch this city burn the world My body doused in ash with two empty cans of gas The only evidence they have is a police sketch of my mask And it's hard at times to ask if you can save my heart for last And it's hard to face the facts when the darkness fades to black It's not just make believe when they make me take a seat And they put amphetamines in the air and make me breathe So come on and grab your children, look out for burning buildings And villains who pillage, they're killing by the millions And billions of people die for a lost cause So now I pray to my nation destroyed under god (It's the end of the world) All my battles have been won But the war has just beg** [Chorus] The city looks so pretty, do you wanna burn it with me? 'Til the skies bleeds ashes and the f***ing skyline crashes They catch us with matches to ignite the flame And all the hopes of a youth deemed f***ing insane They say, Take the pill In god we trust Go and kill God loves us As in life as in death Breathing 'til there is no breath I will not die in the night but in the light Of the sun with the ashes of this world in my lungs But who am I to say let's all just run away Grab your saints and pray, we're gonna burn this world today. (Say it's the end of the world) As in heaven as on earth We've been dead since our birth [Chorus] (Let's watch it burn) [X2] The city looks so pretty, Do you wanna burn it with me? The city looks so pretty Do you wanna burn it with me? The city looks so pretty Do you wanna burn it with me? We use the trees as torches Do you wanna burn it with me? Fill the streets with corpses Do you wanna burn it with me? Watch the city f***ing bleed Do you wanna burn it with me? Bring the world to its knees Do you wanna burn it

12 May, 2012

sorry alex i hacked you..

alex you got hacked... and get over it don't worry i dident do anything :D

11 May, 2012

FML

FML

09 May, 2012

ily

danielle i love you <3 awsome girl in the world :) u make me so happy ily

08 May, 2012

dfs

all my friend go to chat room

08 May, 2012

:(

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS DUDE LEAVE ME Aloone OMFG :(

08 May, 2012

<333

danielle and lexi my best friend's i love you <3333

06 May, 2012

FUCK U

FUCK YOU LUKE YOU WANT THIS WELL FUCK YOU BITCH GO FUCKING CUT YOUR SELF SLUT FUCKING BITCH YOU GO DIE BITCH FUCK YOU ASS HOLE GO TO FUCKING HELL YOU FUCKING BITCH GRRRR FUCK YOU ASS HOLE FUCKING BITCH COME AT ME

06 May, 2012

wow

From: caecae2 Date: May 6 2012 4:41PM Subject: u johnny said he dont care no more nd go kill urself

06 May, 2012

te amo

el tiempo para mí la muerte a caer a estar siempre sin amor este es mi adiós te quiero niña bye bye me desean suerte en el infierno

06 May, 2012

hell

you put me threw hell well im ending this :(*

06 May, 2012

he's right

luke is here May 6 2012 2:49PM come on alex you know you want to....the blade is calling out to you so do it...don't let people hurt you anymore. end it alex everone would be happy if you use that knife. Remove luke is here May 6 2012 2:47PM if you feel so f***ed up. then do it...alex come on think about your life think about everthing thats bad that ever happen to your self. you can't escape from that all this pain you talk about put it in action and end your life stop falshing the blade around and use it. come on alex your life would be alot more better dude just do it.

06 May, 2012

fuck you

the reason i'm like this liveing in this world with all you f***ing hater's and f***ing wanna be's all you do if hurt people for your own pleasure well f*** you. you all want me to be perfact wel i'm not i hate that you all f***ing breath

06 May, 2012

i love...

i love the blade that slit's my arm... i love the blood that fall's... i love the sound of lifeing escapeing... from i want to die

04 May, 2012

fd

-.-!!!!!! friend's f*** all of you none of you talk to me f*** you :(

04 May, 2012

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everone.. please join.. chat i'm bored as. f*** p[lease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

04 May, 2012

get on

hey everone get on chatroom :3

03 May, 2012

fml

It feels so wrong, Yet feels so right. Soul of heart in battle, Yet something I cannot fight. My soul feels weak, My mind is screaming. My spirit collapses, My heart is bleeding. Soul shall withdraw, A war I cannot win. A saint that I am, Yet committed a sin. Time after time, Day after day. Unfairly defeated, Slain I must say. Save me from dark, Lead me to dark. One true to my heart, O saint so bright. Savior of hearts, Yet steals my own. O lonely my hero, His eyes turn to stone. Alone, he is not, Our souls intertwine. His fate is sealed, And so is mine. War over is not, When destines collide. Together eternal, Fight side by side. My saint of heart, That dwells in me. Blind from the world, Only him I can see. He stares in my eyes, From stone turns to sky. Love I have fallen, Yet I do not know why

03 May, 2012

rate me

Would you make out with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep in the same bed as me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A s**y girl [ ] a pimp [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf/bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather...? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me... [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] gf/bf [ ] Friend with benefits [ ] Hubby Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No Just copy and paste and put a little something in the [ ] and message it to me, or post on my profile

03 May, 2012

GOOD BYE

why this happen? its making me crazzy i wonder about it all the time why it happen the pain you must have felt when i uses to dream id see you id look in your eye but its to hard now i cry , more and more the bad memories they kill the good memories are worst just wish i can go back and change every thing all i can do is wish and wish they’ll never com ture sad cuz now the pain overwhelms me like it did with you there is a difference bwteen us that your pain and misery was in the open mine has to be hiden from everyone only u would undersatnd but your gone now im alone and i want to cry thats al i want to do i need i miss you come back ~A.E~

03 May, 2012

pain

on the inside i’m dying; on the outside i’m crying. nothing’s the same; please stop causing me pain. i can’t handle it anymore; it’s like you’re repetitively hitting me with a door. why can’t we go back to how it used to be? i keep my heart locked up, and you hold the key. i give up, i’m done; i know you’re gone. forever you’ll stay the only one for me; forever to you, that i’ll never be. my heart broken and sore. please heal my pain; before i go insane. i’m dying; are you crying? do you even care? this isn’t fair! i’ll always be waiting here; waiting on you; to tell me you feel the way i do ~A.E~

03 May, 2012

life.

I love you more than you know, I still don’t know why you had to go. Leave me here, a shattered mess, Far from my best. I always feel alone. If I could, I would, reach out to you, with all of my might. I’d hold your hand, all through the night. You could count on me. If I could, I would, give you my all, and when we die, together we’d fall. Together til the very end. Never apart, my heart is your heart. Yours forevermore. I wish you could come into my world, feel what I feel, see what I see. Experience the deep ache within me. Lying to you, I could never bare to do. But the truth hurts too. If I could, I would lay beside you, gaze into those eyes. Our lives would rise, you’d truly be my prize. And to for once, in my entire life, I can finally conceive, the wonderful ability of being able to breathe, just breathe

03 May, 2012

lol

hey everone my phone is broken but it should be geting fix so i wont get to text or call u people for a whil;e

03 May, 2012

come on people

someone come to chat room with me.. please :)

03 May, 2012

turn on's and turn off's

black hair (on)' red hair (maybe) brown here ( off) blonde hair (on) snake bite's (on) spider bite's (off) angel bite's (off) does Mugs (off) smokes (off) drinks (off) tall (on) short (maybe) strong (off) fight's alot (off) mean to me (on) nice to me (on) ingore's me (off off off)

30 Apr, 2012

forsaken

A comfirmation of my pitiful strife, You tore out my heart, took my life. The hatred words you spoke ‘Good-Bye’. Leaving me… leaving me to die… That pain is now flowing through my veins, Emotionally it left it’s darkened Stains. Unlike the crimson color on my blade to stay. I just wish I would fade, fade away… It never did matter how much I tried, always ending up with me who cried. Now I tremor in this Plateau place Slouching, With millions of tears on my face… You have no idea how strong this pain feels, Hellish nightmares, Bound to be Surreal…

30 Apr, 2012

such a bitch you are to put me threw this much pain

I cant stand the sight of my true love with someone else! you told me you loved me, that we was made for each other. You said that you was gonna perpose to me at school infront of everyone so they would know how much you loved me. When you would try to get closer I got farther away. Only because you hurt me and you thought I was okay. Katie was her name when sombody would say that specific name I would stop and stare to see if it was you. Why did you do this ? Why is it now that when you were around I put on a fake smile for you. Katie you do not know my secrete pain , the one I hide from every day. You would never listen to me , You would never tlk to me . But now I know truly you did not love me as much as you said . So I say goodbye!!!

30 Apr, 2012

TE AMO

If I told you I love you… Would you say you love me so? If I said I want to die… Would you say dont say that? If you were to tell me you love me… I would say I love you so. If you said you want to die… I would say dont say that unless i can come to. To me all there is in life is… Nothing but you I see other people. They dont make me happy… Like you do and to me they are not really there. I hope you know I will love you so… Even if you dont love me back… I will always be there… Even if you puch me away

30 Apr, 2012

still luv yA

Being liked doesn’t interest me I want to be love, not liked you see Being your friend isn’t enough bliss I’m going to tell you just like this I should be able to say it to your face But you always make my heart race If you’d love me later, you shouls love me now But you tell me you don’t know how If you listen to your inside voice It will make your face very moist When you realize You could’ve loved me, but now i’m gone… your choice

30 Apr, 2012

i love ya

I know you Don’t love me like I do. It’s not possible That you could just walk away. My mouth is shut, But inside I’m screaming, ‘PLEASE STAY!’ ‘I’ll love you forever,’ ‘It’s a mistake,’ ‘This can’t be happening to me…’ Trust my mind, It’s just a bad dream. I’ll wake up in your arms Safe & unharmed… Wish that was the way it goes… Now the story’s coming to a close. Come on back. Say that you love me. Hold me close, Say you were wrong. You’re staying right here. Whisper in my ear; ‘I’m staying,’ ‘I’ll love you forever.’ ‘It was a mistake,’ ‘It’s not happening to you..’ I’m forced to open my eyes, This view takes me by surprise… Still, my mouth is shut. Your seven hundred miles away. And even to this day, I’m still thinking I should’ve screamed, Should’ve yelled, Should’ve pleaded on my knees.. ‘PLEASE STAY

30 Apr, 2012

i love you

I want you By me I need you To be I desire you By me I plead for you To be The one The only one Who I can trust With all of life With everything The only one I need to look to For advice For love For everything The only one To care for Your life Your soul Your passion The only one That I want To spend my life with Forever And not that forever thats now But the forever from then When you could believe That you were in love When you could trust Yourself I want us to last Forever and Always Just like you said Just like we promised Forever

29 Apr, 2012

people don't understand...

No one understands, as I lie about my scars, covering up the truth just to protect the one I love. No one knows what I hide underneath my act, the pain and secrets underneath because I don’t want them to.

29 Apr, 2012

idfc anymore

I don’t care. I’ve been hurt so many times. I just can’t care. Everyone is gone, and I am force to go on. I hate everything. Nothing is worth keeping, everything is shadowed by sin. I am not one to judge, but I keep going on. I am lost. Long ago all I found was confusion, my reasoning too cruel to listen. I keep up illusions, so I will go on

29 Apr, 2012

this world nothing but a fucking wothless hell hole

my eyes see the world differently they see it as the hellhole it is not as the wonderful place its cracked up to be my eyes see a different bueaty than others they see the bueaty on the inside instead of the fake crap on the outside; my eyes see the tears behind a smile my eyes see the pain behind the mask my eyes see what others dont

29 Apr, 2012

bitch look what you lead my life to...

I cant breathe my eyes start to glaze while I hear you screaming my name. My head starts to hurt my blood everywhere help explain it to me as I coninue to bleed. I start to pale as it gets on the floor my blood so dark like my heart. I ended it all with a simple cut a simple slice to my wrists and my throat. I hope your happy I ended my life Do you feel better now

29 Apr, 2012

who am i to trust you bitch

they always say be who you realy are, but who realy am I? am I someone? am I alive? all I feel is pain,sadness,and lonlieness why am I so wierd and different? what is normal? what is it like to be normal? they say listen to your heart, were is my heart? do I have a heart?

29 Apr, 2012

you lied to me!

I lay here and think about what I could have done to save u U told me u loved me and I believed u U said we would be together for ever That will never happen U said that u would never hurt me It was only a lie U hurt me every time I see u walk past in the hall U kill me every time u hug me and tell me it will be fine Every time u smile at me I sink a little farther into the dark Every time I here ur voice I want to cut my wrist and bleed but I know it wont help me I wish I could have saved u from the fate u brought on your self but it was you own fault for swallowing that bottle of pills and now my best friend u r gone for ever and I will be next right behind u…

29 Apr, 2012

i bet no one will read this.

the darkness inside me is horribly threating. it screams for out, it causes my scars. people say i have no pain. i do but i cant explain. this misery inside me, its like an awful curse. i may not have a horrible life but somehow I’m ready to burst. my life is good my dad sometimes ignores me, but thats not much to say for a boy in a middle class family. some are abused, some have deaths hanging over them. however i don’t, yes i can be ignored, i can be made fun of by my own family, and yes i have been bullied. but its not much to say, i cant explain that darkness inside me, or why it screams for a outburst of blind cutting. yes i slit my arms and have nothing to show for it but scars. its a useless attempt to to sooth that darkness. yet still it screams, I’m like a bomb ready to burst, a boy who to young to have this curse. people laugh at these feelings,as if a boy my age is innocent, they laugh when they are not knowing of that darkness. they laugh when the are filled with a fake light, a light stabilized by the misery of the miserable. like i said i cant explain, this may not be like a the poem that i have previously written, it may just be words to you, it may be a meaningless paragraph that a falsely troubled boy has written, it may be a writing to long for you too bare. i doubt anybody cares to read this, but i write to seize that darkness in me and not always does it come as a poetic master piece, and so i write this in hope that someone can comprehend and relate too these feeling, i write to silence that darkness

29 Apr, 2012

fml :(

day after day i suffer all this pain and i can feel the darkness s***ing up my soul i try and try to escape this pain but it just won’t go away i learned not to trust anyone at all because anytime i do trust someone and i finally feel free that person always disapears my life is a maze no matter how far i go or which way i turn i always find nothing but a dead end so day after day i sit and i wait hoping that the pain will go away

29 Apr, 2012

you cold bitch i'll never forgive you

I’ll never forgive you, For the way you treated me, I showed you love, But you didnt show me any, You hurt me again and again, Stabed me straight in the heart, And showed me no pity, You would just stand there smiling, And watch me suffer, You’re so cold-hearted, That I left, And didn’t look back, Now you’re on your knees, Begging me to come back, But darling, I’m not coming back, No matter how much you plead

29 Apr, 2012

haw i get away from the bitch that hurt me

A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out

29 Apr, 2012

never to love again bitch -.-

Forgotten, Never to be remembered. Left to be weathered, by the harsh nature. Abandoned, Thrown away, never to be sought, become a distant memory. Destroyed, piece by piece, impossible to fix, forever will be gone.

29 Apr, 2012

all your fult bitch i'm like this fuck you

If I am depress, the blame falls on you. You force me to play your game, constantly leading me on, only to have me fall. If I am abusive, you brought it out. I can’t take the pain, and you can’t understand, so I’ll make you understand

29 Apr, 2012

i hate that your fucking happy

Hate to know that I can’t free myself from you. Hate to know that you’re still happy without me. Hate how you can still smile without me when I can’t. Hate how you never talk to me again. Hate that I can’t stand the thought of you crying. Hate that you’re the only one in my mind each day

29 Apr, 2012

i see the end

Jumping Time ticking as people walk past going and coming in all directions. All look lost as they go home. Some with nowhere to go as they find a dark corner and try to stay warm. It starts to rain as I stand here and watch people as though they were ants. I jump and they get closer and then I stop. A collective scream as I start back up. It ends suddenly as the rope snaps. Its getting closer I see the end

29 Apr, 2012

love and pain

Love And Pain Are Some how The Same Because At One Point You Will One Day Be Forever Joined But You Will Also Have Fights But You Gotta Have Love You Cant Take Flight I know That I Can Trust You To Always Love Me Too

29 Apr, 2012

do you even care

Why does love hurt? Why does it have to be painful? You act so cool You act like you never care Do you even notice me? With your lies Can i trust you? Do you see me? or am i a ghost? Could you ever love me? Do you even care? Would you let love pass through your heart Please love me the way you love your own self

29 Apr, 2012

i saw here

The love i lost and die I still love you You made me happy, safe,smiled,loved Know you are gone You said to tell you goodbye I dont what to say goodbye to you Becuse is ganna hurt and make me cry I feel i lost you forever That i wont see you angin You still love me You lost me forever You cant take the pian You die for me I find out you die I cry and cry Im alone I cant stay like this I cut mysalf deep 2 mins I die I saw her

29 Apr, 2012

this world fml

my final goodbye theres no where safe for me to run to im wondering alone going no where i dnt know what to tell you so run run away like the rest run in fear and hatred no one cares to hear my story no one dares to ask my name im going crazy that psychopath they talk of that psychopath is me its growing within the demands are taking over only one person can save me now but when she finds me im far too gone they’ve lost hope they’ve gained fear an unfair trade they are after me now and the worlds faded to black the lights back on and im gone vanished from the world invisible to all except one god has seen me this whole time but times up and he has forgotten about me this is my final goodbye ~a.e.~

29 Apr, 2012

fml

I am the person who everyone jests, I am depressed, seen as a pest. Everyday I have to face my acceptance, Between thousand of mortals, I have no importance… The pain inside feels so bizarre, Smiles are endless miles far. As I cut more and more Adored by the bloody gore… That happiness I had, shed by a single tear, Knowing that Sadness will soon be near. And this will repeat again tomorrow, Another Day, Filled with eternal sorrow… Can’t you hear me crying in despair? No one’s around… and non aware…

29 Apr, 2012

PWEASE

everone come to chat room :D it boreingg there most of you wont reaD THIS BUT PLEASE :d

17 Apr, 2012

bye

im quiting today so people get in avater chat please atlease before i quit

17 Apr, 2012

good bye

good bye i quit this site im done no one talks to me anymore so good bye everone :P have fun with your lifes good luck everone i love you alll good bye

11 Apr, 2012

stop~

she treated me as if i was nothing .... i tired of this i can't hendle this anymore.. please just stop... going behide my back and telling people you love them.. useing me like this hurt's,,, lieing to me hurt's more... so dont tell me you love me no more..

10 Apr, 2012

cuting everdaY

I felt to pain everyday, Seeing the scars on my wrist. No one understands me, My life is at risk. Waiting everyday for the worst, With a razor blade in my hand. Getting ready to cut my wrist, I can't wait until my life ends. At school I hang my head low, Always feeling ashamed. Always making actions of slicing their wrist, The only reason is, The cuts and scars on My wrist. Wanting my life to end every night. People don't understand depression, Thinking only Mental people have it. But no one knows how it feels, until I explain, The life I live is real. Teachers and parents walk by, Seeing the scars on my wrists. Never knowing, I'm waiting for the day I die.

10 Apr, 2012

to late

The cold icy blade, running across my skin, Sending chills down my spine. Crimson blood running down my wrist, Dripping down drop by drop to the sink below me. I feel calm, and in control. The devil inside me has taken my soul. The blade doing it's job one time, two times, three and more. My vision goes blurry, the room goes dark, my heart pounds faster. I wake up the next day groggy, confused. People pounding on the bathroom door. My brain pounding in my head. I put on my best face, Because they can't know, They won't know. I'll find an excuse, for everything. And their world will be fine. No matter if mine is a living hell. they'll never know. Until it's to late.

09 Apr, 2012

just want to die.

i'm sorry i'm not perfact sorry for my mistake please forgive me it seem like all i can do is screw up in this show called "world" to me it's hell on earth i hate ever dieing second on this earth it hurt's to see another day as i awake hopeing i wouldent wake up

09 Apr, 2012

come on

everone come to avater chat please :) the hall chat room come on people let start it back up :)

09 Apr, 2012

ll

people go to avater chat :O

09 Apr, 2012

lovex

will walk with you without going astray Even if hardships ahead they lay I will give you a loving hug everyday i No matter whether the sky is sunny or gray I will shield you when harm comes your way You must not be hurt come what may I will make your days happy and g** For your fears I will try to allay I will remember the days to buy you a bouquet ‘Till I’m old and my memory is in disarray I now only have this to convey That I love you and my love is here to stay

09 Apr, 2012

good bye

can’t stand to live anymore I just want to die and end it all. The pain of living is just the start, I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart. It started with hate, but now it’s little too late. My life is a mess and I can only confess, That inside it hurts none the less. I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused, But in the end it’ll be okay because this is the only way. I’m sorry for worrying you, I’m sorry for distressing you. I’m sorry for killing you inside. girl it saddens me to see you cry You’re the one who helped me get by. You taught me to walk You taught me to talk. Without you I wouldn’t even be here and I will always hold you dear. girl you’re the greatest girl in the world. I never appreciated the time we had. Inside I was yours But I never showed you I cared Without your guidance I wouldn’t be here You told me that I never had to fear. For such a long time I have felt this way and all I have to say is “I love you” but it doesn’t seem like enough. I know what you are about to go though is tough. You are the best girl a boy could ever have. It’s just, all I want to do is die. So this, I guess, is my goodbye

09 Apr, 2012

pissed

i love the way people ignore and f***ing wonder why i dont reply well if you get p***ed at me get the f*** over it becuse you dont reply back i loved you along time okay im over it you broke it and it already with somone else >:( bacl the f*** off

07 Apr, 2012

inbox me

i'm not going to be on as much as i wasi berealy be on if you wanna talk to me inbox me your number today before i logg off and i text you

05 Apr, 2012

-.-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm kinda of confuzed but yet p***ed what the f*** to people what me to do i do something alway's hurting someone and i'm tired of it i am f***ing p***ed maybe one day i might disapear with out a trace and cant wait

03 Apr, 2012

lol

i have alot more friend then that lol

03 Apr, 2012

all my friends

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03 Apr, 2012

xxx...

i f*** up all the time and i know it's all my fult i don't try to hurt girl's but if i don't text bck i'm sorry it mean i am busy or don't feel good

03 Apr, 2012

tired of it -.-

remember when people p*** you off and you just took it well boy's on here are starting to p*** me off i'm not g**but all my friend's are geting hurt becuse of boy's "playing" all the girl's on here and i'm geting tired of it seeing all my friend's hurt it's like when a girl does something rong or dosen't text a boy back the boy asume's that the girl's up to something or they get p***ed maybe there busy and when a boy mess up it all right but no it's not all you f***ing player's on here hurting all these girl's well get a life b****i's :)

03 Apr, 2012

come on people

some of you should come to... avater chat with me i'm bored :)

01 Apr, 2012

ee

soome people should come in chat room with me :) kopn avater chat people :)(

01 Apr, 2012

it all over

stand there watch me fall have fun see me bleed you broke me cant you see come back, please your the one for me i need you to stay alive i want you to survive i cant watch you walk away i wont see you die again oxygen running low one last breath you hit the floor its all over now

01 Apr, 2012

when i'm gone

let me go i cant stay here feeling low cuts on skin need to hide what i have become cant bring you down no one needs me in there life i will push everyone away iv only hurt you even she said that i need to leave you you’ll be happy for that please stop cutting i beg you i promise i will leave you will get happy you will go back to normal i dont mean to hurt you but i hurt everyone i actually thought i could save you but i need to save myself this is not our goodbye but in time it will come you dont need me im killing you and you need to survive need to hang my head in shame shame for what i done brought you down with my stupid stuff thought you could help when your broken you have been the best and helped me through so much but all good things must end but i was your bad thing please dont cry when i leave we all go one day mines will just come sooner but you will be okay now you stop those tears and stop ruining your skin you need to get help from your dangers within i love you..x**

01 Apr, 2012

massage me

i log back in later by people massage me why i am gone ty :)

31 Mar, 2012

anwer it pwease :)

Would you make out with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep in the same bed as me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A s**y girl [ ] a pimp [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf/bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather...? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me... [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] gf/bf [ ] Friend with benefits [ ] Hubby Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No Just copy and paste and put a little something in the [ ] and message it to me, or post on my profile!

31 Mar, 2012

lol :)

errrr bored

30 Mar, 2012

to jordan

i love you.. dont worry. you always have me... <333 i love you

30 Mar, 2012

you hate,love,dont,dont care about me

hmmm...alot of people hate me... imbox me if you hate me inbox me the word hate... if you dont hate me inbox me the world dont if you love me inbox me the word love if you dont care about me dont iinbox anything

30 Mar, 2012

this is haw i feel about my gf when i saw this :)

there was a girland a boy the girl told the boy "do u like me?" the boy said "no" the girl said "do u like my sense of humor?" the boy said " no" the girl said "will u cry if i leave?" the boy said "no" and the girl left and the boy grab her hand and said "i dont like u, i love u , i dont like ur sense of humor, i love it, and i wont cry i f u leave ill die"

30 Mar, 2012

all the pages of massage i recive since i been on

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30 Mar, 2012

lol

i think no one's like's to talk to me anymore errr maybe i should quit this site :)

30 Mar, 2012

anyone

i got to go for like a hour massage me please anyone idc who :)

29 Mar, 2012

whoa

Profile Views: 52317 ... i might just make it on the list soon :)

27 Mar, 2012

why

you all ask me whats rong well it becuse people ignore me ever day l tired of it dont talk to me if your not wanting to know what i am going to say so f*** all you hates i am f***ing sick of this s***

27 Mar, 2012

-.-

wow all you boy's do is f*** with girl's mind's it not cool if you think it's cool if your wanna of those "boy's" who have like 3 or 4 girl's its not cool haw do ya think they feel they trust you and all you do is want more and more well dont cry when they leave you f***ing bestards -.-~|!!!!!!!!!!!!

27 Mar, 2012

gl

i wish you gl with him <.< lol i here for you ven doe cha hate my guts i not a b**** unlike some people gl with ihm

26 Mar, 2012

for my girl <3

im scared of these feelings inside tired of all the tears iv cried the blood driping agian will this finally be the end all this pain building in my core it keeps comeing more and more my wrists are bleeding my shallow breaths are seizing why cant i just see your face you should know this is all for love and thus i shall rise above finally getting away but before then i must say our love is more love and baby we cant give that away so try to see im doing this for you and me dont think of it as goodbye and no this isnt a lie we will be together agian and float away into the wind

26 Mar, 2012

for my girl

The blood has dried up The pain faded away The scars are invisible But the memory lingers on... The memory of being rejected By everyone, everywhere And wanting to fade away Forever When the attempt failed Forcing me to linger on I hated every breath Like knives forced down my throat What had I left to live for? Rejected by my parents Called a freak by my friends What motivation is that? But then I met you You saved me from death You made me want to live You were a silent hero But you will never know: I do not only love you I an forever in your debt For saving me from myself

26 Mar, 2012

:)

ever had that best day of your life.. well i did :)>.. ik none of you m***s dont care... :)... <.<

26 Mar, 2012

the 1 girl

this 1 girl i shell love forever.. this 1 girl i never let her get hurt. this 1 girl i shell make sure she nevers shreads a tear... this 1 girl i will always say i love you to her. this 1 girl i shell hug ever day.. this 1 girl is my life i love her so much <3333

26 Mar, 2012

blog fight.

i love the way everone on here... blog fight's lol.. it's worthless you think anyone really read's blogs... makeing you look like a fool.. but i wanna have a readom blog war with me. i know this is werid but inbox me if you wanna have. a playful blog fight :)

24 Mar, 2012

numbers

if anyone can't get a hold of me on here its becuse i broke my old phone but now i got a new one a droid and if you want me to text you inbox me your number

24 Mar, 2012

dude

dude stfu i dont f***ing care your starting to p*** me off >:(

24 Mar, 2012

answer this and inbox me the answer

Date: () Yes ? () No ? () Maybe () I Don't know -Rate: () ? 1O% -.- () ?? 2O% -_- ... () ??? 30% () ???? 4O% :/ () ????? 5O% . . . () ?????? 6O% () ???????? 7O% () ????????? 8O% () ?????????? 9O% ♥ () ?????? ????? 100% <3333 -Best Feature: () Lips () Eyes ;] () Smile :] () Hair () Everything♥ -If we kissed by accident: [] Bite your lip . [] Continue kissing . ♥ [] Oops . [] Laugh about it . xD [] Stare at you while wonderin if i should kiss yuh again . [] We would never be that close . :/ [] Scream and go wash my mouth Dx [] I don't know you -__- -If you hold my hand, I would : [] Lock my fingers between yours . ♥ [] Stand there like wtc are you doinq . o.O [] Let you hold ut . [] Pull away . -If you hug me , I would : [] Pull you in closer . :] [] Push away . :[ [] I'd be shocked-ish . O: [] It's alright, just let you hug me . [] Hug back ^_^

24 Mar, 2012

DONE,,,,

I GIVE UP... THIS TIME NO RE THINKING.. THIS TIME I SHELL BURN IN HELL. I SHELL NOT BREATH EVER AGAIN ON THIS PLACE I CALL HELL........ I SHELL STRIKE MY HEART WITH ONE BLOW OF A BLADE... I SHELL FALL ON THE STIRKE OF DAWN.... AND TO NEVER STAND AGAIN... TO NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU AGAIN.. OR TO SUFFER... OR TO EVER SAY GOOD BYE...

24 Mar, 2012

%^&

WOW PEOPLE FINALY DONE IT THEY DRAWN ME TO THE FUCKING EDGE NOW MOTHER FUCKERS WHO DID THIS I'M GOING THE FFUCK OFF

24 Mar, 2012

WHO DA FUCK GOT PROBLEM WITH ME.

I WANNA KNOW WHO FUCKING HATE ME AND WHO FUCKING DONT IF YOU HATE ME INBOX ME THE WORLD (HATE) IF YOU FUCKING DONT INBOX ME THE WORD (DONT) I WANNA KNOW WHO GOTS A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH ME

23 Mar, 2012

FUCK OFF

morning Mar 23 2012 11:47PM STFU WITH THAT S.HIT IS ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!! Message Back | Add A Comment when i read blogs all i see people bit.ching about evrything like my bf or gf, i wanna die and stuff just stop, stop you making a total dumass out off your self LITTLE BITCH YOUR BITCHING TO ASS HOLE FUCKING SUCK MY DICK ASS HOLE >:(

23 Mar, 2012

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW I'M PISSED AS HELL NEVER BEEN THIS FUCKING PISSED OFF IN MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE... >:(!!!!!!!

23 Mar, 2012

suicide....

I lay in my bed after a long day of hate. I sit there and cry while trying to debate. There is not a lot I can say. But things just don't go my way. I cry until I have made up my mind. So I get up and walk forward, not looking behind. I grab my g** hidden under my bed. Wishing I wouldn't have left all my feelings unsaid. I hold the g** to my head. ...here's my chance... I wrap my finger around the trigger. ...just one more glance... I pull the trigger as hard as I can. Not worry-ing about my previous plan. The bullet rushes through my temple into my brain. I fall to the floor with such pain. And now I'm done with this silly game. All my worries are gone and so am I. If I could give advice to some one...anyone. It would be: please don't let yourself die

23 Mar, 2012

fmlll

They laugh, While I cry. They point, As I die... Inside, I come undone. I am here with myself. I'm the only one, In this world... I'm unforgiving, for my sins. The pain I have caused others. Is where it all begins, In my mind... I have already gone. The sun has set over my life I will not see another dawn So this is goodbye

23 Mar, 2012

fmll

I lay on the floor, She walks through the door. What have I done? My best friend is screaming and crying, Cause in reality I'm dying. What have I done?? My best friend is really shattered, I think my life actually mattered. What have I done?! It was an accident, I didn't mean to! I wanna go back, think it through! What have I done!!? But she can't hear me. All I can see, is her misery. What have I done?. I got my suffering to go away, As I did, my best friends pain started today. What have I done?...

23 Mar, 2012

fml

Drowning in a darkness Of deep despair Believing the lies I hear And seeing truths not there See the rays of sunlight They shine upon your scars Reaching for that broken smile Among the hidden stars Hearing the tear drops Falling from your eyes Believe my hidden secrets And tell my stolen lies Bring me to the surface Give me air to breathe Let me see the sorrow Upon my broken dreams

23 Mar, 2012

battle within myself

Have you ever sat up at night, And just let your barrier down? Brick by brick. I've sat in silence and cried.. Plenty of times. I've let it defeat me, Made me think I'm worthless, I let the burden of my thoughts get to me. Like safety pins and razors.. I regret it, Now I've got the scars.. They remind me.. Of how the scarlet red trickled down my skin. I regret the pleasure it gave me, How I felt I needed it to happen. I regret that I let my family and friends.. Down. Discover. Drown in pain. All because.. I let the anxiety and wretchedness reach me. I let it control me.. The pain, The pleasure. It gave me peace. Makes me cringe. The thoughts I think. Overtake me sometimes, Sometimes.. I like to go back. To the feelings, To The way it was cold against my skin

23 Mar, 2012

rain make all the pain...

Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don’t need you anymore… Is what I think while tears pour. I hate you like I hate my life; But love is what cuts like a knife. Love is death and death is you; Its pain stains like a black tattoo. Those memories come back again And bind me in the ropes of pain. Crimson blood streams down my head Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread, To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull… ...Now just a memory that’s faded and dull

23 Mar, 2012

from start to end....

From start to finish I wonder why The cuts look good in this messed up lie The blood that trickles down my arm People all stare at the boy who self-harms:- "The emo" they call me I turn to my name They act out slicing their wrists I hang my head in shame I can't help my feelings Of being alone I hide myself for the day Just longing to go home I sprawl on my bed With my razor in hand And take myself away To a much better land I stare in the mirror And let myself cry Looking forward to the day That I finally die

23 Mar, 2012

just so you all know

all of you just so you know if your trying to get a hold of me you cant i was being a dumb a** and broke my phone

23 Mar, 2012

fml

i'm starting to hate my life with a passion i cant talk to the girl i love as much anymore :( everone turning agaist me :(.... my mind is telling me to do something stupid...:(

23 Mar, 2012

suacide...

suacide seem's a bad choice not worth takeing but sometime's... my mind thinking else........ what to do... were to go... is this worth it.

23 Mar, 2012

fml

:,( people just love messing with my emotion's and it's killing me bad on the inside

23 Mar, 2012

:,(

:,(

23 Mar, 2012

fml

fml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hope i f***ing die

22 Mar, 2012

why must i be hated?

I smile but you will never understand what goes on in my head I smile on the outside but inside is a different matter Inside I am being eaten away by the hate of people Inside I cry My heart is broken in so many different places and I am being ripped apart by my feelings and what people say. Why must there be hate? Why must I be hated? Why does the world hate me?

22 Mar, 2012

i hate you

But now something is missing, I guess it always had been, it was just unimportant, and therefore remained unseen. Now I see what you did, And I hate you. I see your true colours, And I hate you. I remember what you said, And I hate you. I watched you scorn. I Hate You.

22 Mar, 2012

sick of the hate

i will close my mouth, and advice you to do the same. I hope you don’t continue your reign of bloodshed, and pain I will not be around, but I can promise you I won’t be a friend. I will not take from her, and to her I will never ever lend. But at least I’m not shouting in her face, no. I have the willpower you’ll never get. Because I’m sick of the screams, the ignorance, the arrogance, and we’ve barely even met… But most of all, something passes my hate for anything else. More than ignorance, more than gluttony, more than lust, more than envy, sloth, greed, anger and pride I’m utterly, horrendously, sick of the hate

22 Mar, 2012

why do people hate?

What good is a song if you can’t sing? What good is a phone if it doesn’t ring? What good is a leader who doesn’t care? Who doesn’t lead, who doesn’t share? Why do people hate upon hate? Why does difference make us so irate? Why are there people with lots of money?

22 Mar, 2012

hate to know

Hate to know that I can’t free myself from you. Hate to know that you’re still happy without me. Hate how you can still smile without me when I can’t. Hate how you never talk to me again. Hate that I can’t stand the thought of you crying. Hate that you’re the only one in my mind each day

22 Mar, 2012

you love that i hate you

You love that I hate you. You do all you do to make it so. Honestly, it’s nothing new! You make my life hell any way you know! You turn my passion into wishful thinking And make all my hard work seem in vain. You make all I love feel like nothing

22 Mar, 2012

you broke my heart

You broke my heart It was your mistake You told me Over and over That you were sorry That you wanted me To forgive you I asked myself “Should I?” And my answer was Yes, I should Because You may have brought tears to my eyes But I also Love you so much That you had the Power to do that You may have made me cry But you slowly Gently Wiped the tears away Just the way I like Because you know me You may have taken half of my soul But I also have half Of yours You said To have and to hold For better or for worse In sickness and in health As long as we both shall live Meaning Forever And Always I will love you And you will love me So please, I’m begging you Don’t break my heart again You had the power To heal it Last time But next time, I’m not so sure Love me, Please Or I will have to make The painful decision Of finding someone who will

22 Mar, 2012

i cant lie to i love

I can’t lie to what I love. I can’t be forgiven until I ask the one above. I can’t sneak from here to fear. I know my memories are fading but pleasse don’t forget the being. I know my family is forgetful But please can’t hold that on the thouhtful. I’ve been hurt, I’ve been forgiven, I’ve been sorry, I+’ve been written, I’ve been lost, I’ve been a sound. I know I’m not a mistake here but they don’t know that Gods made a cure. I know I”m not pure but my family lives in fear. All this isn’t a lie to you all. But remember if you fall don’t give up, keep trying my friends

22 Mar, 2012

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow fml! >:( people are starting to p*** me the f*** off lol -.-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

22 Mar, 2012

-.-

lol this is the badest dy of my life

20 Mar, 2012

lol...

i was walking today and i threw a big hissy fit and broke my phone so if you haz my number dont ge mad if i dont pick up i am geting a new phone just inbox meh your num so i can put you in my contacs lol :(

13 Mar, 2012

<3

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13 Mar, 2012

wtf

Message from rise my big one From: rise my big one Date: Mar 13 2012 2:22PM Subject: hey you are a p**** who can't fight I know your just gonna read this and rage so I dare you do it swing on my head

12 Mar, 2012

:(

I can’t stand to live anymore I just want to die and end it all. The pain of living is just the start, I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart. It started with hate, but now it’s little too late. My life is a mess and I can only confess, That inside it hurts none the less. I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused, But in the end it’ll be okay because this is the only way. I’m sorry for worrying you, I’m sorry for distressing you. I’m sorry for killing you inside. girl it saddens me to see you cry You’re the one who helped me get by. You taught me to walk You taught me to talk. Without you I wouldn’t even be here and I will always hold you dear. girl you’re the greatest girl in the world. I never appreciated the time we had. Inside I was yours But I never showed you I cared Without your guidance I wouldn’t be here You told me that I never had to fear. For such a long time I have felt this way and all I have to say is “I love you” but it doesn’t seem like enough. I know what you are about to go though is tough. You are the best girl a boy could ever have. It’s just, all I want to do is die. So this, I guess, is my goodbye

12 Mar, 2012

:(

fml

12 Mar, 2012

:)

to my girl <3333 ily jessica <3 foreves

12 Mar, 2012

uhm

some people are just mess up some people are funny and some people are just flat out perv's and i hate being aboused by a perv lol =o

12 Mar, 2012

to jessica

i love you jessica <333333333 girl <3333 forevez <3333333 :)

11 Mar, 2012

i'm fine

I’m fine I say Everyday I’m okay I say Everyday Does it matter If I stay Does it matter How much I pray Does it matter The games I play Cause I never win So let’s begin I’m fine I say Everyday I’m okay I say Everyday Does it matter If my life slips away Who cares anyway It all ends today Does it matter Who I even am If I lie and pretend Does it matter If I’ve never been okay Cause I’ll never be fine I’ve committed a crime I haven’t done my time And now the misery is mine So I guess I’ll just say I’m F I N E

11 Mar, 2012

good

And again… I have to pick up the pieces The broken mirror The only reflection A life scattered to pieces A life lived A life broken This is where I give up This is where trust take u This is what love does 2 u The mirror reflect only, Pain, tears, love, falling And braking.. The brokeness will stay But who cares anyways You just have to keep breathing So go on hurt yourself Make it bleed Draw a pic with red lines Transfer the pain So you would die as i said good bye from this life

11 Mar, 2012

life can be unfair

life can be harsh love can be unfair but when you’ve got friends who love you even after it all you tend to not care when you find that one you love the most, and want to spend forever with them everything you were ever scared of seems to disapear and your life is finally clear this is why life is worth living. so keep your head held high and live your life how you want to just smile that’s all you have to do.

11 Mar, 2012

i'm done

i don’t care anymore. soon i’ll hit the cold hard floor. i will no longer hope. all day i just mope. sooner or later this pain will push me off the edge. i wont hold on for dear life. i have become completely numb. no regrets, go ahead take your bets. i will win this one. i don’t regret what i’ve done. i thought you were the one. i guess once again i was wrong. but the music must go on, to our song i will sing along. you told me you’d never leave, yet another lie. you should’ve told me right away you’d make me cry. save me the heartache. and i should’ve known you’d say goodbye

11 Mar, 2012

dyeing on the inside

on the inside i’m dying; on the outside i’m crying. nothing’s the same; please stop causing me pain. i can’t handle it anymore; it’s like you’re repetitively hitting me with a door. why can’t we go back to how it used to be? i keep my heart locked up, and you hold the key. i give up, i’m done; i know you’re gone. forever you’ll stay the only one for me; forever to you, that i’ll never be. my heart broken and sore. please heal my pain; before i go insane. i’m dying; are you crying? do you even care? this isn’t fair! i’ll always be waiting here; waiting on you; to tell me you feel the way i do

11 Mar, 2012

don't ever say forever

you’re my inspiration; you’re my depression. you’re the reason i write these stupid rhymes; couldn’t you hear the chimes? or was it just me; who thought we were meant to be? you said forever, that lie was quite clever. i just want you to know; how much i love you so. if it were up to me; can’t you see? we’d be feeling so happy; not feeling so crappy. they say love means happiness; but to me it means hurt and sadness. you inspire me; you always have and always will that’s how it’s supposed to be. you’re the one who drives me insane; you’re the reason i slice my vain. you cause and take away my pain. but hunny can you do me a favor? don’t ever ever say forever.

10 Mar, 2012

one last thing

Till Death Do Us Apart I’ve never felt like this. I know I shouldn’t feel this way but you know what they say… Your bad for me and i know it but i cant stay away from you. Your my drug, I need you to stay sane. Your addictive, like candy to a little kid Why does it have to be like this?! I’m hurting myself!! I cant live with or without you! God im so confused.. My chest is pounding, like something sharp is deep down in there!! My time is running out, you cant save me now. Your on your knees crying.. Are you terrified?Afraid?Scared? What about hurt? It seems like it…. You think I can’t hear you but you whisper “I could’ve saved you, this is my fault…” You stand up, but collapse on the floor and you yell at yourself.. “WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU!!” You curl up into a ball and whisper again to yourself… “I love her..” Before I die, I should tell you one last thing.. I whisper to you.. “I made myself a promise…” You look at me not able to stare into my eyes.. I whisper.. “That I would love you till death do us apart..” Your afraid I can tell.. So I better tell you this one last thing.. “Good bye

10 Mar, 2012

woke up

i wake up life is hopeless painful miserable i find myself in a dark place i hold the razor to my arm i cut the pain goes away! but it always comes back i find myself in a darker place the razor hard on my wrist i could end it all no more pain whats there to live for? then i think… i think of you your laugh your beauty your caring personality i come out of that dark place there is something to live for me and you

10 Mar, 2012

lovexxxxxxx

I cried when You didn’t call. I tried to keep us together even if i fall. This year I’m going to live with you. I have a fear that i’ll remember all the things i’ve been through. I love you and i trust you. I need you in my life because you can me strong. You can easily cut my life with a knife but if i have you i’ll become strong. I want you, I love you, I trust you.

10 Mar, 2012

lovexxxxx

ii want you By me I need you To be I desire you By me I plead for you To be The one The only one Who I can trust With all of life With everything The only one I need to look to For advice For love For everything The only one To care for Your life Your soul Your passion The only one That I want To spend my life with Forever And not that forever thats now But the forever from then When you could believe That you were in love When you could trust Yourself I want us to last Forever and Always Just like you said Just like we promised Forever

10 Mar, 2012

lovexxxxx

I wanted to leave I would do it For you To choose another life Away from this one To be with you Everyday Forever To breathe your air To kiss your lips Without any secrecy Or sneaking around I would do Anything To be together With you Always Like you promised You said that You needed me If thats true I need you too You love And care No more hiding We told each other How we felt When we first got Together Tried to take it Slow But we ended up Falling in love Like you knew We would Like we promised Promises That weren’t broken Like glass You can’t Really fix And everything Is crystal clear About us Cause I love you Baby Forever And as long as We both Shall live

10 Mar, 2012

the pain

day after day i suffer all this pain and i can feel the darkness s***ing up my soul i try and try to escape this pain but it just won’t go away i learned not to trust anyone at all because anytime i do trust someone and i finally feel free that person always disapears my life is a maze no matter how far i go or which way i turn i always find nothing but a dead end so day after day i sit and i wait hoping that the pain will go away

10 Mar, 2012

everone thinks i am emo

Everyone thinks I’m emo, because of my hair. Everyone thinks I’m emo, because of the clothes I wear. Everyone thinks I’m emo, because of the way I express myself, But little do they know, all I’m doing, Is showing the world how i feel inside

10 Mar, 2012

what is love

Love is were someone cares for someone. Someone who love them no matter who they are or where they come from. Love can be broken once trust is broken. Broken so much that you feel and out-cast or just alone. Alone with no-one to cry on or share laughs with. You feel alone, abandoned, an out-cast the list goes on… But somewhere there will be someone that loves you. Even if its a friend that thinks of you as a sister. That’s loads better than thinking your alone, abandoned an out-cast etc… So everyone deserves to feel loved by someone and have trust between the love x**

10 Mar, 2012

my undieing love

My undying love for you, I can’t describe, The way you make me feel, Is way beyond, What words could ever tell, Darling, You have me under your spell, You are always on my mind, Even though, You’ve hurt me plenty of times, I can’t let you go, No matter how hard I try, You have beaten me down, Down to the ground, With your hursh and cruel words, But I just get back up, Without any hesitation, And love you still, I love you, I know I shouldn’t, But I do, And I always will, No matter what, I can’t help it, I’m addicted to you, Like a drug, Darling, I love you always

10 Mar, 2012

endless night

In the midste of all this darkness, There will be light. In the midste of all this choas, There will be fright. And even if younfeel weaker, You’ll hear youself say, “I have gone into the night, And lived until today.” And even when night comes again. Even when you’re on the mend, And the dreams, they haunt you, To the end. Day breaks the horizen, And bathes you in light. And brings with it, A beautiful sight. Light streaming throuh, With much resistance. And youbstand and scream, Into the distance. “I will stand. And i will fight, for my freedom, From the Endless Night

10 Mar, 2012

not comeing back

I’ll never forgive you, For the way you treated me, I showed you love, But you didnt show me any, You hurt me again and again, Stabed me straight in the heart, And showed me no pity, You would just stand there smiling, And watch me suffer, You’re so cold-hearted, That I left, And didn’t look back, Now you’re on your knees, Begging me to come back, But darling, I’m not coming back, No matter how much you plead

09 Mar, 2012

rate

Would you make out with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep in the same bed as me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] hot [ ] a pimp [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf/bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather...? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me [] Max me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me... [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] gf/bf [ ] Friend with benefits [ ] Husband

09 Mar, 2012

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09 Mar, 2012

wtf

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09 Mar, 2012

..

life can be harsh love can be unfair but when you’ve got friends who love you even after it all you tend to not care when you find that one you love the most, and want to spend forever with them everything you were ever scared of seems to disapear and your life is finally clear this is why life is worth living. so keep your head held high and live your life how you want to just smile that’s all you have to do

09 Mar, 2012

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If anyone will listen, to what I'm about to say, please understand the hurt I feel, And how I got this way. Left behind in darkness, wedged between walls of ice, I pray that someone hears me, friend, foe, or even Jesus Christ. Isolated in my fears, caught between truth and the lies. Will someone hear me screaming, Or hear my desperate, pleading cries? I don't believe in loving, or having a caring friend, because the second that you trust them, is the second that they bend. So In this hallow heart of mine, Is a ivy of envy that's staring to twine, and sprout the weeds of guilt, That slowly began to quilt, Over my hatred that began to grow, Over my soul's ocean to ever flow, Which to that I began to fall, and to which I lost it all. I'm sorry for the people I've hurt, With this death I have presented, But seeing what this could've been, There's nothing that could've been prevented

07 Mar, 2012

my turn ons or offs

has long hair on. short hair off. has black hair on. has blonde hair on. has red hair dc. makeup on. does Mugs off. smoeks off. acloho off.; easy to talk to on. ignore me on lol idk why :P

07 Mar, 2012

i'm bored

idk what to do no one massage me anymore guessing no one likes me anymore :.c

02 Mar, 2012

ending

this is f***et up you see this like 18 tornados out there.

26 Feb, 2012

hey

hey everone i am bored massage me someone

25 Feb, 2012

hey

haw everone doing today?

24 Feb, 2012

love is evil.

There is an ache in my heart Calling your name Alone and still beating Feeling nothing but pain The heart is the soul The container of love But now it feels unneeded Unneeded of your love There is confusion in my brain Wondering where you have gone Did you leave without telling Or were you never there at all The brain is the messenger To tell your heart right from wrong But the brain was also tricked Like the heart it fell for love There is a blur in my eyes Trying to clear Then a fact had struck them You had disappeared Feeling blind and hopeless Knowing you aren’t there My eyes of blindness Soon shed a tear The eyes are what tell your brain who looks bad But like the brain and the heart The eyes would cry sad To soon come to realize that they have been lied to By the power of beauty never knowing what she’d do There is weakness in my arms That once held you tight Alone and unhelpful Of holding you in site Wondering where you have gone,and why there is nothing Underneath the arms, that made our relationship trusting. But now the arms realize Like the eyes,the brain,and the heart That the girl that made them happy Has ripped them apart There is always a connection Between the functions of love They all have the feelings Of a free flying dove Always so happy Doing their part And even though they aren’t human They make up a heart The Heart and the Brain, The Eyes and the Arms, All working together making one heart And that heart was destroyed By the evils of love Never again will they feel like a dove. They all had lost something close Something close to their hearts But never again should they have to know That every girl that comes by their way Will soon break their hearts in every possible way

24 Feb, 2012

come with me.

Can you remember how you got into my heart? I don’t, those moments are over, they have vanished and now belong to the unloved. Am scared, shaking of weakness i have tried to wash you of my mind and heart. But i guess i have let those memories come to live again. They hurt, they’re puncturing my thoughts and dreams, you did this! Stop it! Am dying for you, but it seems it doesn’t matter to you. Do i even matter? Am i suppose to matter? My insides are dead. All you see is a black foggy memory of you in me. Unloved

24 Feb, 2012

I RELIZED.

To believe you were there For me To believe you were here I thought I wouldn’t care I was so blind I was so torchered I was in a difficult bind I’m not as strong as you thought I think my mind is crazy I believed every word you said I can’t scream loud enough For you to come back It comes as a whisper It comes as a tear You can’t hear me You walk away slowly Giving me the time To call you back I stopped myself I did something amazing I put myself first I covered my mouth You turned your head You listened Heard silence Didn’t understand Came back I did for myself this time I made myself look good You ususally wait for me You wait for me to beg To plead But you are the one beggig Now Your the one pleading And you see How much you care for me Now That you thought you were going to lose me

24 Feb, 2012

I WANT YOU.

I want you By me I need you To be I desire you By me I plead for you To be The one The only one Who I can trust With all of life With everything The only one I need to look to For advice For love For everything The only one To care for Your life Your soul Your passion The only one That I want To spend my life with Forever And not that forever thats now But the forever from then When you could believe That you were in love When you could trust Yourself I want us to last Forever and Always Just like you said Just like we promised Forever

24 Feb, 2012

I WANTED TO LEAVE...

I wanted to leave I would do it For you To choose another life Away from this one To be with you Everyday Forever To breathe your air To kiss your lips Without any secrecy Or sneaking around I would do Anything To be together With you Always Like you promised You said that You needed me If thats true I need you too You love And care No more hiding We told each other How we felt When we first got Together Tried to take it Slow But we ended up Falling in love Like you knew We would Like we promised Promises That weren’t broken Like glass You can’t Really fix And everything Is crystal clear About us Cause I love you Baby Forever And as long as We both Shall live

24 Feb, 2012

WHAT IS LOVE?

Love is were someone cares for someone. Someone who love them no matter who they are or where they come from. Love can be broken once trust is broken. Broken so much that you feel and out-cast or just alone. Alone with no-one to cry on or share laughs with. You feel alone, abandoned, an out-cast the list goes on… But somewhere there will be someone that loves you. Even if its a friend that thinks of you as a sister. That’s loads better than thinking your alone, abandoned an out-cast etc… So everyone deserves to feel loved by someone and have trust between the love x**

24 Feb, 2012

MY UNDIEING LOVE..

My undying love for you, I can’t describe, The way you make me feel, Is way beyond, What words could ever tell, Darling, You have me under your spell, You are always on my mind, Even though, You’ve hurt me plenty of times, I can’t let you go, No matter how hard I try, You have beaten me down, Down to the ground, With your hursh and cruel words, But I just get back up, Without any hesitation, And love you still, I love you, I know I shouldn’t, But I do, And I always will, No matter what, I can’t help it, I’m addicted to you, Like a drug, Darling, I love you always

24 Feb, 2012

endless night

In the midste of all this darkness, There will be light. In the midste of all this choas, There will be fright. And even if younfeel weaker, You’ll hear youself say, “I have gone into the night, And lived until today.” And even when night comes again. Even when you’re on the mend, And the dreams, they haunt you, To the end. Day breaks the horizen, And bathes you in light. And brings with it, A beautiful sight. Light streaming throuh, With much resistance. And youbstand and scream, Into the distance. “I will stand. And i will fight, for my freedom, From the Endless Night

24 Feb, 2012

cold...

I’ll never forgive you, For the way you treated me, I showed you love, But you didnt show me any, You hurt me again and again, Stabed me straight in the heart, And showed me no pity, You would just stand there smiling, And watch me suffer, You’re so cold-hearted, That I left, And didn’t look back, Now you’re on your knees, Begging me to come back, But darling, I’m not coming back, No matter how much you plead

24 Feb, 2012

haw

haws guys doing

23 Feb, 2012

darkness

Everyday I wake up im always afraid of life. I always try my hardest, but its like im never good enough. He doesnt know that when he yells at me, it makes me cry. He doesnt know that the things he says, hurts He doesnt know that everytime we kissed, I felt safe. He doesnt care that were no longer a couple, just individuals. All I ever wanted was to have somebody all my life But its too much to ask for in this world.<\3

23 Feb, 2012

who is she?

i lay awake and stare at darkness suddenly i feel weak is it me or am i gone? my lifeless body still and she lingers on searching for what shes lost. not the body nor the power. you. who is she? whats become of me? all thats on my mind all that i think about you were hers and she lost you as a friend… as a guied… and its killing her to live like this… empty i cant believe it.. she hates you you broke her i know who she is now… My Heart

23 Feb, 2012

love...

love …people say you cant live without it i think its an illusion love…people are supposedly in it all the time but it always ends in heartbreak love…it makes you supposedly happier at least for a little while love…it makes hearts race until the hearts die out from sorrow love….is supposedly so wonderful but i think its just a dillusion of the mind love…everyone has thier own opinion

23 Feb, 2012

ipod

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23 Feb, 2012

rate me :)

Would you make out with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep in the same bed as me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A s**y girl [ ] a pimp [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf/bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather...? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me... [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] gf/bf [ ] Friend with benefits [ ] Hubby Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No

23 Feb, 2012

lol..

i'm bored no one messge me anymore :(

23 Feb, 2012

post it if you..

post this if your emo or you like emo's on your blog... ???????? ???????? ????????

21 Feb, 2012

...

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21 Feb, 2012

empty.

Empty Why do I feel so empty? What did I do to deserve this emotion? Is this the punishment for my crimes? Or is it a sign? What does my heart feel? Empty. What does my heart say? End it. Why can’t my heart be happy? Because this is my punishment My heart is empty; all that beats is the empty lies and the ashes Of love. My heart is…. Empty

21 Feb, 2012

your betrayal...

Your Betrayal Was Because Of My Fail My One Fail Caused You To Go A Sail You Left I Cried You Smiled I Sighed What More Was There To Do? The Door Slammed With You On The Other Side Me On The Floor In Pain Blood Every Where I Looked Life Gone At That Minuet What More Was There To Do? Nothing Just Nothing Lets Leave It That Way

21 Feb, 2012

liveing in this world is pain...

life is pain… love is misery… death is unknown… pain is pleasure… secrets are agony… truth is torture… friends are helpful… sometimes… people dont understand… so…. theres nothing to do except wait … for what ? i havent the slightest idea….

21 Feb, 2012

sometime's i wonder.

sometimes i wonder why i was born somtimes i wonder why im still on this hellhole called earth sometimes i wonder why i put up with everything and everyone sometimes i wonder why i even bother with people sometimes i wonder when the time will come when i dont have to worry anymore sometimes i wonder

21 Feb, 2012

nothing but hate.

What is there to live for if there is nothing but hate? What is there to live for if my only releif is this blade? What is there to live for if theres room for me to hardly breathe? But the the worst part is the ones i love are the ones suffocating me. But then i look ahead, I think of the life ive led, I set down my razor blade, get on my knees and pray

21 Feb, 2012

love isen't just a word.

love love isnt just a word its not a word just to say its not just four letters when you say it you have to mean it it has a meaning like no other its a word that opens your heart up so dont say it if you dont mean it my heart cant stand to be lied to again love has a meaning

21 Feb, 2012

life can be harsh

life can be harsh love can be unfair but when you’ve got friends who love you even after it all you tend to not care when you find that one you love the most, and want to spend forever with them everything you were ever scared of seems to disapear and your life is finally clear this is why life is worth living. so keep your head held high and live your life how you want to just smile that’s all you have to

21 Feb, 2012

.

:P no one massag's me anymore :(

19 Feb, 2012

dead end

day after day i suffer all this pain and i can feel the darkness s***ing up my soul i try and try to escape this pain but it just won’t go away i learned not to trust anyone at all because anytime i do trust someone and i finally feel free that person always disapears my life is a maze no matter how far i go or which way i turn i always find nothing but a dead end so day after day i sit and i wait hoping that the pain will go away

19 Feb, 2012

everone think's i'm emo.

Everyone thinks I’m emo, because of my hair. Everyone thinks I’m emo, because of the clothes I wear. Everyone thinks I’m emo, because of the way I express myself, But little do they know, all I’m doing, Is showing the world how i feel inside

16 Feb, 2012

.

sometimes I wish I could rewind my life, To think about all my actions one more time, And to think about all the people I hurt. I knew all the pain would one day come back to haunt me, And sure enough in the end it hit me. Like a knife to my heart, And a bullet to my brain, I finally felt the pain early morning that day. I knew I should have said good bye, But I didn't want to see you cry, I never knew I was going to die. I thought I'd be back, With plenty of time to pick up my slack. The accident, it wasn't my fault good bye......

15 Feb, 2012

rate me.

do you find me attractive? [ ] no [ ] yes [ ] maybe [ ] hell yes [ ] ugly as hell what would you want to be? [ ] my friend [ ] girlfriend [ ] nothing [ ]stalkern[ ] what would you like to do with me? [ ] make out [ ] slap me [ ] date me [ ] **** me [ ] dont care

15 Feb, 2012

fml

It's eating away at my body Crawling over my skin It's hiding deep inside me This evil thing It's taking over me Won't let me go Do I wan't it to leave? I just don't know It's taking over my mind My body My soul And in my heart It's left an unfillable hole It's changed me as a person For good or for bad I want back the body I used to have I want back my mind I want to be the old me I want to be happy I want to be free But I can't be can I? I can't be happy When all I do is cry It's eating away at my body Crawling over my skin It's hiding deep inside me This evil thing It's taking over me Won't let me go Do I wan't it to leave? I just don't know

15 Feb, 2012

cut

One cut Two cut Three cut Four I can't take it anymore Five Cut Six Cut Seven cut More Watch the blood drip to the floor This beautiful blood causes so much pain This beautiful blood makes a beautiful stain I just have to cut over and over again It feels so good Not like it should I do it more than I ever thought I would One cut Two cut Three cut Four I can't take it anymore Five cut Six cut Seven cut More Watch the blood drip to the floor

15 Feb, 2012

cut..

Cut when I feel happy Cut when I feel sad Cut when i feel good Cut when I feel bad cut because I want to Cut for me Not for you Cut because it helps me Cut because... I do

15 Feb, 2012

wtf

not cewl bro ur f***ing starting to p*** me of dude >.<

15 Feb, 2012

love.

will walk with you without going astray Even if hardships ahead they lay I will give you a loving hug everyday i No matter whether the sky is sunny or gray I will shield you when harm comes your way You must not be hurt come what may I will make your days happy and g** For your fears I will try to allay I will remember the days to buy you a bouquet ‘Till I’m old and my memory is in disarray I now only have this to convey That I love you and my love is here to stay

14 Feb, 2012

just a lie.

Your Love 02/14/2012 Was Just A Lie Your Words Of Concern Was Just A Lie Knowing You Truly Wouldn’t Care If I Died So Why Don’t I You Can Be The One To Blame I’ll Bleed Out Every Tear Ever Shredded Amongst My Eyes That Came Upon Me Over Your Choices Your Guilt Means Nothing To Me You’ll Never Change So Stop Trying And Don’t Speak

14 Feb, 2012

my eye's.

my eyes see the world differently they see it as the hellhole it is not as the wonderful place its cracked up to be my eyes see a different bueaty than others they see the bueaty on the inside instead of the fake crap on the outside; my eyes see the tears behind a smile my eyes see the pain behind the mask my eyes see what others dont

14 Feb, 2012

why did i waste my time on you.

why did i waste all this time crying over you when i could have just moved on and found somebody new why did i waste my time causing myself so much pain longing for something that never really was that was only an illusion why did i waste all this time on someone who only wanted to use me why did i waste my time over a piece of s*** like you

14 Feb, 2012

are you happy now that i.....

I cant breathe my eyes start to glaze while I hear you screaming my name. My head starts to hurt my blood everywhere help explain it to me as I coninue to bleed. I start to pale as it gets on the floor my blood so dark like my heart. I ended it all with a simple cut a simple slice to my wrists and my throat. I hope your happy I ended my life Do you feel better now

14 Feb, 2012

3

In the darkness of the night as I lay here I feel that I am being watched I feel that there is a pair of eyes on me I feel that I know it might not be true but that is how it feels I don’t know if I should trust this feeling or if I should just ignore it. I lay here in bed and think are there really things watching me are there really eyes that I cant see im starting to become paranoid I am wondering what if I go crazy what if I loose my mind if I go insane how much longer will I live can I hold onto to my sanity much longer if I can how long how will I live if I go insane what if im just thinking of the worst what if im not insane what if its just my mind playing games on me what if im just scaring my self into believing that im crazy then what will become of me will I just be afraid for the rest of my life what will I do im afraid for my self already will it kill me or will I be able to live knowing that every thing I was scared of was just my mind playing games on it self

14 Feb, 2012

2

Lonely and scared I feel the pain of loneliness and open veins as I wonder how I became this way I remember that fateful day I gave you my heart and you turned away so now I cut more but you weren’t the only one people at school just don’t understand the unbareable pain that binds the pain of razor cut across my veins

14 Feb, 2012

wtf?

From: rise my big one Date: Feb 14 2012 2:09PM Subject: hey go cut your girlfriends d*** off and shove it up your a** you EMO BASTARDS hashahahahahah find me b**** and your girlfriend is s***ing and riding my big one oh yah Rise my big one 8=======================D

13 Feb, 2012

velentins day is tommarow.

:).... tommarow going to... be awsome <33333

12 Feb, 2012

love and hate.

I.Love.You Wonderful words, quick spoken Wonderful words, quick broken I.Hate.You Painful words, quick to be said Painful words, becoming sad Love and Hate, opposite of each other, Or is it? Both can be such a bother. When your not near, I feel sad I say I hate you, and feel bad. But when you are here, Im happy I say I love you, and you love me. I hate the strange feeling I hate the sleepless night I love when you call I love when you hold me tight So when you are not here, I hate the feeling called love I wont deny I absolutely do But those two words, Hate and Love Are said in the same sentence, I hate that I love you

12 Feb, 2012

to tammy <3

girl you fill me with love when u cry so do i when u laugh i do to i feel a connection between u and me i feel love between us i hope u do to when i see u i think why is she here why is she not with the angels above did god send u to find me or was it just my luck either way my love for u stays and will never go away

12 Feb, 2012

to tammy <3

I will walk with you without going astray Even if hardships ahead they lay I will give you a loving hug everyday No matter whether the sky is sunny or gray I will shield you when harm comes your way You must not be hurt come what may I will make your days happy and g** For your fears I will try to allay I will remember the days to buy you a bouquet ‘Till I’m old and my memory is in disarray I now only have this to convey That I love you and my love is here to stay

12 Feb, 2012

wow.

i'm bored please someone massage me :).. idc what it is... -.^...

12 Feb, 2012

tammy <3

my awsome girl <333 tammy i love you <3333333 mym perfact gurl <3

12 Feb, 2012

rate me

Repost this; see how many MESSAGES people give you... Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yeah [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to **** [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think your pretty [ ] Maxy [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No Name one thing you would like to do to me? 3 things you would like to know about me? If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ What kind of pic would you send me of yourself? [ ] Fully clothed [ ] No shirt [ ] No pants [ ] Just in underwear [ ] Naked [ ] I wouldn't send you anything [ ] Who needs pics, I have a webcam Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's your favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me? [ ] Friend [ ] girlfriend [ ] Friend with benefit [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Maxy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] I love you

12 Feb, 2012

angel in the sky

God saw I was getting tired as he put his arms around me as he whispered come with me There is a place for you in heaven where there is no suffering and no pain all you have to do is look up to the sky and know that you will see me As I am an angel in the stars what a great place to be I am an angel of God and a sparkle I shall be Know that I'm watching over you just look up and see I'm looking watching over you please don't be sad for me I'm your angel in the stars where I am happy now you will see and one day you will be with me

12 Feb, 2012

i own this

i owned this blog page today :) <3

12 Feb, 2012

samman

my bro best bro always bros good luck with you heart <333 bro :P i am here forever to help you

12 Feb, 2012

tammy <333

i love you tammy forever my girl you got my heart <333 forever please dont break it or shread it <3333 velentins day is comeing <333 i be there promise <333

12 Feb, 2012

ending my life.

My Only True Love Was The Knife That Struck My Wrist Every Night And Morning Knowing There Was No Secondary Love Knowing Your Love Was Only A Lie That Made The Knife So Close To Me After Loving You So Dearly I Found Myself Dead Asleep Last Thing In My Memory Was The Next Morning Later As I Looked Head To Toe Covered In My Own Blood As Tears Filled With Blood Fell Slowly Down My Cheek As I Said Bye To This World I Called Hell Then Struck My Heart With The Knife That I Called My Only True Love

12 Feb, 2012

i hate fakez

everone on here.... thinks emo a look well it not i hate stero types >.< i got the look and i cut.. get it real

12 Feb, 2012

lol

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12 Feb, 2012

am i

what should i do when i die or haw i die.... 1.slit my thraot. 2.jumpinh. 3.hanging my self. 4.drinking bleach. 5.drowning my self. 6.g** to my head. 7.don't commet suacide.

12 Feb, 2012

haw do you feel about me

everone answer and be truth ful 1.haw do you feel about me. a.hate you. b.deal with you. c.love you... d.hate ur guts.. e.dont talk to me.... f.dont care and never will.... g.your stupid... h.i wanna be with you... send ur answer to inbox...

12 Feb, 2012

it's comeing :)

velentins day is comeing up ^^

11 Feb, 2012

deapest love.

Ever since the day I saw you, when I first opened my eyes. I knew that you would love me, through all the friends and the guys. I may have said I hated you, and never wanted to see you again. But I really didn't mean it, you were my best friend. When I moved I did miss you, but said you'd always be there. It didn't occur that life was short, and to cherish you like my teddy bear. Now that you are gone, I learned what I never could. To make the most of my life, and try hard to do some good. I wish you were still here, right next to me everyday. But now it's too late to hope for that, I now know that I loved you in every way.

11 Feb, 2012

they way i will die...

My bodies cold lips are blue why did I do this because of you? I feel the earth below me like a pillow under my head no knives, no g**s, but pills instead The bottle lays empty cap unscrewed what did I do? what did I do? My spirit floats my body lays my lover finds me and she prays I reach for her I'm s***ed away like a deep crest of a wave she pounds the ground screaming why oh why? I asked myself why did I? My parents arrive, my best friend too I thought to myself, What did I do!? I look away the pains to deep my life is over because of me I look back for one last glance they zip me up in the body bag. I did this to ease my pain I lost instead of gained as I look down my family I regret that night my life stopped ticking because of a fight

11 Feb, 2012

good bye....suacide.

Sometimes I wish I could rewind my life, To think about all my actions one more time, And to think about all the people I hurt. I knew all the pain would one day come back to haunt me, And sure enough in the end it hit me. Like a knife to my heart, And a bullet to my brain, I finally felt the pain early morning that day. I knew I should have said good bye, But I didn't want to see you cry, I never knew I was going to die. I thought I'd be back, With plenty of time to pick up my slack. The accident, it wasn't my fault good bye......

11 Feb, 2012

suacide.

If anyone will listen, to what I'm about to say, please understand the hurt I feel, And how I got this way. Left behind in darkness, wedged between walls of ice, I pray that someone hears me, friend, foe, or even Jesus Christ. Isolated in my fears, caught between truth and the lies. Will someone hear me screaming, Or hear my desperate, pleading cries? I don't believe in loving, or having a caring friend, because the second that you trust them, is the second that they bend. So In this hallow heart of mine, Is a ivy of envy that's staring to twine, and sprout the weeds of guilt, That slowly began to quilt, Over my hatred that began to grow, Over my soul's ocean to ever flow, Which to that I began to fall, and to which I lost it all. I'm sorry for the people I've hurt, With this death I have presented, But seeing what this could've been, There's nothing that could've been prevented.

11 Feb, 2012

suacide.

You can scream but no one hears you, As you sit and mock in disdain, The blood seeps down your arm As your crying out loud in pain, The broken glass beside the bath, The water ..........

11 Feb, 2012

suacide.

It calls me closer, its calls me near "Just once and it'll be over" Death whispers in my ear Irresistible is its sweet entice Staring down, which one to slice, I observe my ..........

11 Feb, 2012

suacide.

I can’t stand to live anymore I just want to die and end it all. The pain of living is just the start, I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart. It started with hate, but now it’s little ..........

11 Feb, 2012

suacide.

I'll walk down the aisle all alone No ones there they all went home I see the coffin I see your face How could you do such a disgrace I cant hear your voice I cant speak your ..........

11 Feb, 2012

suacide.

Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide. No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside. How can I stay here and live each day a lie, When all I want to do is close my eyes ..........

11 Feb, 2012

suacide.

suacide is going threw my head everday with one speicl person holding it back tammy <3 but idk haw long i am wanting to commet suacide idk what to do something telling me to this world is dark and i wanna escape.

11 Feb, 2012

1st.poem i ever wrote.

…My Only True Love Was The Knife That Struck My Wrist Every Night And Morning Knowing There Was No Secondary Love Knowing Your Love Was Only A Lie That Made The Knife So Close To Me After Loving You So Dearly I Found Myself Dead Asleep Last Thing In My Memory Was The Next Morning Later As I Looked Head To Toe Covered In My Own Blood As Tears Filled With Blood Fell Slowly Down My Cheek As I Said Bye To This World I Called Hell Then Struck My Heart With The Knife That I Called My Only True Love

11 Feb, 2012

if you got a problem with me..

if you got a problem with me come to florida tempa bay and meet me at bay highscool and then you can show me that "i wont do $hit"......

11 Feb, 2012

lol....

me:people think they are the sht geting up on other people -.- p***is me off more then anything else saying "i wont do $hit" of curse iw ont i idk were ppl live on here and i not wasteing my time tracking them down..... i hate it when nerds rage over the keyboardMessage from ..........love<3 [[[[From: ..........love<3 Date: Feb 11 2012 5:30PM Subject: RE: gtfo her Ok? Idc b**** u wnt do s*** ]]]]]]

11 Feb, 2012

lol

Message from ..........love<3 From: ..........love<3 Date: Feb 11 2012 5:30PM Subject: RE: gtfo her Ok? Idc b**** u wnt do s*** lmfao.....some people are 4ucking stupid

11 Feb, 2012

dude.....'.........love<3' <-----gtfo

'.........love<3' gtfo dude.... really... >:( god dam m0f0 gtfo....

11 Feb, 2012

<3

tammy <3

11 Feb, 2012

<333333

<3....i got the perfact girl <333333333 i love her with all my heart.... i ner let any one hurt her...

11 Feb, 2012

my poems....inbox me your fav one

Don’t love me like I do. It’s not possible That you could just walk away. My mouth is shut, But inside I’m screaming, ‘PLEASE STAY!’ ‘I’ll love you forever,’ ‘It’s a mistake,’ ‘This can’t be happening to me…’ Trust my mind, It’s just a bad dream. I’ll wake up in your arms Safe & unharmed… Wish that was the way it goes… Now the story’s coming to a close. Come on back. Say that you love me. Hold me close, Say you were wrong. You’re staying right here. Whisper in my ear; ‘I’m staying,’ ‘I’ll love you forever.’ ‘It was a mistake,’ ‘It’s not happening to you..’ I’m forced to open my eyes, This view takes me by surprise… Still, my mouth is shut. Your seven hundred miles away. And even to this day, I’m still thinking I should’ve screamed, Should’ve yelled, Should’ve pleaded on my knees.. ‘PLEASE STAY. don't give up always keep trying.. Dont ever give up if u still want to try dont ever stop if u still wont to cry dont ever remember if ur trying to forget dont ever back down if ur posed with a threat Dont ever stop caring if u want to be loved dont ever stop and think ur unloved dont ever think about what could go wrong Dont ever say u dont belong Because as long as your with me you will always belong couldent see me. I remember you tonight. Looking around me, all i see is silence. Is that even possible, were you even possible? This silence, i can’t stand it. I need you here with me. But i guess you’ll never come back, baby please come with me let’s go and live at least a broken shattered life. All i want is you, can’t you see that? A tear falls as i look in the dark mirror with a picture of you burning by my side. I’ll forget you, but I’ll always remember you i need you here. I remember you tonight. Looking around me, all i see is silence. Is that even possible, were you even possible? This silence, i can’t stand it. I need you here with me. But i guess you’ll never come ba

11 Feb, 2012

take me back.

I know you Don’t love me like I do. It’s not possible That you could just walk away. My mouth is shut, But inside I’m screaming, ‘PLEASE STAY!’ ‘I’ll love you forever,’ ‘It’s a mistake,’ ‘This can’t be happening to me…’ Trust my mind, It’s just a bad dream. I’ll wake up in your arms Safe & unharmed… Wish that was the way it goes… Now the story’s coming to a close. Come on back. Say that you love me. Hold me close, Say you were wrong. You’re staying right here. Whisper in my ear; ‘I’m staying,’ ‘I’ll love you forever.’ ‘It was a mistake,’ ‘It’s not happening to you..’ I’m forced to open my eyes, This view takes me by surprise… Still, my mouth is shut. Your seven hundred miles away. And even to this day, I’m still thinking I should’ve screamed, Should’ve yelled, Should’ve pleaded on my knees.. ‘PLEASE STAY.

11 Feb, 2012

don't give up always keep trying..

Dont ever give up if u still want to try dont ever stop if u still wont to cry dont ever remember if ur trying to forget dont ever back down if ur posed with a threat Dont ever stop caring if u want to be loved dont ever stop and think ur unloved dont ever think about what could go wrong Dont ever say u dont belong Because as long as your with me you will always belong

11 Feb, 2012

couldent see me.

I remember you tonight. Looking around me, all i see is silence. Is that even possible, were you even possible? This silence, i can’t stand it. I need you here with me. But i guess you’ll never come back, baby please come with me let’s go and live at least a broken shattered life. All i want is you, can’t you see that? A tear falls as i look in the dark mirror with a picture of you burning by my side. I’ll forget you, but I’ll always remember you

10 Feb, 2012

i need you here.

I remember you tonight. Looking around me, all i see is silence. Is that even possible, were you even possible? This silence, i can’t stand it. I need you here with me. But i guess you’ll never come back, baby please come with me let’s go and live at least a broken shattered life. All i want is you, can’t you see that? A tear falls as i look in the dark mirror with a picture of you burning by my side. I’ll forget you, but I’ll always remember you.

10 Feb, 2012

i'm not a angel

I’m no angel, but can’t we pretend? I’ll be with you for ever, and never hurt you. We could pretend that I know what’s right. That I can actually protect you from the world, guide you through its confusion. So lets pretend. I’ll be your angel. And you’ll let me stay

10 Feb, 2012

place in my heart.

I still want to say I love you even though I feel disused You’ve got that place in my heart that’s so rarely used It’s yours forever, I don’t know why, but it’s the truth But I can’t stay, I have to go, this pains too much to show Just please know… This is not what I wanna do But it’s something I have to Remember my goodbye Is just a painful I love you

10 Feb, 2012

darkness inside me....

the darkness inside me is horribly threating. it screams for out, it causes my scars. people say i have no pain. i do but i cant explain. this misery inside me, its like an awful curse. i may not have a horrible life but somehow I’m ready to burst. my life is good my dad sometimes ignores me, but thats not much to say for a boy in a middle class family. some are abused, some have deaths hanging over them. however i don’t, yes i can be ignored, i can be made fun of by my own family, and yes i have been bullied. but its not much to say, i cant explain that darkness inside me, or why it screams for a outburst of blind cutting. yes i slit my arms and have nothing to show for it but scars. its a useless attempt to to sooth that darkness. yet still it screams, I’m like a bomb ready to burst, a boy who to young to have this curse. people laugh at these feelings,as if a boy my age is innocent, they laugh when they are not knowing of that darkness. they laugh when the are filled with a fake light, a light stabilized by the misery of the miserable. like i said i cant explain, this may not be like a the poem that i have previously written, it may just be words to you, it may be a meaningless paragraph that a falsely troubled boy has written, it may be a writing to long for you too bare. i doubt anybody cares to read this, but i write to seize that darkness in me and not always does it come as a poetic master piece, and so i write this in hope that someone can comprehend and relate too these feeling, i write to silence that darkness

10 Feb, 2012

i speak for the...

I speak for the lost souls, and for the broken. I speak of a clock, And not a token. Not for love, or joy, Nor peace. for endless pain of man Never tends to cease. I speak of times and endings, And of death. For none ever take a breath

10 Feb, 2012

ending my life becuse....

All my strength and skill. They will be put to the test. I shall not fail though, for I have faith. Success will come and joy. All my troubles now are through. Now I have fulfilled my purpose, there is nothing left to do but to end it.

10 Feb, 2012

such pain.

Why is there nothing I can do? I see such my pain, such destruction, so many things that shouldn’t happen. There has to be something I can do. Even if it’s just something small, Anything at all, because I can’t take this anymore

10 Feb, 2012

i done being perfact.

I don’t want to be perfect. I’d rather try and fail, then succeed at everything and never appreciate it. Don’t make me be perfect. I want to be able to make mistakes, and not be less of a person because of it.

10 Feb, 2012

:(

Well, my heart is sad, And I am lonesome, for the only one I love. When shall we meet? Oh no never, ‘Till we meet in heaven above. So, bury me underneath the willow, Under the weeping willow tree. So that he may know, Where I am sleeping

10 Feb, 2012

my love for you.

It’s only you that I’ve come to love You’re the only one I ever have. Never, I am not going to give up, The dream that I can lie safely on your lap. I admit it; it hurts me when you don’t look at me. It hurts me when you don’t notice me. That no matter what I do, it just can’t be. I wonder when you can see me. Why did I let this happen? Now I see my falling heart being bent. Just being close to you is just what I intend. I shouldn’t have loved you then.

10 Feb, 2012

fml

omfg fml :( everone hates me now my heart is broken... i am done... forever... to much sht happens in my life. fml

10 Feb, 2012

moved on?

moved on? you look at me with thoose eyes now i realise how i was blind you’ve love me from the beggining, from the moment we first met now i regret every mistake i made turning you down every day saying i don’t like you in that way i went to someone else and my heart got broken then spent tonight with and slept in your arms why has it taken me so long to se where i belong everyone thinks its wrong so why dont i? i want to be with you but have i left it to long? have you moved on

10 Feb, 2012

all my fult......

two years of pain has made me see the hole in my heart was caused by me the love we shared is buried and gone the happy memories i have none if only i’d tried to stay with you the life we dreamt may have came true if only i’d saw that you were the one i wouldnt have did the things that i done now my heart will never feel again the feeling we shared will never be the same i sit in my room thinking of you wishing i could sit or lay down beside you to hear your voice as it says my name to heal your heart to rid you of pain

10 Feb, 2012

with out you.

You said you depended on me Where did you go Please don’t make me just your joke I am everything I am because of you I only wish that you knew My heart aches for you to notice all that I am With out you I just know that I can’t If you hear me let me know Why did you leave me so alone I can’t help myself all the way Because I know your not here to stay You’ve played with me until I got boring And now that I want you all I feel is your scorn I hate that your here without my permission It’s as if my whole life was out of commision

10 Feb, 2012

i slit alone... :(

I don’t know what to do I’ve wasted my life with these lies Ive been alone and prefer it Nobody to turn to Nobody understands Nobody… So now I sit alone… Alone… Alone… Alone forever

10 Feb, 2012

love of cuting

Lonely and scared I feel the pain of loneliness and open veins as I wonder how I became this way I remember that fateful day I gave you my heart and you turned away so now I cut more but you weren’t the only one people at school just don’t understand the unbareable pain that binds the pain of razor cut across my veins.

10 Feb, 2012

jumping.

Jumping Time ticking as people walk past going and coming in all directions. All look lost as they go home. Some with nowhere to go as they find a dark corner and try to stay warm. It starts to rain as I stand here and watch people as though they were ants. I jump and they get closer and then I stop. A collective scream as I start back up. It ends suddenly as the rope snaps. Its getting closer I see the end.

10 Feb, 2012

who am i.

they always say be who you realy are, but who realy am I? am I someone? am I alive? all I feel is pain,sadness,and lonlieness why am I so wierd and different? what is normal? what is it like to be normal? they say listen to your heart, were is my heart? do I have a heart

10 Feb, 2012

my true love is for my knife.

…My Only True Love Was The Knife That Struck My Wrist Every Night And Morning Knowing There Was No Secondary Love Knowing Your Love Was Only A Lie That Made The Knife So Close To Me After Loving You So Dearly I Found Myself Dead Asleep Last Thing In My Memory Was The Next Morning Later As I Looked Head To Toe Covered In My Own Blood As Tears Filled With Blood Fell Slowly Down My Cheek As I Said Bye To This World I Called Hell Then Struck My Heart With The Knife That I Called My Only True Love

09 Feb, 2012

i don't care anymore.

I don’t care. I’ve been hurt so many times. I just can’t care. Everyone is gone, and I am force to go on. I hate everything. Nothing is worth keeping, everything is shadowed by sin. I am not one to judge, but I keep going on. I am lost. Long ago all I found was confusion, my reasoning too cruel to listen. I keep up illusions, so I will go on

09 Feb, 2012

when i snap.

Why can’t I shake the feeling That I’m unwanted? They tell me they love me; That I’m their friend; But I can’t accept it– Even if it is true. I want to stay, And I want to go. I don’t want to choose; Can’t someone choose for me, instead? I love them, Oh so much; They are my friends, my family, The people who keep me sane, When I snap. The people who Calm me down As I cry. What can I do? What do I do?

09 Feb, 2012

my heart dies.

The feeling deepens Like my love still does for you My body weakens I’m so lost and confused And now years later I think of you time and time again Hoping to see you make me understand Even among friends my thoughts drift back to you tears escape my eyes my heart will never be the same

09 Feb, 2012

my hart hurts..

Well, my heart is sad, And I am lonesome, for the only one I love. When shall we meet? Oh no never, ‘Till we meet in heaven above. So, bury me underneath the willow, Under the weeping willow tree. So that he may know, Where I am sleeping, And perhaps he’ll weep for me

09 Feb, 2012

1 thing to ask me

you can ask me 1 thing i will awsner back .... not matter haw fk up it maybe i will....inbox me only one..... unless your frined.

09 Feb, 2012

haw it feel's to loose the person you love.

?You said we were perfect more so than anyone else before but now you’re speechless you desire this no more And that last look you gave me the one right before you walked through the door My heart shattered to pieces a profound feeling like none before

09 Feb, 2012

grave of heart,

I lay here and think about what I could have done to save u U told me u loved me and I believed u U said we would be together for ever That will never happen U said that u would never hurt me It was only a lie U hurt me every time I see u walk past in the hall U kill me every time u hug me and tell me it will be fine Every time u smile at me I sink a little farther into the dark Every time I here ur voice I want to cut my wrist and bleed but I know it wont help me I wish I could have saved u from the fate u brought on your self

09 Feb, 2012

don't give up.

Try and keep trying. For failure is not an option. Success is the goal, but the odds are against. So try. Don’t stop. To give up is failure. And in this game, there is no room

09 Feb, 2012

my heart breaks.

Why did you do it? Why did you leave me By myself? To wonder aimlessly To become this ghost Of what I once was. I’m not sure Where this leaves me Or how I can heal This shattered heart

09 Feb, 2012

something to do.

Why is there nothing I can do? I see such my pain, such destruction, so many things that shouldn’t happen. There has to be something I can do. Even if it’s just something small, Anything at all, because I can’t take this anymore.

09 Feb, 2012

lost love.

You were my friend… Maybe I didn’t show you enough Maybe I didn’t tell you I cared enough Maybe I missed something I wasn’t meant to Maybe this is god’s way of telling me off Maybe this is what I deserve But you didn’t deserve that Not that… not Dead! You deserved a loved filled life One that I hoped I could of been a part of… Now that’ll never happen I loved and lost you

09 Feb, 2012

dieing note.

You said you loved me more than anyone else could ever know but now you’re leaving And I guess you wouldn’t let it show When you held me in your arms my heart pounded and beat so fast I would have killed Just to make that feeling last

09 Feb, 2012

sometime's heart brake kill's me.

Sometimes heartbreak kills me Sometimes your love thrills me Sometimes I sit where i dwell Sometimes I say “Oh well.” But now this time is different Because you aren’t in it I can’t believe the hope i seen Or why I put up with it

09 Feb, 2012

i wanna know why you lied to me..

I just want to know why you lied Why you left me with so many tears And returning fears I just want to know What benifit my tears must go As I closed my eyes The voice inside begins to speak First it is weak Then strong What is wrong it says I tell the voice about how I cry And how I desperatly want to die It says speaking softly Put all your tears in a bucket So they can put out a fire And save you from disaster Save your tears in a bucket To puut out a fire someday

09 Feb, 2012

good bye.

i wish i could die..... from all these lie's..... so now i say good bye...

09 Feb, 2012

finding love again.

life can be harsh love can be unfair but when you’ve got friends who love you even after it all you tend to not care when you find that one you love the most, and want to spend forever with them everything you were ever scared of seems to disapear and your life is finally clear this is why life is worth living. so keep your head held high and live your life how you want to just smile that’s all you have to do

09 Feb, 2012

love hurt's.

i don’t care anymore. soon i’ll hit the cold hard floor. i will no longer hope. all day i just mope. sooner or later this pain will push me off the edge. i wont hold on for dear life. i have become completely numb. no regrets, go ahead take your bets. i will win this one. i don’t regret what i’ve done. i thought you were the one. i guess once again i was wrong. but the music must go on, to our song i will sing along. you told me you’d never leave, yet another lie. you should’ve told me right away you’d make me cry. save me the heartache. and i should’ve known you’d say goodbye

09 Feb, 2012

i miss you.

i sit around and mope all day; as i waste my life away. nothing’s the same; all i feel is pain. i cry myself to sleep at night; nothing feels right. the pain, the sting; the burning feeling. my heart is broken; i stay quiet, and unspoken. dreading another day; hoping it would all go away. i waste my life away; more and more everyday.

09 Feb, 2012

the pain wont go away.

on the inside i’m dying; on the outside i’m crying. nothing’s the same; please stop causing me pain. i can’t handle it anymore; it’s like you’re repetitively hitting me with a door. why can’t we go back to how it used to be? i keep my heart locked up, and you hold the key. i give up, i’m done; i know you’re gone. forever you’ll stay the only one for me; forever to you, that i’ll never be. my heart broken and sore. please heal my pain; before i go insane. i’m dying; are you crying? do you even care? this isn’t fair! i’ll always be waiting here; waiting on you; to tell me you feel the way i do

09 Feb, 2012

you left me crying...

Being liked doesn’t interest me I want to be love, not liked you see Being your friend isn’t enough bliss I’m going to tell you just like this I should be able to say it to your face But you always make my heart race If you’d love me later, you shouls love me now But you tell me you don’t know how If you listen to your inside voice It will make your face very moist When you realize You could’ve loved me, but now i’m gone… your choice

09 Feb, 2012

crying heart.

She tells me she loves me but walks away She sleeps next to me but says we are nothing She fell for someone else but that meant nothing She keeps me with a smile and kills me with a lie She leaves me crushed to pick me back up She lives with a broken girl who loves through lies

09 Feb, 2012

haw i feel.

I love you more than you know, I still don’t know why you had to go. Leave me here, a shattered mess, Far from my best. I always feel alone. If I could, I would, reach out to you, with all of my might. I’d hold your hand, all through the night. You could count on me. If I could, I would, give you my all, and when we die, together we’d fall. Together til the very end. Never apart, my heart is your heart. Yours forevermore. I wish you could come into my world, feel what I feel, see what I see. Experience the deep ache within me. Lying to you, I could never bare to do. But the truth hurts too. If I could, I would lay beside you, gaze into those eyes. Our lives would rise, you’d truly be my prize. And to for once, in my entire life, I can finally conceive, the wonderful ability of being able to breathe, just breathe.

09 Feb, 2012

love at sight.

Love at first sight, That is what this was, A love that I couldn’t control, A love that I didn’t understand, That I only knew I needed, Love that just came upon my heart

09 Feb, 2012

everthing to me

You said you loved me But it had never been true All you ever said was a lie I was just a part if your game But its over now Your secret revealed You were a player You toyed with my heart Toyed with my heart But your plan fell apart You were everything to me You were all a boy could need I’d never ask for more But all you wanted

09 Feb, 2012

dieing inside

I know you Don’t love me like I do. It’s not possible That you could just walk away. My mouth is shut, But inside I’m screaming, ‘PLEASE STAY!’ ‘I’ll love you forever,’ ‘It’s a mistake,’ ‘This can’t be happening to me…’ Trust my mind, It’s just a bad dream. I’ll wake up in your arms Safe & unharmed… Wish that was the way it goes… Now the story’s coming to a close. Come on back. Say that you love me. Hold me close, Say you were wrong. You’re staying right here. Whisper in my ear; ‘I’m staying,’ ‘I’ll love you forever.’ ‘It was a mistake,’ ‘It’s not happening to you..’ I’m forced to open my eyes, This view takes me by surprise… Still, my mouth is shut. Your seven hundred miles away. And even to this day, I’m still thinking I should’ve screamed, Should’ve yelled, Should’ve pleaded on my knees.. ‘PLEASE STAY.’

09 Feb, 2012

turning it back

You’re more beautiful than you know if you can’t tell I can’t let you go I guess im stuck in the past you were my first love and my last Like sand in an hour glass can we turn this clock back In my heart is filled with amillion ones like this crack Im tired of crying take the damn thing back Im sorry for all the things I said because without you I fell completely dead

09 Feb, 2012

fighting for

Insanity I My tears are red Red with hate I feel like a freak Afraid to eat Afraid to sleep Waiting for more pain Saddness filling me Intruding from the outside in Burning through my skin Fighting my desire To become the monster within No soul,No eyes Touching only lies Seeing your fate A feeling that i hate Save me Frome insanity Save my Humanity

09 Feb, 2012

my heart

There is an ache in my heart Calling your name Alone and still beating Feeling nothing but pain The heart is the soul The container of love But now it feels unneeded Unneeded of your love There is confusion in my brain Wondering where you have gone Did you leave without telling Or were you never there at all The brain is the messenger To tell your heart right from wrong But the brain was also tricked Like the heart it fell for love There is a blur in my eyes Trying to clear Then a fact had struck them You had disappeared Feeling blind and hopeless Knowing you aren’t there My eyes of blindness Soon shed a tear The eyes are what tell your brain who looks bad But like the brain and the heart The eyes would cry sad To soon come to realize that they have been lied to By the power of beauty never knowing what she’d do There is weakness in my arms That once held you tight Alone and unhelpful Of holding you in site Wondering where you have gone,and why there is nothing Underneath the arms, that made our relationship trusting. But now the arms realize Like the eyes,the brain,and the heart That the boy that made them happy Has ripped them apart There is always a connection Between the functions of love They all have the feelings Of a free flying dove Always so happy Doing their part And even though they aren’t human They make up a heart The Heart and the Brain, The Eyes and the Arms, All working together making one heart And that heart was destroyed By the evils of love Never again will they feel like a dove. They all had lost something close Something close to their hearts But never again should they have to know That everyboy that comes by their way Will soon break their hearts in every possible way

09 Feb, 2012

:(

dreams only of you drive me insane i want you so bad but Im afriad of being hurt again thats what drives me insane i dont know what you are thinking im scared that you will hurt me i do hope that one day i can trust you but i will never know everyone tells me to just give it a try or get to know you first but what if i hate you or worst of all what if you hate me i cant take that type of pain not by you i know one of us is going to get hurt i dont know you well but i think im in love with you

09 Feb, 2012

:(

Dont ever give up if u still want to try dont ever stop if u still wont to cry dont ever remember if ur trying to forget dont ever back down if ur posed with a threat Dont ever stop caring if u want to be loved dont ever stop and think ur unloved dont ever think about what could go wrong Dont ever say u dont belong Because as long as your with me you will always belong

09 Feb, 2012

:(

If I am heartbroken, it’s because you don’t love me. I loved you before I even realized it, Your past ghosts don’t frighten me, because I accepted them long ago. If I am obsessed, it’s because I can’t have you. You don’t want me, and every time you tell me, you add another wound to my heart.

09 Feb, 2012

i wish.

i’m sorry for my mistakes for all the wrong things that i did i was just too blind to see that the fault was on me regret is in my mind now i wish to rewind flash back to the times when i was still a babe inside i wish that i wasn’t born and to myself i hadn’t sworn that i will be what i wanted to be i wish i would disappear i wish i had nothing to hear and no one will notice me gone now my heart stops to beat goodbye as i forever sleep burn faded memories as time flashes back the scene

09 Feb, 2012

:(

Burning tears strolling down my face And every night I lay awake I’m taking over what I can take No one will ever take your place And every time you turn away Hurting me till I drift away No way you could ever take away this pain You caused to much to make it evaporate Anger and sadness is what you’ve given me And now you’ve taken away what we called we Don’t wanna lose the good that you gave to me Just wanna take my heart back Please set me free

09 Feb, 2012

does it really matter?

I’m fine I say Everyday I’m okay I say Everyday Does it matter If I stay Does it matter How much I pray Does it matter The games I play Cause I never win So let’s begin I’m fine I say Everyday I’m okay I say Everyday Does it matter If my life slips away Who cares anyway It all ends today Does it matter Who I even am If I lie and pretend Does it matter If I’ve never been okay Cause I’ll never be fine I’ve committed a crime I haven’t done my time And now the misery is mine So I guess I’ll just say I’m F I N E

09 Feb, 2012

why did you leave?

You said you depended on me Where did you go Please don’t make me just your joke I am everything I am because of you I only wish that you knew My heart aches for you to notice all that I am With out you I just know that I can’t If you hear me let me know Why did you leave me so alone I can’t help myself all the way Because I know your not here to stay You’ve played with me until I got boring And now that I want you all I feel is your scorn I hate that your here without my permission It’s as if my whole life was out of commision…

09 Feb, 2012

no one there for you.

I don’t know what to do I’ve wasted my life with these lies Ive been alone and prefer it Nobody to turn to Nobody understands Nobody… So now I sit alone… Alone… Alone… Alone forever…

09 Feb, 2012

heart break

And again… I have to pick up the pieces The broken mirror The only reflection A life scattered to pieces A life lived A life broken This is where I give up This is where trust take u This is what love does 2 u The mirror reflect only, Pain, tears love, falling And braking. The brokeness will stay But who cares anyways You just have to keep breathing So go on hurt yourself Make it bleed Draw a pic with red lines Transfer the pain So you would die…

09 Feb, 2012

look at what we doing.

all we do is hurt people in this world i feel like were the reason people dieing becuse all we do is cuzz heart break and pain we ether all hurt someone emotionly or by hand we don't think twice before we do it what would happen after so many people died becuse of othe people people just hurting other people thinking it cool is it worth killing someone or hurting them just to cool and all other people just stand there in wacth why it's happening you could be wacthing a sucacide going to happen becuse us humans are heartless in are own way everday over 100 kid's die from commeting suacide becuse of other people well i am almost there... knowing that when i end my world all my pain in heart break will be no more but i wont everone needs to open there eys in see what there doing to eacth other

09 Feb, 2012

should i?

if you were aboused by one of these people inbox me should i fight him [ ] yes or [ ] no becuse i know were he live's he make acout and come on here and abousis people and i am sick of it.....if you been abouse my xxemo_kidxx inbox me if you been aboused by him should i kick his a** in put it on youtube for all you all?

09 Feb, 2012

FUCK you xxemo_kidxx

i'm starting to get really pizzed here i am going threw alot of 4ucking stuff and this person come's on in starts sht with all my friend's. if i see xxemo_kidxx i swaer to god...... >:(............

09 Feb, 2012

thhis time.

i wont hold back this time

09 Feb, 2012

ending my life becuse...

becuse i have gone threw so much all people like to do to me is make my life worse liveing in a world were all you go threw is heart break and pain and i'm going to die one day any way so why not now get it over with so i wont hat to deal with the pain and heart break people made me and ended me i can't stand this world someone on here made me relize that two pedofile with the name "s*** my big one" in it they opend my eye's that the world will never get batter so i am ending my life. this time no one will stop me i not makeing a mistake of leting my self live in this world anyone were people jut hurt each other well look will it dragged me to.... sunday is my last day before i slit my throat or pull the trigger.

08 Feb, 2012

lol

some old guy was trying to molast me today......by telling me he wanted me to go touch his big one.... lol...... ppl need to learn not to troll.

08 Feb, 2012

read this

if you are reading this you are wasteing you time so stop reading this why would you even waste your time to read this i am not worth it i am just a worthless emo who needs to go die...

08 Feb, 2012

lol.

wow today i got aboused by three old man lol on here they all really must want me to "ride there big one" "s*** there big one" "go kill my self" >.< wow............this happen's ever day by these pedofiles if you gotten threaten or aboused today inbox me :)

08 Feb, 2012

lol

am i hot? [ ] yes [ ] fk no [ ] ugly [ ] no [ ] maybe do you think i am werid for asking that? [ ] yes [ ] no [ ] fk yes [ ] fk no [ ] maybe

07 Feb, 2012

haw do you know when you love someone

1.when you love someone all you do is think about them you always think about what your going to say to them when your aroud them someone you always enjoy talking to someone you never hurt or make upset someone you would die for do anything for someone you would cry for someone you enjoy talking to if they ask you for something you wouldent think twice..... is that haw it is today no today it more like this 2.someone you want to screw/touch/call s**y/dont give a sht aslong as they are hot....that all you heartlesss bicthhhhhis care about well look at this which would you spend ur life number 1 or 2?

07 Feb, 2012

hurting

everone get's one life haw does it make you feel knowing that your ruining there one life they dident do sht to you so get over it i sick in tired of seeing this sht happen open ur dam eyes people and walk out side in take a f***ing look look what we all did were think about it knowing that becuse of YOU someone could be going threw hell.

07 Feb, 2012

hurting people.

everone hurting each other people to stupid to see what they are doing to each other your not justing hurting that one person your hurting your self becuse when you hurt someone yo start hurting everone look at are world all becuse we all wanna be "cool" well all you people who think your worth more then other well get over your self your not your all human nothing you do will make your worth more just worth less for haw you treat people.

07 Feb, 2012

one life

one life haw are you going to use it. one life haw you going to spend it. one life who you going to spend it with. one life who you going to share it with. one life haw you going to end it. one life haw you going to begen it.

07 Feb, 2012

.

i'm here you just can't see me i'm crying you just cant hear me i'm talking you just dont listain my heart breaks you just dont know it

07 Feb, 2012

<3..

evertime i look at the keyboard i see that u and i are always togather.

07 Feb, 2012

life.

DANCE. as though no one is wacthing you. LOVE. as thouhg you never been hurt before. SING. as thouhg no one can hear you. LIVE. as though heaven is on earth.

07 Feb, 2012

leaveing...

i miss you dear one i awake each day lonley in longing your return each night. i stay awake thinking of you my love.

07 Feb, 2012

pain.

giveing up doesent always mean u r weak sometime it just means your strong enough to let go

07 Feb, 2012

heart,

my heart longs for you,my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you my empty arms reach out for you.

06 Feb, 2012

love!

if you love someoneyour soul belongs to them you would die for them you arms reach out for them you are always there for them.......

06 Feb, 2012

explain the meaning of love?

1. someone to care for..... 2. someone you wanna be with for the rest of your life. 3.someone you never wanna upset. 4.never get tired of talking to them. 5. you enjoiy spending time with them.