17 Mar, 2018

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ever see your life flash before your eyes and you just want to log on to a message from that one person that can make your life worth living? mhm me too

17 Mar, 2018

....

I've been constantly sleeping and tired lately I go to bed tired and I wake up tired. I've nearly fallen asleep behind the wheel of my car. I've fallen asleep during a lecture in class. A lot of you will say "oh you're just not getting enough sleep" that's bulls*** because I can go to bed at 7 in the evening and not wake up until my mother has to literally drag me to wake me. So I went to the doctor yesterday they will be testing me for A LOT because it could be 3 different things. Two of the things can be treated. The last thing can't be. So I'm waiting for results and I'm praying for the best because it's not normal for a 20 year old to sleep all the time.......also got a call yesterday and something came back in my tests so I have to go to the doctor on Tuesday to find out what the hell is wrong with me...

24 Jan, 2018

update

so here is a little update on meh well I have almost survived my second week of college even though I have been a complete mess lol but I'm slowly adjusting to it. I have made 4 new friends so woo go me. that is a record for me I swear it. um hit me up anytime. :)

17 Feb, 2016

eh...

back to surgery i go on March 2nd.

29 Jan, 2016

.

It's been forever since i have been on here lol c:

06 Jan, 2016

:P

finally 18

14 Dec, 2015

...

for the past year i have been messed up a lot, but I'm getting back on track, I think :)

08 Dec, 2015

..

I've been a wreck lately..

04 Dec, 2015

hehe <3

when my crush let's me hug her from behind doe <333

17 Nov, 2015

...

I'm slipping away day by day

06 Nov, 2015

yup

go check out my meet me link is in my bio HMU on there

04 Nov, 2015

mhm

I just want a girl that's chill, funny, shy, and who's into PLL like I am and would rather stay home and cuddle instead of going out every weekend and getting wasted

03 Nov, 2015

blah

can i just drop out of school now? teachers aren't working with me, they don't understand that I'm slow with school work so now I have like 3 F's so I'm going to talk to my doctor and see if she'll write a note explaining what's going on and how they need to work with me

02 Nov, 2015

..

this is too stressful for me... having bi polar disorder and trying to do school work is so complicated... i have a huge project due today and i only have half of it done...

27 Oct, 2015

....

I'm starting to scare myself... i got up and walked out of the class in history today, because she put me in a group and i was all a sudden angry... i don't know what to do... i can't fail senior year and coping is harder than what i thought.. and the doctor and therapist can't get me in until Thursday... I don't think i can hold on that long...

27 Oct, 2015

nervous

Thursday i begin getting help... I'm nervous as hell... but at least I'm admitting to needing help... right?

26 Oct, 2015

....

i had a dream about a crush fling thing I had going with a girl in my school my 9th grade and 10th grade year and she left a while ago and I thought my feelings were gone for her but ever since the dream and the way I woke up from it makes me wonder.. I'm so confused on this... why did I even dream about her?

22 Oct, 2015

:P

I have a 200 word essay on top of a detailed poster to go with the essay due tomorrow and the teacher gave it all to us at the end of class, so I'm stuck doing it probably half the night lol, the writing part I can do, I love writing, but the drawing part haha yeah right, shove it up your a**, because im lucky if I can draw a stick person!

15 Oct, 2015

done

I'm too f***ing done with school right now, my weakest subject is math and there is 7 levels before grading ends tomorrow I have to get through all 7 and I'm stuck on level 4 so I'm taking the zero f*** it

07 Oct, 2015

feel like I'm in an episode

I feel like I'm in an episode of Pretty Little Liars, one of my friends ran off and no one knows where she really is, except for me, and lying to everyone to protect her a** is getting pretty intense, the s*** I do for people smh

22 Sep, 2015

:P

fucking around in 5th with Claudia she's my nigga who checks out girls with me hahahah XD

22 Sep, 2015

...

sitting here with Aspen she's very bad at nursing classes lol I'm sitting here dying of laughter at least I have one friend in school, 8 more months until graduation I can do this!!!

08 Sep, 2015

....

my knee is killing me, and I'm stuck in this f***ing school... my classes are like a mile apart so walking is really complicated right now.. and all my friends have ditched me except for one so I'm getting really depressed.... is today over yet?

02 Sep, 2015

mhm

I met Peyton Meyer on Sunday and he was the sweetest thing I swear <3

30 Aug, 2015

<3

i may possibly be meeting someone famous today and I'm excited af <3

21 Aug, 2015

.

today is not my day, I'm tired and grouchy as f***

17 Aug, 2015

...

started my first day of senior year last week, it's been going okay i guess, hard to believe it's my last year of high school, then off to college i go

09 Aug, 2015

:P

lately i haven't been eating right, I'm always tired no matter how long i sleep of a morning, I'm ready for bed at 8 at night, and i just don't feel right... i don't know

20 Jul, 2015

moment

when you finish the PLL seasons on Netflix then you don't know what to do with yourself, because all you did was watch PLL day in and day out :P story of my life XD

13 Jul, 2015

yep

need friends and people to talk to if you guys want you can add me on FB Destaney Hope Wilson is my name :)

13 Jul, 2015

addicted

I'm 100% addicted to Pretty Little Liars now, it's literally all I watch Shay Mitchell and Sasha Pieterse is f***ing s**y YASS :)

05 Jul, 2015

:)

hope y'all had a great 4th of July,i did until i came home and got jumped for no reason

03 Jul, 2015

yikes

that moment when 2 of your ex gf's attack and harass you until you delete your fan pages on instagram

29 Jun, 2015

:/

I'm really tired of my mom going behind my back and snooping on my FB page because she thinks she needs to know every f***ing detail of my life, she can't accept the fact I'm lesbian, so she made me cancel plans with my best friend Emily because she thinks we are more than friends, f***ing seriously? I'm not going to bring my girlfriend into my house with these homophobic a**holes, i so can't wait to be off and in college just gotta get through this year!

22 Jun, 2015

:P

i find it crazy of how much someone can truly mean to you, and how you truly mean nothing to them!

21 Jun, 2015

how?

how is it possible to have a crush on someone that you've only talked to twice? is it even possible?

18 Jun, 2015

crushing

may possibly be crushing on a girl named Ashley, she's way too beautiful for me and i think she's in a relationship but eh it's ight :P

12 Jun, 2015

:D

my friend emily is coming to stay with me in a couple of weeks i can't wait we are gonna f*** s*** up together :P

04 Jun, 2015

4 days

4 more days of school left I can do this!

28 May, 2015

:P

what's the point of coming until June 15th when we aren't doing s*** in school?

27 May, 2015

:P

I'm bored in 6th period wishing the day would go by just a little faster like f***

22 May, 2015

YAS

passed my permit f*** yes! :P driving lessons start this weekend :)

21 May, 2015

:D

when an old friend that you drifted apart from is messaging you trying to make it up to you and apologizes for the past Emily is a true friend <3 didn't think someone actually gave a f*** to get in contact with me after we drift apart but she did :)

20 May, 2015

eh

she dumped me but oh well

14 May, 2015

:D

can't wait to see her this summer <3333

09 May, 2015

<3

everyone is at prom but me? I'm home video chatting my girl which is way better than being at prom if you ask me she makes me beyond happy :D

01 May, 2015

thinking

so I'm thinking about asking my best friend to prom because her bf just dumped her and she's sad so maybe just maybe it would make her happy again

30 Apr, 2015

.

sometimes when you don't ask questions, it's not because you're afraid that someone will lie in your face. it's because you're afraid they'll tell you the truth It's kinda messed up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant anything to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.

30 Apr, 2015

:P

i wish this f***ing school had instagram unblocked like f***

24 Apr, 2015

soooo.....

I've been talking to a girl lately her name is Haley and we met on RP and omfg she is like perfect because we have absolutely everything in common it's either a bad temper, or short patients, or our obsession with Degrassi obviously sooo yeah we might turn into something and we might not I'm not really sure though...

09 Apr, 2015

blah

there's like no nons***ty lesbians on here which is why I'm never on here it's why i stick to Instagram! I've been talking to a girl for a while now but I'm not sure what we will become tbfh! :P

09 Apr, 2015

probably explains why im deaf in one ear now XD

MUSIC SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY THING TO GET ME THREW A AWFUL DAY ???? ???? ?(o) [Ipod ? ????

09 Apr, 2015

.................

bored and sitting in English class blah

27 Feb, 2015

tired

im tired as f*** and ready for today to be over its finally f***ing Friday!

10 Feb, 2015

wow

been forever since I have been on here and same old stupid s*** is on here so off I go again

11 Nov, 2014

HA

and to think i trusted you with my heart when in reality you were just like the rest a two faced b**** whatever

01 Nov, 2014

:)

other than popping my knee out of place today hasn't been too awful i told my current crush that i liked her and she likes me back so that makes me very happy :D thing is we are both obsessed with Degrassi which is a bonus I'm actually happy for once in my life <3

23 Oct, 2014

:(

i have a D in my nursing class and i don't understand why FML :/ thank god I'm out of that class next semester

23 Oct, 2014

....

I've been sick for the past 2 weeks and the doctors don't know what's going on so therefore i just have to deal with it -_-

13 Oct, 2014

:/

didn't get to sleep until 5 i was sick from 1 to 5 and now im awake and sick again yippie :(

10 Oct, 2014

hard

hard to believe that i miss her

10 Oct, 2014

.

chilling in English bored

10 Oct, 2014

.......................

thank god today is Friday I'm ready to get the day over with!

07 Oct, 2014

:/

trying to make things work with her is the worst but she's worth it all of it

03 Oct, 2014

.

if only i would've known you were gonna like me back i would've told you i liked you before you moved away from here and you've been gone since summer and i regret not telling you until then more than anything.....

26 Sep, 2014

....

well last year i had a major knee surgery and now this year my knee is swelling up and hurting really bad so mom had to call the doctor today she thinks that i have fluid in my knee and that i may have to get shots in it every month oh what a freaking joy :(

23 Sep, 2014

:P

school lets out 2 hours early today thank god but moms making me go take my permit test again and is gonna keep making me go until i pass yippie... NOT!

22 Sep, 2014

....

she doesn't know it but she's my Hazel Grace <3

17 Sep, 2014

:/

can it be Friday already like damn... the teachers are slamming me with tests this week I'm already burned out with school and we aren't even a month into it :/

15 Sep, 2014

:P

im the only person done in my class with research so im goofing around on here hope i dont get caught lol :P

14 Sep, 2014

woo

since i cut people out of my life i actually have good grades in school i had 4 A's and 3 B's :P

11 Sep, 2014

:P

chillin in English b****es

11 Sep, 2014

............................

today we are suppose to get bombed and my mom is literally making a huge a** deal about it and I'm like mom odds are it could or couldn't happen yeah i dont think that helped her out much but oh well lol

04 Sep, 2014

ugh

why does mother nature have to curse girls with periods? :( my cramps hurt so bad I've been crying since 2 this morning it's gonna s*** today in school :/

02 Sep, 2014

:P

just glad i get to leave school early today :P

29 Aug, 2014

Friday :D

yayyy it's Friday only thing that'll s*** today is giving a presentation in history class blah hopefully me and Jared won't be until last so then maybe we will get saved by the bell lol XD

28 Aug, 2014

:(

gonna have to go to the ER after school probably my neck is all f***ed up fml :/

27 Aug, 2014

:(

my neck has been messed up for the past 2 days i really hope thats not whats going to go next or I'm going to die literally :(

26 Aug, 2014

:P

I'm hyper today lord help my teachers im a huge a** perv when im hyper lol woo woo XD

25 Aug, 2014

season 14 prediction on Degrassi October hurry up!!!

Can October like hurry the hell up? My prediction for season 14 of Degrassi is.. Miles uses Tristan and Tristan confronts him about it putting more stress on Miles. Frankie is tried of being the good girl so she tries something new and gets caught. Drecky tries to make a relationship work but Clare messes it up by telling everyone about her pregnancy and how Drew is the father. Zoe struggles with being on the cheer squad. And Miles has had enough so he tries to kill himself. I swear to god if Miles tries to kill himself and succeeds I'm going to cry! Maya has been through enough by losing Cam when he killed himself she's broken enough and I swear if Degrassi takes Miles from her I'm going to track those Degrassi writers down she's lost literally everyone and if she loses him ooo imma be p***ed end of story!

24 Aug, 2014

:P

had a late night last night i was up until about 3 lol now im tired and want to sleep all day but i can't because if i sleep all day i wont be able to sleep tonight when school is tomorrow blah the weeks drag by slow as f*** and weekends go by like nothing :(

23 Aug, 2014

.

i have an unhealthy addiction to Degrassi it's like i can't get enough haha :D

21 Aug, 2014

.........

people get mad cuz i blow them off anymore i just wanna pass high school and if i think you're a distraction I'm sticking to myself so i can graduate and chase my dream in the real world sorry not sorry

19 Aug, 2014

...........................................................................

i hate this school year with a passion none of my friends are in any of my classes and none of my friends are in my lunch so I'm pretty much a loner... blah I'm jus ready for summer of 2015 cuz my friend Emily is gonna come stay with me and we are both OBSESSED with Degrassi and Fimogen so yay! :D

15 Aug, 2014

blah

only into the second day of school and this s*** is killing me i can't wait to sleep in tomorrow!

13 Aug, 2014

instagram

instagram is truly my new addiction lol i spent the last week of summer inside posting on instagram 24/7 rp accounts are so damn fun and i met so many nice people on there i even have a crush on one of them but... shhh

12 Aug, 2014

single :P

8 days and no word from you whatever imma go single now im ridin solo :P

10 Aug, 2014

:P

gonna watch SOLO with my #1 Degrassi woman in it Annie Clark it's a horror movie and i really hope she doesn't die or I'm gonna be p***ed af!

10 Aug, 2014

6 days

6 days and no word from you idk if i should be p***ed depressed or upset -_-

03 Aug, 2014

..

one thing to cheer me up when I'm sad... DEGRASSI it always fixes the problem! :D

03 Aug, 2014

:(

i just wanna be happy i want all the pain to go away but it seems as if no matter how hard i try its all still there i feel so helpless

02 Aug, 2014

:/

well I'm kinda upset now so im jus gonna listen to my headphones...........

02 Aug, 2014

:P

out for the day :P

01 Aug, 2014

Maddie

today is my beautiful girlfriends birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADDIE LYNN I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK :D hope you had the best day ever because baby you deserve it <3

01 Aug, 2014

:(

13 more days until school starts again please shoot me I hate that damn school :/

31 Jul, 2014

:(

didn't sleep at all last night :/

30 Jul, 2014

:P

i totally jus woke up lol when ya have dreams about your beautiful girlfriend ya never wanna wake up trust me :)

29 Jul, 2014

:)

I'm a hopeless romantic what can i say haha :P

29 Jul, 2014

yup

today once im here alone I'm gonna have my friend video me asking my soon to be girlfriend out in the cutest way possible hopefully she says yes wish me luck :D

28 Jul, 2014

:D

texting you again feels like old times and I absolutely love it I actually feel happiness when I'm talking to you :D

28 Jul, 2014

.

I'll always love you more than you'll ever know

28 Jul, 2014

..

I wonder if our song comes on the radio if you feel jus as broken as I do I wonder if you think about our voxering and texting I wonder if you even care but you're moved on guess I'm jus that easy to get over... jus so you know I can't date any other girl because like I said when we first dated you're the only girl I want soo yeah guess I'm gonna half to go back to guys in order to move on...

28 Jul, 2014

.

I jus wanna escape away from all the bulls*** away from all the depression away from it all and jus disappear to where no one will find me

28 Jul, 2014

.

you moved on looks like im gonna half to get the f*** over it and move on too......

27 Jul, 2014

.

yeah I may want her back but at least that I respect that she's taken and I'm laying on the low anyway she hates me soooo this shouldn't be a problem anymore I will jus stick with my game that I am starting to play so my problems fades away

27 Jul, 2014

lalalalalalalalalala

if you ask me if im high I say baby way past the sky and go back to doin it XD lmfao idk

27 Jul, 2014

took a nap

took a nap after a little game was played and im still tired aha

27 Jul, 2014

............................

boy do i have a head ache this morning dear god haven't done it for a while but damn it made me go to sleep pretty damn fast last night haha

27 Jul, 2014

gonna play

play a game wrap your hands around your throat take ur thumbs and squeeze the center as you lose sight completely then get HIGH AS FUCK yep mhm

26 Jul, 2014

The Choking Game

I watched a movie tonight and it had a Degrassi girl in it.. it was called The Choking Game where these girls would choke themselves until they passed out to get high. The one girl stopped because she noticed it was ruining her life but the girl that started it Nina, she kept doing it and doing it until she got escorted to a hospital and the last time she choked herself she hit her head causing her to go brain dead to where she can't walk or talk or anything it was so sad for me cuz my Degrassi girl played Nina so I cried aha.. main thing I learned from the movie was, lifetime likes to disappoint me when my Degrassi girls play in their shows! I use to choke myself to get high like literally I'd do it 3 to 4 times a day and it felt good but I'm glad I haven't done it for a couple of months it may sound stupid but once you start you can't stop so take my advice and DON'T DO IT!

26 Jul, 2014

.

hard to believe school is gonna be in soon.... god i hate that place with a passion but if i wanna make it somewhere in life i half to go... if school was more like Degrassi i would totally wanna go everyday but sadly its not aha

25 Jul, 2014

these hoes ain't loyal

you say ur so faithful but i see otherwise on here hahahaha h** XD

24 Jul, 2014

..

so nervous for tomorrow and yet im so tired and feeling s***ty im tired cuz I stayed up all night last night cuz im stressed and I feel s***ty cuz my nerves are all f***ed up which is causing me to feel like im gonna puke blah....

24 Jul, 2014

.

ya dump me and then break our promise thanks a lot my heart was broken and now its just shattered... fml

24 Jul, 2014

..

I jus wanna be happy.......

24 Jul, 2014

.........

well tomorrow my looks will change all the way around all my hair is basically getting cut off and im dying my hair soooo yeah

24 Jul, 2014

.

I tell you im losing myself in the relationship trying to make it work and I thought you woulda put up a fight and helped me try to make it work but instead you sent me a huge farewell paragraph..... I have never felt this heartbroken in my whole life... I was gonna propose to you in the summer of 2015 when you came to see me and well..... guess I gave my hopes up too high.. I jus have no luck with relationships.. goodnight everyone

23 Jul, 2014

.........

single...... hmm honestly I don't know what to feel or to think at this point....

23 Jul, 2014

:(

im losing me in this relationship and i honestly dont know what to do......

23 Jul, 2014

nervous

about to get ready and go over Elkins to get my gages done I'm nervous af lol XD

21 Jul, 2014

:P

good morning y'all gonna go find something to get myself into today aha :P

18 Jul, 2014

mhm

mhm okay jus gonna sit here and bite my tongue -_-

18 Jul, 2014

kik or snap chat me

both usernames are DHW69 I'm usually bored of a day time so HMU!

16 Jul, 2014

OH MY GOD :D

2 DEGRASSI GIRLS NOTICED ME ON INSTAGRAM TONIGHT I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER RIGHT NOW <333 :D

16 Jul, 2014

.....

not feeling very good gonna go and try to sleep it off....

14 Jul, 2014

XD

the fact that me and skyler jus played night basketball in the pouring rain while talking about s** for the whole neighborhood to hear XD

12 Jul, 2014

.

she's the best thing that's ever been mine I never felt so lucky in my whole entire life I now have a reason to live all thanks to my beautiful girlfriend <3

10 Jul, 2014

:D

woke up to a really long cute text from her god I'm lucky <3

05 Jul, 2014

<3

woohoo finally got the girl of my dreams i couldnt be happier <3 7-4-14 <333

18 Jun, 2014

.......

I want a gf.. but I'm not thirsty or desperate I will jus sit here and wait for love to find me because I'm so tired of getting with the wrong people and getting crushed at the end so yep...

28 May, 2014

yup

being back in school after 3 months literally s***s a** lol thank god next week is my last week

25 May, 2014

girls

why does it hurt so bad to lose ur virginity i seriously would like to know lol it hurts like a m***

23 May, 2014

sorry

sorry guys honest to god anymore i dont do d*** very much so if ur a guy and u message me wanting to cyber and s*** well ur s*** out of luck cuz anymore i only do girls so yeah jus wanted to make that a lil bit more clear... sorry not sorry

22 May, 2014

gr

you say you want someone like me and yet im right in front of ur eyes COME ON GIRL im right here are you blind? oh wait im "just a friend" -_-

18 May, 2014

........

it gets harder and harder trying to learn to love myself when all I do is disappoint people but I jus try my best to stay strong and try my best to make my way through because if I can't love myself I sure as hell can't love anyone else

16 May, 2014

...

I had to do a lot of changing this year I was into alcohol and I was cutting really bad and all it took was Demi Lovato and a girl named Tessa to open my eyes and get me to stop the BS even tho I lost an amazing friend from it.... I miss her like crazy but she hates my guts I honestly don't blame her cuz I was f***ed up but yeah those 2 helped me through it I lost Tessa but I still have Demi so I guess that's a plus but its been 6 whole weeks now that I have been happy and loving myself so I'm pretty proud of myself haha

10 May, 2014

....

well i lost her so i might as well get WASTED tonight ;)

06 May, 2014

......

talk dirty to me ;)

03 May, 2014

.

ha jus cuz I like to drink every once in while doesn't mean I am a alcoholic it mean I have fun

29 Apr, 2014

....

dad has been taking me out looking for cars trying to find a good one for me to drive this summer I'm so excited!!! :D

28 Apr, 2014

.....

I'm gonna make you regret not picking me and that's a fact darlin ;)

19 Apr, 2014

....

I've come to notice that if I don't drink every night I go insane haha yikes

18 Apr, 2014

....

if only you knew the jealousy that steams through my blood when I see you with him if only you knew that you never leave my mind you're always on it 24/7 if only you knew you mean way more to me than I mean to you if only you knew the pain I go through watching you the person I love, love someone else right in front of my eyes if only you knew every time you were around it wasn't just memories we were making to me it was the best time of my life the one time in my life that I felt like living was worth it but I'm just gonna drink it up and try to forget it all because its just another stupid crush on a straight girl and I can't go through that again thing is I've liked you ever since I discovered I was bis**ual in 9th grade it's been 1 whole year and I'm still completely crazy for you ugh I just don't know anymore....

15 Apr, 2014

...

what if I never fall out of love with you and you get married and have a family and I'm still sitting here completely in love with you..... thoughts like this runs through my head every day im not even kidding ugh someone shoot me -_-

14 Apr, 2014

.......

if i had a gf she would get goodnight and good morning texts all the time so she'd have something to smile to before she goes to sleep and something to smile to when she wakes up. I'd treat her with respect and respect only! I'd hold her hand out in public and show her off to the world! I'd tell her she's beautiful every second every minute of every day until she felt beautiful herself. If she got mad at me, I'd give her, her space until she wanted to talk it out with me. If we were fighting and she started crying, I'd shut up and hug her from behind until she stopped crying. If she wanted to go shopping I'd go with her and hold her bags even though i hate shopping if it made her happy I'd go! When we are out in public I'd hold doors open for her and hold her hand at all times. When she has period cramps I'd pull her onto my lap and rub her tummy until she felt better. If she got scared I'd hug her to make her feel safe like nothing bad would ever happen to her. When she's down I'd do ever single goofy thing possible until i caught her laughing or smiling! I'd shut her up by kissing her if we were arguing! I'd show her that she's the only girl that could ever catch my attention because i wouldn't want anyone else but her! But most of all I'd treat her like a princess and with 100% respect because i believe that's how every girl should be treated!

13 Apr, 2014

..........

i kinda want a girlfriend to be cute with but idk haha..

09 Apr, 2014

......

so what? I'm bis**ual it's not like I'm gonna rape every guy and girl on the universe like damn really? I swing both ways sweetheart get use to it!

06 Apr, 2014

^_^

people always ask me why I like girls as well as guys and I tell them girls gives me something guys can't and that's b***s to grab and look at and an a** to smack haha I know I'm weird but you'll like it :P

04 Apr, 2014

......

bored sitting here waiting for my teacher to come then it's time to do math oh yay...

03 Apr, 2014

.

I really don't want to go back to school haha I wish I could do home schooling for the rest of the year but looks like I may be going back in the beginning of May ugh

01 Apr, 2014

...

s*** happens for a reason but I'd really like to know the reason why I half to go through all this BS and not one good thing has come out of it.........

30 Mar, 2014

.

i wanna admit that i love you and i wanna call you mine but you're with him and you're just the straight girl i have a crush on so I'll just distant myself from you and try to move along with my life

24 Mar, 2014

,

everyone in my life is taken and happy with who they're with and then there's me single and obsessed with Degrassi....

24 Mar, 2014

...

damn I remember how I use to get on all the time and have people to talk to and now its like.... nope

23 Mar, 2014

.

How could you? You beat such an amazing girl and right in front of my nephews that I love and now thanks to you my nephews will be scarred for life seeing their mom in that shape I want absolutely NOTHING to do with you, you honestly make me sick!!! Go to hell for all I care!

21 Mar, 2014

....

that moment when you go through messages with a person you no longer talk to...........

20 Mar, 2014

......

I wanna go to Canada!

19 Mar, 2014

.

cut again last night all I can say is thank god for bracelets or my teacher would see how bad I f***ed my wrists up last night.......

18 Mar, 2014

...

home schooling starts today oh joy......

17 Mar, 2014

Degrass Quote from my woman :D :D :D

"You look at me like I'm this perfect princess, but I'm not. And once you realize that, you'll be sick of me." -Fiona

16 Mar, 2014

......

you get drunk and yell and cuss at me then you wonder why ur daughter is so depressed hmmm wonder why? smh -_-

16 Mar, 2014

.....

I can be your Fiona if you be my Imogen <3333 :D it's a Degrassi thing :)

14 Mar, 2014

....

one sip will take the pain away I promise... 1 sip turns into 4 sips turns into a whole bottle then on to the next.....

13 Mar, 2014

...

eh sleep would be nice but with the repeated night mare im never gonna sleep ever.... I'm just a monster anymore maybe I need to just disappear for a lil bit

05 Mar, 2014

....

I'm obsessed haha I really am I cant go a day without Degrassi :D Degrassi Degrassi Degrassi <33333

04 Mar, 2014

.

eh since I'm not good with relationships I'll just be in a relationship with Degrassi lol I loved the new episode tonight and I cant wait for next weeks new episode!!! Fiona is my favorite one ever on there but she's not on there anymore but I still got her in the old seasons :D

04 Mar, 2014

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It makes me mad when my mom tells me that Degrassi is just some BS show um excuse me no it's not I've been watching it ever since like 2009 and it's taught me a lot of s*** okay? It taught me that even though you're in love with the guy once you give him what he wants he's likely to not stick around. It's taught me to not send bad things to anyone because it could come back and bite you in the a** once it's out there. It taught me that friends will be fake and the real ones stay when it's a dark time in your life. It's taught me that drama happens everywhere and you either break down and kill someone or just deal with it. It taught me that be the person that's like it's Now Or Never or you'll never get anywhere in life. It taught me how to deal with my confusion and how to pull through it. It taught me that addiction is very easy whether it's cutting drinking or Mugs either way you can't face it alone. So yeah mom it's some BS show when it taught me how to use my head and not my back to get through life!!!!

02 Mar, 2014

....

jus watched The Happy Face Killer that was some messed up s*** hard to believe it was based on a true story O.o

02 Mar, 2014

...........

well Taylor was fake which makes me feel like s*** oh well I guess s*** happens right? I'll get over it anyway my day will be spent listening to Demi Lovato music and reading her book so yea

28 Feb, 2014

:D

my girlfriend comes in tomorrow <33333

25 Feb, 2014

<3

I use to be the girl who didn't believe in love what so ever I always thought fairy tales were full of s*** and now look at me I'm with a beautiful girl named Taylor who makes me happier then ever she's truly the best I'm one lucky girl to call her mine <3333

24 Feb, 2014

yep

surgery went good only thing that s***s is I'm numb from my waist down so its kinda hard to walk lol anyway I get to see my girlfriend this weekend yay yay yay yay! :D

23 Feb, 2014

oh boy

knee surgery is tomorrow gotta be up at 3 in the morning and on the road at 4 in the morning oh joy -_- only thing I'm looking forward to is seeing my beautiful girlfriend this up coming weekend <3333

21 Feb, 2014

phone call

Taylor: my aunt always yells at me cuz of the music I listen to she tells me its gonna make me a w**** one day Me: Taylor are you gonna be a w****? Taylor: oh yes Me: you're my w**** then Taylor: lets be each others w**** Me: sounds like a plan Taylor: *busts out laughing* ^ god she's just amazing <3333

20 Feb, 2014

hehe ^_^

the fact that she's coming to see me after my surgery to help me around <333 then I get to spend all summer with her hehe I think she's really the one for me <3

19 Feb, 2014

awww

her voice was soooo cute we talked for 2 whole hours on the phone her laugh made my world no lie ^_^ god I'm so happy :D

19 Feb, 2014

yesss

Taylor said yes and now I have a beautiful girlfriend and we are gonna have a lil phone date here soon I'm excited to hear her voice then this weekend she may be coming to see me so yay ^_^

19 Feb, 2014

okay

so I think I'm going to make a puzzle like type thing and I'm going to put it together over video and it's gonna say Taylor Be Mine? with a cute song playing in the background hopefully that wins her heart <3

18 Feb, 2014

grrrrrrr

trying to come up with a cute way to ask Taylor out and I come up with something I practice it then it comes out all WRONG! -_- I'll get this right dammit

18 Feb, 2014

^_^

Taylor :D no words can describe how perfect that beautiful girl is ^_^

16 Feb, 2014

.

oh ya know just laying around with the little cousin all day today since there's like 30 inches of snow outside

16 Feb, 2014

.

I got that good kush and alcohol I got some down b****es I can call :D love that song now I just need some good stuff to drink and smoke for the night

15 Feb, 2014

.

since I confessed to pretty much everyone that I'm bis**ual on a video on my FB I feel a whole lot better maybe I can be myself now thank god no more putting on some stupid act!

13 Feb, 2014

.

"I'm just tired" that's my excuse

11 Feb, 2014

....

I pick the razor up because I need a friend and looks like its the only thing I have until the end......

10 Feb, 2014

disappointed

after all I have done for you and that's how you repay me smh that's the last time I'll ever and I mean ever help anyone I'm just gonna turn into a cold hearted b**** so I wont get hurt anymore!

31 Jan, 2014

...........

hahahahahha I had an amazing day today XD it was beyond amazing and now its even better :D

30 Jan, 2014

...........

I know a simple sorry isn't gonna fix it with me and Maddie cuz I know I f***ed up big time and I lost her out of my life completely and that's my fault I'm not afraid to take blame for it it's all my fault I guess I'm just gonna half to move past it and forget about her

29 Jan, 2014

-_-

cutting is becoming a new trend in my hometown you can't tell me how sick I am cuz of it all the girls here are cutting just because their friend is doing it or because they want attention you don't know how sick it makes me okay people who actually have a reasoning to cut like depression I understand cuz I been there and done that but really girls for attention? ur f***ing messed up end of f***ing story -_-

28 Jan, 2014

Maddie

I cant take it anymore I don't like you out of my life I truly don't I miss you like f***ing crazy and I know I f***ed up and you hate my guts because I got with Tyler and ugh I just I can't let go of the thought of you I really cant I just cant idk why it just ugh I miss our long a** convo's that would go for like 5 hours and we never got bored with each other I miss late night voxer over random s*** I miss it all okay? I'm to my breaking point everyone keeps telling me oh just forget about her the past is the past well guess what people? I f***ing can't so yeah........

25 Jan, 2014

...

Cramps+Depression+Guilt = my night :/ sometimes I wish my uncle bob was still alive because he would be the one to tell me everything was gonna be alright I really wish he wouldn't have shot himself sometimes I wish it was me dead instead of him......... :(

25 Jan, 2014

.................

I have never felt this done in my whole life....

24 Jan, 2014

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another sleepless night gr -_-

24 Jan, 2014

.....

each day is dragging by I sit alone trying to fight this battle trying my best to stay away from the razor blade even though I'm dying to feel it across my arm but I know I can't but it's so hard anymore.... im so close to giving up

24 Jan, 2014

..........

I'm slowly dying on the inside nobody knows the pain I have at this moment because I'm keeping it all bundled up inside its causing me no sleep and I cant eat nothing right now my only friend is music..........

16 Jan, 2014

.

off to Morgantown for my ankle may be going back for my knee I hope I don't need surgery because if so moms making me wait until summer to get it and then my summer will be ruined -_- oh well guess I gotta do what I gotta do man surgery must really love me is all I gotta say first my throat then my eyes then my ankle and now possibly my knee -_-

14 Jan, 2014

<3

I try my best to send you long messages before I go to bed to let you know how much you truly mean to me ?

10 Jan, 2014

<3333

he missed his bus today just to talk to me this morning I swear he's the best <3333

07 Jan, 2014

1-5-14 <3

finally got happiness back in my life with this amazing guy named Tyler <3333

04 Jan, 2014

....

don't get me wrong i really want you back but last time all we did was fight and disagree for 2 whole months and people kept sticking their noses in our business and i was the only one keeping things going right and you never tried to help me out all we did was fight about why it wasn't working and yeahhhh

03 Jan, 2014

......

thinking about getting trashed for my 16th birthday XD

25 Dec, 2013

<3

late night voxer with you is the best thing ever we just ramble on about random s*** and it just goes on and on and we never get bored with it :)

23 Dec, 2013

-_-

okay so me and dad got in the topic of g**marriage okay he says he supports gays 100% but they shouldn't be married.... uhhh no okay that's not supporting 100% just saying! me and him argued about it for like 2 hours lol

20 Dec, 2013

....

dear Bella, I'm done crying over ur a** I'm gonna live up the single life and flirt all I want my middle finger is all for you baby! :P

18 Dec, 2013

.

I've given up its been days, months, years of never ending bulls*** congratulations you pulled me to my last straw I'm done

18 Dec, 2013

sucks

it s***s that im gonna be spending Christmas without you when really you were all that I wanted........

17 Dec, 2013

something i wrote

she sat alone alone and at home where her screams were silent but her mind was violent her insecurities hid deep inside and they did indeed eat her alive a tear rolled down her face as her heart began to race she took her blade and tore her skin where her depression lied deep within this went on for days, months, years and until she cried her very last tears she decided that she had enough the world around her was much too tough she took a g** to her head congratulations society, she's dead

17 Dec, 2013

.......

today wasn't my day I dislocated my knee in 3rd period I come home and then my girlfriend dumps me oh what a wonderful f***ing day..... NOT

22 Nov, 2013

psh

me: *fangirling over Katy Perry on tv* BJ: you think she's hot don't you me: uhhh BJ: good cuz I think she's hot too me: *gives him look then yells* DIBS! BJ: she's 29 me: psh that's technically only 13 years apart psh no big deal BJ: I taught you well sister ^ hahaha gotta love my big brother :P

22 Nov, 2013

.

I messed up big time and I wish I could have a to do all over again because I'd make it right... I still believe in love I still believe in us

20 Nov, 2013

..

my tummy hurts my cousin is making me cry cuz he's being a d*** and I got no one...... some nights I just wanna go to sleep and sleep forever I haven't felt this depressed and s***ty for a while... :/

20 Nov, 2013

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Teach your daughter how to shoot a g** because a restraining order is just a piece of paper!

20 Nov, 2013

.........

my grades have officially went down the toilet cuz of my surgery and I cant be there so the teachers are counting it against me so now I have 3 C's 1 D 1A 1B this f***ing s***s! -_-

17 Nov, 2013

learned how to say somethin in Spanish

i odio mi puta vida

17 Nov, 2013

...

sometimes and sit back and wonder if I f***ed up... for some reason that feeling in my gut is telling me I shouldn't have left but yet I did.....

08 Nov, 2013

yup

deleting my account no use for this web site no mroe

29 Oct, 2013

.....

just gotta get through this week and half of next week then I'm off for a week for my surgery oh yay

27 Oct, 2013

people

Have some freaking respect for other peoples relationships and don't try to get in between two people who are happy together. What is there not to get about that? Why would you even try to go after someone who's already taken? If you see two people who are happy you leave them alone and tell yourself to move on with your life. Oh, you just happen to like someone who's in a relationship? Well, honestly tough s***. Learn to cope with the fact that right now, it's just not gonna happen. When and if the person's relationship doesn't work out and that person's single again, go right ahead and chase that person all you want. Right now however, its not that time. If that person were with you right now, would you like it if someone tried to ruin your relationship and cause problems and drama between you two? I would think not! So again, have some respect for peoples realtionships end of story!

25 Oct, 2013

.........

had a blast at the parade I had like every cheerleader waving and yelling at me while I was videoing them lol it was AWESOME :D

24 Oct, 2013

.......

so you wanna tap my girlfriend huh? hahha in your f***ing dreams buddy boy she's MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

24 Oct, 2013

.......

a girl at my school tried killing herself it really hit me hard.... then the ignorant people at my school thought it was funny and was joking around about it okay that s*** is nothing to f***ing joke about k? u f***ing a**holes I hope you f***ing go to hell for what you did today it p***ed me off so bad my best friend broke down cuz the girl that tried to kill herself was her cousin and people were being rude to her and omg today has just been an emotional day I haven't eaten I just can't I'm so stressed and fed up with this immature people s*** like you wouldn't believe that girl tried to take her life and everyone here takes it as a joke I swear people are so f***ing sick now a days

09 Oct, 2013

.

yikes I don't know what I did I get on here and see that your tired of my bulls*** well if you want a normal relationship with me im sorry im giving you all I got I guess its not good enough I'll just leave you alone and let you come around sorry to something I don't know what I did but its cool im not giving up on us -_-

02 Oct, 2013

<3 <3 <3

today makes it 1 month for me and Maddie :D :) best month of my life :D

23 Sep, 2013

:D

carved our initials in a tree tonight me and you forever I hope so cuz I love you Maddie <3 :D

20 Sep, 2013

:D

sent her a really long goodnight text telling her how special she is to me now gonna try and go to sleep night y'all :D

19 Sep, 2013

:)

I'm happier today knowing things are okay now the only thing that won't go away is me not sleeping its been 3 days and I've had 0 hours of sleep well off to school then home to text my girl <3

18 Sep, 2013

:D

lined stuff out with my girl now I'm happy so maybe I can close my eyes and dream of my beautiful girlfriend tonight <3

18 Sep, 2013

oh my

I had nothing to worry about this whole time she's been happy with me all along but I let stupid jealousy make me act stupid god I feel like an a** I hope she gives me a chance to make it up to her god I feel so f***ing stupid see that's what jealousy does to me omg im such a screw up like u wouldn't even believe

18 Sep, 2013

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have I given up? no not yet but im on the edge of it

17 Sep, 2013

....

Maddie is MINE and that's all that matters anymore I love her and nothing will ever change that goodnight y'all

17 Sep, 2013

...

4 months of no cutting I cut a little but not enough to scar I have my old scars to look at it makes me feel ashamed of myself like I'm worthless like everyone else says so these old scars taunt me like hey Destaney re open me ya know ya want to and I do want to I want to so f***ing bad like I just wanna grab a razor and never stop just open each and every one of my scars I don't know about myself I'm weak not strong...........

17 Sep, 2013

.......

no okay don't send me our song don't say you miss me and don't f***ing say you love me because if you loved me 1 you wouldn't have f***ed another guy while we were together and 2 I have no f***ing interest in you anymore I love ONE girl and ONE girl only and it happens NOT to be you! f*** off

16 Sep, 2013

my song to her

When I look into your eyes It's like watching the night sky Or a beautiful sunrise Well, there's so much they hold And just like them old stars I see that you've come so far To be right where you are How old is your soul? Well, I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm giving you all my love I'm still looking up And when you're needing your space To do some navigating I'll be here patiently waiting To see what you find 'Cause even the stars they burn Some even fall to the earth We've got a lot to learn God knows we're worth it No, I won't give up I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm giving you all my love I'm still looking up, still looking up. Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up) God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved) We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved) God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it) I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm giving you all my love I'm still looking up

16 Sep, 2013

............

I feel like you don't love me anymore and if I'm holding you back because you love someone else just go because I wanna see you happy with someone you love rather then unhappy and with me I don't wanna loose you but I guess I'm going to I tried I guess........... -_-

16 Sep, 2013

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off to go see if I need surgery or not oh joy -_-

15 Sep, 2013

..........

I use to be the girl that loves swimming in water but for the past week now not so much I'm scared of water I mean I can take a shower that don't bother me but I'm scared of pools, rivers, lakes, and creeks all because of this night mare I keep having over and over I'm in a lake or something and I'm under water and I can see the surface I just can't swim up to it and I always wake up before I drown thing is I feel crazy haha I mean wow really? I go to sleep and I wake up at 2 then I go back to sleep and the night mare starts and I wake up gasping for air at 4 and it's just really creepy and I don't like it and now I'm afraid of water out of all things in this world I'm afraid of water lovely -_- I'm scared...........

15 Sep, 2013

.

I hate homework

13 Sep, 2013

........

Well today my therapist told me that she wants me to have an MRI done because they think there's really something wrong with my ankle because my ankle is more and more swollen each day they think there could be a problem that needs to be surgically fixed so just lovely -_-

13 Sep, 2013

in Spanish

Mrs. Kines: *talking in Spanish* Me: *goes into a day dream not paying attention* Mrs. Kines: Destaney Me: not answering looking ahead The Whole Class: *yells my name* Me: *jumps* uhhh como te llamas Mrs.Kines: Stay focused Destaney please Me: yeah yeah ^ haha I hate that damn class

13 Sep, 2013

.

got a lot of tests today I f***ing dread it but oh well it's Friday finally!

12 Sep, 2013

<3

when I can't sleep I just lay there and think about Maddie until I drift to sleep with her in my dreams :D

12 Sep, 2013

:D

voxering with my babe :D

12 Sep, 2013

...........

in Spanish bored af not giving a f*** about my work ha

12 Sep, 2013

.

I feel like a complete a**hole I really don't wanna go to school today I don't wanna do anything until I know things are completely fine between me and maddie cuz I know they aren't it's my fault tho so -_-

11 Sep, 2013

phew

thank god we talked things over things might be shakey now but I'm never giving up on her she's my world and I love her with all my heart therefore I'm going to work things out and I'm gonna marry her one day!

11 Sep, 2013

Maddie

I know you hate my guts I know I f***ed up I know I made a mistake and god do I regret it you're the best thing that has ever walked into my life and I made that one mistake now and now you won't talk to me and god do I feel s***ty I love you more then you'll ever know I didn't know what the f*** love was until I met you and now you're slipping through my fingers and I'm trying I'm really trying I just wanna talk it out but you aren't replying to that 2 page text I sent you I guess I really f***ed up huh? well no matter what I'm always going to love you and nothing's gonna change it if you wanna leave I guess I deserve it I deserve a lot of things I don't want you to go and I'm trying to stop you but I guess it's just not gonna work...........

11 Sep, 2013

I'm done

I always f*** s*** up I do s*** wrong I say something wrong I act something wrong its always wrong wrong wrong why am I on this god damn earth if all im gonna do is wrong my parents don't accept me my family doesn't accept me and now my girlfriend wants nothing to do with me just f***ing great its always be against the god damn world I f***ing give up YOU WIN WORLD

11 Sep, 2013

-_-

I had such a bad day I just wanna crawl in bed and cry for the rest of this day -_-

11 Sep, 2013

.............

I don't wanna go to school I don't wanna go to school I don't wanna go to 5th period today gr -_- the only upside to my day will be talking to Maddie when I get home from school!

10 Sep, 2013

Maddie

Roses are red Violets are blue I'll never love anyone Like I Love You <3 :D

10 Sep, 2013

......

crying with a head ache already had a panic attack ughhh :'(

10 Sep, 2013

:D

sent her a cute text now off to school blah I don't wanna go back today I would rather stay home and text Maddie all day <3

09 Sep, 2013

Maddie <3

everything about her is perfection her hair her eyes her voice her singing her personality her heart her everything I love it all I'm planning on buying her a purple ring for her birthday it'll be a promise ring because one day I truly do wanna marry her I have never loved anything or anyone as much as I love my beautiful girlfriend <3

09 Sep, 2013

-_-

once im 18 im out of this f***ing place and im not f***ing looking back f*** my family Maddie is my #1 and that's how I f***ing plan on keeping it!

09 Sep, 2013

blah

home sick today :/ texting my babe tho so my day is somewhat good <3

08 Sep, 2013

Maddie <3

ever since I met her ever since I said one word to her my heart went crazy for the beautiful girl I waited one whole year I watched her get hurt so many f***ing times it f***ing tore to apart I hated seeing such a beautiful girl hurt all the time then this year came around I told her how I felt about her and now she is my beautiful girlfriend <3 I really don't know what I would do without the beautiful girl she is truly a gift from god <3 we have every single thing in common I can actually see a future with her as clear as day I think about her 24/7 I dream about her every night she's got me good and I never ever want this feeling to go away she is my key to happiness I love Maddie with all my heart and nothing on this universe will ever change that :D <3

08 Sep, 2013

:D

I sang to her today :D god I love her <3

07 Sep, 2013

c:

heard her voice for the first time tonight and I blushed and got a zoo in my stomach now just waiting to hear her voice some more <3

07 Sep, 2013

...

my family got p***ed at me cuz my nephew kept kicking me in the hip so I whipped him and everyone got mad but my girlfriend said he's gotta know right from wrong at least she's not mad :D

06 Sep, 2013

<3

texting the most amazing girl in the world my night is pretty damn amazing :D

06 Sep, 2013

....

chilling in 5th period thinking about Maddie <333333

06 Sep, 2013

yup

sent her a good morning text now im off to school oh joy its Friday :D

05 Sep, 2013

TAKEN

tonight was the best night of my life because now Maddie is officially MINE :D

04 Sep, 2013

.....

Mine and Skyler's convo Me: I mean like when a person flirts with me and they are cute I don't like it cuz they only person I want flirting with me is Maddie Skyler: Ok your Facebook has room for only one friend is it Maddie or say Justin bieber sent you a friend request too who do you pick? Me: Maddie duh Skyler: HOLY FUCKING DAMN Me: What? Skyler: her over Justin Bieber damn your in love ^ haha well

04 Sep, 2013

-_-

whoever is hacking my account saying im drinking and f***ing people u better hope to god I don't find out who u are!

04 Sep, 2013

well

I flipped s*** on a guy in my art class today cuz he hit his girlfriend and thought it was funny so I jumped his s*** probably got lunch detention tomorrow but oh well

03 Sep, 2013

.

Fellas, a girl isn't just a piece of a**. She is a beautiful human being with feelings and emotions just like you. She can fall in love with you if you say or do all the right things. And she can have her heart broken just as easily if you lead her on. If all you want is to hit it, that's fine. Just be up front with her instead of letting her believe something more will happen. But if you do have some feelings for her, don't be ashamed to admit it. Don't be afraid of what your homies will say, or what people will think. Don't be afraid to give it a shot cuz chances are she could quite possibly make you really happy. She may even be the one, or she may not. But you'll never know unless you give it a shot. You've got nothing to lose, but a whole lot to gain.

03 Sep, 2013

...

days going by slower s*** is getting harder and I'm getting weaker....... -_-

03 Sep, 2013

in art

Random guy walks up to me and says I'm a b**** Tyler: she is not a b**** she is a beautiful lady Me: its okay Tyler Tyler: you would fit in perfectly in Ohio my friend Austin would LOVE you Lily: *looks over at us* Me: *blushes a little* Tyler: f*** that a**hole you're not a white piece of trash like most of these girls ur one of a kind Me: thanks ^^ I can see me and him becoming best of friends :D

02 Sep, 2013

.

I don't know what to think anymore I really don't everything I do is wrong I take one step and its wrong.. what do I half to do to be right? I'm basically getting kicked out of my family because I'm bis**ual. Could anything else go wrong? huh? how bout I just slit my wrists with my blade under my pillow and end this s*** cuz im to the edge to where that's my only choice :/

02 Sep, 2013

..........

See the darkness in her eyes. See the pattern on her skin. She's terrible at goodbyes. Makeup just doesn't blend away the scars. She needs to be put behind bars, to save her from herself.

31 Aug, 2013

reminder

Fake a smile. Don't let them know you're hurting. They don't care anyways......

31 Aug, 2013

........

Vodka tastes better when you're alone and you can't see how deep you're cutting.

31 Aug, 2013

damn

I try and be nice and get my damn head chewed off fine then no longer being nice im done O.o

30 Aug, 2013

smh

the s**ual convo's me and my guy friends get ourselves into at almost 2 in the morning smh hahaha XD

30 Aug, 2013

:)

taught my nephew how to swim tonight I feel accomplished just seeing him smile and go Dessie you taught me how to swim and he was so happy I loved it :D

30 Aug, 2013

hell yeah

finally Friday 3 day weekend so tonight and tomorrow night are party f***ing hard nights and then Sunday its sit down and study for a huge a** test I have on Tuesday when I go back

29 Aug, 2013

poem

I think about you day and night In my heart you're worth the fight You're so perfect Beautiful you're worth it I've liked you ever since I met you That's so very true Nothing in the world will change my feelings for you You're perfection head to toe This isn't a lie oh no I wanna see you smile To make my heart melt for a while Just talking to you makes my day One day I will open my heart to say I dream about you day and night I wanna protect you from all your fright I wanna hold you tight I wanna call you mine One day I'll make you shine Like every diamond you're worth I think about you day and night In my heart you're worth the fight You're so perfect Beautiful you're worth it I've liked you ever since I met you That's so very true ^ just a lil poem I put together for her :D

29 Aug, 2013

.

I like this girl and her name is Madison but I call her Maddie I like her a lot and im actually getting the guts to say I do I don't care if people judge me because I like a girl because I do life is life I have been talking to her maybe ever since last year maybe longer its just I really haven't found a way to express that so I just be a good friend to her and I try to be there for her and I try to defend and protect her if I could I wish I could just be like yo I like you ight? haha but I don't have enough confidence to do that guess im afraid of being shot down haha but yeah I really like her she's cool and funny and beautiful and I could go on forever of how perfect she is we have everything in common I never really felt this way before she's on my mind day and night she never leaves my head theres not a second that goes by that im not thinking of her I just wish I could build my confidence up and just tell her this if she sees this I will probably pass out haha but its cool because I like her a lot and nothing in the world is gonna change that.... sorry guys I just had to put my feelings down which is boring but if u don't like it don't read it that's just it

28 Aug, 2013

that moment

that moment when ur dying to message her but ur afraid ur getting on her nerves so you just wait patiently haha yup :P

28 Aug, 2013

true statement

the only math that I'm good at is perverted math end of story ;P

27 Aug, 2013

.

if you bite my lip s***s going down haha :P

26 Aug, 2013

rant.

one thing I wanna know is okay this year I'm in Spanish 2 okay last year I barely learned anything in my Spanish 1 cuz the teacher was barely there okay so we got a new teacher this year who talks in Spanish the whole freaking period! Okay for one I'm gonna look at you like you're stupid cuz I didn't learn very well last year and two how the heck to you expect me to know that crap when I barely learned it last year cuz it ain't gonna happen sorry but it wont if you want me to learn the language TEACH it to me or else I'm just gonna sit there and look at you like you're a r**** when your speaking a totally different language and I have no idea what ur saying k? K

26 Aug, 2013

-_-

today s***ed and im getting worse news on my ankle which means surgery is my only and next option -_- school is just being a pain in the a** can this school year be over already? im done -_-

26 Aug, 2013

....

3 hours of sleep and now off to school i hate that place.. f*** life -_-

25 Aug, 2013

.......

I guess you don't like me back and I guess its cool its just I really really liked you well I guess I could always dream huh? im just not good enough s*** happens I guess

25 Aug, 2013

.

me and skyler: *hears a noise* Skyler: Des me: *grabs a knife* Skyler: did u hear that? me: no ya know I just have a knife for nothing Skyler: if I see anything im running me: I'll be right behind you me: *keeps looking in the dark room* Skyler: what? me: if I see a lamb mask my b*** is running Skyler: if I see a person coming out of no where my b*** is running whether if they have a mask or not ^^ hahaha I think You're Next made us paranoid lol XD

25 Aug, 2013

welp

that f***ed my day up

24 Aug, 2013

GRRR

I hate it I have never felt like this before and I f***ing hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I don't know if im feeling love or what but I f***ing hate it knowing that your p***ed at me f***ing crushes me into two im not gonna sleep or eat until I figure out what I did wrong I love you so f***in much I just wish you would understand that its just I never been in love before but I think im in love with you and I cant get you out of my head your smile your eyes your everything and then you sent me a message sayin "k" which means your angry UGH! f*** f*** f*** f*** f*** f*** f*** s*** dammit is all I gotta say cuz I just I cant stop thinking about you you're on my mind all day and all night you never leave it I hate this cuz I feel like you don't feel the same I guess im just f***ed huh? -_-

24 Aug, 2013

fuck

at the movies *ending of movie* me: *stands up seeing my ex* ship takes off running out of the theater Skyler: *has confused look on* Destaney Hope Wait!!!! me: *running* no u gotta catch up with me Skyler: who's that!! me: you don't wanna know *hides in closet until they leave* ^ hahaha i tend to run and hide haha

24 Aug, 2013

ight

fine I get I p***ed you off imma go party and get f***ed up maybe my dumbness will go the f*** away

24 Aug, 2013

..............................................

you know a girl is p***ed when she says "K" well im f***ed

24 Aug, 2013

yup

went and watched You're Next it was AWESOME! other then the opening scene which was a s** scene but other then that it was pretty damn awesome and the hot girl in it lived so I was satisfied hahaha XD :D

23 Aug, 2013

-_-

I'm done, I'm just done I'm so f***ing tired of this god damn bulls*** I just wanna f***ing die I'm so f***ing tired of this tired of them tired of this f*** it im done

23 Aug, 2013

.

im tired of this

23 Aug, 2013

.

I met a girl today and she was super shy and she told me that at her old school she was always picked on and called the nerd I felt so bad for her cuz I remember how insecure people use to make me it honestly broke my heart

22 Aug, 2013

-_-

hated today I hated it period just down right hated it in every single class I walked in their were people I did not like at all period just no there was only one class I could stand the rest was just heck to the no!

22 Aug, 2013

.

woke up from a bad dream so gonna get dressed drink some monster and then head to my first day of school I guess -_-

21 Aug, 2013

10th grade year

I will be a 10th grader starting tomorrow... god give me the courage not to kill a w****!

21 Aug, 2013

.

gotta go back to an ankle specialist on September 16th to see if I need surgery or not until then im stuck in physical therapy woo woo... NOT -_-

20 Aug, 2013

.

and I f***ed up gonna go watch TV

20 Aug, 2013

lets just say

I'm so in love with you I would drop everything just to be with you like I'm a Belieber hate all you want I could care less but I'm like really in love Justin Bieber and my dream is to be with him if I ever did get that shot and you came along I would drop him for you in a heart beat that's how in love I am with you and I don't think anything will ever change it but that's okay I hope so...

19 Aug, 2013

.....

I would do anything to have you as mine I would fight for you I would protect you I would love you I would do anything in my power to keep you happy and smiling and safe ^hint you've always been number 1 in my heart :D

19 Aug, 2013

woo woo

going with a big group this weekend to go watch the new scary movie comin out called You're Next but I'm going with couples so imma be a loner woo woo go forever alone haha XD

19 Aug, 2013

haha :P

If we kiss, I'm biting your lip, idgaf :P

19 Aug, 2013

.

Suicide is stupid? You wanna know what is stupid? Hurting someone so much emotionally, that they think suicide is the only answer.

18 Aug, 2013

.

pop another pill yeah I bet you will looking through all the pain nothing here to gain after day and day you loose words to say time goes by try not to cry maybe about a year here starts a tear s*** never stops got arrested by the cops looking at the bars wishin I had stars to guide my way out without having to shout having no life how about a knife I'll just open a scar don't have a star man I f***ed myself up that's really wassup you loose those words to say there goes another day time goes by here's the last goodbye pop another pill yeah I bet you will looking through all the pain nothing here to gain after day and day you loose words to say

18 Aug, 2013

watch out

oh you think ur gonna hide from me tomorrow? just wait you little f***er school is coming up and you can never hide there u little a**hole you better watch ur back! NO ONE MESSES WITH HER JUST NO!

18 Aug, 2013

shit!

and the twin busts me -_-

18 Aug, 2013

.

im worried about her that I am so I will not sleep knowing that she isn't okay I hope she didn't kill herself because I couldn't live with the fact knowing that she's gone knowing that I uh I love her it'll crush me I'm so f***ing worried

18 Aug, 2013

fuck!

broke my Ipod so don't text or kik me this is bulls*** I hate having a temper! -_- it got my Ipod broken haha oh well gonna go drink and live life a lil bit

17 Aug, 2013

.

fuck that new girl that's been in your bed when your in her I know I'm in your head! <3

13 Aug, 2013

yup

since school starts next week my a** is partying it up while I got freedom peace out!

09 Aug, 2013

.......................................................

fuck you f*** her f*** him f*** this f*** that f*** all of you people im done don't believe me I don't give a flying f*** no one does anymore so FUCK THIS BYE!

08 Aug, 2013

yup

this girl gives up on everything I give up on love I give up on hope I give up on happiness I just give up I'm done people tell me oh it gets better guess what? it gets worse jus saying!

06 Aug, 2013

thinking

it's been a long while since I cut but looking at these scars is making me tempted to start again anymore I don't have any friends to run to if I have a situation so the razor will solve it for me I haven't cut in 4 months but I just cant help myself I think its the rush, the thrill, the blood, the problem solved feeling it gives me I know im dark and I know its bad for me but anymore I just stopped giving a f*** im really thinking about going to my room locking my door get my needles and razors and begin because I cant take no more........

31 Jul, 2013

...........

haven't been on in a while I need some people to text or Skype

15 Jul, 2013

simple rule

if your girlfriend don't like that b**** you don't talk to that b****!

14 Jul, 2013

booze

lonely night of booze and music hmu message me for my number maybe we can text and s*** haha

13 Jul, 2013

y'all should kik me

DHW69 is the screen name c'mon HMU :D

12 Jul, 2013

poem

all the hate in my mind tired of being kind all the hate day by day all my cruel words build up to say so tired of the crap my fists in your face worlds up in space now going down hate of a frown if my words come out spoken your face will be broken keep on running your mouth its setting my temper south I don't mean to be rude but your ugly like some dude put one finger to the sky ask the reason why people are this way makin me say hey back on up I'll show you sup don't talk smack when you got no back all this hate in my mind don't know how to be kind all the hate day by day my cruel words come out to say

11 Jul, 2013

.

hush little baby, don't you cry, don't cut your arms, don't say goodbye. put down that razor, put down that light, it may be hard but, you'll win this fight <3

10 Jul, 2013

going out

going out theres one hell of a storm coming so im going out with Clark and Brooke to f*** s*** up woo woo XD

09 Jul, 2013

busted

Brooke: *sits on my lap wasted* Me: what are you doing? Brooke: wanna sniff pills with me Me: I don't do that Brooke: c'mon please Me: I'm half drunk isn't that enough Brooke: your gonna sniff by the end of the night Me: we shall see that is all I remember before I saw red and blue lights and cuffs around my wrists but yup wow haha

09 Jul, 2013

yikes

got in big trouble with the cops -_- that's what happens when u get with the wrong group for a night I guess oh well im back though

07 Jul, 2013

:(

no one believes me anymore and it really f***ing s***s not even my own parents believe me i just f***ing give up

07 Jul, 2013

:/

I'm so bored i never get messages on here anymore like i use to this a boring a** site -_-

07 Jul, 2013

poem

the day goes by my heart tries not to cry for some reason i miss you nothing is pulling through everything is going to hell this is one hell of a s***ty spell the clock strikes three I'm really not free my heart is aching my life is breaking no one here to run to my heart turns blue for a f***ed up reason i miss you nothing goes through i reach for the knife sometimes i just wanna end my life whats the point without you? my heart and soul is cold and blue this day is going by my heart is breaking to cry i hold on and try kiss this life goodbye

05 Jul, 2013

i think it is crazy

I think it is crazy that I miss an ex that did all the bad things possible and I still miss u

09 Jun, 2013

eh

i got myself into some deep s*** and i cant get myself out of it im trapped no where to go life is going to hell all around me :/

08 Jun, 2013

ranting

I cant do this on any other site cuz my family will see it so im gonna do it on here... right now I f***in hate my life everything fell right through my fingers my friends are gone my family is turning their backs on me what am I left with? nothing? pretty much nothing I got no where to run its like im in a circle trying to find the corner I have felt like this ever since last week I really don't know whats wrong or whats making me feel this way but im losing more and more people which is making me more and more short tempered I just feel like im gonna blow and kill someone or myself I don't know I really don't I just I give up I have no hope anymore

05 Jun, 2013

hahahaha

studying skyler: okay what Spanish verbs do you know? me: looks at her skyler: what Spanish words do you know? me: hola adios skyler: face palm ^ hahahaha well not my fault

04 Jun, 2013

mine and Skyler's convo

me: I wonder where d****s came from skyler: I don't wanna know me: but I wanna know how they were made skyler: not me me: too bad we are findin out :P skyler: no no

04 Jun, 2013

shit

feeling like a dumb a** at the moment can't believe she had a boyfriend well f***! my day just got worse what next?

04 Jun, 2013

ughhh

my Ipod quit working

31 May, 2013

c:

I really have a crush on someone to where I can't even stop thinkin bout them c:

30 May, 2013

-_-

I just sat down and helped a sophomore with her math homework haha that's bad lololol :D

30 May, 2013

today

me and my guy friend lookin at the person I like photos Bailey: I know I'm getting laid by 2 girls tonight but damn I'd lay her me: gets eye brow raise over my dead body Bailey: jus sayin if she ever comes in I would bang her me: and I will f***ing kill you Bailey: nah me: wanna f***in bet buddy boy.. *hauls off and punches him* Bailey: hits the floor holding his jaw me: now f***in touch her and you will be cryin more then ya are now! ^ yes im bi yes u can judge no I don't give a god damn f*** k? k

29 May, 2013

:D

I met an amazing person tonight a Belieber and a Lovatic we had absolutely everything in common it blew my mind haha I'm not gonna be able to sleep now because they are gonna be on my mind all night wow haven't felt like this for a while <3333

29 May, 2013

haha me and my cousin got bored so he made a beat and i wrote a rap haha we know it sucks :P

Girl I want your body close You on top of me Can you feel it I'm gonna make your body drip all over me Baby me inside of you Soooo take off all your clothes and throw them on the floor You won't need them Cause I'm gonna give you every little thing you need and more Let me tell you what I wanna do [Hook] I wanna make love sweet love All night long to the rising of the sun bring Your body close to mine and it feels so right Don't let go of me I wanna make love sweet love All night long to the rising of the sun Bring your body close to mine and it feels so right Don't let go of me Baby I can give it to you any way you like it You just let me know I'm giving you the key so you can drive me fast or slow Cause on this ride of love we're gonna go to places you and I ain't never been before Baby imagine me kissing all over you your body's trembling I know your feeling me Ooh now it's getting serious and I'm tired of being curious Girl my body is filled with lust I can't take it no more I am about to explode [Hook] Girl the chemistry between us I can't explain I love to hear you call my name I can see it in your eyes that you want me too Don't you be afraid of what I'm gonna do to you Girl the tears you cry are out of happiness Pleasure instead of loneliness Eeeeevery single part of me inside of you Pleasing you teasing you Making sweet love

09 May, 2013

yup

chillin in math

26 Apr, 2013

yay

I got accepted in a Step Up program starting on Monday where I get to be a sophomore in like all of my classes yay! I'm a smart nerd girl hahaha XD :D

25 Apr, 2013

my motto

how everyone uses YOLO well mine is F.I.S.H. Fuck It Shit Happens!

23 Apr, 2013

.

I like him so much its unbelievable of how much I still love him and I'm not afraid to show that I still have feelings for my ex Nate and I always will love him and that's okay with me I suppose :)

22 Apr, 2013

chilling

chilling in math support class haha its funny how he doesn't watch us on the computers haha today has s***ed all i have done is cry so yeahhhh bad day back to school! :/

21 Apr, 2013

:)

I want a son before a daughter so he can hurt anyone who hurts my little girl <3

21 Apr, 2013

.

doing as much as possible to keep my mind distracted and off of you! but seems as hard as I try you wont leave my mind..

21 Apr, 2013

.....................................

even though you've hurt me so many times I still love you I want you you're all I think about day in and day out I wish I could tell you but I'm kinda scared to I just wish you would message me saying you miss me too.......

17 Apr, 2013

:/

he's possibly gone and here I am with all this pain and guilt of not being able to say sorry to him idk what it is about him but he has a place in my heart that no other guy in this world could ever take and I'm just crushed thinking that he could possibly be dead I know he dumped me but I feel like it's all my fault why everything fell down between me and Nate I feel like maybe if I were better we'd still be together today and he'd be safe and alive its driving me crazy of this not knowing if he's alive or not my mind will not stop until I know for sure....

17 Apr, 2013

wow

its been forever since I've been on here I'm a new me and better then ever I don't take s*** anymore so if u talk s*** your bound to get hit! jus sayin I'm not the quiet girl letting people push her around anymore I'm still a goody good though I don't think that'll ever change but other then that I'm a new me! :D

22 Feb, 2013

got the best of me

I guess the bullies have gotten the best of me I cant even bare to touch food I couldn't tell you how long its been since I have slept I don't know what to do with myself I just have been staring at my wall clueless with myself I feel burned and broken down words really do hurt im on that side to where the words and cruelty is starting on me :/

17 Feb, 2013

more about me

Name: Destaney Hope Height: 5'3 and a half Nick Name: Dest Relationship status: single for now Fav. Color: purple Drink or Smoke: neither Sprite or Coke: Sprite Current mood: eh not so great Current crush: no one Shorts or Pants: if its warm shorts Goody good or Bad a**: well im pretty much a goody good but I can be a bad a** when I wanna be Shy or Crazy: I can be both but im mostly crazy Ready To Mingle or Forever Alone: well im ready to mingle if ya ask me but I wouldn't call it Forever alone its called forever available haha ;) Are you a flirt: it depends What do u look for in a person: mostly the personality odds are if u are a d*** you wont be talked to Hair color: brownish blonde Eye color: my eyes are super dark so I'd half to say black ^^ well that's about all ya need to know HMU :)

11 Feb, 2013

happy :D

have a guy that won't treat me like s*** :D TAKEN <3333

31 Jan, 2013

haven't

haven't been on here for a while haha its a news year which is a new me so HMU :D

25 Dec, 2012

:D

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE HAVE A GOOD DAY :D

20 Dec, 2012

so..........

there is this girl that i like i have liked her since the beggining of the year so i wrote her a sweet secret admire letter yesterday and i hope she got it im gonna try to win her heart over so i gotta work my a** off anyway wish me luck :D

18 Dec, 2012

.

so there is this girl Cheala she is an old friend from like 6th grade who had just moved back! well she is pregnant and i kinda have a crush on her more like a HUGE crush on her everything she does is perfect in my eyes she is perfect just the way she is IDGAF if she is pregnant and im falling deeper and deeper in love with her each day and i just cnt tell her cuz im afraid of her reaction but through her pregnancy i will just be there through it all and show her that i care then when i get the guts i will tell her how i feel but until then i will be there for her through her pregnancy and when she has the baby if she needs help i will be more the glad to step up and help her because i know that i love her and i will do anything to make her happy.. :)

16 Dec, 2012

.

I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken I'm gonna say it like its never been spoken <3

15 Dec, 2012

things you need to know about me

im Destaney Hope i perfer being called Dest i am very shy once u first start talking to me then i losen up as the time goes by then you will know im one crazy b**** haha :P not in the bad kind of way haha um if u f*** with my friends u will get my word in on that cuz i protect my friends no matter what! im very open minded i will not lie to you no matter what you ask or say im currently single right now i don't think love even exists haha im bis**ual judge me all ya want cuz i could honestly care less! i absolutely love Emo guys or skater guys either one haha my type of guy is sweet and caring but i like a bad boy haha :P my type of girl would be sweet but will be bad once in a while... thats jus givin an idea haha umm im very easy to get along with unless you p*** me off then im just a b**** from hell! im sorta kinda punk and goth i love skulls and that kind of stuff.. music is my life <33 take my hand and i will show you the wild side ;) ^^ thats pretty much all u need to know message me :P i wnt bite i promise i jus nibble haha :P

15 Dec, 2012

........

well cnt log on FB for some odd reason it wnt even let me go to the website so if anyone needs me i will be on here!

14 Dec, 2012

................

well i have a crush on my best friend Ariel and my old friend from like 6th grade came back today Cheala and she is pregnant and i think i kinda have a thing for her...... yikes

13 Dec, 2012

................................................

IM SINGLE BITCHES HAHAHAH ANYWAY IM TOTALLY BORED SO JUS HMU ;) I WNT BITE ;)

11 Dec, 2012

this is bullshit

so you message me and tell me that it really wasn't you that i dated and that you never made another FB account so therefore your little friends lied to me and told me that it was you so i trusted whoever that was and told them a whole s*** load of personal stuff then ur little friend caitlyn told me oh she will text u from my phone over thanksgiving break who in the f*** was a talking to all along huh?? all your little friends backed u up and s*** and now im f***ed because i thought it was u that i was in love with when truth to be told it was some fake b**** hmm thats f***ing nice to know so a gave one month of everything to some fake b**** acting like you and all your little friends backed it up ha thanks means a f***ing lot!

11 Dec, 2012

;)

baby i can make ya famous just tell me what ya name is your body got me going crazy your name is my future lady ;)

10 Dec, 2012

i will admit

i will admit i miss avril more then anything i will admit of what i had with her i will have with no one else i will admit that no matter how hard i try i will never get over her i will admit i wish i could just have a start over button and fix everything atleast try to fix everything i will admit even though im in a relationship my heart will always be open to Avril and sometimes i cry cuz i miss her so much its not just her that i miss its us that i miss i will admit i wish things would have worked with me and her i will also admit i half to move on cuz she is in love with someone else and im in a relationship it is what it is right?

09 Dec, 2012

goin gothic :P

goin gothic i love their style!!! :D

06 Dec, 2012

:/

he treats me like s*** i try to shake it off oh maybe he will get nicer the next day he is 10 times worse treating me like dirt what has gotten into him maybe something is jus wrong... the next day he posts a status saying he has a crush that starts with an S so i message him and tell him if u have a crush i dnt wanna be in ur way i want u to be happy then he blows up on me telling me that he has no god damn crush and that if i wanna end it to go the f*** a head cuz he is done with my stupid s***... :/ psh maybe he will be nicer tomorrow :(

02 Dec, 2012

:D

taken by Ty Blane Cross :D he makes my heart melt in a good way :D

25 Nov, 2012

quote my eminem <3

i don't care if your lesbian g**bi or straight i don't care if your short tall fat or skinny i don't care if your green black white or blue if you respect me I'll resepct you!

25 Nov, 2012

:(

so i suppose im not accepted in my own home because im bis**ual hmm my own mother told me i was going to hell couldn't get any better i suppose i will jus smile real big and shake hands with the devil because i cnt help who i love... love is love why cnt ppl jus learn that!

16 Nov, 2012

:)

make it nasty make it nasty drop drop it on the b**** make it nasty hahahhaha football is turning so s**ual now haha ;)

15 Nov, 2012

MOVIES

movies today with the girls :) :D sooo excited :P

09 Nov, 2012

im coming out

I'm bis**ual got a problem with it? then shove it up your a** and dnt talk to me :P anyway HMU :P

25 Oct, 2012

so tired

I'm so tired of these family problems why can't my brother jus be a f***ing man and quit cheating on his girl and causing all this trouble my little man robert my little nephew may be gettin taken out of this state cuz of my bro idk im so tired of this s*** and i dnt think anything is ever gonna fix it my bro really f***ed this family up im so tired and so weak i honestly dnt know how much more my heart can take....

22 Oct, 2012

today

today in math support class a girl named Alexis looked at my wrist and saw the deep cut on my wrist and asked me what it was for some reason i could not lie to her so i told her that i cut myself she looked like she actually cared bout me thats probably bout the first time i have ever seen a popular girl care about me

21 Oct, 2012

teenspot

that chat room is a blast haha :P

18 Oct, 2012

fuck it!

I'M ADDING ANOTHER SCAR TONIGHT FUCK THIS GOD DAMN SHIT IM FUCKING DONE!

15 Oct, 2012

<3333

i guess him and i are really true love <3 I'm glad to have him in the end <3 he's the only one i could ever want <3 i love tyler drew moore <333 :D

11 Oct, 2012

ugh!

i hated today in school guys kept smacking my a** and making me feel weird :/

10 Oct, 2012

:/

nearly broke my arm last night so moms makin me stay home today :/

08 Oct, 2012

well

talked to me ex Tyler M. last night and i think he made me fall for him all over again and idk what to tell him and i get b***erflies in my stomach when he messages me and oh no i think im falling in love all over again :P

07 Oct, 2012

sucks

here where i live it kinda s***s being the good girl all the girls here are either smoking or getting drunk at a party and while they are doing that im sitting home studying or trying to improve my grades in school im pretty much the loser girl here i mean yeahh i tried smoking f*** that s*** its jus not me i had a sip of beer which was jus eww none of that stuff is me I'm the girl who would rather stay home and watch movies on a Friday night rather then go to a party and get drunk I'm the girl who worries about her grades and where she is gonna be in the future I'm the girl who hates Mugs, alcohol, and partying i guess I'm jus considered as a goody good but I'm not afraid of being called that and i have nothing to be ashamed of :)

03 Oct, 2012

yep:P

living the completely single life today wish me luck :P

02 Oct, 2012

well

ty showed me i dnt mean s*** to him anymore so im moving on from him so i suppose im ready to mingle HMU ;)

29 Sep, 2012

SINGLE

i think im jus gonna go solo cuz everytime i get a guy everything goes wrong and then yet i still have feelings for my ex Ty it's like nothing will let me move on from him and it's driving me crazy idk anyway im ridin solo and i regret nothing

28 Sep, 2012

:D true fact

good girls go bad because bad guys don't treat them right!

27 Sep, 2012

convo with my cousin

Corie: truth or dare? Me: dare Corie: i dare u to get high but without Mugs Me: okay Corie: r u too chicken? Me: hell no Corie: ight *Me looks up on google and finds something its called the choking game it cuts all the blood flow in ur head then u feel high* Me: okay im gonna do this Corie: oh god Me *takes my palms and wraps it around my throat* Corie: dest dnt kill urself Me: did the dare perfectly and blew everyones mind haha like a boss :P

26 Sep, 2012

woo! :D

my friend Ariel moved back woo woo!:) we have 3 classes together :D her hugs are the f***ing best nothing could beat her hugs haha :P i was having a bad day this monring and i saw her in my class and i gave her a big hug and my day went good haha :P im passing all my classes except for one so yep :P perfect day for me :D

25 Sep, 2012

bored

im bored so HMU :D

23 Sep, 2012

Jesse

is the best thing that has ever happened to me :) he calls me beautiful and he says the most sweetest things in the world to me i thought all guys were the same but Jesse proved me wrong :) he's the most sweetest guy on this earth :) he texted me until midnight last night and the whole time he made me smile :) he said we are gonna get married one day and he'll never leave me :D I've never been this happy before i really think he's the one :D

22 Sep, 2012

taken <333

he makes me feel beautiful and he texts me sweet things i think he's really the one :D

22 Sep, 2012

yup

he wnt leave me alone he is sayin s**ual s*** to me calling me his w**** and all this s*** im half tempted jus to go back with him so he'll stop!

18 Sep, 2012

:(

i hate being stupid thats all i am anymore is stupid :/

17 Sep, 2012

lovely

failing 2 of my classes im failing math 1 and math support :/

16 Sep, 2012

to me

love..... love s***s i hate it and always will there is nothing in this world that will change it i have been played so many times it isn't even funny... love is hopeless and stupid love just isn't for me.. im single and broken there is no one right for me in this world.. love is so just f***ing stupid i give up on it end of story...

16 Sep, 2012

TRUE

Dear Boys, Until you start having periods, babies and watching someone you love, love someone else YOUR NOT AS STRONG AS YOU THINK! Sincerely, Destaney :D

15 Sep, 2012

:D

I'm a Belieber and if u don't like it then f*** off! :) have a nice day :D

12 Sep, 2012

:( ugh!

there is no perfect guy for me in this world all i wanted is a Belieber boy who is sweet and caring and loves JB like i do but guess what? THAT DON'T EXIST!

12 Sep, 2012

true fact!

girls know how to fake a smile guys know how to fake feelings

12 Sep, 2012

sick :/

goin to the hospital oh yay fun :./

10 Sep, 2012

:/

today is the day i wanna lay down and say FUCK THE WORLD!

09 Sep, 2012

:/

well isn't that nice getting called a w**** and a betraying b**** yep thats the best feeling ever..... :/

06 Sep, 2012

< / 3

whats wrong whats wrong now too many too many problems

02 Sep, 2012

R.I.P.

R.I.P. Ashley Mclntyre she killed herself cuz she got bullied this bullying needs to stop! I may not know this girl but my prayers go out to her family and on Tuesday if u guys can wear pink and purple to school to honor Ashley.. R.I.P. Ashley♥

02 Sep, 2012

.

one of my friends got her heart broken tonight and i swear to god i wanna kill the b****** that hurt her but she jus says everything is fine when deep inside i know it's not but I'm just going to go along and if she needs me I'll be here and if that b****** starts any s*** me and my baseball bat will be taking a trip to his house...... enough said

01 Sep, 2012

poem

All this pain I've regain The rush The push The flood Of my blood The pleasure of pain That i have also regained Tears go down my face What the f*** is this place I see a puddle of my blood Sometimes i wish it was a flood I sit and try At the end i cry I have trails up my wrists Try not to give a cut a twist Unless you want a really bloody wrist With a stupid twist All of this pain That i regain Nothing is the same Tonight i see the flood Of my very red blood

28 Aug, 2012

fuckkkkkkk

I flunked a math quiz we had today cuz i had no f***ing clue on how to use the graphing calculator im so f***ing f***ed! im gonna flunk math thats jus f***ing great i hate this god damn s***

27 Aug, 2012

.

i hate my f***ing dad he decides to go out with friends and come home drunk as f*** and ask questions over and over and over again to where i wanna kill the b******

27 Aug, 2012

yup

studying for my Science test...... NOT FUN!

26 Aug, 2012

.

He's being a real a** today but I'm going to manage and get use to it cuz he is my bf

25 Aug, 2012

:P

chilling with skyler :P I'm a bad kid :P

25 Aug, 2012

yepp

going to skylers to get help with this damn math i hate math always have always will haha:P

24 Aug, 2012

?

okay so you always complained u wanted a guy to treat you right well i f***in worked my a** off to get u with Tyler and you f***ing hurt him like that? okay my opinion is b**** if u weren't going to stay faithful u dnt deserve a good guy but nooo u had to dump him and run to ur ex bf and now Tyler is crying over ur a** he is my friend and u hurt him b**** how would u feel to be played like that huh? cuz i sure would f***in like to know! cuz u told me oh i want a good guy who will treat me right WTF h** if u want a guy to treat u right u better learn how to treat him right too js

24 Aug, 2012

i hate it

i hate high school i literally hate it! and i cnt tell my mom or else she will get worried i f***in hate it.. the guys are f***in a**holes who think its funny to push a girl into a locker and push her around then the f***in math teacher throws f***in s*** at my face and f***ing expects me to do it when i dnt have a f***in clue how to do it then my god damn english teacher wnt accept my english essay cuz it doesn't have enough detail its like WTF i hate it EVERYTHING has to be perfect up there and i jus I'm not f***ing perfect ugh!

24 Aug, 2012

yep

gettin ready for high school 2nd day for it :P i hope i dnt get lost today haha :P wearing black and gold to support the Mountain Lions today we have a pepperalley this afternoon its gonna be crazy

23 Aug, 2012

.

goin to bed another day of high school tomorrow then maybe the football game tomorrow night but yet maybe not cuz my damn teachers half to give a s*** load of homework smh that's high school for ya but gotta wear black and gold tomorrow to support the Mountain Lions woo woo! :D

23 Aug, 2012

yep

first day as a freshman is complete the guys were a**holes and i got lost a few times but other then that it was pretty good haha :P

23 Aug, 2012

.

getting ready for the high school I'm so f***in nervous i didn't sleep worth s*** last night well wish me luck...

22 Aug, 2012

NOOOO :(

i have school tomorrow, tomorrow will be my first day as a freshman

21 Aug, 2012

awwww :) Tyler wrote this for me :D

God has blessed me with amazing friends. The best little sister. But most of all the most beautiful girlfriend ever. Alot of y'all hate me or whatever but honestly i dont care anymore i got her and thats all i need. Ima be by her side through thick and thin, rain or shine. shes my ride or die shes mine forever <333

21 Aug, 2012

haha

Malik get online loser haha jk jk I'm glad i have him as a guy best friend haha now message me back Malik :P

20 Aug, 2012

:)

night = MADE <3333

20 Aug, 2012

.

okay there is this guy Tyler Hill and i have a crush on him but he only likes me as a sis so this isn't going to be as easy as i thought it would be i like Tyler cuz he is charming cute funny and when I'm down he always makes me laugh even when im about to cry and i dnt think i just ''like him'' i think I'm falling in love with a boy i cnt have no matter what he is always there for me and he talks to me and when nate played me he said i was f***ing beautiful which made all my tears go away if only he could be mine his gf is flirting with other guys and not treating him right but if he let me i would treat him right cuz i am head over heals for Tyler Hill end of story <3 :D

20 Aug, 2012

hmm

well Trey went back to his old ways which makes me feel awful and very disappointed in him smh Tyler M. and Destiny are together which is cute af :D Angel and Caitlyn are so cute haha:P and Corie and Tessa are doing great but here i am haha im still a mess i cnt sleep or eat i have a crush but he dnt like me so im keeping that name as a secret so yepp.........

19 Aug, 2012

.

gonna go out dying my hair tonight :P leave me stuff:)

18 Aug, 2012

??

sometimes i wonder if i have a sign across my forehead that says cheat on me :/

17 Aug, 2012

:)

“The dreams that you hold for your future are what you dream about at night. They’re always at the back of your mind. They’re what your heart desires. They keep you going. Accept reality and have a backup plan, but always follow your dreams no matter what.” --Miley Cyrus

17 Aug, 2012

.

watched the movie LOL that miley cyrus played in and i can relate to most of those mistakes in that movie so I LOVE IT :P its a very good movie:)

16 Aug, 2012

:(

thats nice on the first night he cheats on me and to think of it he was my best friend well guess not anymore he cheated he dated me plus my best friend can this get any worse? :( ugh im so stupid i should have said no to him! :( i hate myself

16 Aug, 2012

well

well i finally got the Emo bf i have always fantasized about :) my sis Tessa told me not to give up on love so i ran back out there and to find out i end up dating my guy best friend Ty I'm happy :)

15 Aug, 2012

I'm so done

I'm done fighting I'm done I'm tired of the drama I'm done I'm changing my life and my ways and y'all are on ur own if all ur gonna do is fight cuz im not gonna be torn between my sister and my cousin just no I'm done with all the fighting crap

14 Aug, 2012

:P

I'm going to bed night y'all :)

14 Aug, 2012

message from me

i hate it when girls cake their face with make up it just looks like they let crayola puke all over their face i mean c'mon u gotta show some of ur true self dnt let barbie become a part of u dnt be fake and dnt be afraid to show ur TRUE self

13 Aug, 2012

lesson learned

i watched a movie tonight called She's Too Young and i learned a really big lesson from that movie lets just say I'm NEVER having s** for a very long time... and when i do the guy i do it with has to be a virgin and i mean a virgin!!!!!!!!! cuz i dnt want syphilis or HIV or none of that so yep my lesson learned for the night I'm keeping my legs CLOSED for a very long time I'm good as the virgin i am haha :P

13 Aug, 2012

yep :)

just sitting here bored gonna go watch some TV hmu if u want :P

13 Aug, 2012

:D

i love it when a guy calls me beautiful and has manners while talking to me its so sweet:) :D

12 Aug, 2012

bahahahahaha

Dear girls on 16 & pregnant crying because they got pregnant. Bitch you weren't crying when you were riding that d***! ^^bahahahaha? AMEN!

12 Aug, 2012

i did good :D

i did good match making this time:) Tessa and Corie are going on 4 months:) Caitlyn and Angel went on 1 month 2 days ago and Destiny and Ty are going on 1 month here very soon i deserve a pat on the back lol jk jk :P but i did good match making this time :D yay me lol:P

12 Aug, 2012

:)

well i might head off here tonight is a good night me and Micheal are talking and i think we are cool :) I'm glad I'm back to the old me all that bad s*** just wasn't me I'm glad im back to the old me :D

12 Aug, 2012

the

the way i see my mom and dad argue cuz all he wants to do is drink all night and sleep in and be a total a** to my mom the next day i NEVER wanna have a husband like my dad he is NO dad to me he is my step dad and me and him aren't gonna get along if he snaps at my mom one more time im going to fly off the wall and he won't like me!

11 Aug, 2012

well

taking care of my 6 year old cousin who is more like my kid tonight haha we have played on the park all day today and im tired haha now we are listening to music she tells me she wants to be just like me so i half to straighten myself up and be the best for her i want her to be good and have a good heart and I'll teach her and help her all i can do :)

10 Aug, 2012

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for smoking I'm sorry for changing I'm sorry for f***ing up I'm sorry for being an awful person I'm sorry for going bad I'm sorry I'm sorry for not being skinny I'm sorry for cutting myself I'm sorry for crying I'm sorry for laughing I'm sorry for talking I'm sorry for exsisting I'm sorry i came into this world I'm sorry for be stupid I'm sorry for being fat I'm sorry for living I'm sorry for breathing I'm sorry

10 Aug, 2012

yay

i just lost my guy best friend tyler the one i actually had a crush on since last year well i just lost him god dammit

10 Aug, 2012

:/

really need a smoke right now :/

10 Aug, 2012

yeahhh

i smoked for the first time today but it didn't take away the pain u gave me :/

09 Aug, 2012

heartbroken

Now that my heart is broken None of your words were spoken You just deleted me Like now your free And forgetting about me I'll never forget about us Like we were all plus And now your gone You weren't one apon I gave your heart a brake But you didn't take Any of my brake You just broke me Now i don't feel free I'm stuck in the moment That you haven't spent Not 2 days with me You just set yourself free By deleting me Now as a cry these tears And i have all these fears I think about us And how we don't plus Now that my heart is broken Your words are no longer spoken What a mistake You never gave my heart a brake Now here i cry I'm not even going to try

09 Aug, 2012

:(

looks like I'll be crying myself to sleep tonight :(

09 Aug, 2012

single

well i thought if we had a 2nd chance we would make it but he ended it so we are over for good im like so done right now i wanna die :/ anyway jus hmu i guess if u want

07 Aug, 2012

PEACE OUT

GETTIN OFF OF HERE FOR A WHILE HAHA SHE IS GONNA SEE ALL THOSE MESSAGES MAN SO GOOD LUCK OF A FRIENDSHIP WITH HER U CALLED HER A HOE TOO NOW U GOTTA FACE THE SHIT HAHA SHE IS A HOE BUT I DIDN'T THINK A GUY THAT WANTED TO BE HER FRIEND AGAIN WOULD AGREE HAHA GOOD LUCK TO U IN THE WORLD

07 Aug, 2012

HAHA

U THOUGHT I CHANGED THE PASSWORD ON HERE HAHA NO I DIDN'T AND SHE WILL PROBABLY SEE U AGREED SHE WAS A HOE TOO SO GOOD LUCK AT GETTIN A FRIENDSHIP FROM HER NOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA IM GOOD

07 Aug, 2012

TO THE HOE DEST

YOU ARE SUCH A HOE YOU MAKE ME SICK YOU WOULDN'T EVEN SUCK MY DICK WOW U SUCH A HOE I HOPE SOMEONE HITS U WITH A BRICK BITCH U FUCKIN MAKE ME SICK HAHA YOUR SUCH A LIL HOW U AND NATE WILL NEVER LAST CUZ YOU'LL BE A LIL HOE AND LEAVE HIM CUZ UR A LIL WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT AND UR A BITCHY HOE ENOUGH SAID FROM YOUR EX

07 Aug, 2012

SHE A HOE

IM SO GLAD I DUMPED HER AS SHE IS SUCH A HOE SHE WOULDN'T EVEN GIVE ME PUSSY LIKE WHAT THE HELL BITCH? DESTANEY IS A STUPID LIL HOE AND SHE IS SUCH A BITCH SHE DESERVES TO GO TO HELL THE LIL HOE!

07 Aug, 2012

HA

DEST AND NATE HAHA MORE LIKE PUKEEE BLAHHHH THEY WILL NEVER LAST SHE IS TOO BIG OF A HOE HAHA SHE'LL FUCK HIM OVER THEN MOVE TO THE NEXT CUZ SHE A HOE!!!!!!

07 Aug, 2012

HAHA

I'M HER EX BF THAT'S WHO GOT THIS PAGE ME HER EX BF BUT IM NOT TELLING WHICH ONE I AM SHE'S SUCH A WHORE YOU'LL NEVER FIND OUT WHICH ONE I AM!

07 Aug, 2012

HACKED

THIS HOE HAS BEEN HACKED AND IS NOT GETTIN IT BACK HAHAHAHA SHE IS SUCH A HOE BUT ANYWAY HER PAGE IS MINE NOW

31 Jul, 2012

:/

wish i was dead right now

31 Jul, 2012

what the hell

you tell that you don't care then u go caring again what the hell you know what no one can care for me for all i care anymore I'm gonna be gone ''one day'' anyway so what's it matter anymore?

31 Jul, 2012

fuck

fuck love f*** this f*** that f*** life f*** the world f*** it all one lil cut won't do me any wrong so f*** it

31 Jul, 2012

I'm

I'm single and I'm feeling like a piece of s*** everyone hates me so yeah f*** the whole god damn world I'm outta here for a while

31 Jul, 2012

:)

chilling with lesley:P I <3 Micheal <3

31 Jul, 2012

i couldn't

i just couldn't go on like that anymore I'm so sorry Nate i hope u understand i just couldn't go unhappy forever 3 days without talking to u s***ed so i think it's better if we go our own ways I'm sorry........ *single now*

29 Jul, 2012

:(

in so much pain right now i could scream :/

29 Jul, 2012

Nate

i couldn't explain of how much i love you i thought love was hopeless until i met you i thought all the guys were the same and that there was no perfect guy but god proved me wrong cuz babe you are PERFECT <3 i never in a million years thought I'd have a guy like you but now i do and i feel like I'm the happiest girl alive <3 we were both broken hearted and look where that took us it braught us together forever i plan on to be with u :) I'm so in love with you i never wanna fall out <3 you're the best boyfriend i could ever ask for and I'm glad you gave me a chance to fix your heart and i promise i will never break it :) you are like my other half and i don't know what I'd do without you <3 without you I'm nothing. i love you Nate i always have and always will your my love <333

29 Jul, 2012

going to bed

going to bed night y'all it's been a rough day but just thinking i have Nate as my boyfriend makes it all better going to bed and hoping to have sweet dreams night y'all <33

28 Jul, 2012

listen i know they won't see this but i gotta say my sorry's on here

Tessa: I'm sorry if i ever gotten on ur nerves with my depression and stuff i promise I'll quit just don't be mad at me I'm sorry if i ever let you down or hurt you i never meant to it's just your like my sister and i don't wanna lose that cuz i love you and i hope you understand... Malik I'm so sorry if i made u feel like i was ignoring u it's just i got a lot of s*** going on and I'm glad i have u to talk to about it i feel like i have a connection with u cuz u understand my pain and i understand yours thanks for not getting mad at me and I'm sorry Corie: Sorry if i ever bothered or hurt u in anyway your my cousin and we drive eachother up the damn wall but I'm sorry for all the worry i put u threw and I'm sorry if i got on ur nerves about it i promise that will stop Micheal I don't know if u will see this but I'm sorry for everything i have ever put u threw and one day i hope we talk again it was nice to talk to you so I'm sorry for all the pain i put u threw well i think that's about it i just had to get this off my chest

28 Jul, 2012

sitting

sitting here thinking s*** over my god what a night this is all just bulls***

28 Jul, 2012

...

if Nate had a FB i would so not be on this site anymore there is too much s*** on here but he dnt have a FB so I'm stuck on here but I'm only talking to him and him only :)

28 Jul, 2012

:)

gonna go listen to BOTDF :) I'll be on my Ipod so y'all can still message me:) I LOVE NATE <33333

27 Jul, 2012

tonight <3333

tonight is the best night of my life <333 i got the guy i have liked for the past 2 months :) he has been threw a lot and I'm never leaving his side he is my other half <3 he may be far away from me but that will just make us stronger :) he treats me like I'm his princess so i totally know he's my price charming <3 and no matter what he is my world <3 he is caring and he accepts me for me and that's all i could ever ask for Nate you are my life <3 without you I'm nothing I Love You <333

27 Jul, 2012

YES:)

yes nate i would be more than happy to be your girlfriend :D I'm TAKEN by the most wonderful guy in the world <3333

27 Jul, 2012

:)

well i thought i liked tyler well that was a total lil crush there is this one guy and he is so perfect and i have never smiled at a message over a guy like i do for him and i think im going head over hills for this one he called me beautiful i have never been called beautiful in my whole life so that was the best feeling ever <333 and he was so heartbroken tonight and just making him smile made me feel so good tonight :) i cnt wait to talk to him tomorrow cuz i dnt think this one is just a crush i think i really got it for him <333 :) he is perfect:D

27 Jul, 2012

honey if u let me

I could give your heart a break i would never play with your heart your so perfect i could give your heart a break if u let me <3

27 Jul, 2012

<3

I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken I'm gonna say it like it's never been spoken <3

27 Jul, 2012

:/

feeling kind of depressed tonight idk

27 Jul, 2012

well

took tessa home today my eyes got teary on the way home but i didn't cry i already miss her :(

25 Jul, 2012

well

started talking to two ppl i haven't talked to in a while tonight Tyler Hill and Caitlyn..... I kind of gotta crush on Tyler but I'm gonna keep that on the low I'm not good enough for him lol he has changed so much he is a true gentlemen anyone would be lucky to have him and i mean ANYONE lol and caitlyn im trying to find her an Emo bf i think Angel is good for her so me and tessa are trying to make things work there but yepp thats how my day has been so far i got a new crush which is Tyler Hill lol:P :) *Crushing on him:)*

25 Jul, 2012

either

I'm me and if u don't like that there is the door! have a nice day :)

24 Jul, 2012

well

it is storming here :P im very bored so HMU :) *SINGLE* ;)

24 Jul, 2012

we tried

well we tried to warn u she was flirting with other guys but i guess u just ignored it so when u get ur heart broken dnt come crying to me cuz i already tried and so did my friends so okay

24 Jul, 2012

well

waiting for tessa to wake up then idk what

23 Jul, 2012

:(

i hate feeling like a 3rd wheel f*** this s*** :/

21 Jul, 2012

:(

looking back at all our sweet messages and thinking damn i miss us :( i don't care if you were fake you actually made me feel like i was worth something and i actually fell in love with u if i knew u were real or if u called me or something i would half to admit my biggest mistake was losing you cuz i actually felt something with u and i miss that looking at all our messages :/

21 Jul, 2012

>.<

CORIE U BETTER JUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME FOR A WHILE U MADE IT ONTO MY SHIT LIST AREN'T U SUCH A GOOD BOY?? HELL NO YOUR NOT U BETTER STAY THE HELL AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

19 Jul, 2012

why?

why can't guys be like him he is perfect he knows how to treat a girl and he doesn't judge just by looks he looks into the personality damn he is so P-E-R-F-E-C-T i think he is a crush of mine now :)

18 Jul, 2012

:)

going to watch the storm with Tessa :D

18 Jul, 2012

well

my ipod cracked clear up the middle and on the top i hope we have a warnty on it so we can get in replaced :/

17 Jul, 2012

ugh!

you f***ing send me a message telling me how terribly sorry you are for hurting me do you know how long its been since then 4 f***ing months and guess what? FUCK YOU! you don't even care that i have f***ing scars over ur a** whatever don't ever message me again!

16 Jul, 2012

going to bed

NIGHT Y'ALL

16 Jul, 2012

message me?

sitting here with tessa bored so HMU;)

16 Jul, 2012

:)

going to go get tessa at noon:D

15 Jul, 2012

single

:P gonna go clean my room tomorrow we are going to go get Tessa and bring her back for 2 weeks:P cnt wait anyway leave me stuff:)

14 Jul, 2012

i feel

i feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen

14 Jul, 2012

poem

A relationship requires two Like a pair of shoe's Not three or four You deserve to be hit with a door Just two that's it Don't walk around like a piece of s*** You make me so sick I don't think you even have a d*** Cuz if u did U would forbid On cheating on her Ha now she's free like a bird Now here is my word You are a lying cheater Who is cheaper than a heater You broke her heart Now i wanna set u at a spark Oh that wasn't a threat Even though im shocked you don't get A promise like this Ha more like p*** I can't believe you hurt her like that Wanna say hi to my bat Your payback will come I promise you, you will get some Pass out time Boy you passed the line Or are you a boy Nah more like a toy Who doesn't know how to treat a girl And take her around the world Nope you gotta have three or four Damn i wish i could hit u with that door I can't believe you hurt her like that I'm gonna introduce u to my bat Don't take that as a threat One day you will get A promise like that Trust me you will love my bat A relationship requires two Like a pair of shoe's Not three or four You f***ing deserve to be buried into the floor!

13 Jul, 2012

poem

He doesn't make me smile Not even for a while I don't feel anything with him It's like we are very slim I don't know how much longer I'll go Now im staying on the low He has to know everywhere i go It's like whatever bro I don't even feel taken Was this all a mistaken I don't feel any love at all All he does is stall I really don't know How much longer I'll go He doesn't make me smile Not even for a little while I don't feel taken Was this all mistaken

13 Jul, 2012

YES!

i have been looking for my partner in crime a bf for the past 2 months and i finally found one and i think he is right for her YES!YES!YES!YES! :)

13 Jul, 2012

idk

i am giving him another shot but for some odd reason this time i dnt feel anything with him and our convo's are very boring now and it dnt feel like it use to im gonna try to let it go longer and see but right now im not seeing anything good but im afraid to end it cuz last time i ended it he treated me really badly so tonight im gonna be doing a lot of thinking........

13 Jul, 2012

BURN

maybe your d!ck is so small becuase you took three fourths of it and shoved it into your personality!

13 Jul, 2012

haha so true

Your d!ck belongs in your pants, not in your personality!

12 Jul, 2012

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry if im so immature I'm sorry if im dramatic I'm sorry if im a b**** I'm sorry if im worthless I'm sorry if im stupid I'm sorry if u dnt like me I'm sorry if im ugly I'm sorry if im grumpy I'm sorry that I'm me but i am and if u cnt accept it there is the door

12 Jul, 2012

this is true cuz words hurt me im a victim of bullying and cyberbullying and it sucks

"People say sticks and stones may break your bones, but names can never hurt you, but that’s not true, words can hurt. They hurt me. Things were said to me that I still haven’t forgotten." — Demi Lovato

12 Jul, 2012

thanks i already know dnt think that's gonna get me down its all cool

From: foxy06832 Date: Jul 12 2012 7:41PM Subject: RE: smh idk >>idk if anyone even cares how i feel anymore everyday its b**** b**** b**** thats all i get is someone b****ing at me and no one f***ing cares anymore so whatever f*** it UR LIKE FUCKING 9 AND UR REALLY OVER DRAMATIC NO ONE FUCKING CARES IF ANYONE FUCKING U A BITCH NO 1 CARES JUST SAYING and srry caps

12 Jul, 2012

TRUE

If you think I'm a b*tch, you're right. If you think I'm bossy, correct again, but if you think I'm gonna put up with your sh*t , you got it twisted.

11 Jul, 2012

ever?

ever get so mad to where your blood is boiling to where u just wanna beat the living s*** out of someone until they quit breathing yeah well i feel like that right now im so mad sometimes i wish i wouldn't wake up after going to sleep tonight >.<

11 Jul, 2012

TRUE STORY

You can't trust anybody these days...you think you have a good friend till you turn around and realize they have the knife 6 inches deep in your back!!

11 Jul, 2012

>.<

not to f***ing happy right now >.<

11 Jul, 2012

yup:)

she is my partner in crime and that'll never change! we cry together laugh together but most of all go to jail together lol gotta love her:) :D #Destiny&Destaney partners for life:P

11 Jul, 2012

taken

well me and him have been threw a lot so im giving him another shot :)

10 Jul, 2012

haha

mess with me, i'll mess back ... mess with my friends i will hurt you ... mess with the one i love, and they'll be cleaning up what's left of you with a sponge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

09 Jul, 2012

my friend

one of my best friends that i miss to death right now is Cheala she was such a good friend and i could tell her everything she moved here in 5th grade and left at the end of 6th grade and i haven't heard from her ever since i couldn't explain how much pain it puts me through i miss her so much it hurts i wish i could see her again and talk to her again but she is far away and she doesn't talk to me anymore i couldn't imagine how much pain it puts me in thinking about the friendship we had and how its all gone now :'(

09 Jul, 2012

true

i want him to call me beautiful not s**y i want him to hug me when im sad not leave me alone i want him to kiss me in the rain i want him to make me feel safe not cuss at me everyday i want him to call me just to hear my voice not to talk about nothing but s** i want him to respect my choices not diss on them most of all i want him to love me for me <3 ^Now that there is my dream guy anyone else agree?:)

09 Jul, 2012

just

just woke up a damn storm kept me up half the night :/ i hate storms anyway hmu:)

08 Jul, 2012

:)

my shoulders aren't heavy anymore my eyes aren't teary and my chest quit hurting all i did was show respect and said sorry now im glad i dnt have that many ppl hating me right now... my life isn't that easy i mean i get cursed at everyday either by my mom or my ex bf who calls me a fat worthless ugly b**** and as hurting as that is i believe it i am a fat ugly worthless b**** but just having someone forgive me for once took all the weight off my shoulders

08 Jul, 2012

i think

i think i figured it out the key thing is if u show respect to people they will respect u back try it i know i just did and it worked:)

08 Jul, 2012

thinking

im thinking about leaving this site im getting accused of things i dnt know about and its nothing but lies and drama so im thinking about deleting my page and just gettin off of this

08 Jul, 2012

?

i got girls b****ing at me cuz i somehow made ppl hate micheal and they are telling me to go to hell and that im a mouthy b**** that needs to quit talking to my friends about him.. smh ppl and how they cnt mind their own business now days and if i were talking about him to my friends i would admit it but im not and he hasn't talked to me for 2 days so plz just leave me alone

08 Jul, 2012

NONE

NONE OF MY BLOGS ARE ABOUT SUPSHAWTY69 SO DON'T HATE ON HIM IGHT CUZ IF U HATE THEN UR GONNA PUT UP WITH ME I DNT KNOW HOW IM MAKING PPL HATE HIM IM NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT HIM OKAY????????

08 Jul, 2012

everything

everything goes right everything goes wrong everything goes bright everything goes dark i go threw alone or without a phone i will sit here and cry until the day i die sometimes I'll regret and stuff I'll never forget everything goes right everything goes wrong

08 Jul, 2012

??

Justin Drew why can't u just let Jerry out of your cage already??? ;)

07 Jul, 2012

DON'T

don't say you miss me when it's your fault I'm gone

07 Jul, 2012

haha

going care free and wild tonight don't need to worry about you or a fright so woooooooooooo having a care free wild night:P

07 Jul, 2012

:P

Full Name: Only saying my first and middle which is Destaney Hope:P Hair Color: brown Hair Length: medium Eye Color: dark brown Height: 5'4 Birthday:1/5/98 Age: 14 ~FAVORITES~ Fav Animal(s): monkey's cat's and horses Fav Colors: blue and purple Fav Bands(s):black veil brides, blood on the dancefloor, hollywood undead ect. Fav Rapper(s): Drake <3 Eminem, Lil wayne,& Usher <3 Fav Country Singer(s): Carrie Underwood and Taylor Swift:) Fav Food(s): Spaghetti Fav Drink(s): sprite and coke Fav Saying(s): Love with your heart not your eyes and i used to think you took my breath away then i realized i was soffucated by your bulls*** and dear boys being a d*** isn't going to make yours bigger just sayin.... they are all Drake Quotes <333333 ~QUESTIONS~Do you have a crush? : i dnt know if he is a crush anymore What Is His/Her Name? Micheal Have You Ever Said I love You To Somebody? yeah but odviously he didn't mean it back cuz he was high on Mugs :/ Did You Mean It? YES! Have You Ever Cheated On Somebody? nope im always the one being cheated on Has Anyone Ever Cheated On You? yes all 18 times some h** came in and he lied to me for the h** of the night How Many Times Have You Kissed Someone? 4 times What Does The Word Love Mean To You? love is suppose to be with only 2 people who can't live without eachother and have trust with eachother and says i love u and means it ~THIS OR THAT~ Mac n Cheese OR Grilled Cheese? Mac n Cheese Worms OR Spiders? WORMS! Shorts OR Pants? Shorts Tank Tops OR T-Shirts? T-Shirts Phone OR Camera? either one im okay with:P Football Or Basketball? BASKETBALL <3333

07 Jul, 2012

right now

right now the only important people in my life are Destiny, Corie, Tessa and i think that's it they are the only ones that actually care the rest of y'all just backstab and cheat and at the end they are the 3 by my side so the rest of y'all ain't my problem anymore

06 Jul, 2012

messed

u just messed with the wrong girl u wanna be a d*** i will show u a f***ing b**** im tired of the mean bulls*** oh honey u just f***ed with the wrong f***ing girl u just woke up the b****!!!!!!! >.<

06 Jul, 2012

Rap

(Verse 1) Is this a game To make my f***in mind go insane Do ya even remember my name Now ya never the same Where the hell did u go Guess to dope bro (Chorus) (Where the hell did you go, Where the hell did you go!) (Verse 2) Your not you anymore As i stare at the floor As all my tears seem to poor What the hell am i here for So u make more tears poor I can't believe u anymore (Chorus) (My tears are pooring, my tears are pooring) (Verse 3) Standin here watchin me burn Don't u dare f***in turn Do u know this hurts Threw all my words It's just a f***in blur Now everything f***in hurts (Chorus) (I'm burning, I'm burning) (Verse 4) I don't know u anymore I'm down on the floor Please don't say no more Listen as my tears poor (Chorus) (Tears are pooring, Tears are pooring, Tears are pooring)

06 Jul, 2012

smh

I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN HIM ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!! HE HAD ME UP CRYING LAST NIGHT AND NOW THIS SHIT :/ WHATEVER

06 Jul, 2012

YES OR NO

Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: bully me: Let me make a move on you: Have s** with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Tell me you love me: send all you would do to me in my inbox!

05 Jul, 2012

all

all i can say is i tried i guess that wasn't good enough :/

05 Jul, 2012

now

now days i only feel like i cnt tell my feelings to anyone cuz they will think im crazy so i guess imma half to start putting my feelings into rap lyrics

05 Jul, 2012

hmm going to write this rap my cousin has been teaching me so here it goes

(Verse 1) Lookin back at da fright What happened to the night Where you holdin me tight Now nothin goes right (Chorus) (Lookin back at da fright, lookin back at da fright, lookin back at da fright) (Verse 2) Now that you broken dis heart I don't know where to start Except you make me sick Go ride my imaginary d*** Ha what was i sayin Bitch i ain't even playin Now what was u sayin (Chorus) (Broken dis heart, broken dis heart) (Verse 3) Now we back at da night Where u holdin me tight Bitch I'll show ya da fright Don't you go trippin Now that I'm spittin All these ryhmes You rememba the time (Chorus) (Spittin the rhymes, Spittin the ryhmes, Spittin the ryhmes) (Verse 4) We goin back to da night Where imma show ya dis fright Bitch say goodnight Maybe with da kick You were just a lil d*** Nah more like a p**** (Chorus) (Show ya da fright, show ya da fright, say goodnight) You never hold me tight So get outta my sight Before i show ya a goodnight Ha! did ya feel my vibe Be a part of dis tribe Nah nevermind I'd get outta line Bitch you ain't fine (Chorus) (Get outta my sight, I'll show ya goodnight) (Verse 5) Lookin back at da fright What happened to the night Where you holdin me tight Ha! d*** you never were right

04 Jul, 2012

i admit

since i had to delete my partner in crime i miss her like crazy and she probably hates me since i had to leave her like that :( i couldn't put in words how much i miss her i wish i could have given her my number just so i could here her voice she is my partner in crime and she means alot to me and i thought bout how much i miss her today she always made me whipe my tears away when i cry and she understands me not very many people understand me like she does idk if she will see this blog but DESTINY I MISS YOU! :( idgaf if she is fake she actually cares about me god dammit! and i care bout her too!

04 Jul, 2012

poem

you think summer is supposed to be good insted it isn't even hood i miss them like crazy or maybe just maybe nope i miss them like crazy the friends here don't even care if i fear they dnt let u free until they backstab me so whats the point of the friendship when all your giving is your lip behind my back don't just think imma lack b**** don't think i got your back never ever again that was a mistake until then don't think i will ever go back cuz i am no longer a lack you make me so sick if i could i would beat u with a stick does this sound so hood to you or does it sound like someone is blue psh im neither one im the one to have fun but just for now i am so done it is no good it is no hood thats just a friendship added with a b**** lip that goes behind your back and expects u to lack

04 Jul, 2012

ugh

IM SOOO BORED if your entertaining message meh!!!:P

04 Jul, 2012

i know this feeling 100%

i use to think you took my breath away, then i realized i was suffocated by your bulls***

04 Jul, 2012

TRUE!

love with your heart not with your eyes <333

03 Jul, 2012

pain

Pain, makes you stronger Fear, makes you braver Heartbreak, makes you wiser ♥

02 Jul, 2012

never

I'll never stop caring but if you decide to push me away I'll go

02 Jul, 2012

yup

tessa just left those 10 days went by fast!! but atleast we got to see eachother and have some crazy memories lol:)

01 Jul, 2012

lost

lost power until 8 this morning hope we dnt lose it again

29 Jun, 2012

:P

going to Elkins with Tessa Corie will be up later smh love birds:P *Crushing on him;) *

28 Jun, 2012

im bored so message me the answers:P

Answer to my inbox you + me You + Me + A room alone?? 1.movie 2.s** 3.fight 4.talk 5.party 6.cuddle 7.make out How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Slick [ ] Maxy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuhhhccckk [ ] Kiss Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - - ) <-----leave ya numba [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No

28 Jun, 2012

love this song<333

You're on the phone with your girlfriend ? she's upset She's going off about something that you said 'cause she doesn't get your humor like I do. I'm in my room ? it's a typical Tuesday night. I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like. She'll never know your story like I do. But she wears short skirts I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain And I'm on the bleachers Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see That I'm the one Who understands you Been here all along So why can't you see you belong with me, You belong with me? Walking the streets With you and your worn out jeans I can't help thinking This is how it ought to be. Laughing on a park bench Thinking to myself "Hey, isn't this easy?" And you've got a smile That could light up this whole town. I haven't seen it in awhile Since she brought you down. You say you're fine - I know you better than that. Hey, what you doing With a girl like that? She wears high heels, I wear sneakers. She's cheer captain, And I'm on the bleachers. Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see That I'm the one Who understands you Been here all along So why can't you see you belong with me? Standing by you Waiting at your backdoor. All this time How could you not know, baby You belong with me, You belong with me? [Instrumental] Oh, I remember you were driving to my house In the middle of the night. I'm the one who makes you laugh When you know you're about to cry. I know your favorite songs, And you tell me about your dreams. Think I know where you belong, Think I know it's with me. Can't you see That I'm the one Who understands you? Been here all along So why can't you see You belong with me? Standing by you Waitin

28 Jun, 2012

well

my day just got shot to hell :/ w/e it's cool jus feel like crying but it's cool :/

28 Jun, 2012

wait wait wait

waiting on Mr.Right waiting on the other night waiting on someone who will hold me tight waiting for someone to cure my fright waiting is a really hard key waiting doesn't make you so free waiting on the perfect one who will keep me safe from everyone waiting on a special kiss waiting insted I get all the diss waiting on all the care waiting on someone that couldn't bare to go a day without me and i would be the one to set him free waiting on Mr.Right waiting on another night waiting for the one who will hold me tight all through a stormy night

27 Jun, 2012

tired

tired of listening to girls saying they should just kill theirself b/c they cnt find a bf no thats not the f***ing answer u just half to wait and if u cnt wait than u will just stay single... im still waiting so, so can you.. jus sayin

26 Jun, 2012

FTW

i can't f***ing win either way this is god damn bulls***!

23 Jun, 2012

:P

chilling with Tessa :P

21 Jun, 2012

ME

1. Name: Destaney Hope 2. Birthday: Jan. 5 3. Birthplace: Elkins 4. Current Location: not telling u :P 5. Eye Color: dark brown 6. Height: 5 foot 4 7. Right or Left Handed: right 8. The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops:P 9. Your most Overused Phrase: oh my bieber 10. Thoughts First Waking Up: i don't want to start today 11. Your Best Physical Feature: idk 12. Your Bedtime: whenever im tired 13. Your Most Missed Memory: my uncle bob he killed himself when i was 8 he was like a father to me :/ 14. Your Fears: dying 15. Your Weakness: idk 16. Perfect Pizza: meatlovers 17. Thoughts Before Going To bed: goodnight world 18. Your Cravings: idk 19. Single/Taken?: single :/ 20. Pepsi or Coke: neither 21. McDonald or Burger King: Mcdonald 22. Single or Group Dates: single 23. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither 24. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate 25. Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee 26. Do you Smoke: nope 27. Do you Swear: eh once in a blue moon 28. Do you Sing: all the time:D 29. Do you Shower Daily: DUH! 30. Have you Been in Love: yep but he cheated on me:( 31. Going to College?: thats the plan:) 32. Going to get Married: idk that 33. Believe in yourself: sometimes 34. Get Motion Sickness: not anymore 35. Think you are Attractive: nope not at all im ugly 36. Are you a Health Freak: sometimes 37. Get along with your Parents: sometimes 38. Like Thunderstorms: I LOVE THUNDERSTORMS! 39. Play an Instrument: drums 40. Drank Alcohol: nopee 41. Smoked: nopee 42. Been on Drugs: nopee 43. Gone on a Date: nopee 44. Gone to a Mall: YES! 45. Eaten a box of Oreos: nope 46. Eaten Sushi: nope 47. Been on Stage: yep 48. Been Dumped: i was dumped 18 times now what do u think?:P 49. Went Skinny Dipping : nope 50. Stolen Anything: nope

21 Jun, 2012

sadly

all the good guys around the world are either g**or taken :(

21 Jun, 2012

BURN!

Guy: "Wanna hear a joke?" Girl "No, thanks I am already looking at one!"

21 Jun, 2012

:P

so bored :P nothing to do tessa is coming here tomorrow so gonna be fun woo!:D HMU #Single#

21 Jun, 2012

I KNOW THIS FEELING 100%

You know when someone starts a rumor about you, You pretend everything is okay, You fake the smile and say 'That it doesn't bother you.' But deep down inside it's killing you. Worst part is that when you're in bed laying down, You can't sleep and all you can think about is what that person said about you. You finally go to sleep & wake up for school & all the rumors were spread around the school. You finally walk in. People stare at you, Wherever you go. You're wondering what they're thinking about you. Your 'Friends' stop talking to you and you don't want to tell your parents because you're to scared. So now you're thinking 'It's me against the world.' You're finally home from a long Friday, You lock yourself up in your room, skip dinner and just lay there crying asking yourself 'Why, why me?

20 Jun, 2012

single

im so bored and single hmu:P

19 Jun, 2012

<33

As long as you love me we could be starving we could be homeless we could be broke as long as you love me I'll be your platinum I'll be your silver I'll be your gold ♥ ♥ ♥

18 Jun, 2012

if only

if only i could find love where he don't care what i wear or what i look like where he will hold me tight when im scared where he will flirt with me and make me smile to where he kisses me out in public and dnt care to where he will never let me go. why cnt i find that?

18 Jun, 2012

i think

i think i jus lost a friend jus cuz she called JB g**and i defended him and made her look bad maybe you should have thought before u commented on my photo cuz if your gonna play with fire expect to get burned by me cuz i hate it when people hate on popstars or people it p***es me off jus keep your mouth closed and f***ing respect them and if u can't do that than expect to get burned jus sayin

18 Jun, 2012

EMO GANGSTER WITH A BROKEN HEART

What color of shirt are you wearing? Red = silly Brown = cute Green = gorgeous Blue = s**y white = Muscular Aqua = freaky Yellow = innocent Purple = a little TOO happy Black or dont remeber = EMO Orange = funny Gray = dumb Pink = preppy light pink = sweaty Multicolored = tree hugging Other = hott none = s**y beast What kind of pants are you wearing?? short shorts =cheerleader Skirt or Skort = llama Corduroy = cagefighter skinny jeans = pothead Ripped Jeans = skater Camo = hillbilly jean short shorts = w**** jeans = prep Cargo = clown Sweats or basketball shorts = gangster soccer shorts = runner Shorts = bum Pajama Pants = s*** Nothing = mother banger What is your NATURAL hair color? dark brown =with a broken heart auburn = with a hot boyfriend/ girlfriend red = with a hot b*** black = with a nice smile blonde = with a hot body brown = with beautiful eyes dirty blonde = that flirts tooo much strawberry blonde = that is to much to handle light brown = with amazing eye

17 Jun, 2012

such

im such a loner all my girl best friends have a boyfriend and here i am all single with no one haha smh idk anymore me and love jus dnt click

15 Jun, 2012

woo!

I've dated 18 guys and been played by 21 guys haha and neither of them tamed me so I CAN'T BE TAMED WOO!:) #single and free# :D

14 Jun, 2012

my all time favorite song! I CAN'T BE TAMED

For those who don't know me I can get a bit crazy Have to get my way, yep 24 hours a day 'cause I'm hot like that Every guy, everywhere Just gives me mad attention Like I'm under inspection I always gets a ten 'cause I'm built like that I go through guys like money flyin' out the hands They try to change me but they realize they can't And every tomorrow is a day I never plan If you gonna be my man understand I can't be tamed I can't be tamed I can't be blamed I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed I can't be changed I can't be tamed I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed If there is a question about my intentions I'll tell ya, I'm not here to sell ya Or tell you to go to hell (I'm not a brat like that) I'm like a puzzle But all of my pieces are jagged If you can understand this We can make some magic, I'm on like that I wanna fly, I wanna drive, I wanna go I wanna be a part of something I don't know And if you try to hold me back, I might explode Baby, by now you should know I can't be tamed I can't be tamed I can't be blamed I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed I can't be changed I can't be tamed I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed Well I'm not a trick you play I'm wired a different way I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake It's set in my DNA Don't change me Don't change me Don't change me Don't change me (I can't be tamed) I wanna fly, I wanna drive, I wanna go I wanna be a part of something I don't know And if you try to hold me back I might explode Baby, by now you should know I can't be tamed I can't be tamed I can't be blamed I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed I can't be changed I can't be tamed I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed

12 Jun, 2012

:D

I can't be tamed :)

12 Jun, 2012

well

hopefully corie and tessa get back together and SOON! while im sitting here waiting on a skater boy Ryland to get online so i get introduce myself i think i already have a crush on him:) he is HOT lol:P

11 Jun, 2012

if u dnt wanna read it dnt read it k thanks

okay i have no luck with love and here is proof i dated lukas and he cheated on me with my best friend i dated ryan he wanted nude pics of me to take advantage of me i dated zack he treated me like his slave i dated cory he cheated on me with 2 other girls i dated joe he was a player i dated aaron he broke my heart i dated tyler he was fake i dated trey for an hour than he dumped me for his ex i dated dylan and he treated me like pure s*** i dated shawn he played me like a toy i dated billy he cheated on me for 1 whole month i dated seth he cheated on me i dated jarrett he cheated on me with a guy i dated brandon he was jus mean i dated ricky but he moved so we had to break up i somewhat almost dated chris but we had to cut it off i dated another boy named lukas he broke my heart whats gonna happen next? i hope love comes soon!!!!!!!!

11 Jun, 2012

of course

all the guys i meet either play me like a toy or treat me like s*** than when i do meet a guy he ends up being fake and ugg I'm so close to giving up on love my brother is like oh it exsists u jus half to be patient here i am all my friends have bf's and blow me off for them and here i am as a loner all alone cuz every guy i meet has to be a douche bag why cnt god jus help me out a lil on this?

11 Jun, 2012

if only

i wish guys were sweet kind and caring and excepted a girl the way she is i wish they would be the kind to kiss me in the rain and wipe my tears away when i cry and tell me everything is gonna be alright i don't want him jus to be my boyfriend i want him to be my best friend too i want him to be by my side no matter what i want a guy jus like that if only guys were like that!

10 Jun, 2012

:D

i love summertime i wish it would NEVER end but sadly it will than i half to go up to high school where ppl tell me everything is hell so yay im so excited.... NOT!

07 Jun, 2012

:P

when your lost and your tired when your broken in two let my love take you higher cuz I-I-I still turn to you <333 ---Justin Drew Bieber <333 song: Turn To You:D love it!:)

07 Jun, 2012

?

Mirror mirror on the wall who's the biggest fool of all? Is it the girl that can't stop crying or maybe the girl that kept on trying?

07 Jun, 2012

yep

jus got done working out swam a few laps in the pool trying to lose weight!!!!!!! god why am i so fat and ugly?? uggg!

07 Jun, 2012

to all guys!!!!!!

Dear boys, If you don’t look like Calvin Klein models, don’t expect girls to look like Victoria’s Secret angels!!!!!

06 Jun, 2012

damn

if w****s could fly my school would be a f***ing airport!

06 Jun, 2012

hmm

i like him but he likes her so f*** him im moving on....... i like a guy but he dnt live near here so i cnt have him this jus s***s love s***s i hate love and always will :/

06 Jun, 2012

TO ALL GUYS

THE ONLY B WORD A GIRL SHOULD BE CALLED IS BEAUTIFUL JUS SAYIN!

06 Jun, 2012

okay

my summer has started:D im totally ready for this but yet totally not haha:P

04 Jun, 2012

today

today i graduate the 8th grade! :D

03 Jun, 2012

ONE

one more day of school left tomorrow is my last day c'mon summer i am totally ready for the warm nights swimming and making good memories with old friends c'mon summer come faster!!!!!!

02 Jun, 2012

:P

jus got done watching The Vow i cried shows how emotional i am now days haha:P

02 Jun, 2012

:(

i messaged a guy that i got out of contact with and he hasn't messaged me back i half to admit i miss him and his sweetness Chris where r u?

02 Jun, 2012

:D

Monday is my last day as an 8th grader woohoo! summer here i come!:P

31 May, 2012

none

no guy is right for me haha guess im jus good like dat:P

31 May, 2012

damn

people p*** me the f*** off i swear god damn

30 May, 2012

yep

went to the high school it was ohk not the best thing in the world especially when 2 b****es are either pushing u or spraying u with a water hose but i got through the awful s*** one good thing is i saw an Emo boy he is in my grade and he is SUPER CUTE! but he would never notice me so I'm jus ready for summertime to come really haha

29 May, 2012

yeppp

well as i see news spreads quick everyone knows u faked ur death even ppl who didn't even know u smh i still wanna know why the f*** did u do it? thats all i wanna know! it aggravates me really i mean how could u? and i don't even know if your FAKE OR REAL cuz u wouldn't video chat me so yeahh you couldn't imagine how much hate i have towards u now... i lived with regret thinking u were dead but really u were alive so what did u wanna put me threw hell cuz for ur info u did put me through hell so i hope your happy with that f***ed up choice u made! grrrrrrrr!

29 May, 2012

thinking

jus thinking ur still alive makes me sick! how could u be so messed up to fake ur death? do u know how much hell that put me threw? did u know i got threat calls over that s*** and had to change my number?!?! god i hate u!

28 May, 2012

ohk

so you faked your death and put me through all this hell than u come back on the computer and post on someones wall and i know u didn't post it from ur grave i hope u know u made my life a living hell and i started cutting myself again b/c of u and u dnt know how much regret i have been living on thinking u were dead i hate you!

28 May, 2012

grr

it s***s when u actually had feelings for someone and than u half to delete them out of ur life it s***s a** and today im jus thinking bout him constently its like grrrr! i will get him off my mind one day

28 May, 2012

:D

sitting here with mom looking at beach houses not this summer but next summer i might be able to go to Miami i hope so going there has always been my dream :) :D

28 May, 2012

i hate

i hate it when people hate on popstars here is my motto... YOU DON'T HALF TO LIKE THEM YOU JUST HALF TO SHUT UP AND RESPECT THEM! ^TRUE STORY

28 May, 2012

if?

if you can't love me for me than why love me at all?

27 May, 2012

WOO WOO!

Justin got in a fist fight with a paparazzi and ran away before the cops showed up WOO WOO JUSTIN DREW BIEBER <33 # I LOVE HIM <33333

25 May, 2012

yay:D

had a good day :D played basketball like all day cuz we were outside like all the school day haha:P

24 May, 2012

yay

didn't half to go to counciling the counsilor jus told me i need to control my temper more haha:P im so happy well kind of cuz i want to die my hair black and get snake bites but noo mom wnt let me! grr lol:P

24 May, 2012

days left of hell

1 more week of that hell of a place they call school im so f***ing ready for summertime don't wanna go to counciling today at all! this is all bulls*** if u ask me but getting ready than off to hell i go!

23 May, 2012

.

I WANT AN EMO BF SOOO BAD EMO GUYS ARE SOOO CUTE AND THEY ARE DOWN THE EARTH AND I FIND THEM VERY VERY ATTRACTIVE:D GRR I WISH EMO BOYS LIVED HERE WHERE I LIVE!!!

23 May, 2012

wow

had to come home early cuz the drama got so bad god damn i HATE school and the nosey a**ed b****es in it! now I'm in counciling for saying god i should jus go die now im in f***ing counciling and i half to somehow hide it from my mom wow i hate this s*** anyway gonna go lay down!

22 May, 2012

fuck the night

goin to bed for right now i jus wanna die!!! FTW!

22 May, 2012

blade

sometimes the blade feels so good sometimes i wish i could flee the hood its shine makes it wanna be mine jus take it threw my skin and hope to never do it again but once its in my skin i do it again and again and i cnt ever stop until the blade is on top then there is a big flood of all my dark red blood the blade is on top but i never wanna stop i have all regret that i will NEVER forget as tears stream and my head beams its shine makes it wanna be mine once i get it into my skin i jus wanna do it over and over again its like i will never stop even if the blade is on top i look down at the flood of all my dark red blood

22 May, 2012

fuck

today was the worst f***ing day ever ugg oh well the blazer felt pretty good when it cut me tonight so im kind of relaxed now...

22 May, 2012

.

gonna go put up with more hell today :/ 9 more days in that place

21 May, 2012

....

had a rough day today but Ariel cheered me up this evening gotta love her and her hugs:D and her mad facial expression which cracks me up haha gotta go up to the school here soon to get stuff ready for high school oh yay fun!:P

20 May, 2012

TRUE

cry for cuts and stitches, not b******s and b****es!

20 May, 2012

true quote

The mirror can LIE, it doesn't show u whats on the INSIDE. --Demi Lovato

20 May, 2012

:D

uploading a whole season of teen mom on my Ipod:D :) going on a picnik here soon:D bbl:)

19 May, 2012

i have except NO GUY has figured it out

She fought for you missed you and loved you by the time u figure out she is the girl you want she'll be with the guy that already figured it out

18 May, 2012

:D

gettin ready than school well a.k.a. HELL anyway leaving early to go shopping woo woo!:) its finally friday!!

17 May, 2012

all i ever dreamt of

was having an Emo bf don't ask me why i jus have cuz they are so cute and i heard they are really sweet and i really want to have one but every Emo guy i meet is taken or g**so its not working out but i will find one hopefully :/

17 May, 2012

DEAR MATH

Dear math, go buy yourself a calculator and solve your own problems. I'm a teenager. Not a therapist!

17 May, 2012

VERY TRUE

Yeah. I've made many mistakes. Life doesn't come with instructions!

17 May, 2012

:P

came home from school early thank god:P almost one more week of school left im totally ready for summer!!!!

17 May, 2012

oh fun

gotta go do another day in that hell they call school....

16 May, 2012

it sucks

it really s***s when u start thinking about and ex bf and knowing that he is gone and now im sad and broken i hate this < / 3

16 May, 2012

FACT

13 million kids around the U.S.A. get bullied each and every year and every 47 minutes a kid takes their life because of the bullying they put up with... im a victim of bullying and it hurts it really does we need to stand up and speak out! bullying needs to STOP!

15 May, 2012

2 and a half

2 and a half weeks left of school im on my count down!:P

12 May, 2012

:D

jus got my friend and her boyfriend ready for their prom thinking about it gets me kind of excited for high school i hope i find someone to love up there i hope to find a caring guy which i seriously doubt but im not giving up i will never know until high school:)

12 May, 2012

this is my motto:P

friends are FOREVER and guys are WHATEVER

11 May, 2012

:D

had so much f***ing fun at the carnival with Ariel :D :)

09 May, 2012

GRRRR

BITCH U FUCK WITH MY BEST FRIEND U SURE AS HELL FUCK WITH ME COME ON BITCH KEEP TESTING ME CUZ U START RUNNIN UR MOUTH IN FRONT OF ME I GARUNTEE U I WILL SHUT IT UP FOR YA SO MY ADVICE TO U IS TO LEARN TO KEEP UR GOD DAMN MOUTH SHUT BEFORE I TEACH U HOW TO SHUT IT!

08 May, 2012

thinking.....

you know when u have one of those days where u feel like no one gives a s*** about u? when u feel like your all alone in the huge messed up world? i do know one thing i heard this quote and it seems to be the only thing that keeps me running on these kind of days... the scariest thing in life is when u find out the only person that can save u is yourself....... i mean you weren't born with anyone except ur mom so who else do u need? sometimes its best to be on ur own it helps u move along alot smoother but ppl think you are weird cuz u have no friends and that makes u feel alone so i think its best to keep to yourself and like i said the only one that can save you is yourself so gotta do something good right? sometimes when u feel down jus think no matter how worthless u feel there is someone out in the world that loves u very deeply so ur not on ur own u never will be... its jus one of those days idk.......

08 May, 2012

follow me i will follow back:D

@destaney_bieber follow me on twitter i will follow back:D

08 May, 2012

TRUE!

a relationship is meant for two, but there's always that one idiot that can't count

07 May, 2012

:D

im glad she moved back cuz now i have someone i can talk to and laugh with :D and she always has my back and i will always have hers nothing will change that im jus sooo happy she moved back thank you god:D

07 May, 2012

:P to all girls

don't chase after an ex. you're not together for a reason. he's an EXample of everything you don't need in life.

07 May, 2012

TRUE STORY

hate it when people say a girl is too pretty to be single... no, she's too pretty to be: lied to, cheated on, & played with...

06 May, 2012

yep

Don't be mad because I don't care anymore. Be mad because I once did, and you were too blind to see... ^^^ VERY TRUE

06 May, 2012

:D

I'm the type of person to jus out of the blue help anyone that needs help not jus my friends but if i see someone is sad i half to cheer them up or it makes me feel bad and some of these sad posts im seeing on here it reminds me of how i use to act and think so if u need help jus message me i will do ANYTHING in my power to help:D cuz i jus wanna turn ur frown upside down:D

06 May, 2012

i sit here

as i sit here and think i dnt need to put myself down i jus need to put allllll my past behind me and start over fresh i jus need to get a head start and jus go cuz sitting here making myself sad over my past isn't going to help s*** so im going to start over fresh starting this evening im tired of being sad over friends who really dnt give a s*** about me so starting tomorrow they are out of my life for good! cuz im moving on and leaving my past wayyyyy far behind me

05 May, 2012

all i could ever ask for is.........

all i could ever ask for is a guy that will dry my tears up when i cry hug me when im scared or cold make me feel beautiful show me he loves me sends me sweet texts before he goes to sleep hugs me tight when we see eachother hold my hand in public and not be afraid what ppl thinks will kiss me in the rain and most of all love me for me thats all i ask for...

05 May, 2012

yep

Wow, nice attitude. Where'd you get it? 'Abercrombie and B*­tch?'

05 May, 2012

TRUE STORY

Take her home to meet your parents, not your bed

05 May, 2012

TRUE

Your 13, you should be blowing bubbles not guys.... jus sayin

05 May, 2012

why?

why are guys such a**holes thats all i wanna know?

04 May, 2012

OMFG:)

TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SOOOO FUCKING YUMMY MMM HIS ABZ ARE FREAKIN AMAZING!:) I JUS WANNA RIP HIS SHIRT OFF ONE TIME LOL:P YUM YUM:P

04 May, 2012

wow

okay so ur only what my age and ur at a party drinking and getting drunk ur real cool tell me where that gets u in 20 years

04 May, 2012

TRUE FACT

some guys know all the right things to say and at the right time, but when it comes LOVE.. its just another game!

04 May, 2012

:D

jus got done playing some basketball with the guys:P enjoying the warm and hot weather:D

03 May, 2012

True Fact

REAL girls aren't perfect and perfect girls aren't REAL!

01 May, 2012

yeahh

told myself i would get over u today told myself u weren't worth all my tears told myself u weren't worth my life told myself i would get over u somehow someday told myself i would get over u today but the only way i can get over u is if i end this f***ed up life............... i cnt get over u and seeing u love her everyday breaks me down FML and FTW!

01 May, 2012

???

i wanna know why did he play me? i mean was i jus a joke to him? did he really f***ing love me? im so f***ing confused sometimes i jus wanna disappear jus to see who really cares to come looking for me i wish i was dead right now jus seeing him soooo in love with her breaks me do i really deserve to live? i hate talking walking and breathing so why am i in this god damn world today? why do i get heart broken everytime? does god like punishing me? why am i still hear on the world? why why why?

01 May, 2012

yay:D

i found someone i can talk all my stress out to and he like totally understands thats all i could ever ask for is for someone to actually listen about how i feel maybe this evening is goin good maybe:)

01 May, 2012

yep

screw him and his lil games im sooo DONE with him im totally moving on f*** him! but that blade felt kind of good but this morning it hurts like a b****!

30 Apr, 2012

idc imma post this

there was this guy trey and i REALLY REALLY REALLY like him but he keeps running on back to his gf that he fights with alllll the time and he don't realize that i can treat him the way he wants to be treated and he is the ONLY guy i want to love but i cnt have him and i have been waiting on him for 3 months and nothing good has happened so i may jus give up on him and try my best to move on from him cuz he will never give me the chance to love him so why wait? #gotta move on right?

29 Apr, 2012

I'm a teenager

i'm a teenager. i text at the speed of light, listen to my music too loud, roll my eyes, fall in love easily & get my heart broken. < / 3

29 Apr, 2012

why??

why is it everytime i get close to a guy he plays me? why am i jus ur lil toy u can drop when u get bored? guess so hmm maybe im done with guys for a while im tired of being played with.......

25 Apr, 2012

fuck you!

you lil lying a**hole u told me u loved me and i believed u than my friend told me that u say u love her and want to date her u know what u mother f***er go date her cuz im sure as hell done with ur a**!!!! #single message me ;)

25 Apr, 2012

I'm a Belieber and idc what u think

"It's funny how haters call me gay, yet their girlfriends want me more than they want them." -Justin Bieber hahahahhahaha gotta love him cuz i know i do haha:) :D

24 Apr, 2012

hell yeah! :P

——————/´ ¯/) —————--/—-/ —————-/—-/ ———--/´¯/'--'/´¯`•_ ———-/'/--/—-/—--/¨¯\ ——--('(———- ¯~/'--') ———\————-'—--/ ———-'\'————_-•´ ————\———-- here's too all u people treating me like s*** i hope u guys go far in life but ur not gonna bring me down!

24 Apr, 2012

grrrr

so bored and confused....... hmu:D #single

24 Apr, 2012

.

time to go to school oh yay here we go:/ oh well i will jus think bout him and how he makes me happy:) #Crushing on him <333

23 Apr, 2012

yeah

my night was jus shot to hell hmm idk anymore goin to bed here soon gotta go to that prison they call school tomorrow oh yay fun! i really want him so im jus gonna wait i will wait for 1 million years jus to have him all to myself:) #Crushing on him <333 :D

23 Apr, 2012

wish

i wish he would get on i wish he would tell me he loved me i wish he could be mine i wish all my dreams and day dreams about him would come true i wish i could be his one and only i wish i could be in his dreams i wish i could read what he thinks about me i wish he would smile everytime i message him like i do when he messages me i wish i could have him all to myself i wish i wish i wish..... #Crushing on him <333

23 Apr, 2012

damn

didn't get out of school early which s***ed:( but i thought about him alll day long which drove me CrAzY cuz i couldn't focus on my work lol:P but i have never had a crush like this so it kind of feels good:D hmm message me? im bored and wanna talk to ppl;) #Crushing on him <33

23 Apr, 2012

:)

i had dreams about him all night last night:D goin to school now its pooring the snow so hopefully school will get let out early:P #Crushing on him <33 :)

22 Apr, 2012

:D

gonna go to bed cnt get him off my mind probably gonna dream about him all tonight:) oh well:D #Crushing on HIM <33

22 Apr, 2012

crushing on him poem by me:)

i like you thats so very true i get b***erflies everytime i talk to you i hope u dnt mind guys like u are hard to find and i talked to u and than i knew that i have a crush on u i hope i dnt scare u away i get b***erflies everytime u say hey i have never had a crush but u always make me blush and ur all i think about i really have a crush and now im turning blush i really like you i wish i could have you and i wish u liked me too cuz honey i have a crush on you :)

22 Apr, 2012

oh no!

i have a new crush now and the worst part is... he is taken:( oh well:P

22 Apr, 2012

poem i wrote

im jus a broken hearted girl with a twirl im jus looking for love but it never goes right it usually ends up as a bad sight they either make me feel bad or make me sad i try my best im not like the rest i wish someone could fix my broken heart i wish someone could give me a new start why am i the one with a broken heart? i treated him right but insted i got the bad sight and ended up with this broken heart and with this dead start im jus a broken hearted girl with a twirl how much longer will i be this broken hearted girl?

22 Apr, 2012

single and looking

i want a guy that wnt judge me by my looks, will take care of me when im down, never screams or controls me, who treats me right, who won't cuss me off and make me feel like s***, who will listen to me and how i feel, who will hug me when im crying and make sure im okay, who will send me sweet texts everyday, but most of all i jus want a guy that will treat me right all my ex's were either control freaks who pushed me around or d***s who wanted nothin but s** or they would cuss me off and make me feel like s*** all i ask for is a guy who will treat me right and accept me for me thats all i ask is it really that hard?

21 Apr, 2012

:D :)

Cyberbully is my favorite movie of all times I could NEVER get tired of that movie Emily Osment did such a good job in that movie!!:) #I love that movie ♥

20 Apr, 2012

follow me ;)

destaney_bieber follow me on twitter i will follow back!!:) ;) #Swaggie

19 Apr, 2012

yup

i think its a new dangerous addiction of mine when i do it everything seems fine and everything leaves my mind... its my new addiction

19 Apr, 2012

well....

today was actually a good day for the first time i had a good day :D 8th period was alot of fun hahahahaha gotta love perverts lmfao:P what a day:P hmm message me? if u want:) #Swaggie ;)

17 Apr, 2012

mhm

well i guess ppl are catching on me acting different cuz over 4 ppl has asked me if i was okay today and i jus say yup I'm fine and i put that fake smile on u know so they won't see nothing but odviously someone did.... when i cut myself after i lost someone i loved its like im addicted now thats all i think bout and one time i even had a dream bout it...... but its all good im okay u know i have been through this plenty of times and im goin strong and trying my best not to cut when i see a razor blade i jus wanna take it and cut my wrist one more time but nope im not goin to imma do anything i can not to but i want to sooooo bad my life is hell and i jus need something to free me and cutting does but i cnt...... :/ hmmm

15 Apr, 2012

hmmm :/

ex tryin to get me down he thinks im gonna run back to him jus cuz im single ha he is crazy to think that HMU im single and ready to mingle u half to have a FB cuz thats what im on most the time;) rape my message button guys;)

13 Apr, 2012

i may

i may seem happy when u walk by me in the hallway at school but really im dying inside u may think im okay b/c i smile but behind that smile tears are struggling not to come out you may think i have no pain of a daytime but at night i cry myself to sleep you may think im okay but inside im dying without you..... < / 3

13 Apr, 2012

yup i hate this

You know what I hate? Being ignored, put down, judged, feeling insecure, being hurt and losing friends........

13 Apr, 2012

:)

jus gonna smile and act like we never even met:) #Swaggie :)

12 Apr, 2012

riding solo

single now hmm atleast i can flirt again;) HMU;)

09 Apr, 2012

why

why am i still living as much pain as they are putting me through? why am i still on this f***ed up planet? how much more can i take? when will i blow? today,tomorrow when? im so tired of them pushing me around i don't know how much more i can take... they made me lose one of my best friends :( how much more of this can i take? when will i blow? why am i still on this f***ed up planet with all they pain they are giving me? why why why?

07 Apr, 2012

:)

Dylan got me a beautiful ring :) i love it as much as i love him <3 :) :D

05 Apr, 2012

want to

wanna take a razorblade to my wrists so f***in bad right now :/ #lost her and she was very important to me < / 3

01 Apr, 2012

single

well that didnt go well at all screw it all...... #heartbroken < / 3

10 Mar, 2012

:)

I may not have the prettiest face for you to look at.. And I know I don't have the smallest waist for you to hold... But I promise I have the biggest heart that will always love you ♥ I Love Tyler ♥ :) :D

08 Mar, 2012

yup

gotta go to bed early gotta be up at 5 in the morning not gonna be fun!!! I love Tyler <3

06 Mar, 2012

fuck it

FUCK IT! I TRIED GUESS HIS BRAIN WASNT BIG ENOUGH TO FUNCTION ALL THE GOD DAMN TALK GOD THAT PISSES ME OFF I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE SINCE I COULDNT TALK SOME SINCE INTO HIS HEAD GOD I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE........... >.<

05 Mar, 2012

:(

she broke the promise now soon i will be gone im tired of being played i will never trust her again im done f*** the world < / 3

04 Mar, 2012

<3

‎11 more days and tyler and I will offically be together for 1 month ♥ i know it sounds crazy but im crazy anyway so i love him with everything i have he is my world,my life, the reason im still going today ♥ I love Tyler ♥ ♥ forever&always ♥

04 Mar, 2012

:)

the 15th of this month will make it one month for me and tyler:) i love tyler <3 oh by the way dont ask me to have s** with u on here im not interested in u or any of that s*** okay thanks:)

25 Feb, 2012

where r u??

idk where u are or where u have been for the past 3 days but i wish u would atleast text me back or message me on here........

20 Feb, 2012

ahhhhhhhh

JUS FUCKING LOVELY MY BF IS ALL PISSED OFF FOR HEAVEN SAKE IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT GUESS I DONT DESERVE TO BE HAPPY I HATE IT WHEN HE IS PISSED IT MAKES ME STRESS COMPLETELY OUT GOD DAMN >.<

19 Feb, 2012

fuck my life

one of my BEST FRIENDS jus called me a fat w**** and then lies and said she wasnt the one that said it im so heartbroken right now that stabs me right in the heart and back thanks.........

19 Feb, 2012

my plan

im going to run away to somewhere no one will ever find me im tired of living this drama life f*** it if i go missing big deal idc anymore........ i love Tyler <3

19 Feb, 2012

hmmmmmmmm

i dont know anymore..

18 Feb, 2012

:D

i thought there was no such thing as love and i thought the perfect guy never even exsisted but god proved me wrong BIG TIME Tyler is soooo perfect and i love him love does exsist and i love him with all my ♥ tyler owns my heart forever and always he is the only guy i will ever love he is the best ♥ ♥ ♥

16 Feb, 2012

ppl make me mad

hmmm going to hate on me cuz i have a hot bf who makes me happy well honey i have something to tell u NOTHING is going to come between me and Tyler he is the love of my life and i would like to see u even try to tear us apart cuz i will rip ur hair out of ur head! i love tyler he is my world ♥ and u say we wnt last long honey we will prove u WRONG!

15 Feb, 2012

:D

going to bed here soon got stupid school tomorrow:P i love Tyler <3 :)

15 Feb, 2012

<3

Tyler fixed my broken heart he is my love im the happiest girl alive with him <3 :)

15 Feb, 2012

yay:D

he is all mine i love him sooo much looks like it is love <3

15 Feb, 2012

wow

is this really love or jus another crush i get b***erflies in my stomach jus thinking about him i think im really head over heals :D

15 Feb, 2012

:D

he is like soooo perfect he is like NONE of the guys i have ever met he is a sweetheart and my heart beats really really fast when he messages me:) i think im falling hard he is soooo perfect <3

15 Feb, 2012

yep... to all my haters

I'm fat ugly worthless stupid a s*** a w**** whatever the f*** ever i know im all of them things okay now jus leave me the f*** alone okay i already know all this stuff god damn:/

15 Feb, 2012

yeah

From: iloveyall Date: Feb 15 2012 6:51PM Subject: Hi youre kinda ugly i already knew that dumbass now go f*** off b****!

15 Feb, 2012

>.<

yeah u might think i need help here is what i say to u f*** you b**** i dont need no god damn help so s*** that b**** i will do what the f*** i wanna do >.< its my life not urs!

15 Feb, 2012

.......................

sometimes jus imagine a blade going across the arm as ur warm blood run down ur skin then u close ur eyes in pleasure b/c ur tired of all the s*** in your life and the blade takes it all alway takes u in a new world

15 Feb, 2012

FML

mom and dad is having another party not going to get to sleep tonight will someone jus shoot me and make me happy im tired of this s*** its all the time jus plz god take me or something f*** my life:/

15 Feb, 2012

:/

today s***ed:( in like a f***ing load of pain :(

14 Feb, 2012

hmmm

crazy night........ at the funeral home i barely knew anyone except for corie so we jus went outside and hung out....... going to be like this tomorrow too cuz we are having a dinner thing at my house after my grandpa's funeral so me and corie will half to find something to do for like idk how long haha:P we will probably jus call caitlyn or somethin haha :P

12 Feb, 2012

pray

One of my best friends destiny had surgery and went in a coma but came out of it thank you god for watching over her plz keep destiny in ur prayers please... I love you destiny ur my Sis and partner in crime ♥

12 Feb, 2012

yeppers

think imma go lay down and listen to some JB:P :)

11 Feb, 2012

:(

cnt take all this stress damn f*** my life :/

11 Feb, 2012

:(

R.I.P. grandpa phillips u will be forever missed atleast you dont half to suffer anymore i love u grandpa i may not have known u that much but im going to miss u very much < / 3

10 Feb, 2012

PISSED OFF

god........ B**** you wanna turn around and say S*** behind my back how bout u say it to my face so i can knock all ur teeth out of ur damn mouth and teach u a lil lesson B****

10 Feb, 2012

WARNING

I am a woman, I am not a princess. I have emotions, a temper, opinions, a very loud voice, and one hell of a right hook!!!!! you have been warned:)

10 Feb, 2012

poem

i feel so depressed from all the rest dealing with all this pain that i regained tears poor down my face i dont want this big space my heart is broken my words have spoken wishing all the pain would go away but it jus stays i sit here crying feel like im dying on the inside but i jus hide from it all but yet i still fall i feel so depressed from all the rest my heart is broken my words have spoken < / 3

09 Feb, 2012

< / 3

i fell for him and he was FAKE isn't that nice god i feel so dumb :/ how could i be this stupid i mean seriously? i don't even know who he is or even if it is a he geez im so stupid........ i do know one thing i find out who it really is and if i know them im going to be one crazy p***ed off b****! i have been played too many times this time i am broken for good < / 3

08 Feb, 2012

yeppers

im going to NC im leaving Friday night and i should be there sometime on Saturday oh yeah im gonna find that b**** and kill her!

08 Feb, 2012

GRRRRRRRRRRRR

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO ANGRY! IM HALF TEMPTED TO WALK TO NC RIGHT NOW! AND WHOOP THAT B****** A$$ OOOOOOOOOO JUS WAIT I'LL GET THE LIL B**** AND I WILL FREAKIN FEED HER TO A SHARK WHILE IM AT IT JUS WAIT KARMA IS GONNA COME BACK WHEN I FIND HER! >.<

07 Feb, 2012

:(

jus got backstabbed hmmm guess i know she isnt a true friend anymore anyway me and caitlyn made up i think we kinda did so that makes me a lil happier

07 Feb, 2012

??????

slit hang or stab? which is the best?

07 Feb, 2012

yep

fuck the world and f*** life i hate it!

06 Feb, 2012

hmmm

for people who to pretend to care for me here is a shout out jus for u f*** you b****! if ya dont care stay the f*** away from me i have been hurt too many times!

06 Feb, 2012

going crazy

i think im literally f***ing going crazy geez i dont know whats going on anymore my head goes crazy when people ask me if im okay i jus say yes so no one worries of what im really feeling or thinking cuz if they heard what im really thinking they would think im f***ing crazy cuz ik i am but hell idk sometime i jus feel like saying f*** life whats it matter? but i dont know im too dumb to even know!

05 Feb, 2012

feel

jus feel like dying and making the people in my life happier f*** this s***:/

31 Jan, 2012

pissed off

here is my opinion dont like it dont read it okay? EVERY GUY THAT HITS A GIRL IN ANY WAY ISN'T A DICK HE IS A DAMN PUSSY AND I SWEAR ONCE I GET MY HANDS ON THIS ONE PUSSY IM GOING TO KILL HIM!!!!!!!! AND THATS A PROMISE AND I WNT THINK TWICE ABOUT IT!

31 Jan, 2012

:P

im starting to write music now :) :D got 2 songs so far:D

29 Jan, 2012

UGHHHHHH:'(

great this night jus went bad dad sat down on my headphones and broke them:( i paid almost 30 dollars for them can this get any worse! :/ :(

27 Jan, 2012

........ true story:)

yesterday in school i was reading my JB book and a guy comes to me and he is like hahahahhaa JB is so g**and i gave him my p***ed off look and i was like no hes not he has abz unlike u he is smart unlike u he is talented unlike u he has 15 million girls who want him unlike u and he is a man unlike u and he jus looked at me and walked away haha:) i love JB ♥

26 Jan, 2012

:)

going to bed soon :P peace out!:)

25 Jan, 2012

yeppers :P

since i seem to have alot of haters now days here is what i half to say to you ?∩?(?_-)?∩? how you like them apples *****!

22 Jan, 2012

pissed off

im so f***ing p***ed off right now it isnt funny ha u think i would f***ing date u after u said u were dating me and 2 other girls hell to the f***ing no i dont work that way i dont put up with man w**** s*** like u gave me last night!

21 Jan, 2012

<3

Valentine's day is coming! post this as your status and see what people inbox you. 1-second chance <|3 2-your cute :) 3-kiss :* ... 4- better friendship :) 5- chill, ♥ 6-cuddle :xx 7-long term relationship ♥ 8-an apology :/ 9-a hug :3 10-I like you! :-[ 11- I'm crushing on you♥ 12-I dislike you 13-I love you 14-will you be my Valentine? ♥

21 Jan, 2012

:)

jus woke up:) but its a rainy crapy day so idk what im gonna get into:P

16 Jan, 2012

new poem

New Poem i wrote its called Head Over Heals I'm head over heals You don't know how it feels I can't have you But my wish could come true I think of you all the time I hope you like this rhyme I'm head over heals I wish you knew how I feel When I talk to you I run out of words I wish this could be cured I can't have you Which makes me blue I'm head over heals I wish you knew how i feel I can't have you But my wish could come true I'm head over heals You don't know how i feel

16 Jan, 2012

yep

i cnt think straight he is on my mind 24/7 i cnt have him though:/ it really s***s when i really want something i cnt have it :/

16 Jan, 2012

< / 3

he led me on then played me < / 3

13 Jan, 2012

<3 I LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS <3

I'll always be beside you ♥ Until the very end ♥ Wiping all your tears away Being your best friend I'll smile when you smile:) and feel pain you do and if you cry a single tear I promise I'll cry too ♥ I LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS ♥

13 Jan, 2012

bored:P

soooooooo bored hmu;)

13 Jan, 2012

:D

i love snow!!! <3 :)

12 Jan, 2012

lol:P

im the only girl in my grade that is single wow :P

11 Jan, 2012

woohoo

good game girls we won!:) :D

07 Jan, 2012

haha WOW

my ex called me a b**** here is my words to him IM NOT A BITCH IM THE BITCH GET UR FACTS STRAIGHT!

07 Jan, 2012

:D

had a blast at my bday party last night best night ever!!!:) :D

04 Jan, 2012

WOO

tomorrow i will offically be 14!!!!:) :D :P

02 Jan, 2012

yeah

found out who my TRUE FRIENDS WERE i only have 4 friends and one of them dnt live here so where i live i only have 3 friends wow.......... the others really showed their true colors

01 Jan, 2012

yup..............

No matter what happens, I'm gonna make it. If I'm not happy, I'll just fake it...I've been thru backstabbers, scumbags and lies. I got a whole list of people I despise.

01 Jan, 2012

:P

4 more days and i will be 14!!:P :)

30 Dec, 2011

:D

jus got back from the basketball game WOOHOO WE WON! :) :D HMU:)

28 Dec, 2011

UGHHHH

LOOKS LIKE IMMA GO TO NC AND FINISH SOME BUISNESS!!!!!! U HURT HER I HURT U!!!!!!!

28 Dec, 2011

gettin

getting things ready for friday so excited:)

27 Dec, 2011

:D :)

not sad anymore my best friend Jenna is coming up here in Friday im soooo EXCITED:)

25 Dec, 2011

:D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!:) :D

19 Dec, 2011

hope

i hope these 3 days go by quick! cuz im ready to go on a 1 week vacation for Christmas:) goin to school now

18 Dec, 2011

true

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. Life's too short to be anything but happy :)

17 Dec, 2011

jus thinkin??

why cnt i have a guy that treats me the way JB treats Selena she is so freakin lucky to have a guy that treats her with everything he has and he dnt care what she looks like or anything if only i could have a guy like that:)

17 Dec, 2011

:D

jus tweeted JB hehe :) :D <3

16 Dec, 2011

VERY TRUE

I watch Law and Order, NCIS, NCIS LA, CSI, CSI Miami, CSI NY, Criminal Minds.I know how to make it look like an accident!!!

15 Dec, 2011

FAV SONG

They got their heads turning Everybody's watching Twenty-three's glistening Chrome'd out, Flossin' Mic on my chest I don't need to wear a t-shirt Hoes looking at me like they trying to do some research Hoe, you don't know me Break me out the Kit Kat Titties on my lap Baby you can take a quick nap Cause I can play with t**ties all day Yeah, i can play with t**ties all day Pocket full of hydro Hand full of Mugs Bottle in my bag Let's have some fun Diamond on my neck So you know I'm fresh Got a brand new car With a brand new check Rims be shining Girls be droppin' I can f*** h**s with that No problem Imma crunk kid b*****, no doubt Put your m***********ing hands in the sky and bounce [Chorus] I'm at the club, Post it up Sipping on goose Got girls looking at me like they trying to get loose, like Whatcha want? Tell me whatcha want Whatcha want Tell me whatcha want girl We drink straight Don't need no chase At the beach, Spring Break Camera phones in my face like Whatcha want Tell me whatcha want Whatcha want Tell me what you want girl Hey hey hey hey hey hey Tell me whatcha want girl [x2] You know my name I'm Phat J Looking real good So the ladies say When I walk up in the club With the ice be flossing Steel on my face cuz paparazzis watching Everybody loves me Like Mr. T Something like a lemon baby Give it a squeeze The ladies scream when they hear my band The haters talk s*** cuz they know they can Motherfucker! You's a hater, You's a hater Sorry, but this can't work out in your favor My behavior is always wild People love me because I got the cue white boy style Don't be jealous My photos are highly developed And you don't need to tell us What we already know We got the gangsta flow And you know, we rock this BC 1,3 m***********er can't stop this [Chorus] Hey hey hey hey hey hey [x2]

15 Dec, 2011

TRUE

some 1 said that they would push Justin Bieber off a cliff then start laughing! Mess with Justin Bieber and i will push u off a cliff:D HA-HA HOW DOSE IT FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15 Dec, 2011

:)

going to the dentist here soon listenin to All I Want Is You I Love J.D.B. <3 :) :D

14 Dec, 2011

haha

a b****fight broke out at school today it was f***ing awesome that b**** summer finally got what she deserved she tries to steel every girls bf and haha a girl wooped her s***ty a** hahahahaha got what u deserved!!!!!

14 Dec, 2011

:P

soooo bored:P HMU;)

12 Dec, 2011

DEAR

Dear Universe: Anything else you'd like to throw at me today?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

11 Dec, 2011

yup

people look at me and judge me and they dnt even know me........ I bet you didnt know my real dad ran off on my mom when i was born and has nothing to do with me i dnt even know him... I bet you didnt know the closest thing i had to a dad on the first 8 years of my life was my Uncle Bob and then when i was 8 he died and i felt like i lost everything in this world! I bet you didnt know me and my step dad dnt get along very well we argue like 95% of the time...... I bet you didnt know sometimes i wish i had my real dad to hold me when i was sad or upset and tell me everything was going to be alright.... I bet you didnt know I'm soooo angry with my real dad for leaving cuz that makes me feel like something is wrong with me... I bet you didnt know i will get sooo aggervated with everything i will jus cry myself to sleep at night... I bet you didnt know i got bullied from 3rd grade to 7th grade... I could continue but I think u get the point... Before u judge me or any other person sit back and think what they've been through in life

11 Dec, 2011

damn

im tired of living this s*** every f***in night!!!!!! :/

10 Dec, 2011

:/

going to bed worst night ever!!!:/ :(

10 Dec, 2011

:) :D :P

bored... going to the Christmas Parade this evening with my baby nephew:) I LOVE J.D.B. <3 :)

09 Dec, 2011

true

Some people were dropped when they were babies. You were clearly thrown against a wall, stepped on, and shot in the face with an M16.

09 Dec, 2011

hahaha

I did it on the couch, on the bed, on the floor, on the plane, in the pool, in the car, in the rain, on the chair...OH...I will take a NAP anywhere! :)

09 Dec, 2011

:P

Definition of K.I.N.D: kinky individual,naughty desires

09 Dec, 2011

what were u thinkin

I wanna do it with u.I wanna make u hot&sweaty.I wanna hear your heart beat.I wanna hear us breathing heavily.Let's do it.Let's go jogging.what were u thinking?

09 Dec, 2011

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

A girl once tattooed Christmas on one thigh and Thanksgiving on the other thigh and said "Now tell me there is nothing to eat between the holidays."

09 Dec, 2011

hehe

lets eat out tonight... ill get burger king you get McDonald's that way i can have it my way and you'll be lovin it!!

09 Dec, 2011

hahahahahha

"I'm s**y and I know it." No, your sl*tty and you blow it.

09 Dec, 2011

i would sooo do this

If I'm ever on a bad date I'm going to stand up and say " I'm an actor, there all actors. Those are hidden cameras, Your on MT V's Disaster Date!" And run out.

09 Dec, 2011

lol

a blonde is sitting at the computer and it says press any key.. and the blonde screams wheres the friggin any key???

09 Dec, 2011

hahahaha

My math teacher asked me what comes after 69? Apparently "I do" is not the correct answer

09 Dec, 2011

:P

I don't know how many licks it takes to get to the center, but you start and I will let you know when you hit the number. found this on FB hahahahha

09 Dec, 2011

lol:P

I made you go mmmmmmmm last night didn't I? That duct tape works good!!

09 Dec, 2011

hahahahahahaha

Why don't they serve hot dogs at McDonalds? No one could order a McWeiner with a straight face! Just wait until they ask if you'd like to supersize that!

09 Dec, 2011

yep

When it goes down, I scream. When it comes up, I lean backwards with pleasure. When it goes faster, I beg for more.Damn..gotta love roller coasters.

09 Dec, 2011

lol

Q: What did the hurricane say to the coconut tree? A: Hold on to your nuts, this ain't gonna be your typical blow job

09 Dec, 2011

hahahahaha

how to teach a blond math subtract her clothes divide her legs add your d*** and pray to god you dnt multiply.

09 Dec, 2011

hahahahaha

Hey baby, wanna come over to my house and do some math homework? We can add my bed, subtract our clothes, divide our legs, and multiply!

09 Dec, 2011

;)

I want you, in my room, on the bed, under the covers, with no one around, so i can show you my... awesome new glow stick!!! what did you think i was gonna say? ;)

08 Dec, 2011

:/

gotta go to the doctor tomorrow:( i hate that place everytime i go i always get bad news so this isnt going to be fun:/

08 Dec, 2011

:/

hectic day today now doin art homework yay fun.................... NOT!

07 Dec, 2011

this is what Taitlyn said before she passed away gone but never to be forgotten < / 3

People judge me before they kno me.. people look at me & think, ew, & say horrrible things, but people dont know what ive been through.. I bet you didnt know before you said those mean things that my parents were in love & got divorced when i was only 7 years old.. I bet you didnt know when i was only 9 my dad told me he was diagnosed with a disese called MS that he will be fighting for the rest of his life & could easily become paralyzed if he doesnt take 2 shots every 2 weeks, i bet you didnt kno when i was 11 i had to move 3 hours away from my home i grew up in for 11 years.. i bet you didnt know my dad had to stay where i used to live ( 3 hours away ) because his job couldnt transfer him.. i bet you didnt kno all my family lives 3 hours away close to my dad also, i bet you didnt kno i moved with my mom, 2 brothers, stepdad & sister, but when i was 11 & the beggining of my 6th grade year my sister left & moved in with my dad because she felt unwanted & uneeded at her new school.. i bet you didnt know i was picked on & bullied my entire 4th grade year.. i bet you didnt kno my Aunt Sherry, the sweetest & most loving women ive ever met was diagnosed with breast cancer last year & is still fighting through it, i bet you didnt know my grandfather is going into alltimers disese.. i bet you didnt kno sometimes ive just felt like not being on the earth anymore.. these are all things you didnt kno & i could go on, so before you judge me & say mean things about me, think of what ive been through, & think about that alll i want to do in my life time is make the world a bettter please & be nice to everyone.. ♥ so before you say that rude comment to not only me but whoever else, think of what they have been through.

07 Dec, 2011

wow

there is 2 inches of snow here and my electric keeps flickering geez i hate this....... studying for a HUGE algebra test tomorrow if we have school:P hmu:)

03 Dec, 2011

Dear

Dear Agony just let go of me suffer slowly is this the way its gotta be? Dear agony make all this go away please? < / 3 I'm half tempted to cut again but i promised her but i lost her so why not f*** it im done with this s*** called life

03 Dec, 2011

losing

i lost the person who i loved the most she helped me when i had my problems i didnt want to talk about and now i lost her i feel like i lost half of my heart now my heart is dead < / 3

02 Dec, 2011

favorite song now......

I have nothing left to give I have found the perfect end You were made to make it hurt Disappear into the dirt Carry me to heaven's arms Light the way and let me go Take the time to take my breath I will end where I began And I will find the enemy within Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Dear Agony Suddenly The lights go out Let forever Drag me down I will fight for one last breath I will fight until the end And I will find the enemy within Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony Leave me alone God let me go I'm blue and cold Black sky will burn Love pull me down Hate lift me up Just turn around There's nothing left Somewhere far beyond this world I feel nothing anymore Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony I feel nothing anymore

01 Dec, 2011

:(

my best friend Jenna got really sick today in school and i was the only one helping her god people are so ignorant and some preps were making faces at her and laughing which PISSED ME OFF but hope you feel better Jenna love you girl <3

01 Dec, 2011

WOO

got a B on my math test today thats the highest i ever scored on a math test haha HMU:)

30 Nov, 2011

<3 <3 <3 <3

watching JB perform on TV hehe:) :D I LOVE HIM <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 :) :D

30 Nov, 2011

haha

69 views of my profile hehe;) HMU:P

30 Nov, 2011

excited

entering a poetry contest on Friday sooo excited/nervous:P

29 Nov, 2011

MADE MY NIGHT/DAY:) :D

no matter what im always here for you no matter what i will always love you :P n/h no matter what i will always have your back no matter what your my best friend no matter what i will never let anybody hurt you ~caitlyn~ <3 :) :D

29 Nov, 2011

lost friends

sometimes when you don't ask questions, it's not because you're afraid that someone will lie in your face. it's because you're afraid they'll tell you the truth It's kinda messed up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant anything to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.

29 Nov, 2011

:(

bad day f*** it im done!:/ hmu i guess...........

28 Nov, 2011

sexy girl190

my new best friend:) YOU HURT HER GOD HELP YOU THATS ALL I CAN SAY CUZ I'LL HURT U AND IT WONT BE PRETTY AND THATS A PROMISE!

28 Nov, 2011

poem: love written by me lol:P

Love is special Never offical It can be sad Or glad Sometimes aggervating Or humiliating It can be complicated Or jus hated It can make you feel trapt Like a snap Or make you free As the sea It involves heartbreak With a fake But i will shake All the shame I ended the game It was all a game to you Thats so very true But good for you I threw You and your game to the ground Now you go down With a frown Now i am free As the sea

28 Nov, 2011

nah

no more nasty stuff plz hehe im kinda done now thank you

28 Nov, 2011

HEHE:)

I HAVE HUGEEE BIEBER FEVER DONT LIKE IT THEN DONT TALK TO ME I LOVE JUSTIN DREW BIEBER <3 FOREVER<3