Jan 8 2011 1:45PM
:P
I remember the times when i would a couple years younger, Nothing mattered. No drama, No boy trouble. When i still listened to MCR, and when i still wore regular jeans and never went to the mall. Before i fell in love and got hurt, before i lost my virginity. Before my best friend moved away, before we started fighting all the time. before i started cutting myself, before everything that has made me the biggest ****k-up ever. Before looks became my one priority, before my new best friend became my enemy, and before we became friends again and before she replaced me. Before good friends started to fade, before i started high school, before i wanted to switch schools and make new friends, because i felt like everything else in my life became boring. Before i was the real me. I used to be shy as hell, i used to be anti-social and quiet, I used to wear all black, i used to have long hair, that i never dyed. Now, I'm hyper, Loud, People say i'm annoying, i wear bright colors, i cut my hair really short and dye it all the time. And there's one big piece missing: Me.
