17 Sep, 2011

:)

Im sorry. Im gettin rid of this 4 good. Its not cause anytin anyone did. Ive been doin fantsticcc Anddd living my life right. I just have college 2 prep for. I gotta be a adult. You can always talk to me on formspring i'll leave that up <3 I'll miss everyone. Hope everyone has a good life. And stay in contact if you still have info of mine :)

12 Sep, 2011

< 3

Never forget that on any day, you could step out the front door, and your whole life could change forever.

04 Sep, 2011

Rememeber meee

"Gandhi said that whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says: 'You're nowhere near ready'. And the other half says: 'Make her yours forever'. Michael, Caroline asked me what would I say if I knew you could hear me. I said: 'I do know. I love you. God, I miss you, and I forgive you. "

20 Aug, 2011

< 3

“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”

13 Aug, 2011

< 3

Late at night as i lay in bed, As many thoughts rush through my head, I think about the weak and strong, ...I question all the right from wrong, I wonder who could i really be, I think of what’s gotten into me, I hang out with the entirely wrong crowd, All these thoughts i am thinking out loud, What is this life i am in? My head is now beginning to spin, I pace my room without a sound, Walking in circles round and round, All these questions i have to ask, I can never finish a single task, My heart is beating really fast, Asking myself will this really last Nothing i do feels like it’s right, Even though i am very bright, Why does it feel this way?, The exact same thing every day So here i am thinking in my head, All the negative things i’ve said, This is not the real me, It definitely cannot be Sitting here thinking for a while, I find myself beginning to smile, All these emotions i have to express, Letting go of all this stress, Sitting here in the rain, Feeling all of this pain, Like a flower i begin to wilt, Holding onto all this guilt, While falling asleep i begin to cry, Thinking about how hard i try, As I am beginning to find my way, I think who am i today Thinking about all the nights i cried, Holding all these feelings inside, Now getting all them off my chest, Doing good, only hoping for the best, My life is like a story told, My heart is something that i hold, It’s not something on my sleeve, As many things as i achieve I think about all the positive things, Hurt feels like a big bee sting, Life isn’t something I can find in a tree, It’s only what’s inside of me Late at night as i lay in bed, All these thoughts rushing through my head, I no longer think about the weak and strong, Nor do i question the right from wrong

08 Aug, 2011

words that always have been said. .

"He kissed her head And quietly he said It's not that you're not beautiful, you're just not beautiful to me She said, how beautiful do I have to be? When I look in the mirror, you're the only thing I see And I have loved you beautifully Well, ten thousand tears passed by But she never let him see her cry And he called up down one night He said, let's get in the car and just drive"

08 Aug, 2011

quotes.

-"all she ever wanted in this whole world was to dance her life away all she ever wanted in this whole wide world was to scream what she could not say" -"im learning that sometimes even when you love someone more than you thought possible, you have to let go of them. it hurts like hell, buts its life. letting go to become who youre destined to be. freeing yourself from the people who just dotn fit into your life anymore. its all about letting go. the key is to take it day by day, moment by moment. & eventually, when you reach that place, that happiness, that youve been waiting for forever, letting go was the right thing to do" -" 'im sorry im such a rotten person' i whispered 'im sorry ive been so selfish. i wish id never met you so i couldnt hurt you the way i have. i wont do it anymore, i promise. ill stay far away from you, youll never have to look at me again' '..thats not much of an apology' he said bitterly" < 3

07 Aug, 2011

< 3

It’s not about who hurt you and broke you down, it’s about who was always there and made you smile again.

07 Aug, 2011

<3

FRIENDS:) 1.someone who we can confide in 2.someone who we can trust on 3.we take and give 4.we keep still in touch 5. they don’t lie on you 6. your mistake isn’t a big problem fot them

07 Aug, 2011

< 3

I love music so much because it's the only thing that hasn't walked away on me when i needed it most.

07 Aug, 2011

< 3

"Just how happy i am in this moment right now the way the light hits that face of yours. Theres this little breeze coming in through the window it doesn't matter if i have 10,000 more moments like this or just this one because its all the same. Just right now this moment i have this" ♥

07 Aug, 2011

Love and other drugs < 3

"I've never known anyone who actually believed i was enough until i met you and than you made me believe it too. So unfortunatly i need you. And you need me. You need me to take care of you. Everyone does" -- "I'm gonna need you more than u need me"- "Thats okay"-- "NO its not! Its isn't fair i have places to go!" - "You'll go there i just might have to carry you" -- "I can't ask you to do that"- "You didn't" -- "Lets just say in a alternative universe there is a couple just like us but she is healthy and he’s… he’s perfect. And their world is about how much money they’re gonna spend on vacation, or who’s having a bad mood that day, or whether they feel guilty about having a cleaning lady. I don’t wanna be those people. I want us. You. This."

06 Aug, 2011

http://www.hiddenfaceoffood.com/Christofer.htm

most disgustin thing ive seeen.

06 Aug, 2011

< 3

Me encanta este chico que no tiene idea de lo que nada de esto significa que la causa i sea costumbre pero bueno. se elimina todo lo que escribo, así que va a escribir un párrafo sobre su causa nada lo que hago mejor:) jaja a mi amigo nunca debería haber me mostró este traductor im adicta: p Anywaysss ¡Hola! :)

03 Aug, 2011

Ana Nhebek Enti.

:)

02 Aug, 2011

< 3

I thought I had my girl but she ran away My car got stolen and I'm gonna be late For work this week, make that the fourth day straight But I'm fine with it (you don't have to worry) I thought I had it all but I gave it away I quit that old job and now I'm doing okay Those material things, they can't get in my way Cuz I'm over it But where ever she may be She could be money, cars, fear of the dark Your best friends are just strangers in bars Who ever she is, who ever she may be One things for sure, You don't have to worry (you don't have to worry) And this is the part Where you find out who you are And these are your friends Those who've been there from the start So to hell with the bad news Dirt on your new shoes It rained all of May til the month of June But wherever she may be She could be money, cars, fear of the dark Your best friends are just strangers in bars Who ever she is, who ever she may be One things for sure, You don't have to worry And every day in every way She looks the same And every care you used to have Just seems to float away And every day in every way She looks the same And every care you used to have Just seems to float away To hell with the new s*** Whether or not you think you fit in She could be money, cars, fear of the dark Your best friends are just strangers in bars Where ever she is, who ever she may be One things for sure, You don't have to worry She could be rainy days, minimum wage A book that ends with no last page Who ever she is, who ever she may be One things for sure, You don't have to worry

20 Jul, 2011

Ive tried sober ive tried drinkin...

, ive been strong and ive been weak and i still miss you, i did everything, moved on like i was supposed to, i'd give anythin for one more minute with you.....i still miss you. .

16 Jul, 2011

:/

"I'll take a bruise i know you're worth it. When you hit me, hit me hard. " I cant change who i am anymore. im gonna try to be happy my way. and if u wanna b included u have to accept me. For what i am < 3

10 Jul, 2011

< 3

Southern boys Drive my heart Crazii< 3

08 Jul, 2011

Country musicc you GMH

Girl, I love you crazy It comes so easy, after all we had I could love you with all my heart But the hardest part is I just can't love you back

27 Jun, 2011

Haha

When girls go trough there cycle.. I dnt call it a period, I call it there question mark because who knows what they're g**na do next.. ._.

25 Jun, 2011

< 3

You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this for you. I want you to know, life…it’s hard. Every day can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To put on that smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the tough times, you are amazing. You really are. You should be happy. You are gorgeous. I know that the weather might not be perfect. You might have to turn your back to the wind or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun’s warm rays on your face. Or that cold February wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means? You are alive. Everything will be okay.

17 Jun, 2011

. . .Love

"Your the worst part of my day . .rarely" < 3 "Laughin till we cry these r the god days and we r takin for granteened i will not forget all the times you make me smile. . " "The girl i call myself and these will b the memories i will chaerish when im 93. . you the worst part of my day rarely. . ." "Was time b4 i knew you and i dont kno how i got through without group hugs and late night calls till 2 in the mornin there wasnt a warnin these people could change my world forever"

14 Jun, 2011

My life

"If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you will miss finding someone who treats you like a priority" < 3

01 Jun, 2011

< 3

? Play the moments. ?? Pause the memories. ? Stop the pain. ?? Rewind the happiness.

09 Apr, 2011

< 3

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad but its the middle that counts.You have to remeber this when you find yourself at the beginning." <3

21 Mar, 2011

con. <3

I know because he told me, He'll forever be in my heart." With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, Beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, Her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, Who was wise beyond her years. For she stood up for the love Of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her, Doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, Staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, But its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, He's my shining star. And if he could he'd be here, But heaven's just too far. You see he was a fireman And died just this past year. When airplanes hit the towers And taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, It's like he never went away." And then she closes her eyes, And saw him there that day. And to her mother's amazement, She witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children, All starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they say before them, Who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, They saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy." To the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, Of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, For each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, By the love of her shining bright star. And given the gift of believing, That heaven is never too far

20 Mar, 2011

<3

Her hair up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say, What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy's Day. But still her mother worried for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school,eager to tell them all About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class To introduce their daddy as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them were searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her as she smiled at her friends And looked back at her teacher, who told her to begin. And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here because he lives so far away, But I know he wishes he could be with me on this day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories, he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing all alone 'Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart.

24 Feb, 2011

. . .ya

" I want to believe you. I really do. But it's so hard to do that because nothing you say is true." < 3

20 Feb, 2011

even though it mayb not apply to most girlsss these days (:

"Tampon; Meet Boy. Boy; Meet The Thing That Got It In Before You Did. ?" < 3 Lovee! Makes me giggle (:

16 Feb, 2011

<3 <3

-"You don’t have to hold it together every second of every day. Its okay to break down. Its okay to cry. You’re not invincible, you’re human" -"Time is free but it's priceless. You can't own it, but u can use it. You can't keep it, but u can spend it. Once lost, u can't get it back." -"Here's to the moments where we didn't think about right & wrong; where we just lived, crossed our fingers, and hoped for the best." -"Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them" -"Sorry s***s, but L.O.V.E. does not stand for Legs. Open. Very. Easy" -"if you need a smile; text me. If you need a laugh; call me. If you need a hug; come to my house. If you need money; Nobody's home!" -"Silence doesn't always mean I have nothing to say. It could also mean I'm tired of explaining to people who don't even care to listen." -" If you wanna fly, you gotta learn to let go of the s*** that brings you down." -"Giving up doesn’t mean that you weren’t strong enough. It just means you realized that you don’t deserve the pain anymore."

06 Feb, 2011

<3

-"Life passes you by so much faster when you’re living it for someone else. That’s why when you get stuck on one thing, you forget to cherish who really matters Sometimes life just gets so hard… that there’s no way that things could ever clear up… Moments like this influence me to cry; but I don’t, because I know afterwards, once you’ll notice me I’ll be just fine" -"Sometimes, you gotta teach yourself how to get up from a hard fall... cuz if you call for someone's help... they just might push you back down.... " -"Life isn’t about being fake; It’s not about laughing, when you really have to cry… Life isn’t about getting defined, and it’s most definitely not about defining others. Life is about showing your true colors. It’s about believing in yourself, start to finish. To cry and laugh at the same time; because there’s always a light end to a dark cave. To being your own person, not the person people want you to be… Because either way if they choose to like you, then they will. That’s what life is really about; all the good things, packed in one"

06 Feb, 2011

<3

-Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know, sometimes visions clear only after eyes are washed with tears.-As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will probably have your heart broken probably more than once and its harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back. -Life is too short; grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you cant change. Love deeply and forgive quickly, take chances, give everything and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad smile when your sad, love what you got and always remember what you had. Always forgive, never forget. -Sometimes we need to stop a***yzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind what we want our hearts to feel, sometimes we just have to go with…..what ever happens—happens. -Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. -Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t, if you get a chance take it; it just might change your life. -Beginnings are usually scary, and endings are usually sad, but its everything in between that makes it all worth living.If you tell the truth

06 Feb, 2011

<3

-"i wish I could pause everything. I wish i could put my life on hold, just for a second. I wish I freeze my tears for a little while. I wish I could put emotions on layaway until I know how to handle them. There’s a difference between, “You can’t have everything in life,” and, “You can’t talk without taking action.” Believe me, I would grant all my wishes if I had the power. But I don’t. So the only other choice I have is to close my eyes, and runaway. Bend down to my knees and just pray. Be thankful for what I have this very day. And for everything I’ve been blessed to say." -"Depend on no one because in life there’s a road you take. And one day, that road splits in two. At the end of each road is success, or failure. This isn’t a “guessing game,” it’s a, “You’re the only one that can choose your destiny.” By depending on no one, you make your own decision on you’re life. So choose wisely because either way, there’s no one to blame around you." -“You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change, things go wrong, but just remember life goes on." -"Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life to live and one chance to do all the things you want to do." -i remeber when....the worst thing youcould get from a boy was cooties&& race issues were about who ran fastest&&and getting high meant swingng on the swing....&&your worst enemies were you siblings&&war was just a silly card game:, but the thing i remember most was wanting to grow up." -"You have never lived until you have almost died. For those who have fought for it, life has a special flavor the protected will never know." -Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.

04 Feb, 2011

Quote for the hoe.

"God sometimes pushes us out of our comfortable lives to teach us to trust him. We may fall a bit, but he will never let us hit the ground. " "Cinderella walked on broken glass, Belle loved a beast, Snow White barely escaped a knife, because LOVE means facing your biggest fears"

04 Feb, 2011

< 3

"She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up All night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot Herself in the face. He gave her a water g**, put her finger On the trigger, aimed it at her face, and Helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to Her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “my Name is: alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.. ♥"

12 Jan, 2011

<3

3 steps to move on: CTRL + ALT + DEL. // CTRL yourself. Look for the ALTernative solution & DEL the situation that hurts you.

09 Jan, 2011

<3

-“If every word i said, could make you laugh. I’d talk Forever” -"love me when i least deserve it because thats when i really need it" -“If i get a chance to live for an eternity, i’d rather die than watching my love ones die in front of me" -"One day your going to wake up and realize how much you care about me and when that day comes I’ll be waking up with a guy who already knew." -“When a defining moment comes along you can do one of two things. Define the moment or let the moment define you” -"i’d like to believe that i’ll wake up one morning and not miss him anymore. i’ll finally understand that when he broke my heart it was for a reason, one i just don’t understand yet, but when i do i’ll know that he messed up and not me." -"the pain never shows by day but by night i’ve cried enough tears to kill milllions ina flood." -"I’m just a girl, you’re just a boy. Hey, guess what, I’m not your toy."

09 Jan, 2011

<3

[One::] She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up All night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot Herself in the face. He gave her a water g**, put her finger On the trigger, aimed it at her face, and Helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to Her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “my Name is: alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.. <3 [Two::] "If theres a tomorrow when we're not together, theres something you, must always remember. you're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you thinlk. but the most important thing is even if we're apart, ill always be with you." – Winnie the pooh<3 [Three::] When you're young, not much matters, when youu find something you like, thats all you got. – Telly; KIDS. [Four::] Sometimes ill catch him looking at other girls, but ive finally realized that it doesnt matter, because when he looks at me, he sees the true me. he sses my heart. and that means more than anything<3 [Five::] When you wake up one morning and realize its over, that theres no more pain, no more suffering, no more crying; Thats when you've truely learned to have loved and lost, recover and truely be happy again <3 [Six::] At this point, i almost know youu too well. Sometimes its an advantage. I know if youre not being honest. The way youu speak and the way your eyes look. Sometimes its a disadvantage. Because when youu say it a certain way, I know youu mean it. Sometimes i dont want to believe

09 Jan, 2011

<3

"Born with a silver spoon in her mouth she appeared to have the perfect life. But if you only knew what she hid behind the pretty little smile of hers." "Everytime we feel like crying, we smile. Everytime we’re falling apart, we act like everything is ok. &When we’re finally alone &nobody is watching, we just lay there and cry our eyes out and feel like dieing, but just remember that life moves on & dont forget to cherish every special & happy moment you have because those would be the things to keep you strong and moving on."

08 Jan, 2011

<3

Sometimes we just have to stop living our lives for somebody else and think about what we want, what we need, & how we want our life to be.

07 Jan, 2011

<3

At age 3 we enter school with tears in our eyes and at 17 we leave the same way;you'll have a broken heart,you'll remember fights with your best friend and you'll cry because time is flying away.Life comes with no second chances so live it to the fullest,do everything your heart desires,take pictures,laugh,forgive like you've never been hurt,tell someone what they mean to you,dance in the rain,comfort a friend..

05 Jan, 2011

<3 Hopefully one day i feel like this <3

"You thought you hurt me when I saw you two together but really I need to thank you because you made me realize that I need to wake up from this dream."

27 Dec, 2010

<3

Findd A Boy That Makes you Feel Specail. And not Just Like Another Girl.

25 Dec, 2010

<3

"For one moment we are not we are not failed tests and broken condoms and cheating on essays; We are crayons and lunch boxes and swings so high our sneakers punch holes in the clouds."

05 Dec, 2010

<3 <3

I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn’t miss that comfortable feeling with a person. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can’t forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the “remember whens” I remember it all. And it’s funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can’t get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on.

05 Dec, 2010

<3

Don’t waste your time worrying about boys— boys will come and go. Don’t waste your time caring about the people who don’t like you — chances are you don’t like them either. Don’t waste your time worrying if people are talking about you — you affected their lives, they didn’t affect yours. Waste your time with friends — live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it’s something you’ll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything.

04 Dec, 2010

<#

The art of losing isn't hard to master; so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster. Lose something every day. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent. The art of losing isn't hard to master. Then practice losing farther, losing faster: places, and names, and where it was you meant to travel. None of these will bring disaster. I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or next-to-last, of three loved houses went. The art of losing isn't hard to master. I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent. I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster. --Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident the art of losing's not too hard to master though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster

04 Dec, 2010

<3

I can't forget about you, because forgetting about you means forgetting those amazing moments we spend together, and I don't want that.

03 Dec, 2010

<3<3

"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken – and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."

03 Dec, 2010

<3

"she wipes off the black rivers running down her un-made cheeks. she takes a deep breath in and steadies herself. she can do this, keep going, pull through;; t h e-s h o w-m u s t-g o-o n"

01 Dec, 2010

(:

How do you know you’ve found your best friend? When you are ready to talk to them about anything, even though they know everything about you already. The people who really care won’t hurt you, but if they do, you’ll see it in their eyes, for they’ll be hurting too. Even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you’ve meant to me. You lifted me up when I was down, you made me smile when I forgot how too, you were there for me in my times of need, and you were there when I needed nothing at all. I came to you today for help. I walked up, and without a word, you knew what I needed. A friend, a shoulder to cry on. No words were spoken and I’ve never felt better in my life.

02 Nov, 2010

<3

condoms arnt completely safe. a friend of mine was wearing one...and got hit by a bus

30 Oct, 2010

The Girl Next Door

Best Book Ever i Cried. -"Everyone leaves, in one way or another. but deat can never rob us of the love we give away. Love stays with us-it never dies. You carry my love with you. Let go and feel it. Death is only an end if you see it as one". -"After i'm gone. . . talk to our star.I'll be listening"

24 Oct, 2010

<3

"When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it

23 Oct, 2010

<3

what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time

21 Oct, 2010

<3

-"Before you talk, listen. Before you react, think. Before you criticize, wait. Before you pray, forgive. Before you quit, try." -"The reason why playground slides were made, is for us to experience the joy of falling even tho there's no one to catch our fall." -" .When you feel like you're at the bottom, remember; there's nowhere else to go but UP." -".The most humane and most compassionate precious thing that was put on earth are animals. They show no hate. They love everyone. " -".Learn to admit your mistakes before someone exaggerates the story. " -"Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand."

21 Oct, 2010

<3

-"I wish i could forget you like I forget everything I've studied mere seconds before an exam. " -".The strongest people are not those who always win, but those who stand back up when they fall. " -"There wouldn't be a sky full of stars if we're all meant to wish on the same one. " -".No matter how much love and goodness you've done to them, they will still hurt you. "

19 Oct, 2010

<3

-"Years from now i wont remember every friday night or the things that made us laugh so hard till our stomachs hurt but...I will always remember that, you were the ones who were there." -"I live for:The nights i won't remember with the friends i'll never forget" -"I'm sick of the hookups, the setups, the f*** upsthe guy who doesn't know what he wantsthe guy who does, but wont admit it...the guy that only wants one thing i just want the real thing" -Laugh when you can aplogize when you should and let go of what you can't change Kiss slowly play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets.Life is too shorto be anythin but happy" -"waste time with you friends, live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anthing and everything, if its somthing that you'll regret in the morning...sleep late and when you wake up laugh about it with your friends cause friends are what matter the most." -"Nothin last forever so live it up ^ drink it down v laugh it off, avoid bulls***, take chances & never have regrets because at one point everything you did was exactly what you wanted." -"people will always talk about you...might as well give them something to talk about" -"Your only as strong as the tables you dance on ~ the drinks you mix~ & the friends you roll with" -"just because we don't say certain things doesn't mean we don't feel them" -"the truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow, life is a crazy ride and nothing is guaranteed."

18 Oct, 2010

<3

People don't leave because things are hard. They leave because it's no longer worth it. Sometimes in order to open your eyes to the possibilities of today, you have to close your eyes of yesterday

13 Oct, 2010

<3

"how lucky am i to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to" "True friends are very difficult to find,hard to leave, and impossible o forget" "Friends are angels who lieft out feet when our own wings have trouble remebering how to fly"

12 Oct, 2010

(:

So s*** is a girl that likes to have s**x so what do we call a boy that likes to have s**? (:

11 Oct, 2010

<3

why don't we start a fight just so we can feel. (just enough, good enough) i just need something to surround me to drown me be my.. kryptonite

10 Oct, 2010

<3

Sometimes i feel so alone Like no one is there. Like a leave thats been blown And no one gives a care This feeling inside me Goes like a boom That happiness that key Can't get here soon. I can be smiling with glee And out of the blue Like a shattered cup of tea Im back to that lonely moon. If only it was simple To just turn around and pop that pimple and bee happy bound So one day when i close my eyes And shut out the world. We will see what lies And if the world still twirls.

10 Oct, 2010

My friend wrote and i <3 it

Maybe if i stopped callin You would actually answer Maybe if i started smiling You would make a gesture Maybe if i started to move on You would finally notice How much i am hurting Having to go through this Maybe if i told you to grow up You'de start to laugh a little Maybe if i didn't want you You'de stop thinking about her When will you finally understand How much you have hurt me The way you tore my heart out And didn't care about me Not a single tear did you shed When i found you with her Not the slightest sympathy did you give When i left a little inside me dying. So now i write to you Hopin that you'll listen You called me names Like sweet, babe, honey You kissed my lips Making me feel funny Some say it was love Other just say how romantic I say they were all so wrong That they are what some call lunatic You used to grace me with your presence You would give me gifts. mostly roses Now when i see you It is walking hand in hand with another My heart starts to ache And then the pain follows If only i could have been the one to show you What it is like to be misled If only i could have been the one To get inside your head Maybe then you might have realized What i'm trying to preach Mayb then you'll learn your lesson And stop afflicting pain one does not beseech I know you will not read this For you never listen However might i shed some light On the ones next in line To not trust one that loves to carry lies

10 Oct, 2010

<3

"Some people wait for a miracle to start living their lives happily. Others, use that time & create the miracle themselves."

10 Oct, 2010

:( not my current mood (: just like the quote

"I'm so tired of pretending everything is okay. My tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away"

05 Oct, 2010

(:

-"The people who try to do something and fail are infinitely better than those who try to do nothing and succeed" -"Time does heal. Really. But sometimes I wish it would heal as fast as it runs" -"Don't make decisions when you're angry, & don't make promises when you're happy" -"Makeup can make you look pretty on the outside, but it doesn't help if you're ugly on the inside, unless you eat the makeup, of course. "

01 Oct, 2010

Quotes (:

-"It's hard to know someone when you don't know yourself. " -".Nothing is ever for sure. That is the only sure thing I know. -"The best part of not knowing who you are anymore, is that it gives you the perfect chance to become the person you want to be"

29 Sep, 2010

OMGGG!

She Breaks by vienne IS THE BEST SNG ON THE PLANETTT!

26 Sep, 2010

<3

-"It's funny to think, Girls cried so many rivers for someone but they won't even cry her a puddle" -"Do you know what happens when you hurt people? They may begin to love you less & begin to forget that they loved you once" -"The story of life is quicker than the blink of an eye. The story of love is, hello and goodbye. " -"Use your smile to change the world, don't let the world change your smile. "

26 Sep, 2010

Im tired. . .

When u don't care and i keep tryin it was a waste of my time "Let your smile change the world don't let the world change your smile" (:

20 Sep, 2010

quotes

--"Enjoy life today, yesterday is home and tomorrow may never come, open your eyes and see things as they really are" --"When you find peace within yourself, you become the kind of person who can live at peace with others.”

13 Sep, 2010

<3

"A girl is more than she seems. She is not a toy by any means. Underneath that makeup and hair, there's a sign that says "handle with care"

11 Sep, 2010

<3

Strength isn't about how much you can handle before you break. It's about how much you can handle after you break.

08 Sep, 2010

<3

Pretending to be someone else is hurting yourself because you're proving to yourself that the real you is worthless.

08 Sep, 2010

Cold?

Sometimes we expect more from the ones we care about because we'd do that much for them.

05 Sep, 2010

Is redick bored D: help.?

Tell me did you sail across the sun Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded And that heaven is overrated

04 Sep, 2010

part 2

Day 67: They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his a**istant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said, “Treasure every moment from now on” and a tear rolled down the fortune teller’s cheek. Day 84: Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn’t so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting. Day 99: They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench. 1:23 pm - Tina: I’m thirsty. Lets rest for a while first. Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like? Tina: Eem…Apple juice will be just fine. 1:43 pm: Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter haven’t return. Then someone walked up to her. Stranger: Is your name Tina? Tina: Yes, and may I help you? Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend. Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh. 11:51 pm – Doctor: I’m sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket. The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said. “Tina, Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myse

04 Sep, 2010

100 days :]

Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half. Tina: I’m so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with. Peter: I guess we’re the only leftovers. We’re the only person who isn’t with a date now. (Both sigh in silence for a while.) Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game. Peter: Eh? What game? Tina: Eem..It’s quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I’ll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think? Peter: Oookay…Anyway I don’t have any plans for the next few months. Tina: You sound like you aren’t looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go? Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now. Tina: Seems like I don’t have any better idea than this. Lets move. (Went to watch their movies and sent each other home.) Day 2: Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a key chain with a star. Day 3: They went shopping together for a friend’s birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time. Day 7: Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something. Day 25: Spend time at a theme park and got onto roller coasters, and ate hot dogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone’s hand instead of Peter’s hand by accident. They laughed together for a while. Day 67: They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his a**istant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said, “Treasure every moment from n

03 Sep, 2010

Its Gonna Storm i thin :[

"she doesn't know what worry is. shes safe and warm and shes not sorry, she doesn't know what sorry is." lobe this.!

31 Aug, 2010

Loveee

"The more you love, the more you lose a part of you. Yet you dont become less of you are, instead you end up being complete"

29 Aug, 2010

and the thing she hates the most is her own reflection

-"Oh yes, the past can hurt, but the way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it." -"Well, what am I supposed to think?' You're like the king of mixed signals. One day you can't stand me. The next day you can`t get enough of me." -"Just when I started to open up to you,you made me realize why I shut the world out.". -"best friends. yea i thought so too, but its clear that you've chose him over me, and i guess i have to be okay with that. You throwing away our many years of friendship for a guy, ok i guess i can't do anything about it. I'll still be here when he breaks your heart...always remember that." -"people ask me why it's so hard to trust people, & i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise" -"it's hard to grow up in a world where you'll never be the pretty gurl. everyone else seems 2 have everythinq you've ever wanted and your dreams always end up [- ... one cloud away ... xo0x - ]" -"The sun's going to shine & the rain's going to fall..& in the end you might get burnt or wet, but hey, that's life. So, dance in the puddles & bathe in the sun, & at the end of the day, smile. Everything's going to be alright."

29 Aug, 2010

MissinYou

-"remember when we were little and the biggest decision we had to make was to either go on the swings or the monkey bars during recess? or how the only fake people we knew were barbie and ken? and how the only way our friends could disappear was in a game of hide & seek? and the only drama that happened was when your worst enemy stole your cookie at lunch? those were the good old days" -" [maybe] i'm over you [maybe] i've moved on [maybe] i like someone else [but maybe] i'm a perfectly good liar" -" If you're upset, call me. I won't guarentee I'll make you laugh but I can cry with you. If you ever feel like you need to run away, call me. I won't guarentee I'll persuade you to stay but I can run with you. But, if one day you call and there's no answer.... I might need you" -" &&sometimes you have to forget what you feel & remember what you deserve" -"have you ever been in a public place and you're sitting there and start to smile because you remember a memory? and you feel like it's something only you know. your little secret" -"And its over before you know it. It all goes by so fast. The bad nights take forever and the good nights don't ever seem to last" -"oh its just one of those days where you want to slam your door turn up your music & shut the world out" -"play in the pouring rain. dance when theresno music. walk barefoot in the sand. lay under the stars. love like no other. share secrets with friends. laugh until it hurts, and remember, every minute of it, cause you only get one life"

29 Aug, 2010

The tooth fairy teaches children that they can sell their body parts for money.IBlameHer4Prostitutes

-"i want a guy that will make me happy. someone that will make me smile when i hear his voice. someone that will love me unconditionally. i want a guy that will make my friends say to one another, 'she's happy again.'" -"I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you" -"& after she worked so hard... she started to wonder if this is what she r.e.a.l.l.y. wanted" -"it's like writing every dream you've ever had on a foggy window and slowly watching it [f a d e a w a y]" -"Fate Fell Short This Time." -"I like dead end signs. I think they're kind. At least they have the decency to let you know when you're going nowhere." -"&& he confuses me soo much. It`s like -"& i`m completely over you, right ? But why is it that everytime i see or talk to you . . i get the feeling that i`m not one day he completley ignores me, && the next he smiles at me && I can't get home out of my head again" -"in life, you're going to meet new people you wish you never did, stay with people you wish would never leave, & say goodbye to people you wish wouldnt go"

29 Aug, 2010

quotes:]

-"Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, & let go of what you can't change" -"Want my advice? stay mad as long as you can. because once youre not mad anymore, it hurts. it hurts like hell & once it hurts that bad you cant make yourself mad anymore" -"You know you had a great time, when you can't tell your mom what you did" -"a real friend is someone who tries to pick you up when you've fallen, and if they can't pick you up, then they lay down right beside you." -"all she can do is shake her head. cause life, it's just so damn unfair. why does he have to leave like this? he's the only thing that keeps her world spinning." -"& she lies in the grass staring up at the sky wondering what happend to her life" -"you aren't born tough you get that way when there's no one there to dry your tears"

28 Aug, 2010

haha

I want to thank you. Thank you for always listening to me when I just needed to vent. Thank you for understanding what I needed, for being my best friend. And for not giving up on me when everyone else had. i stil wish you would call. not to do anything, just to talk. i miss hearing your voice every night, && i guess i just miss you making me smile. I'm the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows ; Who will listen to a love song & see his face ; Who will look for him wherever she goes. I`m the type of girl who doesn`t get over things easily ; Who will beat herself up when someone doesn`t love her back ; Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she`s not good enough. But I`m also the type of girl who`s strong ; Who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning ; Who will blast some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it ; Who will be no one but herself. the worst thing in life is to lose a friend. a friend that means the world to you - a friend that you put all your trust and faith in a friend that you believed in from the start a friend that took the center of your heart a friend that you'd die for a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime a friend, a good friend, a best friend.

28 Aug, 2010

more

(What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn't even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, & the person that you are becoming.)

28 Aug, 2010

Hey

-Life is a mixture of sunshine and rain, laughter and pleasure, teardrops and pain. So when clouds hide the sun and your skies are all gray, remember I`m only a phone call away -this is for the girls who don't always win. who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them to do things next to impossible. the girls that laugh, smile, cry and think on a daily basis. the girls who like, learn, and regret. the girls who may never have it easy. the girls who learn the hard way and live to tell about it. -I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I'm always late. I hate school. I never call anyone back. I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator. I act like I'm a lot tougher than I am. I hate being ignored . I cry. I'm shy. I get annoyed by people too easily. I have enemies. I can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh really obnoxiously. I can't trust anyone with my life. Many things just seem to get to me. I'm not perfect. -I think that’s what’s wrong with the world. No-one says what they feel, they always hold it inside. They’re sad, but they don’t cry. They’re happy, but they don’t dance or sing. They’re angry, but they don’t scream. Cause if they do, they feel ashamed. And that’s the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down And no-one sees how beautiful the sky really is_.

19 Aug, 2010

BoysSuck?.

F R I E N D S; a seven letter word. That I couldn’t live seven seconds without. Goodnight So Tiredd Of The Downs In Lifee Ups Soon?

08 Aug, 2010

SomeQuotes

-"A wise girl listens, but doesn’t believe. Kisses, but doesn’t fall in love. And leaves before she is left. " -"Good judgment comes from experience and experience comes from bad judgment. " -"It’s funny how we always seem to be searching for what we want, and we end up never realizing what we actually have." -"I’d rather be physically hurt than emotionally because you can put a band-aid on your finger but you can’t put one on your heart. "

07 Aug, 2010

TruthBeTold

I'm frightened that in the end, I'll just be another girl in your life and you'll be a guy I will never forget.

04 Aug, 2010

Quotes :]

-"Because of you I removed "promise" from my vocabulary" -"We judge ourselves by what we feel we're capable of doing; others judge us by what we`ve done" -"Don't take my hand if you aren't willing to also take everything that comes along with it. " -"That's the crazy thing about lies, you start to fall for them yourself" -"For every situation, there's a suitable line from a song. " -"You can't hold onto something that you broke, didn't fix, and isn't there anymore. " -"Sometimes you only forgive someone because you can't stand not having them in your life." -"Some people can't believe in themselves, until someone else believes in them first. " -"Which is worse: the heart breaker that won’t stop calling or the broken hearted that keeps picking up?" **-"Count your smiles instead of your tears; count your courage instead of your fears"** Fav!

30 Jul, 2010

Todays.

-"Missing someone is a part of loving them ; if you’re never apart, then you’ll never know how strong your love really is. " -"It’s funny how you can always tell when a boy likes someone else, but you can never tell if he likes you. " -"He was only temporary; but the memories are permanent. " -"If the heart is the strongest muscle, then why is it easy to break?" -"Never sacrifice who you are just because someone doesn’t approve of it." -"In a relationship I only want 3 things; eyes that won’t cry, lips that won’t lie and love that won’t die. " -"I’m not perfect and neither is he but together, we just might be." -"Just because today is a horrible day doesn’t mean that tomorrow might not be the best day of your entire life. -"A paper cut is a tree's last revenge." -"If he’s stupid enough to walk away, be smart enough to let go." -"How I wish getting over you is as easy as deleting all the text messages you’ve sent me." -"There’s no other feeling in this world like knowing that he could be with any girl in the entire world, but he chooses to be with you. " -"What hurts more? Trying to hate him, or knowing that you never could"

29 Jul, 2010

MOre :]

-"Which is better? A guy that will complete your day, or a guy who will do everything just to make your day complete? " -"Even if he doesn’t like me tomorrow, I knew he loved me yesterday. " -"You can`t expect to find the right someone until you know who you are, what matters to you, & what makes your heart happy. " -"Live life to the fullest, never skip a sprinkle from the cupcake. It will cost you. " -"Never forget your first love, cause they`ll always be the one who started your heart beating. " -"Love- wildly misunderstood although causes the eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and lips to pucker." -"The truth is you can’t pick & choose who you want to fall in love with. Why? Because everyone deserves a chance. " -"We are all searching for love, but the best love comes when you aren't even looking. " -"I want you to love me forever, not just for tonight." -"You just have to go after what you want, and if it doesn't want you back, then so be it. It doesn't deserve you anyway. " -"Love is like jumping off a building, all the excitement and happiness - but at the end you always get hurt. " -"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. " -"Life's tough; get a helmet."

28 Jul, 2010

Quotes <3

-"The worst part of a broken heart is that it keeps beating." -"In everyone’s past there is a love they can’t get over and a summer where it all began. " -"Learn to appreciate what you have before time forces you to appreciate what you had. " -".I’m stuck with all these damn love quotes with nobody special to think of. " -"If your head tells you one thing, and your heart tells you another, then you should decide if you have a better head or a better heart. " -"Max is like School, you miss a period and you get in deep s***! " -"Love is a behavior, not a feeling. it’s the way somebody treats you everyday, all day. Not just when their life is going well. " -".Move on. He’s just a chapter in the past. Don’t close the book, just turn the page. " -"Life is just like an hour glass. When it hits the bottom, all you have to do is wait it out until someone comes along and turns it around. " -".Mistakes happen, that's life. Repeat the same mistake, that’s stupidity. " -"They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself."

27 Jul, 2010

Quotes :]

-"Drama is like reality TV shows. It’s interesting the first few times. Until there’s just so much of it, it makes you wanna turn off the TV. " -"Don’t risk anything you aren’t willing to lose" -"She was looking for love. He was looking for fun. Yeah, boys and mascara always run. " -"Remember when Sorry was a board game & not an over used lie?" <3

26 Jul, 2010

Quote-a-loic

-"True friendship is not about being there when it's convenient; it's about being there when it's not. " -"People will only ever see what they are prepared to see. Because the truth is, you can only ever see as far you think." -"Almost everyone you know, without exception, has their heart all wrapped around someone who will never love them back. " -"So I prefer to be remembered as a smiling face & not this f***ing wreck that’s taken its place" -"He asked you for a second chance. You shouldn't give second chances. Not that I don't believe in them; I don't believe in a broken heart" -"Its the waiting that’s hard, and not knowing whether you’re waiting for anything at all." -"Just when you've had enough, life gives you more. Just when you think its rained enough, it starts to pour." -"The blackness in your heart will not last forever. I know it's tearing you apart but it's a storm you can weather. " -"This is why you should see the glass as half empty. So when the whole thing spills, you aren’t as devastated. " -"If he's willing to let go & forget, there was nothing there in the first place" -"That's how you know when you care about things, when you're afraid you'll lose them" -"She's an artist, a painter actually. See that 'smile' on her face? Well it's her most famous piece." -"You know what is the difference between promises and memories? We break promises, where as memories break us." -"Prove to me you're not average and we'll be on the same page; cause the only difference I see in guys is they all got different names." -"In life you're going to be left out, talked about, lied to, & used but you have to decide who's worth your tears and who's not"

26 Jul, 2010

YesItsTrue

It's funny because when you do something right, no one remembers. But when you do something wrong, no one forgets.

23 Jul, 2010

love this.

"There's always a little truth behind every 'just kidding', a little knowledge behind every 'I don't know', a little emotion behind every 'I don't care' and a little pain behind every 'It’s okay'...." ♥

16 Jul, 2010

s[he] be[lie]ve[d].?

Message its been a long day ?

14 Jul, 2010

Loverr this lol

"I'm a space bound rocket ship and you heart's the mooon, And im aimin right at youuuu"

05 Jul, 2010

Love this!.

another poem another line another girl pretendin shes fine. another hour another day she wishes she could get away another heartbreak another tear another excuse she dosen't want 2 hear. Another paper. Another pen. She writes she wants 2 b strong again. Another story. Another lie. Another night she will cry. Another band. Another song. Another day passed. Slowley gone..... Another scream. Another doubt. "kill me while im down" to him she'de shout. Another forced smile. Another broken heart. Just another girl wishing life would restart!!

04 Jul, 2010

<3

"I said I didn't care that you Ignored me to be with her I didn't care cause it basically killed me" When your phone rings, do you ever hope its me?

03 Jul, 2010

night..!

"I think I've got alot of friends, but I don't hear from them. What's another night all alone, when you're spending every day on your own? And here it goes, I'm just a kid, and life is a nightmare. I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair. Nobody cares 'cause I'm alone, and the world is having more fun than me. -"

23 Jun, 2010

♥

♥ "whatever you do in life it will be insignficant but its very important you do it cause no one else will." ♥

20 Jun, 2010

4 once.

For once; i want to be hard to leave, have someone up all night thinking of me

20 Jun, 2010

Heaven

"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive So live for the moment And take this advice, live by every word"

16 Jun, 2010

♥

"Every girl needs a guy tht will text her even when hes playin COD" And its not a fish game! trust me i've foundout :]

15 Jun, 2010

<3

Im the girl ur the boy. U text me 1st or we don't talk 2day.

05 Jun, 2010

lala

"rain makes corn corn makes whiskey whiskey makes my baby get a little friskyyy" :] <3

04 Jun, 2010

My song love it!

Fade in, start the scene Enter beautiful girl But things are not what they seem As we stand at the edge of the world "Excuse me, sir, But I have plans to die tonight Oh, and you are directly in my way And I bet you're gonna say it's not right" My reply: "Excuse me, miss But do you have the slightest clue Of exactly what you just said to me And exactly who you're talking to?" She said, "I don't care, you don't even know me" I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully" Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion Of self conclusion in one simplified motion You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it No matter how unbearable this misery gets "You make it sound so easy to be alive But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day When everything inside me has died?" My reply: "Trust me, girl I know your legs are pleading to leap But I offer you this easy choice- Instead of dying, living with me" She said, "Are you crazy? You don't even know me." I said, "I know, but I'd like to change that soon hopefully" Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion Of self conclusion in one simplified motion You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it No matter how unbearable this misery gets I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough And all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough I could stand here all night trying to convince you But what good would that do? My offer stands, and you must choose "All right, you win, but I only give you one night To prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight I swear to god if you hurt me I will leap I will toss myself from these very cliffs And you'll never see it coming" "Settle, precious, I know what you're going through Just ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too" Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion Of self conclusion in one simplified motion You see the trick is that you're never suppos

27 May, 2010

addiction

((((Conversation between ex's)))) (((Bold-what they said Italics-what they thought))) Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. I bet she stole your heart Boy: Yeah...she is. But you're still the most beautiful girl I know. Girl: I hear she's funny and amazingg. Everything I wasn't. Boy: She sure is. But she is nothing compared to you. Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. Like you knew everything about me. Boy: Only the stuff that counts. I can't even remember half the stuff she says because I'm too busy thinking of you. Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. Because we never didn't. Boy: I hope we do too. What ever happened to me and you? Girl: Well, I gotta go. Before I start to cry. Boy: Yeah...me too. I hope you don't cry. Girl: Bye... I still love you Boy: Later... I never stopped. Great love? - - - Its when you shed tears for him..and still care for him Its when he ignores you.. but you still long for him Its when he starts loving another girl - - And yet you manage to smile and find the courage to say " Im happy for you " Two people who broke up could never be friends. But if they are, then they were never in love or they still are. [my ex and I still are…im not really sure which is the case lol] how come guys... "exchange facts" but its a**umed girls are"gossiping" "are in a bad mood" but its a**umed girls are "pmsing" "are always hungry " but its a**umed girls "need to get in shape and lose weight" " just dont want a girlfriend" but its a**umed girls "are too ugly to get a guy" Guys get away with things too easily A LIE can travel halfway around the world while the TRUTH is putting on its shoes.

27 May, 2010

more!!!!!

I don't want someone constantly saying I'm beautiful or hot or s**y. I want someone who will fight with me, Tell me he hates me And acts like he's crying just so I will kiss him. I want someone who will make fun of me, Do things with him, And his friends, And not always do everything I say. I don't want the "perfect guy" to every other girl. I want my perfect guy. The one who is no where near perfect And knows I'm not either, But loves me anyways. & you know what I liked the best? How hours after you kissed me, I still felt it on my lips. You know it`s love when the silence between you two is comfortable. The world is going to throw us a million reasons why this isn`t g**na work out between us, but I`m armed with the one reason why it will ; I love you Love your enemies just in case your friends turn out to be a bunch of b******s I don`t want your boyfriend. Nobody wants your boyfriend. That's why he`s with you =] If you love someone let them go, if they return to you it was meant to be, if they don`t.. date his brother && it all comes down to that one person you think about before you go to sleeeeep <3 I believe in love at first sight, Hope of a new tomorrows, Second chances, Living with no regrets, Long walks on the beach, & Knowing that everything has a purpose. you can't tell someone you love them & then change your mind; that's not how it works. once you love someone, you always love them, don't you? isn't there a part of you who thinks of him for no reason what so ever? they'll always be in the back of your mind, & no matter how much you love someone else, you always love him too. <3 I wish everyone in the world was a different color. Some shades would be similar, but there would only be two of the same color. The goal would be to match colors. Along the way there will be several people with similar shades, but none your true color. But when you find your matching color staring back at you, you

27 May, 2010

more mor emore

News flash : when a girl says she's cold, you're not supposed to say, " me too. " SORRY HUN. BUT UNLIKE YOU, I'M NOT A DOORKNOB WHERE EVERYONE GETS A TURN. I'M MORE OF A CASINO. WHERE ONLY THE LUCKY ONES WIN THE JACKPOT. You know it`s love when the silence between you two is comfortable. The world is going to throw us a million reasons why this isn`t g**na work out between us, but I`m armed with the one reason why it will ; I love you You can`t do this. You can`t put one relationship on hold for another. It`s like call waiting..you leave one person on hold long enough & they`re going to hang up. Love your enemies just in case your friends turn out to be a bunch of b******s Don`t be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you. You`re deeply missable. However, he`s still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is cause he`s choosing, everyday, not to be with you. I don`t want your boyfriend. Nobody wants your boyfriend. That's why he`s with you =] Everyone says love hurts. When actually love doesn't hurt. Love didn't leave you for some other girl, it didn't cheat on you, nor did it break your heart. So stop blaming love for once and start blaming the ahole that treated you like crap and gave you up! You want to know why I love you? its cus you loved me when I didn't love myself. its cus you held up my beauty for me to see. its cus you cared unconditionally, just the way I was. it was cus for the first time in my life.. I didn't have to work so hard at being happy

27 May, 2010

more more

Doesnt it s*** when he knows just how you feel about him and he doesnt do a thing about it because he just doesnt care?? If you have to try an convince yourself you don't care about someone- you care about them more than you think. Why should i do my makeup? why should i do my hair? it's not like tomorrow you will suddenly start to care Sometimes I want to get into an accident, Not for the attention, But just to see how much you "care". And it's because of you that everything lately seems to be so hard. Don't ever say it wasn't meant to be, Because if it wasn't you wouldn't have gotten involved in the first place. <|3 Even though i can say it's his loss, deep down i know it will be mine too.. Do you see her face? girls like that are born with a boyfriend. I hate how theres always going to be those akward times WHERE ME AND YOU LOOK AT EACH OTHER && remember how things used to be "You just have to go after what you want. if it doesn't want you back, so be it. it doesn't deserve you anyways." We go to school for thirteen years & the one thing they never teach us is how to say goodbye.. Here I am sitting here again reading quotes again, With only one person on my mind the whole time. Laugh at stupid jokes. CRY. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they really mean to you. Let someone know what they're missing. Laugh till your stomach hurts...live life, because tomorrow's not guaranteed to anyone. I'm sick of pretending I don't care 'cause obviously I do. I'm sick of being treated this way. Especially by you. I don't want to hear that you don't care and you tired of hearing about me, even if it's true. I don't want to hear that you've fogot about me and found someone new when all I can think about is you.

27 May, 2010

morez

You want to know why I love you? its cus you loved me when I didn't love myself. its cus you held up my beauty for me to see. its cus you cared unconditionally, just the way I was. it was cus for the first time in my life.. I didn't have to work so hard at being happy I'm so sick of immaturity, of name calling, of labels, of gossip..of High school. It doesn't make sense any more. & I find myself being nice to people that I rather kill. Always be a first-rate version of yourself instead of second-rate version of somebody else.. & you know what I liked the best? How hours after you kissed me, I still felt it on my lips. Friends are friends, & in some cases, that's all they`ll ever be. Because guys like you are the reason they made waterproof mascara.

27 May, 2010

More

And no, there's never going to be more than this; I have better things to do than sit and give it all to you. Sometimes I don't have enough of a backbone to tell it like it is, but I swear I won't ever let you know how I feel. I won't ever let a sentence with the slightest indication of me wanting you leave my lips, and that's something I know dang well. I don't want someone constantly Saying I'm beautiful or hot or s**y. I want someone who will fight with me, Tell me he hates me And acts like he's crying just so I will kiss him. I want someone who will make fun of me, Do things with him, And his friends, And not always do everything I say. I don't want the "perfect guy" to every other girl. I want my perfect guy. The one who is no where near perfect And knows I'm not either, But loves me anyways. Don't base your decisions on the advice of people who don't have to deal with the results. Yeah i really loved you but i regret it all now

27 May, 2010

air plane :]

You think you know who your true friends are? wait till high school & see who's there for you when your ex boyfriend spreads rumors about you. Think you'll never do Mugs? Wait till it's right there in front of you & all your "friends" are doing it. Think your tough? Wait till you say the wrong thing to the wrong person-see who backs down first. Think you're smart? Wait till you have an English paper, science project, history test & a 10 minute monologue due tomorrow cause you were absent for 1 day. Think you're cool? wait till you're the only one who doesn't make the sports team, see how cool you are then. you think you're popular? Wait till your parents can't afford the new Hollister jeans everyone has. Think you'll never fall in love? Wait till a guy looks deep in your eyes & says he loves you. Think you'll never get your heart broken? wait till that same guy who said he loved you is holding another girl behind your back. Think you won't have s**? Wait till the guy you think you love says it'll make you closer. Think "nothing's going to happen to you"? Yea wait till you're sitting in a jail cell, wondering how you got caught. Think that you're always going to be your own individual? Well wait till one morning when you look in the mirror & you're just like everybody else. I'm so tired of falling and picking myself up. I've fallen one too many times, And I can't keep learning from my mistakes. I've done my part so it's time you do yours. You can do one of two things. You can make things right, or leave them wrong. Everyone says love hurts. When actually love doesn't hurt. Love didn't leave you for some other girl, it didn't cheat on you, nor did it break your heart. So stop blaming love for once and start blaming the ******** that treated you like crap and gave you up How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk awa

27 May, 2010

MOre quotes :]

Depend on no one because in life there’s a road you take. And one day, that road splits in two. At the end of each road is success, or failure. This isn’t a “guessing game,” it’s a, “You’re the only one that can choose your destiny.” By depending on no one, you make your own decision on you’re life. So choose wisely because either way, there’s no one to blame around you. Turn back in time where you used to sit 4 hours watching the Rugrats. Where you wouldn’t ever leave your house without your nano baby, and when Blues Clues was actually challenging. Rewind back to the times when your favorite shows were Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain, AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!, and Rocko’s modern Life. When you watched re-runs of TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. When you remember reading every series of Goosebumps, or in that case, remember listening to your mom read them as she grew bored and bored and as you grew more excited as to what would happen next. When bringing plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school was pretty much cool, and saying “NOT,” after every sentence was the way to talk. When every argument was settled by rock paper scissors, bubble gum bubble gum in a dish, or daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky. When cops and robbers was a daily activity, and when hide and go seek was put to pause only when it was snack time. The days when we used to actually obey our parents and when the radio was all we depended on for music. When you knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together. When you always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny…so you gave up. When the Magic School Bus made you think that school buses could fly, and when yo-yos made you popular. When getting married meant buying your crush a Ring Pop, and blabbing some random words behind the dumpster. When reading that little paper in the fortune cookie meant everything to y

27 May, 2010

More quotes :]

And sometimes I wish I was still 6 years old. Because the hardest thing I had to deal with then, was Ken breaking Barbie’s heart. But now…now I must be Barbie, because Ken simply destroyed me… Imagine a world without war. A world without AIDS. A world never poor, because everyone got paid. A world with clean air, so everyone could breathe. A world where leukemia didn’t still your hair, and where going blind allowed you to see. Imagine a world with endless dreams, dreamt will all eyes open. A world filled with sunshine beams, and words for the def spoken. Imagine a world in color, and the black and [white] will soon go, a world where we love each other, and where every star can glow. I wish you knew everything like you say you do. Because if you knew how much you’re on my mind or how much you’ve got me sprung… Maybe your *** would start to come around. && for once she wants to be the person to have a secret admirer. The person to be thought of 24 hours, 7 days a week. She wants to be the person that gets all those stupid love notes. She wants to feel the feeling of having someone sprung over her. && for once, just once, she wants to be told that she's loved by someone who actually means it...without having to tell them she loves them first. I wish I could pause everything. I wish i could put my life on hold, just for a second. I wish I freeze my tears for a little while. I wish I could put emotions on layaway until I know how to handle them. There’s a difference between, “You can’t have everything in life,” and, “You can’t talk without taking action.” Believe me, I would grant all my wishes if I had the power. But I don’t. So the only other choice I have is to close my eyes, and runaway. Bend down to my knees and just pray. Be thankful for what I have this very day. And for everything I’ve been blessed to say.

27 May, 2010

Quotes :]

When she was 4, she wished she could wear makeup, and ::mini skirts:: Now, she wishes she could play in the mud, and sleep with her teddy bear that used to be her best friend… she used to wish for change, and now her wish finally came true, after that she would do anything, to stop everything from diversifying Do anything and everything in life… because there’s gonna come a time when you think back when you were just a kid; When you’re biggest fear was that Santa Claus was gonna give you coal for Christmas. That you’d stick your tooth under our pillow, and t he tooth fairy would forget to leave you a 5 dollar bill…And that it wouldn't cross the Easter Bunny’s mind to leave you a basket of treats. Then you’ll see that you’re only fear you can’t seem to get over is the fear that all those little childhood worries are just gonna be memories… and before you know it, you’d be the one saying, “ Wow, those were the days…” She changed her hair, painted her nails, and renewed her wardrobe; She changed herself because she wanted to be noticed by the jock that every girl fell for… But while she was doing so, she lost her [ number 1 ] secret admirer. The guy that thought she was perfect when she wore too much make-up, and when she dressed in ripped jeans. The guy that dreamt about being with her, while she dreamt of being with another… There was once a girl who hung out with her friends every Friday night. A girl who would say Lol after every 4 words, she would laugh when she slipped while ice-skating, and just flowed through life without a problem. Over the summer, the girl fell, but not from ice-skating, no, but for a boy. He was perfect; Perfect hair, smile, everything…he told her he loved her one day. But little did she know she was caught in his trap. Days later, she got a call from him saying, “I don’t love you anymore, you’re not worth the affection…” and the phone was hung up. School started, and the girl walked to lunch alone, laughed, but only when she though

20 May, 2010

whats better a lie tht draws a smile or the truth tht draws a tear?

A MiLLi0n WoRDs Would Not Bring You Back, I Kn0w, BecauseI've Tried. Neither Would A Million TeaRs. I Know, BeCause I've Cried A MeMoRy LaStS 4eVeR NeVeR DoEs it DiE TrUe FrieNdS StAy toGeThEr AnD NeVer SaY GoOdByE I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry I'm threw w/ guyz,they all tell lies,they break ur heart n make U cry,luvin guyz is such a sin,hey check that guy who jus walked in *never say forever coz forever isnt real* *forevers wut u think and forevers what u feel* *so if u say forever please promise that ull try* *but never say forever coz forever makes me cry*

20 May, 2010

Love this :]

and i'm not always all there. i laugh more than i should at times when i probably shouldn't. i let the littlest things that shouldn't bother me, get to me. i cry over things that i shouldn't care about. i fall for lies, believe unkeepable promises, & hold on to things i need to let go of. i have the best of friends, that i know will always be behind me through everything. the friends to wipe my eyes when im crying, stay beside me when i'm scared, listen to me ramble when i wont shut up, help me when my heart is broke, beat the guys a** that did it :), make my laugh louder when its already at a scream, & and when i fall, there to help me up & trip me again

15 May, 2010

never say 4ever :]

never say i love you if you dont really care never talk about feelings if they arent really there never hold my hand if you going to break my heart . never say your going to if you never plan to start.never look into my eyes if your going to lie .never say hello if you really mean goodbye .if you really mean forever the say that you will try never say forever cause forever makes me cry

15 May, 2010

Im not :]

i'm not afraid of heights, i'm afraid of falling. i'm not afraid of the people around me, i'm just afraid of rejection... i'm not scared of the dark, i'm scared of what's in it... i'm not afraid to love, i'm just afraid of not being loved back... and i'm not afraid to try again, i'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason...

15 May, 2010

Spinsmeround+round

Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You, Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You, Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You, Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend. I had a dream and it was about you ... I smiled and recalled the memories we had ... then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why? Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...

25 Apr, 2010

Whoever she might be :]

"She could be money, cars, fear of the dark Your best friends or just strangers in bars Whoever she is, whoever she may be, One thing’s for sure: You don’t have to worry"

18 Apr, 2010

Fav Quotes :]

-Wouldn’t it be perfect if sweatpants were s**y, friends didn’t make drama, Boys weren’t confusing and goodbye was always I’ll see you tomorrow. -Drama, emotions, changes, rumors, tears, broken hearts and these are supposed to be the best years of our lives -Smiles And Tears, Giggles And Laughs. Late Night Calls And Cute Photographs. I'll Be There For U Till The Day Of My Death. Best Friends Forever Till My Very Last Breath. -So tell me, what hurts more? Thinking that you hate him, or knowing that you don't? -laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the memorries, ignore the pain, love and learn, forget and forgive, because remember you, have only one life, to live -cheers to lying, cheating, stealing and drinking; if your gonna lie, lie for a friend, if your gonna cheat, cheat death, if your gonna steal, steal a heart, and if your gonna drink, drink with me -Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You, Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You, Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You, Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You

06 Apr, 2010

ya. :[

Don't ever give up if you still want to try; Don't wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't settle for an answer if you still want to know; Don't say you don't love him if you can't let him go

18 Mar, 2010

im done believin people who say they love me..Its all a lie..

"she swears tht theres no difference between the lies and compliments its all the same if everyone leaves her"

08 Mar, 2010

Amazin songgg tht describes everythin :[

Emily don’t you cry tonight I know you lied despite You know you’re wanted but can’t quite go It’s not the same as you thought it would be But Emily please With every line that you whispered slow I’ll leave this pain below How many years ago? And every glance that you gave to him The stories worn so thin, oh girl Emily, Emily Listen girl can we agree polite You’re feeding words, recite You know I love you, but have to go Summer ends, and I don’t see you again Emily see Don’t sit there spilling broken words Of plans I never heard Wish we could just defer, we’re Draining hours, from our arms embrace You fake your own heartbreak, oh girl Emily, Emily Pause a step, because your hearts caught I wanna scream but I’m too choked up This is insane, it just can’t be Oh, where’d you go my Emily? Emily try not to sleep tonight Dreams won’t be sweet, contrite You know you’re wanted, but can’t let go Your smile changed from the way it should be When it was just me Melodies that we’d play all night When in my car we’d ride Chasing our sunrise Just confess that it’s not only me No faith in memories, oh no Pause a step, because your hearts caught I wanna scream but I’m too choked up This is insane, it just can’t be Oh, where’d you go my Emily? Pause a step, because your hearts caught I wanna scream but I’m too choked up This is insane, it just can’t be Oh, where’d you go my Emily? Emily Lied, you said, you know you lied Wanted, you’re wanted, go All that we wanted to say, lied So Emily don’t you cry tonight I know you lied despite You know you’re wanted, but can’t quite go

28 Feb, 2010

me agian

hello chris here hacking nati this girl here she funny =] we laugh and were there when we need it all i wanna say is ily nati ur the awesome buddy love christian =]

27 Feb, 2010

Hacked because last time wasen't good enough

Okay Theres a wounderful girl here on this page called natalie. Shes one of the Coolest people i ever met! So be nice or i kick your a** =D Some random facts about her: Shes dead i threw a fridge on her XD i spied on her when she was in the shower XD So shes toattaly awsome :D Soooooo BE AWSOME TO HER! ~love your bestie Tyler~ :)

27 Feb, 2010

Hacked <3

I hacked this Wounderful Girl here Because i felt like it okay Lol =D ~Love Tyler~

28 Jan, 2010

Lalala

&& right now there`s the boy you used to love; the boy whose your "best friend", the boy who wants you too -the secret one && the one who wants you too but has a girlfriend not fully true..

28 Jan, 2010

if..

If someone tells you "it will be okay" it's because it's tearing them up inside to see you torn apart

28 Jan, 2010

she waits...

& she waits for that phone call... the one where he says he made the biggest mistake of his life in letting her go & that he wants to be with her again...even though she knows it will never come

28 Jan, 2010

inside.

& if you look inside a girl's heart You'd see how much she really cries. You'll find hidden secrets, and lies But what you'll see the most Is how hard it is to stay strong when Nothing is right and everything is wrong

27 Jan, 2010

Me :)

So plug your ears & make excuses; block out who you see in the mirror. But the truth is, you can't escape yourself.

27 Jan, 2010

Fml lol

She finally gave up... She dropped the fake smile, as a tear ran down her cheek. && wispered to herself, "I can't do this anymore." 15)She's different from the rest of the girls. She's not fake, she can tell you "good" music. She likes to dance, sing, & act crazy with her friends. She will overanaylyze everything you can possibly say, she can argue but she hates too. She hates drama & can live without it & the people that cause it. But the one thing that she will never understand is why he can't love her the way that she loves him

27 Jan, 2010

Yupp

she's not the type of girl to wait by the phone. she won't cry; she knows it'll get her nowhere. she'll laugh a lot & often. and she'll live her own life. she'd like you to be a part of it.. but she'll do just fine without you

27 Jan, 2010

loveee is dumb :P

Love is the stupidest thing in the world and it doesn't mean a thing to me. Because tell me; what does love really do for you? It makes your heart pound 100 miles a minute, makes you cry yourself to sleep at night, makes you wait by the phone just to see if he'll call, makes you spend money on material things to cover up what's inside so that maybe he'll notice you. Love is full of Maybe's; it's never a sure thing. Love can be lost easily as it is found. Love can turn to hate, jealousy, and greed. Emotions are to be felt, acted upon; to be given and received; love isn't meant for that. It is only said and words mean nothing

27 Jan, 2010

:) hope

Cause when push comes to shove You taste what you're made of You might bend till you break Cause it's all you can take On your knees you look up decide you've had enough You get mad, you get strong Wipe your hands, shake it off Then you stand.

28 Dec, 2009

Doneee...

"nothin hurts more then knowing he meant everythin 2 u. And u meant nothin 2 him." "I don't miss him i miss the person i thought he was" :) Ughhh...I can't deal with this anymore.

22 Dec, 2009

Love it :)

Please take down the mistleoe Cause I don't wanna think about that right now Cause everything I want is miles away In a snow covered little town Mama's in the kitchen worrying about me Seasons greetings hope you're well I'm doing alright if you were wondering Lately I can never tell I know this shouldn't be a lonely time But there were Christmases when you were mine I've been doing fine without you, really Up until the nights got cold Eveybody's here except you, baby Seems like everyon's got someone to hold But for me it's just a lonely time Cause there were Christmases when you were mine Merry Christmas everynbody That'll have to be something I just say this year Bet you got your mom another sweater Were your cousins late again? When you were putting up the lights this year Did you notice one less pair of hands? I know this shouldn't be a lonely time But there were Christmases whe I didn't Wonder how you are tonight Cause there were Christmases when you were mine