03 Nov, 2008

Ruben

Everyday i share with you i fall in love with you all over again <3 <33

26 Oct, 2008

A Snowy Day [[Another dream i had]]

i dreamed about you again <3. okiez thiz iz what happened in my dream... Az we walk along the cold path, white flakez start to fall around uz, you said it'z snowing, how beautiful!, though at that time i couldn't see anything but you, az the snow fell silently around uz, you took my hand and looked into my eyez and said i will love you forever Emma, then i said i will love you forever too Ruben, then you huged me tight and graved my hand and we walked off.. then i woke up.... Now az i think back on that moment, i fall down on my kneez into the silence of the snow, i think of you, and how i fell for you.

26 Oct, 2008

So True <33

"A word you can forget. A kizz you can erase. And your tearz disappear... But your memory will never leave my heart." <33

25 Oct, 2008

~Your~

~your the only thing that keepz me wishing on a wishing star. your the song in the car i keep singing over and over. your the only one that haz enough of me to break my heart. your the time taken up but therez never enough and your all that i need to fall into. i love u so very much Ruben <3 <3~

24 Oct, 2008

...

Ruben im gonna mizz u terebly!! i can't belive i won't see u for a whole month. i love u deeply and i can't even tell u how much im gonna mizz u. i love u forever and ever baby <3

23 Oct, 2008

¸¸.•*¨*• Løve¸¸.•*¨*•

our love towardz each other grew from the time i met you, our love for one another will never faint, it will only keep growing everytime i see your face, you love me, i love you, you need me, i need you more, everything i here you say makez me want to live, everything you tell me goez straight to my heart, watch those wordz that leave your lipz, my heart iz waiting and it can’t get ripped, heartz can live but when to much pain takez over, they die and never love again, thiz iz my last love, if we don’t work out then thiz will be my end, you are my life, i told u i would love you alwayz and forever, that waz true, i alwayz will.

22 Oct, 2008

i had thiz dream last night...

i waz alone in the woodz walking and then someone came and started chasing me. i waz running and running and it seemed like the woodz would never end. then i tripped and fell, tearz started fallin down my face. i looked up and the person i waz running from waz myself. then some boy came out from behind a tree, it waz Ruben. he walked over toward me and sat down next to me. i looked at him tearz still fallin from my face out of fear. i waz so afraid and scared, flash backz started running threw my head. all the flash backz were horrible, i started thinking of when my parentz died and when my cat died and all the people that are so cruel to me at school. i strated to cry even harder. then Ruben turned to me and huged me so tight that i had no more sadnezz or fearz and i stoped crying. i felt safe and protected. then he kizzed me gently on the forhead and rested my head in hiz armz.. at that momment he didn't need to say anything all he needed to do waz keep holding me and never let go. az i waz laying in hiz armz all he did waz watch me. i felt protected and i started to fall asleep in hiz armz.. before i completly fell asleep i herd him whisper softly "sweet dreamz. emma... i will never let you go, i love you emma". he never stoped watching over me... then i woke up.

20 Oct, 2008

My Happy Ending Story<333

Once Upon A Time there waz a boy named Ruben and a girl named Emma. When Emma met Ruben she fell for him right away. She couldn't help it he waz so amazing. One day they told one another how they felt about each other and then they started to date. Emma loved him so much and Ruben loved her a lot too but Emma still felt some sadnezz in here cuz she loved him so much that she waz afraid of loosing him again. Then one day Ruben took Emma outside into the night were the starz were shinning so bright and just gazed into her eyez and she gazed back into hiz eyez. Then Ruben graved Emma holding her so tight and said "i will never let u go, i will love u forever Emma". Emma trusted hiz whole word. Then Emma gazed into hiz sparkling eyez and kizzed him and then she said "i will never let u go either, i will love u alwayz and forever Ruben". Then Ruben took Emma'z hand and brought her off into the moonlight were they walked together. Ruben never let her go and Emma never let him go. They loved each other forever and lived Happily Ever After. The Perfect Happy Ending Story <3

20 Oct, 2008

Finally :D

i have a love that iz true. i feel 4 u and u cought me and loved me too. i know u love me but i love u so much that i am still afraid of loosing u again. i hope we will be together 4ever.

19 Oct, 2008

Yay! :]

Hez happy now so i am :DD... hehee i love u baby<3

19 Oct, 2008

im gonna mizz you<3

i love s.v.s<3... i hope u kno who u are. incase u didn't know s.v.s= someone very special. ya and ur so special to me i love u sooooo much Ruben!! :D. i mizz u! i wish u would get online but ur not coming online till a week or so cuz u feel unwanted here =(. ur not unwanted baby i want u here and im sure other ppl do too. i Lovee Youu Tonz and Tonz so much!! im gonna mizz not talkin to u 4 a whole week. i can't handle that. i can't even handle not talkin to u 4 one day lol... well i love u bye<3<3<33<3333<3

18 Oct, 2008

Omg

im so hyper right now lol. itz kinda werid i alwayz get hyper at night O.o.. well it seemz werid2 me anyway. ya so i really wanna talk2 my friendz cuz im so bored nd really wanna talk so message me okiez.. damn i wish Ruben waz online =/. i wanna talk2 him sooo bad cuz i jus love talkin2 him. i love u baby! <3 teehee *Gglz*... Omg im so hyper dat when i waz jumping on my bed i lost my balence and fell off lol... guezz what i waz bothering my bro cuz i kept singing thiz song dat i have stuck in my head and he'z like shut up ur so anoying and im like now u kno how i feel when u bother the shxit out of me everyday, i can't help it im jus so happy and hyper. lol ya and my mom waz geting so mad at me cuz i had my radieo ona nd i had the music on so loud. hehee idc if she getz mad at me shez such a bxitch shez alwayz goin through my personal stuff like my poemz and shxit and i hate dat!! but w/e im still so hyper! ^__^

18 Oct, 2008

Animal Talk

Rawr = I love you Grr = I'm playing around Hiss = I hate you Meow = I wanna f*ck you Bark = Oww Woof = Hi

17 Oct, 2008

My Best Friendz

1.Ruben[[a.k.a RubenRomance... my boyfriend<3]] 2.RazorBladLove]] 3.Lilly[[a.k.a FriendlyChick]] 5.Sam[[a.k.a death000000]] 4.Sarah[[a.k.a lilly685]] 5.Lauren[[a.k.a kaleyc333]]

17 Oct, 2008

your smile

Everytime u look at me and smile like u smile my heart raisez and beatz really fast, your smile iz so bright, u alwayz brighten up my day, u make my heart melt with that wonderful smile, when ever u smile i can't help but smile too, i love that smile, don't ever loose it, i want u happy, i want to be yourz 4ever and u to be mine 4ever.

17 Oct, 2008

My Heart--- By Paramore<3

Thiz song remindz me of someone i love deeply. i alwayz listen 2 thiz song becuz it remindz me of how much i love u Ruben and need u<3.... I am finding out that maybe I was wrong That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone Stay with me, this is what I need, please? Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you We could sing our own but what would it be without you? I am nothing now and it's been so long Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope This time I will be listening. Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you We could sing our own but what would it be without you? This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you My heart is yours This heart, it beats, beats for only you My heart is yours (My heart, it beats for you) This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you) My heart is yours (My heart is yours) This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours (Please don't go, please don't fade away) (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

16 Oct, 2008

Baby

when i kizz u i feel hypnopized into ur sparkling eyez when u gaze at me be4 u kizz me, when u hug me i have no fearz and no sadnezz i jus feel safe and protected, when u call me baby or if im even jus around u i get b***erfliez, when u say u love me i feel so warm inside and so happy and loved, i love u Ruben with all my heart<3

15 Oct, 2008

Ruben

u are the prince that takez me away and lovez me 4ever in my story of a happy ending... Baby *givez u 11 real rosez and 1 plastic rose and sayz i will love u until the last rose diez*

15 Oct, 2008

my world

my world waz black and white until u walked through that door into mi heart.

15 Oct, 2008

i think of you

Az i lay on my bed, i think of u, i fall asleep and begin to dream, i dream of u, i wake up, i think of u, u are my everything, my whole world Ruben, i'll alwayz love u.