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Dec 20 2009 12:46AM
Oct 11 2009 4:31AM
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with me.
I'm gonna let it go.
Oct 4 2009 4:40AM
I look at my wrist
It has not a single eye
If it even had one
My wrist would cry

I pick up my razor
Look at that too
It reflects my face
I shed a tear, boohoo

I think back at my life
All the painful years
In front of the mirror
I broke out in tears

My mom knocks on the door
She asks what is up
I pray to the heavens
I don't **** this up

I put the razor to my skin
Will it hurt a lot?
I start cutting...
Damn, I forgot!

I recall a phrase
A meaningful load
Go down the street
Not across the road
Oct 4 2009 4:39AM
Why should I keep living another day,
When no one else knows what to say?
My heart is still so broken,
My old wounds have been torn open.
Don't cry for me.
Your tears are useless.
I've been cursed by this lie of a life.
And yet here I lay holding this bloody knife.
I'm not sorry for what I've done.
Just be thankful I didn't use my gun.
I'm leaving now so do not cry.
It's just my time to die.
For too long have I kept up this lie.
My soul was ripped from the beginning.
It slowly deminished to nothing.
Now I'm gone, and I'm glad.
And I do not feel remorse if you're sad.
I do not regret what I have done.
This was a battle that could not be won.
I've slipped away from this world of lies.
And I still hear your cries.
Do not waste your tears on me.
I'm now where I should be.
The time will fade and so will I.
And now it is time I bid thee goodbye
Oct 4 2009 2:32AM
When i finally fell for you
you left me hanging
you broke my heart...
i dont think i will fall again
Oct 4 2009 2:29AM
When you look inside a girls heart, you see the struggle it takes to get through all the crap in her life, you see all the lies, the bull****, and the times she wished she was dead. But most of all, you see how hard it was to let go of the asshole who accted like he actually cared
Oct 4 2009 2:25AM
It hurts to be alone...
But it hurts so much more when someone leaves
Oct 4 2009 2:21AM
She is a forgotten soul...
[He doesnt talk to her anymore]
She is bleeding internally...
[He peirced her heart with a blade]
Shw is dead menatally....
[He killed her with one word]
She was in love...
[He is the reason]
Love Hurts
Oct 3 2009 6:25PM
J:Everyone loves you
A:a damn good kisser
D:you have one of the best personalities ever
E:you have a nice ass

A- damn good kisser
B- You fall in love quickly
C- You're wild and crazy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
E- You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you
G- You have a very good personality and looks.
H- You never let people tell you what to do.
I- Love is something you deeply believe in
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L- You are cute
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- So Hott
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- fxckin Sexy
S- You're loyal to those you love.
T- damn sexy
U- You are really chill.
V- You are not judgemental
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for
Z- You like it in the butt very very hard...
Oct 2 2009 10:02PM
Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking, " God, why?
Why is My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
" You deserve to die You worthless pest! "

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dieing
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
The quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lieing on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms



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Jan 30 2010 4:00PM

hey jade im sorry i left you... i guezz i wasent thinking right and im sorry if i hurt you... hope you can come back so we can chat a bit -hug- im sorry... i.... hope you msg me.
Dec 20 2009 12:54AM

hellz yah gay pride, lol
Nov 11 2009 6:55PM

Nov 8 2009 5:42AM

hey hun....i love ya
Oct 11 2009 6:48PM

Thnx 4 the comment..

Im gud xD u??
Oct 10 2009 5:42PM

Aloha Jade

How R U xD

im bored
Oct 4 2009 6:21PM

Nuffin, u?
Oct 2 2009 11:36PM

im srry i ever hurt u
Sep 29 2009 8:59PM

Im sorry i hurt you Jade but i must go i cannot stay i couldent help it i miss you soo badly!! I didint no i ment that much i diidnt mean to hurt you to make you feel that way! :'( it wasent my intention to hurt you soo deeply. i loveyou dont ever forget! :'( i mist go i cant stay here... mfg is just too much i hate it here but i love you :(
Sep 22 2009 10:13PM

poem about Child Abuse
My name isChris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlies bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
Im starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Lucifer
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
Now i roam the underworld,
to help those in need.
I may seem evil,
but i'm not.
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgiveness
Because you would have to be
AOne heartless person
To not be effected
By this Poem
And because you are effected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
pIs pass this on!
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