18 Mar, 2015

Meh.

Kik: EmilyRayne1

04 Oct, 2014

:(

:( I wish I could find someone that treats me the way i deserve..

18 Aug, 2014

I'm falling apart

I want to die. Just I'm not okay...

05 Aug, 2014

Yay

I finally bought a new laptop so I will be on a lot more. :)

30 Jul, 2014

Upset

I'm losing hope. I just want to die. I really do.

26 Jul, 2014

*sighs*

I might just like never come back onto this account. My life is somewhat falling apart..

24 Jul, 2014

bored so uh sure.

Would you...? [] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Take Me With You? [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? [] Fall in love with me? [] Like me? [] Love me? [] Go out with me?

24 Jul, 2014

I'm sad.

I'm an emotional wreck right now and would really like to just cuddle someone. *sighs*

05 Jun, 2014

Bored.

Snapchat: emilyrayne01 Kik: EmilyRayne1 Add me:)

17 Dec, 2013

:)

Bored and need new friends, so hmu? :)

10 Dec, 2013

:\

The thing about depression is sometimes it's just there And you don't have a reason to even be sad at all. It's just lurking there and you wish you knew what was wrong but you don't. And I think that's when depression hurts you most because not only do you not know the cause of your sadness. You can't find out the solution.

18 Nov, 2013

...

i hate this site,

18 Oct, 2013

Ahhh

this site brings back so many memories.

04 Oct, 2013

Sometimes the pain is just too hard to handlle.

I'm dissapearing for awhile guys. Will i hurt myself? probably. Kill myself? I dont know yet. Im sorry bye.

29 Sep, 2013

Goodnight

night.

29 Sep, 2013

0-0 it sbeen forever

um hi

07 Sep, 2013

oh my.

Whoa. I am back on in forever.

11 Aug, 2013

oh..

why... Why do i even get on this anymore o.0

08 Aug, 2013

v.v

All i want to do is cuddle right now...

05 Aug, 2013

I'm about to die.

Holy FUCK monster.

05 Aug, 2013

assssssssssssssssssssssk me.

http://ask.fm/EmilyRayne01

05 Aug, 2013

>.>

i wanna cuddle

05 Aug, 2013

goodnight.

And he asked, “what can I do to make you stop crying." And she, she had a million thoughts, kiss me, hold me, don’t say good bye, don’t let this be the last time I see you. But all she replied was, “You can’t do anything anymore, everything is done, everything is gone." Then he drives her home and when they got there, she looked him in his sparkling eyes one last time and whispered, “Goodnight Austin." And he just replies, “Goodbye Emily, see you next weekend to pick up my stuff." And she ever slowly, got out of the car, and shut the door and walked into her house, she rushed to her room to look out her window, he was still in the driveway, and they made eye contact, but he just drove away. And that is the end. It’s all over. I’m, free…

05 Aug, 2013

Goodbye

"Don’t say goodbye, say goodnight," she whispered, voice cracking like an old record. “Don’t say goodbye, Don’t, Don’t say goodbye" He looked her in the eyes and kissed her ever so slightly and said, “Why does it matter if I say goodbye and not goodnight?" She was already crying, and all of a sudden she burst into tears, “because when you say goodnight, it gives me hope that this isn’t the last time." He was looking her in the eyes and whispered, “I’ll never leave you again."

19 Jul, 2013

T_T

no one to talk to at 7:30 in the morning. ~~Feeling like s***~~

14 Jul, 2013

Everything gets difficult

Everything gets difficult when you fall for a guy you know will never even look at you in that way.

09 Jul, 2013

:(

Why do i even get on? No one talks to me anymore v.v

07 Jul, 2013

:\

Need someone to talk to...

07 Jul, 2013

<3

I told you when you asked, I knew this wouldn't last At least I could be honest about that.

07 Jul, 2013

<3

When you fall in love with someone's personality, everything about them become beautiful.

04 Jul, 2013

I am done.

I am done, I am sorry goodbye world.

02 Jul, 2013

Boredd..

Someone should message me ;D

30 Jun, 2013

hmph.

I hate missing people.

22 Jun, 2013

Fuck My Life

Cutting again... <\3

20 Jun, 2013

ugh

Just got a horoscope that says: You're love life is going great right now, be happy with the guy you're with right now, it is going to last awhile. Helloooooo......imaginary guyyyyy... if you're out there you can come out of hiding nowwwww.... xD

19 Jun, 2013

god damn

i am seriously one bipolar b****.

19 Jun, 2013

3 days

3 days and not a single meal. Don't worry i will be okay.

19 Jun, 2013

Here is my rant

Its funny, people think I am all upset and stuff because me and my boyfriend broke up, trust me, im not that dramatic, i will get over that.... I realize those people truly don't know me well enough to know, that's not the complete reason why I am so upset all the time. I have true friends that do know, and that is all that seriously matters to me. You can b**** and complain that my life isn't that bad, but you seriously do not know that, if you are not one of my closer friends you have no true right to say that. because honestly, you don't know. You will never know, because according to everyone that isn't my closer friends, they all think I am just an over emotional girl, depressed for no reason, all that. and trust me, i have heard a lot of SHIT said about me. and its funny because it is that s*** that makes me worst and makes me to the point where I am just kind of done. There it is, what's on my mind. I am done here now.

19 Jun, 2013

hey..

If anyone wants, i really need someone to talk to right now.. kay? thanks...

18 Jun, 2013

>.>

My eyes burn.. but goodnight..

18 Jun, 2013

:\

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

18 Jun, 2013

Its getting bad again

Cuts are forming all over my legs.. will this ever end?

18 Jun, 2013

Fuck my life..

i really need someone to talk to right now.. just anyone idc

18 Jun, 2013

*cries*

I am so done with life :'(

17 Jun, 2013

v.v

Damnit, i lost my cuddle buddy :(

17 Jun, 2013

Cuddleness.

Went on Omegle. Found buddy, my life is complete.

17 Jun, 2013

Ugh.

Feeling lonely, Anyone wanna roleplay as like... my boyfriend or girlfriend or something? (no s**ual things..) Any takers? Anyone? Hmm.. Nope. didn't think so >.>

02 May, 2013

Things happen

Things happen but eventually you learn to move on

28 Apr, 2013

:'(

need someone to talk to me, message me please? :'(

23 Apr, 2013

ugh

That moment where you would rather date your best friend than your boyfriend...

03 Mar, 2013

<3

I seriously love you <3

23 Feb, 2013

It Hurts.

And everyday i want him back, but i have to sit back and watch him enjoy his new love life with my old best friend.

23 Feb, 2013

:\

i wish you would come back into my life already

17 Feb, 2013

Cant stand it

I freaking love you... and you know just by the t**le who you are ;P

16 Feb, 2013

One thought

What if you just let me be your girlfriend for one night? i know you want me to be and i know i wanna be too but.. idk im afraid <|3

16 Feb, 2013

300th Blog Post

I LOVE YOU ZACHARY, KEVIN AND JAY!!!!!!!! <3

16 Feb, 2013

Cut

Cutting releases the pain on the inside and make it appear on the outside.

16 Feb, 2013

Bored :\

Bored and upset.... Message me?

16 Feb, 2013

I hate this

i hate that i f***ing love you!!!

16 Feb, 2013

<|3

All those scars on her arms? dont worry she says they're little notes to remind her how many times you broke her heart.

16 Feb, 2013

Just Remember..

Because of you, i cry every f***ing night.

16 Feb, 2013

...

i hurt myself so you dont.

16 Feb, 2013

Now i know....

Now i know what its really like to be truly alone.

16 Feb, 2013

Fuck. This.

God i seriously hate my life... i cant believe he dumped me when he knew what i was already f***ing going thru... i miss him though and i want him back so bad.. :'( been a month now and it still f***ing kills me to even see him..

16 Feb, 2013

No,

you will never understand why i cut mom, no, you cannot send me away to a mental house yell at me, see what that f***ing does. Fuck you, you never cared before so why now? Just. Fuck. You.

16 Feb, 2013

depress..

Depress and cannot sleep with no one to talk to? :\ Message me?

15 Feb, 2013

i miss him

i miss him... people say it will get better but every day i miss him more. and more.

15 Feb, 2013

:\

god damnit why do i have so many problems...

14 Feb, 2013

god damn.

i hate not havin friends that truly understands what im going thru...

14 Feb, 2013

:/

starting to hate my life more and more each day. happy single awarness day everyone.

12 Feb, 2013

fml

i hate my life i f*** everything up :/ and i have nothing left but scars and cuts..

03 Feb, 2013

:\ well im a bitch

probaley just hurt my bestfriend more than anything... im sorry Zach :\

01 Feb, 2013

:\

i just need a guy. that wont cheat wont call other girls hot or s**y just a guy to be all mine.. but those are impossible to find

01 Feb, 2013

Bored :\\

i neeeed new friends D: message me? :P

31 Jan, 2013

the moment..

that moment when i realize i really need a new boyfriend -___- any takers? ;P

31 Jan, 2013

:/

Boyfriend dumped me -.- after 8 months...whatever i guess i will eventually heal :)

04 Jan, 2013

Bored as heck...

well bored as heck... ermm.. message me? <3

26 Dec, 2012

Im not Broken

Hell I am going to heal, im not broken just have to keep telling myself that and ill be okay <3

26 Dec, 2012

Im not Beautiful

I may not be beautiful, pretty or anything..shi+ i might be ugly...but i am me..thats all that matters. <3

26 Dec, 2012

Bored :T

Message me?

08 Dec, 2012

Bored.....

Messaggee Me??

14 Oct, 2012

<3

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16 Aug, 2012

-sighs-

i need more friends :C

14 Aug, 2012

Random Messages like this so make me happier

From: AnthonyAesthetic Date: Aug 14 2012 11:47PM Subject: RE: FML >>Just got called a f***ing w**** by the one person i thought would understand the most. Well screeeeew them. Because you're clearly not a w**** (:

14 Aug, 2012

FML

Just got called a f***ing w**** by the one person i thought would understand the most.

14 Aug, 2012

0.0

why we hav best friends: They give u a better s** talk then your own mom XD

13 Aug, 2012

fucked up

im f***ing sad and all my boyfriend can say is "dont worry we'll skype at 2 when im down gaming with my friends" r u f***ing kidding me :T

12 Aug, 2012

http://www.tumblr.com/blog/emilyrayne4ever

Follow me on Tumblr?

11 Aug, 2012

Tomorrow..

2 years...he's been gone <|3 :'(

08 Aug, 2012

<3

Jay: "ill go g**for like a week but then i think wait v***** is awesome then i go bi again" XD i love him xD

21 Jul, 2012

<3

Yeah im fallin from cloud 9 <3

10 Jul, 2012

lol

Why are cookies called cookies? We BAKE them! BAKEIES! You all call them bakeies now, or feel the wrath of my crayon!

10 Jul, 2012

LMFAO XD

#1: STAREING CONTEST! #2: GO! #1: O_O #2: -_- #1: HA i win :D #2: IM ASIAN U RACIST BASTARD!!

10 Jul, 2012

so like yeah.

Member Since: 06/19/2010 Last Login: 07/10/2012 Profile Views: 11647

10 Jul, 2012

Random :D

friend is going to boot camp o.o i randomly find an icey thing next to me.. i think my friend is a perv ((zac)) uhhmhmm yep.

10 Jul, 2012

i love him!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

zac: -puts my pants back on- i wasn't doing anything................-still has my shirt off-...........just role plying....as jacob from twilight..............-flexes- see? me:that is hot xD im jk. lol zac: damn i was hoping you could be bella so i can hit on you......... me: fine XD hello im bella i have a thing for bestiality and necrophilia. btw i always smile like this: -_- xD

10 Jul, 2012

ahah zac you make my day ;D

-puts my pants back on- i wasn't doing anything................-still has my shirt off-...........just role plying....as jacob from twilight..............-flexes- see?

10 Jul, 2012

i..like...trains..

I LIKE TRAINS Hey! Have you heard of the I Like Trains kid? He's pretty cool, but I think there's something wrong with him I don't know if he's cursed, or if it's something with his brain But the only thing he ever says is: I LIKE TRAINS From birth the I Like Trains kid never spoke a word Not even to his parents, not a single sounds was heard But on the first day of school the teacher asked his name All he did was smile as he said: I LIKE TRAINS They put him on some Ritalin to see if that would help The doctor found the perfect dose and asked him how he felt He stared at the doctor with that same creepy smile And the I Like Trains kid said: "I feel great!" He got a fancy job and he straightened out his life He met a nice girl who he asked to be his wife As they stood at the altar, and prepared to say their vows He put a ring on her finger, and he said: I LIKE TRAINS Got bad grades? I like trains! Awkward date? I like trains! Don't like trains? ... I LIKE TRAINS

23 Jun, 2012

Bored -_-

ugh im boreddd

19 May, 2012

FM Static- Defientaly Maybe

^^^^^^Fave song (:

05 May, 2012

All of me/ half of you

1. Put your iTunes, windows media player, etc., on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Check Yes Juliet 2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? How To Save A Life 3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? I Dont Wanna Miss A Thig 4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? All Around Me 5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFES PURPOSE? Boulevard of broken dreams 6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? my sacrafice 7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Far away 8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? undead 9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? Cry 10. WHAT IS 2 + 2? If today was your last day 11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? The little girl 12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW-UP? one step at a time 13. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Tempory home 14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? head strong 15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Complicated o-o 16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? When She Cries 17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Stand in the rain 18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? White horse 19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? The diary 20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? Photograph 21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Just a kiss 22. WHAT WILL YOUR CHILD'S FIRST WORD(S) BE? Story of a girl 23. WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR? You had me from hello XD 24. WHAT DID YOU SAY IN YOUR SLEEP LAST NIGHT? Love of my knife 25. WHAT WILL YOU PUBLISH THIS NOTE AS? All of Me/ Half of You

05 May, 2012

FIELD TRIP <3

Chicago for the night= best field trip eva

27 Apr, 2012

Broken..

Broken Heart Broken Dreams Broken Wishes...

04 Apr, 2012

Bang Bang Choo Choo Train!

The yellow monsters are c**ming cookie juice o-o

04 Apr, 2012

11400 Views :D

Yay xD

04 Apr, 2012

Fckin Mistake...

Just forgave a guy that i havnttlked to since 5 months....Badd....choice...

04 Apr, 2012

Love This Song XD

In Between -Boondox O_O (funny as hellll when ur boyfriend is singing it XD)

03 Apr, 2012

:D

They say "If you cant beat them, join them" I say "if you cant beat them, Get a BIGGER stick"

03 Apr, 2012

i hate him -_-

ok first we meet then we became best friends next i fall in love with u and then u toss anything we had away and now i still love u but u don't care

03 Apr, 2012

...

Not only did you stab me in the back, you shot me in the heart, threw me off a cliff, and laughed when I hit the ground.

03 Apr, 2012

True XD

A woman is like a delicate rose, she is soft like the petals with a pleasant fragrance. But you p*** her off and her thorns will get you.

03 Apr, 2012

mhm

I dont know what hurts more, being lied too or knowing i wasnt worth the truth

03 Apr, 2012

True..

You can write your own life out...but remember to keep a good damn eraser by you...

03 Apr, 2012

Boredd..

Messagee ME :D or ill steal yer cookies (=

02 Apr, 2012

God...Damn...

Never knew a guy could be such a fricken d*ck...frowny face :C

20 Mar, 2012

What The Hell

This guy kept commenting on my b***s today..W...T..F

16 Mar, 2012

<|3

Havn't Talked To Him In 3 Days :( I Feel Depress He Always Calls Me Every Night God Fml <|3

03 Mar, 2012

*sighs*

i miss him so much :( *sighs* oh well...he'll come around eventually...hopefully...

26 Feb, 2012

ahhh :) <3

and my heart is still beatin super fast even though i left his house 2 hours ago...:)

20 Feb, 2012

I Love Him <3

I've never been this happy and i could never ask for more i know he cant see this but god i love him so much <3

14 Feb, 2012

today= ahhh mazzing

awsum day <3 haha:) greatttz

08 Feb, 2012

Pain

Pain and Hurt cant even descirbe what i feel right now So Fuck You I feel lied to and desieved Fuck Fuck Fucky Fuck YOU! You know who im talking about.... P.s FUCK YOU!

08 Feb, 2012

UGH!

Love: Lots of complications Overally complicated Very complicated Extremly complicated.. Get the point yet? its complicated ughh fml..

29 Jan, 2012

make it seem like ur stalkin the person tht updates there fb status every 5 mins..

update:I jst walked into this store you: i jst wlked into this store update:im going home you: im going to this place update: im takein a shower now you: im tryin out my new binoculars update: im gtting dressed you: yep these binoculars r working good (lmao)

29 Jan, 2012

Nobodys Home Avril Lavinge

She Wants To Go Home But NoBodys Home Thats Where She Lies Broken Inside!

25 Jan, 2012

Haha social studies...

Kid: Why cant i go to the fricken bathroom... Teacher: Because a nother guy just went! Kid: SO?! Teacher: You and him might do bad stuff Whole class: *starts laughing* Teacher: Dear god kids get your head out of the gutter! Kid: Thats what she said! xD

09 Jan, 2012

Friend Zone by yourfavoritemartain

ahh....explains me right now

01 Jan, 2012

:D

Happy Birthday To Me :P

28 Dec, 2011

:D

I'm a princess xD According to Zachary Yay x)

28 Dec, 2011

friend and me

him: Can i get a kiss? me: nooo him: i dont get it you can show me anything and do anything else but no kiss?! me:well.. him: its like u saying i cant poke u but i can have s** with u what is this!? me: lmfao xD

28 Dec, 2011

god

im so tired feel like im bout to pass out >_<

27 Dec, 2011

neww picss

yeaaa i got new pics on meh playlist :)

27 Dec, 2011

How i feel right now...

*runs head first into a wall*

27 Dec, 2011

:|

Don't know what i just did *sighs* Love is confusing me >_<

27 Dec, 2011

yea soo BEST SINGERS/BANDS EVA

1. Hollywood Undead 2. Linkin Park 3. Eminem 4. Evanescence 5. Creed 6. Nickle Back 7. 3 Doors Down 8. My Darkest Days 9. Lil Wayne 10. Rihana 11. Hinder 12. BVB 13. okay theres alot so i quit :P

27 Dec, 2011

:D

Im a proud sl*t XD 20 kids mhmm 5 different men xD one was Jay he jst dont know it yet XD lmfao yeaaa... xD

27 Dec, 2011

grades -_-

Spanish: A- :D Science: C+ :| L.A: B- :) Art: A :D Geometry: D+ v.v SRT: E X_X Social Studies: A :D Band: A :D

27 Dec, 2011

Tomorrow :)

Tomorrow is going to be the best (:

27 Dec, 2011

i love you

i i l i lo i lov i love i love y i love yo i love you i love yo i love y i love i lov i lo i l i

27 Dec, 2011

:|

sometimes i dont get him...

27 Dec, 2011

:D

11061views...intresting lol

27 Dec, 2011

i swear

i think my gramma is trying to turn me into a s*** o-o

26 Dec, 2011

:|

i force hate into my heart becuse its my only friend

26 Dec, 2011

:D

My birthday is in 6 days O_O im g**na be olddd DX

26 Dec, 2011

:)

you know you missed someone when they msg or text you and u istantly cant stop smileing xD

17 Dec, 2011

part of haileys song by eminem

Sometime i sit starein out my window watching the world past me by sometimes i think theres nothin to live for i just dont see my real side sometimes i think im crazy im crazy oh so crazy and then i see my baby sudenly im not that crazy <3

27 Nov, 2011

How To Stop Someone From Killing Themself

Shit I Dont F*cking Know! I Wish I Did Though Im So Fucking Stressed Out I Hope He Will Come To His Scences I Love Him So F*cking Much <\3

08 Nov, 2011

Helmont!!!!!

haha blogging bout random people... well helmont aint random hes f*cking awesome i love him :)

08 Nov, 2011

Jay <3

haha hes my besty :) I lovee him so damn much!!! haha :) me and him...have been thru alot love him haha xD

01 Nov, 2011

Who The Exception is

R3M3mB3rzL0v3 Helmont: Robert Hey I Love U Emily Yea I Hacked Ur Accout xD

01 Nov, 2011

No More..:\

I cant take long distance(out of my state) relationships anymore... too much drama and you never know what the other person could be doing :\ so yeah no more.. theres only one person tht mite be an expection.. thats it so yah sorry peoples

30 Oct, 2011

:)

Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have s**" Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm h****" Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't leave me" Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" *Advice* Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

30 Oct, 2011

haha soooo...

im like bored Dx u shuld msg me... well...idc wait yes i do XD so hit the msg button lol

29 Oct, 2011

:D

in a good moooddd :)))))))))) XD

21 Oct, 2011

Seven

Eleven

06 Oct, 2011

200th blog..

im decateing this blog to 3 people that have changed my life and made it better..im not putting names u guys know who u r and i just wanted to say love you guys you guys are the best <3

04 Oct, 2011

part of my fave song (my black dahlia by hollywood undead)

i wish i could have quit you i wish i never missed you and told you that i love you everytime i f***ed you the future that we both drew and all the s*** weve been through obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew how could you do this to me? look at what i made for you it never was enough and the world was what i gave you i use to be love struck now im just f***ed up pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

03 Oct, 2011

wow -_-

my friend scared the living hell outta me -_-

03 Oct, 2011

ok so im flipping and im worry and im crying :'(

he deleted all his blogs...and his friends comments are gone...he better not be leaveing this site...idk what ill do with myself if he does...hes my besstfriend..

12 Sep, 2011

grrr

so..my fone finally gave up and broke on me Dx

10 Sep, 2011

WTF!!!

my brother jst bit my b*** WTH!?!?

10 Sep, 2011

sometimes..

sometimes..just sometimes u write a blog...hopeing the person u want to read reads it...chances r slim..but seriously..the past is only the past...y cant people learn to forgive and start a new beginning ending with a different future..

10 Sep, 2011

...

call me a sinner call me a saint tell me its over ill still love you the same call me ur favorite call me the worst tell me its over i dont want you to hurt

10 Sep, 2011

quote

a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step..

08 Sep, 2011

ok..

2 nights in a row of crying myself to sleep...lets see how many more i can go.. :(

07 Sep, 2011

:'(

i cant stop f***ing crying god damnit fml :(

07 Sep, 2011

fxck..

my fone keeps randomly turning off when im in the middle of texting...one more time the fone and wall will become best tackle hug buddies o.o

07 Sep, 2011

sooo..

school was haliarious expecially in fcking science xD

05 Sep, 2011

nooooooo Dx

first day of school tomorro :/

05 Sep, 2011

:D

i love how bipolar i am x3

05 Sep, 2011

confused :(

ugh love and life r soo harddddd :T i wish there was more then a flip of a coin to help choose between things :(

04 Sep, 2011

woww lol

Boy: Baby are you jealous? Gf : No. Boy: Baby are you jealous? Gf : No. Boy: Baby are you jealous? Gf : I already told you, No! Boy: Baby can I get a kiss? Gf : Go get a Kiss from that ugly Girl that u were hanging out with

03 Sep, 2011

:T

made a drawing....i dont think its tht good though oh well

03 Sep, 2011

emily wishes....

i wish i had a monster or rockstar right now lol

03 Sep, 2011

wth

ok so earlier im like im sad im g**na watch somethin on tv to make me better..... i turn on the tv and the thing bout animal abuse is on seriously?!?

03 Sep, 2011

yay/damn

i got what i wanted.....but now i feel bad for it :(

03 Sep, 2011

FML

damnit at times i wish me attempting suicide actually worked...

03 Sep, 2011

if he only knew..

if he only knew how much i truely love him...*sighs* he wuldnt ever undertsand <|3

03 Sep, 2011

i got 4 awesome new shirts :D

they sayyyy 1.save the earth its the only planet with cupcakes and it shows a giant cupcake 2.<3 yoshi and it shoes yoshi 3. im too perfect for u and it shows an pencil and an earaser 4.wanna lick with the owl and a tootsie pop in his mouth

31 Aug, 2011

o_o

my friend told me tht the ninja turtles r stalking me again...o_o

31 Aug, 2011

tell me why

mother f***er!!!! why the hell did i do tht yesterday......foookkk....

31 Aug, 2011

Call me (: (not literaly its a song title ppl)

o_O i got the song Call Me by Shinedown stuck in my head

31 Aug, 2011

i walk a lonely road

yep its a pic of ugly me *rolls eyes* >_<

31 Aug, 2011

tears dont fall they crash around me

ughh neww pic got an hair cut...DX

29 Aug, 2011

awake and alive (:

haha...my glow in the dark turtles that r hideing in the dark and spyin on me secretly told me to look for da dino in yer pants ;P

28 Aug, 2011

how to lovee

talkin to my besty :| love how one thing u say can like make the whole moment awkwarddddd >_<

28 Aug, 2011

a broken heart tht the world has forgot

starting now and for a lil while my blog t**les r either g**na be lyrics from a song or the name of a song (:

28 Aug, 2011

ftw

sometimes when u feel like ur world is falling apart u have to look around and see that there will always be some person by u standing strong and willing to be ur friend

28 Aug, 2011

bitch...

so i watched my bro get the f*ck beat out of him by my step dad i hope my step dadburns in fckin hell.. my bro didnt even do anything... god damn people with children now adays

28 Aug, 2011

hmm

sometmes ur heart breaks before you even have a chance to fall in love

27 Aug, 2011

love dis saying..

i cant be barbie if u cant even try to be kent..

27 Aug, 2011

...

this world is a f***ing death hole :D

27 Aug, 2011

wow..

fxck him i cant fxckin believe he wuld fxcking cheat on me...

25 Aug, 2011

yay XD

watching aladdin because i get to feel like a little kid again :D lol

24 Aug, 2011

yay

24 more profile views and i reach 10000 yay

24 Aug, 2011

good point..

girl: so is it me or her guy: if u loved me u wuldnt make me choose girl: if u loved me there wuldnt even be an option

22 Aug, 2011

damn...

whats with all the people going back to school already?? i mean lyke i got until 2 more weeks -_-

21 Aug, 2011

=P XP

Listening to Hollywood Undead HELL YA BABY <3 loveee themmm (=

20 Aug, 2011

Bored, Sad..

Im boredand i cantstop crying :'( Fml >_<

19 Aug, 2011

O_O

this is some wierd day O_O!

19 Aug, 2011

Bring me back to life

1. Put your iTunes, windows media player, etc., on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Spacebound 2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Head strong 3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? look at me now 4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? like toy soilders 5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFES PURPOSE? Pain 6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? not afraid 7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? scars 8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? In the end 9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? How to love 10. WHAT IS 2 + 2? I'd lie 11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Lips of an angel 12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW-UP? Better then me 13. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? facedown 14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Fallin for you 15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Mine 16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Firework 17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Bullets for my Valentine 18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Beautiful 19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Mockingbird 20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? Dynamite 21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? i walk alone 22. WHAT WILL YOUR CHILD'S FIRST WORD(S) BE? Time of your life 23. WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR? wake me up when september ends 24. WHAT DID YOU SAY IN YOUR SLEEP LAST NIGHT? going under 25. WHAT WILL YOU PUBLISH THIS NOTE AS? bring me back to life

19 Aug, 2011

bored...

Im bored DX hmu on playlist jjssttt a**kk =P

18 Aug, 2011

ugh XP

my new pic is of ugly me blahh XP

18 Aug, 2011

wierd..

i just made a new bwest fwiendddd XD

18 Aug, 2011

ugh..

ALOT of people r sayin i shuld put a pic of myself as my avatar thing..... inbox me if i shuld or shuldnt i guess

16 Aug, 2011

(:

i love my friend jay with all my heart is my bestest friend ever love you jayyy lol

16 Aug, 2011

(:

Love me or hate me i promise it wont make me or break me -lil wayne :D

16 Aug, 2011

lol idk

Member Since: 06/19/2010 Last Login: 08/16/2011 Profile Views: 9827

15 Aug, 2011

U WeRe My BeSt FrIeNd

he was my best friend (: then he started saying s*** behind my back :O Oh well all i say is... Fck off im sick of yer b.s :) Me no take b.s no more :D

12 Aug, 2011

today sucks..

today is the 1 yr of my friend chris being dead <|3 r.i.p

28 Jul, 2011

if..

if i looked into the past will i see that our future will last? if i look into the light will i find the memories from that night? if i look at the fights we made would i find that they were worth the pain?

26 Jul, 2011

:|

Aug. 12, 2010 the sadest day of my life R.I.P Chris I'll always remember and love you <3

26 Jul, 2011

:|

the dissapoint ment u get when your looking in your closet for narnia but find the door to monsters ink instead XD

26 Jul, 2011

hmmmmeded

im going to bed now.. actually thts a lie im g**na continue to text jay but im gettin off this website cya people tomorrooo

26 Jul, 2011

true..

cry for cuts and stiches... not for b******s and b*tches (:

26 Jul, 2011

awh (:

meh doggy is sooooo cuteeee lol..

26 Jul, 2011

Wierd...

in the last few mins my profile views went up like 6 or 7 haha yay me :3

26 Jul, 2011

haha..

who ryhmes with yay and makes my day??? thats right jayyyy XD

26 Jul, 2011

wtf jay?!? XD gatta love this kid lol

we were in a pool virtually lol jay: -pokes ur b***- wow..i nevr realized how squishy these things were me: WTF?!? O_O jay: haha totally jk me: im scared now lol jay: -swims to the other side of the pool and shouts- im not a molester!!!!!! me:I DISAGREE!!! what u jst did is like me pokeing ur di*ck and sayen hey i never knew how hard this thing culd get!! jay: NOT REALLY!!!! me: YES REALLY!!!! lmfao jay: FXCK U!! NO ITS NOT! me: lol fine whateverrrrrr xP jay: SO DID WE COME TO AN AGREEMENT? me: lol nope but whtever -swims ovr to u- ur realllly hyper for some reason lmao i like tht jay: -swims away from u- im not comin near u till me come to an agreement! me: finee ur rite u touching my b*** is not the same as touching ur di*ck jay: -swims to u- ok..

25 Jul, 2011

:D

cleared my block list thats right if u know i blocked you you get one more chance...

25 Jul, 2011

:P

love is evil spell it backwords i'll show ya (:

25 Jul, 2011

oh okay ...

some bioch comes to me on here and starts saying sh*t just cause my picture on here is of anime... well biotch at less my picture aint of me with my b***s half hanging out or me being only half dress biotches...

25 Jul, 2011

wow :/

3 people now have said i've changed... i don't know how i have though grrrrrnesss :(

25 Jul, 2011

things i hate...

1. racist people 2. people that hate gays,lez and bis 3. when people respond 'k' to me 4. total a-holes, and biotches 5. people that brag on how much they cut... 6. annoying people 7. extremly religious people i mean a little is ok but if they use the word god or jesus in every sentance... 8. people that try to start fights 9. people who cant accept me for me 10. people who hate my friends 11. people who want nude pics.. 12. guys with the whole 'your bf doesnt have to know' act 13. fakes yep dont talk to me if u r any of those things mkay thanks (:

25 Jul, 2011

haha biotch (:

now that your outta my life i can finally breath again and im glad you fxcking goonee sure time to time i miss you but fyi its better without you cause i have a wayyyy better bf now you biotch and btw seriously blocking and avoiding me just shows me how much of a little kid you are so thanks for helping me move on with my life (:

24 Jul, 2011

O_o

according to micheal...he owns my leg? o_O

24 Jul, 2011

(:

dear guys, just cause you have a d*ck doesnt mean u have to be one enough said (:

24 Jul, 2011

(:

right now im so happy with my life (: yayyy me XD

22 Jul, 2011

yayy

yay im g**na be alound on :D yess XD

21 Jul, 2011

gtg now =(

i gtg idk when i'll be back :( it culd be about 2 weeks maybe.... love you my friends bye i guess

21 Jul, 2011

im in a good mood yaya =D

lala i love beinghappy again =D i hope it lasts whoever fxcks it up will pay lol

21 Jul, 2011

haha

Annoying things to do on an elevator 1) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off. 2) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral. 3) MEOW occasionally. 4) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly 5) SAY -DING at each floor. 6) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button. 7) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on." 8 ) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space." 9) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn't you. 10) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!" 11) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it 12.) talk on your cell phone in a Jersey Accent

21 Jul, 2011

great..

just made my bestfriend cry :(

21 Jul, 2011

=D

"You have enemies? Good, that means you stood up for something." -eminem <3

21 Jul, 2011

...........

How Many People Would Honestly Care If I Died? Probaley A Limit Of Like Maybe 10 People? I Fuccking Hate My Life... Why Can't It End Already? F.M.L!

20 Jul, 2011

FCK YES!!

for once in a long time i am really happy (:

20 Jul, 2011

this is my song....

Everydays the same she fights to find her way she hurts she breaks she hides and tries to pray she wonders why does anyone ever hear her when she cries ):

19 Jul, 2011

god damnit :(

i want it back to normal i wish he lived near me i wish i knew more about him i wish so much about him he wont understand :(

18 Jul, 2011

grrr

i need a friend a friend that i can talk to and know she or he wont tell anybody.. i wish ryan was here he wuld be the one i can telll anything to i miss him

18 Jul, 2011

grrr

i jst g**na sit here and say repeadily: get online get online pleasseee get online i misssss youuuuuu and he still wont get online ._.

18 Jul, 2011

:|

i want my life back to normal i want chris back <|3 R.I.P Aug 12.. i want my dad back <|3 R.I.P yr 2003 i want my life back R.I.P yr 2009 thats right i had mine own special life before 2009...

17 Jul, 2011

lol

Son: Dad, my math teacher yelled at me today! Dad: Why?! Son: My teacher asked me what is 3 x 2, and I answered 6. Dad: That's right! Son: Then he asked me what is 2 x 3 Dad: WTF is the difference? Son: That's what I said...

17 Jul, 2011

XD

daughter-mommy, mommy! i got 5$! Mom-Well how did you get that? Daughter: Tommy said if i show him how i do my cartwheels while he sits up in his tree house he will give me 5$! Mom-honey thats only because he can look at your underwear! Dont take anymore money from him! *Next Day!* Daughter- Mommy, mommy, i got 10$ from tommy *mom looks disapionted* Daughter:But mommy, its okay! i tricked tommy :) i did not wear my underwear this time :) *like if you get it*

17 Jul, 2011

rotflmao

Boy tells his dad, "There's a kid at school that keeps calling me a FAG." Dad says, "Well, PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE!!" Son says "But he's sooo cute"

17 Jul, 2011

O_O

Girls Comes in the Class room, Teacher:Emily, Why on earth are you this late to school? Emily, I was blowing bubbles sir, Teacher: Fine then go and sit down Another girl come into the classroom Teacher:Trisha, Why on earth are you this late to school? Trisha: Bubbles was inside me sir, Teacher: Ok then go and sit down New boy comes in Teacher: AND I SUPPOSE YOU WERE BLOWING BUBBLES OR SOMTHING LIKE THAT...? New boy: No sir, I am bubbles Teacher: Oh....

17 Jul, 2011

lol

Blanket on, too hot. Blanket off, too cold. One leg out, perfect, until the awkward moment when the demon from Paranormal Activity grabs it.

17 Jul, 2011

..........

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into slvts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into s**. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your heror Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn't make you a slvt. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees and goodbyes only meant until tomorrowr And we couldn't wait to grow up

17 Jul, 2011

i cried? >.<

Girl: I'm having my operation now I love you. The girl lays on operation bed. Boy stands there with watery eyes without saying I love you too. Girl finishes heart transplant and the boy is gone. Girl: Nurse where is he? Nurse says: They didn't tell you who's heart they gave you, did they? Nurse hands the girl a note Girl reads note I told you it was yours

17 Jul, 2011

XDDDDDDDDDDD

*Texting dad* You: Hey dad, can I get some money for some coke? Dad: Sure... is $60 enough? You: Dad. It's $1.25. Dad: Wow, the price sure went down from when I was a kid... ...You: DAD! COCA-COLA? Dad: Oh.....

17 Jul, 2011

XDDDDDDD

"I wasn't that drunk" 'Dude, you were in my closet yelling "where the f*ck is narnia"'

17 Jul, 2011

lmfao...

My girlfriend invited me to her house, I found her sister alone in the house, she was unbelievably s**y, she whispered in my ear, "i have feelings for you, shall we have s*x" , I immediately turned around and walked to the front door to go to my car, I found my girlfriend standing there, she hugged me and said: "you've won my trust"... Moral of the story: always keep your condoms in the car

17 Jul, 2011

XD

You know you are drunk if you swerve to miss a tree than realize it is the air freshener hangin from your mirror

17 Jul, 2011

goddamnit

i fxckin hate my life and my words and my choices! If he only knew how fxckin sorry i am i wuld do anything for him to be y bestfriend again i hate fiteing with him <|3 i miss him already and its only been a few minutes...maybe hes rite i am a lieing h** :( i wish he wuld forgive me but that is his choice.... Jay if ur reading this im sorry and i made a mistake im sorry....i shud jst die so yah jay im sorry and its up to u to accept it :(

17 Jul, 2011

lmao

I suffer from schizophrenia. (I really don't.) Do. (Don't.) Do. (Don't!) Do! (Shut up!) NO, YOU SHUT UP! (asshole) THATS IT! (what?) I hate you. (i know)

17 Jul, 2011

XD

guy: lets play firetruck... say red light when you want me to stop *runs hand up leg* girl: RED LIGHT!! guy: Firetrucks don't stop for red lights ;)

16 Jul, 2011

UGH!

damnnit i hate this jealously feeling >.<

16 Jul, 2011

wow

listening to sad music...and crying...idk if m crying to the songs or whtever else idk

14 Jul, 2011

omfg

i just found out something about my mom...i cant believe her :/

14 Jul, 2011

omg this poem is sad >.<

Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. but the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, For a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" She heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," Another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, She heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, Too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, As she smiled up at her Mom. And looked back at her teacher, Who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, Came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, Because he lives so far away." But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, And how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories He taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, And taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, And ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing here alone. "Cause my daddy's always with me, E

14 Jul, 2011

aw :(

Does heaven have a phone number? Mommy went to heaven, but I need her here today. My tummy hurts and I fell down; I need her right away. Operator, can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part? I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is heaven very far away? Is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time- she needs to come home now! I really need to reach her. I simply don't know how. Help me find the number, please. Is it listed under "heaven"? I can't read these big, big words; I am only seven. I'm sorry, operator, I didn't mean to make you cry. Is your tummy hurting too-- or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you, operator I'll give them a call.

14 Jul, 2011

rotflmao

An innocent little boy's wish : Dear Lord, please send clothes to the poor girls in my dad's laptop. :P

14 Jul, 2011

haha

Husbands Throwing Knives On Wife's Pic. All Were Missing The Target! Suddenly He Received Call From Her: Hi, What R U Doing? He Honestly Replied: Missing u..........xD

11 Jul, 2011

lalala

1.you steal my pudding... u get stabbed with the spoon o.O 2.rawr means i love you in dinosaur x3 3.i like to stab people in the back... with bendy straws :D 4.:F<---- thats a vampire 5. santa is my old man!!! 6. haters can wait in line with the rest of the people waiting for me to give a fxck! (: 7. ik this is random Dx 8. i bite...but nvr to hard o.O 9. ur shuld message me after u read this... 10. this blog has 10 things on it :D

10 Jul, 2011

.....

im bored >.< someone message me?? i dnt bite...hard... and if u steal meh pudding u'll get stabbed with a spoon!!!!

10 Jul, 2011

ugh..

i have had the worst day eva today! stupid dream i had kinda ruined it.....wtf did i have to have a dream bout him?!?! ugh i also wrote the story of my dead friend....):

08 Jul, 2011

...

no one understand me anymore? i use to have 3 people that did....now i have 1/2 a person tht does...1/2 is cause he bairly listens to me anymore bout my probs.... so yeah thts me for u... problem filled girl..idk

08 Jul, 2011

10 things bout me

1.Rawr means i love you in dinosaur :D 2.when i say long story...it really isnt i jst dnt wanna talk about it 3. when u ask 'how r u' and i say 'ok i guess' im really actually in a bad mood 4. i tell a thousand people 'i love you' but i only mean it to 1 5.im emotionally challenged... 6. i cry easily...really easily 7. im part emo..... 8. i have alot wrong in my life.. 9. no one knows my full life story except jay 10. i screw up alot with everything

08 Jul, 2011

breathless by shane ward

i love this song :) it reminds me of someone....:D he'll know who he is ;)

08 Jul, 2011

a secret x3

I need to tell you a secret LO0K AT 5 [2] The answer is L0OK AT 11 [3] Dont get mad L0OK AT 15 [4] Calm down don't be mad L0OK AT 13 [5] First L0OK AT 2 [6] Dont be that angry L0OK AT 12 [7] i just wanted to say hi [8] What I wanted to tell you is...THE ANSWER IS ON 14 [9] Be patient L0OK AT 4 [10] This is the last time I'm going to do this L0OK AT 7 [11] I hope you're not mad when I say this L0OK AT 6 [12] Sorry L0OK AT 8 [13] Don't be getting hyper L0OK AT 10 [14] I dont know how to say this L0OK AT 3 [15] You must be really mad L0OK AT NUMBER 9

08 Jul, 2011

haha......

1.Caution: I have a smart brain, directly linked to a smart mouth, and I'm not afraid to use either of them! 2. i want you to sit down,lift you right foot, circle it clockwise,while w/ your right hand draw a 6! do it! now.did u notice when you drew the 6 you foot reversed! 3.They say, "Guns don't kill people. People kill people." Well I think the g** helps. If you stood there and yelled BANG, I don't think you'd kill too many people! 4.This is my care cup \_/ Oh... Look its empty. I wonder what that means? 5."Inside all of us there is an angel and a devil battling for the top" 6.Teacher: "How come your homework is blank?" Student: "I wrote it with invisible ink." 7.SORRY.i don't come with a warning label 8. The monsters in the closet only come out at night, because they are afraid of me. I jiggle the doorknob just for fun!

08 Jul, 2011

haha my name x3

e-u have a nice a** m-sucess comes easily to u i-love is something u deeply believe in l-u r cute y-ur the best gf anyone culd ask for A-damn good kisser B-u fall in love quickly C-ur wild and crazy D-u have one of the best personalities eva E-u have a nice a** F-people totally adore u G-u have a very good personality and looks H-u neva let people tell u wat to do I-love is something u deeply believe in J-everybody loves u K-u like to try new things L-u r cute M-success comes easy to u N-so hot O-u r one of the best in bed P-u r popular with all types of people Q-u r a hypicrite R-fxckin s**y S-ur loyal to those u love T- ur damn s**y U-u r really chill V-ur not judgmental W-u r very broad minded X-u never let ppl tell u wat to do Y-u r one of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for Z-u like it in the but very hard

08 Jul, 2011

haha ons/offs

TURNS YOU ON = ON TURNS YOU OFF = OFF YOU DON'T CARE = DC Is shorter then you: on Taller then you: dc Wears a grill: off Dresses Maxy: depends? Dresses Preppy: dc Dresses Skater: ON Dresses Athletic: off Dresses Gothic: dc Has green eyes: on Has brown eyes: dc Has hazel eyes: dc Has blue eyes: on Smokes cigarettes: off Smokes weed: off Drinks alcohol: off Plays sports: dc Can skate: dc Writes lyrics: on Smiles a lot: dc Has bad manners in front of you: off Has blonde hair: on Has brown hair: dc Has black hair: on Has red hair:on Has short hair: on Has no hair: off Has long hair: depends how long.. Has curly hair: on Has wavey hair: on Good dancer: dc Wears jewelry: dc Piercings: off Laid back: dc Plays guitar: on Raps: dc Can draw: on Has a lip ring: on Has a tongue ring: offish Nipples pierced: off Hugs you: on GOOD kisser: dc Creative: on Calls you just to hear your voice: on Goes to church: dc Cusses alot: dc Is funny: on

08 Jul, 2011

i attempted XP

Attempting to give a F*ck ???????????????????] 99% Complete... ERROR!: Unable to give a f*ck.

08 Jul, 2011

anyone?

anyone up for chatten with me? im bored as f*ck -.-

07 Jul, 2011

to the people the have inaporpiate pictures...

ok wtf r u pervs thinking?! havein inapropiate pictures on here is jst well wrong! its discusting and no one wants to see it so puh lease keep it in ur pants or under a shirt! thank u ppl but young children go on this website too... im pretty sure they dnt wanna c it either...so please take those pics off...repost this if ur on my side

07 Jul, 2011

im so happy :)

i can finally eat and sleep again :) no more nights full of crying, no more wishing, jst im almost bak to normal :) yay me :D and thanx to the ones the help(zach and jay) but all i can say to the ones tht mad it worst...fxck u i dnt need u anymore

07 Jul, 2011

:D yayyyyy XP

im home...thank god :D i hate being at my step fathers :( im afraid he'll bite me again O.O

07 Jul, 2011

it all started..

it all started with a hug and talking...<3

06 Jul, 2011

:D

love this day :) almost as much as i love him :)

06 Jul, 2011

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i hate being like this...i hope it gets better soon

05 Jul, 2011

............

my shoulder hurts...wanna kno y?....my dad bit me o.O im pretty sure thts against the law in some place out there o.o

05 Jul, 2011

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should i be happy tht we r still friends or sad because i feel it'll nvr be bak to normal?

05 Jul, 2011

wrote a song..

i wrote a song...sure as heck cant sing it though...but its an okish song

01 Jul, 2011

trust

trust is like paper once its crumbled it cant be perfect

01 Jul, 2011

...

nobody dies a virgen cause in the end life f*cks us all

01 Jul, 2011

haha...

i wish that the purple giraffes and invisible koalas would stop telling me to find the glow in the dark turtles that are apparently spying on me...

01 Jul, 2011

lmao

person: *gives middle finger* blonde: AWH!! ur middle finger has a boner for me :D

01 Jul, 2011

haha i love this

my hater:"you can go s*** it" me:"sorry I was taught not to put small things in my mouth"

01 Jul, 2011

lmao student teacheer jokes

teacher: what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested? student: A teacher. teacher: George Washington not only chopped down his father’s cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, do you know why his father didn’t punish him? student: Because George still had the ax in his hand.

01 Jul, 2011

oh god xD

Teacher:"Why are you talking in the middle of my class?" Student: "Why are you teaching in the middle of my conversation?"

01 Jul, 2011

STUPID FONE!

I hate my phone it's stupid so I turned my phone onto "airplane mode" and threw it up into the air... Worst. Transformer. Ever ....

01 Jul, 2011

haha

Do you like dinosaurs? I love dinosaurs. I think that;if a dinosaur lived today, it would like waffles. I love circles. Do you like circles? Waffles are circles

01 Jul, 2011

lol

Too bad one of my multiple personalities isn't a therapist. Then I could find out what's wrong with me.

01 Jul, 2011

..

i cant wait till im 80 and get to hit people with my walker :D

01 Jul, 2011

haha XD

if life gives you lemons; you now have a choice. make lemonade, or use them to squirt the juice into the eyes of people that p*** you off. choose wisely.

01 Jul, 2011

no one ever thinks of this...

If it walks like a duck, quacks like a duck and looks like a duck then it could be a dragon doing a duck impersonation.

01 Jul, 2011

rate me please x3

? Black=I hate you. ? Pink = I like you. ? Purple= I would date you. ? Red =I love you. ?Orange = I like talking to you. ?White =I really careabout you. ?Silver = We're close. ? Green= You're hot. ?Yellow = I couldn't livewithout you. ? Brown= Best Friends. Put this on your...blog and see......what you get back

01 Jul, 2011

lala

A - AVAILABLE: complicated B - BIRTHDAY: aujan 1st C - CRUSHING ON:not telling D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:zach,ryan,jay F - FAVORITE SONG: idk G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: BOTH H - HOMETOWN: potiac I - IN LOVE WITH: not telling that either J - JUGGLE: can't K - KILLED SOMEONE: in a dream L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: like 19 hrs M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:idk N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2, justin zach O - ONE WISH: ........... P - PERSON YOU TEXTED LAST: McKenna :D R- REASON TO SMILE: very few reasons S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: story of a snitch T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 12 U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: white with blue stars xD V - VEGETABLE(S): don't eat them more of a fruit person W - WORST HABIT:fallin in love with wrong people X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: idk Y - YOYOS: s*** at em Z - ZODIAC SIGN capricorn

01 Jul, 2011

age shuldnt matter

Girl: nm you Boy: i got my G.E.D. Girl: OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU Boy: yeah thnx Girl: i have to tell you something Boy: go ahead Girl: i love you. i always have i cared about you and your always in my heart Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 14 and i'm 17 Girl: but i love you, age shouldn't matter Boy: i know u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age Girl: i just thought......(crying she logs off) The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters" The boy then recives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love. That night the boy hangs himself and writes on the wall "She's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will. iF YOU AGREE THAT AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LOVE THEM THEN REPOST THIS AS "Age Shouldn't Matter

01 Jul, 2011

awe :(

Girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road. Girl: Slow down! Im scared! Guy: No, this is fun! Girl: No, its not. Please, your really scaring me! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me. (In the paper the next day) A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks went out, but he didnt want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

01 Jul, 2011

awh :D

Girl: Did I ever cross in your mind? Boy: No. Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really. Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No. Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No. Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No. Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No. Girl: Choose - Me or your life? Boy: My life. The girl runs away in shock and pain, and the boy runs after her, then he says... The reason you never cross in my mind is because you're always on my mind.. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.. The reason why I don't want you is because I need you.. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.. and The reason I choose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE... If you would say the same thing (being a girl or boy), copy this and put it on your profile

01 Jul, 2011

the ways to say ''i love you'' in different langauge :D

1. Ek is lief vir jou 2. ???? 3. ?? ?????? ?? ??? 4. ? ???? ????? 5. ?????? ?? 6. Volim te 7. Jeg elsker dig 8. Ik hou van je 9. Ma armastan sind 10. Mahal kita 11. Rakastan sinua 12. Je t'aime 13. eu te amo 14. ?? ??? ????????? 15. Ich liebe dich 16. σ 'αγαπ? 17. mwen renmen ou 18. ??? ???? ???? 19. Szeretlek 20. Ég elska þig 21. aku mencintaimu 22. is breá liom tú 23. i te 24. Aš tave myliu 25. ?? ????? 26. Jeg elsker deg 27. ?? ??? ?? ???? ???? 28. Kocham Ci? 29. eu te amo 30. Te iubesc 31. ? ???? ????? 32. ? ???? ??? 33. Ljubim te 34. te quiero 35. Jag älskar dig 36. ???????? 37. seni seviyorum 38. ? ???? ????? 39. ???? ?? ?? ???? 40. tôi yêu b?n 41. i dy garu di 42. ??? ???? ???

01 Jul, 2011

wow everything is a lie except my L....

E= you are a very exciteing person M=success comes easily to you I=you are always smileing and trying to make others smile L=love is something you deeeply believe in Y=you cause alot of trouble A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting newpeople. C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. D = You have trouble trusting people. E =You are a very exciting person. F = Everyone loves you. G = You have excellent ways of viewing people. H =You are not judgmental. I =You are always smiling and making others smile. J =Jealously K =You like to try new things. L = Love is something you deeply believe in. M = Success comes easily to you. N = You like to work, but you always want a break. O = You are very open-minded. P =You are very friendly and understanding. Q = You are a hypocrite. R =You are a social b***erfly. S = You are very broad-minded. T = You have an attitude, a big one. U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. V = You have a very good physique and looks. W = You like your privacy. X = You never let people tell you what to do. Y = You cause a lot of trouble. Z = You're always fighting with someone.

01 Jul, 2011

hero by enrique iglesias

(Whispered) Let me be your hero Would you dance if I asked you to dance? Would you run and never look back Would you cry if you saw me crying Would you save my soul tonight? Would you tremble if I touched your lips? Would you laugh oh please tell me these Now would you die for the one you love? Hold me in your arms tonight? (Chorus) I can be you hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away Would you swear that you'll always be mine? Would you lie would you run away Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care you're here tonight -Chorus- I just want to hold you (2x) Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don't care you're here tonight -Chorus (2x)- You can take my breath my breath away I can be your hero

01 Jul, 2011

GOOD NEWSS :D

i dnt think im g**na leave..........things have been getting better so ya chances of me leavin is slim to none i guess

30 Jun, 2011

lalala XxxEMO.JAYxxX

haha stupid jay XD i love him to bits <3.....Not that way peoples!!! jay is my lil bro :D and my bestest fwiend so u better f*ck off of him or u'll see the darkest side of me *eyes go on fire for a sec* u guys wldnt wanna see tht so yahhh dont f*ck with him now good day people

30 Jun, 2011

...

honey, my back isnt an answering machine..if u got somethin to say,say it to my face!

30 Jun, 2011

to my haters....

oh you hate me? thats nice...now why dont u go sit with the rest of the haters waiting for me to give a fukk!

30 Jun, 2011

to the dipshits tht r spreadin shit bout me

i have a g**, shovel and a map of a flippin desert...so keep talkin i dare u

30 Jun, 2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpTmvIGXMOY&feature=related

what hurts the most...monica i love this song <3

30 Jun, 2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NttFmxZJ08o&feature=related

wish i was her..by amy pearson..

30 Jun, 2011

bored

someone message meee please >.<

30 Jun, 2011

26 outta 30 XD

1. [x] I have walked into a glass/screen door. 2. [x] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen. 3. [x] I have choked on my own spit and thought I were gonna die. 4. [] I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it. 5. [] I type only with my pointer fingers. 6. [x] I have "accidentally" caught something on fire. 7. [x] I've told a cop to **** off and/or teacher 8. [x] I have attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidentally went into my nose, rather than my mouth. 9. [x] I have thought of something funny, and laughed out loud and people looked at me weird. 10.[x ] I've caught myself drooling 11. [x] I've "accidentally" caused an explosion. 12. [x] If someone says the word "duty", I can't help but laugh 13. [x] I've been into a "Do Not Enter" one way road plenty of times. 14. [x] Sometimes I just...stop thinking & zone out. 15. [x] It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow... 16. [x] I just tried to lick my elbow. 17. [] People often shake their heads and walk away from me. 18. [x] People always tell me to use my "inside voice" 19. [x] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking. 20. [x] I use my fingers to do simple math 21. [x] I've jumped off a moving vehicle 22. [x ] I've eaten a bug for $5 or less. 23. [x] I'm taking this test when I should be doing something more important. 24. [x]I repost chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten will happen if I don't. 25. [x] I've removed my pants when I was with friends. 26. [ ] I've ran around naked when I was with friends 27. [x] I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time. 28. [x] I "accidentally break" a lot of things. 29. [x] My friends know not to use big words on me 30. [x] I put my head to the side when I'm confused

30 Jun, 2011

...

You hurt people with your lies... but you should be very careful that they don't reveal the TRUTH about you!

30 Jun, 2011

XD

God made coke. God made Pepsi. God made me oh so s**y. God made rivers. God made lakes. God made you..Well we all make mistakes.Sorry honey.

30 Jun, 2011

dammmm

my middle finger gets a huge boner when i think about you...

30 Jun, 2011

3 more days......

only 3 more days and i only found bout 4 ppl to stay on for...tht wuld be Ryan, talon, jesus, and sorta zach.... other peple i just have their numbers 2 txt or i really dc tht much bout them so yah thts how it is...

29 Jun, 2011

.....

im soooooooooo close to just leaveing this drama filled bull-s***ten website....i give myself 4 more days to find somethin good on this website if i cant im gone...this time for good

29 Jun, 2011

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dam alex is jst jealous of my beautiful song skills XD haha jkin i think i jst scarred the poor 12 yr old for life lmao

29 Jun, 2011

part of my fave song...leave out all the rest..this will be played at my funreal no matter what :)

when my time comes forget the wrong tht ive done..help me leave behind some reasons to be missed..dont resent me and when ur feeling empty keep me in ur memorys leave out all the rest leave out all the rest

29 Jun, 2011

lalala

yay i got a new profile pic..finally old was well getting old xP lol

28 Jun, 2011

damnit

i wish there was someone to help me right now :(

28 Jun, 2011

...

im sick of makein the world around be sad and unhappy....i try so hard to make other people happy and end up hurting myself...so whats better? my happiness or everyone around me happiness??

28 Jun, 2011

this is how it is...

on the outside i mite be smilein but inside im slowly diein <|3

28 Jun, 2011

Love doesnt hurt

everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. loneliness hurts. regection hurts.losing someone hurts. envy hurts. everyone gets these things confused with love. but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wondeful again <3

28 Jun, 2011

............

She is a forgotten soul (he diesnt talk to her anymore) she is bleedin internally (he pierced her heart with a blade) she is dead mentally (he killed her with one word) she was in love (he is the reason)

28 Jun, 2011

if..

if i could go back i would... i would change the time we fought our hearts out.. i would change the time i was gone and missing.. i would change the time that i said i hated you.. i would change the time i said i didnt love you anymore.. i would change the time that i said your only a brother.. if i could i would, but since i cant i wont

28 Jun, 2011

this is cute :)

Boy Proposed A Girl, She Rejected But He Wasn't SAD.... Friends Asked Him: Don't U Have Feelings? You are not sad , Why ????? Boy: Why Should I Be Sad? i Lost the one Who Never Loved Me. But She Lost the one Who Loved Her the Most.

28 Jun, 2011

i hate racism

a white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you are born you're PINK". "When you grow up you're WHITE, " "When you're sick, you're GREEN, " "When you go in the sun you turn RED, " "When you're cold you turn BLUE, " "And when you die you turn PURPLE. "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.. Put this on your page if you HATE racism

28 Jun, 2011

Superhuman (:

1. Put your iTunes, windows media player, etc., on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Bitches 2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? who knows 3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? just a dream 4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? irreplaceble 5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFES PURPOSE? dead in the ditches 6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? because of you 7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? things i'll never say 8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? concrete angel 9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? i miss you 10. WHAT IS 2 + 2? tears dont fall 11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? alyassa lies 12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW-UP? love story 13. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Crush 14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? love me, leave me 15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? never too late 16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? leave out all the rest 17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? its too late to apoligize 18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? animal i have become 19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? shattered 20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? i'd lie 21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? change 22. WHAT WILL YOUR CHILD'S FIRST WORD(S) BE? always be my baby 23. WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR? breathless 24. WHAT DID YOU SAY IN YOUR SLEEP LAST NIGHT? everytime my heart beats 25. WHAT WILL YOU PUBLISH THIS NOTE AS? superhuman

28 Jun, 2011

haha my name in the urban dictionary (:

The cutest girl you can ever meet. Most emily's have the most beautiful eyes which if stared in to long you may lose track of time. They also have the nicest body and the cutest smile. Emily's are the cutest most beautiful girls you may ever get to know. If you know an emily then you are considered lucky they will never leave you and is always there for you and you can trust them no matter what. If you date an emily never let them go, they will be your best friend for life no matter what through thick or thin

28 Jun, 2011

way we use to be by stevie hoang (: love this song <3

It's been a year, Girl how you been? Fancy see in you again I tried to call, got no replay So I thought I'd just, Let sleepin looks like Apparently, you seetle down, But your man's never around, And if thats all, baby you should know- If you've had enough of searching baby, You can come see me. If you need somewhere to ease your mind, Let your soul be free Baby I know what you want, I got what you need, So why can't we get it together- The way we used to be? You says he loves you, If that's the truth. Then why does he do those things to you? You give your heart, he pushes away- Baby, why the hell do you stay? You say it's love, jus like the song. Baby i can't prove you wrong- And if I can, I should be your man. If you've had enough of searching baby, You can come see me. If you need somewhere to ease your mind, Let your soul be free Baby I know what you want, I got what you need, So why can't we get it together- The way we used to be? I remember how, your love used to feel. My broken heart took time-to heal baby. I can't recall, why we fell apart. You say you're looking for love oull be true to your heart. baby... if you've had enough If you've had enough of searching baby, You can come see me. If you need somewhere to ease your mind, Let your soul be free Baby I know what you want, I got what you need, So why can't we get it together- The way we used to be? If you've had enough of searching baby, You can come see me. If you need somewhere to ease your mind, Let your soul be free Baby I know what you want, I got what you need, So why can't we get it together- The way we used to be?

28 Jun, 2011

im a emo skater with a broken heart :|

Red = silly Brown = cute Green = gorgeous Blue = s**y white = Muscular Aqua = freaky Yellow = innocent Purple = a little TOO happy Black or dont remeber = EMO Orange = funny Gray = dumb Pink = preppy light pink = sweaty Multicolored = tree hugging Other = hott none = s**y beastly What kind of pants are you wearing? short shorts =cheerleader Skirt or Skort = llama Corduroy = cagefighter skinny jeans = pothead Ripped Jeans = skater Camo = hillbilly jean short shorts = w**** jeans = prep Cargo = clown Sweats or basketball shorts = gangster soccer shorts = runner Shorts = bum Pajama Pants = s*** Nothing = mother banger What is your NATURAL hair color? dark brown =with a broken heart auburn = with a hot boyfriend/ girlfriend red = with a hot b*** black = with a nice smile blonde = with a hott body brown = with beautiful eyes dirty blonde = that flirts tooo much strawberry blonde = that is to much to handle light brown = with amazing eyes

28 Jun, 2011

dont judge people..you dont know what they've been thru

That girl with the "baby bump" was raped by a stranger. That "fake girl" that wears to much makeup, she's hiding the scars from her daddy. That girl everyone calls "anorexic" doesn't have food on the table. That "r****" you make fun of, was abuse at 3 years old. Why do you judge the people who have done nothing to you? The Girl you just called fat? She has been starving herself & has lost over 30lbs. The Boy you just called stupid? He has a learning disability & studies over 4hrs a night. The Girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The Boy you just tripped? He is abused daily at home. There's a lot more to people than you think. All of us have a thousand wishes. To be thinner, to be bigger, have more money, have a cool car, a day off, a new phone, to date the person of your dreams. A cancer patient only has one wish, to beat cancer. I know that 97% of you won't post this as your status, but my friends will be the 3% that do.

28 Jun, 2011

friends vs. bestfriends

Friends: Lend you their unbrella BestFriends: take yours and say RUN DUDE! RUN!! Friends: never ask for anything to eat or drink BestFriends: helps themselfs and are the reason you have no food Friends: call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and grandpa by graandpa Bestfriends: call your parents MOM and DAD and grandpa GRAMPS! Friends: bail you out of jail Bestfriends : would be sitting next to you saying " THAT WAS FREAKIN AWSOME!!" Friends:have never seen you cry Bestfriends:won't tell anyone else you cried.. just laugh about it with you in private when your not done anymore. Friends:ask you to write down ur number Bestfriends: have you on speed DIAL Friends: barrow your stuff for a few days then give it back Bestfriends: loses your crap and tells you, " My bad... here's a tissue!!" Friendsnly know a few things about you Bestfriends: could write a very embarrasing biography on your life story.. Friends:will leave you behind if thats what the crowd is doing Bestfriends: will kick the whole crowd's but that left you friends: would knock on your front door Bestfriends: walk right in and say " IM HOME !!" Friends: you have to tell them not to tell anyone Bestfriends:already know not to tell Friends: are only through high school/ collage ( A.K.A drinking buddies ) Best friends:are for life Friends:will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough Bestfriends: will look at you and stumbling an shout all over the place & say " DUDE DRINK THE REST OF THAT !! YOU KNOW WE DONT WASTE!!" Friends: will confort you when a guy rejects you Bestfriends: will go up to him ad say " IT'S BECAUSE YOUR GAY ISN'T IT?" Friends: would ignore this letter Bestfriends: will repost this thing!!!

28 Jun, 2011

random quiz :D

1.Name: Emily Rayne(: 2. Birthday: jan 1,1998 3. Birthplace: Pontiac, Michigan 4. Current Location: Michigan(: 5. Eye Color: changes 6. Height: idk 7. Right or Left Handed: right 8. The Shoes you wore today: converse 9. Your Most Overused Phrase: idk?literaly its idk 10. Thoughts First Waking Up: f*ck it im goin bak to bed 11. Your Best Physical Feature: eh idk 12. Your Bedtime: whenever I want 13. Your Most Missed Memory: ………… 14. Your Fears: of death 15. Your Weakness: love,heart broken 16. Perfect Pizza: meatlovers(: 17. Thoughts Before Going To bed: goodbye world and drama..till tomorrow -.- 18. Your Cravings: idk 19. Single/Taken?: complicated 20. Pepsi or Coke: coke 21. McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds 22. Single or Group Dates: idc 23. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ew none 24. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate 25. Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino 26. Do you Smoke: No 27. Do you Swear: hell Yes 28. Do you Sing: maybe..o.o 29. Do you Shower Daily: Yes 30. Have you Been in Love: Yes 31. Going to College: maybe 32. Going to Get Married: maybe 33. Believe in yourself: no 34. Get Motion Sickness: when im spining 35. Think you are Attractive: somtimes 36. Are you a Health Freak: nope 37. Get along with your Parents: no… 38. Like Thunderstorms: yepp(: 39. Play an Instrument: sadly yes >.< 40. Drank Alcohol: No 41. Smoked: No 42. Been on Drugs: No 43. Gone on a Date:yes 44. Gone to a Mall: Yes 45. Eaten a box of Oreos: Yes 46. Eaten Sushi: Yes 47. Been on Stage: Yes 48. Been Dumped: Yes 49. Went Skinny Dipping: nopes 50. Stolen Anything: yep 51. Ever been Drunk: no

27 Jun, 2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14s3l6su2NA&feature=related

new face song :D story of a snitch-duece <3

27 Jun, 2011

Stupid Boy- Keith Urban <3 love this song too XD

Well she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy...you can't fence that in Stupid boy...it's like holdin' back the wind She laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy Stupid boy So what made you think you could take a life And just push it, push it around I guess to build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down Oh... She laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice And that's what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh you always had to be right And now you've lost the only thing that ever made you feel alive She laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice And that's what happens when the only voice She Hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, I'm the same old, same old stupid boy It took a while for her to figure out she could run but when she did she was long gone, Long gone Oh she's gone She's long gone Yeah she is Yeah, ohhh Oh, nobody's ever gonna love me like she Loved me And she loved me, she loved me God please just let her know I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby Yeah, im down on my knees She's never comin' back to meeeeeee

27 Jun, 2011

im so bored

someone message me please dont be afraid...i dont bite..hard anyways ;) but seriously message me please

27 Jun, 2011

letting go by mohombi another wonderful song that i love :D lol

Gotta get myself together Tryna make it through tonight Tell myself that we were never broken There were times I thought I might be Finding ways to make it right But you walked away and opened up my eyes Now that I see that I've been wasting time I had a picture of us painted in my mind. Now it's fading and then there's nothing left to do. [Chorus:] Letting go, cause I know. You were only half way there. Even though, we were close. I was holding on just long enough to know. I should be letting go. I should be letting go. Thinking back on when you used to, fill my heart with empty words. Wishing now that I refused to listen How did I ever let it happen, never thought I'll ever say Gotta leave this life and all the foolish pain Now that I see that I've been wasting time I had a picture of us painted in my mind. Now it's fading and then there's nothing left to do. [Chorus:] Letting go (Letting go) Cause I know (Cause I know) You were only half way there. Even though (Even though) we were close (we were close) I was holding on just long enough to know. I should be letting go. I should be letting go. Now I see I've been wasting time. I had a picture of us painted in my mind. Now it's fading and then there's nothing left to do. [Chorus:] Letting go (Letting go) Cause I know (Cause I know) You were only half way there. (Half way there) Even though (Even though) we were close (we were close) I was holding on just long enough to know. I should be letting go (I should let you go) I should be letting go...

27 Jun, 2011

World So Cold <3 love this song

I never thought I'd feel this Guilty and I'm broken down inside Livin' with myself nothing but lies I always thought I'd make it But never knew I'd let it get so bad Livin' with myself is all I have I feel numb I can't come to life I feel like I'm frozen in time Livin' in a world so cold, wasting away Livin' in a shell with no soul since you've gone away Livin' in a world so cold, counting the days Since you've gone away, you've gone away Do you ever feel me? Do you ever look deep down inside Starin' at yourself, paralyzed? I feel numb I can't come to life I feel like I'm frozen in time Livin' in a world so cold, wasting away Livin' in a shell with no soul since you've gone away Livin' in a world so cold, counting the days Since you've gone away, you've gone away from me I'm too young to lose my soul I'm too young to feel this old So long, I'm left behind I feel like I'm losing my mind Do you ever feel me? Do you ever look deep down inside Starin' at your life, paralyzed? Livin' in a world so cold, wasting away Livin' in a shell with no soul since you've gone away Livin' in a world so cold, counting the days Since you've gone away, you've gone away from me I'm too young I'm too young

27 Jun, 2011

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it hurts so bad just to talk to him anymore.... im almost giveing up my heart tears more and more each time... i wish things were better again <|3

27 Jun, 2011

Without you-my darkest days lyrics i <3 this song

If I had my way I'd spend every day right by your side And if I could stop time,believe me I'd try for you and I And each moment you're gone,it's a moment too long in my life So stay right here,right now (Chorus) 'Cuz without you I'm a disaster (the moment you go) And you're my ever after Just thought you should know cuz I need to know your answer (just say you'll stay with me) I want you to say you're gonna stay with me (just say you'll stay with me) I die every day that you're away from me If the world ceased to spin,you could start it again with just one smile And if the seas turn to sand with the wave of your hand,it would rain for miles But the thought of you gone makes everything wrong in my life,so stay right here,right now (Chorus) 'Cuz without you I'm a disaster (the moment you go) And you're my ever after Just thought you should know cuz I need to know your answer (just say you'll stay with me) I want you to say you're gonna stay with me (just say you'll stay with me) I die every day that you're away from me My heart breaks with every beat,I can't explain what you do to me So just say you'll promise me,please,take me if you ever leave But the thought of you gone makes everything wrong in my life,so stay right here,right now (Chorus) 'Cuz without you I'm a disaster (the moment you go) And you're my ever after Just thought you should know cuz I need to know your answer (just say you'll stay with me) I want you to say you're gonna stay with me (just say you'll stay with me) I die every day that you're away from me So just say you'll promise me,please, take me if you ever leave My heart breaks with every beat,I die every day that you're away from me

27 Jun, 2011

great....

my flippin arm wont stop bleeding....

02 Jun, 2011

Without you- My Darkness Days

This song reminds me of someone...

03 May, 2011

.........i found this poem depressing

Near to the door he paused to stand as he took his class ring off her hand all who were watching did not speak as a silent tear ran down his cheek and through his mind the memories ran of the moments they walked and ran in the sand (hand in hand) but now her eyes were so terribly cold for he would never again have her to hold they watched in silence as he bent near and whispered the words "I love you" in her ear as he put on his ring and wanted to die and just then the wind began to blow as they lowered her casket into the snow... this is what happens to man alive... when friends let friends drink and drive.

29 Apr, 2011

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I'm falling.. From the world, from the hope, from my peace I'm giveing up... There's nothing left to hold on to is there? Life is define chaos People say I need to folow my heart... How can I when its already in two...seperate..peaces...

22 Feb, 2011

life is a storm

life is a storm getting pushed around by the wind and as the rain continues to fall the bad thoughts come then lightning shows up and burns you up then the thuder is rolling while the rain is still poruing then the sun starts to shine and the rainbow starts to rise. see in order to see the buetiful rainbow you had to make it thorugh the storm.

22 Feb, 2011

life...

Life is like a bunch of mountains and hills and cliffs. You might have to go through the trouble to get to the top but once your there u have achieved it, and then when you fall back down it there’s a thousand more mountains, hills and etc. and then you get to a cliff that no end so you have to turn around and start over.

15 Feb, 2011

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the fires of hell are burning bright they brighten the sky of this darkest night as i watch my past start to burn the memories in my mind continue to churn the hounds of hell are loud tonight in my mind they are in a fight your not here to calm them down so in the bottle i start to drown.

28 Nov, 2010

I am.....

I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am your daughter hiding my depression. I am your sister making a good impression. I am your friend acting like i'm fine. I am a wisher wishing this life wasn't mine. I am a girl who thought about suicide. I am a teenager pushing her tears aside. I am a student who doesnt have a clue. I am the girl sitting next to you. I am the one asking you to care. I am your best friend hoping you will be there..

03 Nov, 2010

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Don’t Judge me. You Don’t Have The Right To. You Don’t Know What I’ve Been Through. You Don’t Know What I’ve Felt. Or What I’m Feeling Right Now So Find Something Better To do With Your Time Then Judge Someone You Know Nothing About.

03 Oct, 2010

Poem i wrote....

You may be out of my sight But not out of my heart You may be out of my reach But not out of mind I may be nothing more then a rock to you But you will be that one diamond that sparkles to me

28 Sep, 2010

Cutters Lullaby....

Go to sleep, close your eyes, And dream of broken b***erflies, That tore their wings against a thorn, You know that pain that they've endured. Silver metal shine so bright, Scarlet blood that feels so right, Dream of that blood trickling down, And wake up just before you drown. The moonlight shining off your tears, As you bleed out the worst of your fears, So tonight when you start to cry, Whisper the cutters lullaby: Hushabye baby, you're almost dead, You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red. Your family hate you. Your friends let you bleed. Sleep tight with a knife, Cause that's all you need. Rockabye baby, broken and scarred, You didn't know life would be this hard. Time to end the pain you hid well. And down you'll come baby, Back home to hell. yes, i know this isnt mine... everyone uses it, im just using it because life gets so bad that you think you're going to kill yourself... then you find something that keeps you alive, such as a boyfriend or an ambition... you know your life's on its last edge because if that goes wrong... it all goes wrong.

30 Nov, -0001

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well there he goes again... my own boyfriend blowing me off on skype for another f***ing girl... <|3 :,\",2012-12-26 17:11:31.843 458944,219171,.......,any babes on here wanting something to do? ;),2012-12-26 17:35:16.520 458949,222641,Hey!!,Hey