21 Jan, 2016

This life was a lie

I'm done...yes I got a kid...yes I lost my momma yes I lied and not sure why maybe it was because growing up my life was s*** and I had to cover all that up with lies I screwed up with Andrew ik I regret it...because I fell for him...Iwill understand if he doesn't forgive me ever it will hurt but it's life...I'm just. ..one person who is broken...and yes I'm 19 I have a son who is going to be 7 months on 23rd ...his dad is 32 I'm kinda stupid aren't I? But now I have a child I have responsibilitys I grew up and the truth comes out...I talked to Craig he says that it is messed up with what I did and need come out with the truth no matter how hard it was or how much it hurts...because I wanted to but I was unsure so we talked and he said it's best too...and come out with the truth it's clear what I did was f***ed up...a lot of things were f***ed up yeah I'll admit my life's s***..that's true but I did lie about stuff to u guys and I'm done with that...I can't do it and I'm sorry if u guys can't forgive me...I'm sorry and I understand

04 Jan, 2016

:/

Drew came back I f***ed up cause I thought he left me I'm just messed up hope he stays thought I missed him

23 Aug, 2015

I'm saying this cause I regret it

Help your parents out when they need it I helped my mom even if it was 12-6 am she called I picked up ran out the door went cross town to save her from whatever .....so do what u need to for ur parent and tell them everyday you love them cause you never know when they r going to go can be in a second a min an hour a day a week a month a year you never know I've told my MA whenever I talked to her that I love her????? but I feel I didn't say it enough and I regret it ??

23 Aug, 2015

:/

My grandpa told me that the family needs happyness laughter and smiles said his grandma once told him that in life your family is the one to hurt you the most and it will make you stronger. And that I will have to accept and believe it ...so I haven't been crying trying make the best of my days but I still won't believe and don't wanna accept but I will smile act happy hide my pain just for my MA she said she wants me to be happy and not see sadness and all....I can't cry even when I feel like it I just feel anger ik I need to cry but it just won't come out the thing that does is anger ??

22 Aug, 2015

????

Got message saying bet you won't get on ur knees for me while ur bf is in the bathroom I said ...u r right ????

21 Aug, 2015

don't wanna believe or accept it ?

We are going miss my mom making the last thing she asked for hamburger soup I love the way she makes it tho ahh :/

01 Jan, 2014

ok

happy new years hope you guys enjoy it :)

29 Dec, 2013

really

how is it we are fake how the f*** can we be signed on at once? we have different lifes we told you our life story we were as true as u we could be and u decide to do this this!

29 Dec, 2013

drake

u f***ing p**** ik ur tryin protect me but I swear if it was u that hurt this girl UGH!

28 Dec, 2013

alright

thanks drake and if we hang out you need bring drinks or something make me forget and make it fun but ill message you now thanks

28 Dec, 2013

ugh

idk whats goin on am I taken or not idk anymore I need angel right now /.\ V.V :/ OR Drake I guess

28 Dec, 2013

haha

voxer went and was ringtone went my life be like and my texting ringtone cut in was like ROLL IT UP TAKE A HIT haha so it went "my life be like ROLL IT UP TAKE A HIT!" but it all cuts in and out both ringtones trippy

27 Dec, 2013

well

didn't sleep yet got lots thinkin to do so night!

27 Dec, 2013

UGH!

im tired of it all maybe I should do what they wishing hoping and telling me to do!

27 Dec, 2013

well then

im tired as f*** he isnt on he got off ...sooo ima prob take a nap be up in an hour at 9:30 xP laterz

27 Dec, 2013

wow aha

watching Something ahaha this girl like well i was asking you here to umm ask if you would take my virginity ... *Guy laughs and every1 else laughs* Uhhh well i can do that..... they go on and on and then he asks him about her sister and blah blah blah whens the last time u slept with her.. he said .last night and ur going to sleep with her sister? well u cant say no to someone who wants to have s** with u ^ the f***s wrong with people -_-

27 Dec, 2013

UGH!!

im like soooo freaking tired!!!! :/

27 Dec, 2013

well then

if anyone has any drawing ideas message me ^.^

29 Sep, 2013

Well Then

The One I Usually Talk To On Here Hasn't Been On The Two Days I Been On I Been Waiting For A Message but I made an amazing friend I never thought I could trust someone so fast But Im Glad I Met Him Now I Have A Friend Who Actually Gives A Shiiiiiitt And Fun/funny to talk to But My Friend Gettting Off I Have No One To Talk to Other Then Angel But I Don't Want To Talk To Her We Were Fighting Sooo I Will Be Going Soon :)

13 May, 2012

Okay This Was Meant For May 12

Happy 6th Birthday To My Little Brother Happy 29th Birthday To My Uncle Glenn Sr R.i.p We Love You Both And We Will Never Forget Any Of You You Well Always Be In Our Hearts :)

04 Mar, 2009

a crip poem

let it rain let it flood let a crip kill a blood let it rain let it drip kill a slob cuz i claim crip let it rain let it thunder bury a slob 6 feet under when i die show no pity bring my should to gangsta city 6 flyin 5 diein 6 popin 5 dropin BK all day everyday till my blu cassket drops throw tha c's up and tha b's down f*** all slobs kill'em wit my knife BK all day every day let it rain let it drip let a slob know i claim crip Ashes to ashes dust to dust in crip we trust and slobs we bust crips go to heaven cuz the sky is clue but bloods go to hell cuz they aint trul kill a slob , win a prize , kill a crip ya whole family dies. heavenly father please hear me tonight i need so much guidance to my life sometimes the pleasure is so hard to bear , how can i wake up to face a new day knowing i have to live my life this crazy way. heavenly father forgive all my sins i went to change but where do i begin? give me strength to resist the wild life i desire , help me get away jrom the nighty g**fire please god bless my family whos eyessilent plead for me not to go as they watch me leave and god bless my mother who cries everynight worrying if i would be killed in yet another g**fight heavenly father please answer my prayer please let me know that your listening up there when will it end ? whats it al for ? to prove to my hommies yeah im up for it yeah im hardcore sometimes i wonder how will i die by a bullet wound ...or a knife on tha side . heavenly father pleasehear me to night give me the courage and the the strength to live my life right please show me the way lord show me the light . help give my heat peace , so i dont have to fight , thank you for forgiveness lord , and for still being there AMEN!! minds of steal hearts of stone crip machine is movin on ble steal blue flag crippin hard no turnin back raise the "C" and hole it high forever forward do or die spread your eings raise your head we are risin from the dead soldiers soldiers war war lose one k