19 Oct, 2013

Gerard Way <3

"It okay to be fu.cked up, cause there are five guys in this band who are just as fu.cked up as you but we've overcome that to do what we do" Gerard Way-My Chemical Romance

24 Aug, 2013

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"Build God, Then We'll Talk" It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Fremont Street. Appealing only because they are just that un-appealing Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering. The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe just a dash of formaldehyde, And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes. Along with the people inside What a wonderful caricature of intimacy Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie She's getting a job at the firm come Monday. The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney moonlighting aside, she really needs his money. Oh, wonderful caricature of intimacy. Yeah (Yeah) And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin" Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business" as he said to the Mrs. Well, only hours before, after he had left, she was fixing her face in a compact. There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash) Between her and the badge She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind. Along with the people inside What a wonderful caricature of intimacy Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses. It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains And a few more of your least favorite things. Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains And a few more of your least favorite things. Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses At the shade of the sheets and before all the stai

02 Jun, 2013

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This is a poem I wrote after I heard My Chemical Romance broke up.. The Dark water crashed over my face Pulling me Under I feel the Anchors, the Steel Chains, Heavy weights On my Feet Dragging me Down You are no longer there, My Four Stone Pillars Holding me above the Black Ocean My Voice was stolen I could not Speak My eyes Dry from all the Salt I could no longer feel- The Weight in my chest makes me sick The Feeling of Nothing No one to Tell No one to Understand No one to Cry with- Telling me to be strong in this Ugly World Without anyone to pull me from the Light Protect Me Hold Me Sing to Me

02 Jun, 2013

What My Chemical Romance Has Tought Me

My Chemical Romance has taught me not to take anyone’s s***, not to feel ashamed because of who I am or what I like. They taught me that being who you are and remaining true to what you believe in is way more important than what someone else thinks of you. They Taught me that there is always hope, no matter what, that I don’t have to pretend to be someone I’m not, and that I should love myself. They taught me who I really am and that I should stand up for myself and not give a dam what other people think. They taught me that I’m not wrong or immoral or a sinner, just for being who I am, that I should not judge other people for how they seem at first glance. They taught me that I should be hopeful for the future, that I shouldn’t give up and to be open minded about many things. They taught me that there are true heros in the world and that if you just give them the chance, they can show you the way to happiness. They taught me that its okay to be out of the ordinary, that no matter what I should be myself and love myself, that I shouldn’t give up, no matter what’s holding me back. They taught me how to express myself without being afraid, how to be positive about most things in life, how to not give a f*** about what anyone thinks. They taught me not to afraid to fall and care. They taught me not to be afraid to keep of living. They taught me that everything happens for a reason and that you can live through it. They taught me that there are people that actually care about you will love you weather your a nerdy little kid with low self esteem, or a person that’s loud and acts foolish regularly. They taught me to be the best person I can be and that its okay to not be okay. This band has taught me that I’m not alone in this world, that no one is and that I should trust people. They inspired me to get an education, to actually try, to care and be nice to people and treat everyone equally.. People might argue, but this band has saved lives and even though its gone it

28 May, 2013

In The End

In the end, as we fade into the night, Who will tell the story of your life? In the end, as my soul's laid to rest, What is left of my body? Or am I just a shell? I have fought, And with flesh and blood, I commanded an army. Through it all, I have given my heart for a moment of glory. In the end, as we fade into the night, Who will tell the story of your life? And who will remember your last goodbye? Cuz it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die. Born a saint. Though, with every sin I still want to be holy. I will live again. Who we are isn't how we live, We are more than our bodies. If I fall, I will rise back up and relive my glory. In the end, as we fade into the night, Who will tell the story of your life? And who will remember your last goodbye? Cuz it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die. In the end, as we fade into the night. Who will tell the story of your life? And who will remember your last goodbye? Cuz it's the end, and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die. Who will remember this last goodbye? Cuz it's the end, and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.

28 May, 2013

onision

OME OS M'I that means I love you

12 May, 2013

What You Wearin???

What color of shirt are you wearing? Red = silly Brown = cute Green = gorgeous Blue = s**y white = Muscular Aqua = freaky Yellow = innocent Purple = a little TOO happy Black or dont remeber = EMO Orange = funny Gray = dumb Pink = preppy light pink = sweaty Multicolored = tree hugging Other = hott none = s**y beast What kind of pants are you wearing?? short shorts =cheerleader Skirt or Skort = llama Corduroy = cagefighter skinny jeans = pothead Ripped Jeans = skater Camo = hillbilly jean short shorts = w**** jeans = prep Cargo = clown Sweats or basketball shorts = gangster soccer shorts = runner Shorts = bum Pajama Pants = s*** Nothing = mother banger Haha apparently I'm a Emo Pothead...

10 May, 2013

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07 May, 2013

The Bird And The Worm

He wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack His backpack is all that he knows Shot down by strangers whose glances can cripple the heart and devour the soul All alone he turns to stone while holding his breath half to death Terrified of whats inside to save his life he crawls like a worm from a bird crawls like a worm from a bird Out of his mind away pushes him whispering must have been out of his mind mid-day delusions of pushing this out of his head maybe out of his mind All alone he turns to stone while holding his breath half to death Terrified of whats inside to save his life he crawls like a worm from a bird crawls like a worm from a bird All he knows If he can't relieve it it grows and so it goes he crawls like a worm crawls like a worm from the bird Out of his mind away pushes him whispering must have been out of his mind All alone he turns to stone while holding his breath half to death Terrified of whats inside to save his life he crawls like a worm from a bird crawls like a worm from a bird All alone he's holding his breath half to death Terrified to save his life he crawls like a worm Crawls like a worm from a bird crawls like a worm from a bird crawls like a worm from a bird crawls like a worm crawls like a worm crawls like a worm from a bird

05 Apr, 2013

Bring More Knives

We could be perfect one last night And die like star-crossed lovers when we fight And we can settle this affair If you would shed your yellow take my hand And then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity This riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way Stand up f***ing tall Don't let them see your back And take my f***ing hand And never be afraid again We've only got one chance to put this at an end and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition Stand up f***ing tall Don't let them see your back And take my f***ing hand And never Trust, you said Who put the words in your head Oh how wrong we were to think That immortality meant never dying Stand Take my f***ing hand Take my f***ing... Stand up f***ing tall Don't let them see your back And take my f***ing hand And never be afraid again Just because my hands around your throat!

19 Mar, 2013

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14 Jan, 2013

The World Is Ugly

These are the eyes and the lies of the taken These are their hearts but their hearts don’t beat like ours They burn ‘cause they are all afraid For every one of us, there’s an army of them But you’ll never fight alone ‘Cause I wanted you to know That the world is ugly But you’re beautiful to me Well are you thinking of me now (now) These are the nights and the lights that we fade in These are the words but the words aren’t coming out They burn ‘cause they are hard to say For every failing sun, there’s a morning after Though I’m empty when you go I just wanted you to know That the world is ugly But you’re beautiful to me Are you thinking of me Like I’m thinking of you I would say I’m sorry, though Though I really need to go I just wanted you to know I wanted you to know I wanted you to know I’m thinking of you every night, every day These are the eyes and the lies of the taken These are their hearts but their hearts don’t beat like ours They burn ‘cause they are all afraid When mine beats twice as hard ‘Cause the world is ugly But you’re beautiful to me Are you thinking of me Like I’m thinking of you I would say I’m sorry, though Though I really need to go I just wanted you to know That the world is ugly (I just wanted you to know) But you’re beautiful to me (I just wanted you to know) Are you thinking of me Stop your crying, helpless feeling Dry your eyes and start believing There’s one thing they’ll never take from you (And we’ll never be the same Like ghosts in the snow Like ghosts in the sun)

07 Jan, 2013

The truth

i? smile everyday but im not okay

07 Jan, 2013

MCR - The Sharpest Lives

Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes? Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose If it looks like I'm laughing I'm really just asking to leave this alone You're in time for the show You're the one that I need I'm the one that you loathe You can watch me corrode Like a beast in repose 'Cause I love all the poison Away with the boys in the band I've really been on a bender and it shows So why don't you blow me A kiss before she goes? Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me Your kiss and I will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be In love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the sane abandoned me There's a place in the dark where the animals go You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo I've really been on a bender and it shows So why don't you blow me A kiss before she goes? Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me Your kiss and I will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be In love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the sane abandoned me Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me Your kiss and I will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be In love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

31 Dec, 2012

First day!

Umm this is my first day here and I don't have any friends YET. I'm gonna add some people and hopefully people will add me too! Oh ya and it's NEW YEARS EVE!!! WOOT WOOT! Too bad I got grounded and can't go nowhere :( But I am gonna tyr to acheive some of my new year resolutions, which are... 1.) Try to get my lazy a** off the couch and actually workout 2.) Spend less time watching T.V. 3.) Quit biting my fingernails 4.) Try to be less weird 5.) Not eat so much peanut b***er