27 Nov, 2016

"coming down"

It's caving in around me What I thought was solid ground I tried to look the other way But I couldn't turn around It's OK for you to hate me For all the things I've done I've made a few mistakes But I'm not the only one Step away from the ledge I'm coming down I could never be What you want me to You pull me under To save yourself (Save yourself) You will never see What's inside of me I pull you under just to save myself Was there ever any question On how much I could take? You kept feeding me your bulls*** Hoping I would break Is there anybody out there? Is there anyone who cares? Is there anybody listening? Will they hear my final prayers? Step away from the ledge I'm coming down I could never be What you want me to You pull me under To save yourself (Save yourself) You will never see What's inside of me I pull you under just to save myself (Save myself) It's caving in around me (Caving in) It's tearing me apart (Tearing me) It's all coming down around me (Coming down) Does anyone Anyone Care at all? I will never be What you want me to You pull me under I pull you under I could never be What you want me to You pull me under To save yourself (Save yourself) You will never see What's inside of me I pull you under just to save myself?

13 Apr, 2015

kik

kik me devilkid21

18 Aug, 2013

:)

kik me devilkid1 :)

04 Aug, 2013

:D

i lost the game!!!

02 Aug, 2013

hollywood undead bullet

My legs are dangling off the edge, The bottom of a bottle is my only friend, I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, My legs are dangling off the edge, A stomach full of pills didn't work again, I think I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone. Gone too far and yeah I'm gone again, It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends, I'm sitting on the edge with my 2 best friends, Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of gin, 20 stories up, yeah I'm up at the top, I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off, Asphalt to me has never looked so soft, I bet my momma found my letter, now shes calling the cops, I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it, 'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance, Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent, 'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is, I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife, But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice, I never bought a suit piece for my life, But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice. So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah I'll see you tomorrow. My legs are dangling off the edge, The bottom of a bottle is my only friend, I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone, My legs are dangling off the edge, A stomach full of pills didn't work again, I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone. Hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night? When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream, When you can't dream, well, whats life mean? We feel a little pity, but don't empathize, The old are getting older, watch a young man die, A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realise it don't (?) You don't know what happened to that kid you raised, What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay? I didn't know 'cause you didn't say, Now Momm

01 Jul, 2013

:)

happy canada day

27 Jun, 2013

saddest story ever

*Little girl crying* DAD; "Hunny, are you okay?" Daughter; "No dad. How can I be?" DAD; "I understand why your upset but your mom wouldn't want you to be like this." *The doctor comes out* Doctor; "She wants to see her daughter." Dad; "Go on hunny." *The little girl goes in the room only to see her sick mother.* Mom; "Hunny have you been crying?" *she wipes her daughter's tears off* Daughter; "Yes, mommy. Are you gonna be okay?" Mom; "I'll be soon enough." *smiles* Daughter; "I can't wait for you to come home hunny." *The mother's eyes water* Daughter; "Why are you crying mommy?" Mom; "Nothing babygirl. I just really love you." *The daughter smiles and lays beside her mom. She falls asleep quickl.* *The little girl wakes up to b****ing sounds. She looks at her mom. She was still sleeping. She shakes her hoping she would wake up. But no answer. She tries again. Nothing* Daughter; "MOM! WAKE UP!" *She realizes what had happened but keeps denying it.* Daughter; "MOM! Come on! Don't leave me. Please!" *The doctor comes in and the dad grabs the girl out of the room* Doctor; "Date of Death; 10;30 pm" *The daughter cries and cries somemore.* -an hour later- Dad; "Hunny, your mom wanted you to have this." *It was a letter. The daughter opens the letter* "Dear princess, Oh I love you so so much.I'm so sorry to be gone this early in your life. Mommy was really sick, there was nothing the doctors could've done. Don't worry mommy is in a better place now, looking over you. I have a feeling you're gonna turn into a remarkable young woman. No doubt about it. You have to always remember to behave, because it's only you and your father now. Take care of him for me? I know you will. I'll always be looking over you my little angel. I love you and that'll never change. Love, Mommy." *The girl cuddle the letter, remembering her mom.*

04 Aug, 2012

say goodnight bfmv

Heavens waiting for you Just close you eyes and say goodbye Hearing your pulse go on and on and on I live my life in misery I'd sacrifice this world to hold you No breath left inside of me Shattered glass keeps falling Say goodnight Just sleep tight Say goodnight Flowers laid out for you So many colours leave me blind Seeing your face reflect from our babies eyes I live my life in misery I'd sacrifice this world to hold you No breath left inside of me Shattered glass keeps falling Say goodnight Just sleep tight Say goodnight So here I am you're inside of me So here I am our world is over (2x) Here I am with you I'm there til the end Memories are calling so farewell my friend Farewell my friend (2x) My friend (3x)

02 Aug, 2012

bitter sweet memories by bfmv

You turn me off at the push of a button And you pretend that I don't mean nothing I'm not a saint it's easy to tell But guess what honey you ain't no angel You like to scream, use words as a weapon Well go head take your best shot woman I wanna leave you it's easy to see But guess what honey it's not that easy We get so complicated (complicated) These fingers full of memories So rip my pictures from your wall Tear them down and burn them all Light the fire and walk away There's nothing left to say so Take the ashes from the floor Bury them to just make sure That nothing more is left of me Just bittersweet memories (Memories) I wanna run and escape from your prison But when I leave I feel something is missing I'm not afraid that's easy to tell This can't be heaven it feels like I'm in hell Your like a drug that I can't stop taking I want more and I can't stop craving I still want you it's easy to see But guess what honey your not that good for me We get so complicated (COMPLICATED) These fingers full of memories So rip my pictures from your wall Tear them down and burn them all Light the fire and walk away There's nothing left to say so Take the ashes from the floor Bury them to just make sure That nothing more is left of me Just bittersweet memories (Memories)

23 Mar, 2012

:)

some1 talk 2 me im dying of bordom lol

31 Jan, 2012

:)

I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife. 'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here. Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you. This place full of peace and light, and I'd hoped you might, Take me back inside when the time is right.

31 Jan, 2012

:)

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen. So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you. Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste. Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway. I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right. Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be, Arrived too early. And when I think of all the places I just don't belong, I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far. I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear, escape from this afterlife. 'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here. A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain. Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you. Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste. Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway. This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall). No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall). So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign. I've made up my mind. Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye. Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life. I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife. 'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here. Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you. This place full of peace and light, and I'd hoped you might, Take me back inside, when the time is right. Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me. I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening. Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be. (I am unbroken, I'm choking on this ecstasy.) Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me (Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live.) [Screaming and maniacal laughter] I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife. 'Cause this time I'm right to m

11 Nov, 2011

lest we forget

Plz pause today in remembrance of the fallen who gave blood for our freedoms we have today, and those who continue to fight for not just our freedom but those of others in countries who are oppressed and stand alone. We who serve stand together and fight for those who are unable

10 Nov, 2011

only if

Dear Santa, this year for Christmas I'd like ... No - wait - forget that!!! Get your sleigh and go to Afghanistan & Iraq, then, get all the soldiers and bring them home to their families, safe & sound. They deserve presents more than I do! Put this as your status for at least 24 hours to show respect to the soldiers that won't be coming home at Christmas..

20 Aug, 2011

good song

http://www.youtube.com /watch?v=OJgiz-GF FpE song i always sing before bed

19 Mar, 2011

:)

"if your friend was dying, and they asked you to pull the plug on them because they were in too much pain, would you do it?"

15 Jan, 2011

slayer raining blood

Trapped in purgatory A lifeless object, alive Awaiting reprisal Death will be their acquisition The sky is turning red Return to power draws near Fall into me, the sky's crimson tears Abolish the rules made of stone Pierced from below, souls of my treacherous past Betrayed by many, now ornaments dripping above Awaiting the hour of reprisal Your time slips away Raining blood From a lacerated sky Bleeding its horror Creating my structure Now I shall reign in blood!

15 Jan, 2011

so true

::Just because his eyes don't tear doesn't mean his heart doesn't cry. And just because he comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong::

19 Sep, 2010

me like dat 1

in order to truly stand tall one has to know what it feels like to fall down

19 Sep, 2010

heres 1 way of dying

Flaming car wreck at high speed The combination of a fuel pump failure and a spark plug make your death not quick but not slow either, your car is going to explode into a giant speeding fireball from hell trapping you inside as it heats up to +800 degrees in under .5 seconds, and burning you into a crispy human shell until you slam into oncoming traffic killing others as well. Your body will have to be broken apart to released from the wreckage since you'll be so compactly smashed. Good news is that that'll be easy for the firemen since your already crispy they can just snap you apart piece by piece and put you back together or whats left of you for your funeral. tsk tsk tsk, what a way to go.

16 May, 2010

knife called lust

Shady Jeff: Lets go right now! J-dog: I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some Mugs, well fall in love and get f***ed up while the world just shrugs. With no thought logically. Were wandering the streets so aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly. And people say you dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesnt mean. That you cant' scream, or like loud noise, you got a choice, you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us you f***ed our trust. Now watch me thrust this Knife Called Lust into my chest until it busts. Tha Producer: [Chorus] This love , This Hate Is burning me away (Shady Jeff: is burning me away) It's hard to face that we're all the same This love, This Hate Is Burning me away (Shady Jeff: is burning me away) It's harder times like these that never change (Shady Jeff: That never change) Charlie Scene: Mad at the fact your dad is an addict, your friend takes pills he thinks it cures sadness. I'm not here to attack or make you kids panic, but I just think it's tragic the way these kids have it. And everybody sins and it all begins, it goes back around, nobody ever wins. And you stab yourself in the back, EVERYBODY JUST RELAX! It all just hits so close to home, we all got friends but we stand alone. And your on your own from a broken home, you keep the truth inside and it stays unknown. Nostalgia hit and its time to quit, and everybody acts like it don't mean s***. And your friend will stab you just to f*** some girl, put your hands in the air and scream FUCK THE WORLD!!! Tha Producer: [Chorus] This love , This Hate Is burning me away (Shady Jeff: is burning me away) It's hard to face that we're all the same This love, This Hate Is Burning me away (Shady Jeff: is burning me away) It's harder times like these that never change (Shady Jeff: That never change) [Bridge] Tha Producer and Charlie Scene: Let

25 Apr, 2010

haha

give a man a fire he'll survive for a day. light a man on fire he'll have one for the rest of his life.

14 Feb, 2010

:l

some body talk 2 me plz im so bord

17 Oct, 2009

XD

sooooo bord

31 Aug, 2009

so f***ing bord

im dyin of bordum some1 talk 2 me plz

08 Aug, 2009

manson rocks

This is for the ppl who think Marilyn Manson is awesome! If you wanna say bad things about Marilyn Manson that's fine but do not say them in front of me! If you think good thaught's about Mariyln Manson repost this on your page... if you don't think good thaught's about Mariyln Manson don't repost this!

30 Jul, 2009

extremely bord

some1 talk 2 me im like bord as hell

06 Jul, 2009

hahaha black eyes

Your eyes reflect the color Black. You have deep, deep emotions that cause you to be a tad conceded and distant towards people. You have inner problems that have not yet been resolved and you want to feel excepted and loved by others. You are caring deep inside and you look out for others secertly. You have a heart that yearns to love and yet something holds you back....You tend to have low self-esteem and dont appreciate yourself at times. Even though your eyes reflect black you are the color that represents the most potential. You dont trust people as much as you could. Wait awhile and maybe you will be enlighted by the darkness in your eyes, Because where ever there is darkness there will always be a light waiting to be lit. In all you are the Awaiting One.

25 Apr, 2009

korn another brick in the wall

Daddy's flown across the ocean Leaving just a memory A snapshot in the family album Daddy, made especially for me Daddy, what you leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, teachers, leave them kids alone All in all it's just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, teachers, leave those kids alone All in all it's just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall I don't need no arms around me I don't need no Mugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall Don't think I need anything at all No, don't think I need anything at all All in all it was all just bricks in the wall All in all you were all just bricks in the wall Goodbye cruel wolrd I'm leaving you today Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Goodbye all you people There's nothing you can say To make me change my mind Goodbye

24 Apr, 2009

good song

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm p***ed 'cause you came around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause you channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is... I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shoulda' never come around Why don't you just go home? 'Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

19 Apr, 2009

hahaha

?????? Put this on your page ???????If you like to laugh alot!xD ???????

12 Apr, 2009

last time on unless ppl doesnt want me to

im quitin this site so if any1 doesnt want me to message me

05 Apr, 2009

hate my life

i hate life so much right now

01 Apr, 2009

bullet for my valentine rocks

There goes my valentine again, Soaked in red for what she said, And now she's gone. Oh my god, have I done it again? There's a pause and it's deafening. I can't help what I hear in my head, It's the switch that I flick (when he says) Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel, my heart is breaking. Hand of blood, I don't wanna see, my life is burning. I saw you look away, Is what you've seen to much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing? (I saw you run) I saw you run away, Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing? There's a stain on my hand and it's red. Oh my God, am I losing it? I can't help what I've done or I've said, It's the buttons I push (when he says) Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel, my heart is breaking. Hand of blood, I don't wanna see, my life is burning.

28 Mar, 2009

music rocks

???? ???? ?(o) [Ipod ? ???? Copy And Paste If You Love Music

14 Feb, 2009

happy valentines

lol dont hav a valentine i bet i never will

01 Feb, 2009

go steelers go!

lets go steelers lets go!