05 Mar, 2009

damnit!

my starry account is f***ing messed up! i can't get on it someone hacked it and changed the pass!!!

25 Nov, 2008

twilight.

i think i have found my "eduard" :) i just hope that im his "bella" :) <33

25 Nov, 2008

DENTIST!!!

i went today, had some laughing gas, i was high lol. it hurt a little bit, and my mouth is still numb so i cant eat much :(

17 Nov, 2008

wow i cant stand this anymore.

Heather123, you can hate america all you want but if you do then get your UGLY azz out of my country, because if you are against us then get out of our country now! oh and FYI why don't you just leave this website as well cuz none of us want you to even exist, this is what happens when you let the money go to your head, oh and plus, im a better person then you will EVER be, because i actually care about people who are less fortunate then me and i am thankful for what i have.

17 Nov, 2008

Dead?

*breaks down into tears* i cannot keep pretending to be happy when im really not i cant keep acting like everything is fine......

16 Nov, 2008

OH YEAHHHHHH!!! :3

i get to cut && dye mii hair again!!! its gonna be black or dark brown, and the tips of my bangs and hair will be blood red!!! it will be done on friday or possibly thursday!!! :3

08 Nov, 2008

what the fuck man!

I HATE MY LIFE! (message me if ya wanna know why)

31 Oct, 2008

OMFG!!! :D

halloween was funnnnn!! i got pelted by smartys lol!!! lol haha, mii hair was BLOOD RED!!! :D i had alot of eyeliner onnnnnnnnnnn!!! haha meow!!! i had fun....only i dun get to see treyyyyyy! :'(

29 Oct, 2008

:D im happy now!

today i called trey and he asked me out! :D i love him so much! and im happy that we are back together!

28 Oct, 2008

Good news from the blackness :)

i talked to trey about everything...and we might be getting back together...god i hope we do :) i miss him so much!

27 Oct, 2008

OH REALLY...

i have been balling all day...i even cut more...i still love him...and we are both depressed...and i dont know why he keeps doing this...he does want to be with me, but why cant he admit it? he wont answer my calls or messages...and i dun want to go to school tomorrow...so i might just fake sick...

27 Oct, 2008

well i guess...

well trey left me again today.......and i feel like crap.......i want to die...< /3

27 Oct, 2008

sorry...

wont be on much, grounded for 9 weeks >_<

27 Oct, 2008

damnit! :'(

i cried again...but this time...i cut...and i didnt mean to...i fell for him, and i dont think he even cares anymore...

26 Oct, 2008

i just dont understand anymore...

this weekend s***ed @$$...trey broke up with me over MYSPACE! i swear, he makes me mad...but the good thing is that we fixed things, so i think me and him are gonna make it(hopefully) and im glad...i cried, and ashley practically freaking wanted to kill him even tho he is her cousin, she did not want to see me getting hurt like that...

22 Oct, 2008

like i said.

for halloween im gonna be a gothic fairy :D lol i already have the wings, all i need now is he black dress and make-up!!!! :D

21 Oct, 2008

i dun want it to happen ever again(:

me and james, never again, i dun wanna deal with that pain, i just want to be friends, and im glad that ship has sailed(: and i just want him to just be nice to me even tho i hurt him, and im happy with my new boyfriend, and ill never be with james (:

20 Oct, 2008

OH S**T!!!

he shaved his head!!! >_< why did he have to join that stupid thing and shave his head??? <3 i still love him tho ^_^

12 Oct, 2008

During christmas Break.

me and ashley are going to help out at the soup kitchen, we are going to get a toy drive going for orphans, and a clothing drive, we are going to knit scarves and get blankets, we are going to find an orphanage to sponsor, we are going to have a busy time, but is it worth it? YES IT IS! we will find more people to help us, at our young age we actually care, DON'T JUDGE NICE PEOPLE!

12 Oct, 2008

HOLY HE|| YUSSS!

he will be UNGROUNDED TOMORROW!!! :D then we will go to the mall, and wear fairy wings! :D yusss!!! then we will go to fright fest!!! :D

11 Oct, 2008

iloveyou.

iloveyoutrey.

11 Oct, 2008

mew ^^

1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What do you think of me? 4. Do you hav a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. would u go with me? 7. Describe me in 3 words? 8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 9. What was ur first impression of me? 10. Do u still think the same bout me? 11.. What reminds u of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do u know me? 14. What do u like best about me? 15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 16. Could you ever love me? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why? 18.R u gonna put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 19.Anything 2 say b4 u go? 20.Rate me 1-10

11 Oct, 2008

my pic.

is a mirror reflection of me! heh. its awesome.

10 Oct, 2008

not

going to kill myself, people actually care enuogh to stop me :)

10 Oct, 2008

i guess...

no one cares if i kill myself...there is still time...if no one stops me im gone forever...bye bye MFG...hurry...save me from myself...i cant stop myself... :(

10 Oct, 2008

7:44 p.m. Friday, october 10th, 2008

im getting ready to commit suicide. try and stop me...just comment or message me if you don't want me to do it. if no one cares then so long people of MFG.

09 Oct, 2008

9:43 p.m. Thursday, october 9th

ashley's mom is gone. i try to call her, no answer, im worried, her mom is missing. ashley will not answer.

08 Oct, 2008

...why does it always have to be my fault?

...i hate my life, but i fell in love again, but my boyfriend is grounded :'( so i haven't talked to him since last Sunday, i miss him :'( hopefully he will be ungrounded sometime soon!

07 Oct, 2008

i hate this B***H named maleyia!

my boyfriend's EX maleyia is such anidiot! she lied to me and said that my bf was tellin her that we arent together and that he loves her and s***, well its a lie, he HATES her, he not allowed to even talk to her! hes been grounded for weeks! shes just jealous cuz im better then her in every single way! and why would he want her back after the ways she treated him? he loves me and i know that he would never hurt me, he just doesnt have it in him to hurt me, because im nicer to him ^^

06 Oct, 2008

your choices...

slit throat or leave forever...unless someone cares...

06 Oct, 2008

bored outa my mind >_<

and i miss him so much! i <33 treyyyyyyyyyyyyy! shyla+trey=<33 ^_^_^_^

06 Oct, 2008

NO...im sorry...

i love him still, why does it have to hurt so much?

05 Oct, 2008

TREY HOLEMAN!

is my boyfriend ^_^ i was gonna go to the movies with him and my BFFL(his cuzin) but i guess he was to nervous about meeting me ^_^ so he canceled >_< but i still love him ^^

04 Oct, 2008

mehhhh

im currently not excepting messages right now!

04 Oct, 2008

meh

i might l;eave and never come back.

04 Oct, 2008

...

i think he hates me.

03 Oct, 2008

=] my best friend on here ever!!!

is *~lost soul~*, she wasnt on for a long time, i really missed her =] and we have been through so much s*** and im just glad to have her back =] i love her like family, but still SHE IS MY BESTEST FRIEND ON HERE!!!!!

02 Oct, 2008

O.O

apparently its entertaining watching me eat nachos O.O

02 Oct, 2008

OMFG XD LMAO!!!

ok get this...i burp like a guy, its entertaining =] lol everyone seems to think its cool XD

02 Oct, 2008

answer this!

if I left would anyone miss ME?

01 Oct, 2008

please...

im just ready to die, im losing everyone, i lost james, im losing sabrina...im losing everyone!!! *criez*

30 Sep, 2008

im a complete idiot. [[sorry james]]

im an idiot, i left him without realizing how much i will miss him, i want to be with him, but he will have to earn my trust, and i just hope that if im with him again that he will stop FLIRTING. im an idiot i underestimated how much we are in love...

30 Sep, 2008

...

look, im just gonna get off, and james if you get on and im not on i might be on later.

29 Sep, 2008

im sorry james, i broke a promise...

i said i wouldnt cut but i did...i cut this on my ankle: LOST. im so sorry and if you really love me you will understand that i left you and i regret it, i wish you were still mine, but you can only be if you decide to still be with me.

04 Sep, 2008

mehhh

i know im annoying you dont have to tell me twice...........oh and just so you know ill always be this annoying =]

03 Sep, 2008

THESE RUSHING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD...[[mii poem]]

these rushing thoughts, never seem to stop, always rushing, inside my head, i cant control them, for i am afraid, of what they will do to me, i dont like them, always ruining my dreams, turning something good, into something bad, i try to get rid of them, but they always seem, to raid my head, and take over my mind, i will never be the same, these thoughts, never stop, always rushing, and ruining me, killing me inside, hurting me more, driving me insane, and yet, they havent had enough, always rushing, through my mind, they never STOP......

02 Sep, 2008

hurricane gustav

i live in oklahoma so we are supposed to get the rain from hurricane gustav yay rain =] oh and its raining =]

02 Sep, 2008

my aunts fudge

was good =] but me and my mom are the only ones who ate it, and now we are both sick, lol and i got to come home from school =]

01 Sep, 2008

..........=[...................

if you really only wanted to break my heart then why fall in love?im sorry for my bull s*** that you had to deal with but the only thing that matters is that i <3 you, with all of my broken heart......

01 Sep, 2008

......i feel like crap............

i feel like crap.........i was mean to my boyfriend........and i miss him! =,[

01 Sep, 2008

this feeling........

this feeling inside me, hurts me so much, i cant contain these tears, im just lost, sitting here crying, is the only thing i can do, but now that i remember, how much you hurt me, i can live my life, no matter how much this hurts me, i dont wanna let you go, but its all that i can do, so go ahead and say, cry little emo kid, cry...

01 Sep, 2008

FrEaKzzz!

yall freaks need to talk to meeeeeehhhhh!!! plz =]

01 Sep, 2008

yeahh

im getting bored now =[ but ill wait

01 Sep, 2008

............crap.............

ill stay on as long as i can waiting for him........but if he doesnt get on soon ill have to get off =[

31 Aug, 2008

*sigh*

he could have waited longer, but he didnt. now im bored ):

30 Aug, 2008

no one

will talk to me? why? someone message me!

08 Aug, 2008

OMFG!!! this is like so weird!!!!

my name means GODDESS!!!!!!!!

03 Aug, 2008

pain- three days grace

THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS "Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain

02 Aug, 2008

poem

im sittin here crying, dieng, and wishing to take it all back...i cant take it back, i try, die, and wish for u back...i feel sad, im hurting inside, tears will never stop...cuts get deeper, i bleed over and over again, i never stop...

31 Jul, 2008

i fucking love you

i f***ing love you, i am the frostin to ur cake, i am the lyrics to your music, i am the cheese to your macaroni, i am the one holding the key to your heart, i f***ing love you, damnit i f***ing love you...

30 Jul, 2008

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