18 Apr, 2010

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18 Apr, 2010

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Lalalaa.

17 Apr, 2010

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I am a failure. I'm sorry Macey. I guess this is good-bye?

17 Apr, 2010

Have you failed today?

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12 Apr, 2010

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Well, people I have to go soon, so yeah, okay then people, bye, and in the Community hardly anyone looks at the blogs, but if you are looking at this one right now, then bye, and I love you! (Well most of you)

11 Apr, 2010

:D

Helplessly, I smile. ONLINE is now my most important word, _ _ _ _ _ is the most important name.

10 Apr, 2010

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I can feel myself slipping from your grasp...the holds in which we are held simply fading away...willingly but unwillingly...the similarities fading...the differences becoming stronger. In the matter of which we speak, opposites do not attract...our palms were secured by one another's, but the hold slowly unfolded, and our hands were slipping, the only thing keeping us together. I felt only the tips of your fingers, until those too, slipped away into the eternal, never ending darkness that engulfed us...Our friendship had ended. The love began, and the darkness slowly became a light...I started to see the source of the light, and it was you...I fell down until I came to the height in which you hovered, and our hands were bound together for life. That was called true love. ~Dylan 2010

10 Apr, 2010

Quotes/Sayings

"You don't marry someone you can live with - you marry the person who you cannot live without.""Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.""A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.""True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.""Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition.""Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.""There is no remedy for love but to love more.""Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time... It tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other.""If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with...""Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less.""Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.""Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself. Wanting to be lost again.""If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand."

10 Apr, 2010

Good times! :D

[ Confused.Dylan ]: Back! [ xxJakeyxX ]: Hey im jake [ xxJakeyxX ]: Dylan u left? [ Confused.Dylan ]: Yeah. :L [ xxJakeyxX ]: oh [ xxJakeyxX ]: Macey Ur gorgeous [ Confused.Dylan ]: I wasn't answering so yeah. [ Confused.Dylan ]: ...:/ [ xxJakeyxX ]: So r u Jenny :D [ xxJakeyxX ]: Dylan get ur azz over here :/ [ XPlasticSmilesX ]: Yesh :D Hello [: [ Confused.Dylan ]: xD Why? [ XPlasticSmilesX ]: Cuz I have cookies xD [ xxJakeyxX ]: Cuz Im s**y [ xxJakeyxX ]: :D [ Confused.Dylan ]: To make you all feel bad because I'm hotter than you Jake? xD Jk. [ Confused.Dylan ]: >:D [ XPlasticSmilesX ]: Lmfao xD [ xxJakeyxX ]: No! Dylan Im not ur boyfriend anymore :D [ Confused.Dylan ]: I'm too s**ay for my shirt! Lala! [ Confused.Dylan ]: :O You're breaking up before we started? -cries- xD Jk [ xxJakeyxX ]: Im to s**y for Dylan :D [ xxJakeyxX ]: Yea i did sadly [ Confused.Dylan ]: Vice versa! :D [ XPlasticSmilesX ]: I'm to s**y for any of you xD :D [ Confused.Dylan ]: How about this... [ xMaceyxMiseryx ]: Back. xD [ Confused.Dylan ]: We're too s**y for each other! xD [ Confused.Dylan ]: Bloop! Hey Mace! [ xxJakeyxX ]: Yea Truly [ xMaceyxMiseryx ]: Um, random. o.o [ xxJakeyxX ]: Mace ur back! :D [ XPlasticSmilesX ]: Hellooo :D [ Confused.Dylan ]: We were talking about how much smexxier I am then Jake. xD [ xxJakeyxX ]: No! [ xxJakeyxX ]: Im more s**y [ xMaceyxMiseryx ]: Your both smexxy! ;D [ xxJakeyxX ]: Mace whos more s**yer [ Confused.Dylan ]: Mmhmm. Admit it and you'll suffer less pain. xD [ xxJakeyxX ]: who more [ Confused.Dylan ]: Lmao. [ XPlasticSmilesX ]: Mee :D [ Confused.Dylan ]: Me! :D [ Confused.Dylan ]: xD [ xxJakeyxX ]: Dylan I love u [ xMaceyxMiseryx ]: -hides in a box- o: [ Confused.Dylan ]: I'm so blogging that. x]]

05 Apr, 2010

Haha.

I've developed a life outside of you. The population is growing, and we are planning your downfall. Your economy is crashing. Your planes in Afghanistan are falling down in a death spiral towards the ground because of our strong commanders and soldiers. HA! Victory shall be ours! OMG, this is what happens when you let me watch war movies and political crisis' right after one another. xD

05 Apr, 2010

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I can't find myself. As hard as I try, I keep stumbling and falling over the rocks and the branches that I can't even see, due to the fog. Think of my life as a city. There are buildings, those represent my friends. They are shelter. There is my home, my love. I represent my inner emotions and the true feelings and the motivations of my thoughts and actions. There is a fog in the city though. The cars, which are people that come in and out of my life, drive across the streets as if nothing is there. They don't care. Through the fog I can hardly see my hands right in front of my face. This fog is produced by the hurt, the confusion. The things that are not cleared up. Almost every day is overcast. But when my home is renovated, or moved up into a new level of love, the day gets somewhat humid and joyous. The fog is cleared, and the sun is shining brightly through the clouds. But in the next few days, I get used to the new love, and the old problems come back. Pay the library fee, return the book, don't be hurt when you see him with her, take things lightly. The fog overpowers the city, and I find myself in a white world. A nothingness. The city got so used to the fog that it itself turned white. I walk, but the city still co-exists. I still stumble on the branches, the twigs, the rocks, that I can't even see. After a while my body get's used to the fog too. I am slowly losing myself. I can't find myself after a while. I co-exist. My home flickers. The buildings are being demolished. There are not many cars on the road. This town is a ghost town.

03 Apr, 2010

Old School

Don't believe everything happiness says Nothing feels better than hiding these days We bury our fears in the drinks, in these tears For the days we believed we could fly Call up your brothers and sisters and friends We'll go back to the place where the night never ends We'll remember the fires, the burning car tires Boy how in the hell did we get here? So why don't you meet me, down behind the old school We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity The apathy's surrounding me Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away Over and over and over again We sat down for a minute, grew up into men Now we're putting out fires and changing car tires Man how in hell did we get here? So why don't you meet me, down behind the old school We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity The apathy's surrounding me Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away this time And we'll never get back what we Gave away, when we still have that fire in our eyes Don't believe everything happiness says Nothings as real as our old reckless ways When we drink by the fires The burning car tires Bad girls and good liars The dreams we'd conspire The days we went crazy The nights wild and hazy Man how in the hell did we get here? So why don't you meet me, down behind the old school We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity The apathy's surrounding me Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away Why don't you meet me, down behind the old school We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity The apathy's surrounding me Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away

03 Apr, 2010

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03 Apr, 2010

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03 Apr, 2010

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03 Apr, 2010

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03 Apr, 2010

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:O Ask me, BXTCH!

03 Apr, 2010

:O

I just had a weird feeling. I think...nothing. xD

03 Apr, 2010

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I never did believe that I would fall in love...Again...catch me... Before I feel the impact of the fall..When the cushion is removed... The cushion of you loving me too.It was an impossible thing, All the way.. But I encouraged it and craved it...You were too good for me. And still are.Why do you invest your time in me?

03 Apr, 2010

Lalala

I'm waiting for peeps to talk to me. Lol. All the messages that I have are from people telling me not-so-nice things.

03 Apr, 2010

You know what?

Fxck it. This is not my pic. [[april 3rd I think]] myscenes. My fxcking dad took all my pics away to send it to Germany for this family anniversary or something. Fxck it! It's not real...or mine... Jesus. Can you stop telling me that I'm a fake?? I can't get other pics. What should I do, put Barney??? Lemme lone.

26 Mar, 2010

Hewwo!

Bonjour peoples!

23 Mar, 2010

I miss.

I miss Macey! OH!! I'm so fxcking bored! What the hell should I FXCKING do!! >:(

13 Mar, 2010

60

60th COMMENT BXTCH!

13 Mar, 2010

GOCHAW!

"Before you came, my life was like an empty sky. Sure there were stars of point and reason, but nothing interesting. Then you come shooting through the sky like a meteor. When you went over the horizon, my eyes were blinded from the light and I could not see anymore."

13 Mar, 2010

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13 Mar, 2010

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13 Mar, 2010

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My head is spinning, My body is dizzy, But my heart is feeling the impact Of the fall

13 Mar, 2010

Leaving.

It won't leave me alone. These pages won't flip. This picture won't burn. This heart won't heal. This mind won't learn. There's just too much that time cannot erase. This life won't forget this face, The smell of her sweet breath, The touch of her soft skin, I'm leaving.

13 Mar, 2010

<|3

She changes my mind with one word. She controls my body with a flick of her wrist. She kills my heart with a conversation. I'm tired.

13 Mar, 2010

Romeo

There's too many Romeo's. It's hurting me every time.....

13 Mar, 2010

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One night these five girls were having a sleepover when they heard chaos at the end of her street. They went down to find out what was happening. They learned that a woman was raped and the man was on the loose. So they quickly run home and bolt everything down. Everything settles down for a while then they started hearing weird noises coming from outside. They let their minds go wild so they got scared and hid inside a closet. The man was really outside and found a window that had a broken bolt. He crept in quietly. The girls were scared ****less. He walked into the room and opened the closet, the girls screamed and ran in separate directions. Four of the girls went downstairs and locked the cellar door, which was right above the bathroom. He caught the fifth girl and took her into the bathroom, raped her, and skinned her alive. Her friends heard her die that night but couldnt do anything about it. They listened to her scratching the door to get out. In the morning when he had fled, the remaining went into the bathroom. There engraved into the wall was her message: "how could you have let me die" they looked up to get the tears out of their eyes and saw her flesh dangling from the knife that skinned her. Retell this story or the man will skin you alive too, because they havent caught him yet. And the girl will make sure you will die, so she can pass on the tale. Now how many of you clicked on this because it was t**led s**? Youre sick, it hurts to be raped, the pain and the memories youre forced to carry if you make it out alive are almost enough to drive you to kill yourself. You will hear your scream haunting your nightmares forever; you can still feel the pain on your body long after the deed was done. It never goes away, it will stay with you forever, like your very own circle of hell. Fact: A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murderer chanted "Toma soto balca" as he buried her. Now that you hav

06 Mar, 2010

BRB

BRB

06 Mar, 2010

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These wounds are meant to heal. But they won't. The pieces of my heart keep coming together, Only to pile up, And tumble over again, Leaving me breathless, Gazing under the bandages, To the bloody, Empty mess, That was once called my heart. <3

06 Mar, 2010

Somebody's Me

You, do you remember me? Like I remember you? Do you spend your life Going back in your mind to that time? Because I, I walk the streets alone I hate being on my own And everyone can see that I really fell And I'm going through hell Thinking about you with somebody else Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely Somebody hopes that someday you will see That Somebody's Me How, How could we go wrong It was so good and now it's gone And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross And what we had isn't lost Cause you're always right here in my thoughts Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely Somebody hopes that someday you will see That Somebody's Me You'll always be in my life Even if I'm not in your life Because you're in my memory You, will you remember me And before you set me free Oh listen please Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely Somebody hopes that someday you will see That Somebody's Me

06 Mar, 2010

...My Immortal...

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me, me, me

05 Mar, 2010

UGH

Your eyes cant stop now, you can't back out. you have to know what happens next. I am Lucy, and i died two years ago today. on this anniversary i send a letter. if you don't re-post or chain it, something bad will happen. Luka didn't read this and she slipped in the shower hitting her head on the wall and dying. I appeared as a bloody mess in Carol's room and she died of fright. re-post or re-send this or I will kill you too. You have 60 secs starting now.

05 Mar, 2010

:D

Sie bedeutet mir sehr viel, und ich weiß, dass ich diese über eine Milliarde Mal wiederholen, aber die ganze Zeit, es ist wahr. Ich kann nicht sehen, eine Zukunft ohne sie und ich wollen nicht, dass eine Zukunft ohne sie zu sehen, und das Ende der Geschichte, so bewegen sich jetzt.She means a lot to me, and I know that I have repeated this about a billion times, but, all the time, it is true. I cannot see a future without her and I do NOT want to see a future without her, and end of story, so move along now.

05 Mar, 2010

:)

Ihre Gefühle sind überwältigend, und sie haben mir über meine Seele, und ich kann nicht ohne sie auskommen.Your feelings are overwhelming me and they have taken over my soul and I can't do without it.

05 Mar, 2010

:)

Ich kann nicht ohne dich. Mein Herz schlägt nur für Sie und Sie können daran nichts ändern! Selbst wenn Sie versuchen, Ihre härtesten. Sie haben Ihre Markierung auf mein Herz, und wenn du gehst, wird mein Herz zu stoppen, denn deine Liebe ist entscheidend für mein Überleben. I can't do without you. My heart beats just for you and you can't change a thing! Even if you try your hardest. You made your mark on my heart, and if you leave, my heart will stop beating, because your love is vital to my survival.

05 Mar, 2010

Dares

A girl named Terry was dared by her friends to summon Bloody Mary. Terry had never seen her, so she figured it was okay. She went into the bathroom, lit some candles, looked into the mirror and said; "Bloody Mary," She turned around. "Bloody Mary," She turned around. "Bloody Mary." She turned around one last time and looked into the mirror and saw nothing. She closed her eyes and laughed, but when she opened them she saw hands grab her shoulders through the mirror. Then she saw Bloody Mary and shrieked in terror. The girls heard her shriek and ran to the bathroom. When they got there, their eyes were wide with shock. Their friends throat had been slit, and a mark that said, "SHE SUMMONED ME," and the girl ran away. IF YOU DO NOT REPOST THIS WITHIN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES SHE WILL APPEAR TO YOU THE NEXT TIME YOU LOOK IN A MIRROR. REPOST THIS WITH THE TITLE "Dares", AND YOU WILL BE SAFE. (

04 Mar, 2010

Well Here I Am! xD

SETH! Wait...Tyler! No...Kyle? What The Fxck Is Your Name Child! D:< Edward! Well I'm Gonna Call you That! ;D Anywayss! I Love You Lots Whatever The Hell Your Name Is! <3 Your Really Extreme & Nice! You Always Make My Day! We NEVER Fight & I Just Thank You For Not Even Trying. Because Your A Really Super Friend! :3 Ohh & People Be Sure You Join Our New Website! Mkay? ;D -Macey xD

04 Mar, 2010

http://www.emopeoples.yolasite.com

I will start each blog with that link, until people start going there! Please! I sound like a hobo, but PLEASE!!

04 Mar, 2010

http://www.emopeoples.yolasite.com

Copy and Paste this in the next 110 seconds, if you are an emo, please!

04 Mar, 2010

http://www.emopeoples.yolasite.com

That is the site that me and Macey made, though Macey doesn't like a part of it.. I might change that. MIGHT. But please, spread the word. And you might get in the Emo Peoples Team. You might have to take a test. PLEASE spread the word. You might get a horsey! Well, prolly not, but please, spread the word!!

04 Mar, 2010

Hmm.

No cheating, you have to post this on ur blogs and see what people want from you!!! 1=A baby? 2=Another chance? 3=Love? 4=A Kiss? 5=Friendship? 6=Max partner? 7=Lap dance? 8=To chill? 9=To cuddle? 10=Marriage?

04 Mar, 2010

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i wrote your name in the sky and it blew away i wrote you name in the sand and the ocean washed it away i wrote your name on a piece of paper and someone threw it away i wrote your name in my heart and it stayed there forever repost this in ur blog if u really love someone <3

04 Mar, 2010

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It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, An hour to like someone, And an day to love someone... But it takes a lifetime to forget someone... <3

04 Mar, 2010

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04 Mar, 2010

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???????????????? MostFunGames™ Copyright 2009© I own whoever is reading this blog, and/or read the t**le, or just glanced at this, makes you now my property. Thank you, have a nice day servants! Ciao... -Dylan, your master, and owner.

04 Mar, 2010

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My Life was ruined, Until you unexpectedly walked right in... You just said a simple hello, And I crumbled to pieces, I wanted you forever to be mine, But you just went on with your important life, I'll just sit in this corner, And wait...<3

04 Mar, 2010

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My heart skipped a beat when I saw you... Is this it? Could it be? Love, for the first time? I stalked you, Longing to hold you, The strawberry scent of your hair, Became regular to me, Since I always trailed right behind you, Waiting for you to notice...<3

04 Mar, 2010

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04 Mar, 2010

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A poem about Child Abuse My name is Lucifer I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While i lay there motionless Brawled on the floor My name is Lucifer I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me Now i roam the underworld, to help those in need. I may seem evil, but I'm not. And if you read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness Because you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because you are effected, Do something about it! So all i ask you to do Please pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

04 Mar, 2010

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04 Mar, 2010

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When it's gone, It's gone. I had the chance during the relationship, But I bit the hand that fed me, This is my punishment; Being away from you, My true love. You know who you are. I wish you'd give me a second chance, But now I don't need it. I know that I blamed it on myself, But sometimes YOU have to admit YOUR mistakes, Please forgive me, But just like I said, When it's gone, It's gone. We're over and out. I don't have another love now.

04 Mar, 2010

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My skin bruised, My heart shattered, I feel used, My feelings scattered, The knife pierces my skin, Blood flowing out uncontrollably, I don't know what's within, All I want now is for you to hold me. The phone rings, But I can't reach, I know many things, Those I cannot teach You didn't help me find what I seek, Instead of putting me under your wing, You grabbed me with your beak, Sorrowfully I sing, Tomorrow is a new day, Happily the blue jay will sing, The only thing that will get in my way, Is that maybe I won't live, Sorrowfully I sing....

04 Mar, 2010

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Q: What's the difference between Santa Claus and Tiger Woods? A: Santa stops after three h**s...

04 Mar, 2010

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Don't question me, Cause I have no answer, Hopefully you can see, That I'm no entertainer, I'm not a dancer! You spread a rumor, You talk, You're like a gossip consumer, The popular people you stalk, I'm just a chap, That you follow through the day, Backwards I wear my cap, "Nice." you say, You're the reporter of the school, Whenever you like them, They will rule, You're the reporter of the school, Whenever you frown, Their popularity goes down, You're on top of the latest news, With Tiger Woods and Britney Spears, If you like 'em, that person is now who's, Everyone's favorite person, and they get cheers! Reporter of the school...

04 Mar, 2010

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" I carved your name into this bullet so that everyone would know you were the last thing going through my head." "It's easy to believe someone when they are telling you something you want to hear." "You don’t realize how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you." "Every night I think about what I didn't do right and why you left me for her." "Always listen to your heart, because even though it's on the left..it's always right." " I'd live in pain just to see you happy." "I hate the way I could never hate you and the fact that I'll always love you no matter what you put me through. " "A break-up is like a broken mirror; it's better to just leave it, then to try and fix it." "Every second I'm without you, I'm a mess." "For once instead of telling me the reason why I shouldn't cry, actually pay attention to the reasons why I am." "Once you love someone, that person is forever part of you." " No regrets. Just lessons learned." "I wanted to push you into oncoming traffic but then I realized that I'd kill myself trying to save you." "It takes one minute to have a like someone, an hour to have a crush on someone, a day to love someone, but forever to forget someone."

04 Mar, 2010

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I walk into the snow, A snowflake melts gently on my tongue, The secret of the universe nobody will know, Softly I sung, "La, dee da da, La, dee doo doo, La dee da da, I love you," The snow so thick, I hold your hand, Bundle up, you might get sick! The mood so jolly and... I kiss you softly on the lips, You smile and urge on, I hold your hips, The sun is gone, You let go, Saying, "Naughty, naughty boy!" Let it snow... Just like a little girl, on Christmas day, I hope you like your new toy... Your wedding ring....

04 Mar, 2010

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Hide my tears, Thunder and rain, Don't expose all those years, Don't bring back that pain, I can't stand it anymore, Into the sky, I will soar, I can fly... But you will anchor me down, Forcing me to think, It will make me cry and frown, Into long-lost memories I will sink, Hide my tears, Thunder and rain, Don't expose all those years, Don't bring back that pain, You are not welcome to my home, You have intruded my right, Into unwanted thoughts I will roam, If you come, right then I'll be out of sight... Hide my tears, Thunder and rain, Don't expose all those years, Don't bring back that pain... You broke my heart, I knew it right then, I knew it from the start, It's like you made me sign a commitment with a lie-proof pen... Hide my tears, Thunder and rain, Don't expose all those years, Don't bring back that pain...

04 Mar, 2010

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According to Greek mythology: The first humans were created with,, 4 arms, legs, and eyes. 2 mouths and noses. Afraid of their power Zeus split them apart, Leaving them to find their other half, These people are called soul mates.

04 Mar, 2010

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My heart tells me it's not right, Though you make yourself so tempting, When I finally give in, you're outta sight, Your soft voice singing, I knock on your door, Ring your bell, My heart is already feeling sore, The silence has a lot more to tell... My heart tells me it's not right, Though you make yourself so tempting, When I finally give in, you're outta sight, Your soft voice singing, At school you act like I'm not there, It's like it doesn't matter about us, And thus, You don't care... My heart tells me it's not right, Though you make yourself so tempting, When I finally give in, you're outta sight, Your soft voice singing, It's to late for me now, I'm stuck to you, like super glue, How and why did you let me go, how? Well, it is too late, I love you... My heart tells me it's not right, Though you make yourself so tempting, When I finally give in, you're outta sight, Your soft voice singing...

04 Mar, 2010

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The blankness of a page, Has so many possibilities, If you cannot think of something, you bellow in rage, When you don't think of anything, it stings like a thousand bees, When it doesn't come out right, You don't feel too good, You feel as if it might, Have come out nicely, it could, You feel pathetic when something useless comes out, You sit in a corner and think, You want to scream, bang your fists and pout! But deeper into thoughts you sink, You finally came up with something cool! You write it down, Refusing to frown, Your new poem really does rule! People can relate, They don't hate, They wanna be like you, They wanna make cool poems, yes they do!

04 Mar, 2010

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I silently cry, As you walk by, With some other guy, You guys laugh and have a good time, This isn't a game! My eyes sting as if in it you squeezed a lime, It'll never be the same... I silently cry, As you walk by, With some other guy, I slide the knife across my wrist, It glides smoothly leaving a trail of blood and pain, I remember the first time we kissed, Holding each other in the pouring rain... I silently cry, As you walk by, With some other guy, Tears are falling just like that, You didn't want me to know, You were as sneaky as a cat, You just wanted me to go... I silently cry, As you walk by, With some other guy...

04 Mar, 2010

About Me

I would rather sit outside and fall asleep, than be out-of-control-busy. I would rather play my piano for hours than live life not knowing how to play its magical melodies. I want you to feel uncomfortable as I ask you what you're thinking at random; it's the bewildered eyes that satisfy me. Quiet people, I adore you; I will hideaway observe you; while being anonymously eager to make you scream. Outgoing ones; I envy your sense of conformity, but I have every notion to sew your mouth shut to help you appreciate the silence you are too busy to ever hear. I like the way people are; but I like even more playing with their faults; messing with their fears; altering their mind frame so much, that they can be comfortable in any skin, not just their own. I suppose you can describe me as a ball of rubber bands. Twisted; tangled. All my thoughts are intertwined with every part of me. I don't have a solid core. I'm filled with gaps and holes throughout the coarse of my body. I feel like a perpetual smudge. My lines all curve. I tend to connect the wrong dots together. My life of darkness, my living nightmare I know shall never end. It will haunt my every moment of everyday hoping to sooner or later send me over the edge. How will I be able to live a normal life with a monster of this caliber haunting every waking moment of every day, slashing through my strands of sanity that I hold so dear? I have released myself from deaths iron grip once before but I may not have the strength to accomplish that again. Will no one help me? I am as a junkie would be. Caught under the bridge of life, injecting the drug of happiness as often as I could get a hold of it, to feel that sensation for a brief moment.

04 Mar, 2010

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Two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a g**, Like an a**assin ... who does it for fun. Two deafening blows in a war that has just beg**, Life gone away...I'm done. Two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one The world i know disappears...like the setting sun.

04 Mar, 2010

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Loves memory has traced our outline in this place. But will the spider remember, or the sun? Did the water capture our faces in permanence? Does the wind create us anew as it blows? Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them? Our secret been revealed. Yet I have told no other. I write these words in silence, in mute testimony To what once was. But our image remains alive in this place. It can not be removed. You, me, We then, Were here. We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow. We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise. We were not liars, But thieves of time. For now time has now forgotten us, Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers This place that was ours.

04 Mar, 2010

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I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying

04 Mar, 2010

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Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off s(rewing her My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one And I let myself believe I know that you are using me But you'll never let me go I know that you don't love me I know I'm just for show I don't know If I can stand To see you love another girl You know that you broke my heart You know that your my world But while your standing by my side I'll believe your lies forever Cause everything seems so perfect When we are together

04 Mar, 2010

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Autumn breeze frigidly touches ailing dreadful lives Harshly darkness quietly surrounds the broken souls Mellow serenades that once played between hearts Pathetically have transformed into bitter sad songs Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds Cupid has lost his romancing arrows Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts Howling chilly wind blows through the mist Sounds of sorrow spread allover the place Fuzzy humid air submerges the inner lust Lives decay slowly as the autumn leaves fall...

04 Mar, 2010

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music in your ears wrists crying red tears its been so many years since i've seen you smile you gave to me a crimson rose through choked screams through everything on that cold winters day i'm sorry i made you sad that i became so mad i'm sorry for everything i feel so bad the life you wanted wasn't what i could give i couldn't tell you i was to scared to lose you we walked away from each other on that cold winters day and now we are miles apart and wishing we had stayed

04 Mar, 2010

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I always dreampt of you Pondering, did you dream Of me too Wanted you to be Next to me For the rest of our lives We had something great Then you through it away NO We had something great Then you through it away NO We can't get back What we have lost You betrayed me I won't play this game So why do i feel That it's me to blame I was weak with the thought That something Would go wrong Because our love Was so strong For so long I thought what we Had was real We had something great Then you through it away NO We had something great Then you through it away NO I didn't think my Life could be altered Your betrayal was the reason My life changed Falling away You lost me Don't say one word Sit there in silence

04 Mar, 2010

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I have fought the feelings And emotions inside That fills and empties me, Like a fast rolling tide There are moments of pain Of sorrow and hate Leaving me to ponder. Many hours of late I love you It’s your presence I miss. And I terribly long For that one last kiss But the greatest pain of all That hurts me so deep, Is after giving you my love I can’t have yours to keep To have you by my side Always longing for more, And have you feel the same, To mutually adore You see my love; I have given you my heart And revealed the depths of my soul And now I am left feeling hopelessly empty, Paying this immeasurable toll. It’s selfish I know to feel this way But it’s how I feel, each and every day Always hoping and praying For the next time we meet For you to allow me, once again To feel complete And rest a**ured I WILL see you again For it’s not a question of if But a question of when. And when that time comes I’ll be in total bliss For no longer will I wait For that one last kiss.

04 Mar, 2010

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Even now, despite the time That's gone by since you were mine I find at quiet moments In my heart That you've never left me, for In my heart there is no door Thus your memory locked inside Must ere reside Though my heart I've tried to sway And move on to a new day I fail in trying For my dreams I can't escape Where betimes you come again And I feel the fire within As its burns to see your face And touch your skin But though I hold you for a time The dream turns so to remind That we cannot be together In this life For the dream doth always fade As I watch you slip away And I'm left alone again To feel the pain As I wake and wonder why Though a thousand times I've cried Your wound never heals Nor lets me comfort find Perhaps written before time Twas a tale of you and I Such to make the heavens weep Upon its read Wherein my fate is to yearn So I'll wait the dream's return Holding hope that someday... It will never end

04 Mar, 2010

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Is it truly selfish to want you back again? I could not calm your mind, I could not ease your pain; I thought my love would be enough to keep you here with me; But now I know that was never going to be. I loved you, I disliked you, we argued and we kissed; Your face, your touch, your scent forever I shall miss; To hold you in my arms again, my soul no longer lost; I'd pay the price and gladly have no worry to the cost. They say that life gets better and time will ease the pain; They're fools who cannot see the truth, it can never be the same; No daytime and no nighttime just hour on hour on hour; And time has no more meaning now life's not sweet it's sour. Some think we have a life-force or a soul some others say; If I had one I know it died that dreadful, dreadful day; Sometimes I know I hurt you, I know that was so true; But please forgive me for those wrong FOR I ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU

04 Mar, 2010

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The biggest risk a heart can take, A second chance, it’s there to make. Turned into three, there can’t be four, Gone from your life, if it turns more. I can’t rule your life for you, The choice is yours, with what to do. Though if it comes, please spare me this, Your love for me cannot exist. Inside I have, but nothing left, In times of love, it feels like death. It’s taken more than I first knew, I had to give, my strength it’s through. I’m only human, man and boy, Don’t treat me like I’m just a toy. I hope from now, you’ll think of me, Through distance, love, brutality. One life we lead, to walk this land, At times it’s hard, at times it’s grand. Mistakes we’ll make, through them we grow, It’s far too hard to see you go. If you do care, then I believe, We’ll make it through, this time to grieve. And out the other side we’ll go, Through, thick, through thin, through rain through snow. The future comes, the past, forgot, Dishonesty, it starts to rot. No lies be told, we start as new, From you to me, from me to you. One year, it’s down, though not through ease, Two more, we can, we must, I plead. Please keep these thoughts so you can see, How much in life, you mean to me.

04 Mar, 2010

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I knew that this would happen that you would break my heart it was stupid of me not to listen I was stupid from the start you told me you were different now I no you are all the same god gave me nothing... just a sh*t load of f!#**ing pain. its hard for me to hate you its hard for me not to care because always in my mind she is going to be there I want to forget it god knows I'm going insane am I listening to my heart or thinking with my brain? I wish I knew why you did it, what you were thinking at the time but then I know I don't want to know anything more would drive me insane. I love you but I wish I was strong you don't deserve me now hopefully you can prove me wrong I'll always love you but you have really broken my heart hope you know how to fix it because believe me I can't. love you always x**x

04 Mar, 2010

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Our friendship is broken. Though your words weren't spoken. The message was sent quite clearly. You left me weak and weary. But why should I hide? And keep it inside? I want you to know. Though it may not show. You don't mean a thing to me. You are not the girl you're said to be. The fall I felt from you leaving. Was actually quite relieving. I needed you at the time. I was happy to call you mine. But the times were wasted. And I've erased it. Because I can forgive and forget.

04 Mar, 2010

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I only wish I knew why, You made our relationship die, And I can't bring myself to say, We'll be together again some day, Because you broke my heart in two, By saying I don’t love you, My heart is still breaking, By your lying and faking, But in my heart I will always love you, Knowing that you love me too.

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